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neptunite-stars · 1 year
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sapphires, emeralds, rubies
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katnissgirlsmakedo · 1 year
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i’ve seen enough rug cleaning videos to know what i’m talking about so i can say this knowledgeably. at what point is it like. not worth it. at what point are you just wasting water and your time and my time. at what point do you accept that the rug is never going to be completely clean. i hate it when they pull out like. a shower rug that’s just plain blue and they go over it like five times with the soap machine thingy and they hose it down ten times and there’s always more dirt because idk they pulled this out of a dump for tiktok views and it’s like. give it up bro no one likes this no one cares about that rug not you not the people that threw it out not the person that’s going to buy it from whatever thrift store you donate it to once you’ve filmed your video. certainly your viewers don’t like these tiny boring ass rugs. like wow the original color is beige. groundbreaking. you’re making these videos for hate views and we all know it just leave the rugs in the garbage oh my god. do better. sorry that your rug cleaning business needs to be financially supported with youtube and tiktok money but this isn’t the way…
#ok i need to go to sleep. also need to email my professor that this thing is gonna be turned in late because girl i did not type anything.#why is the deadline 8pm on a saturday anyway. girl i’ve got stuff to do#it’s whatever she seems chill as long as you get it in by sunday#also. i’ve done every other assignment for this woman on time and showed up to every class. so like. come on#and i have two classes with her. and i have done everything for both i have never missed a class i have never turned anything in late to her#she like. legally can’t be a dick about this right#also not to be a bitch but my second draft is going to be better than kevin’s. (her favorite). so.#have i complained about kevin here. his screenplay is not good. i hate it. i mean it’s good in the way that it’s not bad. but i hate it#it’s like a terrible la la land imitation and his protagonist fucking sucks#he wants me to think the protagonist is like passionate about his dream but everything he does comes off as like. he doesn’t have what it#takes and he’s pretending not to know it. because like he doesn’t have another plan outside of things just Working Out#he’s so average white guy its unreal. well. kevin is also an average white guy so.#but he’s our professor’s favorite little average white guy. apparently#like he seems like he should be better at this stuff and it really bothers me that his screenplay is so bad. man you actually make movies#you should be good at this? why aren’t you good at this? why is this an annoying la la land imitation?? what are you DOING#its masturbatory is what it is. actually. like i can’t SAY that to him in class but i’ve been thinking it the whole time. sorry man.#beth.txt#anyway. goodnight laptop goodnight unfinished work goodnight email i’m about to schedule for tomorrow at 12:27.
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angelicdanvers · 4 months
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BREATHE DEEPER | two.
a charlie bushnell x fem!reader social media fic.
y/n
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liked by william.franklyn.miller, levizmiller, amitasuman_, and others
y/n — been missing these lads as of late 🫡
dior.n.goodjohn HOW IS EVERYONE YOU WORK WITH SO GORGEOUS ↳ y/n GIRL YOU BETTER BE INCLUDING YOURSELF WHEN YOU SAY THAT
iamcharliebushnell aww these are cute ↳ y/n why ty
levizmiller i miss you too :( ↳ y/n :( can i visit you and ed soon ↳ levizmiller WDYM OF COURSE YOU CAN
calamawy The 30th is right around the corner 👀 Dinner at 5:30? My place? ↳ y/n OH MY GOD YES
matt_lintz WHY DO I STILL HAVE YOUR BLAZER ↳ y/n STOP THATS WHERE ITS BEEN 😭 anyways tell my lover girl i say hi ↳ matt_lintz oi she’s my girl ↳ y/n sharing is caring my friend 🤷‍♀️
freddycarter1 I have so many rolls of film to show you ↳ y/n no way so do i ↳ freddycarter1 This is definitely the universe’s way of telling us we have to meet up 😅 That polaroid of Amita and I will remain superior btw ↳ y/n UR WELCOME FOR THE BEST IMAGE EVER, but yes we do. imma be in london soon 🫡
william.franklyn.miller a little birdie told me you’d be photographing a certain someone ↳ y/n definitely not you ↳ william.franklyn.miller in your dreams, darling
iamcharliebushnell can i come over ↳ y/n i’m a couple hundred miles from japan tonight ↳ iamcharliebushnell what (imy) ↳ y/n jk no i’m gonna go to bed (i’ll stay up for fifteen more mins) ↳ iamcharliebushnell 😭 (good)
LUKEY POOKIE SENT A MESSAGE !
lukey pookie
hiiiiiiiiiiiii
↳ HI CHARLIE
lukey pookie
OH OK HI Y/N
↳ WASSUP
lukey pookie
I MISS YOU
↳ why
lukey pookie
why not 🙄
↳ why
lukey pookie
why not 😾
↳ why
lukey pookie
BECAUSE
anyways
i just realized we never got to go watergliding
↳ sadly :/
lukey pookie
that’s why we should
soon
↳ OMG that’d be cool
but i’m so busy rn 😭
lukey pookie
hey hey that’s okay
i’m sure we’ll find time?
↳ i hope sooo
but yeah i got a lot happening tmrw
lukey pookie
oh??
↳ yeah 😭 gotta prep for more of the filming and i have several photoshoots coming up
lukey pookie
THATS EXCITING THO
↳ YEAH
im just exhausted
lukey pookie
when i see you next i’ll make you your fav tea again
that’s a promise
↳ awww charlie 🥹 you’re too sweet
lukey pookie
only for the best :)
you should sleep now
↳ yuuup
goodnight, c ❤️
lukey pookie
goodnight, y/n ❤️
— taglist.
@shokocoded @istillremberthefirstfallofsnow @surftrips @svtsimp22 @gcidrvsh @idontevencare1223 @thames-fig @captainshischier @reggieslifeboat @multifandom-loser @wheelerslover @mermaid-mqtel @randomnpc456 @kaithoughs @isab3lita @mariposa555 @sunshinessky @myr-cheri @thedeadlynights @ella33 @c1nn4mng1rl @poppysrin @breadbrobin @lucy-the-ant @jules-loves-lukecastellan @taloulalila @tom-pls-fuck-me @mia-luvs @iknowyoureabigfan @rinisfruity14 @gwetvr
thank you for all the support <33 i will update the taglist if more people wish to join :)
stay safe and drink water, lovelies!
i love you and i’m proud of you <333
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blue-sadie · 7 months
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Temperamental
Neteyam x Mate Reader x Aonung
Summary: they might as well keep you on a leash
Warning: reader gets distracted quiet easily, poly relationship, stress build up, reader has a break down. aged up characters
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"umm neteyam" i murmured holding the button down on the intercom that was attached to my neck as I wondered through the unfamiliar part of the island.
"Yes my love" he sighed with exhaustion, I cringed to myself already knowing what his reaction will be to my current situation.
"I uh..... I got lost again" I shamefully admitted and yelped as a little creature jumped out the bush and ran away.
I heard a deep sigh from his end and a soft call for aonung "ok baby we're on our way" he said before his side went dead.
I sat on a small rock and fidgeted with my fingers as I waited, I didn't mean for this to happen its just I've been so distracted lately because I've taken on tasks that I can't seem to keep up with.
And it seems that the village seem to leave a ton of more tasks for me to do and if I don't do them or do them right they give me an almost disappointed look.
It makes it hard to be around the boys because their amazing and exceed their expectations and even more and I'm just here making it more difficult.
I pulled my knees into my chest and wrapped my arms around them tightly sometimes I just feel like a burden to them.
"Yn" my head jerked to the direction of their voices "Im here" I called out to them and walked to their direction "there you are" aonung said and pulled me into his arms.
"you had us worried sick" neteyam muttered and ran a hand through his hair "i-im sorry" I whispered.
"Let's go home" aonung butted in and had his arm around my shoulder as we started making our way back to the village.
It was night time when we got back and the boys were tired so I quickly made a quick meal for them.
"We should keep her on a leash I'm telling you" my eyes flattered in sadness as I heard neteyam speak to aonung.
"Nete come on she was fine" aonung reasoned but neteyam just sighed "she could've gotten hurt" he said making aonung reconsider his words "maybe".
I gulped and quickly brought over their food and decided to eat mine a little ways from them by myself.
Why can't I life up to my expectations why can't I be perfect, all these thoughts clouded my head as i just played with my food not feeling that hungry.
Maybe I just need to sleep this off, I got to my feet and packed up my food and cleaned up before murmuring a 'goodnight' before heading to bed.
It didn't take long for sleep to find me but all I was missing was the boys warmth surrounding me 'maybe their not tired'.
-Next morning-
I woke up feeling a slight tug on my back "w-whats going on" I asked sleepily as I slowly sat up and rubbing my eyes.
"We've decided this will keep you safe" neteyam said as he showed me the rope attached to my back.
My eyes widened "w-what" I pulled at the rope but he held fast "s-stop" I tried taking it off but aonung held my hands so I couldn't.
"Yn" he murmured crouching in front of me as he stared into my eyes "this will keep you safe".
"Please no" I said as tears filled my eyes and my breathing started to become uneven.
"Please" I whispered "why are you crying my love" aonung asked and wiped my tears away.
"I-i can't do it anymore" I cried looking down at my lap "can't do what yn" neteyam voice was full of concern as he sat beside me and wrapped his arms around me.
"I can't be perfect I can never be perfect" I hiccuped my body shaking with each one.
"You are perfect" aonung smiled as he urged me to look at him "but I'm not you guys are you do more then your asked and me I can't even finish my chores without getting side tracked" I sniffed making them coo at me and hold me close.
"I see you finish all your tasks so what are you not finishing" neteyam murmured I sighed heavily "a-a few of the people has asked me to help them out and it seems that a lot of them want me to do their work to" I said.
The boys stared silently before taking off the rope and pulled me back into be "w-what" I asked and blushed as I was sandwiched between them tightly.
"We're sorry we didn't take notice sooner" neteyam whispered and kissed my cheek lightly.
"I'm sorry that we didn't take care of you when you needed it most"
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onsunnyside · 1 year
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I'm so glad you are having fun!
