#ok! yeah. im not really doing well LMAO!

[can-of-slorgs]

Final surprise boop attack for @yowassupitsred!!

Faeran would 100% be really obnoxious about Calamari, and would intentionally make others appreciate her boopings haha.

(Secret second boop attack to @starbiology in revenge to the april fools war because even though i didn't know if you had any characters, I think of her as your character by this point and I found this scenario hilarious in my mind)

#neopets #neotag #gelert #vin doods #vin memes #technically at least JKSHSJ #I'm so sorry for the late response!! I didn't want to basically leave u on nothing and I had had this sketch saved for a week by this point #nice gelert my dood had some fun drawing him hahaha #it was only appropiate to draw Faeran for this case #also yeah i just found out Schnellys are cross eyed forever its just a characteristic for them #anyways its very late for me i had a really rough day at the lab lmao #my back hurts so much but i needed to come home and finish this or i'd have gone mad by how late im doing this #also Star Im sorry if i drew her completely off i haven't practice humans in a while D: #ur blog was a great reference on how to draw her when canon images are just... yeah #also idk why i drew my dog so little he's not that short but oh well #she's on a pedestal idk #ok too much rambling i should probably stop writing so much on tags #but year that's just about it hope u like the images!! the boop war was really fun and i just needed to draw something to save that moment

[vcrnons]

technically yes i did leave my old job but you wouldn’t believe it with the way i am still somehow at their beck and call

#shut up j #work chronicles #‘oh they want you to certify for this trial’ ‘ok well im already busy covering their clinic this morning so i cant do that’ #‘mmmm yeah but they really really want you to certify’ #WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO #i cannot be in two places at once and i most certainly cannot do two ******** activities at the same time #do they want me to see their patients or do they want me to take test images and more importantly WHEN WILL I STOP BEING THEIR BITCH i left #for a reason 😭😭😭😭😭 #gonna commit violent crimes before the end of the day don’t worry about it #(violent crimes : sit in this room and sulk but ultimately say nothing because they do in fact have me under their thumb until I leave the #trust entirely. i fear.) ( who gives af about me and what I want though right) (lmao)

[undermostcorgi]

the media which consumes your entire soul at age 12 will forever be a part of you. this is an unavoidable consequence of living and you have to accept this fact. no matter how old you get, no matter how long it has been since you last saw its smug face peeking out from the bushes as it follows you, no matter if you think you have outrun it for good and that you're finally finally safe and you hardly even remember it exists anymore and your brain knows a few brief moments of true peace, it WILL catch up to you in your moment of weakness. and listen you don't want to hear this but sometimes this is necessary for your mental health. you will on instinct want to reject it and run away again but sometimes. sometimes you just need to watch that old show or listen to that silly song or read that weird book again as an adult and it will hurt you a little bit in various little ways but it will also heal you a little bit. you can call it nostalgia you can call it connecting with your inner child or whatever you want but just listen to me it WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TOO AT SOME POINT AND YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED FOR THIS (i am forcibly dragged off the stage by security)

#heed my warning boy #it seems i am not well today #recently made the reluctant decision to revisit what was probably my VERY FIRST real hyperfixation #something that i don't necessarily want to mention by name right now because. well #its pretty objectively bad LOL like i dont think i know of ANYONE still posting about it or really proud of having liked it back in the day #i dont think it is as well known to the general public so it wont get me hunted down for sport even if i did name it probably hopefully #but for those who know its. probably not the best thing to be revisiting lmao (even though i think it might still be being made?? wtf) #but i felt i had to because i was about to start my period and was going crazy insane like you do you know how it is #and i randomly remembered a fanfic i loved and then remembered my fav character and how much i loved him #my actual first ever blorbo oh my GOD he was everything to me #so i reluctantly decided to rewatch “just the first few episodes” just to see how much i remembered and also to prove to myself it sucks #but surprise surprise: nostalgia and hormones are making me actually kind of enjoy it #and now i am suffering from fucking Catholic-like Guilt for not hating it which i think is pretty silly lmao #so im kind of posting this in an attempt to convince myself that its like. FINE and cringe is dead and all that #and that sometimes i gotta be nice to my little mentally ill brain and give it the junk food (bad media) it craves #ESPECIALLY when im on my period LMAO #anyway completely unrelated: why the FUCK do i still remember almost every single fucking word to the delicious tomato song SDHJFKSAJF #i hope no one actually reads this far in the tags bc i know that reveal will probably deal psychological damage to some of you LMAO SORRYYY #ok yeah posting this and then immediately going to bed so that the Haters cant reach me LOL SEE YA

