#now I have scared myself

[dankmaths]

I'm like 90% sure if I don't get more of your ghost au I may just implode so like 🥺👉👈

not necessarily my AU but i ended up drawing smth based on a scene from @novethegreat's fic, "In Love With A Ghost". ooohhhh you wanna read it so bad ooooohh

+more google doc delusions ive had in my head for a long time and havent been possessed to draw under the cut please work god please

i like to think once yosuke gets over the whole undead roommate thing he starts to feel bad for leaving yu at home all day. (like a pet dog.....) so at some point he invites chie and yukiko over. maybe it’s a study session. but at first yukiko can’t make it so it’s just chie. yosuke tells yu to stay put in the room since chie is scared of ghosts (just like yosuke she’ll never admit it though lol). chie says that she and yukiko have been working on a new recipe and offers to cook which yosuke shoots down Very quickly, offering to cook himself, since a "friend" of his has been teaching him-- he very conveniently leaves out the whole undead roommate thing. but when he’s preparing the food he accidentally cuts his finger. yu forgets what he’s told and rushes through the walls into the kitchen scaring chie on accident.

yosuke: OW shit

yu: (phasing through the wall) yosuke! are you ok?

chie: yosuke! are youuuuuuUUUUAAAAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

yukiko, the occult lover, is unable to see/hear ghosts… but when she hears abt "OHHH HANAMURAS APT IS HAUNTED ITS SO SCARY ITS AWFUL!!! i mean the ghost didnt kill me or anything he was actually pretty polite but its AWFUL!!!!!!" from chie, she gets sooo excited and begs yosuke to invite her over (for the ghost obviously not for yosuke. which is a bit of a blow to his ego LOL). and she comes in with a ouija board so she can talk to yu

yukiko: so. where is it?

yosuke: his name is yu. damn, not even a hello.

yukiko: well, where is he?

yosuke: …right over there.

yu tries to play along bc he thinks its fun, to yosukes exasperation. however he has trouble staying solid for very long so it takes foreverrrrr. but basically i think yu and yukiko writing each other notes to communicate like point blank pen pals would be cute… also when the others are around who can hear yu, playing telephone with what he says to yukiko and fucking it up (on accident OR on purpose) would be rly funny

#this has been in my inbox for a WHILE sorry anon. im sure you must be a ghost by now too. lol #askbox #souyo #p4 #i wish i had more time to draw or i could do it faster but alas. this is the path i chose for myself. #(started working on another doujin) #(abt to lurk for another 100 years #side note not too long ago i read a cute fic on pixiv where yosuke was the ghost and yu was the tenant #and yu could see+hear yosuke just fine but ignored him for a solid month bc he was scared the spooky ghost would attack him lol #but everytime i try to tell my friends abt smth from pixiv its like #“YEAH ITS IN JAPANESE YEAH YOU HAVE TO PUT IT THRU GOOGLE TRANSLATE AND/OR LOOK UP WORDS IN THE DICTIONARY EVERY TWO SECONDS” #“BUT ITS MAKING ME INSANE ITS CUTE ITS REALLY CUTE ITS SOOO CUTE REALLY GOOD I PROMISE” #and i know it sounds really really unhinged so i try to keep it contained lol

[percycoolguy]

wake up its dhmis references part two featuring almost every alternative outfit/self EXCLUDING A FEW FROM JOBS WHOOPS.... also added some small notes regarding yellow’s main outfit changes throughout the series

let me know if anyone needs anything else or if you want me to make more sheets like this for teachers/lesley/other characters!

part one

#dhmis #dont hug me im scared #don't hug me i'm scared #dhmis spoilers #green eyed yellow guy gets a whole page because he deserves it #i wouldve made one for lesley by now (for myself if anything) but i genuinely do not have enough clear images of her #if you have any....... hand them over #FOR THE CAUSEEE

[drawthethingdoppelganger]

If I got to have a physical feature as weird as this I'd use it as the only conversation starter with everyone. everywhere. ALL. DAY.

#the fact that suddenly this muppet has five fingers scares me the most though #but yeah should i mutate myself a second thumb like what icebreaker am i supposed to use now? #'did you know that i have asymmetrical eyes?' - PATHETIC! #bobs burgers #bob's burgers #roamin' bob iday

[sanfezu]

I have no idea why, but I’ve been thinking about this screenshot since the day I took it…

The screenshot… uh…

Yeah.