Could we hear something about the bestfriend curtis & ari? <3
thank you bestie and yes ofc !! prepare yourselves, this is basically a whole fic:
ok so i was thinking something like: at first, you were just Nat's best friend, then you got adopted by the whole group, and perhaps developed a little crush on Ari and Curtis (the certified plugs and rugby boys, built like tanks). you've seen them around since you have mutual friends, but you've never spoken more than a sentence or two to them (let's be honest, they're very intimidating). It's Nat's birthday so everyone goes clubbing and what do you know... you're running late so Nat sends Ari and Curtis to pick you up 😳 cue the awkward car ride.
the night ends at Nat's house and oh no, all the beds are taken? That's okay, Ari and Curtis offer to make some room on the tiny futon in the living room. you say, "I don't want you to sleep on the floor," so it's good that they manage to squeeze with you in between. now you're all cozy and snug between two beefy fellas, still drunk and high and trying but failing to pay attention to the movie on the television. you keep rocking your hips and shifting around, unable to forget how they passed you around in the club, kissing you senselessly and grinding against you.
Curtis' hand slips to your thigh, "you just can't sit still, huh?"
You shake your head, whining pathetically into his shoulder. "S-Sorry... I get horny when I'm high." Your body has a mind of its own and rocks into his hand, keeping it snugly against your clothed folds. "Please don't make me stop."
Rough fingers pinch your chin and turn you the other way, Ari's shaded eyes meet yours. "Where do you want my hand, baby?" You don't hesitate to bring his hand to your throat and he smiles, "atta girl. Quit being mean and touch her, Curtis."
so they play with you, Curtis rubs over your panties, telling you to make a big mess for them while Ari experiments with his grip on your neck, and spits into your wide-open drooly mouth. but poor little you, you're too tired !! too sleepy from partying for so long and it catches up to you. they chuckle as you go slack, quiet breaths puffing from your swollen lips. they get you all tucked in and not to be a total whore but... they kiss you goodnight.
You wake up trapped between them, your leg hooked over Curtis' thighs and Ari snug behind you. one thing leads to another and Ari asks if you want to continue, but you have different things in mind: "Can I taste you instead?"
so you kneel between his legs, still a lil drunk/high and mouth against his bulge, "I've never done this before..." you confess, pouting up at him, "can you teach me?"
and he does: "You can lick the tip, just get used to the taste." "T-That's good, yeah, you're doing great, baby." "Spit on it, I like it messy." He groans softly, his hips jerking when your saliva lands on the head before you smear it with your tongue. he wasn't expecting you to ask about his sack, "can I kiss you there too?"
Your nose rubs against his base, "you're s-so big. I love it." He doesn't hold back his moans as you suckle his balls, slobbering all over him, "Know you do—bet you're soaked, huh? Reach a hand down there and tell me how wet you are."
after he cums on your face and you leave to go clean up ("should I brush my teeth?" "Just rinse with water."), he lies back in contentment. "You can stop pretending now. She's gone."
Curtis' eyes shoot open and he grumpily flips around, "you could've tried to be quiet."
"And make her think I wasn't enjoying myself? No thanks."
i also had a few thots about dry-humping, some "better be quiet" fooling around in a washroom, and ofc naughty sexting 🌚
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lanitalay · 6 months
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Before I Say Goodnight
Chapter 4
a/n: sorry this is a bit late, Halloweekend got very busy. Enjoy!!
Other chapters
Warnings: none
Word count: 2k
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“I suggest someone else take her back, she did not have a good time during the flight” Cassian says and flashes you a mischievous grin. His face drops when he sees the far away look in your eyes and the wet streaks on your cheeks “seriously though, can someone winnow her?” “I need to speak with Lucien so I can take her, but I have a few meetings until later in the afternoon” she looks to Mor “do you mind giving her a tour of the house and finding her a room in the meantime?” Mor adjusts her hair and says “of course, we can have a little girls day and get to know each other a bit. I’ll fill you in on all of our juicy gossip” she winks at you. You wipe your tears away and put on a poor excuse of a smile “that sounds great, I love to gossip”. You laugh, kind of, trying to ignore the pang in your chest. Memories of long gossip sessions with friends flashing through your mind. At coffee shops, during phone calls, at sleep-overs before you fall asleep. Amren gets up from her chair “I assume this meeting is over. I’ll see if I can find something in my personal library” and walks out. “Meeting adjourned '' Rhysand announces and the group stands to go their own ways. “I’ll be back as soon as I can, y/n” Feyre smiles and walks out of the room. Mor is waiting for you by the doorway “Come on, girl, there’s a lot to see”. 
“I think this should be your room” Mor opens the door and lets you walk in first. The tour had been… a lot to take in. The house is huge and it’s beautiful but it has about a hundred floors and a million rooms. When you step through the door, you’re not shocked to see a beautifully decorated room with an incredible view to match. Velaris, the city of starlight, Mor had told you. “It’s close to the stairs, has its own bathing room and if you pull this back” she goes towards the curtains and reveals a glass door that blends in perfectly with the wall of windows “a balcony! I think no one has claimed this one because it is a little on the smaller side but if all goes well you’ll be on your way home soon” she smiles as you look around. This room is twice the size of my room back home. The bed looks divine, it is made with expensive looking linens, it has about ten decorative pillows that take up half of the mattress. You sit on it and lay back. Good god, I’m never leaving this bed. “This is the most extravagant bed and room I’ve ever seen, let alone stayed in” months of traveling on a budget had gotten you accustomed to thin mattresses at crowded hostels or questionable spare bedrooms from online listings. This was luxury. From what you had gathered last night, a High Lord is someone akin to a king and by the looks of this “house” Rhysand has the taste and wallet of true royalty. “I can’t disagree, it is beautiful” she sits next to you “so… I was serious about the gossip. There are some things you might want to know about the whole dynamic within the Court of Dreams” you can’t help the genuine smile that comes on “tell me everything”. “I knew there was something about you that I liked” she giggles “ok so since you’ve met Lucien I guess we can start with him and Elain. This is crazy, the poor male has terrible luck. Anyways Elain is Feyre’s sister and quick backstory, Feyre and her sisters were humans but for different reasons got turned Fae a while back. Elain and Nesta got dunked in the Cauldron and that turned them. The thing is that all of us were there when it happened and when Elain came out of the Cauldron, the mating bond snapped between her and Lucien-” Oh this is good. “Mating bond?” “Oh right, a mating bond is something that happens between two people destined by the Mother, as I was saying Lucien just says it in front of everyone and Elain is there like totally in shock. Flash forward to a few weeks later her mortal fiance hates Fae and wants nothing to do with her now and she wants nothing to do with Lucien and then Azriel kind of likes Elain now” she goes on to tell you about how Feyre and Rhysand met and Cassian and Nesta. You noticed that she didn’t tell you anything about her own drama but chose to not acknowledge it. It was comforting in a way that these magical beings had personal dramas and gossiped about it like you and your friends did “those stories are wild, Mor” she nods “we’ve been alive so long that we really have to work hard to keep things interesting” you snort and there's a knock on the door. “I’m sorry to interrupt but y/n, I’m ready to go when you are” Feyre says and you quickly get up from where you’ve made yourself comfortable on the bed. “Yeah, let’s go. Thanks for everything Mor” you quickly hug her and go towards Feyre. “How are we getting there?” you ask, not sure what to expect  “I’ll winnow us, you’ll see” you walk until you reach the terrace where you had landed with Cassian earlier and look at her wearily “this place is warded against winnowing so I’ll fly us out until we pass the wards and then I’ll winnow to the Manor”. As she speaks, wings appear on her back and she holds out her hands for you “it’ll be quick. I promise” you gulp. 
Feyre did not lie when she said it would be quick but left out that it would feel like the world is slipping from your grasp. You feel sick as she puts you down. You rest your hands on your knees in an attempt to steady yourself. “It takes a bit of getting used to” she lets you take a breath and you say “It beats going through TSA”. Feyre nods and when you’ve gathered yourself begins the short walk to the manor. 
Packing up your belongings was incredibly underwhelming. You had folded the tunic you’d been using as pajamas and the dress Vassa had given you and stuffed it in your bag. Feyre and Lucien had gone to the library to talk about whatever it was they had to discuss. You had a feeling they were talking about you and if you posed a threat of some kind, feeling that the offer of staying in the House of Wind came from the Court of Dreams wanting to keep a close eye on you. You zip everything up and descend the stairs to find your hosts and thank them for everything. Walking to the kitchen you find Jurian making dinner “they really take advantage of your talents here”. He turns from where he is chopping up produce and lets out a chuckle “it’s the price I pay for pissing Vassa off”. “What did you do?” you ask but before he can answer a lovely feminine voice interjects “he was being an idiot as usual” Jurian rolls his eyes but does not defend himself. “On that note,” you try to diffuse the tension “I’ll be staying at the Night Court while they research how to get me back home, thank you so much for everything. I think I would’ve been dead days ago if it weren’t for you” Vassa pouts “I’ll be sad to see you go, it was such a relief to have some feminine energy around here, but I understand” she walks over and hugs you tightly “please come say goodbye once you’ve figured it all out” you hug her back. Jurian stays by his vegetables as he says “you have to eat dinner here though, I’m making enough for the four of us and Lucien brought pie for dessert”. Your chest warms. He really got the pie. “In that case Feyre, will have to wait” you beam. 
After dinner and dessert with the exiles Feyre lets you know she’ll be waiting outside while you say your goodbyes. You hug Vassa and kiss Jurian on the cheek. Lucien offers to walk you to the door and you take the chance to say “thank you for the pie, it was delicious”. He offers you a half smile “you’ve had a rough few days, it’s the least I can do”. “Will you come visit?” you ask hoping the answer is yes. Everyone in the Night Court seems nice enough but Lucien, Jurian and Vassa have a special place in your heart. “I’m due to go there for a meeting in a few weeks. You’re always welcome to use your room here as well” nodding you hug him and without letting go say “I’m nervous”. He hugs you back “you’re in good hands, the House of Wind is safer and you’ll have everything you need”. You let go and walk out the door. 