[munamania]

um yall… sam’s roommate pulled up to coffee like. um. dressed like this. btw. and their hair is just like. a better fluffier mullet. is this surprising

#just wanna express what i’m dealing with btw because the hair thing sort of hit me like a truck earlier and then i was like #well girl wait… literally… come on lmao… also we both wore sweatervests hashtag twinem #it’s so chill though coffee was really fun #we ended up hanging for like two hours and then i was like fuckkkkk g2g to class and they walked w me partway there #and then almost dapped me up gave me a hug at the worst possible intersection there were so many people walking fuck the construction fr #but like. yeah it was chill im glad i reached out even tho like idk things r... ok.. w sam but we’re certainly not like 🤞 #and i think they just had a semi recent breakup and drama and im like. um. largely unwell #and need 2 just get through this semester so i rlly forced myself to chill and go in with no expectations and it was just :-) #i was charmed by how passionate he was talking abt the weather and stuff like within minutes of meeting #i was listening to a very excited spiel about el nino and the tornadoes in wisconsin and etc oh and they came up w an ocean fact for me #and also ugh they played piano for so long growing up and can still like. do it. fucckcjkkk. and demonstrated #this rlly odd chord. um. like stretching and flexing their hand. srrryy lol i’m just giggling #lol and i mentioned my hair journey at one point and they were like ‘yeah? tell me about it’ shut UP… oh and also #knew exactly the stairwell i was talking abt when i described my favorite and we managed to chat abt that ugh it was so dorky #like. aw wow this person is just really cool #i also think they’re stupid hot but like idk since we actually um communicated and etc it's taken out a lot of the #tendency i had/have to be like 'sigh what if -' and er mythologize ppl. i suppose could be said. like aw we're just yapping and we're loyal #story likers now and if they ever want to just like make out sometime that’s so chill but regardless like we ball 💪 #yayyyyyayyyyy me when i can be normal about things!!!!! 🫶🙈 #abby talks

[turtle-seance]

... the other good thing about my family not following this blog is i can also uh. say things that are not terrible jokes

#talk tag #leo.txt #'oh but isnt everything you say a joke' common misconception actually! only most things are. hope this helps <3 #like mayb 70-80% of things. 90% if im really feelin it #look its not my fault im just naturally funny and charming and handsome etc etc. what can u do <3 #..anyway umm um. dont tell anyone but the touch starvation has been hitting real hard lately #like man a lot of the rest of this stuff i could like . deal with. like Yeah not being seen or heard sucks but at least theres #the goggles for that right #but theres not. like. touch goggles thatd be weird. idk how that would even work #and its like. i feel bad for complaining when donnie is working so hard to make me a body #and im HERE and my family can see and hear me again and like . i am grateful for that! i just #mannn idk. i miss touch </3 #ok anyway enough cringe (aka emotions) posting for the night LMAO uummmm look over there- [disappears] #see. ghost joke #no fr though im good i just gotta yell into the (non separate dimensional) void sometimes. u know how it is #ok well. probably not really bc all of you are alive but like #... at least as far as i know. hey if any of you are ghosts you have to tell me or its entrapment. for legal reasons this is a joke

[princekirijo]

I'm like "oh I love character design character design is my passion!!!" until I have to choose colors

#fuck colors all my homies hate colors #im so bad at it 😭 #cause its like ok i have the values #i know what i want to highlight #i have color meanings #but putting them togethrr is so 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #and the best part is i cant even decide on what color fits riku best 🧍 #do i got blue purple red something eles idfk 😭 #yeah this is me redesigning his thief outfit AGAIN lmao #but i actually think its ready this time #the only thing is i took heavy inspiration from dm€ #<dont want it to show up in tags #and its really annoying me 😿 the vibes fit riku so well but i dont want people to go “oh so hes cosplaying dante or nero lol” #ots like no the swag just fits him and it ties in with pimpernels shape language so well #i would love a second opinion but im way too cowardly to ask anyone 😿 because i dont want to bother or annoy em 😿 #sorry to be all woe is me ill get it through it lmao

[todayisafridaynight]

there are very VERY few fictional characters i could openly say with my whole chest i’d be chill hanging out in the same room with but like kiryu, ryuji, shinada, and saejima ?? yeah they’re probably chill to hang with i prob wouldn’t run to the bathroom and escape through the window

