#of to sleep fot 15 years

[theplacel]

• Unapproachable. But there are some rare cracks of more kind and sweet traits beneath it. I don't want them to be the main main character, but a character constantly by their side.

• Despite having a particularly scary and horrible demeanour and appearance, they are extremely mature and reclusive, and even lifeless in a way.

• They are from a mysterious and apparently evil place. It is a place of trauma for them, and seems to have very ruthless and brutal customs. They are afraid of alot due to it.

• They hate travelling, they are a recluse

• Their parents were wildly abusive and would bruise and scar their body.

• They are absolutely huge, 411cm. (Non-levi)

• Cold. Unfeeling. They're the mind of the group, they should come off as cold.

• They're a character that should become more familiar and lovable the more you know.

• They have a malnutritioned frame, they suffer from a hidden eating disorder, they struggle immensely with their health, and they seem to cook more fot Mika's sake than their own due to their care for her.

• Their clothing should be massively bulky, but dark and intimidating, they should mildly resemble Mika's clothes.

• Their mature nature is rather contrasting with their lazy and uncaring behaviours. But they are vaguely amicable.

• I want them to feel guarded and jaded. And equal to Mika and Victoria. I want people to feel poorly about them but understand later on. They keep secrets that unveil themself over time, but I want them to show slowly. I want to paint the picture of a child damaged by their childhood and responsibilities.

• Their theme is [Echoes of Childhood and Self-realisation]

• I don't want them to seem abusive or anything, like [Mafumum, Mitsuhashi Sho] but maybe like people like [Joumae Saori, Imashino Misaki] they aren't evil. Just misguided.

• A small plant theme, sea and land flora

• Dark, brooding colours, maybe some maroons, dark greys and some greens. They are well suited towards monochrome too, purples also work amazingly here.

• Alot of inspiration is derived from Unichørd and RONDO, Arius squad in BA, even some from N25 and the abyssal hunters, but alot from [Aoyagi Tsubaki and Imashino Misaki]

• They are currently based off a sea monster and skeleton combination.

• Alot of the physical items I associate with them are Casino related, floral or even kids toys, but also cultist items, due to the Paimon thing. And horror related stuff.

• They need to come across as rather intimidating and like a harsh and unsympathetic person, unapproachable and cruel, but over team you observe them and see a much kinder and sweeter person.

• 15-16 years old. They are in their first year of high school transferred from English year 11.

• Mauves, Violets, Grays and Blacks, or even a stylised monochromatism, something like spidey noir. That guy or even the spot.

• Manic sleep. Night terrors, climbs and moves in sleep, but also with one eye open.

#bahamut #pizza c“rus”t

[valgasnewsthings]

Reader s recipes. Part one.

 Ginger tea.

one l. fot the hot water use one tbl.sp. shredding ginger, one tbl.sp. honey, one tbl.sp. honey, lead till boiling, filter. Use hot, if need more sweetener, add honey, if need spicy more,add ginger.

For immunity.

0.5 l. hot water, use one tbl.sp.dried raspberry leafs, one tbl.sp. leafs raspberry, 2 tbl.sp. hibiscus, one tbl.sp. honey, use 1/2 glass before meal within 2 weeks., lavender, geranium, mix, and rub in ache places

Against toxins.

0.5 l. hot water, use one tbl.sp. horse tail field, one tbl.sp. yarrow , 2 tbl.sp. hibiscus, use 1/2 glass for morning before breakfast for month.

Ache joints.

in 5 tbl.sp.  any vegetable oil add 5 drops essentisl eucaliptus oil, mix all,, and rub in ache sides.

In osteochondrosis.

In pot put leafstilia, add water, warm, apply theits on towel, and wrap ache side, keep 20 min, till leafs cools.

Dry lichen.

Juice chelidonius add in vodka, as one to one, everyday rub damage sides by lichen.

 A wood ash and run same damage sides a few times/day.

Abcess.

Bake oven, not clean, cool, chopp, and put to ache place.

In cough.

Sheep wollen not clean, keep her for day in salted water as one tbl.sp. salt in flass for water, after remove, put her in warm water and apply for a few hours to breast, as compress.

Flat feet.

Am true felt hurt walked in shoes, and naked feet, hurt heel, all feet, am heard from my doctor about a flat feet, am decided something done.At home am kept an old wood  scores, an sat on chair, legs put on scores, and rolled, and all rolled time on my free time and plus five min before sleep. And am true wondered,that hurt stopped in week, am true walking better, and in 5 years my legs are not hurt, maybe my help would help you.

Mastitis  without abscess.

Honey warm add in flour, form cookie, put to breast, bandage, in dry, change on new, and cure till a few times/day till recovering.

Herb fresh  goose-foot chop, apply to ache breast and bandage, change bandage for 3 times/day.

Herb mint, herb oregano, melilotus, coltsfoot,  hemlock , chamomile. Add herbs in hot water, infuse, close for 30 min, filter, and stewed herbs apply in bag and apply to breast.

1.5 tbl.sp.  herb toad flax in glass for the hot water, infuse for hour, closed, filter, use for 3-4 times/day one tbl.sp.

 Mastitis with abscess.

 Apply to the breast 2 times/day mass of rye flour with syrup or mass of flour flax seeds with milk or honey, or baked oven chopped in honey.

A chop fig and cook in a few min in milk, apply to breast for 2 times/day.

Chronic bronchitis.

2 tbl.sp. chopped pistachio nucleases and 2 dried figs, and one  glass for milk, cook for 30 min, and warm milk drink, and eat formed mass.

In angina, stomatitis.

 A chopped nucleus 2 tbl.sp. pistachios in one l. vodka add, infuse dark into 2 weeks, filter, gargle mouth, throat in water diluting remedy one tbl.sp. for one glass of water.

3 tbl.sp. chopped peel of cedarwood nuts adding in 2 glasses of the hot water, boil 15 min on weak fire, cool, filter, gargle mouth and throat for 5 times/day.

And 2- gr chopped dried peel pomegranate add in 1.5 glass of water, boil 30 min on weak fire, filter, lead water till first size, gargle mouth for 5-6 times/day.

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[midnightstress]

Gotcha

so the lovely @blake-belladonna-defence-force posted this recently and i could not  stop thinking about it, and as such i gave it my best shot!

not too happy with it but i cannot look at this anymore

#yang #yang xiao long #rwby yang #rwby #rwby v6 #rwby volume 6 #blake belladonna #cuase u know it's their fight #im so tired omg #but hey listen defense has the BEST ideas and i just i had to #aight #of to sleep fot 15 years #my art #art #bumbleby #hehe #gotcha

[natromanxoff]

Joepie - December 15, 1985

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Translation by Louis Bernoski:

'PRIDE ALMOST KILLED ME'

Queen's Freddie Mercury personal.

