-`. OCS AS TYPES OF SUFFERING.
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-`. DESPAIR.
The tunnel never had a light. You wish for nothing because you know you'll receive nothing, and your hopes died out long ago. The only thing that keeps you going is the thrill of emptiness you feel when things don't turn out your way. It's bitter. It's proof. Proof that you don't feel this way for nothing.
-`. THE BLACKHOLE.
There's a hole where your heart used to be and nothing is filling that hollow void. You could drown in a world curated for you, and still nothing seems to fit. It eats you alive knowing you're unsure how to satiate the hunger of your soul. It's barely hunger, it's more like a blackhole.
-`. THE TAKER.
Your expectations are ones you can barely meet. You compare yourself to others, but with a hypocritical light. You'll never find what you're looking for if you're laying down half of what you receive. It stings to be given less than expectations you've set, but if they were more reasonable, do you think even then you'd be happy?
-`. YEARNING.
The pain in your chest bubbles knowing that what you want may never be yours. You're lost in a fantasy world, or consumed by what you wish you were or had as opposed to what you do. It's hard to appreciate what's around you when you're appreciating the hope of what could be instead.
-`. THE GIVER.
Your energy depletes as you hand it out to anyone passing by your basket. People walk by and take, but no one ever leaves. You're constantly running on low when people keep asking you to give. You'd give your soul away for free, and then what left do you have of yourself if you can't say no?
-`. LONELINESS.
Your heart feels full of the connection you feel you lack. No matter how many people are around you, strangers or not….someone is missing. You don't know who, what, or if you'll ever find them. You're unsure if there's a person out there who'll really satisfy your life, so really what's the point of continuing to look?
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CHIARA DE LAURENTIS née borgia, the archaeologist, antiquarian and sleeper widow; marvel cinematic universe // but the sun is eclipsed by the moon (x.x.x)
pinterest // spotify
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WHAT FORM OF LOVE DO YOU EMBODY?
tagged by @chuckhansen, @dihardys, @jackiesarch and @marivenah to take this cutest uquiz for my dears! ty so much! <3
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tagging: @griffin-wood, @blackreaches, @risingsh0t, @florbelles, @leviiackrman, @queennymeria, @aartyom, @adelaidedrubman, @heroofpenamstan, @belorage, @roofgeese, @loriane-elmuerto, @virassan, @yennas, @shadowglens, @saintsilver, @confidentandgood, @pheedraws, @arklay, @celticwoman, @inkrys, @multiverse-of-themind, @swordcoasts, @sunsetseasons, @rosebarsoap and you!
LOVE AS A RELIGION
[ love as the sole object of your reverence--nothing about you is holy, but maybe your love for another is ] when sappho said "in the crooks of your body i find my religion" and when the cast of les mis sang "to love another person is to see the face of God" and when halsey said "i found God, i found him in a lover" and when katherine philips wrote "to the dull angry world let's prove there's a religion in our love"
LOVE AS A HUNGER
[ love as ravenous desire, love as something fragrant and home-built ] when florence welch said "we all have a hunger" and when jenny slate asked "who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me?" and when violet trefusis wrote "I want you hungrily, frenziedly. passionately. I am starving for you..." and when anne carson asked "what are we made of but hunger and rage?"
LOVE AS VIOLENCE
[ love as bloodshed, crimson as a knife slipped between your ribs ] when ocean vuong said "to arrive at love, then, is to arrive through obliteration" and when franz kafka said "you are the knife i turn inside myself; that is love" and when ada limon said "how do you love? like a fist. like a knife" and when richard siken said "sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine"
LOVE AS DEVOTION
[ devotion: love, loyalty, or enthusiasm for a person, activity, or cause ] when ruth said to naomi "where you go, i will go, and where you stay, i will stay. your people will be my people, and your God my God" and when hozier sang "i'll be the dreadful need from the devotee that drove [orpheus] underground" and when deathcab for cutie sang "if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks, i will follow you into the dark"
LOVE AS A CHOICE
[ love is beautiful because it's built deliberately ] when casey mcquinston wrote "that's the choice. i love him, with all that, because of all that, on purpose. i love him on purpose" and when jenny slate tweeted "i just want someone to grab my little face and scream on purpose, on purpose i am going to care about you" and when jodi picoult wrote "after fifteen years, love isn't just a feeling. it's a choice" and when the good place said "if soulmates do exist, they're not found they're made"
LOVE AS TENDERNESS
[ love as gentleness after a lifetime of cruelty ] when ocean vuong said "sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined" and when pablo neruda said "like a jar you housed the infinite tenderness and the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar" and when anais mitchell wrote "all i've ever known is how to hold my own, and now i wanna hold you, too”
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CAITRÌONA “hati” (defiled hearts) // LIOSLAITH (dnd)
ANYA (vengeance) // LÍADÁIN (a mage reborn)
NYCTEMINE (the witcher) // CHIARA (uncharted/m*cu)
FAYE (resident evil) // LARA (stranger things)
my lovelies @risingsh0t and @marivenah tagged me to make my dears in this loveliest picrew! ty so much!