#snap chats #making my tier list #ok i actually should though but Ugh i dont want to get all those pictures #anyways yeah no i could actually imagine myself hanging with any of these blokes #i think i've had two ryuji dreams at this point tho LMAO i miss his weird mom van with the leopard print curtain #like kiryu and saejima would prob just make me think of my dad so like sure it'd be awkward but the same kind of awkward i feel round my dad #like 'i dont really hang with you but i dont hate you we're fam' and then i'd drink an irish coffee and it'd be cool #shinada's just an actual homie. i should add ichi to this list but i feel like his energy would scare me #i dont do well with people who have high energy and ichi is my love my life my everything but i know myself #im lying he's a gamer we could be besties #idk why i could easily think i could chill with ryuji like everything i know bout myself tells me otherwise but idk #just seems like a chill dude to hang with #all these other bitches if i look at them i'll either cry vomit or do both

[transgenderdragons]

john ref jumpscare ahh!!!!!! ive decided hes part cow instead of part goat <3

#licherally the only reason this ref got done was my brain being like 'wouldnt he be cute as a cow' and me going 🤯🤯🤯 #he looks really short compared to athenas ref but i prommy theyre the same height im just shit at proportions 🙏 #tha burn scars arent super well done jst bc i needed a basic map of where they would go not anything super detailed #oh yeah and his hair is longer now... i changed his design so much lmao #my art #my ocs #oc: john #do i need to trigger tag for cow teats question of the day #oh i dont think i ever even mentioned the Burn Lore...... whell basically his house esploded #ye olde polycule #its so funny that this ref looks nice than athenas bc i did theirs on my puter and i did this one on my phone like. ok hashtag slay ig?

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ok. i just need to express something that is genuinely v funny to me #i was having dinner with my family and idk my sister asked my parents who their fave kid was and they were like idk we have no fave #and my other sister heard this like: oooo r we comparing whos the favorite? and of us 3 i think she things shes the best #bc her ego is huge and shes v self involved so i was like: y do u think u r the favorite? and she said: i make the most money. im the most #successful. im the best looking. im thr fastest. i have the best social skills #and thr fact that she listed being thr fastest runner as a reason she should b thr favorite kid is extremely funny to me. like is this a #physical race lmao???? also i dont think she has thr best social skill my youngest sister has lots of friends and is a teacher for small #kids. i think her social skills r better and shes wayyyyy nicer. and i pointed out that shes an abrasive person to b around and she was #like: well yeah i dont treat my friends like i treat u guys. which is extremely true. everyone things shes so nice. but its like. if u kno #ur being horrible to us y do u do it??? like i change my behavior to avoid being made fun of by u??? u make me think the world is a worse #place bc ur point of view is so judgemental. also u r extremely bratty and entitled and i dont understand. u r the only one of us 3 like #this??? all my negative self talk sounds word for word like the things u say. and after this trip ill probably add *baby voice* whats #wrong? r u too scared? to the list. idk i really dont get her. she didnt even kno i was starting my phd in the fall. i dont think she #initiated any conversation with me this whole trip #also she makes like 60k a year routing trucks for pepsi which is fucking unhinged to me. like bro it does not sound hard at all and in the #fall ill b making a barley livable wage busting my ass as a grad student. the work to pay ratio is way unbalanced #whatever. she isn't a horrible person. she is very funny. both my sisters r tbh and no one makes me laugh like them #which just makes me sad that we dont connect. anyway. im done bitching for now. ill have positive things to say later once i get back #into the swing of things #unrelated

[elegyofthemoon]

>_> okay now im realizing i might have to start thinking about making some jibashiri... but augh effort.

#that and also im like >:I about the jibashiri in general but thats bc i love the sunchildren sm (my kids) #so im like 'ohh....i dont wanna hurt yall :(' #but yeah i do feel like im gonna have to make some jibashiri characters. #idk how MANY i really need but ... yeah #for the sunchildren #snow speaks #i did think about like just One main guy who is present in all the kids stories (hes just extremely old) by orupeusu's story #but idk.... idk man.... #also who would put him in charge? #i would figure that aberaku would first be in charge before sunchildren come along and suddenly jibashiri were a thing.... #...well ig i have to determine first how did the jibashiri come about #AUGHHHHH EFFORT #its fine its ok it just means more exploring in enka and thats ok!!! i love and miss it sm #other things to look forward to after this exam #or maybe to relax i will but we'll see how stressed i will be lmao #'i got u bro' silas pls get me through this week man