'I admit I hardly thought about Queen during finalizing my solo album', says Freddie Mercury smiling. 'I wanted to make it on my own. That I didn't succeed in that is only a blessing fot Queen in the future.' It's impossible to upbraid Freddie Mercury any lack of honesty. That shows during this up-front interview. 

Remarkable hobby

Freddie, is it true that your real name isn't Freddie Mercury?

'Yes. I'm actually called Frederick Bulsara, but I thought that name wouldn't work in showbizz. (He laughs) I was born 39 years ago on the island of Zanzibar, but I lived till my 13th in the Indian harbour town Bombay. Then I moved to England with my parents.'

Were you a talented singer already then?

'I always liked to sing. At school I was in a choir. I didn't have any idea then I later would make a living with that.'

Do you remember your first band?

'Not really. I can remember at first I was attrackted by what they called during the sixties 'progressive music'. My first bands where called Wreckage and Sour Milk Sea, but don't ask me which one was first.'

Did you have a lot of boring jobs?

'Not as many as a lot of colleagues, I think. I can remember I once had a stand on the Kensington Antiquities Market in London. I sold various so called hippie stuff.'

You saved a remarkable hobby from those years.

'Absolutely. I am still a very enthousiastic collector of antiquities. I bring all my savings to the famous auctionhouse Sotheby's.'

TERRIBLY LONELY

How would you define yourself?

'That's a tough one. How do you like this? Workaholic, restless, honest, humourous an incorrigible romantic.'

Do you have a steady girlfriend?

'No. And I don't have to. The on-going quest for the big love is very inspiring for me as an artist. I think that if I ever will find one immediately my musical career will be over.'

Are you very wealthy?

'I think I don't have to work anymore during my entire life, but I can't stop.'

You are always very busy. Do you ever rest?

'I don't need a lot of sleep. Three or four hours a night will do for me I guess. Therefor air flights are very relaxing for me.'

What do you like less about the life of a star?

'A lot of times I can feel myself terribly lonely. It's no fun, living in hotelrooms. On tours very often roadies, bodyguards and managers are running behind me, but at the same time I am on my own.'

How do you look back at your recent solo trip?

'With mixed feelings. At one side it was a fantastic challenge to try it once without Brian, Roger and John. On the other hand it was very dangerous. I felt so strong that I suddenly thought I didn't need the other guys anymore. Fortunately the album wasn't that succesfull like a lot of people expected. Maybe the pride had killed me and I quit with Queen. But when I finished One Vision with the boys I realised that that would be the worst thing that could happen to me.'

[In the yellow:]

Win all QUEEN albums

At the editorial office we have a box-set with all albums of this superband. Alltogether thirteen albums with some never before released songs in special covers. We would very like to give this away to a loyal reader and Queenfan. If you want to be the lucky one, answer very fast the following questions:

1. In which ocean is the island of Zanzibar, where Freddie Mercury was born 39 years ago?

2. With which British superstar Queen recorded a duo-record?

3. Which member of Queen was the first one who dared to walk the solo path?

(Sorry, actualy this magazine is from Belgium where they use Flemish Dutch, which is a bit different in use of the language than Dutch of The Netherlands. (LB))

Send your answers on a postcard to our editorial adress quoting 'Queen-box'. As consolations price we have some Queen goodies in stock.

[With the pictures:

Picture above:

With very good girlfriend Barbara Valentin. 'I didn't find my big love yet', Freddie admits.

Picture underneath:

Freddie with the other Queen boys. 'The group is stronger than ever', the singer says.]

#queen #queen band #freddie mercury #queen scans #joepie december 1985

[wonnou]

21 QUESTIONS TAG!!

Tagged by myself in 2016 :) from this post

Name: Georgia!

Nickname(s): Geo, Bryar

Gender: Gender is hard but she/they maybe? Im still trying to find myself after all of these years so :)

Zodiac: Taurus

Height: 4'10 possibly 4'11

Time: 5:27pm est

Favorite Musician(s): Seventeen, Exo, Txt, Pentagon, Maluma, 5sos, CNCO, Pitbull, Daddy Yankee, Mike Towers, Jhay Cortez, Anuel AA, etc...

Song stuck in my head: Mr boombastic (shaggy), I get overwhelmed so easily (Ashley Price), Моя голова винтом (Kostromin), and the PokeRap

Last movie I've seen: Free Guy

Last thing googled: Blue DaBaby Pictue (don't ask)

Other blogs: Alot but I'm not active on any of my old ones.

Do I get asks?: Rarely just by kassidy if that, tumblr likes to eat my asks alot too so :/

Why did I pick my username?: Because I was a soobin stan at the time. And then I ended up changing it to Malumabby but the taglist I was in for a fic never fot updated and so they continued to tag my old user so I just switched it back to Soobinahh!

Following: 1,287 blogs! (And 322 followers)

Ammount of sleep: 2-5 hours on good days (its improved alot over the years)

Lucky number(s): 15, 8, 24

What am I wearing?: a light gray starwars graphic tee, and blue ripped jeans, and white crocs with pokemon charms!

Instruments: Electric Guitar (partially), Kazoo, Xylophone (like one of those baby ones), and Vocals!

Dream job: Grapgic Designer, or maybe a Coder or Website and/or Game Developer (I don't know really)

Dream trip: Barcelona (spain), San juan (Puerto rico), or maybe Scotland!

Favorite foods: Fried rice, Mandarin Oranges, Spaghetti, and Chicken Nuggets!

Tagging: @angelixii @honeyboyfelix @inn1t-adoring @end-me-tm (uh and whoever wants to do it! Bc i dont really have new mutual and these are the only urls I can remember from our old tumblr group on discord bc I talk to yall alot)

Have fun and feel free to compare the answers and make fun of me for it also feel free to tag me in games like this even if I dont know you! Im just bored so pls

#tumblr #tag game #ask games #geo does stuff #wow I changed alot wtf #My GoODNES ive wow just wow

[annalewis63]

Thanks fot the tag @90spopstargirl!!!

HERE WE GO!

1. Name/Nickname: My name is Hariane (the "H" has no sound), but my friends call me "Annie" and my mother calls me "Anna."

