#ok here goes nothing

[prettyinpunk]

put ‘em up 🧨

details and some edits below the cut bc i thought they looked cool??

#i started this like a million years ago #suddenly just cranked it out last night #so so in love w her #my queen forever #hayley williams #paramore #tar.psd #i’m like mostly? happy w it?? i think?? #shoutout beloved vi for helping me choose which version and hyping me up <333 #ok here goes nothing

[emilstefan]

15 SECONDS OF FAME (2022) Mixed media digital collage

#ok here goes nothing #first art post #digital art #art #collage #collage art #photoshop #artists on tumblr #my art #surreal art #surrealism

[yashley]

fearne: *is an Animal* imogen: *Gives Scritches*

#critical role #imogen x fearne #imogearne #ygifs #honestly god himself had 2 stop me from adding John mulaney's I Think Imogen Temult Is a Furry but yk what I don't need 2 see it 2 see it #imogen calling horse fearne a good girl like I've read enough 1 fic to have that ruined for me but I will absolutely definitely take it #not shown here but snake fearne in episode 3 just flicking her tongue at imogen to say hi ok yeah I mean sure #also rat fearne and imogen hijinks of imogen tryna shove her tiny rat ass through the BOTTOM of the door like sure I mean yeah #fearne turns into an animal and imogen goes I mean yeah thats mine #also means NOTHING to me that Imogen suggests quokka and fearne goes so I'm going with quokka as if that's not druid flirting OK I hate it h

[caluupin]

Constellations 🌌

#caluuart #genshin impact #genshin #art #haikaveh #kavetham #digital art #here goes nothing- #this is what ive been cooking for the past 3 days i am actually nervous to post this #im kind of proud of the sky i drew #kinda. #anw fontaine tmr i am excited!! primos here i come #also lore! i will eat up so much lore thank you hoyo ✨ #ok cya

[stuckinapril]

I am far too obsessed w crop tops. It’s actually reaching a cataclysmic point but I can’t stop wearing cropped everything help me

#In my defense a lot of effort goes into staying fit/toned and I literally just look good w cropped tops idk #But this winter I suffered bc I didn’t have anything that wasn’t cropped like a normal person except for sweaters #I’d literally wear cropped tops and sometimes they’d cover my midriff but most of the time they #Did not #Thank god spring is coming soon but I was looking thru my closet earlier like Ok I have NOTHING in here that isn’t cropped. What now . #Im trying to be okay w not wearing cropped things more idk #Also it’s NOT for other people I just like wearing crop tops bc they make me feel good and it’s just kind of my default outfit #But im trying to branch out more bc im starting to see how extreme it’s getting #like I want one normal tee shirt that isn’t cropped. I think that would do me some good

[katnissmellarkkk]

my aesthetics :

the second quarter quell generation, pt one (aka the generation with all the principal characters’ parents, and then also haymitch)

#thg #hunger games #haymitch abernathy #Katniss everdeen #Peeta mellark #maysilee donner #thgedit #okay so in order this goes #Haymitch Haymitch’s girl katniss’s parents Peeta’s parents and then the donner twins #i will make a part 2 with the characters if I can think of more than gales parents #if I can’t hazelle and her husband will be retroactively added into this one #myaesthetics #myedit #ya lit aesthetic #ya lit edit #and yeah this may be shameless promo one day for my lil 2nd quarter quell ficcy #which is why the little title for Mr E is confusing !!! because a lot of this is about my made up lore!!! his mom is Maude ivory but she #disappeared when he was a child #which is why Katniss knows nothing about her own gramma!!! #ok anyways if I ever write it all the little titles will make sense but for now they’re confusing because I made this specially for me for #my made up headcanons that make no sense to anyone else lololololol #oh oh oh also I put black eyes in both Katniss’ mom and Peeta’s mom’s edits for a reason!!! #ok so like I always interpreted it that abuse in the merchant class was more common #like what Peeta obviously went through at home was actually normalized in his circle #and it’s also implied Katniss’ mom was shunned by her parents for marrying Katniss’ dad so I figure they couldn’t have been good parents #and then Peeta’s mom Ruby also has blood on her own hands because we know she one day is abusive to her own kids so it’s like #she experienced abuse and then continues the terrible circle #but obviously Katniss’ mom lavender does not! she has other issues though but the young version is so fun to play with #also young Haymitch and his girl here would be the most judgey pretty couple #I have lots of headcanons for them some of which I’ve entwined already into at least one of my fics

