#oh :) they r all trans.

[starwikia]

suicide cw

look i have been in this area before mentally. it sucks and i wouldn’t wish this on anyone. but, and this is going to sound callous, but i don’t feel any sympathy for james somerton. even if i hope he’s like. not dead. But thats all the amount of goodwill im willing to give him. The more i think about this really, the more angry i am. 

ngl this entire situation is another example of how white people weaponize their mental illness to avoid consequences. Im seeing it in real time.

this man has a continuous habit of using self-harm as a get-out-of-jail-for-free card. in both of his apologies, he has worded his supposed attempts in ways that were clearly meant to guilt people who displayed his plagiarism and overall horrendous history of racism and misogyny. i say supposed because, while i’m not saying those are lies and this would he such a fucked up thing to lie about that i don’t want to think he has, unfortunately, it’s been proven again and again that his word can’t be trusted, as he’s known to lie to try get out of consequences. Hes a proven liar. him lying about this is actually the best case scenario, because no one should go through this entire situation, wouldnt wish this on anyone, but you can only do this so often before people stop sympathizing with you. is this callous? Yeah, but like. I’m actually fucking angry he cant straight up take no as an answer. that this is how he reacts realizing he cant be one of the Cool Kidz™️ on youtube anymore. he acts like he DESERVES a career, like its not a privilege hes lost due to his own actions.

He lied about apologizing and forgiving people, he lied about giving the money to hbomberguy to give to ppl he ripped off (yknow, instead of doing it himself), he lied about the jessie gender situation and rewrote the narrative to make it so he isnt the bad guy, and hes the victim all along actually!

you can’t tell me that supposed last message of his isn’t meant to be a 13 reasons why esq attempt to deflect the blame “look i’m going to kill myself and it’s all YOUR PEOPLES FAULT for not letting me achieve my DREAM of being filmmaker IN PEACE!!! I just wanted Nick’s (the guy who I have thrown under the bus again and again) portfolio up!! Im just being a good friend dont you all FEEL BAD” he refuses to take ANY ACCOUNTABILITY of any of his actions and he IS STILL trying to shove the blame over to other people again.

it’s also pretty ironic people are like “uhhh well hbomber’s fans harassed him!!!” like hbomber outright told people NOT to HARASS JAMES!!! ALSO acting as if james doesn’t have a very real documented history of STRAIGHT UP sending his fans to harass and threaten smaller creators, more notably women, trans, and bipoc creators. especially after he’s stolen typically very personal anecdotes so he could profit from them. so why can he do it but the second people are like “hey this guys an actual piece of shit.” and he can’t handle it suddenly people are trying to white knight his shit? like no he doesn’t get that. he doesn’t get that at all just because he couldn’t handle the consequences of his actions. 

what? were supposed to stay quiet about a man profiting off of other minorities because he wanted to be the spokesman for all gay people? people tried to solve this on a smaller, more private scales for YEARS and he kept doing it. it was clear that the giant public video was the ONLY way to get people to notice. HE WOULDVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH STEALING 87 FUCKING THOUSANDS WORTH OF DOLLARS. HE CANT HANDLE THE FACT HE CANT GET AWAY WITH IT. 

am i supposed to feel bad for the guy who basically threatened a trans woman with the police? i don’t care what anyone says, it’s so fucking obvious that he threatened jessie by implying he was getting the police involved in their conflict. what am i supposed to act like that didn’t happen? are we supposed to pretend like he didn’t glorify nazi’s and outright said that gay people made up a good chunk of the nazis? That he didnt say america joined ww2 bc they were jealous of the NAZIS. WHAT WOULD POSSESS YOU TO FUCKING SAY THAT. but then? He gives women (not even women most of the time, he misgenders nonbinary ppl constantly) shit for writing mlm. are we supposed to act like he doesn’t straight-up sees himself superior and better than people of color and steals their works to put himself on a pedestal? Are we supposed to act like he didnt spit on our elders by saying “only the boring gays survived aids” like man! Fuck you! He BLANTANTLY MAKES UP HISTORY TO PUT HIMSELF ON A PEDESTAL!! HE ACTIVELY TRIED TO REWRITE LGBT HISTORY TO SUIT HIS FUCKED UP NARRATIVES!

yes this sucks ! no one deserves this but no one should be making him a martyr. Thats what he fucking WANTS! He wants to be immortalized as a victim!! (again, supposedly, it was reported hes alive but its not confirmed).