tagging: @griffin-wood, @blackreaches, @confidentandgood, @dihardys, @florbelles, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @saintsilver, @leviiackrman, @adelaidedrubman, @jackiesarch, @yennas, @nokstella, @swordcoasts, @shellibisshe, @celticwoman, @inkrys, @belorage, @rosebarsoap, @arklay, @aceghosts, @hoesephseed and you!
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my dears @marivenah, @quentinbecks, @johnnycranes, and @hoesephseed tagged me to make my loves with this cutest picrew! thank you all so much ur the sweetest! 💕🌸
(introducing!) CHIARA DE LAURENTIS, uncharted/mcu/various | VIKTORIYA VAYS, cyberpunk 2077
ÉTIENNETTE HAWKE year one and year two | ÉTIENNETTE in year 3 and inquisition, dragon age 2
THALASSIA MEDE in act one | THALASSIA in acts two and three, arcane
YELENA VORONIN in the capital wasteland | YELENA in the mojave and commonwealth wastelands, fallout 3
— TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @risingsh0t, @chuckhansen, @preachercuster, @jackiesarch, @celticwoman, @yennas, @adelaidedrubman, @cameronburke, @jacobseed, @taliaferros, @galacticvales, @florbelles, @leviiackrman, @loriane-elmuerto, @shellibisshe, @themysteriouslou, @maeflower and anyone that would like to do this!
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my dearest @cameronburke tagged me to make my loves in this cutest 2000s inspired meiker! thank you so much ur the sweetest!
VIKTORIYA (circa 2076) arasaka counterintel, cyberpunk 2077 | HINATA at parade in “play it safe”, cyberpunk 2077
YELENA in the “no wasteland” au, fallout 3 | CHIARA at her late husbands funeral, uncharted/mcu
— TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @johnnycranes, @preachercuster, @jacobseed, @chuckhansen, @quentinbecks, @hoesephseed, @yennas, @florbelles, @jackiesarch, @marivenah, @risingsh0t, @shadowglens, @taliaferros, @adelaidedrubman, @belorage, @aceghosts, @theotherwiseman, @luckycamden, @cobb-vanthss, @loriane-elmuerto, @leviiackrman, @shellibisshe and @jmiacolt 💕🌸🎀
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OC TAG: SONG CHALLENGE
my dearests @adelaidedrubman, @marivenah and @hoesephseed tagged me to make my girls in this picrew and list a few songs i think of for them! ty so much loves y’all are the sweetest 🥀❣️
— TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @cameronburke, @risingsh0t, @chuckhansen, @celticwoman, @yennas, @preachercuster, @jackiesarch, @taliaferros, @maeflower, @florbelles, @johnnycranes, @quentinbecks, @belorage, @jacobseed, @blissfulalchemist, @shadowglens, @smithandrogers, @nokstella, and @rosebarsoap 🥀❣️
step 1 -> create your oc (or ocs) in this picrew
step 2 -> list 5 songs that inspired (or captured the feel of) your oc. if you choose multiple, feel free to pick your favorite or do songs for all of them! (and feel free to list fewer or more songs if you want)
❄️ VIKTORIYA VAYS // cyberpunk 2077
Сказка (fairytale) - IC3PEAK
you should see me in a crown - billie eilish
yelena belova - lorne balfe
guns for hire - woodkid
dictator - rei ami
🔪 HINATA SANDERSON // cyberpunk 2077
snakes - pvris, miyavi
cyberninja - marcin przybylowicz
vs reality - aya gloomy
experiment on me - halsey
hit me where it hurts - caroline polachek
🍷 CHIARA DE LAURENTIS // uncharted, m*u
eclipse - pink floyd
night call - lia lia
no escape - health, the neighborhood
the kiss - hesham nazih
last day / Новый День - ic3peak, grimes
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CHARACTERS + WEATHER.
