why the hell do i feel like crying nothings wrong
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(bit of a long stalker lore dump, the next one is a bit too
based off of this post)
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TW slight vent and foul language
Feeling a bit depressed, and this isn't often for me. Today while I was talking to a friend, one of their friends wouldn't stop making inappropriate comments and 'accidentally' touching me.
He's my age, and still acts like a fucking lewd teenager. While we still are technically teenagers, this doesn't excuse the fact he touched me without my permission.
He hugged me from behind around the end of our hangout, and I ended up snapping and having a panic attack, and I don't have a flight response. I ended up punching him in the gut pretty hard, and had to leave early.
Now, in our group chat, he's picking at my looks, saying some racist things against koreans (I'm Korean to be exact.)
He found one of my socials, then began to make fun of my art and animation.
Now, he's found out I make money.
I'm scared to go back to our weekly hangouts, because after he learnt I made plenty of money, I'm concerned he might try something.
I've taken lessons in self defense, but it doesn't help if we're out in public.
I'm at a loss.
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sorry reqs might take a bit! my gram hasnt been feeling good and so shes been hanging out in the office where i draw/do school work so i cant exactly draw agere stuff lol
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Days 5 and 6! Poppy + Barb / Murder Mystery
CW: fake blood
Apologies for no doodles today, since this is technically 2 days im gonna do a big doodle dump tomorrow :)
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Dear [redacted] (yellow notebook #1)
Dear [redacted],
When I first started this, I wanted to talk. I was so deprived of human contact and interaction that I was desperate to speak again, even in written form. I thought, then, that writing here might help. I'm thinking now that that's part of the problem. You see, I'm not being in contact with anyone right now, I'm not communicating per se and instead I'm reporting the details of my life, trying to understand its true nature. It's not communication when it's one sided innit? You just scream words at a void and imagine that someone is screaming back.
Therefore I came to a conclusion that from now on I should adress these to someone and thus, you came to be. I shall call you [redacted]. At first I considered something poetic like Elizabeth or Aurelius but I found [redacted] fits just right. Those names were unoriginal and sounded more like a name a child would pick for its very own dear diary, meant to contain their deepest secrets like their newest crush or the fight they had with their best friend.
I think it doesn't need to be said that you are not my diary. Rather, you are a person whom I have yet to come across and whom I write to regularly. A person I can trust and lean towards with no doubt that I will be held.
Dear [redacted] I am afraid you are stuck with me now and it is a terrible burden to load you with but I suppose there is nobody else who could carry it. Besides, I imagine I am the only one who is speaking to you or at least to you in this form and I created you and keep you alive. So in a way, you need me more than I need you. Isn't it funny? You didn't ask for this, to be created, to be the one that keeps my deepest secrets and yet- here we are.
That is an issue for another time however. It is getting late and I will have to leave the rest for later. It was lovely to get acquainted with you, my dearest. You will hear from me again soon. It's meaningless to deny that you will be hearing from me a lot from now on. I am aware of my own state, after all.
Yours truly,
Inkstain
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🕯️🕯️🕯️manifesting Alex pole🕯️🕯️🕯️
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Death Sentence?
Jabitha Week Day Four- This piece was based off something @jabarchie said a while back, as well as an ask sent in to @jabitha-endgame. I actually must apologise to both of you, since this a mess.
:)
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A poor experience with beef has expedited the process of changing my username from The Forbidden Meats. “Dawn of Thyme” felt weird because I don’t give two shits about seasoning (potentially related to the aforementioned beef). So instead I went with a term more applicable to my life.
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Wow drunk me went off huh
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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them
People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human
“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”
“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”
“Yeah!!”
“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”
“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“
“How illogical”
“That’s what I’m saying!!!”
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this is going to sound simplistic + i promise you it's not: stop following people whose entire schtick is being cruel or fighting with others online. even if the ppl deserve it! even if it's not a ~problematic~ cruelty! even if you agree with all of that blog's opinions!
it's one thing if someone snaps back when provoked or posts the occasional "get a load of this guy". nobody needs to play up respectability for people who haven't given them respect in return. but if someone's online identity centers around being needlessly mean for laughs + they're constantly seeking out socially acceptable, easy targets for petty cruelty, that's a red flag. there's a huge difference between not taking shit/cracking a joke + mocking others as your several-hours-a-day hobby.
especially if, when they are inevitably in the wrong + mocking someone mercilessly to their 50k followers over something petty goes south (shocking!), they become extremely defensive or block everyone or play the victim or dismiss it as "well, how was i supposed to know they were autistic? i'm autistic + i don't meow in public" or whatever.
this isn't a "well i knew all along" post bcuz nobody should be shamed for being in the dark about something like this but many of the popular bloggers who have later been exposed for serious harassment or abuse should not have shocked us. if someone's blog is 90% shit like "you should light yourself on fire because you watch x anime" or "look at this so-called lesbian bitch + her ugly fucking boyfriend at a kink convention- it's giving drowned rats", should it really shock you that they are also being cruel or abusive in less internet-acceptable ways? if they've already shown you that they get a such a thrill out of being vicious that they do it daily + are regularly rewarded with thousands of followers?
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