Feyre walks with you until you reach your room “Mor showed you the kitchen and the common areas?” you walk in and set your bag down. “Yes, she was very thorough with her tour” you felt heavy. Maybe it was the flying and winnowing or saying goodbye or the weight of your reality crashing down on you. “Alright, try to sleep, if you need anything ask the house and if there’s an emergency you can wake up Azriel, his room is across the hall”. You remember him from earlier, tall, wings and devastatingly handsome. Historically, you had never figured out how to act around attractive men and during the meeting it was incredibly difficult to focus on retelling your story. “Thank you, Feyre” she goes to walk out and says “I’ll let you know tomorrow when the priestesses begin their research so you can join them if you like”. 
Wait, did she say ask the house if I need anything? You go to ask her but she’s gone. “House? Can I have water?” you ask to see if you had heard correctly. You are shocked when you see a tray with a jug of water and a glass appear on the bedside table. That is the best thing I’ve ever seen. You do your night routine: you bathe, brush your teeth and hair and put on your tunic. You pull the covers from the bed and get cozy. The house turns off the lights and the curtains are open, letting through the shine of the city and the stars. During the day it’s easier to ignore the ever growing helplessness. It feels like you’re drowning in it. Trapped in a glass coffin in between space and time. You feel your throat get tighter and your chest feels hollow and- Breathe. In. Out. In. Out. Count the stars, do something. Your mind screams. One, two, three, four, this isn’t working. You get an idea. Getting out of bed and walking towards your bag you pull out your phone. You haven’t used it since… well, since everything. It should be charged. Your heart skips when the screen lights up and you scroll to your photos as quickly as you can. Forty-five percent. You see a picture of your dog that your mom had sent you on your last day on Earth and tears well up. It hurts but it brings you comfort to know that they have each other. Committing the picture to memory, you shut it off and get in bed again. They have each other. They are not alone. Eventually sleep takes over. Mercifully, you have no dreams.
The house had closed the curtains after you fell asleep. When you woke up to a dark room you almost thought you had slept through an entire day. Sensing you had awoken, the curtains flew open and you see the sun above the city. It looks like it’s still early. You put on your dress and go have breakfast in the dining room. Azriel is the only one there. “Good morning” he greets. You fiddle with your dress, suddenly aware of the dirt that’s staining the hem and the way it falls off your shoulder. “Good morning”.
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asmutwriter · 10 months
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You Saved Me (Part 15)
DESCRIPTION: (season 11) After a long day at work you get back home and receive a phone call from an emotionally (or as emotional as he gets) Dean Winchester
A/N - I hope you guys don’t mind the fact that I write fluff content to try and help show the build up of their relationship. I feel like it helps you see their dynamic grow if it has some angst and fluff rather then just pure smut. I say this, I do have an idea for a smutty scene so stay tuned for that
WORD COUNT: 2350
From Beginning / Previous / Next / Master List  
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WARNINGS: swearing, light implications of insomnia/anxiety, flirting, 
DISCLAIMERS
- This is fiction. Please always talk to your partner before doing anything and make sure they are ok with what you are doing beforehand
- Not been proof read
“Thank you Hope... for saving our son” the woman says as she holds your hands. You smile at her. 
“Its my pleasure to help” you look at her as she kisses your hands. She heads over to her son. You pick up the box that now contains the demon inside of it. Going to your car and driving to your secure lock up. Filled with various items used for securing demons and ghosts. Or cult items used for worship. Anything that youve dealt wih that holds significant power you have kept safe here. You place the new addition onto one of the shelves. Blessing the room before you leave.
You unlock your front door. Loking it again behind you as you place the keys onto the hook. Hearing a soft humming coming from the living room. You walk in. The two girls curled up under a blanket on the sofa. Billy on the floor with his back resting agaisnt the same sofa. The three of them watching a film “Sorry Im so late back. Had a problem at work that meant I had to stay overtime”
“Its ok mum. We ordered a chinese. Left some of it for you in the fridge” Anna says, titling her head to look at you. You smile. Going over and kissing the top of her head
“You guys all done you’re homework?” they nod “oh you guys are so good. I’ll be in in a second” you smile at them as you go into the kitchen. Grabbing out the leftivers and heatung it up. Then joinging them in the living room as they watch their film. Once it finishes they slowly make their way to bed. Lydia having a quick shower, Billy making them all a hot drink as Anna packs her school bag ready for the morning. You unload the dishwasher as you takj to him “Ive already said this to the girls but I have a work thing tomorrow afternoon so I wont be able to pick you guys up from school. You’ll have to get the bus back”
“God I hate the bus”
“I know. Im sorry. But I can drive you in so you all get a lie in” you smile at him as he chuckles. 
“When they come in here tell them their drinks are ready. Im going to bed” he smiles “night”
“Goodnight” you say as he walks out. A few minutes later and botht e girl walk in. They take their drinks and also say goodnight. Heading off to their rooms. You do your usual check of the house. Making sure all the doors are locked and secure before reteiring to your bed. Getting in you snuggle under the soft duvet. Jumping slightly as you hear your ohone buzz, Turning on the bedside lamp you pick it up. Why was he ringing ths late at night? you answer it. 
“Hey Rose” he says.
“Dean. Is everything ok?”
“Yeah. I just thought that I should be better at keeping in touch with you. As we always say we will and never do. Thought Id start the process of it”
“But this late at night?”
“Its not- shit sorry. Didnt realise how late it had gotten. I’ll leave you to sleep” you shake your head as you rest your head down on pillow.
“No its ok. Its nice to hear from you. Like you said, we need to keep in contact more often then we do as we always say we will” a soft chuckle coming down the phone. “Did you have a hunt today then?”
“Yeah. Had a bit of a weird case today and I needed to talk to someone to help clear my head”
“What was the case?”
“A banshee. It really managed to screw with my head today. Quite badly screwed with it infact. But thats enough about my life. How are you and the girls? And Billy now I guess?”
“Theyre all good. We had a bit of a ghost problem in our old house so we had to move but that was a few months ago now”
“A ghost problem? ANd you didnt call me?” you laugh slightly
“Im a grown up. I can deal with my own ghosts” a soft chuckle coming down the phone
“How did the others react to you javeing a haunted house?”
“Well... they dont know. Well the girls dont anyway. Billy saw the spirit. He doesnt liek talking about it as he thinks hes going insane but he saw her. I didnt tell the girls. I just said that we had to move. Thankfully they know how I am with staying in one place to long so didnt question it”
“They dont know about the ghost then?”
“They dont know about ghosts period. And I plan on keeping it that way. The less they know about monsters the better”
“I agree with you on that” you rub yoru eyes slightly. Standing up you wrap your dressing gown around you as you head to the kitchen. You dont register that he was talking to you as you walked until you hear him say your name “Kat?”
“Sorry what did you say?” he laughs, you can almsot hear him shaking his head
“I asked how long youve been in your new place”
“Oh gosh. About 9 months Id say” you grab a cereal bar from the cupbaord “how long have youlived in your place?”
“We moved in about three years ago”
“Its just you and Sam there right?”
“Yeah. I mean Cas lives with us too but not constantly”
“Ive not heard you talk about Cas before”
"Hes just a friend of ours. Hes an angel”
“An angel? As in...”
“Yeah. Feathers, harps, robes, all that shit”
“I jave images of you and your brother being serrenaded each morning as you wake by a random man wearing a robe and playing a harp” he laughs
“Sadly not quite that ammusing” you chuckle soflt
“Thats a shame. Id pay money to see that”
“I would too” you smile as you finish off your food. Standing up you turn off the kitchen light. Going back into your room you hang your dressing gown on the back of the door before you climb into bed. Sitting cross legged with the duvet over your lower half. “What does he look like then? This angel friend of yours”
“Why? You hoping hes cute so you can get laid?”
“Shut up” a chuckle going down the phone “no I was just curious as to if he looked like how the bible depicts them to look like”
“No. Similar to demons they posess people so they look like whoever they are possessing. But angels have to ask for permission”
“Oh at least they are keen on peoes consent to be a meat puppet” another soft chuckle down the phone. You smile down the phone
“Thining of friends, how is... whats her name...” a pause as he thinks. “Tash. Thats her name. How is she?” you let out a small scoff as you roll your eyes
“Im not sure. Havent heard from her directly in about 3 weeks. She moved to Spain”
“Oh...”
“Please do sound more disapointed” you say sarcasticly “really helps buid up my attraction towards you”
“No I- I didnt mean it like that” you chuckle as he tries to backtrack
“Just keep digging dude. Keep digging”
“I just wanted to know how she was doing. Thats all”
“Oh of course. Defiantly not because you wanted to ask me for her number a you forgot to get it when you last saw her”
“SHut up” you smile as you grab your water from your side, sipping it slightly “do you have her number though?”
“I do. But I feel liker he new boyfriend might be a bit pissed at me if I gave it to you” you laugh as he lets out an annoyed sigh
“Just a quick thing. Next time lead with that information”
“Aww but it was funny hearing you sound all hopeful” you mock him down the phone
“Bitch” he playfully mutters down the phone
“Im offended. Truly” you let out a soft laugh as he pauses on the other side
“WHat did you mean by your attraction towards me?” you can hear the smirk in his voice
“Wh-what do you mean?” you curxe at yourself silently for sutterong
“You said that it helos build up your attraction towards me. Just wanted to know what you eamtn by that exactly?” the teasing in his voice evident.
“I said it sarcasticly so...” you shrug “wouldnt think to much into it” you smile as he lets put a soft ‘uh huh’ down the phone.
“You sure that it doesnt mean that you have secretly have the hots for me?”
“You wish” he chuckles slightly. His voice goi g lower as he speaks
“I dont make you squirm just by the sound of my voice? That you dont think of me on those lonely nights when its just you and your thoughts?” you move slightly. Trying to think of a good comeback as his words go straight to your core.
“Idiot” you mutter. He chuckles
“Thats the best you got?”
“SHut up. Its late and I wasnt expecting this conversation”
“SO what you have to have a comeback prethpught of?”
