#not to mention i have fucking rheumatoid arthritis so i already deal with fatigue issues

[blakelywintersfield]

Having insomnia and hypersomnia simultaneously is basically like. Hey! You're sleepy all the time. You're always sleepy. But you don't actually get to sleep. You just feel sleepy constantly. Even if you lay down? It's gonna take you anywhere from two to six hours to fall asleep. But once you fall asleep? You don't wanna get up! You might even hear your alarms in your sleep, but you won't wake up! You may be literally fighting your unconscious to wake up but it's gonna he a fight every time! And sleep medications? Those make all that worse, so you can't take those to help you fall asleep! ;)

And my already very mentally ill ass is just laying in bed at 4am (after laying down three hours ago) like

#insomnia #hypersomnia #sleep disorder #sleep #mental illness #not to mention i have fucking rheumatoid arthritis so i already deal with fatigue issues #thankfully my vyvanse helps me with staying awake #but sleep? that's still something i gotta fuckin fight #this has been queued so this might not post at 4am but it's currently 11/21/2020 @ 3:55am as i make this post so