#ok that's all the tags I'm bored

[perhaps-mr-collins-has-a-cousin]

Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3

#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip: #this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over #but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome #which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive #until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated #usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips #(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips #and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips #in all the dermatological literature he had read) #i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall #leave the area the heck alone for at least a year #because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed #so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life #and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well #i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face #and not being able to take proper care of the skin there #and this is just too much for me #i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on #but i must and i will #this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly #and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do #i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome #on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies #and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting #(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said) #(it'll be fun she said) #ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc. #thanks for reading ily <3

[stacys-museum]

Skyblock this week.

#i accidentally posted on wrong blog so i have to fuckin do tags all over again #i was bored and made this thing ok #this is another thing about mc server because yes #i probably should post something else but #i fell into the rabbit hole and didn't find another rabbit hole to fall into yet #which is why im posting stuff that only two other ppl here are interested in #and i like this “stuff” and enjoy drawing #and 99% of my art about it will never see the light of day because i would flood the tags #and because half of it is a crossover that i'm too lazy to explain #ok i'll shut up now #my art #fanart #hypixel skyblock #hypixel #simon hypixel #i still don't understand how to tag things properly #also i forgot how seraphine's dress looks like so...

[thatonecrookedsmile]

["So what can you expect in the coming months?"] ["…you never know!"] ["He’s always watching me..."] ["-I saw Mister Drew the other day…was meeting with that Connor fellow, holding some papers."] ["I think they saw me looking though…"] ["Just too many secrets being cooked up in the kitchen!"] ["If I didn’t know better, I’d say there was magic there."] ["A well calculated understanding between creation-"] ["-big things are coming!"] ["-and creator."] ["Massive things!"] ["That smile…"] ["..you just learn to go with it."] ["He’s always watching me..."] ["You just watch…"] ["I’ve got a good feeling something great is going to happen…”]

...

…How very interesting,such… knowledge.

{A message from Wilson Arch}

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Yoooo, guess who is having a birthday today. Me,obviously. :D

Oh, and Wilson too, I guess. If you wanna be THAT guy.

Remember when this video came out there were people who heard the voice at the end and thought the voice was either Sammy or the Ink Demon? Man, those were the days. However with all due respect, I'm glad neither case was right in the end lol.

On this day 5 years ago, "Unknown - April 14th" was posted on YouTube, which means it's been 5 damn years since we first heard from Wilson...

man, what a damn BABY MAN, am i right folks

It's interesting to think that even though it's been 5 years, we've only known who Wilson really is for 2 years now (or more appropriately, 1 year and 5 months of those 5 years). Of course, now, after BATDR was released, we know who he is and what his place is in the Bendy universe. But between April 1, 2019 and November 1, 2022, all we knew about him was that he…existed. He was someone - someone bad apparently - who sounded old and who would have some relevance in the plot of Dark Revival. And that's it. We had no name, no appearance, nothing. He was someone, but we didn't know who.

It's no wonder he was only referred to as "Unknown" by fans during these 3 and a half years.

In the end, I would say that this drawing is a mix of 2 things. The first being the result of an idea I've had for a while, which is basically making a drawing in relation to the original video/"unknown" tape, but this time with Wilson, since now we know it was recorded by him. Plus it's been 5 years since the original upload,5 years of Wilson. I think this would be the perfect time to do this.

And second, a strange kind of redux/homage/"final chapter" in this kind of "collection" of drawings I did between 2019 and 2022 all based on the idea of "the unknown weirdo from BATDR saying How Very Interesting Such Knowledge" and so on. All of them having other characters in mind in the role of the Unknown. And now, here I am, redoing this idea again, only with The Man Himself this time. The real Unknown. Now as the Known, so to speak.

Going back to what I said before, you can see this drawing as a kind of farewell to this particular idea that I've kind of repeated over the years, as I've now done it again only with Wilson this time. (Does this mean I'll never draw this concept/line of thought again? I mean, I assume so. But there's no guarantee I can't make something similar again down the line. Who knows what the future holds. We will see what happens in the next 5 years.)