2. Gender: Female.

3. Star Sign: Aquarius 

4. Heigh: 5′5

5. Time: 9:20 pm

6. Birthday: Feb. 08, 2002

7. Favorite bands: The Police, Daryl Hall & John Oates, Van Halen (with Dave), Men At Work, Oingo Boingo, Genesis, The Go-Go’s, Queen

8. Favorite solo artists: Sting, Phil Collins, Kate Bush, Prince, Michael Jackson, Paul McCartney, George Harrison, Madonna

9. Song stuck in my head:  Finish What Ya Started by Van Halen

10. Last movie: How To Steal A Million

11. Last show: The Crown

12. When did I create this blog: I think it was October 2016.

13. What do I post: Everything I like, everything that has to do with me and with my personality, my favorite bands, reblogging posts about things I like, movies, series, memes, things I agree, everything a little I would say.

14. Last thing I googled: I was researching on how to make polaroid photos at home.

15. Other blogs: For now I only have this blog for now.....

16. Do I get asks: YES

17. Why I choose my URL: At the time the blog was done, I had a crush on Jerry Lewis and I always loved the last name "Lewis", I don't know, I always thought it was beautiful, so I put together the nickname that my mother gave me and his last name, and mixed it with the year of my favorite movie of it, "The Nutty Professor", and the rest is history.

18. Following: 223 blogs!

19. Followers: 92! I thank everyone for making Tumblr my favorite "social network"! Thank you for your support, laughter and attention! I LOVE U GUYS!!!

20. Average hours of sleep: 5

21. Lucky number: 20

22. Instruments: I'm still learning to play acoustic guitar, but I know the basics of the piano and a little drum (thanks Dad!).

23. What I am wearing:  my minnie mouse pajamas.

24. Dream job: Live music, be a singer, actress, dancer, model, something in the artistic area.

25. Dream trip: I want to travel the world, Italy, France, London (Liverpool....), live in NEW YORK! And get through Newcastle, why not?

26. Nationality: Brazilian.

27. Favorite song: There are so many but..... What's Up by 4 Non Blondes.

28: Last book read: I'm currently reading Stewart Copeland's biography, but I just read Sting's biography, I recommend it!

29. Top three fictional universes I’d like to live: Interesting.....Harry Potter, maybe Narnia and Terabithia.

I tag: @j-e-f-3-0, @visfar-the-101, @proudduranie, @elp-asia72802, @lindseybbuckingham, @joniroxanne, @rayraycl, @magicaldestinytrash and everyone who wants to do that.

#That was the longest text I've ever written here. #but that's nice

[the99thchapter]

34

the following are entries from my lunadiary.

2018.12.24 p.m. 01:54  - the last week of 2018 x - let the past be bygone they say, little did you know, the sufferings and obstacles i had faced, To be where i am today never forget your struggles because they're a reminder for every hardship 

2018.12.27 p.m. 08:34 the luxury of happiness x - to feel happy is a luxury because not everyday is filled with joy So If i get to feel happy for every one second I'll be grateful i don't want to feel nothing Forever

2019.01.17 p.m. 05:06 Tbh - Hypothetically speaking, i don't know if I'm passing my stats and cma paper. I didn't revise in depth and I'm just guessing answers. Reminder to myself that if i failed, it was because i wasn't being hardworking enough. I was being complacent. I deserved this. 

2019.04.01 p.m. 11:15 what happens next?  - howto: cope with a broken friendship are there any cures for it? Guidebooks, therapy or prayers?I lost a friend because of my actions. Came to realization that I'm always hurting others. I know how it feels like, and I'm doing it to the people i love. I am the worst.

2019.04.11 p.m. 05:38 My parents.  - My mom thinks I'm here to ruin her life. Look, I'm not trying to make anyone cry or get hurt. But it always come back to the fact that i cause great pain to the people around me indirectly. I made my family cry. I made a friend cry. I make myself cry. It's like i am this terrible person who's causing so much pain to others. I don't get better. I get worse. 

I know my mom has been looking at me like I'm a monster for a while now. Years. She doesn't say it but i can tell. I'm no longer treated like a child, i get scolded like a stranger and I'm not worth of importance anymore. I think this is the universe way of telling me that I'm on my own and i should just deal with it. My dad wants to get closer to me but i push him away repeatedly. I'm a mean person but getting closer means opening up walls and i don't intend to do that. After having broke a parent, this parent should stay away from me. I hurt people so he shouldn't have to deal with me. He's a great dad but he's unlucky to have me. 

My parents are great people and they've been through a lot. My existence is nothing but a nuisance since the beginning. Please, universe. Do them a favour and do myself a favour. Get rid of me. Help them. Save them. That's all I'm asking. 

2019.04.23 p.m. 10:59 Plus one - all i ask for is a man who has a good heart. Someone who is polite in words and actions. not necessarily pious but does his five daily prayers without fail. Able to guide me on the correct path and be my jodoh in jannah. protect me from the evil and love me for who i am. Respects my family as a whole and accepts us for who we are. 

2019.05.09 p.m. 02:03 day 4  - Ya Rabb, i ask that you strengthen my iman. Encourage my heart to perform the five daily salahs and to dzhikir a lot. In this holy month i want nothing but truly your blessings. Taufiq hidayah. Rahmatilah kami semua, terimalah segala ibadah and amalan kami. I'm striving to become a better muslim in the eyes of no one else but Allah SWT. The most gracious, the most merciful.

  2019.07.08 a.m. 09:38 What is wrong with me?  - These words are haunting me at night. Every time i close my eyes, i hear it. "Why are you like that?" "You're not good enough" "The world doesn't need you" "Stop being useless to us." "You're a bad person." Hey, Reality check, i am indeed what these statements truly meant. I know for a fact that no one actually likes me. I radiate bad vibes negativity. People pretend to like me. My personality's kinda fake. Is this why no one wants to stick by me? Is that why the friends that i have now are only pitying me? What do i lack? How can i be a better version of myself? What is wrong with me? 

2019.08.01 a.m. 11:31 the first of august - D-23 to my birthday! To an age that society defines as a brand new decade! My 20's will be the coolest. I can't wait to get my first full time job, to graduate with my diploma, to hop on an airplane, to travel to cities, discover the world, meet people, find love and connection, try new adventures and to simply help the needy.  

2019.08.26 p.m. 02:18 - today i had my last exam for 2.1. the end of a semester. right now I'm sitting i’m the mrt. On my way to bugis. To buy film. But all i can think about is Will today be the day? What if right now is the moment? 