The shit he got isnt near the amount of fucking callous behavior hes done again and again. Again, to drill this point, EVEN IF HE DIDNT CALL THE POLICE HE THREATENED A TRANS WOMAN INTO THINKING HE DID!!! The fact he tried to use a head injury to justify years of the outright ghoulish shit fucking astounds me. Why the fuck did anyone in his life thought it was a good idea to let him TRY to come back. in the end, he had options. he didn’t need to try to make a comeback. HE DIDNT NEED TO FUCKING LIE OR IGNORE THE SHIT HE WAS CALLED OUT ON the reality is, he wanted to come back thinking he could shove it under the rug, was told that no dude, you’re not allowed to be a youtuber anymore. you’re done. you need to move on and went full nuclear. it’s not on anyone’s hands but his own. HES BEEN DOING THIS TO HIMSELF!! But nah man we cant call his shit out bc hell may or may not kill himself. Fuck the other minorities who have the same issues but worse and sometimes BECAUSE of him. This is going to SUCKKKK so bad when other ppl, specifically white gays, are going to weaponize this shit to get away with their stuff.

#warning: do not read this post if you want me to be nice to james somerton. i am extremely mean in this post. #before anyone accuses me of shit i legit never contacted him myself or anyone involved. i am someone who witnessed this behavior repeatedly #again. i hope hes alive and well. the fact is him lying about this WOULD BE THE IDEAL SITUATION. BC NO ONE SHOULD GO THROUGH THAT. but. #he HAS to forever be the victim in his eyes. attempting doesnt automatically mean youre free of sin. #its just terrible to see that regardless whether or not he did do it #its very clear his attempts to run away from his consequences are working on some people #we need to acknowledge that if your shitty ex friend can weaponize a threat to kill themselves #so can this internet person after being called out for horrendous shit #like what was the alterative? what were people supposed to fucking do? be nice about it? #yeah as if poc and trans women arent historically given shit for being 'too mean' about wanting justice. #this isnt just the plagiarism this is the fact a white dude has been parading himself as THE speaker for the gays(tm) but has been using hi #gayness to shield himself from his misogyny racism transphobia and antisemitism #its very clear regardless this means that ppl r going to side with him and then give him benefit of doubt #if you cant handle the heat stay out of the fucking kitchen dude. this is the consequences of your fucking actions. #hes a disgusting person who cant handle being told no so hes going to drag everyone down with him #like. idk this entire situation is frustrating to me. #its also frustrating ppl trying to be moral abt it like 'see! i knew this was bad all along!' no you didnt. shut it. #for the record im like mainly talking abt twit watching those spineless uwu cutesy ppl basically saying hes done noting wrong #oh and also alt righters who are clearly weaponinizing this where u know they wouldnt give a shit if a right ytber did this. #james somerton #idk might delete this later its just. ugh...

[birdricks]

every member of the smith/sanchez family is autistic and queer. see my vision

#rick and morty #rnm spoilers #??!????? kinda #so funny that morty is technically the straightest member of the family now 😭 minus comic content #ALSO YEAH. ILL DIE ON THE HILL OF THEM ALL BEING AUTISTIC #rick is canonically and morty is … kind of canonically? #jerry is pretty obviously autistic to me. he has a lot of typical Dad Autism interests and hobbies #and seems very unaware when it comes to social situations. also the balloon game lol… hes stimming idc #beth is sooo similar to rick. she definitely is lol and her being a weird kid is part of it #literal horse girl!!!!!! #summer is TOOOOOOO. being very obsessed w fitting in #which is obvs like. a Teenager thing but u understand right. #THESE R VERY SIMPLIFIED EXPLANATIONS ‼️‼️ im just lazy rn #but Trust me. theyre all sooo autistic its unreal. a world where neurodivergent is the norm and neurotypical is the minorty… #oh and as for the queer part. well theyve all (minus morty) had a same gender relationship in the show #and ill live and die by rick and morty being trans.

