#ok back to studying LMAO

[nullapophenia]

}WHAT GOOD IS A MACHINE IF IT CAN'T SERVE ITS PURPOSE?{

{what good are you if you can't protect them}

look ma, no hands! (i spent too much time on the weird belt thing. lol)

#isat #in stars and time #isat isabeau #hiiii im back i got possessed to do a follow up #ns.tiff #ok i am out of the tumblr search tags i can put my au tag in now #dear lisa; #for greater effect listen to 'revixy - is dead or alive remix' ive been looping that while drawing #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #technically revixy is the c-side to the mdp sequence. but yknow how it is #also! i was gonna draw hullbreaker's cg edits #but uh. see above #so! lol lmao #this was fun :) not a style study but i would like to do one #torn fabric / OTiF

[catfish-and-the]

i love crime and punishment because its so realistic. raskolnikov almost faints while trying to talk to someone? bitch me too !

#part 2 #ignore me #books #ok now i have to go back to studying lmao #rodion romanovich raskolnikov #raskolnikov #fyodor dostoyevsky #fyodor dostoevsky #dostoevsky #dostoyevsky #crime and punishment

[silenthillbunni]

📓🖊️

#maybe maybe one day i'll be ok?? #maybe i'll manage to get my high school diploma #maybe i'll get a student housing apartment in another city. maybe i can study to become a pre school teacher... #(not my dream job but the only job that seems possible for me) #maybe i'll be able to work on my anxiety and avpd and become more calm #maybe i'll be able to exercise the way i want nd become physically strong #maybe i'll be brave enough to try apps to make girl friends i can hang out with??? #maybe i'll get back into writing nd posting it. maybe i'llhave more fun w insta and taking photos again?? #maybe i'll fix my relationship w my sisters nd talk to them again?? #maybe if im lucky i'll meet someone who i fall in love w who falls for me too? maybe someone will one day choose to be with me?? #maybe i can get a real apartment nd have a job? maybe i can even live w a partner one day? and maybe i'll have friends? #maybe i wont be all alone forever?? maybe i wont feel this alienated nd isolated for my entire life?? #maybe maybe maybe my life can be alright....? can it really be? #i dont have much hope. but maybe??? plz plz plz let it be so let it be so #and maybe for now.. as im lower than i've ever been before.. #maybe i just need to be able to eat more normally again. then i can have my coffe chocolate moments w youtube #and i can watch kdramas nd have dinner. which are two moments that make me feel ok nd calm #<<< i feel ashamed abt it but comforting eating is a thing for me. im gnna be alone 4ever anyway so might aswell just accept thats how i am #so yeah maybe maybe i'll start feel a bit better when i can disconnect from everything nd just get immersed in a kdrama nd have dinner lmao #idk. i just dont feel like i'll ever have a real life. i'll never have what i dream abt (which isnt even much. just love.. just love lmao) #so then i can daydream nd live by reading books nd watching kdramas nd tv shows nd also write a lot #but ofc in my freetime bc i need a job w a stable income nd my own apartment. even if i dont love my job i need one that i can be ok with

[elegyofthemoon]

day one completely ouo)b✨ i can already see im about to learn a bunch but it helps that everyones pretty nice and helpful ! and i did a lot more than i was expecting bc i decided to push myself a bit more so WOOHOO FOR BEING COURAGEOUS

#snow speaks #work log #its so funny bc at first i was like 'omg this is gonan be the worst place ever im gonna die doing this' #but actually. ok i can do this #i think majority of it was just being discouraged the past several months so #admittedly i ammmmm very rusty on material BUT at least i have a good basis #do i treat myself? no lmao #i thought id just play observer today but eheh decided yknow what its better to just dunk yourself in than teeter so >:3 #anyways so bc everyone was confused what to do w me they just let me go home and now i get to study adslfjh #its a transition phase once i get back into the feel then ill be chill and cruising B) #ill stop logging when i start getting busier im just trying to hype myself up LOL

[bangcakes]

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#im sorry but if he really was waiting for me yesterday im gonna have a whole meltdown like oh my GOD?????? #like THATS??????????????? #n like... ugh that fuckin asshole that said something to him OHHHHHHH !!!!! UGH. #like....... god. ...... .. theres no other explanation. like usually he leaves right away ok. well until he started waiting for me NDNNDMDM #but to do that after an exam... when he like.... just wants to get out of there n study for the next one.... #o bro i cant handle this. thats so sweet wtf..... like....... HHHHHHHHHHH GOD. #this Has to be going somewhere like i cant be imagining this. i cant be #n not only would he have wanted to get outta there bc of having to study.... he also literally doesnt like talking to anyone except me n #one of my other friends JDNDMDMDMMDMDMSM #and like he would have been waiting awhile bc like over 20 mins went by between him leaving n my other friend leaving... and then after tha #god im so sad...... i wish that JERK hadnt said anything to him. i bet he would have stayed 😭😭😭😭😭 #hhhhhhhhhhh........ #n e way NDNNDNDNDMDMMD. im gonna see this until the end.... like lmao theres Something here i can tell...... #and like okay even if we just end up friends... like ok maybe i'll be crushed but JDJJDJDJDJDJFJ hes so cute. i wanna keep him forever..... #n like god. hes even cute in a grumpy way which... god thats my weakness forever im just 🥺🥺🥺 #its just !!!! hes so honest !!! like always says what hes feeling n then once he says it hes over it. like idk hes perfect to me JZJJZJZJZJ #GOD. im so obsessed. help #and like GOD. i really keep coming back to this post and adding more im JUST..... #his eyes are so kind. like i cant even explain this. i just ... god hes so cute..... #personal

