#now i have ✨trauma✨

[frecklystars]

Just finished a bartending shift and I’m so excited to use this money for more Barbie tickets. Looping Ken's gorgeous song I'M JUST KENNNNN (♫ AND I'M ENOUGH. AND I'M GREAT AT DOING STUFF ♪) about to jump into the car and drive to see the barbie movie again, because why the hell not!!!! I haven't felt this safe around any F/Os in so long, Barbie and Ken are fucking holding my hand through all of the bullshit and loving me so fully and making me feel somewhat like a person again

#MY NAME'S KEN! (AND SO AM I!) PUT THAT MANLY HAND IN MIIIIIIIIIIINE #I haven't felt any joy from F/Os in so long UNTIL BARBIE AND KEN 😭😭😭😭 #KEN SINGING ABT HOW HE WANTS TO BE LOVED. OH I'VE GOT U BABYGIRL #MY HORSEGIRL BOYFRIEND I'VE GOT U............... WE WILL FIGHT FOR EACH OTHER 💪 #love notes #LOVE NOTES 🥺🥺🥺🥺 IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE I'VE USED THIS TAG #I have ship tags for them too!!!!! SHIP TAGS 🥺🥺🥺 #my god i just feel a LITTLE BIT like myself again when i see this movie. im so relieved im still... here #im still Me im still Here im just!!! healing!!!!! that spark inside of me isnt dead its just Healing!!!!! #that part of me... that star in my heart isnt burnt out its just overshadowed by trauma #just imagine one year from now i hope im back to being myself fully again ;_; #this is the first time in so SOOOO long that i've felt so happy and safe with characters 😭 #thank you barbie and ken......... #oh here are my ship tags im so happy with them!!! #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́- #(that's for ken!! i'd want him to fight to protect me ;w; like in his song) #💕♫♪ ♡ You're the pink in my cheeks 🎀🌸✨♡ #(that's for barbie!!!!) #im wondering if i should make crush tags for the other barbies and kens...

[teartra]

Sometimes when I write “Luz and Hunter look like siblings” yeaa I didn’t mean it THIS way

Art by Dana Terrance

#NOW THEY HAVE MATCHING SCARS AND REACTION #are they look more alike? yes #when i said ✨trauma bond✨ I didn’t mean it to be this way #i miss king #luz noceda #toh hunter #the owl house #toh #the owl house spoilers #toh spoilers #king’s tide

[sadiecoocoo]

Ngl I’m sad that they chose to leave Lula and Tech’s goggles, cuz I mean those are kind of important to the batch… like Lula probably kept their mental health together than anything else did… but it is nice to know that they didn’t get blown up when the marauder did

#tbb #tbb season 3 #tbb spoilers #tbb lula #I have grown attached to that thing #I think it’s cuz wrecker’s my favorite #and now he’s been blown up #✨trauma✨

[monmuses]

☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity!

// *yall are just,,, so nice.

// *and i really do appreciate it. like, i have a lot of moots on here that im wanting to write with SO badly but havent been able to. i kid you not, i wanna be friends with all of you! make stories together and write something fucking amazing! but right now, i have almost 1,200 of you following me and that is... a lot.

// *i know a lot of them are pretty inactive, so i'd roughly say maybe HALF are active right now, but i really want to write with everyone! even if i'm not able to say hi first, i wanna figure out some way to write with all of u lovely people. and im so honored that im considered a favorite blog to some of you.

// *that makes me happy. im glad my writing makes people happy and seeing them smile when reading is all i wish for. <3

#carnivorousfatality #charllatan #apollyodon #✨{𝔯𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔢𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡; (𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔞𝔫𝔰𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔡) #✨{𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔞; (𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯) #// *im going through some emotions and a late night episode where im processing all the shit i just had to go through during my therapy #// *its been a rough few days already #// *im coming to the realization that i have religious trauma under my belt now #// *among some other small things #// *but its.. a lot. its really a lot #// *but im happy i make people smile on here #// *even if i cant write with any of you right now #// *im happy that you're here!!

[the-gotheltic-rowan]

.

