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klutzykelzy · 10 months

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nothing i do or take fills the hole inside me :(

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punkrockmixtapes · 7 months

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The Promise Ring - Forget Me

#youtube #The Promise Ring #Forget Me #Nothing Feels Good

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onlythespiteremains · 3 months

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The cycle of self-hatred continues.

#personal #can't sleep #won't sleep #nothing feels good #most things feel like nothing #i am nothing

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catcatb0y · 11 months

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Having depression is The Worst, because like I just Exist and BOOM. Overwhelmingly tired.

#my hobbies feel like chores #I've got mad writer's block #drawing just does not feel worth it #hanging out with people is draining #this Sekai Event is exhausting and idk if I even want to try tiering to the top five thousand #I literally stay between five and six thousand every day #I'm SO fucking close #but just not there #I feel like I'm gonna get knocked n the last hour of the Event like last time when I actually HAD stayed above four thousand the whole week #nothing feels worth it #nothing feels worth doing #nothing feels good #nothing feels #I don't feel #I kinda just want to cry but that's so exhausting #I'm just talking to myself knowing no one will see or care like

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splinterfromtheheadboardinmyeye · 10 months

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#nothing feels good #p-ring #the promise ring #lyrics

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dissonantdreamer · 2 years

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#I have completely checked out of existing #nothing feels good #or real

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sadistic-softie · 1 month

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Everything I try to draw rn just looks like actually garbage, vomit, shit, soggy french fry, slobber-water but my hobbies and interests are the only thing keeping me alive anyways so yeah. I'm hanging on by a thread lol. Well, not really funny, but kinda funny if you think about maybe. Saw 2004 doodles. I don't even know what's the point of me posting this cuz I didn't have fun drawing them. I'm just kinda drawing to draw I guess. I don't really care anymore. Lol. Staying alive for my loved ones <33 I love my friends and family so much. Love everyone in my life so so much even if I don't say it they need to know that.

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butwilltherebealcohol · 1 month

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it just kind of feels like.

I got the degree I got the certificates and licenses I got the job after job to pay rent I get my mother the birthday gifts and send my "friends" the holiday cards year after year after year I've gotten up at the crack of dawn for jobs I've stayed overtime for jobs I console people I listen in silence to people's vents and rants I buy and eat vegetables I donate to the homeless I go to the gym I pet-sit for people in a pinch I did it I've done it I do all the things I am supposedly "living" and I am fucking miserable. I am fucking miserable and not a damn thing about being alive feels good. I am trying to live and do the right things, but how have I not done my due diligence by now???. I just want to die and end this endless loop of desperate worthlessness- how much more do I have to give and pretend and fake and give and pretend and fake before I've earned that?

I just wish there was some sort of meter to count down until I've done enough good over bad that I'm ""allowed"" to fucking off myself. i mean ive also been an asshole who's caused a lot of pain but like. when is it Enough? will it never be Enough??

#tw suidical #tw depressed #very personal #rant #i'm drunk #im tired #eventually won't I earn enough points to be allowed to die?#is that ever possible?#and if it is how will I know?#can I just get like an alert of some kind when I've done enough in this life or???#my head wont shut the fuck up #sorry #I'm so sorry #nothing feels good

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panthermouthh · 4 months

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“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”

#Frankenstein #gothic literature #gothic lit art #victor frankenstein #happy new year lads #ive been thinking about nothing else but them for the past 3 days #been trying to figure out a decent design for victor and i think im getting closer #he needs to have a cruelness to him #and he needs to be kind of pathetic #someone who the creature could snap in half yknow #and i need to make the creature more Mean looking but it just feels right to draw him sad and despairing #THAT BEING SAID i think i did a good job here hehe #henry is next :)))#my art #illustration

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scarypiaget · 4 months

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my head feels so weird. I’ve been feeling so crappy all week and likely will feel this way for the foreseeable future. I don’t want to talk to anyone, go out, or do anything. I wish I could hibernate for a year. I’m so over everything. Nothing is fun, and I can’t build bonds no matter how hard I try because I have no energy. I’m so mentally exhausted from a lifetime of struggling. I believe I have c-ptsd from growing up undiagnosed audhd and I’m pissed off that I have to deal with it. I’m pissed off that I had to be traumatized in the 1st place. I was so mean and angry and dissociated for years due to the cruelty I had to endure. I don’t know how to be happy as myself. I’m tired of constantly being anxious. I want to be able to connect with people. It’s so lonely.

#my life fucking sucks #even when I try to get better #my birthday is tomorrow and I don’t even care #adhd #autism #vent #negative #personal #nothing is fun #nothing feels good #nothing tastes good

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on-survivalmode · 6 months

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I have nothing. I have no one.

#nothing feels good #when does it end

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xxxxfuckthisshitxxxx · 6 months

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#nothing feels good #spotify #empty inside #personal shit #tired

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ashtrayfloors · 10 months