But,yeah. 5 years of Such Knowledge™.

Have a good April Fools' Day.

(Also, there are still a few hours until the day ends where I live, so for me it's still April 1st, so yeah, this still counts)

#bendy and the ink machine #batim #bendy and the dark revival #batdr #wilson arch #crookedsmileart #I'm going to start headcanon that Wilson's birthday is on April Fools. It fits him 😌 #yo perspective SUCKS; who created this;i'm gonna beat them until there's no more. #also;lighting is so. hard;how do you all do it #Does anyone have tips for lighting; it would be a huge help /gen #also also;drawing the audio logs was a BATTLE. It was sooo boring; why do I do this to myself #so many details and I had to do it in 7 of them; and it's because these are the DR models;which have more details; #if I had to make them based on IM models I would probably make them simpler. But I wanted to be accurate :-))) #since we are on this subject (and I'm 99% sure of this) #Did you know that the textures in the audio log models used in the final game #are different to those used in the videos published between Feb and April 2019? and a little less detailed? #I realized this when I was looking for references for the drawing #the audio logs in those videos and the audio logs in the final game are not the same thing (at least in terms of texture) #Next time you play BATDR; think about this lol /hj #in retrospect; I don't think those audio logs published at the time would really be relevant to the game's plot #and I think that in the end their purpose was (besides worldbuilding i guess) just to tease the existence of Wilson #I still think that Joey's audio was supposed to be more of a meta thing since the real JDS was actually growing during that time #in my head; that at least makes sense (referring to the last 2 tags) #anyway;happy birthday Wilson;you old bitch #ok i finally post this;now back to the HOG

[quiverymango]

☀️Suntan Scribbles!🏀

Doodles of Sunny and Kel, my beloveds <3

#I'm not really happy with how any of these turned out tbh but oh well I guess :P #this was just created to try and cure my artblock anyways lol #anywho on a lighter note: #AGHHH I LOVE SUNTAN SO MUCH IM INSANE RGHHHHAHAH #they have been consuming all my brain space lately as a coping mechanism against all the tragedy in omori lol #I just want them to be happy!!! #also the kitties are from the fic “Bask in the Sun” #I honesty just consider that fic canon at this point because it's so well written lol #GO READ IT RN ITS SO GOOD. #ok onto the boring tags #omori #omori suntan #omori sunkel #sunny x kel #omori sunny #omori kel #mango’s art #(also this is totally a spiritual successor post to my “death/star doodles lol)

[buneok]

part 1

this drawing is so sexy i wish y'all could see it but not yet 👊🏼💥

#i gotta do the other part first #BIG ramble in the tags im sry i'm just proud of this piece and i just started reminiscing #before may i hadn't drawn since like freshman year of highschool and never progressed from how i used to draw in middle school lmao #i graduated in 2021 #i guess i lost interest bc i have a hard time staying focused and studying was never easy for me #especially with like the fundamentals of art lmao i still don't know shit im sry watching videos is so boring to me #i mean some of the videos have been helpful but it's so hard to watch them in full length sometimes cuz i just get distracted or bored #tell me if u can relate #kinda gave up on art for yearssss #until suddenly the sve hyperfixation hit this year ??? #i had never drawn a body or even a torso until this year LMAO it probably shows im ngl but we move #idk how i improved so fast like i look at my old art from when i first started posting and im like 🫡 #younger me would be happy #these silly pixels helping me improve my art hehe #also hi i've been sad for the past few days but im Ok now #sad for no reason at all idk sometimes i get this way #how are u if ur reading this

[fma03envy]

In which Junko periodically sneaks out of the old school building to meet with Izuru (and then lies to her classmates about it)