Do I think that Donnie had bruises after that? Yep, I do… (I know that these robo-hands were choking him through his hoodie (it looks like it at least), and yes, I do not know if it’s possible to leave bruises through probably thick cloth)

…

Also this

How do I stop thinking about these two screenshots. I don’t think that’s healthy ;-;

#Because I want to draw something because of these (and honestly I’m scared of myself🙂) #but I can’t do this right now because I’m having a little artblock when drawing Donnie… #or a burnout… the “donnout” 😔 I cried #post #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #screenshots

[kenmaiii]

after two years i finally draw the favorite

#my art #still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone #for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil #for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #thistle #dunmeshi thistle #thistle dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig #i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer #u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore #i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good #while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly. #for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it #i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow #like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else #tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm

[nat-without-a-g]

Lowkey terrified that the oak twins are going to end the show with nothing but each other and ultimately that might be the worst if not most suiting horrific twist of fate

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads season 2 #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies season 2 #lark oak garcia #sparrow oak garcia #if normal and hero want to go no contact when their old enough I don’t blame them #but thinking about how Henry always told them to put each other first… it’s giving ‘too much of a good thing’ #they listened to what their dad told them to do and now they Only have each other #do I think normal and hero ARE going no contact anytime soon? #honestly no #I just like scaring myself with hypotheticals #normal seems to have mostly handled his problems #and hero has never really expressed hatred for her dad #and they haven’t ever given her a hard time for not wanting to be the chosen one from what we’ve seen #I guess what I’m saying is I either want the oak Garcia swallows house to be oakay or in complete RUINS and both would be a good end #at least narratively for the arc their o #n

[catlover4536]

My part of an art trade I did with @bloomynmoon!

#welcome home #barnaby b beagle #howdy pillar #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #at least I intended it like that #art trade #my art #note this was done way before the update came out so I had to guess on Howdy's shop #I liked the line art so much for this piece that I kept it and now y'all get to see it #y'all got no clue how hard it was to bring myself to color this...I was so scared of messing it up big time #god I love these two lots #two repressed idiots <3 #also remembered to post this just for u bog #I hope it helps feed your laughingstock addiction #spreading the laughingstock propaganda #y'all don't wanna know how long it took me to make all those shop details #just to have them eaten up in the coloring process oof #main reason I'm sharing the lineart ahahha

[ryonello]

a shrimp fried this rice :3

#my art #shrimp #shrimp chef !! #hehe #grindin out new original stickers for more variety next year #love this lil guy sm #have also been spendin the last few days grindin out building my new store!!! #looks like exporting n importing everything is too complicated so i have to manually rebuild every listing HGFHFDJGKHFD #this is gonna take me a while .... #BUT IM AIMING FOR EARLY JANUARY !! #scared but excited . its gonna be a big investment but hopefully the qol changes mean more ppl can order!! #excited for the auto discounting so i can bundle cleaner hehe #AND FREE SHIPPING THRESHOLDS 🙏🙏🙏 #aNd more listings !! individual listings for everything !!! excited #gonna put all the apex stickers that got taken down off rb up on my own store now that i can print em myself 🙏 #and MAILING LISTS !! STORE HOSTED BLOG POSTS !! manifesting a poggers 2024 ok #HOPE YALLRE WELL <3

[b4kuch1n]

thank you for coming to the show

but now it's curtain call

and senses will be out the window in a minute

#pokemon #swsh #champion leon #ft. charizard #hi. still acquainting myself to the screen tablet #it's kinda doing things to my brain #so it.s taking a hot sec okay. but its cool we are getting there #I guess. this is kinda the mid autumn stuff? for now #I wanna do a comic for the day... but we will see. we will see! #but yeah lol this is also just like. basically a tech demo for the tablet. with me drawing leon's hair again #lining this one in SAI2 was a feat! but it does work better on a screen tablet than on a graphic tablet #simply due to I see where the pen is #okay I will take a nap now. and I will draw more tonite perhaps #and!! this weekend. I go watch nope in theater again. Im ready for it (Im not) #(Im gonna be so scared holy shit I wont sleep well for another few days. its gonna slap) #have a good day guys!! blue is okay sometimes. use wisely

[why-the-heck-not]

computer science was a hoax from the universe to get me to study math in the pretense of ”hehe coding’s cool look at all these things u can do” *some mf vectors looming just around the corner* ”noNO dont look there; look here!! It’s ’hello world’ but in green heheh wOoOoo now it’s blue !! u are a god of this website” *matrices sharpening their knives somewhere*