my dears @blissfulalchemist, @belorage, @florbelles, @cameronburke, @quentinbecks, @johnnycranes and @preachercuster tagged me to put the loves through this uquiz! thank you so much y’all are the sweetest as always! (x.x) 🖤
— TAGGING: @griffin-wood, @risingsh0t, @shellibisshe, @marivenah, @jacobseed, @chuckhansen, @heroofpenamstan, @yennas, @nokstella, @hoesephseed, @adelaidedrubman, @jackiesarch, @feywildchild, @aceghosts, @leviiackrman, @steelport, @taliaferros, @loriane-elmuerto, and @lacunafiction
SNOW
you're either numb inside or you feel everything. you want to feel like a kid again rolling in the snow with your friend, but you've grown up. living in the past will do you no good anymore, remember that version of you and strive to make them proud, you're not them anymore though, move on. make new memories
FOGGY
you've never felt as alone as you do now, but maybe you've always felt like this. it doesn't matter if you're with a group or by yourself, the loneliness stays with you always, it's seeped into your bones. or has it? are you as alone as you think or are you clinging on to this pit inside you like it has the answers? it doesn't, know that. it's okay to feel joy again, it's okay to feel okay.
SUNSHINE
you try to see the best in everything but it's getting too hard. you love too hard, don't you? you're not sure what the future holds for you so you busy yourself with everything available to you. burnout is better than being alone with your thoughts. remember that your friends care about you just as much as you do them. you're not alone in this world, it's okay to stop and breathe.
STORM
anger is a double-edged sword you know. be careful or you'll cut yourself and everyone you love on it; or have you already? it's okay to be soft, it's not weak to let others see you as you are. you don't have to be strong anymore, let go. you'll never move on from what hurts you until you stop hiding from yourself. you are not who they said you are.
WINDY
you don't know who you are, do you? when the lights go out tomorrow, who will you be? do you like that person? it might be easier to wear a mask but be careful of it becoming all you are. who is the real you and why are you so afraid of them? you'll never rid yourself of this loneliness if you refuse to let people really see you. you can start again, try again, it's not too late for you
— BONUS ROUND:
WINDY
you don't know who you are, do you? when the lights go out tomorrow, who will you be? do you like that person? it might be easier to wear a mask but be careful of it becoming all you are. who is the real you and why are you so afraid of them? you'll never rid yourself of this loneliness if you refuse to let people really see you. you can start again, try again, it's not too late for you
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MARTA (2008-2013), fallen hero // CHIARA, mcu // LAMIA, the fall // HINATA, cyberpunk 2077 // EDELGARD, fernweh saga // LISELOTTE, absentia
the loveliest @leviiackrman tagged me to make some more of my loves with this cutest picrew! thank you so much jess!!!!!! 🤍🕊
tagging: you! if you would like to do a round two or haven’t done this yet i would love to see! 🤍
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okay but get this……… what if i gave chiara a jw!verse and set her up with john 👀✨
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1, 20, 28, 35, 41 and 50 for Chiara and Marc?
MARIIII i adore u sm ty ty for the ask about my two loves! between chiara/marc, marta/ricardo AND vika/goro they have been living in my mind rent free and haven’t released their grip since! i will never not yell about these two!!!! 🤍😌
oc asks relationships edition 🤍
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1. what were their first impressions of one another?
marc thought she was an enigma! frustrating but also interesting and not to mention quite easy on the eyes. but WHY was she... traveling with him? at their first expedition into a ruin for a valuable relic she wanted, he refused to have her tag along. where they were going there was BOUND to be others who would be more than happy to kill her for what they were after! he can’t make money if his client is dead u know? but she insisted! and did phenomenal well! they were in and out with the artifact with relative ease :). someone bearing the name BORGIA as her maiden name, with such high esteem was the last person he expected to hit targets with her precision. Chiara’s first impression of marc wasn’t much. he was a merc! someone she needed to watch her back were anything to happen. he was definitely appealing to her, but to be honest she never would anticipated seeing him after the endeavor was over. let alone find herself as enamored by him as they continued working together.
20. what are they like when sharing a bed?
a moment in bed together is a raare moment for them them both when they’re not on endeavors into ruins, or taking on some of their rivals and power players of the criminal/merc underworld, or whatever harebrained errand khonshu had them run. its just a respite for them to be in the presence of the other close and he might absentmindedly play with her hair, she might hum a tune. they’re just sort of... enjoying the short rest that moment is while it lasts? they don’t get very many so!
