#not very well

[genericpuff]

oof yeah if this ain't me fdjasklfdjaskl like deadass a couple streams ago I was drawing during intermissions between GATE's in FF XIV, p sure we were playing lo-fi music during it too

what people DON'T know tho is that i also had a TV on my desk playing the Office in the background LOL

(comic by @artbymoga, go read her comics, they're a delight)

#i can do it all baby #not very well #but i sure am doing my best #adhd #autism #audhd

[letterstoear]

A letter to dye us blue

Notes: Kento Nanami x fem reader, fem reader, fluff, a what if he made it out alive, reader and Nanami are visiting Malayasia, letter,

*Disclaimer, I've never actually seen JJK for my heart wouldn't be able to take it, but I wanted to write something other than Twisted Wonderland so I chose him*

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Good morning beautiful,

It’s been a while since I’ve last written a letter to you. I thought it would be nice to read a letter like this as soon as you woke up. Right now, I should be preparing breakfast for the two of us. I was rough on you last night so it’s only reasonable I treat you well today and each day onward. Didn’t know I could get so lost in you till everything turned blurry.

When you dragged me to meet you early in the morning, I wasn’t sure what to expect. I was aware you were planning a trip; you had been for weeks. ________, you’ve never been the best at hiding secrets, yet I’m sure you did this one on purpose. The little clues every now and then were to leave me in excitement, wasn’t it? ________, you’ve done well.

Then again, even if you hadn’t told me anything or hid everything from me, I trust you enough to know you don’t have ill intentions. We have been lovers for quite some time.

Strange to know how fast time can go by when time used to feel like a dragging wave. For a second, I forgot how it felt to live each day over and over without feeling alive. No purpose to live, no rest, only work till I tired myself out. Then, before I knew it I would wake up to repeat my day. Those days are all in the past now. I’m glad I woke up in time to see a beautiful ocean of peace.

So, today, what should we do? We have the whole week to travel all around Malaysia till we’re covered in sweat. I want to make the most out of our time here considering it’s not every day you drag me out for vacation. But __________, I do have one request for you. I want to dance with you in the evening along the beach. Nothing fancy, I only want to hold you close to me as the tides brush against us.

Ever since we first danced together in your apartment, it’s become something I yearn to do whenever we have the time. There’s just something enchanting about holding you in my arms as I whisper words of love into your ears. If I ever forget how you feel, could you please remind me?

Hard to believe I haven’t said it yet, _________ I love you. Let’s be happy together, ________. Meeting you gave me the strength to support myself in a way I’ve never done. You didn’t save me, no, but you supported me and continue to do so every day. Your support, trust, and love all of it is to be cherished. I’ll continue loving you as you do the same for me. _________ I love you.

With love,

Kento Nanami

#jjk #nanami kento #jjk nanami #fluff #letter #how did I do #not very well #I low key cried after I read about his story #gege when i catch you gege #jujitsu kaisen #jujutsu nanami #nanami x reader #kento nanami

[court-artist-under-the-stars]

Bonne nuit, mes amis! Remember that the stars and I appreciate you, and that your life is worth living!

Also! @same-pic-of-saturn-everyday! I have a very loose sketch of your body! you’re holding ice coffee (are you an ice coffee person? you are now)

#celestial-same-picverse #celestial same picverse #goodnight! #I can very vaguely speak french #not very well #but like #shut up

[emoticonheart]

guys... i think i can burp on command

#not very well #but it's a start #this is so exciting #is this what dreams coming true feels like??

[suokumi]

multifandom issue of not knowing what fandom art to finish next

i have fnaf au I have stuff I'd like to finish

i have sanses that forever rot my brain

and I have cotl wips I'm invested in

sigh

#suo shut up #I'm #not very well #need a good sleep me thinks #I'll decide in the morning wtf to do

[ftm-megamind]

oh my god christian bale!