#idk whY I’m going to the mathematical side of things #it’s ME who chooses the thesis topic #so could we maybe do without vectors MAYBE PERHAPS #(i dont like vectors. when we learned them at school I looked at them went ’’well I’ll never use this’’ and now look where we are #I owe my highschool math teacher’s an apology like oh no sometimes u do use vectors) #(I’m scared I’ll somehow choose a too difficult topic and make this impossible for myself) #(but also like I’m not MAKING anything from scratch; I’m just reading articles & writing from there (tho gotta have some own thoughts there #also I think?)) #(if I was smart I would’ve chosen this abt something I already know something abt instead of ’’I wanna see if I could like this’’) #(but alas im not) #codeblr #january 2024 #2024

[scrawnytreedemon]

While I intend this blog to remain a largely news-free space due to the constant hellstate of the world, let me be clear that I stand in full support of both the Palestinian and Jewish peoples who are currently experiencing relentless hate and suffering in these horrid times.

I am disgusted at the number of people, especially "progressives" on this website who have used this situation to spread both Islamophobia and Antisemitism. This goes double if you dared to reblog those "punch nazis/fascists <3" and "[x] are welcome here!" posts while in the next breath spreading dangerous fucking narratives that kill people.

So many people in online political spaces evidently see this as nothing more than a case of picking "sides", when ultimately what matters is supporting the oppressed against fascist governments and militias, wherever they are.

Common people will always have more alike with each other than their leaders. This is not a novel concept. Your activism should always be motivated by love and compassion first, and hatred second. If you use your beliefs as an excuse to find an acceptable target to vent your hatred towards regardless of the actual material outcome, you are no fucking activist.

You're a bigot.

#current events #antisemitism #islamophobia #scrawny rambles #scrawny speaks #again i have not been saying much both for the fact that this blog is meant to be a quiet place #and that i do not consider myself to be a reliable source of serious information and/or morals #but regardless i have been watching i have been taking note #i see you i hear you #and while i am currently in no position to materially help right now #the moment i can i will #i don't like signalling this kind of thing because i want it to be evident in how i *act* #but as this cannot be taken as a given i will say this: #you are welcome here. i am so sorry the world is hateful and vile and i wish i could wipe it all away. #you and your folk did nothing to deserve this and you are right to be scared. and i wish to give you my love. #fascism and genocide are not things to be taken lightly. bigoted 'jokes' are vile and dangerous. human life is what's at stake. #we are heading into a wave of hate that has the potential to repeat history in the worst way imaginable. get a fucking grip. #i'm unlikely to address this further as again. reasons stated above. but i wanted to make my stance clear. #it is late as fuck and i'm pissed. people who should know better miss the fucking memo completely. #i'm fucking glad i unfollowed a popular blogger when i did because look what they're posting now. antisemetic 'jokes'. #i really wonder how common this shit truly is. how many people get away with cloaking themselves as 'progressive.' #or perhaps they genuinely think they are. cognitive dissonance is one hell of a drug. fuck them regardless. scum. #you are no progressive. you are a bigot. a leftist bigot is a bigot regardless of how 'revolutionary' you posture to be. #anyhow apologies for any errors. again. it's late. hope you guys are doing well <3

[realbeefman]

i'm a cis woman, but in the past few years i've developed a habit of headcanoning any male character i relate to as a trans women, beginning a fic trying to explore that, and then miserably falling short as i can never figure out how to end the story. i've recently joined a new fandom and started my most recent attempt at writing this ever-elusive character interpretation i've been trying to explain for years. and it occurs to me that maybe the reason i keep trying to interpret these characters i relate to as women and failing to, is because i'm trying to project the wrong experience. because i think that conclusion i can never fully bring myself to write isn't one about coming to terms with womanhood and embracing that identity, but about coming to terms with being a man.

so tldr im a trans man and this is a coming out post.

#shaking a little bit writing this but like. i dont know. #ive felt. alone a lot and ive been very scared of actually doing anything to make myself happy for a lot of my life #and ive felt a lot of shame about particularly. i dont know. #i feel a lot of shame in general #but about my gender. about feeling like i cant transition because i dont want to do it the way you see in media #and that its cool for other people to be gnc and trans and present however they want but #that itd be wrong for me. that id be faking #and i dont know i think im tired of running from it #im acting like this is some terrible truth. like this is an unspeakable evil i would inflict on the world by doing something that could mak #me happy. make me feel comfortable #i dont want that shame anymore #i never deserved it #anyways. i like the name angus. please call me angus from now on although autumn is actually still fine i do fw that name. always have #but i need to say this and put it out into the world and not take it back #this is my experience. this is my starting point. and fanfic and writing have been a big part of that #anyways. shoutout to #james wilson #most recent blorbo ive tried to trans the gender of. i think ill be able to finish this fic though lol. #trans #coming out #fandom #fanfic #personal #queer #lgbtqia

[insecthusbandry]

Lugoseeee

#my art #i will delete this bc it will scare me later but for now #i have been telling myself i will not draw this guy and yet here we are.