“How would me hanging up on you be for a comeback?”
“Ok ok. Im sorry” you roll your eyes “I get it though. I am devilishly handsome”
“I would so kick your ass right now if you were here”
“Oh Id like to see you try sweetheart” once again you can hear the cocky grin on his face. You glare at the wall as you hear him let out a soft chuckle. 
“how is Sam?”
“Hes good. He met someone tday that I think hes pretty keen on. Of course he would never admit that” you chuckle soflty
“Of course not” you smile down the phone “How about you? You got any fancy ladies?” he chuckles soflty. Pausing for a little bit before he answers
“Im very much single” he says, you can hear a soft smile on his voice “how about you? You got any special man? Or woman for that matter?”
“No. To both of those. I did go on a date a couple of weeks ago withh a guy”
“Oh yeah? How did that go?”
“It went well. Very well actually. Until I realised he didn actually like kids. Very much disliked children. SO I just kind of... left him... didnt really think we would becompatable considering I have three”
“Three? When did you pop anotherone out?”
“Im incorporationg Billy into the mix. Gotta include the adoptive son” he chuckles slightly
“Yes. Having met him I can picture him being quite upset if you didnt consider him one of yours”
“Oh very much so. He insisited we had new family pictures done proffesionally so he was part of them. Its cute to be honest. I think hes just happy that he has a family again. Only downside is that Im more outnumbered when it comes to thwm asking for a pet”
“Oh really?”
“Yep. Im not keen on getting a pet anything. Lyida really wants a pet cat and Anna was never bothered. So it was essentially even. But now Billy wants a cat to. SHes done some sort of jedi mind trick on him to want to get one I think” he chuckles
“You could get a cat”
“No. Dont you side with them either”
“You could though. Really help add to your stress levels I feel. Needing to look after another living thing” you roll your eyss at his sarcasm
“Theyd look after it well enough. They always forget to drink and eat themselves but are great at reminding each other to do it” he chuckles softly down the phone
“Yeah that sounds about right. Exactly like their mother”
“SHut up” you glare down the phone, hearing him let out another chuckle. You smile. There was something about bis  laugh that coule easliy light up a room. You mentally shake yourself before mvoing under your duvet. STretching your legs out under the soft sheets, hearing Dean let out a muffled yawn on th enother end of the line. You chuckle slighty “Am I keeping you up?”
“No. Defiantl not. I did ring you so its me whos keeping you up, surely”
“ou arent wrong. But it is-” you look at the clock on the bedside table “12:06am. So I understand if you’re tired” he laughs slightly. 
“Ive stayed up way later then this”
“We cant pull an all nighter”
“And why not?” although the tone in his voice was slightly mocking, the way it sounded made you realise he was asking it as a genune question as well.
“No we cant. I have work tomorrow. Plus I have to get the girls and Billy to school” a soft ‘oh’ leaves his lips. The sadness in his voice making your heart break. You shut your eyes. Trying to think of a solution that meets you both. “I would say that you’re welcome to come round. But its very late and I imagine you wont want to travel far just for the sake of a sleepover” 
“Id like to. A lot actually. But I shouldnt. Too much going on for me to leave in the middle of the night. I really wish I could though. More then you think” you smile softly as you nod
“I understand. You have a hectic life. Saving the world and everything. Cant be easy”
“No its certainly a pain in my ass” you chuckle softly
“Its been lovely hearing from you though Dean. But I really should go to sleep now. Sorry”
“Its ok. I should get some shut eye too” you smile down the phone softly “I’ll see you around Kat” you nod at his statement
“I hope so. Goodnight”
“Night”. Click off. You place your phone down on the side cabinet. Rubbing your hand over your face before settling down underneath the covers.
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A blur, it was a complete blur. You knew they were talking but you couldn't quite hear the words.
Unbeknownst to everyone your mind had become a foggy storm. Memories of Mathis carrying out orders-punishemnts filled your head. Any dirty work that the royal family needed was appointed to him. He was cruel and heartless, youd been forced to watch him torture the unfortunate souls who got caught stealing food from the palace. Whippings, beatings, public executions, he was ruthless, and the worst part he always seemed to enjoy it...
And now this beast was going to be near you, watching your every move. You weren't a fool, you knew exactly what he'd been ordered to do. To make sure you were playing your part perfectly, or face the consequences...
At some point you realized Loki had left his conversations and come over. Mathis, ever the devoted actor, bowed and introduced himself with the grace of a loyal knight.
You heard several snippets of the conversation but it sounded muffled still.
"Always-been-princess-side"
-an-honor"
-with my life"
Lies lies lies all lies, so many lies, so many lies it's too much its-
A gentle grip on your arm had your attention shootint to Lokis questioning eyes. He'd said something, but you missed it.
"I'm sorry, what did you say" you said barely above a whisper.
His eyes flickered with something you were to drained to interpret.
"I said it's getting late, we should call it a night" he nudged you away from the crowd, bidding the group a goodnight. Still everything sounded slightly muffled.
The hand on your back was surprisingly calming though. You didnt speak. Too frazzled, too many thoughts, always so many thoughts running and running and running-
"If you were feeling unwell, you should've said something"
Your eyes shot to Loki's, but he was looking forward.
Angry, he was angry. The pieces clicked together, you couldn't hide your emotions and he'd seen and you were the reason he had to leave the party. Immediately you apologized, "I'Im sorry, I didnt mean to make you...-I'm feeling fine now so we can go back!"
Loki paused his movements and furrowed his brows as he reguarded you, "why are you apologizing?"
"Because I made you leave the party...I really am ok" you weren't ok, but you had to please him. Your feelings be damned.
Loki seemed upset and you were going to go crazy. Why did everything that came out of your stupid mouth displease everyone around you.
"I couldn't care less about the party..." he started and you sucked in a breath awaiting his next words.
"I only meant that if you're unwell you should speak up. This isn't Valheim, you needn't force yourself" and he began walking again.
It was the first time you heard distaste in his voice at the mention of your home. You had a feeling he had more issues with your homeland than he let on.
Loki held the chamber door open for you, and then motioned for a guard. "Fetch a healer" you immediately went to protest but he gave a stern look, "This isnt the first time you've been unwell since your arrival."
So he'd noticed, and after you tried so hard to hide it. Instinct made you feel guilty, "I'm sorry"
Again he furrowed his brow, "Is it a crime in Valheim to feel ill?"
"No, of course not..." you sat on the bed weary.
"Then I dont see why you're being unwell is such a cause for apology"
"I just...didnt want to make a big deal out of nothing, I just need some sleep is all..."
Loki looked at you with another one of his unreadable faces. Those eyes however were always scanning, always calculating.
A knock alerted loki of the healers arrival and he let them in and mumbled something about you not feeling well then excused himself out, giving you privacy.
A petite woman with silky golden hair entered with a smile.
"My Lady, I am Ceres, one of the healers of the palace."
You managed a smile and let her begin her examination. It wasn't hard for her to sum all of this up to the stress of a new life, You had confessed as much.
"Here I'm giving you this" she handed you a small glass bottle with a clear dropper top.
"Its bereroot, good for extreme stress but only when used in moderation, and by that I mean you can only use one drop in your morning tea once a day, this will last you about 5 days, any more will become unhealthy for the body" she explained. 5 days, as if It would only take you that long to adjust...
"I rarely prescribe this but I think it will help you relax until you fully adapt to life here."
You nodded solemnly
"Now then I think I've taken up enough of your time, rest well my lady, if you feel any worse please don't hesitate to call me"
"Thank you.." you watched as she bowed and left. Adessa came in soon after to help you change.
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Sleep eluded you that night.
As tired as you physically were, your mind was racing. Mathis would no doubt be breathing down your neck, waiting for you to mess up so he could make your life a living hell. You shivered remembering the one time you'd bumped into him alone in the hallway after a feast.
You remembered those wicked eyes looking you up and down, he had made some crude comment and had the head maid not shouted for your help down the hall...well you didn't want to think about what would've happened had you been left alone with him too long.
You didnt even realize you were pinching your arm again until you noticed the bruise the next morning.
Loki had risen early, there was a morning meeting of some sort he had mentioned earlier that week. You moved to get up as well but loki turned to you, "You should rest today"
You frowned
"But the meeting, aren't I supposed to be there?". Your voice tired from lack of sleep.
He shook his head, "There will be plenty of other boring meetings trust me" he looked into your eyes, something a bit softer than the very first night you had spoke.
"Rest, should you need anything call for a guard, I'll alert the maids to leave you be" you nodded a thanks and slumped back down.
You watched as he left, pushing the door open swiftly, emerald capes flowing behind him.
You didnt feel like eating but remembered the drops. You rose from the bed and poured a glass of water from the golden pitcher. The drop was violet and fizzled down into the glass, making the water foggy and pigmented before turning clear a moment later, as if nothing had happened.
You downed it in one go. You almost spit out it out, the bitterness leaving your expression sour. How could one drop be so potent. You pinched your nose and forced yourself to drown the rest.
While you were tired, you didn't feel like sleeping, so instead you sauntered over to one of the large golden book cases of the chambers. One thing you learned about your husband is that he seemed to enjoy reading. Why else have more books in their personal chambers than the whole of Asgards libraries...
You ran a finger over the various spines, pulling one at random.
The Golden City: A history of Asgard
Oh lucky pick. Perhaps it would be wise to learn. You didn't want to be embarrassed in the future by your lack of knowledge.
You gripped the book and spread out onto the velvety sofa. You don't think you'd ever get used to these luxuries. It felt wrong to be able to just be by yourself like this without any work.
Sighing you opened the book and focused on the words before you. You weren't 10 pages in when you felt your body begin to slump down.
The usual baseline of unease you felt in your tummy seemed to dissipate enough to where you didn't feel every worry creeping in like you usually did at all times.
You felt a blanket of comfort fall over you. The bereroot you surmised...
Soon your eyelids began to droop and it wasn't long before you were shrouded in a peaceful sleep.
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You awoke abruptly to a loud knock at the door.
