#of that idea of percieved distance that doesnt exist in the planes of the real world

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sometimes, it’s   you looking at the stars while I’m staring at your hands and we are foot apart but worlds away

#*mine #CANT GET ENOUGH OF THIS STUFF #of that idea of percieved distance that doesnt exist in the planes of the real world #because we are so tangled up in bed right now #and my hand is to your heart and is yours #and i can it so clearly #but your eyes are closed and mine is open #or its your eyes are open and mine is open #and its im listening to the music blasting in from outside but you are listening to my heart #you looking at the stars while im staring at your hands #GAH #it hurts and hurts and can MEAN SO MANY THINGS #but its that distance that freaking damn distance that you cant cross because its just difference #its just you being two different people that want different stuff in life but - #you loved each other once and were similar people in some ways once or that you love each so much rn but its not working or its that i know #how your heart looks and have felt it pulse into my hands but its like i dont know your face and i dont knwo your history and i dont know #too many things about you that i should #i can talk FOREVER about this #and written so much WORDS on it and can write a THOUSAND more #i just go crazy over it okay #its. theres somethig abbout it gosh