[todayisafridaynight]

tumblr stop trying to copy twitter and for the love of god please improve your tagging system i just want to find A Post using keywords i know should work

#snap chats #stop making me comb through hundreds of asks of people calling my faves mid or assholes and me being cringe in responses #absolutely doing tremendous amounts of mental damage to me #anyway no i was trying to find that post of me comparing aoki's face to sawashiro and ikumi's #since i forgot i wanted to link that in my Face Studies Ask response #but alas. I Cannot Find It so i guess i shouldnt be TOO mad i posted that ask early ??? #or. 'early'. whatever we know what i mean #ive already revised it like five times since posting it LMAO I JUST KEPT CATCHING THINGS #im not touching it anymore though i promise whatever i wrote we're just gonna have to deal sorry everyone #back on topic though i tried looking through every reasonable tag and keyword that shouldve worked and Yeah No Dice #if anyone finds that post. i cant promise any reward but i will say thank you with a lot of exclamation points #cause i do like that post i made...... as it does tackle one of my fave topics.... #ok im sleepy and i am Probably streaming tomorrow so bye bye #guaranteed sneaking in a few routes of shadow the hedgehog in the morn.. #dont worry i have a lil rgg drawing planned :] nothing major or. spectacular. just drawing daigo for the first time in a thousand years #was given a vision while laying on the couch watching my bro play shantae... #ok bye fr now jesus fucking christ i always dO THIS--

[cloudishmagma]

Eve and Peony hanging out

Girl talk is fun talk

Peony Hemlock-> @hemlock-haven

#cloudishmagma #other's ocs #peony hemlock #hpm.oc #bld oc #I skipped studying to do this lmao #I really enjoyed drawing them together #a bit hard to find poses to have anatomy correct but for this one I got frustrated and just said Fuck it #eve watts #ok so Eve is a bit of a home hermit #she likes being with her computer and comfy cuz she can just lounge all day on the sofa #but thts horrid for her physique #here comes mama bear Peony #actively forces Eve to hang out outside to get that vitamin D #it aint gonna absorb itself afterall #eve gets it and complies. she does need to get tf out #so they head out to the park #they got some snacks and start talking #featuring: Peony laughing at the size difference between James and Eve #and Eve trying to get back at her but she is too embarrassed to say anything #my gurl only excels at computer related shit #at the end of the day they are friends and Eve is really grateful to have Peony #and she got her vutamin D #next stop: working out

[linguenuvolose]

I love learning Portuguese it's so fun it's so rewarding it's head in I can already say so much even if it's dead wrong because I believe I'll still be understood. It's so much love it's so much improvisation it's so much linguistics I'm <33

#very interesting thing I'm realising is that I often make use of the Spanish I know to improvise words #idk I want to study my brain because I just spoke some Portuguese to myself and it went better than I thought #(while yes I did hear my accent and I said that's a travesty and also I don't know the language so I can't say if it was right or not lmao) #but while when I speak French I often feel like it's through Italian it doesn't really feel like that with Portuguese? #ok maybe yes but in another way? like it's much more building blocks and the grammar is fresher in my mind and obv more basic #(I say it's not through Italian but still I spit out a cioè every two sentences haha) #idk it's fascinating to me #also once again realising how my definition of 'speaking' a language for me personally is so high #the joy and the curse of knowing a language family very well #also it's fun to learn a language again langblr gang we were right back in 2015 #snicksnack #langblr

[sylwanin-was-right]

I did not want to nor need to see aonung and neteyam m.pre.g fanart but of course they tagged it as "avatar the way of water" and I was gonna see it against my will anyway

#need a major psychological study on m.pre.g enjoyers i genuinely cannot grasp that shit lmao #and to project that into two teenage boys is just..... are u ok? #i doubt they were an adult too so its like why in the WORLD are u teen girls into this shit scanfnwnfnwnfnnwnd #anyway. my eyes are bleached and the tag is blocked. back to business #oel.mine #neteyam #aonung #contains pic

[aofikofi]

hi tumbl people, here go to pinned post, for au plot brainrot :D

too much to copy paste here lmao

#ao text #fantasy desert au #also dont tell op how the royalty au is ship shush shush #i was Conflicted on how to break the news to her lmao help #ok now i go back to studying ← lying #oh oh btw if u wanna drop by my askbox with stuff related to it feel free:D

[leomae]

Yea sex is cool but have you ever experienced the feeling of having a plant that died for like months and then suddenly came back to life

