you tell your mother im sorry, ill pay you back. im sorry, ill clean up the mess. you tell your mother im sorry you spent all that time carbonating me inside yourself just for me to end up the way i am.
you tell your mother im sorry, i love my sadness so immensely, i don’t know who i am without it & what you mean is i have not come home without expecting someone else to be in my spot at the dinner table in so long, im not sure i was ever born to belong in the first place.
Twenty, by Silas Denver Melvin
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he called me 6 times in 2 hrs.
my friends are saying it’s giving major crazy, controlling and chaotic vibes and to stay away.
honestly, it’s just making me wet.
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As of today, i am dating two boys and have a friends with benefits.
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no, i don’t want to be mature and communicate.
i want to be a crazy bitch.
it’s called mental illness and i enjoy it.
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no, i’m not ready to do the work. i’m ready to lie down and die. what part of suicidal don’t you understand??
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i got a new job!!!!!!!
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remember, your parents and family only know you off your meds. They don’t know what you can really accomplish. Don’t listen to them and don’t let them hold you back.
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turning on She-ra because your chest aches with the need to cry but you just can’t, and you know Catra would understand
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parents: tell me everything, i’ll be your best friend
also parents: you’re wrong to feel that way. Stop it.
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like serious, i’m over it. So fucking over it.
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Saw a dime on the ground today and picked it up. i made a joke about this meaning i would “find a dime”.
On the way to the bus stop, had a surprise interaction with a guy and gave him my number! i think i found my dime!
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https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/ohmehohmai/687504962869133312
OP is the beautiful person, it's his own videos on his own tumblr. He is also on youtube, as hybrid calisthenics, and on twitter, as hcalisthenics, and tiktok as hybridcalisthenics, and I'm 100% sure I've talked to him on reddit, but I don't remember his name there
Wow how did i miss that? Thank you so much for telling me! i followed&& i’m going to follow him on YouTube. This is EXACTLY the type of fitness influencer the world (and sad little people like me) need.
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