[parkercore-69]

The age old question of: Do i find these men attractive or do i just wish i looked like them?

the answers both, i think- i think it’s both.

#i’ve got that brunette white boy genre gender envy #adam stanheight #literally all leigh whannell roles tbf #josh hutcherson #specifically futureman #future man #will graham #hannibal #struggling to get through hannibal cuz everytime will grahams in shot (which unsurprisingly is a lot) my only tw thoughts r ‘fit’ n ‘goals’ #andrew garfield #just like #spider-man #as a whole really #i am spider-man #but only when im drunk #i think spider-mans a universal trans thing though #oh yeah #trans #thats me!

[gwenlena]

straight girls are always in love with the shittiest cis men ever they should be in love with me instead <3

#this post is about being #transhet #i love being transhet #unfortunately all regular dating apps r hell is youre trans and im too good at bestie zoning all of my girl friends #im always like 'oh i love your eyeliner its so pretty :)' and that gives off friendly vibes unfortunately #not unfortunately i love my friends #ive lost all the lesbian rizz i was so good at being a lesbian smh #this got so off topic anyway

[77ngiez]

project sekai is crazy because literally every character is queer trans neurodivergent physically disabled or some combination of the above

#and im not talking abt hcs im talking abt actual coding #minori is very explicitly in love with haruka #harukas is less obvious but she clearly returns minoris feelings as well #shizuku is so obviously nd [likely autistic but she could read as a number of other things] #airi is incredibly trans coded [that one event + her fes card] #mizuki is canonically trans #ena has ptsd in some format due to her fathers abuse and shes also got a lot of cluster b traits #kanade has ptsd from what happened with her father and wlw and physically disabled coded #mafuyu. oh gd. the cdd coding the transmasc coding the girlkisser coding. #anhane is basically canon #touya is autistic coded as is nene and ichika #shiho is nd #everybody in l/n likes girls #ichika is aro coded #and autistic like i said #saki is canonically physically disabled #akito [like ena] has some measure of ptsd from his father #akito and touya r both mlm coded #rui literally compares himself to a famously gay scientist in jp [FUCK THE EN LOCALIZATION OF THAT BTW] #emu is VERY CLEARLY AUDHD and somewhat wlw coded #nene is also wlw #tsukasa comes across as very nd #all of wondershow is aspec coded as well #and oh gd ive been talking a while i need yo shut up #but like. MAN. man. [goes crazy] #77ngiez.txt #can u guys tell ive been thinking abt pjsk lately

[noise-misato-3-twink-eater]

Roomie and I ran into this based license plate. Hey doll, did you know you parked around the corner from the biggest fucking Trap House in the Bay?

#get it cuz we r all traps ell oh ell #my space #trans #transfem #girls like us

[ghostbnuy]

the thing is i think that like. afab and amab as terms arent like. a bad thing?? like if you're talking about urself and ur assigned gender happens to be relevant and is preferrable to another descriptor (eg if ur dysphoric abt ur body to some it may be easier to say ur agab rather than describing ur features) or describing a situation where thats relevant then like. sure! its just like any other word u just use it cus it makes sense- (note this only applies if YOU'RE using the term when you're talking about YOURSELF)

the problem is that when other people use or ask for someone's agab there's some kind of weird implication that it somehow changes how you behave, and that based on that you can put people into a new binary which shouldnt exist and negatively effects all trans people

people ask if you're amab expecting that to mean you're inherently more patriarchal, dangerous, "masculine" - and if you're afab expecting that to mean you're inherently more quiet, sweet, "feminine" - and BOTH of these fucking suck!!