No current commitments. No plans. Just myself. I'm thinking about how in the midst of being surrounded by work to do, i have no time for myself. To recharge, to check in and ask if I'm truly okay..Because I'm not. I really am pushing or suppressing emotions. I'm not allowing myself to let go. No anxiety attacks lately. Am i getting better? Or is this just my mind playing tricks?

2019.10.01 p.m. 10:57 cbtl  - I have work at 8 am which I've decided not to turn up for because i think it doesn't matter if I'm there or not..i love the nature of this new job and the learning outcomes from it but it's been 3 weeks and it's tough. i get that it requires the ability to be quick and precise but i just cant you know? With this particular mgr breathing down my neck every single time, i feel so tensed?? i know the reality is that not every job will be easy but i don't think this barista thingy will work out for me :(  and I'm not deciding to ditch work just bc i can't handle things, but I'm tired from getting belittled for minor tiny ass mistakes i do. Why do people find the need to raise their voice and speak in a degrading manner while pointing out my mistakes which are so frickin small in front of others? To train me to be vigilant next time? Is it working? Yes. But did it hurt my self esteem? Totally. You saw my igstory lately... the one about smacking my face? It still upsets me :( I wasn't rude or anything i was honestly in a confused position. Because i genuinely did not know the exact ingredients to make iced latte (i wasn't taught yet) and the same mgr thinks i do even after telling her i dont!! I asked her if it's made from iced water base but she kept emphasising the word 'ICED LATTE' indicting that i was dumb and she got fed up and said it's milk based + I'll smack your face..rude. She could have told me. The thing about me is that i remember lists really well so if she'd told me at the beginning we could have avoided this moment that ruined my day and hurt my feelings. I know it was my fault for not practicing much last week so that's why when i was asked to make hot espresso drinks it caught me off guard. I told the same mgr that i did not have much opportunity to do so bc the other workers mostly made the drinks and she still belittled me. Also i had to make this drink called Hot Vanilla which is similar to Hot Chocolate and i remember DISTINCTIVELY that one of my colleagues taught me to use cold milk as base so i did the same thing and one of the other colleagues saw and again... in a loud degrading manner pointed out my mistake and proceeded to say things like "YOU ASK AND ASK SO MANY THINGS THEN DON'T BOTHER REMEMBERING SO U ASK FOR WHAT" in a really mean tone... that was uncalled for. i had to choke up my emotions and reply an apology in a joking manner like i always do bc idw to cry.

2019.12.18 p.m. 09:39 the decade in recap - 2009-2019 i was 10 years old then but I'm 20 years old today. I really grew up uh? I went through so many things. I did them. I became who i am today. 

2020.01.21 a.m. 08:45 three weeks into the new year and I'm already over it - year, please be nice to me. I've cried way too much. I don't want to be sad all the time. I want to feel like myself again. It's been years...that for some reason happiness and a good life can't work hand in hand for me. 

2020.01.23 p.m. 08:57 work hard and work smart?  - I studied only two days prior. But in those last two days i put in a lot effort. I sacrificed sleep, my health, hygiene and everything into utilizing every second to absorb as much studying as i can. I convinced myself that i can do it. I can make things work. But did it? I took my tax paper and did mistakes...obvious unforgivable mistakes that i actually practiced so hard on but still did it. I took my finance paper and my mind decided to omit the one information that i needed to answer that question even though I've memorized it repeatedly in my mind beforehand. It's really times like this where i truly am disappointed with myself. I could have done better had i put in more effort. I could have aced it if i did my preparation early. I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling like I'm not as good as my peers. This whole week was so tiring for me. I was alone and realized that i am ALONE alone. My friends? They don't even care about me unless i took initiative to approach them. It's been suffocating lately, trying to take in all the crap that I've been getting. I'm so tired of crying. I don't even want to feel happy anymore. What's the point....

2020.02.19 p.m. 01:06 1 down, 4 more to go - auditing.... you're not my cup of tea. I'll admit it. in the beginning i didn't understand what was going on. but after literally crash coursing on the whole module this past week, i can say i still don't get it. But nevertheless i think i did ok for the paper. Idk. I thought I'd failed my mst only to be surprised by the score. So maybe the universe will work the same way this time. Or not. 

So today i will be going on a full-blown revision marathon for my three papers next week. I'm pinning my hopes on getting at least B+/A for FOT and FOI. IF? we'll strive to get one level about the bare minimum. 

I hope this semester sees an improvement in gpa or maintenance of my current one. Would really break my heart to see it plunge down. To future me, we'll be okay. If we're not, don't beat yourself to it. While the whole "grades don't define you" advice does give a sense of relief, it means shit. Grades matter... At least for university. 

Remember that one day we'll get a degree. Failure isn't forever. 

2020.05.30 a.m. 04:37 Why i don't ask about my jodoh in prayers  - while i do romanticize love based on fiction and the amount of love series i watch, i don't necessarily crave for it. I used to, but i don't. One reason could be that i am not surrounded by many malay guys and two, i am not in a position to be able to experience it. It's both. I don't try and I'll not try. 

[junker-town]

NFL Dad, Week 15: Always expect the worst, and you’ll never be disappointed

What’s it like to watch seven hours of football while parenting two young children? It’s not so bad, as long as you’ve given up any hope of things going smoothly.

The key to happiness in parenthood and sports fandom is the same: Get rid of any positive expectations. Prepare for disaster at all times, and always fear that the thing you love will turn on you and attempt to destroy your day in the blink of an eye.

Does the unending hyper-awareness dampen your joy when something genuinely good happens? Absolutely, but it’s insurance against the devastation of the unexpected. I was rooting for the Seahawks in Super Bowl XLIX against the Patriots, and I expected them to lose the entire game — I even predicted a narrow Pats victory — until Jermaine Kearse made that juggling catch to set up first and goal. That’s when I let my guard down and believed in Seattle.

Yadda yadda yadda, I couldn’t sleep for like six weeks. And that’s my fault for believing good things could happen to me. Take it from an expert: You can’t be disappointed if you don’t have expectations.

EARLY GAMES, FIRST HALF

— I’m late to the games today. I don’t turn the TV on until 1:50 p.m. Eastern time because we’re late getting back from a friend’s house, where we ate bagels and helped our kids decorate gingerbread houses. I hate to say it was “brunch,” because I always want to remember brunch fondly. What I had was parenting and lox.