#it is 2.20 am #i woke up 30 minute ago #and i have a flight in 4 hiurs #and i feel #not very well #but like #christian wednesday or something #fuck it's tuesday #christian tuesday #😊

[scariusaquarius]

Grimmjows hair is so freaking hard to draw rip also his mouth pissed me off so i changed the expression lmfao

Reference

#lyn does art #sometimes #not very well #pjvkhcoyxpugoyc #lyn speaks

[lookslikethatsallthetimewehave]

Dang, this made me think... what if Octavian and Lil Kronos teamed up?

Octavian would try to manipulate Lil Kronos into helping him run the show. Let's see how well that goes.

#not very well #poptropica dating sim #octavian #octavian poptropica #kronos #kronos poptropica #poptropica oc #mystery of the map #poptropica graphic novels #poptropica graphic novel #poptropica fanart #fanart

[evies-chaos-world]

Lav (@lavender-tea-dragon) so- I jad me a thought when I was thinking and proceeding with a sh** post ideaer- And IDK but- Just go with me here- Judge Thai~

#Randoms #My Brian is working #Not very well #I'm just trying to get into the art mood

[thehornyfemme]

I wanna be held while I do my art

#I can draw but not well haha #I’m yearning #yes I draw #not very well #just lil ol me #mia/max rants #lesbian #nblw #wlw #nsft #lesbian nsft #wlw nsft #nblw nsft #art

[julnites]

Red riding hood comic collab with the wonderful @yeehawpim (go check out their blog for loads of great comics!) 🌷 See the layouts he did here!

#james art times #artists on tumblr #comics #comics!! very excited to do this and especially with pim who is just fantastic at what they do #fairy tales #little red riding hood #pim did the layouts and I rendered these and my goodness was it a good time #he also did the image descriptions so huge shout out for that as well #go check out her comics! you will not regret it

[lesbian-disaster-academic]

i used to be so good at writing strong, thoroughly-researched, thoroughly-edited essays.

as a kid in hs, my teacher literally came up to me, holding my 40 page essay on the intersection of the European witch hunts and capitalism/exploitation/gender roles (it was supposed to be 7 pages...whoops) and went like "this is literally a master's-degree level thesis. what are you doing?? you could literally use this as your final dissertation in a master's program, what the fuck."

NOW??? NOW?? you'd think I'd be oh so skilled. but alas. i can barely piece together two ideas. adhd skill-regression is so so real. im SOBBING

#this is just me ranting sorry #im very tired and hungry #and i want to sleep but brain go brrrrr #well i used to be nice and smart and now im neither of those or however the song goes #pretty sure he was exaggerating cause looking back. it was good. but some of the wording was a lil wonky #adhd #actually adhd #executive dysfunction #actually neurodiverse #adhd paralysis #adult adhd #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder #adhd hacks #academia #neurodivergent #adhd skill regression #confessions of a burnt out gifted kid #<< i guess #former gifted kid #burnt out gifted kid #gifted kid burnout #realizing i sound rly pretentious here sorry -- formal speech patterns i picked up as an autistic child and never put down again haha

[catmask]

its true that romance amd friendship will not solve everything but. objectively speaking its very hard to get sad when you can say 'lets go get cake tomorrow okay' and someone will go get cake with you. like there is some good at least. you know

#i think this is why ive been so much more geniunely happy these last few years #like. i will never be going to bed alone. i will always have someone who wants me here #i will always have someone to say 'im sorry im not feeling very well now' and they will be concerned instead of being annoyed #at you as if those feelings are an inconvenience #scratchpost #txt

[druid-for-hire]

[image id: a four-page comic. it is titled "immortality” after the poem by clare harner (more popularly known as “do not stand at my grave and weep”). the first page shows paleontologists digging up fossils at a dig. it reads, “do not stand at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep.” page two features several prehistoric creatures living in the wild. not featured but notable, each have modern descendants: horses, cetaceans, horsetail plants, and crocodilians. it reads, “i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain. i am the gentle autumn rain.” the third page shows archaeopteryx in the treetops and the skies, then a modern museum-goer reading the placard on a fossil display. it reads, “when you awaken in the morning’s hush, i am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. i am the soft stars that shine at night. do not stand at my grave and cry.” the fourth page shows a chicken in a field. it reads, “i am not there. i did not die” / end id]

a comic i made in about 15 hours for my school’s comic anthology. the theme was “evolution”

