#now go tf to sleep

[forgotmysword]

Doomed from the beginning

Unknown / Marguerite Duras / Blanca Varela / Ramona Ausubel / Anne Carson / Heather Havrilesky / Michael Cunningham / Lisel Mueller / Richard Siken x Dungeon Meshi by Ryoko Kui

#my tragic sweetie pie elf girl you will always be famous #i want to study her under a microscope #maybe ill make a nice and not angsty web weave next of farcille #we will see #but for now have this im going tf to sleep #marcille<3 #marcille donato #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #my posts #web weaving

[signanothername]

Megs and his grumpy cat bestie who watches over him <3

#anyway now that I’m done imma go sleep ✌🏻 #it’s 3 am #anothers art #macaddam #mtmte #idw mtmte #transformers #tf idw #tf idw fanart #mtmte megatron #mtmte ravage #megatron #ravage #tf megatron #tf ravage

[vitrificvitriol]

00:01 second remaining before Another Laboratory Incident

#OK YOU GET ONE. ONE SIMPATICO. AND ONLY BECAUSE HE WOULGE. #u guys get to see how ass my sketches are #transformers #tf perceptor #tf brainstorm #simpatico #does this even count as vplug. whatever. #valveplug #ok I’m going to sleep now bye bye

[frosty-tian]

“Ahhh, there goes my only good tie.”

(Would’ve drawn canon Graham in this pose but looks too out of character, so SG!Graham it will be.)

Notes/Thoughts while doodling.:

-Still polite, but also charismatic. None of that lovable nerd awkwardness (tragically). Not as charismatic as Charlie/Chief however.

-Related to above point, very cunning and manipulative, easily tricks people into a false sense of security.

-My version of ‘canon’ Graham is quite buff but doesn’t show it off. SG!Graham is the same but would instead take all opportunities to subtly show that he’s actually ripped (and very much capable of beating/manhandling others).

#rescue bots #transformers rescue bots #transformers #maccadam #shattered glass #tf shattered glass #shattered glass au #graham burns #rb graham #my art #my doodle #digital #3am and I have a flight to catch #couldn’t believe we’re going back to South Africa already #now I sleep goodnight y’all #and in case you’re wondering he’s tightening his tie to use as some form of knuckle protection (usually used in combat)

[eternal-moss]

Help tgcf is all that’s left in my head. I was just trying to do my mechanics homework and my brain went omg the question is about Honghong’er….

My beautiful low quality son…..

#moss go tf to sleep #(I just realised there’s going to be a lot more of that tag now school’s started again 💀) #Tgcf #Honghong’er #红红儿 #天官赐福 #花城 #Hua Cheng #mossy scribbles #I think it’s because ‘small child on a sledge’ reminded me of ‘small child at the edge of the wall’…. My poor son……..

[lornasaurusrex]

I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

#Anywayyyyy #The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD #So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY. #Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃 #I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks #and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why? #STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed #So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy #But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries #Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated. #But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼‍♀️ #Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break #Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now. #OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!! #I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹) #Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS #There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE #🇵🇸

[da-proti-toku-grem]

wtf is going on today please i actually can't take this anymore and this is not helping my already fucked up sleeping problems. ain't no fucking way all this happened in less than 24 hours accidentaly and for no fucking reason

#how tf am i supposed to just let my phone down and go to sleep #when i just Can't #i'm so unwell right now omfg #joker out #and also #käärijä #i guess #maca speaks

[yonker-tonker]

This is making me laugh. He’s eating a rock

#v sleep going to bed now #wheelie #doodles #gif #tf

[donewiththisshitplsstop]

#nico rosberg #lewis hamilton #brocedes #f1 #im sorry mr rosberg you know of the 6 different times Lewis hamilton has had a 1st lap crash #are u crazy sir #you dont think lewis isnt lying in his bed at night trying to sleep but he cant #because hes remembering the times nico and him used to lie in the bed for their shared hotel room shirtless and in boxers #trading secrets whilst munching on kellogs frosties #web weaving #they ruin me #they are my roman empire #the whole idea of just THEM drives me crazy because how? #how did this shakesperean tragedy just happen like right in front of our eyes on the tv #tf #the way lewis barely talks about nico but could muster up anecdotes about THEM as their friendship was going up in burning embers #at his worst he was able to say it #but now that time has healed that wound he cannot #the way nico couldn't compliment lewis then because his ego was too big and now he never stops #time has not healed that wound theres a faint scar that smt catches lewis' eyes and hes right back there again #only for a moment tho #he never lets his brain linger for too long #nico finds lewis on everything #the color red and nico is back hugging lewis with his vodafone red overalls

