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incorrect-hololive · 2 years

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pLEASE TALK ABOUT RAREPAIRS I WILL BE FIRST INLINE

LMAOOOOOO since we could be here all day with me rambling about my massive list of rarepairs I'll just talk about some of my favorites

SuiTowa - okokok I do admit that I may or may not have originally gotten into this pairing because I just really like Towa and Suisei and did the thing where I put my favorites together but unironically they're really good together?? Streaming-wise they have a lot of great moments and their voices - oh their VOICES together. I lost my mind during their duet at Link Your Wish this year they are actually so GOOD.

Lore-wise they're equally as good? You've got Devil-Who-Is-Actually-Nice Towa and Idol-Human-Who-Is-Actually-Evil Suisei, it's such a funny dynamic. Suisei would find it so entertaining to be friends with a devil and start asking about the most evil things Towa's done and start trying to push all her buttons, meanwhile Towa would just be there like 'this HUMAN is INSANE and I am TIRED when can I go home to hell and eat SNACKS.' Also Suisei absolutely has "I will face God and walk backwards into hell" energy so Towa meanwhile trying to keep her out of trouble for three seconds is kinda endearing??? There's lots of potential for it to get angsty too on TOP of them being a comedic duo so I'm all OVER their dynamic.

(I am throwing these two clips down because I care about them very much)

By extension I will say I also love the StartEnd trio. Just Towa there with her two (2) feral animals Suisei and Aqua who go pew-pew in Apex. Literally that meme featuring that mom with two kids on a leash.

KanaTowa - Whoa ANOTHER Towa pairing I wonder who my bias is hmmmmmm LMAO

I like them for sort of similar reasons to SuiTowa? I got WAY into these two even BEFORE IRyS originally was announced; it's the whole classic angel/demon dynamic except completely inverted when you consider how angelic Towa is and how chaotic/violent Kanata is in comparison. Makes things interesting!

I'm really glad these two are lowkey kind of becoming a real thing? KanaTowa did a bunch of official 3D short videos and streams and collabs together and stuff; they also did that official game collab song (Madoromi. It's SO GOOD and the lyrics LITERALLY match their dynamic so WELL), and then literally formed an official unit together and released an original song together (which I now listen to on a daily basis). So now they're only a rarepair in the sense of there not being a lot of fancontent for them.

They're also just. So cute together...

(Also if I had a nickel every time Towa did a yearning reach-out pose to a blue-themed girl mid-performance then I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's kinda fruity that it happened twice)

KanaMari (Kanata/Marine)

what if I was a PIRATE and I was about to PERISH but was then saved by my GUARDIAN ANGEL and then I feel in love with the guardian angel?????? ahahha jk UNLESS

These two have such banger chemistry with each other, actually! They're so funny together and you can tell they're pretty close and it's really adorable to see. Like look at these clowns

Also, I just think Pirate/Angel is such a funny concept. Marine sailing the seven seas and people are confused as to how she hasn't fallen overboard by mistake but it's all thanks to Kanata protecting her. Bonus points if Marine's all like "Kanata is my normal Houshou Pirate crewmate she is totally human!" meanwhile the rest of the Houshou Pirates are like "senchou just kiss your tenshi girlfriend already"

They are both very cute idiots and I love them

Salted Turkey (Amelia/Reine)

Okay THIS one is an oldie. More than a year ago Ame and Reine did a couple of stream collabs which were really cute!!! Though the real kickers for me were their first interactions; during Ame's first ever birthday stream the only people to do call-ins were Gura, Ina, and Reine, who literally woke up just to see Ame's stream and to tell her happy birthday (in their very first speaking interaction)! And then Ame called Reine's morning voice hot and I lost it right then and there LOL. And then Ame came to her birthday stream a few months later... they're just so sweet together

Lore-wise it's harder to connect them but I see the POTENTIAL. Honestly any pairing with Ame in it will almost always result in juicy dynamics so I'm all ears here. So hey vtuber fandom I know they haven't collabed in months since but can we get more of them actually?

Other pairs I love for some reason and really want to see more of: Lui/Iroha, Suisei/Calli, Flare/Polka, Ina/Calli, Kronii/Ame, Kiara/Mumei, and Ina/Sana. And I'm holding back on a couple more LMAO I'm a bit of a rarepair hell mess 😭

#not quote #i'm really glad there's people out there ready to listen to my delusional rarepair ramblings LOL #holos and headcanons

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crystal-iceblossomxjackfrost4evr · 1 year

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Tw manipulative Parental unit bullshit/my sociopathic tendencies towards said parental unit/ and small death stuff in the past/small mention of suicidal thoughts in thr past

So like i maybe go off like a villain here. Sending herw to send link to my megamind server buds. Uhm but yeaaa sorry if u didnt realize yet i can be quite crazy when it comes to real assholes like this guy. And i have no love whatsoever for child abusers /manipulators in anyway, shape, form or fashion.