— After I put my son down for his nap, I click on the TV and get a trio of scores, right in a row: Bilal Powell niftily evades a tackler for a 2-yard touchdown that narrows the Saints’ lead to 10-7; someone named “Bibbs” takes a short pass from Kirk Cousins and turns it into a 36-yard touchdown against Arizona; and Sterling Shepard takes the Eagles to the woodshed on a 67-yard score that puts the Giants up, 20-7.

WE SEE YOU, @sterl_shep3! He gone. #GiantsPride http://pic.twitter.com/xUpUIE99km

— NFL (@NFL) December 17, 2017

— We got back late from not-brunch because my daughter threw a fit as we were trying to leave. So my wife left with our son, and I stayed back with the possessed one until the demons were exorcised. Mostly, this meant sitting in the living room and waiting for her to finish screaming through her timeout.

Two- and three-year-old kids have moods like the weather: Sometimes a thunderstorm hits, and there’s not much you can do but hole up and wait for it to pass. Eventually, the sun breaks through like nothing happened. As a parent, you feel your child owes you an explanation or apology for the 30 minutes you just lost, but you’ll get none. The weather has changed. You may as well shout at the sky, demand an explanation from the passing clouds.

— I’ve got two fantasy teams in money leagues that are in the semifinals this week, so I’m guilty of keeping an eye on the ol’ Yahoo scoreboards. After I beat a team with Alvin Kamara last week, I’m facing him in another league this week, so of course he scores on a short TD pass. Right after that, LeSean McCoy — who I’m also facing — scores his second touchdown of the day to put Bills up 14-6.

It's @CutOnDime25. AGAIN. #GoBills http://pic.twitter.com/K88Xqr08SA

— NFL (@NFL) December 17, 2017

I close the window with the fantasy scores.

— Stefon Diggs catches a touchdown pass from Case Keenum to put the Vikings up 24-0 over the Bengals, so I can safely ignore this game the rest of the day.

Somewhat related: Matt Hasselbeck made an interesting point to my podcast partner Nick Stevens last week: The top three seeds in the NFC are quarterbacked by Nick Foles*, Case Keenum, and Jared Goff, and people who follow the NFL are generally shocked that these three guys don’t suck the way that they used to.

What do they have in common? They all last sucked for Jeff Fisher. WORST. COACH. EVER. That guy ought to be sued for malpractice.

*Yes, the Eagles have made it this far thanks to Carson Wentz, not Foles, but Foles is in the middle of throwing four touchdowns to zero interceptions against the Giants.

— Eli Manning throws an ugly pick on 3rd and 10 that gives the Eagles life. A nifty return by Ronald Darby gives Philly great field position that leads to a Zach Ertz touchdown. The Giants’ lead is down to 20-14.

— Aaron Rodgers escapes pressure and flips the ball to Randall Cobb, who dances through the defense for a touchdown at the end of the half. The Packers take a 14-10 lead.

Oh, ok @aaronrodgers12. OH, OK @rcobb18. Wow. Touchdown, @Packers! #GoPackGo http://pic.twitter.com/WtlBRp4rKp

— NFL (@NFL) December 17, 2017

— Tyrod Taylor scores on a quarterback keeper, and I love this play design: Trips right, with tight end Nick O’Leary split out to the left. Travaris Cadet motions out to the right to draw the defense to the wide side of the field, and Taylor runs to the left with O’Leary blocking near the goal line.

.@TyrodTaylor will do it himself! #GoBills http://pic.twitter.com/X4UIx10aAc

— NFL (@NFL) December 17, 2017

Still, this play doesn’t work without a quarterback as shifty as Taylor; a less mobile player would have been taken down at the line of scrimmage. This seems to suggest that Sean McDermott, despite his “Nathan Peterman should make his pro debut against the NFL’s most fearsome pass-rushing tandem” position, may actually understand the abilities of his signal-caller.

— On 3rd and 22, Duke Johnson coughs up the ball well short of the first down marker, and the Ravens recover. They score three plays later, when Joe Flacco finds Ben Watson in acres of space for a 35-yard touchdown. The Ravens lead 17-7 just before halftime, and I can’t help but marvel how insanely bad this Browns team is, week after week after week, at the most basic aspects of pro football. It’s remarkable.

— Trey Burton scores a touchdown for Eagles, and he follows with my favorite celebration of the week:

.@TreyBurton8 hauls in the TD pass... Then the @Eagles gather around the #FlyEaglesFly http://pic.twitter.com/NVSJpSWtZD

— NFL (@NFL) December 17, 2017

It’s not that spinning the ball and warming your hands by the fire is so wildly creative, it’s that Burton spun it long enough for two teammates to join him. Look, I’m impressed by anything that isn’t a children’s game repurposed in the end zone.

EARLY GAMES, SECOND HALF

— As I close my eyes for a little catnap, the Packers leave Greg Olsen wide open on a blitz, and Cam Newton hits him for an easy touchdown.

I’m not really all that tired, but with the kids napping, my wife lies down on the couch to close her eyes, so I mute the TV and pull the shades. But then the apartment is so dark and quiet that it would be wasteful to be awake.

— When I open my eyes, the first play I see is another Panthers touchdown. But it Damiere Byrd falls out of bounds, so the refs rule it incomplete. Ron Rivera foolishly challenges the call, and ... gets it reversed?

STILL have no idea what a catch is, this was ruled a TD after review when called incomplete http://pic.twitter.com/YYccOsBcp0

— CJ Fogler (@cjzero) December 17, 2017

Apparently, the refs contend that one butt cheek landed inbounds a split second before the rest of his back hit the end line, which ... Man, I’m too tired to get mad about catches any more. It is EXHAUSTING to follow the twists and turns of the catch rule every week. Anyway, the Panthers are up 24-14, and Aaron Rodgers needs to do that thing where he miraculously rips the guts out of his opponents if the Packers want to have any chance of making the playoffs.

— DeShone Kizer gets sacked in his own end zone and fumbles, and the Ravens recover for a touchdown and a 24-10 lead. Am I facing the Ravens D in fantasy? YOU KNOW IT.

— On 3rd and 10, one play after taking a vicious hit from Panthers defenders, Aaron Rodgers scrambles away from pressure, sees Jordy Nelson downfield, and throws a laser … to James Bradberry. It’s his third interception of the day, and his first three-interception game since 2009. I’ve seen Rodgers hit Nelson for a long completion in that scenario so many times over the years that it’s clear No. 12 isn’t 100 percent yet.

— Someone named Tavarres King scores a long touchdown for the Giants, but the offense fails on the 2-point attempt. The Giants trail 31-29. It’s a beautiful-looking cover (+7) right now, though. I wish I’d taken the home team +7.