You blinked harshly, you're eyelids feeling as if they had weights on them.
Rubbing them tiredly you answered, "Yes?".
You were still rubbing the heavy sleep away when a voice suddenly sent a cold shiver down your body.
You jumped up quickly, your body tensing horribly.
Mathis smirked at your obvious fear before shutting the door closed behind him.
He bowed dramatically, "Your highness" he said the words mockingly.
"What do you want Mathis...?"
You willed your voice to remain steady as you crossed your arms.
"Oh come now, theres no need to be so defensive. After all I'm here to help you..." he trailed off with a wicked smile.
"What could you possibly help m-me with" you tried not to make a show of you backing behind the sofa.
"Oh lots of things, I'm to make sure you are doing your duties. Think of me as a guide..." He stepped around the room with large steps surveying the lavish room. He plucked an apple from the fruit bowl and tossed it from hand to hand. His whole demeanor frightened you. His words were always dripping with double meanings.
"...." he smiled again and took a large chunk of the apple into his mouth.
"As I was saying, I'm here to help you. If you do your duties well, well then I'll just be on the side nodding approvingly..." he walked over to where you were behind the sofa and you planted your feet firmly. Knowing if you backed up like you desperately wanted to it would only goad him on.
You gulped when he was standing close enough to catch his scent.
"And when you don't..." he lifted a single finger to caress the edge of your face. You tensed and tried to pull away when his rough finger slid down. "I'll be there to teach you.." you felt the hot tears begin to form and you wanted desperately to shove him away.
You watched fearfully as he pulled your hair to his lips and left a kiss.
"Your highness" he bowed again with a devilish smirk and spun around carefree as if he hadn't just threatened you and left you shaking.
When he reached the door he glanced back over his shoulder, "Oh and their royal majesties send their regards" and with that he shut the chamber door.
Immediately your legs went numb and you tumbled to the ground. Dammit it all, you were so sick of feeling anything but fear.
You wrapped your arms around yourself trying to ease the shaking.
If you messed up, he was going to do gods knows what to you.
You were barely keeping it up as it is. You were awkward and always seemed to upset the one person you needed to like you. Loki.
If Mathis saw his distaste towards you, would he hurt you?
No he...he wouldn't, there was a chance others would see marks so surely he wouldn't...
You felt little comfort at that. You needed to work harder to make Loki like you. And the best way to do that was as he had said before, do your duties and leave him alone. You'd cut the unessasary conversation, perhaps that would help.
You let out a shakey breathe and used the sofa to pull your body up. Your legs still felt like jelly so all you could do was plop onto it and curl up pathetically and try to ease your discomfort.
You eyed the bereroot across the room. The healer gave very specific instructions of when to use it so instead, when you were sure your legs weren't going to give out, well mostly sure...you stood up and stumbled over to the the crystal pitched filled with the finest asguardian wine. You practically never got a chance to drink such sweet alcohol before but now you could and you were desperate to ease your nerves. After all Loki would be back soon by the state of the dimming light outside the window, and you didn't want to annoy him, or worse bother him and make him call the healer again.
"GODS" You scolded yourself as your shaking hands caused the decanter to shatter loudly on the ground.
You screamed in frustration. The shimmery scarlet liquid spreading  out merging with the pieces of glass.
Without hesitation you were on your knees gathering the pieces in one palm.
The last time you broke a decanter you weren't allowed dinner for weeks.
Your ears perked up at the sound of the chamber doors opening again. It seemed now that sound would always cause a surge of panic.
Your eyes widened slightly as you saw the flurry of emerald.
You watched with slightly widened  eyes as Loki entered the room, paused, turned his head in your direction then furrowed his brows.
"Loki I-I um... sorry I broke the crystal, I'll clean it up right away" you babbled nervously and turned from him, hurriedly picking the pieces up.
"Wha- no stop" he marched quickly over and you felt a twinge of fear, not of him but that you had no doubt angered him again.
"Its alright I broke it so I need to-"
He cut you off abruptly with a frustrated sigh and grabbed your arm with the glass, turning it carefully so the pieces fell down again. He started to pull you up, then with his other hand he made a sweeping motion that pushed tha glass away from the both of you. He glanced down making sure he didn't miss any then pulled you away and onto the edge of the bed.
He summoned a small cloth and handed it to you. You nodded a small thanks and began to wipe away the sticky wine from your palms. You noticed him staring at your palm and you quickly told him that you didn't cut yourself.
"You should know better than to do that" Loki said in a slightly scolding tone.
You looked up nodding quickly, "I know, I promise I'm not usually that clumsy..."
"Are you-" his heightened tone startled you a little and you watched as he huffed closing his eyes before calmly reopening them.
"I wasn't talking about that, what I meant was, you should know better than to pick up pieces of sharp glass with your bare hands. What do you think we have servants for?" Oh that's what he meant...stupid y/n...
"Right..." servants...the last thing you wanted to do was make someone else clean up your own messes. But instead of arguing you figured it would please him to  agree.
He didn't seem quite satisfied with your answer. To be honest he looked almost confused.
Suddenly a thought hit you and you blurted out the random question before you could catch yourself. "Can you conjure anything?" His eyebrows rose a little at the sudden question but he answered anyway, "No not anything...just small to medium objects." You felt your curiosity rise. Youd never really seen any magic before Loki, but you'd heard ask much about its wonders that you couldn't help but be intrigued.
"That's amazing...and it won't dissapear?" You held up the now reddened cloth in awe and marveled at how even as a conjured object, it looked very fancy.
"No, the things I conjure stay unless I wish it otherwise"
"That's amazing..." truly asguard was on a entirely different level.
"Surely you've seen such simple magic before...?" You snapped back to reality like a whip, and felt the panic creep back in again.
You hated that about yourself, that sometimes, on the rare chance you get curious or excited you forget where you are as if in a trance.
And now if you were not careful, you'd make him suspicious again. Your homeland had magic yes, but it's not like you were allowed to just go asking the palace sorcerers questions. But the princess you was supposed to have surely at least witnessed it.
"Well, yes but I've always found magic so interesting that I can't help being um excited every time I see it... sorry" hopefully he'd buy that.
"You don't need to apologize y/n, in fact I don't believe I've met someone who apologizes as much as you" you of course immediately opened your mouth to apologize but caught your self and looked down sheepishly.
"Its just a habit...I'll try not to so much" you didnt see his frown but it was there. Why you a royal princess who was raised with all the finery, had the courage and demeanor of a little rabbit he couldn't fathom.
You looked up at him finally and he nodded and muttered something about changing. He dissapeared into his closet and you made way to the bathroom.
You came over to the marble and gold faucet and ran the water. You collected a few drops of soap and placed the cloth under the stream. Once it was soaked you shut the water off and began rubbing circles until a reddish lather was  formed. It was such a beautiful cloth that you refused to let the stain set and ruin it.
You turned the water back on and rinsed it thoroughly. Once the water ran clear you were happy to see the cloth back to its crisp white.
You walked over the the contraption on the wall that Adessa had told you was for drying hair almost immediately. You used it to dry the cloth.
When you exited the bathroom you saw Loki sitting at his desk looking over some scrolls.
He seemed to never stop working.
Quietly as if not to disturb him you approached from the side. "Um Loki" he glanced at you wordlessly but his gaze was neutral. At least he didn't look upset.
"Here, thank you again" you held out the neatly folded cloth.
He eyed the clean fabric, you swear you saw a hint of amusement in his eyes but you were probably wrong. "Keep it"
"Really?" You blurted on instinct. Dammit y/n, to royalty these things are nothing. And duh he could conjure whatever he wanted.
Now you were sure at the amusement in his eyes. Although the rest of his face didn't betray him. You wished you could school your emotions like him. It would make life so much easier.
"I don't say things I don't mean, yes keep it, it's hardly worth getting excited over" first of all, aren't you the god of lies...second of all, I cant help it!!
You thanked him and quickly retreated to the sofa before you could say anything else stupid. You glanced over to the mess from before but was surprised to see it already cleaned up.
Loki probably used his magic. Or maybe called a maid.
You curled up with the book from before and started to read about Odin's father, King Bor.
Apparently this book must've been incredibly boring because you found yourself getting tired again. I'll just close my eyes for 5 min..then read again...
Loki turned in his chair when he heard your breathing change. You had fallen asleep with a book across your lap and your head leaning back. He watched you for a few moments in thought.
When he found out he needed to marry the princess. He assumed you'd be a spoiled brat. Most royalty he met were. But you acted as if you'd never been treated as anything more than a peasant. He'd met fish merchants more bold than you. He wondered how your parents treated you back on vanaheim.
He supposed he should be grateful, at least he didn't have to put up with a snobby wife. You were barely noticable and though he knew he acted standoffish most times. He didnt really mind you. It was more that he was indifferent. He barely saw you and when he did, you stayed out of his way. He wished you weren't so apologetic all the time though. He didn't want people seeing any member of the royal family as weak. Because the weak were always targeted. Loki couldn't remember the last time he apologized for anythi-
"Mfm wine"
Loki looked up to your face but found you were still asleep. Were you talking in your sleep?
"Itsssssss gone mm srry" loki couldn't help but smirk. Even in your dreams you were apologizing.
He waved his hand and a blanket covered you. You immediately snuggled into it like a child. If a tiny piece of cloth got you excited he wondered what your reaction would be to that.
A knock came at the door and Loki told them to enter as quietly as he he could.
The servant noticed why soon enough and quietly carried over the tray which contained Lokis dinner. His servant always came later than normal dinner hour since Loki always worked late and prefered it that way.
"Shall I bring anything up for her highness?" Loki noticed the uneasy expression on his face.
"She probably won't wake until morning...I'm sure shes full from dinner anyway"
"Pardon me your highness but the lady didn't call for dinner this evening..." Loki glanced at her sleeping form. Was she still feeling ill? He'd ask in the morning.
"She was feeling a little under the weather, I'll make sure she eats when she wakes" Loki saw his expression relax a bit.
"Yes your highness, good night" and with that he left.
Loki decided not to overthink it as you were probably just sleeping most of the day and forgot to.