Background: Only mental,emotional financial and phsyical type of abuse happened to me. Nothing rated M/E other then objectification for modeling. I have adhd and possibly many others including autism,anxiety, and recently thinking cptsd

Uh rant below

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||So like TELL ME WHY this mans asked me TWICE NOW trying to bribe me to vome home and take care of his dumb ass

He has no working arms and i feel b

Pity im not completely heartless but i also laugh my ever fucking ass off cuz its his own karma hitting him

Its been damn near 3 years (1.5-2 since his accident) and hes STILL TRYING TO MAKE ME COME BACK

BITCH I RAN AWAY WITH 8 SUITCASES AND NOTHING ELSE WHYYYYYY

WHYYYYY WOULD I COME BACK TO UR NARCISSITIC MANIPULATIVE ASSANINE BULLSHIT

UR BEING SWEET and adoraaable and all "ohhh i love u princess. I wish u back princess. Im cryinnnng princess. Ill pay u 3600 a month! Ill pay 4000! A month!"

I COULD BE PAID 14 GODDAMN GRAND A MONTH UR A LIAR

U will absolutely become a hellish monster again once im back in ur clutcges and im honestly cackling like a sociopath

This fucker has made me go full sociopath anime villain ass tendrncies. 0ne wrong step and i couldve been goddamn loki or deadpool in the real world im not kidding!!

If i got STUCK in the pandemic with this HO one of us would e died

One of us wouldve died.

I mainly kept tellin the doctors to leave him alive cuz i felt bad. I knew hed want to. I need SOMEONE to take care of the house (im broke af) and i wanna get life insurance to get i dunno 1k, 10k, 50k, 100k SOMETHING out of him.

And hes useful in helping me with grocery and occasional actual money

Just SIGH sighh i do love him

.....Hah Ahahha

Okay i USE to love him. I just feel bad for the guy at this point. He lost his goddamn chance for me to love him when i had to cry my goddamn self to sleep every fucking night of highschool asking Whyyyy the fuck he and mama dont seem to care. Even after saying my suicidal tendencies. Even after so many instances of me being angry beyonf measure. So many instances of abusing me even after mama (gramma) died. Even to the point where i legit was feeling insane from LACK OF QLEEP CUZ HE WONT TURN DOWN THE STUPID BASS

I cant stannnnnnnnnnnd bass anymore. Any bass in a speaker in a neighbors house i cant deal with.

Ppl yelling at me i cant deal with.

I dont think i can legit EVER fully live on my own without someone to at the least help me take care of thr house, appointments, paperwork and signing up or filling out things and spiders (sever phobia tht he neverrr helped)

Im 90% sure all of my diagnosis are 10000 or more % worse if not outright caused by him besides my adhd and autism

And even after all tht.

Alll the crying. All the screaming silently. All the manipulation. And abuse until he fucked my head around sideways and inside out

HE STILL THINKS ID EVERRRRR WANT TO GO BACK

im on low contact for "wow your life sucks" ahahajaha reasons just cuz i call u a couple times a month or two and we get along on the phone (cuz i laid down the tule if he starts yelling imma hang the eff up and or he starts blaming me imma sob story him till he shuts up) does not mean i will ever EVER live with him again

And if i even EVER THINK ABT GOING BACK its because i miss my house and old life i can never have and if i ever reallly think abt going back to him. My bog brother. My roommate, my bonus mother and prolly both besties would slap me upside the head or knock me out or tie me down and ask what the ever loving fucks wrong with me!!!

Jeezus christ! "I thought ud at least think abt it!" I THOUGHT ABT it for 23 yeaaaaars before i managed to get away u crazy man

No!

And even if i did I CANT TAKE CARE OF PPL i get grossed out touchin the hair tht combs off when i comb my own head.

I get grossed out at taking care of my own body

I get grossed out or shut down at the littlest of things tht even miss or roomie go WHY ARE U HAVING TRBL. Becauseee of himmmm. He made damn sure i would have to rely on ppl for the rest of my life which sets me up poorly to everrrr take care of him. Id rven told mama someone else would have to take care of herr. Id hire and pay someone but I. CANT. DO. IT.

So boo hoo sad story feels bad man but u made sure id have these fucking problems and dig ur grave and i wanna just scream at him to just lie in it nowwwww but i still need him and need to make sure he wont eff me in selling thr house tht mama for some reason only gave me half of. And maybe bribe him to keep my stuff in storage till im stable with a job again Ugh ;*; ||

Tw manipulative Parental unit bullshit/my sociopathic tendencies towards said parental unit/ and small death stuff in the past/small mention of suicide thoughts in the past

#vent #fuck this guy #fuck abusive parents #children deserve better #im sociopathic sounding just a tad #also a lil villainous

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zeussim · 3 years

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Sometimes I get this weird feeling that I'm missing someone but I can't point my finger to whom.