#homies what the devilllllll #I started this series thinking it would be some cool fantasy and let me tell you they lure you in with the funnies #but NOW IT AINT FUNNY ANYMORE NOW WE DEALING WITH 🎸✨TRAUMA✨🎸 #I said omg a funny romcom about a lowly fairy and the worst war criminal you’ve ever seen let’s gooo enemies to lovers speedrun #AND WE WERE HAVING FUN UNTIL EPISODE 17 👁️👄👁️ #NOW IM CRYINF IN THE CLUB #NOW IM SOBBING IN THE CLUB HOMIES ME AND DONGFANG QINGCANG BOTH GOING THRU IT🫂🫂🫂 #love between fairy and devil

[identitty-dickruption]

me: man I miss when people sent me more asks

also me: gets heart palpitations every time I see that someone’s sent me an ask

#I have ✨trauma✨ from the death threat situation. I guess #so silly of me #like. someone sent me mean words for a couple months and now I can’t be normal about it? insane.

[johnbleepingzoidberg]

drinking disgusting hospital waiting room coffee rn

#waiting during my moms surgery #i hate hospitals #i was fine til i sat down and they took her back for pre op stuff LOL #separation anxiety much?? #jk medical shit just scares me #:( #hospital mention #surgery mention #do i need to put those tags if I've actually mentioned the words in my post #feels redundant #idk lol #blacklisting on tumblr used to be a lot less sophisticated than it is now. so idk what's still required #for things to work properly #'i wish i were still pre med' she says as she starts sobbing the second she steps into a hospital #i mean it's different when it's you or your family u kno #i had a lot of serious medical issues when i was a kid so i have some ✨medical trauma✨ #fun times

[maldito-arbol]

It’s time for Mal to Talk in the tags again because I’m too tired to do homework or write so I’m gonna use my energy for this

#ranting online is kinda therapeutic since I can’t get therapy? ok so I just wanted to mention this and ramble #i about cried talking to my himbo friend over the phone the other day because he told me. the day I read that chapter (well. 1/4 of it) #to my discord server in the vc he came in and checked on me a few times and he said he hasn’t seen me look that happy in so long and it #hurts because I had to end that event early because I couldn’t breathe but I had so much fun talking to ppl and doing the reading bc I get #✨dramatic✨ and shit and yknow overall it was just such a great experience except for the not breathing part (the gods are punishing me for #the Bye Bye Air Collar from WJH) and anyway it just reminded me all over again how Unhappy I am constantly. i have spent my entire life #being treated like complete dirt by family and friends and bosses and coworkers and classmates and everyone under the sun so the second i #feel appreciated by Anyone I break into tears it’s So Bad. so like I enjoy going to work because even tho it’s so tiring and it’s so hard #dealing with customers sometimes I love it anyway because like. i feel appreciated there. by my boss and a handful of coworkers at least. #and that’s so much better than being in this house and feeling like I’m the devil’s spawn all over again sent to ruin everybody’s life by #merely existing. so work is a double-edged sword because it’s another source of Pain but it’s ALSO an escape which is Totally Healthy but #then there’s my fanfics. writing what I wanna write and sharing it with you guys and tormenting you and my blorbos is a kind of happiness I #will never find anywhere else. reading that to the server was one of those moments of pure euphoria even if I was plagued by Stage Fright #at the same time. so yeah. it really really really deepens my already horrid depression that I can’t write and I can’t release content rn #bc it means that source of pure happiness is gone with it and I’m left feeling all worthless again. idk how to fix all this. idk if I can. #I’m just so so so tired;;;;; #i forgot where I was going with this I feel like I keep repeating myself but anyway that’s all for now I’m gonna go see if I can cry #oh! one more thing. i haven’t talked to my Blood Family (apart from my sisters and Rarely my dad) SINCE I GOT KICKED OUT but last night my #aunt called me and we talked about my mother and she had a breakdown to me over the phone so I remembered all over again what it was like #living with my mother and maybe realized I never actually processed any of that trauma. it’s all just coming pouring out thru my writing. #all the Abuse themes going on in CMTO? 100% projection so sorry u had to witness this guys 💜 but anyway she told me I rlly helped validate #her own feelings and apologized for crying to me ab this but I told her what I tell everyone—that Crying Is Good For The Soul #and maybe that’s why I’ve been crying so much lately. because I need to. and I need to stop holding everything in. my friends are genuinely #worried and I somehow convinced myself that they have better things to do than listen to my whining. so anyway I’m gonna go cry 💜 #for self care purposes. ok done for real this time see y’all soon next time I decide to rant in the tags again #mal rants

[aka-thesheepgirl]

Hi, how have you been?