Although the servants unease seemed a little much for just one meal skip.
Loki skipped meals all the time when he was working. Shaking his head he willed himself to leave it be, and dug into his meal.
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After dinner I headed to my common room but ended up getting lost along the way thankfully someone decided to help me
"Hey are you lost" I hear someone saying as I turn around and see a cute looking black haired boy
"Um yeah actually would you mind helping me to Gryffindor common room" I say hopefully
"Yeah of course thats actually where I was heading, sorry I forgot to introduce myself I'm Neville Longbottom" he says with a dorky smile
"Oh ok great and hello Neville I'm Alexis I'm new if you couldn't tell" I say laughing as we start to walk together, he smiles
"Yeah I heard about you from the twins they seem to be really captivated by you" I blush thinking that they've been talking about me
"Well what can I say those boys were extremely welcoming they make me feel like I could belong here" he smiles bigger
"Yeah that's Fred and George for you always welcoming" I smile back we settle into a comfortable silence as we walk down the halls of Hogwarts, finally we get to a portrait of a lady
"Well this is it the entrance to Gryffindor common room the password changes every week to make sure its safe" I nod looking at the painting curiously, Neville whisperers the password to the portrait and it opens we both head inside
"Home sweet home" Neville says looking around smiling with his arms raised as to show off the room
"Its magnificent" I say astonished with just how amazing this castle is
"It is isn't it" he says looking back at me lowering his arms I look over at him smiling
"the girls dorms are to the right boys to the left down here is the common area, well I guess I'll see you tomorrow yeah?"
"Yeah see ya, and thank you for everything" I say smiling at him he smiles back and nods and heads up to the boys dorm, before I go up to the girls dorm I decide to sit on the couch by the fireplace its quite cozy so much so I end up falling asleep on accident I'm awoken to the girl I saw with the Weasleys earlier Hermione I think it was
"Sorry to wake you I'm your roommate Hermione and got worried when it hit midnight and you didn't show" I sit up smiling embarrassedly
"Oh gosh I'm sorry this place is just so cozy I must have accidentally fell asleep Im sorry again to have worried you" she smiles and assures me its ok we both head up to our room, I'm so surprised I fell asleep I'm normally a night owl, once we get to our room Hermione opens the door and I see all my luggage already in my room I was wondering where it went
"Oh yeah the house elfs bring our luggage to our room they also cook and clean the castle which I down think is right we should clean up after ourselves a lot of house elfs are used as slaves to powerful wizards which is bullocks in my opinion" she huffs annoyed
"Ive heard of house elfs never meant one though I've always been interested in them sense I was a kid when my parents told me they get used as slaves I thought it was awful" Hermione smiles at me
"I like you already" I smile back blushing, after I unpack a bit we both say goodnight and Hermione heads to sleep well I get my night light and a book to read for a bit, it must be all the changes lately because I can barely read a few pages before feeling sluggish and deciding to call it a night I put my book to the side and start to fall into a deep sleep
( Dream )
Im in a black room I feel eyes on me it feels familiar I look around to see professor Snape starring at me I stare back into his onyx colored eyes he dosent break eye contact I get a shiver up my spine as he starts to walk towards me his cape bellowing behind him he gets inches away from my face as I stare up into his eyes I see something unidentifiable in them suddenly I feel his hands on my hips pulling me into him I gasp when I feel his lips on mine kissing me hard I'm so surprised I don't even react at first but then I'm kissing him back with vigor he pushes his tongue in my mouth and I moan which gives him full access to my mouth I run my hands through his hair gripping the ends suddenly he pulls away and whispers in my ear
"Wake up" I look at him confused
"Wake up" he says again in a girlier voice
( End of dream )
"Alexis wake up come on were gonna be late!" Hermione says shaking me awake I groan
"Uh ok ok I'm up I'm up" I say blinking the tiredness away from my eyes seeing the time I rush to get ready putting my uniform on Hermione had already left when I discovered a problem a don't know how to tie a tie so I just put it in my pocket till I run into the twins or Hermione and ask them to do it for me, I start rushing out the door and head to my first class potions as I speed walk there not to get in trouble I think about my dream its insane right to have a crush on your professor let alone have a sex dream about them I mean gosh I feel disgusted with myself ill just try to avoid Snape as much as I can, I get to the door of the potions classroom and walk in quietly everyone stares as I'm late I feel embarrassed with the eyes on me I look around for a seat when I see neville he waves me to an empty seat next to him I thank him quietly and wonder where the professor is
"And you are late why" I hear a deep voice behind me and I jump around in my seat and am meant with those same deep onyx eyes I saw in my dream
Oh I'm so fucked I think to myself
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ninjakitty2988 · 2 years
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Chapter 8   you are my sunshine
Fluff and some suggestive themes
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You look at Shinobu Kocho with rouge cheeks and she just smiles calmly. "Would you rather be bored on your own alone in the infirmary? I know Rengoku will take great care of you. I saw it for myself, so why not at least you will have someone to talk to and you don't need any dressing for that wound on your thigh till tomorrow, and then you can get up and walk the next day only if you take it easy." You ponder a little bit, do I really wanna be bored on my own with nothing to do? You Kyojuro most of your childhood but we are adults now! You know he won't do anything to make you feel uncomfortable! But then again it's not my place to say yes it's his personal sleeping quarters! You conclude it's not really up to me is it? 
Kyojuro Rengoku responds "ok ok Kocho I must admit I don't want her to be bored and alone in the infirmary I just don't want her to feel uncomfortable in my sleeping quarters. But as long as she's ok with staying in my sleeping quarters then I am ok with it." 
You're astounded "Kyojuro, are you sure this is your personal sleeping quarters? I don't want to intrude on your space if you don't want me to sleep there I understand!" Kyojuro expressed his signature smile, "I have no problems with it as long as you're comfortable with this?" You approve, "ok then yes I accept your offer! It's getting late anyway and I need to change into a yukata." Shinobu Kocho spoke up. "I will get Aoi to get you one from your room, she will bring it to Rengoku's room. If you need anything else, Rengoku can get it for you." You agree and nod. Kyojuro Rengoku asks if you want to leave now and you swallow hard and agree. "Ready when you are!" 
He gets up from the stool and puts it back in its place where he found it. He walks towards you leaning over you, and you then bend your knees for him to pick you up from under your legs and then uses his other arm to support your back. He lifts you up in his arms! You look a little nervous, but when Kyojuro steps forward you relax. Shinobu bids you both a goodnight sleep and you thank her for taking care of you. Kyojuro Rengoku walks across the garden slowly taking his time only because he didn't want to jostle you. One of the triplet's spots you both! "Are you feeling better y/n?" You smile kindly "oh I am much better thank you for asking I be up and walking about tomorrow but I have to take it easy! Shinobu Kocho orders and can you get the gate for us please? I am going back to demon slayer HQ." She nods and waves "ok y/n get better soon". 
Kyojuro Rengoku carries you through the gate and walks up the path. It's a small 10 min walk and he takes it slow and steady, "we should be there soon y/n not long now." You nod quietly and you're happy to be out in the fresh air even if it means Kyojuro Rengoku is carrying you. You can hear the cicadas chirping in the trees, owls hooting somewhere in the distance and the sound of Kyojuro feet crunching the dirt on the path as he walks towards HQ. You both finally get there. Kyojuro requests "I need you to put your arms around  my shoulders while I open the gate". You nod and wrap your hands around his shoulders gently "okay then but you could have asked me to open the gate I have free hands". He looks at you smiling "oh of course why didn't I think of that!" You look at him and giggle lightly "perhaps you're just tired it has been a long day". He booms "nonsense i am willing to help you out anyway I can y/n". You tilt your head "well thanks kyojuro". Just as you're about to open the gate to HQ, Giyu Tomioka opens it! "Ah Rengoku what a surprise and y/n it's good to see you are getting well. I am just going on a solo mission" You smile. Thank you for your well wishes Tomioka,I wish you all the best on your journey please be safe". Giyu Tomioka nods silently "thankyou" and then he departs quickly into the distance.
You look at Kyojuro " a man of a few words huh!" Kyojuro looks at you "indeed he's always like that but he's a good guy, hard working too". He then walks through the gate and with your free hands you close the gate. Uzui Tengan is in the garden. You spot him and roll your eyes knowing exactly what he's gonna say he spots the both of you and Kyojuro walks up to him. Uzui grins "so miss y/n how are you feeling?" You ponder I got that wrong he wasn't going to tease us! You look puzzled. "I'm doing a lot better and will be able to do a little bit of walking tomorrow and then I can do some rehabilitation training after that." Uzui nods "that's a good girl glad to see you're ok!" You bite your tongue when he calls you a good girl! However, Uzui's facial expression changes when he looks at his best friend Rengoku, 
Uzui smirks mischievously! Your intuition was correct, you knew something that's gonna be mentioned after all it's Uzui Tengan! "So Rengoku what are you doing with your cute cuddling bed buddy eh? Did you make your mind up? Are you sleeping with her tonight because it seems to me that you are! And what are you gonna sleep in just your fundoshi!?" You immediately feel really flustered looking  into the distance not making any eye contact with the both of them. However Kyojuro's face was crimson red, getting brighter and brighter! "Well Shinobu Kocho suggests she should heal up better in company instead of being alone in the infirmary for a night. She and I had a reasonable chat and we both agreed that I will keep her company in my sleeping quarters, nothing else and no I will not just be wearing my fundoshi Tengan, she is a lady and I have the utmost respect for her! I am a gentleman and that's what I will be towards her tonight is a gentleman". Uzui and you both are flabbergasted! 
Uzui nods "well goodnight to the both of you." You open your mouth and look at Uzui "goodnight Tengan and to your three wife's". Uzui smiles and yawns,he walks back to his wives in his home. Rengoku's face seems to be less red, just a slight tint of pink across his cheeks. He continues to proceed to walk towards the engawa. He takes off his sandals, he sees Aoi "ah Aoi did you get y/n's yukata?" Aoi nods silently "her yukata is on the futon ready for her, do you require any more of my assistance Rengoku?" He nods, "one small thing can you open the door to my sleeping quarters please, that's all I ask of you, that will be all thankyou for your assistance". Aoi walks off "goodnight Rengoku and y/n". Kyojuro gently places you on his futon. He smiles "I will let you get changed into your yukata, I close the door and wait outside my door let me know when you're done and then I can change". 