#im only talking abt transfems in the tags purely because thats my own experience - thats not to say that it doesnt affect all trans people #please feel free to add on your own experiences too if you want to share!! /gen #the amount of times transfems have been accused of being inherently more misogynistic for being amab is fucked up #as if thats some kind of inherited trait from how you're born like what the fuck are you talking about #and its always without any proof as well obviously its just the terfs and radfems making bullshit claims again #except that it also often comes from other queer people telling us that we need to unlearn bigoted ideas that we dont even have #because we're born as boys?? like what the fuck does that even mean what are you implying?????? #its so annoying when people tell us to 'unlearn our misogynistic ideas' that we apparently magically absorbed (because we're men ofc) #when we fucking experience it ourselves #like. what r u talking about #oh also one thing i forgot to mention is that agab is . generally very exclusive of intersex people

[istherewifiinhell]

OKAY OKAY. u wanna hear about tfs being double trans

[VD:  A clip of transformers: Earthspark of Nightshade (they/them), a young terran transformer still in their protoform speaking about identity with Tarantulas (he/him), a spider alt moded transformer, in his mausoleum turned lab]

Full transcribe below

Outside, in a cemetary, Nightshade steps out from behinda statue. Speaking coyly: Oh, perhaps... I could help you work?

Tarantulas: I... might have use for an assistant. If you follow my instructions, implicitly.

NS, sprinting past into the mausoleum excited: I'll prepare the work station!!!

Tanrantus looks down, follows.

NS, excited looking around: This webbing is so verstile, a truly ingenious design.

T: Yes, yes it is Nightshade. [beings working] most fail to properly appreciate my inventions.

Nightshade watches him work: Not even other decepticons?

Tarantulas, bitterly: Especially other decepticons [actives the device, projecting a human hologram] And to think, once this device is complete, I will pass for human. I won't be BOUND by restrictive labels like autobot, or decepticon anymore. [hologram fails to pick up a rock, Tarantulas taps at the device, and the hologram succedds] At last, I will be free.

NS: Isn't that a contradiction though? [Retrives a compotent part] You'll be free, but also hiding?

T: Ah, y-you'll understand. Once you choose an alt form.

NS: But I don't want an alt form. 

Tarantulas addresses Nightshade directly: You are a transformer, another mode is your birth right. [returns to working]

NS: I see no need for one, aren't I sufficient as I am?

T: Young one, alt forms aren't meant to complete you, as though you have a missing part. They further express who you already are.

Nightshade looks complative at Tarantulas: I haven't heard it explained that way before... This is why you've chosen such a unique appearance.

T: Yes, I will always be Tarantulas. And you, Nightshade, however you may appear, who will you be?

NS: I'll be me! A sciencist. A protector, someone who... helps thoses in need [smiles]

Tarantulas, awkward and moved: I- I am glad for it. No one's ever been so generous to me... I [Goes back to working abruptly, changing tone] It is a gift, to know yourself so well, so young. Take pride in it.

A zanny montage of them working together starts, and the clip cuts. END

#some shit #its not called cisformers #<- WOO HOO WHOOOOO #THISSSSS what had me yelling... one of the things that had me yelling. HBFJH BUT U KNO!!!!!! THIS IS EVERYTHING IVE WORK TOWARDS EXPRESSING #nightshade is trans in both a HUMAN way ANDDDDD a tf way. whereas tarantulas is (as far as we know) trans only in a tf way. #AND! ADDITIONALLY!!!!!!! what to we owe children in our society????? #well if ur a creepy spider sciencist ur gonna. creepy spider science. BUT. SEEING A KID. WHO PERHAPS. #COULD USE ur transgender spider wisdom.LIKE??? #YES SIRREE! those labels r so resitrictive. kid. all u need to be is urself. this is just an extra way (MODE.. oh i get it) to express that #ARE U KIDDING ME. YELLING> YELLLLLLLINGGGGGGGGG. #also hes so fucking awkward bud. lmao <3. #trans bird saga

[m-kyunie]

elegance.