— Newton hits Byrd for another TD, this one legitimate, to put the Panthers up by two touchdowns with 12 minutes to play in the game. That’s enough time for some Aaron Rodgers magic, but he hasn’t exactly been magical today. Better than Brett Hundley, sure, but not the fearsome demigod the Packers usually rely on.

— With the Vikings up 34-0, HERE COMES TEDDY BRIDGEWATER!!! It’s his first action in almost two years, and the Minnesota crowd is deafening in its welcome for him. On the sideline, Case Keenum joins in, clapping enthusiastically.

Bridgewater’s first pass is an interception. But it was an EMOTIONALLY RESONANT interception! It leads to a Gio Bernard TD that ruins the perfect day that my fantasy def— er, the Vikings defense was having.

— With the Browns driving to get back into the game, DeShone Kizer throws his weekly red zone interception. He now has turnovers in both end zones, which HAS to be redeemable for, like, a free burger and fries somewhere. The Ravens are gonna wrap this one up comfortably.

— Rodgers gets sacked on 4th and 14 with about five minutes to play, and that’ll do it for the Packers’ playoff hopes. Womp-womp.

— My son wakes up from his nap, comes into the living room, and says “Fot-paw!” when he sees the TV. RedZone is really pushing the Washington-Arizona game right now, but I refuse to take notes on it. Sorry, I’m allergic to mediocrity.

— I go into the kids’ room to get my daughter up from her nap, and my son comes along. A few minutes later, I exit the room singing “Jingle Bells” while the kids shake sleigh bells and maracas. After the song, I ask my son what color his shaker is.

“Bee.”

“What color?”

“Bee,” he says again.

“Green?”

“Yeah!”

So, we have some work to do on pronunciation.

— Now wait just a damn minute. When I last saw Green Bay-Carolina, the Panthers had taken over in Green Bay territory and were up by two touchdowns with five minutes left. Now it’s 31-24 Panthers, AND the Packers have the ball with two minutes remaining. I MISSED RODGERS MAGIC.

— Lucy screaming in kitchen while wife makes soup. Owen screams too.

— Trailing 34-29, Eli Manning expertly leads a two-minute drill into the red zone, but it stalls just short of paydirt. On 4th and goal with just a few seconds left, Manning — stop me if you’ve heard this one — overthrows a covered receiver, and the game ends.

— The Packers’ Geronimo Allison fumbles as he picks up a first down, and the Panthers recover, thus denying us precious Rodgers Magic, and ending the Run The Table narrative before it had a chance to begin. Stupid broken clavicles.

— Results from the early games: The Eagles clinch a bye with their win, the Vikings clinch an NFC North title, and the Jags clinch a playoff berth by dominating the Texans.

LATE GAMES, FIRST HALF

— Before the late games kick off, I will not be taking any notes about Rams-Seahawks and have no plans to write about it whatsoever. I’ve gone over some of the previous NFL Dad, and I don’t like the way the late games often read like a Livejournal for my fanboy neuroses. So, no Seahawks today. I feel better already.

(UPDATE: For those of you who know how Rams-Seahawks went, this may look like a convenient development for a Seattle fan. I swear that I went into the afternoon with an iron determination not to write about the game, regardless of result.)

— The other late afternoon options are Titans-49ers and Patriots-Steelers, which is criminally being held out of a primetime slot so NBC can air Cowboys-Raiders. PUKE.

— It’s starting to rain in Pittsburgh, which should do wonders for the historically tidy grass at Heinz Field. Up in a luxury box, Ryan Shazier fires up the crowd by waving a yellow dish towel, and it’s good to see him well enough to make an appearance.

The next play is a bomb to Brandin Cooks from midfield down inside the Steelers’ 10-yard line. The Pats punch it in with Rex Burkhead to take a 7-0 lead.

— I am not even looking at Seahawks Twitter, and it is helping greatly with my mental well-being.

— Facing 3rd and five, Big Roethlisberger throws a jump pass to Antonio Brown, who snags it and makes a nice run after the catch to move the Steelers into field goal range.

The movement of @AB84... #HereWeGo http://pic.twitter.com/0HCIY1AAlf

— NFL (@NFL) December 17, 2017

A few plays later, Roethlisberger hits Eli Rogers for a TD to even game.

— My daughter asks, “Mommy, do we have a menorah?” On the way to the subway this morning, she had pointed out a large menorah in a public square, so I explained to her what a menorah was.

My wife replies, “We do not, because menorahs are for Jewish people, and we’re Catholic. So we have a Christmas tree instead.” My wife’s answer is perfectly straightforward, but at the same time, there are probably some conceptual hurdles for a three-year-old who’s familiar with the Nativity and going to church (sorry: Mass) but not so much terms like “Catholic” and “Jewish.” But to my relief, my daughter asks no further questions.

— The Titans intercept Jimmy Garoppolo, and refs rule it a catch — for the Niners. I dunno about that one; it looked awfully Golden Tate-y.

Photo by Otto Greule Jr/Getty Images

The catch rule stays undefeated.

— After the kids finish their dinner, I have tell my son AGAIN not to touch the Christmas tree. He has pulled it down while playing with it twice over the last eight days. The first time, he suffered only a glancing blow, and the second time I was sitting nearby and screamed “OH NOOO!” before catching the top of the tree just before it fell on him.

Fun note about your Christmas tree falling over multiple times: It sucks to redecorate! We put a ton of care and effort into getting every ornament in exactly the right place when we first put the tree up, and that kind of scrutiny is only enjoyable once. Now there are a dozen ornaments on the windowsill that we just don’t have the will to put back on the tree. Hard to believe we’re not enthusiastic about putting all the glass orbs back onto our holiday safety hazard.

— My daughter eats some candy off of her gingerbread house, so my wife moves it out of reach. Ear-splitting screeches of “MOM-MEEEEEEE!!!” fill the house and drown out the Sesame Street playlist we were listening to. Three-year-olds are delightful.

— Let’s take a look around the league at halftime of the late games! Pittsburgh leads New England 17-10 after a Martavis Bryant TD caps a 15-play drive. Here’s the newsworthy part of that:

Yes this is JuJu Smith-Schuster re-enacting his own taunting penalty. @btsteelcurtain #Steelers http://pic.twitter.com/qV3TUQBmwC

— Clay Wendler (@ClayWendler) December 17, 2017

Elsewhere, a Delainie Walker TD late in the half gives the Titans a six-point advantage in Santa Clara at halftime. And in Seattle ... (squints) ... Ah, it would appear that Todd Gurley has 144 yards and three touchdowns as the Rams lead 34-0.