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Ok so This is a hurt/no comfort or hurt/little comfort Angel is AFAB.
My head came up with this will all the stuff with Row V Wade being overturned in America. If you don’t know about it or what it is. Row V Wade gave everyone with a uterus the right to an abortion as well as the right to privacy. There is more and I am not going to go into it heat but now it is up to each state wether or not abortion should be legal or not. A lot of states have all ready banned all abortions and are in the process of setting up laws so someone cannot go out into another state where it is legal to get one.
Now that you know that let me also say: David is dead,wether that be from the inversion or something is up for you to decide. Or if you want something else,David was forced to leave and wasn’t able to go back to Angel intel it was to late. But I like David standing beside Angel as they cry on call well he’s not able to do anything to comfort them. :) Angels memory wasn’t wiped because of their relationships with the pack. However no magic can be used on them. Angel keeps calling David’s phone and leavening long messages as if they are just talking to him. These are some of the calls Angel made to him.
“You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay Davy. You’ll uh never guess what, I wanted to tell you in person but sense your out right now and I don’t want to wait anymore- I’m pregnant! It’s yours of course,though I’m sure you don’t doubt that. Heh. Ash is stoping by tomorrow and I’m gonna tell him then. How have you been my love? I hope you have been having a nice trip. I’m going to head to bed for now, I’ll call tomorrow. Love you Davy,wish you where here for me to cuddle up to. Goodnight.”
“You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay Davy, Ash stoped by today. I told him the news, he uh,he he hugged me for a wile it was nice. Wish you could hug me, I know you’ll be back soon. Umm I wanna start coming up with baby names. What do you think? I’ll let you sit on that tonight, I love you Davy, sleep well wolfy “
“You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay Davy. I have an appointment set up for later, sorry I’m calling a bit earlier that usual, I’m just really nervous. So umm I’m gonna make that sausage dish thing you taught me. I even bought the blocked cheese. So I’m gonna do that, and stay on call so you can hear me struggle to do meanel tasks like shredding chess hahaha. —————————— ok! It’s in the oven! HAH Told you I could do it! ——————— Ok it’s all done! Lemme pull it out! —————— hmm dosent taste ass with out shredding the chess, I swear you have magic hands! Hahahaha  you so owe me this meal when yo get back I hope you know that! ————— ok I have everything I need for the appointment- oh shit wait let’s give me a second Davy! —— ok got ‘em! Let’s go! ——— ok so I’m at the Hospital now, Ash and his mate are gonna get here in a minute so I’ll call you back after, love you Davy!”
“You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay Davy! Just got back from the hospital, everything’s all good! The baby’s healthy and its hooks go well I’m gonna take a shower and go to bed, I love you Davy good night”
“You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay Davy! How are you feeling? I’m a lot more tired lately,I think it’s the whole making a baby thing,heh. Ether way I wish you where here, I wanted to talk about baby names! So if it’s a girl I was thinking Angela or Alice, and if it’s a boy I was thinking naming it after you or your dad! What do you think?………I love you Davy, I wish you where here-.” Angel passed out
“You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay Davy! Found out the gender today! It’s a boy!!! I’m so excited!! Ash Sam and Marie are the only ones who know as of now,not including us of course ha, 
 “You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay Davy, I’ve been feeling really bad lately- I’ve been in so much pain. I have an appointment set up, I’m scared Davy- I really wish you where here-“
“You’ve reached David Shaws inbox please leave a message I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Hay-hay Davy. Really bad news-I- I don’t know what happened- I I didn’t do anything I promise baby- but the- I can’t-he gone-I -
Ok have this! Ima add what I was thinking here
Angel is sobbing as they try to tell David that the baby died in the womb, they are absolutely heartbroken
The next call is them telling him that they can’t get the all ready dead fetus removed because of laws and things. They are scared and once again wishes he where there with them
Angel is once again crying, begging him to come back, to come back to them and help them. That their scared and that they think they are going to die
Angel tells him that they can’t get save themselves and remove the fetus even with magic for some reason that they couldn’t understand or listen to. 
Angel is sobbing begging for him to come back
Angel tells him that they have to carry to term despite knowing the baby is all ready dead and they will most likely die as well
Angel is scared and is ranting to David about how hospital staff is treating them. And about how they tried to take their stuff animal(it’s a fic reference that they have a small wolf plushy that kinda looks like David’s wolf form) his leather jacket and their phone away for some reason
Angel is crying as they can’t even leave the hospital because of their heath and law. Because “they might try to get an abortion” Sam ash Darlin Milo babe and sweetheart are all trying to help the best they can, the rest of the pack as well.
Angel has him on call right before they have to deliver but never gets to hang up or say goodbye.
Angel dosent make it, they get buried with David. 
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gt-jjba-n-stuff · 2 years
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Joseph and Suzie Q or Ceaser? Any prompt!
Ok! I'll include all three! and the prompt chosen at random was 🦋 bugs!
The spider can go to hell
Summary: Joseph is up late when tiny suzie q comes to him with complaints of a big bug. When he goes to investigate, he ends up rescuing the distrustful caesar from a large spider.
Pairing: Joseph, Caesar, and Suzie Q. (platonic and romantic ties are up to the reader)
Tw: fear, mentions of crushing, spiders, other than that its all fluff!
Thinks were admittedly awkward for Joseph, being paired up with the tiniest little man he had ever seen. All the staff here were small too. He kept nearly stepping on them! how could lisa lisa live like this? He always felt so bad when he would nearly hurt someone. And it was admittedly lonely being the only person this big besides lisa lisa.
And then there was Caesar. Caesar was.. it was tough to be around him. They made a great team. They had some pleasant interractions, a lot of which occurred in training. But he shouted any time joseph got too close, and utterly refused to be picked up. Even in emergencies. So things were a little hard on Joseph. Any time he had held or even touched caesar, he could tell the defensive little man was terrified.
it was a late night. Joseph was standing by his window, unable to sleep. He should be exhausted after all the training. Which he was. He just couldnt sleep. Eventually his silence was interrupted by a soft little voice as suzie q sat down on the window sil. "Are you alright, Joseph? you should be in bed. You have a long day tomorrow." She reminded.
Joseph looked down at the small girl, and smiled. He always appreciated her lack of fear. He sat down on the floor to be closer to her eye level. "I couldnt sleep. What brings you to my window this evening? here for a kiss goodnight?" he said, joke-flirting as usual as he rested his head on the sil.
She stood and approached him with a soft giggle. "In your dreams." She teased. She sighed softly as she sat with him. "I was just cleaning like normal and noticed a really big bug in the hallway.. its silly but when you're the size of a mouse, bugs are pretty scary.." she said.
Joseph chuckled softly, and reached up to cup a comforting hand around her. "Thats all? You make a fair point. Bugs must be pretty scary at that size. could you tell me where it is so i can take care of it?" he asked. Suzie nodded, and smiled, grateful. "Of course, thank you, Joseph." She said.
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This was NOT how this was supposed to go. Caesar had just been up to go to the bathroom when he found that spider. Along with some of suzie q's cleaning supplies.. His heart felt like it stopped. He didnt usually mind spiders if they were smaller than him. However this was a ridiculously large spider and did pose a large threat to the small population in the building. And by the look of it it had gotten suzie q.
That being said, he had attempted to sneak up on it and get rid of it with hamon bubbles. The bathroom was barely lit up leaving caesar at the disadvantage. His blood ran cold knowing he was at a disadvantage. One wrong move and he was bug food for sure. He crept up on it to the bestof his ability and despite it's flighty half turn to investigate the movement, he attacked. This was not as effective as he had hoped, only managing to piss the spider off.
So now here he was, fleeing for his life down the hallway as a spider persued him. He was this spider's midnight snack for sure. Well, at least untill he rounded the corner and spotted a large boot at his eye level. He didnt care who's it was, he continued running and leapt up onto their pant leg, clinging at knee height to catch his breath.
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Joseph had followed suzie q's guidance as he walked the halls. She was perched on his shoulder, tucked into his scarf. He didnt mind. It was a comfy scarf. she said that it was in the bathroom. So he was on his way. What he didnt expect, however, was a little cling on leaping up onto his leg. He peered down to look, only to spot an exhausted caesar holding onto his pant leg with a disgustingly large spider on the floor searching for him.
He felt a spike of anxiety. Caesar hated being picked up but he was exhausted. And there was a spider by his boot. If he moved caesar would fall. So he made his mind up, and reached down, very carefully pulling caesar off his pants and lifting him up to chest height, both hands keeping him tucked close as he simply crushed the spider. Gross.
*
Caesar panicked as he felt the hand wrap around his body, but he couldnt struggle very much. He was exhausted. but being gently cupped in two hands made him relax a bit more. He was still petrified, but this was a little different. He was just rescued. He heard that spider get crushed.
He looked up hesitantly, only to be greeted with bright, sea colored eyes. Joseph. And Someone hidden away in his scarf. Suzie. She climbed down into josephs hands and helped caesar up. He gave her a tight hug, his concern for her well being earlier melting into relief. "Suzie, dont scare me like that i thought it caught you when i saw your supplies." He said. She held caesar gently. "Its alright caesar, i just went to get joseph. No way i could clean with that thing!" she said.
Joseph smiled behind his mask at the reunion. He was glad they were safe. He began walking back the way they came, alerting the two little people tucked into his cupped hands. "Where are you taking us??" caesar questioned defensively.
Joseph honestly didnt expect caesar to stay in his hands for long. So he wasnt surprised by this behavior. But everyone is tired. "Back to my room. I think you two have had your fair share of spiders for the evening." He said, keeping them tucked close to his body.