#dgm #D.Gray-Man #Alma Karma #cw blood #my head is filled w thoughts of Alma as a bride in a huge kitsch 80s dress #okay maybe not 80s more 60s/70s. thinking of my moms dress actually so #lots of lace long gloves puffy sleeves swooping neckline muah smtg guady #UGH or Princess Diana's oh exactly like that #just think about how past!Alma wldve thought abt potentially getting married and starting a family 'after the war' #Her covering Her face as an Akuma saying 'don't look at me' lives in my head forever. her excorcist uni #is quite tradtional and seems unpractical for battle but its def feminine to the MAX #so just. idk how to explain it but the body dysphoria i guess #Alma wanting tofit that echo of pretty but being all wrong for it. hair too dark to unruly adams apple sharp angular broad all wrong #wanting to be soft and slim and pretty pretty pretty.hiding it under layers of clothes and lace and accessories... #or being basicly the same height as Kanda and lamenting over it like nonono this is all wrong #tearing at their hair and picking the skin and scratching and ripping the dress and breathing awful #'not pretty not a woman will never be Her for //Him// never be enough' mentality #evevn tho Kanda literally does not fucking care about any of that like it doesnt even cross his mind hello hes trans duh they all r #idk i interpret them both as slightly diff like Alma seems much more in-tune w Her on an unconscious level its very emotional = turmulious/ #VS Kanda who is very mentally inflicted its very physical and obsessive/conious thought near impossible to ignore ie the lotus n Her vision #so they act diff bc the influence of their Other is different. idk what im trying to say anymore actually. lmk if that makes sense T-T #ALL THAT JUST TO SAY I WANTED TO DRAW ALMA IN A WEDDING DRESS LMFAO IM SORRY IM CRAZY

[orthodoxxing]

getting pissed off that the [redacted] url like perfect spelling is run by a cryptoterf. u dont deserve to use her name....

#its also so annoying as well when u search trans on these blogs #and then the first results r always moaning and crying abt how the world is prejudiced abt lesbians and say theyre all transphobic #and how horrible that u cant even breathe without ppl accusing u of being a terf #and then u scroll down and its like. oh! ...but you are tho! hope this helps<3 #like if ur only complaint abt the terf side of radfem tumblr is that they're 'single issue minded'... bestie. #and also re: the lesbians are transphobic stereotype like yes obviously YOU individually do fulfil that brief #but otherwise its such a niche chronically online problem? im out irl and no one has ever assumed im a transphobe bc im a lesbian #if anything they assume im gonna b more sympathetic bc im also lgbt. which is true #idk. tumblr sure is a place i guess

[transzilla]

Forcemasc doesnt have to be like a trans boy fetish thing you can be cis and forcemasc cis people. Idk i just find it annoying when i see these cis men making forcemasc blogs about their cuntboy tboy boy pussy female to male fetish fetish for tboys kink ftm fetish. If u follow me with a blog like that you're really fucking irritating like get out of my ass

#like i dont do anything with cis people in mind this is not for u #its so funny like years ago cis gay guys r all oh i could never be with a trans man now youre all on grindr like i need a ftm female

[obscenicon]

What trans men have done to plaidos is fucking vile. I remember years ago she was defending one of her transmasc mutuals and I sat and thought "one day she'll regret this when they turn on her". And they did.

i mean. it hasnt just been trans men. its been tme people generally

#i think this is. kind of a sad mindset anon #i understand why but #trans men arent all going to turn on you. i promise #theres a whole lot of us who will be here for yall and stick up for you when things r bad #i dont know if its super healthy to go 'oh shes gonna regret being nice to transmascs one day...' #👻

[bookwyrminspiration]

PRIDE MONTH WIN GOT ASKED IF I’M A BOY OR A GIRL FOR THE FIRST TIME !!

#pride month #queer #genderqueer #all caps #listen i know it’s not entirely because of my appearance #but!! my appearance and how I dress is enough to clue some people in enough to ask! #younger teen at the volunteer orientation today who was sitting next to me introduced herself and then asked for my name and pronouns #and i don’t think she asked for pronouns from anyone else #because she said I reminded her of her trans brother #she thinks her brother and I would get along well #and she pointed out some similarities in interest (like how I dress and my eyeliner) #speaking of which!! I got four separate compliments on my eyeliner in like one hour! #spider web eyeliner ftw #but anyway. that was nice :) #she looked at me leaned in and was like…r u a boy or a girl? and i said neither :) #very very fun #OH ALSO!!! #i successfully socialized! and made people laugh with my silly jokes when I was doing my role play bit #they were political jokes because that was the role I was assigned #check out the hot new book abo it Biden. it’s called. Biden #makes sense in context okay I promise they all laughed you gotta believe me #anyway OUGH that was a lot and I’m doing even more tomorrow!!! #summer reading program let’s go #Im the one and only adult #because it’s 13-18 and I’m now officially an adult #wild