I go over to the iPad, which is playing “I Love Trash” by Oscar the Grouch, and press pause. The song keeps going. Yes, this is a metaphor.

LATE GAMES, SECOND HALF

— Good news and bad news about Antonio Brown’s injury: X-rays were negative, which means nothing is broken, but he’s headed to the hospital, which is not where you go when everything’s A-OK.

— I click over to CBS for the second half of Pats-Steelers because (A) I don’t care about Titans-Niners, and (B) it will prevent me from seeing any more Rams-Seahawks than absolutely necessary. Also, Tony Romo! Love that guy.

— The kids have tied scarves around their necks to wear as capes. They play “Ring Around the Rosie,” and after they fall down, my daughter starts crawling around and meowing, so my son does the same. “We’re being cats,” my daughter clarifies.

— Pats keep a drive going with a completion to Gronk on 4th and 1. 3rd and goal, Brady steps up in pocket and finds Cooks for the TD, but the PAT hooks left. It’s 17-16 Steelers.

— One of the best/worst things about watching a game on CBS is seeing ads for all the CBS shows that look like parodies of CBS shows. Even the movie trailers seem targeted to the dumbest, oldest audience: Father Figures looks like a CBS sitcom and a FOX sitcom had sex and gave birth to a movie.

Warning: Only click play on that button above if you want to see Terry Bradshaw talk about sex. HARD PASS.

— I give my son his bath, then hand him off to my wife so I can try to convince my daughter to get in the bath. Every goddamn day, man. It takes forever to get her in the bath, then she has the time of her life and won’t get out of the bath. Hardest aspects of bathing my kids, ranked:

Getting them in the bath.

Getting them out of the bath.

Trying to stop them from drinking the bathwater. WHY DO THEY LIKE IT? IT’S SO GROSS.

Anyway, while I’m try to reason with the weather, I get to watch a nice interception by the Pittsburgh defense.

Tom Brady's pass is PICKED. #NEvsPIT http://pic.twitter.com/HfvxbjUdb6

— NFL (@NFL) December 17, 2017

That sets up a Steelers touchdown that puts them up by eight, which I don’t see because I’m giving my daughter her bath.

— While I’m watching the game, my son approached the couch and says, “Moo!” to our dog. He wants her to move. This is a frequent source of confusion for my wife and me, because he relies on a cow lovey for soothing (“Moo!”) and will point out the moon in any book we read (“Moo!”). So a lot of times we’ll hear “Moo!” and come rushing into the room with a lovey, only to see the dog laying at his feet, barricading his progress.

— While the kids brush their teeth, Brady gets sacked on 3rd and 10, and the Pats kick a field goal to go down 24-19 with about four minutes left. Grim scenario for New England.

— While my wife reads to our daughter, I take my son into the other room for Llama Llama Gram and Grandpa. It’s no Llama Llama Red Pajama, but that’s no surprise. If you think movie sequels are bad, just wait until you enter the world of children’s book franchises. Once you think the well is dry, the author comes back with an 8-page book for each holiday.

— It’s bedtime for the kids, and my daughter requests “The Little Mermaid Song” (sic). My wife sings “Part of Your World,” and they go down without a fight. When I come back to the TV, the Pats have 1st and goal with a minute left, and the next play is an eight-yard touchdown run by Dion Lewis. Gronk gets the 2-point conversion for maximum drama. Pats lead, 27-24.

— The Steelers have 52 seconds and one timeout to answer. The first play is this:

JUJU! #HereWeGo http://pic.twitter.com/qKnP38lKGk

— NFL (@NFL) December 18, 2017

The play goes for 69 yards, and Jim Nantz carefully calls it a “nearly 70-yard play,” because Jim Nantz can’t even accidentally make an oblique reference to oral sex. He’s like one of the robots in Westworld, unable to see evidence of his own machinery. Except, y’know, for sex.

— Before we get to the ending of Patriots-Steelers, let’s take a look at the other late games:

In Santa Clara, a Ryan Succop 50-yarder gives Titans 23-22 lead with a little over a minute left. Garoppolo counters with a drive into field goal range. Robbie Gould drills the 45-yarder straight down the middle for the Niners’ third straight win.

In Seattle, the Rams coasted to a 42-7 win. I believe it was 40-7 at one point, so I think the Rams got a safety. I already know more than I’d like to.

— The Steelers’ next play is a touchdown to Jesse James. 30-27, with a PAT pending. The Pats will have 28 seconds to answer.

No! It’s called incomplete! Once again: Everything you know is wrong, and the catch rule stays undefeated.

They showed the replay 10x before anyone could figure out why it was a replay. Probably a sign that it should be a catch.

— Geoff Schwartz (@geoffschwartz) December 18, 2017

— Oh no. Oh no no no. Speaking as someone without a horse in the race: Lord, no.

PICKED! #NEvsPIT http://pic.twitter.com/4OerTkMB5c

— NFL (@NFL) December 18, 2017

Coupla questions here:

Did you really think the Patriots, of all teams, would fall for a fake spike?

Will NFL teams PLEASE stop running goal-line slants against the Patriots? Don’t let the Seahawks death be in vain.

Speaking of the Seahawks, I would one THOUSAND percent take that ass-kicking from the Rams over the anger and heartbreak of a close loss like this. “But the Steelers should have won!” you say. Yes, they should have. That’s what makes it worse. That’s what causes the misery. I’ll sleep much better knowing that my team deserved to lose.

-- When the game ends, I leave to go work out. When I return, my daughter is on the toilet, trying to poop. My wife is sitting on a footstool next to her. “We’ve been sitting here since just after you left,” she says.

I take over poop duty while my wife stretches her legs. I read a book to her. I sing to her. I encourage her to push. No poop.

“It’s time to shit or get off the pot” is a cliché we live a couple times a week. When we eventually pull our daughter off the toilet with no product, she freaks out. She screams and won’t lie in her bed. We leave the bedroom and she yells, “MOMMY COME GET ME!” repeatedly, for so loud and so long that she starts coughing.

Her brother, who sleeps in the same room with her, tries to roll over and ignore it, but eventually he starts crying, too. My wife and I are FURIOUS at our daughter. And do you know why?

Because we thought we could relax for the night. And really, that’s our fault.

[sutandd]

High Definition is Priceless, A LASIK Experience

I’m back.