#Danganronpa spoilers in the tags #this drawing actually originally had dialogue; took it out bc I wasn't sure of the phrasing but that may also take away context #in the first panel Junkos talking abt how ironic it is for her to be stuck in hope's peak while Izurus outside +complaining abt being bored #and Izuru's going ''yeah ok sure; whose idea was all this again'' which Junko laughs about #then in the second panel Kyoko's saying like #'hey Junko isthere smth going on we should know about?bc the only time ive seen this little of you b4 was when u were having memory issues' #And Junko responds like 'nooo I'm just sad bc of the apocalypse Don't Even Worry About It lol' #my art #Danganronpa #kyoko kirigiri #junko enoshima #izuru kamukura #junkozuru #I think about the timeskip year a lot ok there's not nearly enough content about it #And one HC I'm absolutely certain of is that Junko did not do the voluntary imprisonment thing the WHOLE time #Idc about the metal plates if food could get in she could get out when she needed to/felt like it

[samuelroukin]

the terror is like a bedtime story to me <- guy who has conditioned himself to get soooo sleepy from reading and then taking a nap

#also sir johns long ass thematically relevant bible moment was just very boring i'm sorry #ALSO also earlier on they mentioned no one has brought a bible and i was like ok not even him? so does he have all that memorized or? #i should make a lb tag for this book since i guess i have thoughts and i doubt it's interesting to anyone lol #ben.txt

[sweet-cuddlebug]

[Trying to read the epilogues of hs and homestuck^2]

[suffering]

[laptop]

#the epilogue part is mostly directed at candy #because of gamzee #I mean WHAT DID THEY DO TO HIM?? #if you hated him so much you could have just killed him #(as with all the other trolls who deserved much more than just ... that) #wHAT?! NO NOT THAT WAY PIECE OF TRASH #keep vriska away from my child!! #keep my child away from... that other... child #but what the fuck gamz- BUT WHAT THE FUCK HUSSIE #BUT WHAT THE FUCK JANE THAT'S NOT MY GIRL #like pls you didn't even give him a chance in meat #and I didn't even read them until the end- HEY #I tried ok? #but it's... UUUUUHGG #To begin with #I'm terrible at reading Homestuck #I read it from the beginning then I got bored I skipped acts I re-read previous acts I read from random pages when I found a link #and I repeated that with the epilogues and hs^2 #BUT GOOOOD #It is so hard #“I'm just a girl” TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT'S HAPPENING BUT I'M UNABLE TO READ AND THESE CHARACTERS DESERVE MUCH MORE #so yeah #homestuck #homestuck epilogues #candy & meat #homestuck candy #homestuck meat #doodles #Is there a tag limit?

[morganee]

THREE DOORS......WILLEL......PLSPLSPLSPLS

MY DARLING 💛 thank you SO MUCH for choosing this!!

This is my baby. I've been working on this for the past month or so. It's a 6 chapter story (might turn them into 8) and I'm just halfway through the second chapter asdfghjkl but I have the entire outline of the fic written down and I can't wait to share this story! I'm super excited but super scared because multi-chapters are hard D: I'm going to publish it once I have it all written.. which, hopefully, won't take me too long 😅

What I can say is that this fic is going to be my version of S5. It's byler centric but there's going to be tons of willel too 🤧

I can't really give you the summary (because I'm still trying to figure out how to write it without spoiling too much asghllk) BUT HERE'S A VERY LONG SNIPPET FOR YOU 💛

“Do you think he’s coming back?” Will asks. El turns to look at him and her voice carries a heaviness he hasn’t heard in a year. “Do you feel him?” His hand instinctively goes to the back of his neck. There’s no shiver, no goosebumps warning him that something is wrong. There’s no weird feeling telling him he can feel him, because he can’t. Vecna’s been silent for over two years. “No,” he replies. “I can’t. It’s just a sensation, but I can’t feel him.” “It’s probably the anniversary effect,” she replies, hand slipping into his. He holds it tight and finds the strength he needs in his sister’s hold. “You’re probably right,” he replies. “Halloween has never been the nicest holiday for me. Or the week right after it.” “Don’t worry. You have all of us to support you this week,” she says and giggles at her own thoughts that she quickly decides to share. “And you’ll definitely have Mike.” Will rolls his eyes and El pokes his side until she’s full-on tickling him. “El! Stop!” She giggles and he knows she’s had only a couple of drinks, but tipsiness looks good on her. She’s carefree and happy and giddy. Will wants to see his sister like this forever.