[crazy-minded-girl]

Did he have to moan so much? Especially in the end??? watafak

#how tf am i supposed to go to sleep now? #käärijä #häärijä #khaarija calendar

[applestorms]

clawed my way through (some of) the epilogues and hs^2 again for dirkjake crumbs and i think there is a Genuine place for ultimate jake to fit into canon (or at the very least, lord jake english) since meat timeline jake never actually shows up visually in hs^2 and his final appearance in that timeline (minus a phone call or something w/ roxy? or was it kanaya fuck) is giving ult. dirk his spaceship and then proclaiming his undying love while desperately trying to get dirk to let him join him, to which dirk responds that he’ll “never let [jake] break [his] heart again” (ch39). agony.

two interesting things about the end of his arc in meat actually: for one thing, it’s kinda implied that along with giving dirk a spaceship, he also gave dave/karkat/roxy/kanaya/etc a spaceship to chase after him, so he’s at least taken some action to try to stop him. again though, we never see him after that point so like. the idea that he could just hope himself into becoming an ultimate self in the background is actually kind of a possibility?? like while the others try to chase dirk down, jake is figuring out how to brute force himself into ascension as a backup plan. second thing, dirk is very snarky in the narration about the fact that this dramatic goodbye he’s giving jake is the last time he’ll ever get to see him (jake see dirk, i mean) but ult. dirk also seems to lack power against alt. calliope when they fight over the narrative so jake ascending would actually pose a serious threat and might be able to override that, assuming dirk’s power over the narrative extends that far in the first place (thinking about that post talking about how narration is also a reflection of characters’ thoughts…)

candy timeline jake is also pretty interesting since he very notably starts being advised by BGD to be a kind of spy on the inside against jane’s. whole thing in that timeline. i actually completely cannot remember what jane does in the meat timeline, i think also some presidency bullshit, right?? that’s what the davekat thing was about??? but anyway BGD sounds pretty normal in all his dialogue, or normal for BGD at least, and is aware of both the game over timeline and ult. dirk’s bullshit enough to make fun of it so. idk maybe i’m just misunderstanding how ultimate selves work, but the fact that BGD wasn’t really “integrated” into ult. dirk feels significant to me, especially considering the fact that we can see caliborn/LE’s influence on ult. dirk so much (his narration in ch39 gives AR too, frankly, like the epilogues are obvs way more openly horny than hs proper but AR was always kinda like that too, especially about jake). hs^2 also ends super abruptly with some lore shit i skimmed half heartedly between calliope, roxy, and john again talking about his initial decision between candy and meat. that whole conversation pretty deliberately frames the decision between meat and candy as being parallel to terezi’s coin flip about whether or not to kill vriska, and roxycallie even tell john straight up that he needs to get vriska again to fix the story, perhaps assuming that’ll work again since it did when he was retconning the timeline? but imo, though maybe i’m biased cause i didn’t really review what vriska does post-canon again, it seems more fitting to me that jake would be the one to fix the bullshit timelines, considering 1. dirk is the one going bananas out of his fucking mind w/ control of the narrative, 2. thematically, pumpkins are the most logical, healthy alternative to meat and candy, fitting since caliborn explicitly aligns dirk and jake’s color scheme with them in the smut-drawing conversation and since (in the same breath) he establishes that he hates them and prefers meat/candy. but that’s getting into sherlock secret final episode levels of conspiracy, and i’m not sure i’m ready for that one