So I stopped using Tumblr because I was feeling very overwhelmed by personal life and my own dumb brain making all sort of chemicals (none of which were beneficial!), but here I am! WHY?! BECAUSE I'VE BEEN

OBSESSED

With an variety of different interests and hyperfixations that I NEED TO EXPRESS WITHOUT FILTER-

Like seriously, I've been using Instagram ever since because I wanted to make cute art and maybe get a nice portfolio going on but I want to draw CRINGE!! I want to BE CRINGE!!

But that's about it, because I don't want to talk about the time I was out. I mean it was a nice reset from Tumblr but from life?? I NEED REST FROM LIFE RIGHT NOW-

#sheep's stuff #can you guess that my psychologist hasn't called me in months?? #I think they cancelled my plan- but the worst part is that I was struggling to pay for it anyway 💀 #I'm not unemployed- I'm ✨Job Resistant ✨ #🗿 I want to be CRINGE AGAIN!! I'm tired of pretending to be NORMAL ABOUT THE THINGS I LIKE #“haha ah yes I DO enjoy this piece of media moderately- Let's change the subject to the weather now!” #NOO?N #No dude #I didn't got diagnosed with anything other than “wow you do indeed- Factually speaking- Have trauma!” like?? #okay yes?? thank you I appreciate it! but I'm also CERTAIN there's OTHER ISSUES GOING ON?! #like how I feel NERVOUS ABOUT TAKING BREAKS FROM SOCIAL MEDIA?? Like I live in my own head boo don't mind me-

[struggling-to-find-home]

Ugh

I'm so tired:(

#I have a ✨microbiology test✨ for a ✨unit that has 50 pages of theory ✨ and also ✨need to do a whole lot of other shit✨ and ✨my wifi is dead✨ #and I spent the whole day triggered because we had injections practicals today which I apparently have a traumatic memory of #so throughout all of the practice all I kept seeing was the image of this person screaming in pain asking me to help #and me‚ 16‚ never injected anyone with anything‚ just standing there after the screaming distracted me from the olympiad I was writing #for the 17th hour #after barely having 2 hours of sleep #and I remember thinking. i want to help. but what if I do it wrong. what if I kill ypu #so yeah everyone was just having a good old time needling and I was just in the corner like 👁️👄👁️ #so now I have a test and I need to wash my whites & my lab coats and do the written stuff for my classes and read surgical patient care #and it's 7 pm and I wanted to go to sleep early today but I spent all my money on groceries and I got home at 5 #and I'm just #tired #medblr #med school diaries #med school stuff #med school #trauma

[patheticpat]

It’s never a good thing when I set my eyes on a character, oh no it isn’t

#slimer.post #Slimer.OC #I have and still am promptly torturing Willow into a character #she has the drafts of a storyline now! bitch got ✨trauma✨! #I need to balance her backstory out some; make it a little more clear in my head but; she is getting the work d o n e! #provided it was through kicking and screaming in a 5 hour period but inspo comes in the funniest ways #aka via White Shirt Color; Girlfriend; and Oh no!. no context have fun

[hauntingmiser]

[ TW : GORE ⚠️ BECAUSE GORETOBER ]

Happy birthday ♥️ Valerie Blaylock-

hey uhhh.......

Y'all where did she go-

Oh.

Oh no.

They really got to her huh?

Welp.

Off to the next day......

