#okay I'm done sorry kcodndksnkw

[mephibon]

I have to get this off my chest lmao

I've no idea why, but I get extremely selfish at times about my hyperfixations (e.g. shows, characters, etc.) and I'm very self-conscious of that

I'm not able to explain it well, but I suspect it has to do with my OCD to some capacity

for example, if I see that someone else enjoys The Secret World of Arietty, I might become a little anxious and subconsciously think that this movie belongs to me and only I can enjoy it, despite this not being the case at all

I genuinely hate myself for it, it's so annoying,, just let folks enjoy great content, Jesus

#sorry for the rant lmao #I wish people could understand #ocd isn't all fun and rainbows #especially when paired with awful anxiety #okay I'm done sorry kcodndksnkw