[causticsunshine]

my friend in tattoo school worked on me today 💗

first one is a fine line quote in my bro’s (very childlike) handwriting on my left arm, and second is the (beginning of a) parkour tattoo on my right thigh, also for my bro 🥰

#i’m gonna get the parkour one touched up and added onto later #i kinda had to tap out on the shading lmao so it will be filled in around the letters #and i’ll level out the bottom before adding some floral and geometric motifs around it #tbh it’s totally fine with me if the lettering part never turns out ‘perfect’ anyway like the whole idea is a big inside joke #that has to do with injuries and my bro doing parkour growing up #so it feels kind of fitting as is? #i just want to tidy up the letters even out the bottom arch and finish filling it #and then add a bunch of fun stuff around that’s really clean and ‘pretty’ #like my bro would like it already by concept alone and just be like ‘ok very you’ after adding all the pretty stuff around it #and bc they’re both memorial pieces that’s all i really want in the end 🫶 #but yeah considering my friend is still in tattoo school and quite early in still i’m really proud of them!! #the arm tattoo especially im v sentimental about and i’m so impressed w how well #they were able to emulate his handwriting so 💗💗 big win for my heart #alex talks

[wandermit]

i love (/s) accounts that just have,, the worst opinions on just abt everything. today i saw someone saying that people who think u shouldn't smoke anywhere u want r sensitive little snowflakes or whatever. like girl what

#a bunch of other nic addicts were like #yeah this is why i love post yugo they just let u smoke anywhereee 🥰😍 #like as a person living in post yugo just......... what............ #i hope u know all of post yugo is going to shit bc of stuff like this #they prolly encourage 14 y/os drinking like half of my country lmao #initially i made a really fucking angry reblog but then i got shy #n e way their excuse was like #oh well I have asthma and second hand smoke didnt do anything to ME #like girl yes it did?? ur literally a smoker now???????? #also does it ever occur to them that maybe some ppl. have sensory issues #or just dont want ur gross smoke all up in their face??? #ok im done sorry #juno complains #i hate ppl who smoke w me in closed spaces

[ironmanstan]

one of these days my dad is gonna realize what my school schedule is in the meantime he will continue to exist adjacently to me and never in the same space

#guy who brags constantly about me getting into my program and didnt realize th school im going to is like good #until he told one girl and she recognized the name and freaked out #and now he wont fucking quit with it #meanwhile: keeps complaining its gonna get real old driving me to school and please please learn to drive #i have class. 3 days a week. technically 2 bc one class is online and i only go in that day really late in the afternoon lmfaoooo #does he know this. no not at all. has actually not asked a question about what im gonna be doing #instead keeps worrying i have no future and keeps asking what career i want to go into and also is it animation its animation right #why not animation... oh well maybe you can transfer into animation later : ) #yeah ok. sure. why dont i transfer into animation so i can fucking smash a brick into my skull #screaming and dying he needs to go back to forgetting i am real he is paying too much attention to goings on now #idk how to relax and everything is coming up now and i feel like im dying slightly lmao. sitting at my desk working all weekend #working on what. who knows bc i hurt my shoulders too bad to do anything real. stressing myself out further for nothing #dies and explodes i should be excited and be doing fine but well lmao. lmao. i will probably feel better when i go in tomorrow #i dont know man ptsd brain is like nothing good can happen for long! standby for the other shoe to drop #and well it sure is coming to a head now bc getting in would be really. really good. so ofc the other shoe will drop right #i know it wont but my brain doesnt know that so fear sits in my whole body all day all night stress dream city baby #vent #ig #dies and explodes

[ruairy]

.

#it has really been a long time since ive drawn anything really abd like #sometimes i sit and wonder if I'll even remember how to draw my ocs when/if i get back into it #i dont even mean this in a depressing way but more of a like. weird object permanence kind of way #this is probably the longest ive ever gone without drawing ecen one thing and its really weird!!!! #what am i without my One defining trait which is being able to draw lmao #i can also write but i have no intention of ever posting my writings anywhere lol #i think i wpuld kind of like to start getting back into the art thing in the new year but!!!! #whos to say if that will happen #at this point in time i don't really care aside from when i look through my art and think aaaaaaaaa #i miss drawing #and then im like ok well im over it like two minutes later #sertraline is weird and also makes me wonder what spurred me to draw while i was unmedicated #i think it really was entirely for attention lmao #awful awful little gremlin that i used to be ( like a year ago) #i do miss my ocs though!!!! #yeah they live in my brain and are constantly rotating like sweetly glazed rotisserie chickens but i miss seeing them u get me #and unfortunately im the only one who can truly draw them the way they are intended to be #i kinda feel bad for them rn!!!!! they simply cannot exist without me and if i never draw again then they can never be known #on other news i wanna make a new pokemon oc to go alongside rua #they will never see the light of day but they'll just have to be ok with that