#My plants are my children so this brought a lot of joy to my heart #And you won't believe how it came back to life like this shit is insaaaane #I know there are a lot of studies about this but I'm a little bit sceptic about things untill i see/try them myself #The thing is that i used to sit next the plant and just talk to it as if it was a person #Sometimes I'll just stare softly at itt #AND THAT'S ITT #No water and no shit #Ok I have healing powers and no one can change my mind #But i gotta figure out how to consciously use them first lmao #Next to*

[sugaroto]

Tiktok realized I was feeling off with my friend before I did

#pov: you slowly start hating your bsf *song on the back sick of your voice sick of your face sick of~* #and i was like whaattt noooo i dont hate *him* and thought of that one while at the time we supposedly were a trio #i saw two tiktoks like that #and then he send me one like 'haha why is tiktok showing me that?' or something #haha lmao dude same!! i also saw 2 of those i dont understanddd #and its been months #and just the other day i was talking with my mom and i told her how I felt and how hes been annoying me for no reason or done/said stuff #that bothered me #sbsjjsjs #and also. the last months im speaking daily with someone else and maybe not even exchange a word with my 'bsf' even though we sit together #in the bus and like- when sometimes i compare the 2 of them or how their reactions to stuff i say are- #idk i feel like hes constantly judging me or doesn't care about what I have to say so sometimes i dont even bother #like at this point im looking forward to the days hes not taking the bus back home so i can listen to music instead of sitting in silence #its an unspoken rule to always sit on the same place and i dont want to break it. even though the other day he was like 'sit on the front #cause im studying' #ahhshs ugh the other day I was like 30 minutes anxious he would judge me about something I did wrong but he never did #like am i just making shit up?? idk sometimes he just annoys me and i feel like an asshole cause we've been friends for so many years but #i do feel a better treatment by the new people im hanging out with most of the time like; #i never pay attention when you talk/oh yeah i remember that random thing you mentioned last year #and like i get he doesn't care about what we were talking about but literally saying 'i never pay attention to you 2' like ok. why even #talk to each other then? ... Also im sick of everyone who says shit like 'once we graduate we'll never see each other again' like yeah #if you have an attitude like that. like half of us are neighbors. i literally heard someone say 'can we be friends until july to go to the #concert?' and the other person was like why are you talking like that why wouldn't we be? and my bsf is one of those people who cant wait #to graduate and never return here #...oof ok im gonna go take a bath Goodbye #sugarenia talks #sugarenia diary #sugarenia has friends #sugarenia doesn't have friends

[terendelev]

Some of the ancient Calian screenshots from ARR 

#lmao #ok back to studying now

[elegyofthemoon]

got my schedule!!!!!

IT IS INCOMPLETE !!!!!!!

#work logs #snow speaks #your boy is going through it rn lmaooooo #but it was a good morning tho thank goodness i decided to ask a mentor if i could tag along this morning #i wouldve had the rest of the day off to study bc of a class i have to take but #i have to go meet w the director to figure out whats going on w it 😭😭😭 #at least if i start w this schedule ill be w the director to figure stuff out 😭😭 #i just feel bad bc i do like the other department i was working w so i have to go tell them i moved for now #will be back tho!!!! #oh wait a sec i just realized ill be back in ( ) #jdjdjfjdjjdjdjdjd u fr............. #im gonna start gnawing on something hold on lmao #anyways its ok its out of my control (but also i want to Fix Things So I Can Do Stuff) #PLEASE IM.SO BORED AND IDK WHAT TO DO ASIDE STUDY...

[kuiinncedes]

LOSING HIM WAS BLUE LIKE I'D NEVER KNOOWWNN

#this song is like part of my brain or something at this point lol #bc i did a glowstick choreo to it :D so i've listened to the first verse + chorus + last line 86734785682642904534 times lmao #u know when u've listened to a song so much it just sounds different compared to others u haven't listened to that much lmfao no just me #this is like the longest it's taken me to listen thru taylor discography lol 🤪 #but i had good reasons TT #also my spotify keeps fucking up and jumping back to the beginning for some fucking reason #like i love tim m/cgraw but stoppp i'm literally trying to listen thru the discography in order lmao #red is so fucking good jfc #i made such a good song suggestion when i suggested this for glowstick club last yearrrrr #TASTE and our choreo popped off everyone said they loved it 😌 slay #jeanne screaming lyrics #OK TIME TO FUCKING STUDY #<- i lied

[fu-cough]

after 2 years of aaaa, dndnndd, and especially beieidbwdjje, i got my research study defended today!! and im going to buy myself the alcohol markers ive been eyeing for a while👀

#war is ovveerrr #one of the panelists was like 'ok but u didn't include it in ur bibliography' #'um yes we did' #'u didnt' #'oh' #'nvm i saw it lol' #i was panicking AABAHHA #I wasted like 600 sheets of paper for this study #and then had to miss school to travel to another province three hour away #Every Monday back in November #last night my groupmates and i slept at 2am because we had to do last minute major changes #we had to wake up at 4 because class starts at 6 #i was stuttering and struggling sooo hard lmao #I literally cried over this study ‼️‼️ #also we were the FIRST in our entire batch TO DEFEND IT???? #so we were going in blind