#hs #astronaut rambles #i really hate the concept of an ultimate self actually have i mentioned that before #it kind of just feels Bad like #ok weird parallel but you know how it kind of sucks major ass that all of those *other* sons of dio are introduced in jojo pt 6? #cause it takes away from giorno’s significant kinda #it’s like that this idea of an “ultimate” self just kinda #implies that the true version we’ve been following isn’t actually the truly authentic one #which idk i just dislike that #like it works for davepeta (ish) but. for dirk? #when his whole thing is that the true dirk is different from his splinters? #how’s that joke go again? #‘oh shit it sucks that we have all this organizations. we need to make one to unite them all!’ total organizations: +1 #how tf did i write actual quotes in the tags earlier jesus #okay 3 am i need to sleep now nobody read this ok promise kisses #dirkjake

[nono-bunny]

For most of my life the phrase "the gay barbie movie" was simple. No ambiguity. Just The Diamond Castle, cottagecore lesbian girlfriends

But as I've embarked on my journey to watch every piece of Barbie media, I'm getting to know a lot of them I missed out on because I ages out of it and. Truly, I swear to god, Barbie movies get gayer and gayer with time

Fairy Secret? Gay. Mariposa? Gay. Starlight Adventure? Gay. Big City Big Dreams? Gay. Just... so many of the newer ones are gay and it's genuinely so great to have more than the one gay Barbie movie, even if Diamond Castle will probably forever remain the gayest (unless and until a time comes where there's a canon gay couple)

#barbie #barbie movies #this was inspired by me seeing a Barbie Mariposa post and my sleep deprived brain going “hehe the gay Barbie movie” #and my brain replying “tf are you on about Diamond Castle is the gay Barbie movie” #and my brain replying that there are so many gay Barbie movies now so both brains are valid

[signanothername]

For the 100 characters you could do Bumblebee (his designs are all so adorable)

Decided to go with my favorite Bumblebee <3333

#last art for now gotta go sleep chchchcch #will continue once I wake up :3 #anothers art #maccadam #transformers #earthspark #earthspark bumblebee #transformers earthspark #tfe #tf earthspark #tfe bumblebee

[vitrificvitriol]

You can't just leave food lying around, Dead End. Someone else is gonna come in and eat it when you're away

#im gonna kms i posted to the wrong blog DOSFUFGFDHG my b ogs #based off of a discord convo that ill just leave here #[wakes up in a cold sweat] I need to put Percy in a “snap my choker” shirt now [goes back to sleep] #He’s blind and cannot see the text on the shirt the choker is like. Idk presented as just something DE made for him and he’s like #why not. thank you for the gift #>enter Astrotrain stage left #and then dead end comes back and is like That was MY job. I was supposed to come back and do that. What the fuck dude #valveplug #transformers #tf astrotrain #tf dead end #tf perceptor #astrodeadceptor #MIDDAY POST GO

[justthoughtsabtjjk]

GUYS

head in my hands right now because I suddenly just remembered in the first special grade curse episode where megumi realized that itadori is back and started to talk to him calmly

AND THEN giving itadori a smile, that one soft fond smile

(that is solely reserved for itadori and itadori only)

like!!!! HE KNEW ITADORI WAS GOING TO DIE

SO HE SMILED

HE WANTED ITADORI'S LAST MEMORY OF HIM WAS HIM SMILING FOR ITADORI

he even waited until itadori was literally dropped dead on the ground before letting himself be vulnerable and cry about itadori's death

#i am so unwell #I HATE IT HERE #its literally 1:30am how tf am i going to sleep now #itafushi #megumi fushiguro #itadori yuuji #itadori yuuji x megumi fushiguro #jjk #megumi loves yuuji bro

[lycan-mutt]

desperately asking my body why i jsut got the most insane surge of being horny at 2 am. this cant be right man

#not like im Trying to go to sleep. but like. uagggggggggggghhhhhhhh now im THINKING aboutthings #theres like a list of things that would fix me. ive been thinking of tf today a bit. its Your fault (you know who you are) btw #something soemthing telegram stickers #anwyays #also thinking about fat as usual. being totally stuffed #i spent a significant amount of my day today being a little fuller than usual and my god. Ueagh (affectionate) #need to do it more i just feel weird walking around like that so i usually only do it when im home alone (is never home alone) #imgetting off topic though #need someone to fuck me or to let me fuck them because like #god #i just. hmgnnhjhtnbggnnghgghghrrgnghghrnnghhhmhmmgghgrgh #and yes: it can be kinky i literally dont give a fuck. hotter #send me asks or dms or something idfk just say things to me #lycan rambles