[marsbotz]

good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff

ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]

#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty #may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think #i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels #and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it #shldnt be a prblem #i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk #for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr #and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon #lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc #its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it #from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!! #oke. bye #i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa #oh ill start up my queues again too

[sygneth]

The confirmation that Harry's squad abandoning him is just poor writing just so the player can continue doing shit on their own is the fact that it never gets explained. Harry even tries to bring it up but kim just. Shuts him up about about it is so so sooooo absurd. Jean's inaction could also harm him but he just makes harry drop the subject? C'mon folk it could have not been more obvious that the writers simply did not come up with that part 💀 I wish people would just take things as they are: de is not really a detailed novel. It's a fuckin game. With excellent writing, excellent characters and worldbuilding, but still a game

I don't think there is much to add here anon. This is a very solid point.

EDIT: I figured it may be worth adding that this is about the posse leaving on the day of the mercenary tribunal, not before the events of the game

#asks #anon #really #working on big complex projects often in a team taught me one thing and that is that you never get to think about everything #sometimes you notice a mistake halfway through and you can either go back and redo half of your work #or say 'screw it nobody will notice that we will give a blatant explanation here and it'll be ok' #and this honestly gives me this exact vibe #as if they had a lot of the plot already written and then someone noticed that this here this will raise questions #so they went with 'okay maybe it will raise less questions if the main character asks about it' #so they decided to give the most indirect and blatant response possible lmao because the real response would be 'narrative purposes' #(that would be hella breaking the fourth wall btw Kim looking player straight in the eyes saying 'narrative' as if he was possessed or sth #and then HDB goes like 'what' and Kim goes like 'what' and they drop topic before if gets even weirder) #(sorry i think i just got possessed) #ANYWAY #“nothing to add here” I said and continued to write another tag essay. #disco elysium #is that jeanposting still?

[enjoy-purple-skies]

i want to make a nice lil artwork for when ive caught up with hfth but idk who

(TAKE TWO I FORGOT TO SET IT TO ONE WEEK)

I didnt add olivier because ive drawn them so much it's insane . As of writing i have two more i havent posted

I also didnt add hector & jonah because i love them and i cant for the life of me draw them (I JUST KNOW IT IN MY HEART THAT I CANT 😭)

#im alr at ep 120 and i dread the recent episodes…. #hfth #hfthw #hello from the hallowoods #ari wants to draw… #is it ok to tag them all. here goes nothing #percy reed #diggory graves #hfth apollyon #friday rescher #clara martin #riot maidstone #lady ethel mallory #hfth nikignik #nikignik #hfth marolmar #hfth polls

[majorbaby]

i would love to hear any and all doctor who related thoughts you'd like to share (tenmartha related or otherwise!)

i'm currently very slowly rewatching s3 for the first time in over ten years so i'm not in a position to give a thorough breakdown but i can speak to my general feelings about her (until very recently) unique experience of a being black woman accompanying the doctor and therefore having to endure being thrown to multiple sets of wolves, the fans and the writers.

cut for essay (sorry)

aside from her just being a gorgeous and amazing character, i think was drawn to her for the same reason i think people were so viciously critical of her - her blackness means she's an anomaly. there was mickey, but he was more of a secondary character and he's also a man and doesn't have to content with the intersection of race and misogyny.... you know all of this already.

all companions deal with the fact that travelling with the doctor is fun and worth it, but it often comes at a terrible cost. it's dangerous, sometimes it's fucked up, but ultimately they still choose to do it.

what a luxury it is for most companions to be able to opt-in to venture to a planet where the systems and people you encounter on a daily basis may be hostile to you for something you can't control. that's the life martha is choosing when she decides to accompany the doctor, but it's also the life she's choosing when she decides to leave him.

for me it increases the stakes every time her life is in danger. the circumstances she finds herself in with the doctor are inhospitable to her but the genre she's in is also inhospitable to her. she deserves better from the doctor but she also deserves better from the story she inhabits and what kills me is she's aware of that! she knows she doesn't belong! her "i'm good" reminds me so much of this moment from my favourite movie, the matrix:

no! no one was expecting or knew what to do with a black woman in a major role in speculative fiction!