#dinosaur #evolution #comic #prehistoric #animal #wildlife #paleontology #biology #poetry #comics #original #my art #archaeopteryx has no direct living descendants i know #but i wanted something aerial and the dinosaur to bird connection is classic and well known anyway #also the chicken over any other bird is very on purpose #its the mix of truth and comedy and genuineness and the fantastic in the mundane #its me asking you to see something so wonderful in something taken so un-seriously #and to love it both ways #also the jurassic park thing #where someone saw the reconstructed gait of a dino #and said. hey hang on. i know that walk. #and pulled up footage of a chicken walking #which jumpstarted the entire study into the link between dinosaurs and birds #in the end take whatever you want from it i just thought id provide some insight #i always like it when other artists do #the point is that i enjoy when people laugh at the end and when they dont #and i like it when they cry. i like it best when they both laugh and cry. eeaao intent #anyway mourn your losses but to live is to change #also hi guys i finally figured out tipping after 5 months so no more annoying ko-fi link

[endusviolence]

Rowling isn't denying holocaust. She just pointed out that burning of transgender health books is a lie as that form of cosmetic surgery didn't exist. But of course you knew that already, didn't you?

I was thinking I'd probably see one of you! You're wrong :) Let's review the history a bit, shall we?

In this case, what we're talking about is the Institut für Sexualwissenschaft, or in English, The Institute of Sexology. This Institute was founded and headed by a gay Jewish sexologist named Magnus Hirschfeld. It was founded in July of 1919 as the first sexology research clinic in the world, and was run as a private, non-profit clinic. Hirschfeld and the researchers who worked there would give out consultations, medical advice, and even treatments for free to their poorer clientele, as well as give thousands of lectures and build a unique library full of books on gender, sexuality, and eroticism. Of course, being a gay man, Hirschfeld focused a lot on the gay community and proving that homosexuality was natural and could not be "cured".

Hirschfeld was unique in his time because he believed that nobody's gender was either one or the other. Rather, he contended that everyone is a mixture of both male and female, with every individual having their own unique mix of traits.

This leads into the Institute's work with transgender patients. Hirschfeld was actually the one to coin the term "transsexual" in 1923, though this word didn't become popular phrasing until 30 years later when Harry Benjamin began expanding his research (I'll just be shortening it to trans for this brief overview.) For the Institute, their revolutionary work with gay men eventually began to attract other members of the LGBTA+, including of course trans people.

Contrary to what Anon says, sex reassignment surgery was first tested in 1912. It'd already being used on humans throughout Europe during the 1920's by the time a doctor at the Institute named Ludwig Levy-Lenz began performing it on patients in 1931. Hirschfeld was at first opposed, but he came around quickly because it lowered the rate of suicide among their trans patients. Not only was reassignment performed at the Institute, but both facial feminization and facial masculization surgery were also done.

The Institute employed some of these patients, gave them therapy to help with other issues, even gave some of the mentioned surgeries for free to this who could not afford it! They spoke out on their behalf to the public, even getting Berlin police to help them create "transvestite passes" to allow people to dress however they wanted without the threat of being arrested. They worked together to fight the law, including trying to strike down Paragraph 175, which made it illegal to be homosexual. The picture below is from their holiday party, Magnus Hirschfeld being the gentleman on the right with the fabulous mustache. Many of the other people in this photo are transgender.

[Image ID: A black and white photo of a group of people. Some are smiling at the camera, others have serious expressions. Either way, they all seem to be happy. On the right side, an older gentleman in glasses- Magnus Hirschfeld- is sitting. He has short hair and a bushy mustache. He is resting one hand on the shoulder of the person in front of him. His other hand is being held by a person to his left. Another person to his right is holding his shoulder.]