Caesar wanted to argue, but it was a long way back to his room, and he was still pretty much convinced he was spider food. So he just gave in this time. He didnt want to be alone in a world this big tonight. So he nodded. Suzie was a bit excited that the two were getting along.
So joseph kicked his boots and scarf off, and just layed down with the two. Suzie trusts joseph. So she wasted no time getting comfy and falling asleep. Leaving caesar and joseph to bother eachother.
"..Thanks." caesar said, his little voice breaking their silence. He heard joseph's heart beat quicken with nervousness. Which intreagued him. Joseph was a big guy. Why would he be nervous about a couple of tiny folk?
"No problem. I've got your back, alright?" he said, keeping his voice down. He had actually grown nervous because he really didnt want to mess this up. He wanted caesar to trust him..
"..alright." caesar said. He had never trusted anyone but miss lisa lisa. But perhaps one day he would learn to trust joseph too. "Good night." Joseph said softly. He felt a little less anxious, enoigh so to have fallen asleep shortly after, with suzie and caesar curled up close to him.
thats all for this one, and im writing for fun so sorry about typos and improper gramar, etc.
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allie-scribbles · 2 years
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Harder to Hold [3]
Tags/Warnings: the slowest of burns, death of a character, grieving, alcoholism/bad drinking habits, unhealthy coping mechanisms, injuries
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After a quick lunch with Wills, you changed back into your coveralls and meandered over to Jess’ X-Wing in the hangar. She was already hard at work, and you felt a little guilty for taking so long to get there. You were her mechanic for maker’s sake, you should be the one doing all the heavy work.
You mentally kicked yourself for the guilt, knowing she didn’t care if you were late. Jess was a kind soul at heart. When she saw you, she dropped what she was doing and met you halfway across the hangar to wrap you in a bone crushing hug.
“Hey sweets, how’re you doing?” she inquired.
“A solid 6/10, Jess,” you gasped out. “Would be an 8 if I could breathe.”
Laughing, she released you. “I just wanted to make sure you were feeling the love today. I… um… I talked to Wills. He told me about your conversation.”
You had figured as much. Jess and Wills had a tendency to worry about you, not that you could blame them. At this point you just assumed that they both just had a “Y/N debrief” every day or two.
“Oh,” you responded meekly. Not really wanting to talk about it, you took a few steps away from her, towards her X-Wing. You had this ridiculous, ingrained need to put others first and make sure they were taken care of, even if it meant burying anything you were struggling with down deep. Pilots in particular had enough stress as it was… and you couldn’t bring yourself to ever dump your deepest, darkest thoughts on Jess and Wills, even if they were more than willing to listen.
Shaking those thoughts out of your head, you turned back to Jess with a bright (and only half fake) smile. “I’m definitely looking forward to working on these mods! What’ve you got in mind for today?”
You were genuinely excited. Getting a little creative with ships wasn’t something you got to do often, so when you and Jess had “Mod Days” (as you had dubbed them), it ended up being a blast. Nothing cleared your head quiet like trying to solve a complex mechanical problem.
“Actually, Y/N, I was thinking we could wait on the mods?” she ventured hesitantly. “After what happened last night, I really think it might just be best if you rest up in your bunk.”
You knew that even though she didn’t say it, she was hoping the alone time would make you change your mind about plans for tomorrow. But you’d made enough concessions in that department for one year, and your stubbornness reared its head.
You furrowed your brow, rubbing the bridge of your nose in exasperation. “Jess, please don’t. You know how much I love doing this work. Please just let me have this today, so I can maybe get some sleep tonight.”
Breaking out in an obviously fake flirty smile, you continue. “Besides, we haven’t gotten to hang out just the two of us in a long while. I miss chatting with you, babe… I mean, Wills is great, but he doesn’t exactly appreciate my smart-assery the way you do.” You bat your lashes at her, making the most ridiculous pouty face you could muster.
Laughing, she slung an arm around your shoulder and steered you towards her ship. “Ok, ok, you win! But only because I find your awkward charm endearing!”
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The rest of the day passed too quickly for your liking. Shockingly, you had only fallen down once. But that hose had NOT been on the ladder when you climbed up… so was it really your fault your foot got tangled in it on the way down?
By midnight, you had said goodnight to Jess, taken a quick rinse in the communal refreshers, drug yourself back to your bunk, and quickly fell into a dreamless sleep.
You woke the next morning to Bruiser whirring softly next to you. It was rare for him to be so gentle in waking you up, but you assumed he figured a harsh wake up call would be too much today.
You gave it a small smile, whispering “Thanks, B.”
As you sat up, you felt the sadness begin to press down on you. You slowly reached for your torn brown trousers and an old cream colored shirt, not particularly caring what you looked like today. You were drinking alone in the woods, so what was the point in making an effort?
Tucking your hair back and throwing on your boots, you asked Bruiser what he had planned for the day. You always felt bad leaving him behind, but knew he on some level understood what you were going through.
“Hanging out with some other droids in the repair bay? Sounds like a good day bud” You gave him a weak smile. Why you felt the need to convince him you were ok was beyond you, but you really did want him to be happy and not worry about you.
Grabbing your pack, you threw in some water, ration bars, a blanket, a small blaster (just in case), and a nice bottle of Corellian whiskey - completely full. Bruiser whistled his disappointment, but you just ignored it. Slinging the pack over your shoulder, you opened your door and turned to Bruiser. “Meet me in the hangar at 5am tomorrow? I’m going to do some maintenance checks on Wills’ and Jess’ ships and could use help with diagnostics.”
A quick affirmative beep, an affectionate whir, and he took off down the corridor.
Sighing, you turned and walked through the hangar out to the landing pad, beginning your trek into the forest.
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The lake was still as perfect and pristine as the day you and Cade had first come here. You were surprised that no one else on the base had discovered it yet, although it made sense. Not many people here had the time (or desire) to walk for an hour, no matter how beautiful the end location was.
The water was calm today, only rippling with the slight breeze that occasionally whispered through the trees. The forest came right up to most of the lake’s edge, but there was a small grassy hill rolling down into one side of it, dotted with only a few trees and some boulders.
You took a deep breath, partly to absorb the pure, perfect scent of the woods and the lake, and partly to steel yourself for the emotional train wreck you were about to become.
Slowly making your way down the hill, you plopped down in the shade of the largest tree. It had to be hundreds of years old… you and Cade had often wondered exactly how old it was, and if anything about this place had changed since it was a sapling.
Sliding down with your back against the tree, you opened your pack and quickly ate a ration bar. Cracking open the bottle of whiskey, you raised it in a halfhearted toast towards the lake. “Here’s to you, baby,” you muttered.
Taking a healthy swing of the amber liquid and relishing the way it burned your throat on the way down, you lowered the bottle and let your head fall back to rest against the trunk. And as soon as it hit the tree, the pain became too much. You let the dam break, and quietly cried for what you had lost.
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hello june skycourthouse youre literally the coolest ever you are just. just. hmm i am so happy we are friends <3 it is sunny and and the leaves are pretty colors ill send u some pictures later maybe and i think im home alone and the world is just so pretty and i think you are just. you're sunshiney <3 i am listening to the song good morning sunlight by i fight dragons do you know that one? it makes me think of u :D its so warm and pretty also i love it :DDD
how are you today! it's sunday! today we are putting the sun in sunday i suppose at least where i live. i am uhh putting off homework. oops. i started a new minecraft hardcore world yestrday!! i found a village and made a silly little starter house that is literally just a box and also found a shipwreck but i cant navigate the map that was in it :< i have. so much laundry to do >_< and im just very warm rn! in multiple ways :) i am wearing the coziest sweater its lovely :]
its october 16 which is so many of my friends' birthdays so i forgot about the red festival ummm. im gonna rewatch tubbos pov of the red festival i think </3 OH ive eben working on the benchtrio ghosthunting au a bit im excited for that and also my other main project (aka: stardust projects onto tommy and ranboo is well hes certainly There.) ive been like outlining whats gonna happen and its gonna be cool :) im giving u a bouquet of flowers or a potted plant or just literally a piece of grass i hope youre doing well <3 im not ready for the weather to get colder but i do love the pretty colors and . sweaters :]]
LAJDFJ i wrote this in the afternoon.... its 10 pm now.... PFFT. okay pressing send. i do just frequemntly forget to do that huh
love ya ollie :D
awww thats so sweet, it was super foggy the past 2 days here for the first time its been sooo nice <3 and no i do not know that song :O
YOOOO HARDCORE!!! i have never done a hardcore world i have far too much rage inside me i dont think i could take that sort of loss, BUT ITS OK UR SLAYING i have Also been putting off folding my laundry... it is just in a pile on my floor Oops. I Forgor (my room is the messiest place in the universe rn Its Fine)
BUT WOOOO YEAH IT IS :D the red festival my beloved <333 THATS SO COOL THO GHOSTHUNTING AU THE BEST AU IN THE WORLD!!!! i think itll be aweomse also Omg Grass... the other day i was outside doing (activity) with friends and there was some really soft grass and i wanted to eat it but then i remembereed we were at Gross Public Place and though it was soft someone had probably thrown up on it before so i should Not put it in my mouth and it was very sad for me, i like how grass tastes but alas that grass would have been germy so yes anyways i am appreciating your grass. also i cant wait for the cold weather except for actually its just about as cold as itll get here already only it still warms up to like 80F in the afternoon so we just suffer bc we cant dress right, but its ok bc the past two days like i said its been foggy so :D i just need it to start raining so we can Heat Our House lmao we need it to be wet enough outside to make a fire w/o lighting half the country on fire LOL
and its ok king i get it. i am heading to bed Also now i think this is a late response sorry i didnt see this, but goodnight sleep well i hope you have a great day tomorrow!! love u :] <33
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hanymelon · 3 years
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inspired by @omnibread1​ ‘s post here!
Wanted to draw Mira a lil bit more cutesy than usual and dragged mammon along lol
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c-kiddo · 3 years
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projecting being my true insane self by writing cad wandering around in public in the rain in his mushroom pjs and a coat next chapter of dragonfly year
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