Not about gastronomy, not about cinema but it’s all about my LASIK experience.

Having encouraged by so many people I know, I finally braced myself to do this minor surgery called LASIK. Just before I had it performed on me, I had lived with glasses since I was 6 years old. When it was my first time wearing glasses, my nearsightedness had reached -3.00 for BOTH eyes. Not sure if it is merely hereditary or maybe my habits back then that could play the main role why my myopia had reached that high for my age. Fast forward, it was gradually increasing over time. Right until I was 21, it stopped at -10. -10.75 for my left eye and -10.25 for my right eye to be exact.

Actually, I had been thinking about doing LASIK procedure but I was just scared enough. Two months before I was turning 25, I decided to do it and this is my experience.

D-7: Pre-LASIK Procedure

There were several ‘tests’ that I need to ‘pass’ before a LASIK can be performed on my eyes. Not sure about the medical term for those test but there were three basic tests to complete. The first one, I’m not sure what is it for, but I needed to focus on a medical device that enables me to stare at a rectangular blue light that spins. I needed to focus on it without any single blink (PAIN LEVEL 0/10). This test was pretty easy and light. After the test, I was given a drop and it felt quite annoying because my sight was blurred away for couple of minutes, followed by some kind of halo effect fot the next 3 hours (PAIN LEVEL 0/10). The next test was a test to examine the axis of the eyeball (thinking about it had made me nervous already). The test was super easy, you just need to stare at a blurred light and that’s it (PAIN LEVEL 0/10). The ultimate test which is the third test is the test to capture some photograph of your retina. This stage is pain AF because you have to stretch out your stare to NINE different points. There are center, right, right bottom, bottom, bottom left, left, left above, above, and above right. What makes it even much more torturing was the device will capture the images of your retina and USING FLASH x( AT every point, you will have your retina photographed from different point of views. If the images are not satisfactory, they are going to retake the image, which means you have to feel more pain. Why do I say it was painful? Because it feels like you are being photographed with a professional flashlight just right in front of you. Can you imagine how it feels? The pain because of dizziness occurred for about 4 hours after the test (PAIN LEVEL 8/10).

D DAY: LASIK Procedure

I was totally nervous. Nervous AF. I was trying to be cool and pretended and assumed that it was a comfortable, pain-free procedure. I arrived at the hospital at 10 AM. After registration, there was some instructions from the nurses about do’s and don’ts after the procedure, explanation about the medicine and drops that I would have before the procedure, and a little ‘encouragement’ stating that it is pain-free and she said that I would feel a little pressure on my eyes. I was also asked to sign an agreement upon procedure. After she gave me the drops for anesthetic and antiseptic purposes, I was asked to wear a special coat without having to put off my tee and khaki. The room wall small and a lot gave me a claustrophobia. Anyone outside the room can see the procedure live on the TV that is connected to the devices in the operating room. Also, she gave me the head cover. I proceed to the room, trembling, yet tried to be cool. I was asked to lie down on a operating table, which was very intimidating, and my head was ‘locked’ between the grip on the upper position of the table. The doctor came in and I was just hoping the best. My right eye was the first to receive the procedure. At first, they are going to support your eyelids with some kind of pin, so your eyes will wide open and refrain from coincidental blinks during the procedure. The procedure started by the doctor constantly giving the artificial teardrops and wiping my eyeballs. Feels so weird and at the same time, uncomfortable. The doctor told me that the laser would shoot within 5 seconds and I just needed to stare at the red lights that was blinking. While the laser was shooting, I felt numb and dark which I wasn’t sure if I closed my eye or not. Because it feels like totally blank. The countdown started, the laser was shooting for LESS THAN 15 seconds. The next stage was the doctor grabbed out another device attached on the table, which looked like a monocular. Again, I was asked to concentrate on the blinking light. This procedure took another 15 seconds and during the stage, I smelled something like burning hair. The last stage was when  the doctor ‘cleaned up’ my eye, gave more and more artificial teardrops, and put on a soft lens, which played the role like a transparent bandage to my cornea. The same procedure was also conducted for my left eye. After the procedure finished, I was asked if I could see much better. I said ‘yes’ despite a blurry effect. Yet it was so clear in an instant. Overall the procedure was all right despite the pain that happened (PAIN LEVEL 8.5/10). I was put on a medical google and was explained about the drops and medicine that I need to take. IN this stage, for approximately three days, my eyes can’t be exposed by water and needed to have a constant drops. The doctor asked me to be back the day after for a check-up. For about an hour after the procedure, I felt the pain. The pain felt in the back of my eyeball and was very sensitive. My eyes could easily turning red and teary. It was very uncomfortable and the pain lasted for about 4 hours (PAIN LEVEL 9/10). Constant drops were needed overnight and the medical googles were required to be worn during sleep in order to avoid a coincidental touch with hands.

D+1: Soft Lens Removal and A Control

The day after, I could still feel a minor pain, especially on the back of my eyeball. I went to the hospital again to have my lenses removed. The doctor was very happy as the result was very satisfactory. My sight was getting much better than the day before. However, the side effect such as red eye, minor pain, and teary eye were happening for some times. The medical googles were required for another week only while sleeping.

D+4: Red Eyes and Teary Eyes Going Wild

Four days after the procedure, I was able to go outside and did some light activities. Using my shades and neutral glasses, I went outside and did my activities. A very bad thing happened in the evening. As I dropped the eye moisturizer, my eyes turned red and it was very painful. Maybe because of some minor irritation from dust or wind. It lasted about 20 minutes until I could feel much core comfortable (PAIN LEVEL: 9/10). I took another two days resting at home to avoid other irritation.

D+8: Another Control

Eight days after LASIK, my both sight were gradually improving however I have a trouble with focus, I can’t easily switch focus on things as I used to be. It takes might be millisecond to switch focus on things. Not much irritation occurred. I went to the doctor for another control and he said it was all right. The hygiene is ALWAYS BE NEEDED in order to keep it clean. He gave me a Hialid 0.1 which I needed to use daily and told me that I have now 0 myopia. I killed off more irritation and my eyes looked much better.

D+17: Better and Better SIght

I am still taking the eye vitamin and the Hialid 0.1 to moisturize and to make my eyes much healthier. My sight is even much more comfortable, however I’m still working on my focus. My scheduled control will be in early April.

That’s all for now. FYI, I had the procedure at one of the best hospital that has the great team of ophthalmologists. Nothing to be worried about if you want to have this kind of procedure. They handle everything professionally.

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