#byler #willel #stranger things #wip #I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS YOU HAVE NO IDEA #I want to write it all and just publish it asdfghjkl #not the first time I write a multi chapter but it's the first byler multi chapter and I'm nervous <3 #THANK YOU FOR ASKING ABOUT THIS ASDFGHJKL #my baby #kinda scared it's going to suck though #im excited but maybe it's a boring plot asdfghjkl #ok i'll stop rambling in the tags #THANK YOU FOR THIS GAME DARLING #sara <3 #my fanfiction

[unized-3]

my most played songs (may - july 2023)

vegas lights by panic! at the disco

"from now on we are enemies" by fall out boy

far too young to die (demo) by the brobecks

chlorine by twenty øne piløts

interlude: i'm not angry anymore by paramore

scary love by the neighbourhood

sleepwalking by all time low

whatsername by green day

bulletproof heart by my chemical romance

fake happy by paramore

most played album: midnights by taylor swift

most played artist: fall out boy

#this is according to samsung music #and yes i use samsung music kiss my ass #i did this bc i was bored ok #i'm meant to be drawing twtltrtd art but i have NO ideas #oh shit here we go with the tags #panic! at the disco #fall out boy #the brobecks #twenty one pilots #paramore #the neighbourhood #all time low #green day #my chemical romance

[daz4i]

if i may complain for a bit about something that doesn't actually matter and can be easily avoided. god i hate fics that baby-fy chuuya

#yeah yeah i know just don't read them w/e. there's no tags to avoid these unfortunately 😐 #it kinda feels like a fanon of fanon. it's so far removed from his canon self even if some core elements are there. #why write him like a 15 y/o even as an adult. and the thing is. even when he was 15 in canon he wasn't this childish. c'mon. #a lot of the most popular skk fics have him characterized like this and man I'm tired. look how they massacred my boy. #ok complaining session over. i feel like i sound kinda mean. sorry abt that. #it doesn't actually matter that much just a bit frustrating when it keeps happening when you're already a couple hundred words into a fic #edit: i lied I'm not done complaining i gotta turn this into a rant bc ppl misunderstanding my favorite character online is a crime. #childish was the wrong word for me to use ig it's more like. innocent. #girl. bestie. he has been part of criminal organizations quite literally since he remembers himself. #he is not some sweet uwu baby who's a bit of a tsundere or w/e. he's got genuine reasons to be angry yknow. he's been through shit #and he's not innocent? he's in the fucking mafia lol we literally see him kill like 20 people in 5 minutes at 15 y/o. #he's not naive either???? he may not be dazai levels of smart but he's still capable of figuring things out himself???? #like he did figure out rimbaud's thing by himself. he's not stupid or slow. he wouldn't be a mafia executive otherwise. #and that's also the reason he can't be naive like... he is in constant danger after all #and idk watering down all this^ for aus is boring and turning him into practically an oc but it's even worse in canonverse #or literally any au where he suffers the same amount as he does in canon. bc then what's your excuse for watering him down. #it feels like forcing him into this very clear cut mold you see in every media when he is literally. not that. #no one in bsd is honestly that's part of its charm imo. they all subvert your expectations of their character archetypes #i think this is why it's making me so angry bc it doesn't feel like just misunderstanding the character but also the whole story. in a way. #am i going too far? perhaps. i dunno. i do feel less Dirty after letting out this frustration tho. #complaining session is now officially over okay. yes. sorry. i don't mean to offend anyone sorry if i sound mean at any point.