#tw gore #goretober 🧠✨ #valerie blaylock #trauma center new blood #I told you she got unconscious and was locked in the church #and now I can sense that she's having a burnt corpse moment #tumblr memes #anime and manga #not a good start on the second person on the chopping block on their birthday lol #also she cut off her ear lol

[adeadlightbulbuwu]

I LOVE THE IDIOTS THAT LIVE IN MY BRAIN AND THEY TOLERATE ME

#I'm sorry I gave you so much trauma I promise it's not even half of what it was 5 years ago #oc stuff #I'm sorry I made you so dense #I know I gave you an alcohol problem #But before you were a 16 year old with religious trauma #At least now you're in your 30s and can deal with it a bit better #I don't know why I made you obsessed with spoons I just did #You gave “I have a spoon collection” energy I can't help it #Yeah I know you lost both of your legs but you gained ✨personality✨ #I'm sorry I left you up in a tower for 20 years It wasn't on purpose (it was) #Why are all of you gay #Most #Most of you gay #Most all of these are different oc's by the way

[deadjournal]

spent all day watching the bnha movies! best way to spend the day! i really enjoyed them all, missed class 1A so much and it was nice seeing them working together again! ((also got to see allmight and aizawa cameos YIPPEE)) 🩷

#caught up with the manga and i don’t want to talk about it 🤡 #they’re class 2A now ✨ #missed the episodes when they were just being silly little goofy teens sharing a dorm #i feel like everyone else in the fandom also feels the same there’s just so many fun fics of them just having a modern au #or having less trauma LOL #i love them all so much i cant

[honoviadakai]

Badly summarizing Hazbin Hotel songs: season 1

Happy Day In Hell:

Local nepo baby is very optimistic for someone who was born and raised in hell but damn it if you don’t find it a little endearing.

Hell Is Forever:

Your gut feeling about the pastor’s son was correct and he is indeed an annoying prick who likes to act God’s always got his back.

Stayed Gone:

Demon Jeff Bezos finds out his Ex is in town, isn’t happy about it and tries to slander the man only for his ex to immediately clap back and serve everyone some piping hot tea.

It Starts With Sorry:

Some of ya’ll are way too forgiving and it really shows…you’re lucky you dorks are adorable.

Respectless:

A 4’11 Millennial bitch serves absolute ✨CUNT✨ at a meeting she didn’t want to attend, local MILF is not amused.

Whatever It Takes:

A MILF and a lesbian sing about how they’d willingly die for the ones they love. It’s sweet but deeply concerning.

Poison:

Local twink took “conceal, don’t feel” way too seriously and now you’ll never be ok again. Have fun in therapy.

Loser Baby:

A DILF and a twink sing about how they’re the biggest losers in hell and it’s the sweetest fucking thing you’ll ever see in your god damn life.

Hell’s Greatest Dad:

2 grown ass men fight for custody over a grown ass woman.

More Than Anything:

The literal king of hell loves his child more than your father will ever love you and you just gotta live with that.

Welcome To Heaven:

The polite Christians are trying to convert you, but they’re really good at show tunes so I ain’t even mad.

You Didn’t Know:

Vindication for everyone who’s the black sheep of their family and now have religious trauma.

Out For Love:

Local MILF hypes up her newly adopted lesbian daughter by telling her love is the ultimate murder weapon.

Ready For This:

Local nepo baby discovers that the fastest way to get cannibals to fight for you is through show tunes and the promise of flesh.

More Than Anything (Reprise):

No, the two leading females are not “just really close friends.” You were told well before this moment.

Finale:

While the main cast is having a Bob the builder moment, 3 local bastards are promising to fuck shit up next season and the person you least expected is having a mental breakdown in the break room.

#Hazbin Hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin hotel music #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel charlie #Vaggie #hazbin hotel vaggie #Alastor #alastor the radio demon #hazbin hotel alastor #Angel Dust #hazbin hotel angel dust #Husk #Husker #hazbin hotel husk #Niffty #hazbin hotel niffty #sir pentious #hazbin hotel sir pentious #carmila carmine #zestial #the vees #Vox #hazbin hotel vox #Valentino #hazbin hotel valentino #velvets #hazbin hotel velvette #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel lucifer