it's not clear to me that the doctor knows just how good martha is and that's a symptom of the writers not knowing either. tbf to the production itself, she's got lots of great moments, but the odds are utterly stacked against her and the fumbles (human nature/family of blood i'm looking at you) are painful to watch.

i get that the doctor needing his companions is a founding character trait of his and it was fun to watch martha save his ass but at a certain point it felt gratuitous to me. he spends the whole season fucking up terribly without acknowledging how much hell she goes through on his behalf and i think i'm still meant to feel worse for the him re: rose. and also i'm supposed to buy that that's the main reason martha is upset whenever she's upset, which i find kind of... laughable lol. unrequited love sucks but does it suck worse than all of [gestures] that? idk, maybe i'm just not 14 anymore but i find it pretty hard to believe that my crush not liking me back is worse than being trapped in early 1900s england, to say nothing of... what is it, vampires in that one?

sorry i didn't have more positive stuff to say.... there is at least 42 where the doctor screams that he needs her. yeah you do, we all do!!! that is ultimately how i feel about her.

#martha jones FOREVER in my heart #ty maddie sorry it took a while for me to respond #i have been loving the martha renaissance on my dash #one other thing i'll add here is that if u don't ship ten/martha it's fine ok. it's FINE. #but can u be a liiiiittle quieter about how you don't think the attractive lead male could never find her desirable. pls. #this one also goes out to the carmy/syd antis. can u just. shhh. it costs u nothing. #re: dw

[fantasticalleigh]

seeing so many videos on YT lately that are like “I read this dark romance book and i’m calling the police” or some condescending put-down derivative

babe if it’s not for you then put it down and find something new to read nobody wants an hour-long video of you yucking someone’s yum

#tired of people acting holier than thou bc something goes against the norm #leigh speaks #if it's bad then who gives a shit honestly #have we learned nothing #there will always be an audience for something #'if it doesn't have a happy ending then i don't want it' #eat! my! ass! #this sounds super aggro sorry but this is like the third video like this i've inexplicably had recommended to me this week #if you don't like dark romance then fine i hope someone picks you at last be on your merry way #but just bc it squicks you out doesn't mean it isn't valid to someone else #listen i hated 50 shades as much as anyone else back in the day and then at one point i realized #this is a lot of people's favorite book and i don't have to agree with them but it also isn't fair to make them feel shitty over it #so i ignored it and moved on and stopped dogpiling onto it bc i wasn't the audience for it and! that's! ok! #not to say that it wasn't problematic bc it was but that's veering from the topic #most if not all dark romance is problematic anyway but! it's FICTION and people forget that #like come on feysand started out preetttttyyyy problematic in acotar and bc of its origins i do consider it partly a dark romance #look at me writing an essay here when i should be working on other stuff ok i'm done

[ennuidays]

idont know . maybe people really do only care about themselves . Maybe that was a mistake on my part .

#Ok shut yo corny ass up #So what if people r selfish Whatever man I can be selfish too Ur not special #i hate it here . i hate it here . i hate it here . i hate it here . i hate it here . i hate it here . i hate it here . #nothing ever goes my way I neve rget whay i want . whatever

[jimmy3shoes]

i need to get out of this house so so bad

#snac munches #don't open tags i'm ve/nting ok #432462464362 #231321421421 #43243242352 #etc. to block it #sorry if these are actual tags somehow. my bad #i will not go into details but this blogger may not be here by the week #literally just staying in this house with 3 other people #staying in 1 room all day #no job no money no food friends moved on #like what do i even do #my mom is the only one of those 3 that talks to me and it's never about me #never [how are you feeling] [do you wanna go out] [wanna do something together?] #just about my future so much pressure GOD #i never thought i'd have one of those i thought i'd be dead before 16 #Can i have a moment. Pelase #and i TRY i try to get out of my room #i spend time with my mom but it's so one-sided #i listen to her when she talks and i watch shows with her and go places she likes #the moment i bring up one of my interests she brings out her phone or goes [i wasn't listening what?] #Mann I Couldn't even get anything for my birthday sobbing #And now that i think abt it my mom didn't get me anything either?? i get that we're short on money but like #i didn't even get a [happy birthday] #And we've been infested with beetles for 4 YEARS nothing's been done #I am at my limit fr #a2t #<- jic

[roseworth]

Stupid Respawn theory because...it's stupid

But..hormones.

Like, they intentionally made the test tube baby cause Slade to have some weird hormonal reaction to his clone and become fatherly to it as a defensive mechanism for the test tube child. Just something DC uses to explain or retcon Slade's oc behavior.