[orcelito]

Ok it's kinda rly fuckin weird that like. Ex assistant manager n me r like... idk things r still pretty awkward but it's not quite Tense anymore. Today she sent me the creme brulee recipe n gave me a few pointers & I asked for her to check it at a few points n like. It was just so Normal???? But it was the most I've talked to her in uhhhhhhhhhh like 3 months lol. Bc otherwise the only time she talked to me since everything went down was to tell me there was a gift card for someone to pick up at the front bar. Like THAT was really weird too bc it was the First Time she'd talked to me in so long and it was just so matter of fact. So Normal.

N idk. Idk how I feel about her bc like yea she made my life Suck for like 2 months but also I have short term memory re: interpersonal relationships n if someone is being nice to me in the current moment that's what exists and like everything is chill actually. Like should I still be mad? Probably. Am I? I don't really know.

#speculation nation #whoops thats exactly the trait i gave to discacc akira. that one is 100% from me. #except the resentment doesnt actually go away. it just sits there n at the first opportunity it EXPLODES out #but if things keep going well n theres no opportunity then even that resentment fades #anyways i have a shift tomorrow that overlaps almost entirely with hers #n i had a thought of like 'oh god i need to make sure i land in the back for that' #except like if i Was working front bar with her like. we could probably manage??? if shes chill like she was today #i dont know it's all so confusing. still almost feels like shes going to turn around n start yelling at me again #so yeah maybe im not over it maybe im still a wounded lil dude being like 'oh dear someone i thought of as a friend hates my guts and was #mean to me so now i need to quit my job and go hide under a rock for 3 months' #really the only reason i didnt quit was bc my tax return was so late in coming in. had i actually gone thru with it idk where id be #certainly not the new assistant manager in training to the bubble tea store ive worked at for like 5 years #but i dont know if it'd even be a bad thing to be gone. im happy n proud of being promoted n i do love the store #n i like my job when customers arent being terrible / i dont have to deal with them #ok it's almost midnight i didnt get enough sleep last night n im starting to resemble a blubbering blob on my couch #metaphorically. 0 tears in actuality bc im a bad bitch (& by that i mean emotionally stunted so i rarely cry) #see? see! right there. blubbering blob. self pity party. it's late and im sleep deprived and i need to . sleep.. #gotta stop being so pathetic lmao (impossible) #sleep. will be good for me. #maybe i'll listen to some music with my new ear buds. hmmm

[bobzora]

you could not pay me to care about what's been going on lately in hi3rd

#bobtalk #opened it for the first time since sirin released (it's an au version of her but she is my favorite nonetheless) and mann the ui change #it's lost its spirit. the g/enshin impactification... well. it's been on that train for a while #i miss hi3rd's small focused cast. and protag who is a character. im fond as fuck of starrail femc tho she's on my team as much as possible #anyway immediately closed it. opened star rail (also been a while on that front. last opened for kafka rerun. forrr like. 2 days. lmao) #(didn't get her the first time (lost 50/50 for c1(? what do they call it in star rail) bronya. which is fine. she's a hi3rd expy which is a #plus for me! lmao. don't care for this new mei's design but i also haven't met her. starrail in general has lots of samey designs) #(my team has seele and bronya on it which makes me go :) definitely not peak performance (wish i had silver wolf. and a good healer) but :) #checked and it looks like next new character is a quantum harmony which should have good seele synergy. especially if i had silver wolf. #which i don't. lol. #yeah kafka wouldn't've fit my team anyway...<-said with puppy dog eyes. yeah okay she's just hot that's the only reason i wanted her #maybe it's good i didn't get her because the only dot character i have to match her is fuckin. sampo. who i want Dead. #idgaf about a single guy in this game except welt and that's just because he's literally the same guy as from hi3rd. and my friend. #ok a couple of the other dudes are like. fine. im chill with dan heng...that's about it LMAO. #one of these days i need to reread hi3rd second eruption which is fucking peak <- sirin's biggest fan #you REALLY couldn't pay me to redownload g/enshin. #oh my math test? dont worry about it <3 ok? yayyy