There was always push back against the Institute, especially from conservatives who saw all of this as a bad thing. But conservatism can't stop progress without destroying it. They weren't willing to go that far for a good while. It all ended in March of 1933, when a new Chancellor was elected. The Nazis did not like homosexuals for several reasons. Chief among them, we break the boundaries of "normal" society. Shortly after the election, on May 6th, the book burnings began. The Jewish, gay, and obviously liberal Magnus Hirschfeld and his library of boundary-breaking literature was one of the very first targets. Thankfully, Hirschfeld was spared by virtue of being in Paris at the time (he would die in 1935, before the Nazis were able to invade France). His library wasn't so lucky.

This famous picture of the book burnings was taken after the Institute of Sexology had been raided. That's their books. Literature on so much about sexuality, eroticism, and gender, yes including their new work on trans people. This is the trans community's Alexandria. We're incredibly lucky that enough of it survived for Harry Benjamin and everyone who came after him was able to build on the Institute's work.

[Image ID: A black and white photo of the May Nazi book burning of the Institute of Sexology's library. A soldier, back facing the camera, is throwing a stack of books into the fire. In the background of the right side, a crowd is watching.]

As the Holocaust went on, the homosexuals of Germany became a targeted group. This did include transgender people, no matter what you say. To deny this reality is Holocaust denial. JK Rowling and everyone else who tries to pretend like this isn't reality is participating in that evil. You're agreeing with the Nazis.

But of course, you knew that already, didn't you?

Edit: Added image IDs. I apologize to those using screen readers for forgetting them. Please reblog this version instead.

#transgender #trans history #transsexual #transphobia #Magnus Hirschfeld #holocaust #holocaust denial #book burning #j.k. rowling #jk rowling #just in case you missed what i mean by all this: go fuck yourself anon :) #trans people have always existed #and we will always exist #if you really wanna pick a fight with me over well-documented history then you better bring in some sources to back your shit #queer history #queer #lgbt+ #lgbta+ #lgbt #lgbt history #edit: i finally got around to those damn image IDs. i am so very sorry for totally forgetting that's my bimbo moment of the month #also real quick i thought about adding an image of the actual building but the only one i can find has a Nazi parade in front of it #it was taken the day of the book burning raid and honestly if i were to include it then i'd add it to the first few paragraphs #and i think the story's better told when you uphold the hope Magnus Hirschfeld and all the researchers he worked with had #also keeps being brought up: yes Hirschfeld was a eugenicist. it was a popular belief set that was only discredited after WW2 #Hirschfeld died in 1935. he literally didn't live long enough to see science turn against those beliefs and practices #considering how he changed his mind on transitions i like to think he would've changed his mind on eugenics too if he'd lived

[transarsonist]

but no yeah lets have the conversation:

"the CEO doesnt want to run that kind of website" Excuse, shouldnt have bought the 'go nuts show nuts whatever' website if thats the case. APPEAL DENIED

"we have to follow the TOS of the appstores we're hosted on" Excuse item one, no you dont, item two, you have since those days implimented infrastructure that would allow pornography and sex work on this platform Without violating TOS of any applicable app store. APPEAL DENIED

"we own the site we get to make the rules" Incorrect, this site has only ever made profit when the users willed it. we collectively own the site as a hive mind and no legal change in ownership will change that. APPEAL DENIED

"we have to keep this website safe for the children who use it" Argument based on fallacy banning pornography and sex workers does not prevent pornography and sex work from occuring on the site, it only forces aforementioned users to hide and avoid labling their content appropriately, which REDUCES the safety for children and sex workers alike instead of increasing it, this has been shown to the point that making this argument at all is tantamount to admiting fascist intent APPEAL DENIED

#politics #tumblr #tumblr staff #very well #if you will not allow me to rate this conversation as “appropriate for everyone” with the associated tags it would be best associated with #then it simply will not have those tags #this is case in point