[stinkrascal]

hiiiiiii <3 how are we doing? how are the straud kids doing?

hiiiiiiiii im doin ok, how are you bby? <3 the straud kids are great!! idk when im gonna post the straud legacy again, i really really really want to post the vlad/brie backstory reprisal before i pick up the straud legacy so tbh i havent seen them in so long, i miss my pixel people :-( but in my head im certain theyre living their best lives!! i have so many story ideas that i wanna execute it's so crazy my mind is a jumbled mess of silly vampires lol

#jade answers #itsmariejanel #oh im about to ramble SO HARD in the tags you dont even know #lucien and bonnie are gonna have a baby very soon i decided because bonnie has been pregnant for TWO REAL LIFE YEARS #even though it's only been a few months for them in the story D: so straud grandbabies soon ahhhh im not ready!! #gen is still a misogynist who's terrified to come out to his parents but they'll come around #carlile is still sick with an Unknown Illness... but he'll feel better one day! he just has to feel worse first :'( #nikolai is studying hard at school! making friends! learning about literature and whatever! #klaus is still struggling to make new friends but he'll make them sooner than he thinks!! all the while developing his musical skills <3 #anastasia is an indecisive queen who cannot decide what aesthetic she likes or who she's into. but that's ok! libra queen! #ilya will explore their identity has they get older! and also steal their mother's lighters and attempt to start fires. arsonist icon <3 #maybe the strauds will have more babies idk i have to decide how bored vlad and brie are #brie wants to GO TO SCHOOL! and be EDUCATED! so idk if she'll wanna have more kids at the moment #maybe afterwards though. she can get her degree and then be like heyyyy vladdyyyyyyy ;)))) #idk i have so many plans for the straud legacy i think it's going in a direction i'm really satisfied with!! #especially regarding anastasia/caspian/vaughn/wolfgang ugh it sounds like a love square but i promise it isn't lol #i'm really satisfied with their arcs. especially caspian and wolfgang. i think it's going to go in a good direction #i can't wait for u guys to see it in a thousand years when i finally start posting again <3 #but first i feel like i need to establish things in the vlad/brie backstory reprisal #mainly having to do with vlad/brie's mental health. bc there are characters with the same diagnoses as them #and they help those characters come to terms with their diagnoses #there's also general worldbuilding stuff that i want to better establish in the reprisal that i feel would be beneficial for my legacy too #there's so many stuff and things to do!! and i only have two hands!!!! #but i promise i am constantly working on new story stuff ok? if you read this far i am very impressed lol ily <3

[e-vultures]

you watch a "just okay" 3-hour long movie and at the end you're like "man that was kind of too long. oh well" but you watch a 3-hour long bad movie and at the end you want to become the unibomber

#JUST WATCHED AVATAR 2. BY THE FUCKING WAY. I DID NOT WANT TO BE THERE I WENT BC MY DAD ASKED ME TO. #I FULLY EXPECTED IT TO BE SHITTY. I KNEW IT WAS A SHITTY MOVIE. I WAS LIKE WOW THIS IS GOING TO BE KIND OF BORING AND LAME FOR 3 HOURS #I WANT TO FUCKING EXPLODE PEOPLE #I'm maintagging my hatred I don't even care I am so angry. THIS IS THE FUTURE OF CINEMA??? THE FUTURE I GET TO LIVE IN????????? THIS??????? #I used all my good literary analysis words screaming and now my throat is sore and I have nothing more to say about the movie itself #fortunately my little brother is kind of a hater inherently even though he didn't have to watch this fucking abomination. so he goaded me #on as I screamed + did not demonstrate knife safety skills #I just #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGHHHHHHRGRHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHHRHHGHRHGHRHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH #RAGE. vioence #I type out tags like ''killing and maiming'' a lot but I have never understood them on a vocal and physical level before. #I need to hunt James Cameron for sport. #creaking #delete later #<- not really. I'm keeping this. I just am going to take it out of the main tag when I am less full of white-hot incandescent rage #good fucking NIGHT. #(AND NOW I GET TO GO WRITE AN ESSAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) #ok I've removed it from the main tags that wqs a mistake and I am sorry #^ edit 2 days later lmao

[h0ney-bee]

Iditot

#teehee #he say #you wanna see my scarsssss #okay that's when you #idk like stomp him #I've been bored all day laying here #I'm giving you everything I got ok #okay #my art #art #my oc #tumblr art #tumblr #doodle #drawing #oc #suggestive #tw suggestive #ask to tag #tw scars