#notpro

[rottenhumangarbage]

me seeing chubby people: "beautiful perfect amazing stunning"

me seeing myself: "disgusting repulsive abhorrent revolting"

#ana #mia #anamia #notproana #thinspo #ed #ed not sheeran #prorecovery #edtumblr #eatingdisorder #tw ana thoughts #tw ed vent #tw ed relapse #disordered eating #eating disoder #notpro #restrictive ed #tw disordered eating #edblr #not pr0

[xxciggarettesandcoffeexx]

getting to that part of your fast when you have random energy and you don’t even feel hungry anymore>>>>>>

#tw ed relapse #notpro #notprojustusingthetags #ed rant #tw #not pr0 just for myself #th!nsp0 #th!n$p0 #tw ed in the tags #bonespr0

[wishingintotheunknown]

Running into the arms of my Ed because at least that will always be there waiting for me. Because at least if I’m too starved to feel anything I won’t have to remember how alone I really am. Because the few friends I do have all have friends they like way more than me. Because no matter what I do or where I go, the only place I can ever call home is sickness.

#anamia #aneroxic #aneroxix #disordered eating #eating disoder #pro only for myself #notpro #depressiv #it's not as simple as just eating #anorexcya #tw depressing thoughts #feeling alone #alone with my thoughts #lonliness #ed vent #ed relapse #i wanna relapse so bad #giving up

[imdyingwastaken]

Th1nsp0 of the day

#meanspø #th!nsp0 #notpro #ana trigger #🕯️as a 🪶 #ed bllog #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana shit #meanspp #ana rant

[sloworganfailure]

Literally looking at th!nsp0 in my therapists office lmao what has my life become

#���️ving #4n0r3xia #a4a diary #ed not sheeren #@na rules #@tw edd #@nor3×14 #@ana #@n@ tips #notprojustusingthetags #notpro #thin$po #thinspø #tw ana shit

[bonefae17]

#ana rex #ana #tw disordered eating #ed not sheeren #edmeme #tw ana shit #tw ed sheeran #ed bullshit #disordered eating thoughts #notpro

[squeletonsinthecloset]

1000 c4l feels like a fucking ton of food :S

#ed meme #ed food #tw ed diet #disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #i need to lose so much weight #tw disordered eating #ed but not ed sheeran #low cal restriction #not pro just using tags #notpro #pro for me not for thee

[afterlaughterc0mestears]

#notpro #ana trigger #thin$po #tw ana diary #ed no sheeran #i want to be tiny #th1n$po

[ana-who-is-she]

starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve starve

#eating problems #ed diet #notprojustusingthetags #tw ana thoughts #n0t pr0 #tw ed in the tags #tw ed vent #tw edd #only pr0 for myself #anor3xic #not pr0 anything #anorexsick #just ed stuff #anor3x1a #ed #notpro #tw ana stuff #tw depressing stuff #ana trigger #4n0r3x14

[littlebigdemon]

me acting shocked when i feel dizzy and nauseous after smoking nic on an empty stomach

#jk i had a coffee #and an orange juice 🚶 #demon rambles #ed meme #ed but not sheeran #not pr0 #not pr0 just for myself #not pr0 just tags #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #3d diary #notpro #nbh

[rottenhumangarbage]

reminder that 'naturally skinny' is a myth

so-called 'naturally skinny' people simply just eat less. whether they know or not.

i miss back when i was 13 and was like that.

i was always skinny, this wasnt because i had an insanely high metabolism, but because i just ate less than i did when i developed depression. i would eat lunch and dinner when it was put in front of me and didnt bother to look for snacks in the day.

that 'naturally skinny' friend who has the biggest meal of everyone when you go out to eat, had a snack for breakfast and forgot to eat lunch

that 'naturally skinny' coworker who eats all day, has a few bites of a snack at a time.

that 'naturally skinny' cousin says he ate a bag of crisps, only had three crisps then forgot about the rest.

but people are so jealous of their 'insane metabolisms'

its an illusion, i promise.

EDIT: should probably add that I'm talking about naturally skinny as a result of a superhuman metabolism (which doesnt exist) many people are just naturally inclined to eat less or have different stats etc.

#ana #mia #anamia #notproana #thinspo #ed #ed not sheeran #prorecovery #edtumblr #eatingdisorder #tw ana thoughts #tw ed vent #tw ed relapse #disordered eating #eating disoder #notpro #restrictive ed #tw disordered eating #edblr #not pr0

[thicccskulled]

i need someone who i can tell that i wanna kill myself and they won’t act differently whatsoever

#tw depressing stuff #notpro #this is depressing #tw sui ideation #tw depressive #tw selfhate

[wishingintotheunknown]

I actually can’t fucking stand seeing old pictures of myself knowing I thought I was fat back then. I was literally so thin like I would die for that body now. I’m quite literally obese now and I just can’t handle the fact that I let it get this bad. What is wrong with me? How could I do this? Who will love me now?

#anamia #aneroxic #aneroxix #disordered eating #eating disoder #pro only for myself #notpro #depressiv #it's not as simple as just eating #anorexcya #only pro for me #anorexies #ana rant #ed tingz #tw ed diet #ed not sheeran #tw ed rant #tw ed implied #ed vent #tw eating stuff #tw body issues #i hate my body #ana shit #anablr #an0r3c1a

[imdyingwastaken]

Urmmm I wanna be thrown over someone’s shoulder 🙄🙄

Th1nsp0

#meanspø #th!nsp0 #notpro #ana trigger #🕯️as a 🪶 #ed bllog #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana shit #meanspp #ana rant #thinspo #tw eating things #thinspø #i will reach my ugw #ana and mia #anablr #ana fast #ana #ed not sheeren #ed #tw ed relapse #tw ed thoughts #ana thinking #eating disoder things

[spiralling]

Last year i have been trying a most healthy life style, doing exercises it really helped me, its not easy, I still struggling with food, but it's going to take time, at leat im a little most happy now.

#bodycheck #me #notpro

[blurry-and-numb]

I‘m 👏 so 👏 afraid 👏 to 👏 weigh 👏 myself👏

#eating disroder #edmeme #notpro #anotexic #ed memez #edstuff #anroexia #tw ed diet