[143htg]

Btw I'm very sorry if we end up talking and it gets awkward I'm the worst talking to people and understanding if I overstepped something accidentally and on top of that I'm slightly weird (I have full confidence w one (1) person and it's hard trying to act normal when they're the only person I've been talking to for one year..

saying this because somehow I'm lately talking to other people

#used to act a certain way w that person now...... #so like withouth filtering almost anything ever #i do have myself on a leash when talking to others but still I'm scared of accidentally make others uncomfy somehow #have to understand that saying that 'I have to pee' five times a day when texting might not be very good #and others #uhwaaaaaaa

[mainapnifavouritehoon]

hi guys i-

#Hey so i wanted to talk about this really bad this has been bothering me for quite some time #i have been busy a lot these days and i dont get time at all to do anything but i can see myself wasting my time just scrolling #I have school and then coaching and then ofc i have to study on my own for which i barely take out time as im highly careless #My last 2 exams went absolute shit and that fucking scares me because i'll be having my JEE soon #Mummy has been telling me to stay away from my phone and ik she trusts me but she but she deserves a daughter that studies ig? #And now i kind of consider that as an option because this phone is very very distracting #I have been thinking about deactivating but i realized it would mean i would lose all my precious posts and interactions #So i wont be deleting this blog as i am too attached (i will be coming back istg) #I will be taking a break and ig thats what yall call a hiatus #I will be giving away my phone to my parents (trust me i have to) #Ik this will be hard for me to just leave all of a sudden so i'll slowly start vanishing if that makes sense? #This message also doesnt mean that i will be shutting down my phone rn at this moment and that this is goodbye #This is just to prepare the people that i love and who love me that i will be highly inactive and not come online for maybe months #This is not an impulsive decisions i have really thought through this #Also just to tell you again MAIN ABHI GAYAB NAHI HONE WAALI BUT THODE TIME MEIN I WILL GO ON A BREAK THIS IS JUST A PRE HIATUS MESSAGE #Also i hope you guys will still love me and remember me once i come back #Because coming months are going to be hard for me #I hope you understand and ily guys okay? #(Oh god why am i so dramatic about everything) xoxo

[museenkuss]

loving and moving my body this week (15.04.-21.04.24)

Monday. ballet beautiful x train like an angel [30 mins]

Tuesday. Pilates & Yoga Inspired Flow [19 mins]

Wednesday. Gentle morning Pilates [15 mins]

Thursday. feel good full-body pilates for positive energy [30 mins]

Friday. yoga & stretching good morning routine [12 mins]

Saturday. feel good pilates [23 mins]

Sunday. twist shimmy belly dance workout [24 mins]

Exhale to splits: Day 26 [18 mins] // Day 27 [12 mins] // Day 28 [17 mins] // Day 29 [11 mins] // Day 30 [21 mins]

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This week marks a new beginning (new semester, new sports courses I'm excited to be taking) and an end - the exhale to splits series!! I'm extremely excited for both. Let's move, stretch, GROW this week!

In case the suggestion doesn't feel right for that day, here are some alternatives (12 minutes or less, can also be used as add-ons). No shame in taking it slow! Let's move according to our needs! :) nightime flexibility stretches // bedtime yoga stretch to release stress & tension // 8 min beginner's ballet flexibility. // 10 min | Beginner Belly Dance Workout | Slow & Smooth Tutorial // 15 min Gentle Pilates Workout For Beginners

#workout #I'm actually very scared of next week. #I don't want to write it in the text and give that feeling any more power #but I'm so scared. I have many sources of stress atm & this semester starting is one of them #so I tried to be as gentle as I could with myself here while still working in things that would bring joy & relief #again I don't want to write it in the 'real' text I'll see every day #so it can be our secret. I know I'm posting this at like 1am so I'm really speaking this into the void #but if you read it you're my confidante now and we can do it together. I believe in us <3