28. are they affectionate in public? is it too much?
for the first? few months? or so? they were very private about their relationship! her ex husbands nonna is still alive *SIGH* so chiara had to be strategic on how public she wanted things to be between them both. a huge fear was that marc would meet the ire of her and her families adversaries, so for a bit to protect him she asked that it just be her, marc himself, layla, steven, jake, and khonshu being the only people in the know! then she broke the news to her close friend (and college ex boyfriend who unbeknownst to her also harbored feelings so it was bittersweet for him!) dane, and then finally she announced that she was seeing someone to her immediate family. so they would stop hounding her about remarrying ajndia. i would say that they’re not like SUPER into public affection but they’re not opposed to holding hands, a kiss to her forehead from marc, subtle displays are usually their go-to!
35. what moment did they realise that they were in love?
so for chiara, for a few months after they began on working together on a particular op? it hit VERY close to home for her. the artifact in question was cosimo’s wedding ring that she found out his nonna stole from his body, sold it to a black market dealer and claimed chiara donated it. so as to further incriminate her on her *murdering* her grandson. the dealer was holed up in a private island on a heavily guarded estate in the aegean island archipelago. it was different than their usual op but there was nobody else she trusted to carry this out with her. when they recovered the ring, she explained to him why this meant so much to her. he probably said something along the lines of, “all that? for this? must’ve been special.” and it was! inklings of her feelings were coming it but it hit her when she told him about how her au pair made her a sleeper widow without her or her parents knowing, and she sh*t her husband. telling him how she didn’t remember the weapon in her hand, and how he? understood? he sympathized? it was when he pulled her in and she sobbed into him that maybe what he meant to her changed! for him, it honestly was that very first op they went on! it was when he realized she was more than she seemed, when she took down a merc ready to put him in the grave while he was in combat with another enemy of theirs. she put herself on the line! it meant more to him than he thought and that’s the moment he went, “oh.” sakjnans.
41. what green flags do they have for one another?
hers? would be his concern for her wellbeing, when he dropped himself down to be there alongside steven/save him in the sands, for being the only soul she can open up to and not dread them thinking negative of her or believing what has been said of her! for him, it’s that likewise, shes concerned for his! as well as the wellbeings of steven and jake! that she had his back through everything they’ve been through, that they’re something akin to soulmates is a green flag if he’s ever seen one!
50. is there anything that scares them about their friendship/relationship?
chiara 🤝 marta in this ask <- terrified of losing the one person that means the most to them! except unlike marta it’s a little different for her! marc is already aware that she was a sleeper widow and until yelena undid her conditioning with that red gas, could k*ll him at any given moment should anyone know the activation words, and that bc of her being a sleeper widow without her control killed cosimo... and though a fear of hers WAS that potentially she could do that to him, that went away after she was reconditioned! her biggest fear about her relationship and was ultimately why it took her so long to reciprocate the mutual feeling that she in turn had for him, was that now that she was reconditioned it didn’t spare him from others hunting him down. anyone who knew the truth was a THREAT to cosimo’s nonnas plan to bring down chiara and the last dregs of the borgia name. sure, he had khonshu. but her enemies are CALCULATING. what if he was caught off guard? what if there is a moment like during the series where marc DOESN’T have khonshu and the moon knight suit to defend him? her biggest fear in their relationship doesn't necessarily have anything to do with HIM per say, its others! she’s waited this long to call him hers, she doesn’t want to lose him now!
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Chiara and Khonshu?, I'm asking not knowing how you feel about him 😆
A THING OF BEAUTY BIGGIE A TRUE THING OF BEAUTY JANAHZJZK……. they wouldn’t be too bad… actually sjxjxhxj
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shouting from the rooftops because this song is FITTING for chiara/marc and im yelling. and taylor swift did it again and made a song that fits them as well why am i crying.
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fun fact: ilu. no legit fun fact: my oc alma likes to paint in her free time! 🎨 do any of your ocs have creative hobbies? ❣️
ROSIEE FUN FACT ILUU ✨🥺🤍😤 ALMA MY BELOVED i adore her so much! a talented lovely! (and i eenvy her doing art in her free time! that’s the goal for me ✨🥺) she’s the cutest!
oh i sure do! edelgard is a pianist both professionally and in her spare time! it’s a comfort for her! diana paints in her limited spare time! is an oil painter and loves when she’s not forging sjznjxjx to paint chiara loves to sing in her spare time and even sang at her wedding to cosimo ✨🤧 ! iryna draws horror art in her free time and professionally! and polina loves dancing! goes to galas and clubs, etc to do just that! OH AND FINALLY esther makes art out of burning kitchens down ajzhxj she likes to do little works of art through makeup like this!
send me a fact about your oc and I’ll send a fact about mine! 🤍
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