Like a weird alien horror movie I've watched that would cause other species to care for their offspring before it grows old enough to care for itself and eats its care taker

Like I said, stupid. Disregard if you like

this isn't stupid at all i love it ! everything surrounding respawn is so insane so the explanation that his existence caused some chemical reaction is fantastic <3 respawn literally being genetically engineered to make slade want to take him in

actually im taking it a step further because i also dont like the fact that ra's just. made a secret talia slade clone baby then tortured him for 15 years. so im saying that respawn was just kinda created. he was some kind of frankenstein thing crafted to look enough like slade and damian that the story would be believable then sort of,,, had memories programmed into his head of ra's to give him a backstory that would make slade (and rose for that matter) want to take him in and help him. and i cant even be proven wrong because ra's has never seen respawn so he cant confirm that he knows him and now theyre both dead :) im right about everything always

#ive connected the dots (made shit up) #alright heres how it goes #someone (idk who. doesnt matter. one of slides enemies) wanted to spy on him #and said 'i know exactly what to do' and made a kid #then they were halfway through making the kid when someone else was like 'hey so slade kinda pushes away every single one of his kids' #but this person already had the kid made. all the eggs were in the fake kid basket. #so they had to figure something out #and they were like 'ok. all i need to do is implant an exaggeratedly sad backstory to make slade pity him #then genetically engineer some kind of hormonal reaction to make sure slade actually takes him in' #so they do that. then the kid takes a detour at lazarus island so theyre kinda pissed off but whatever #but finally the kid finds slade. they can do what they wanted. then the kid dies like 2 days later #all that work for nothing #the end #dc hire me ill retcon everything about respawn so fucking good

[twilightarcade]

FREED. Anyways thanks to our sponsor @lemo-nadde. Everyone say thank you Claire. ily.

#wordstag #ARGAGRGGHHEGHHHHHHGHHHJHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGHHHGHHGGHGGHHHH #HUBRIS?!?! #!; #!&@&+&×;+;! #SOMETHRING. SHLORP. NOT SORRY. #anyways while we're here ummmmmmm there's like. An hour left and claire is gone #what are we going to do in this situation. Stare at dash longingly? Sadly accept the fact that I didn't reblog the missing post on time? #that is so deeply unfortunate maybe I shouldn't queue it like. Right before post limit resets. #Unrelated tangent I've been doing some thinking and I know like. Nothing about christianity. #despite being raised christian #like ok there's like. The basics. I think I have those down. But anywhere beyond that is a blank #There were some fiery snakes and a desert there were lots of deserts I think #I have no idea where the saints come in at all #this is scheduled for post limit reset btw but imma keep adding till then #Ummmmmmmm #I still can't draw wings lol #I'm going to bake something tomorrow #I'll tell u how it goes #If it goes well I'll be sharing w the class #post limit is killing me I think what do you mean I can't post anymore. Rude. #also the tag limit is 30 this is number 22 if I can count #ACTUALLY I COULD UMMM. DRAFT POSTS. THAT WOULD BE PRODUCTIVE #yk the posts I've been meaning to reply to for a few days #I might just. Go to sleep.

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

I FUCKING HATE MEDICAL FACILITIES!!!!!!!!!!

#GODDD WHY CAN NOTHING BE EASY #i call a place last weekend. im like hey i need a physical for work can you do that #yes we can! #awesome can i schedule an appointment #oh dont worry we take walk ins you dont need one #great! cool! #fast forward to this morning. i fucking hate doctors offices i hate thinking about them i hate going to them. #i psyche myself up for like an hour. i drive the 45 minutes to this place. i get inside hand them the paper tbe lady is like #super frustrated. doing that awful thing moms do where theyre like. doing things more forcefully than needed and sighing #she goes. we dont do this here. im like. oh well i called last weekedn and someone said i could come here #shes like. idk what to tell you we cant do this. im like ok do you have any suggestions for places that do. she says no. i leave. #i call like THREE DIFFERENT PLACES and all of them are like. lol you need a pcp. i dont have one of those yet. #head in hands. i just wasted two damn hours of my weekend for nothing AND NOW I HAVE TO GO GROVERY SHOPPING. i fucking #hate it here everything sucks im so mad. #i literally just need someone to go “yeah youre healthy” and sign a paper. thats IT