#either its my best friend because I dont feel this way when im with her #or its because I LACK ROMANCE GODDAMIT HANDSOME BOYS WHERE ARE U AT???#also ive had a romantic day today since i had a romantic dream so ive been daydreaming about the lost possibilities #when i think of all the times I was completely oblivious and didnt realise the possibilities #its really sad #okay so that has happened...twice ahahha #i was only slightly attracted to one of them but he was kind of a douche but also a short boy so cute #but its also like 7 years ago and ahhahaha i think it's good nothing happened #since i wasnt really mentally well at that point and i really needed these years to become happy on my own #but if I haven't met a cutie in a year or so I might go really crazy #nonsims

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forthemorefortunate · 4 years

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ACOTAR Reading Update #6

ACOTAR SPOILERS BELOW!!!

Layout: Progress, Currently, What’s happened so far, What happened recently, Thoughts, Predictions, Quotes + more thoughts

Progress: Chapter 61 of A Court of Mist and Fury – 93% through book

Currently: They’re flying to Hybern :0

What’s happened so far:

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What happened recently:

Basically I have now confirmed that SJM’s goal is to kill all her readers before the end of this book??

cABiN-

Rhys tells us the whole story of him and Feyre and it’s utterly heart-wrenching

A lotta sex, like, *literally* an entire chapter, wow

They visit the queens again. The golden-haired one gives them the book without the others knowing

Hybern attacks Velaris :((( golden queen is dead, Feyre kills the Attor, Rhys was really worried and it made my heart cryyy.

They decide to go to Hybern to either destroy or steal the Cauldron :0

Thoughts:

Okay, so like, Feyre is basically the avatar of faeries...

Looking back at my notes on Kindle, most of them are me literally yelling at Feyre to stop being stupid ahahha.

Rhys calls her “cruel, beautiful thing” and I LOVE it.

I’m low key getting sick of Feyre only referring to Rhys as “my mate.” Any time Rhys says something, any time he walks into the room, it’s always “my mate” this, “my mate,” that. Like yeah, we get it, you’re mates – call him by his name now, please.

I love how Cassian says “easy”

Predictions: I was taking to my sister and I was like, “I wonder what Mor’s ‘orders’ are.” (when Rhys is like, “don’t forget your orders,” when they’re about to leave for Hybern) Fionn was like, “well, we just assume it means that she has to get Feyre out lol.” I said, “Wait we don’t find out what the orders were?” And she says no. So I’m like “Well I guess that means they all get out alright if she doesn’t end up having to follow the orders...” And Fionn goes, “Well you don’t know that, maybe she dies.” I was like, “I highly doubt that. I can’t imagine her dying there because it isn’t personal enough – like usually characters are killed off in a way that’s significant to their past or something, and Hybern isn’t super personal to Mor.” And Fionn goes, “Well how do you know that there isn’t a piece of her past waiting for her in Hybern?” And I thought about it, and I asked Fionn, “What’s Lucien’s brother’s name?” and she answered without hesitation, “Eris.” So then I was thinking about it and was like omg maybe Eris is actually working for the king of Hybern. And then I was like, “Omg but wait – if what I’m predicting and what you are implying are true, then that means Mor is ab to die...” And Fionn’s like “Idk dude, gotta read and find out.” But yeah. Now I think that Eris is with the king of Hybern. Not just because he’s an asshole and part of Mor’s history and all that shit, but also because Fionn knew his name instantly. Where I am, his name has only been mentioned, like, twice. Fionn would not know his name unless he ends up playing a bigger role later on.

So ig my prediction is..

Eris is aligned with king of Hybern.

I don’t know whether Mor is gonna die tho. It just feels like she has so much story left. Maybe she’ll be captured or hurt? I mean that’s not much better, but.... yeah idk. I’m kinda worried now ahaha ngl. Only 7% left in the book....

Quotes + more thoughts:

* CLARIFICATION - just so y’all know ahahha, these reactions are copied and pasted from the actual comments I put on Kindle, so these are my real, live reactions XD I love going back through Kindle while making these posts and reading all my comments ahah, I don’t even remember making all of them 😅

There you are. I’ve been looking for you. His first words to me—not a lie at all, not a threat to keep those faeries away. Thank you for finding her for me. I had the vague feeling of the world slipping out from under my feet like sand washing away from the shore.

HIS FIRST WORDS TO HER AHHHHH

“I landed at the Night Court, right as Mor was waiting for me, and I was so frantic, so … unhinged, that I told her everything. I hadn’t seen her in fifty years, and my first words to her were, ‘She’s my mate.’

I absolutely love that those were his first words after Under the Mountain

His eyes danced with feline amusement. “Cruel, beautiful thing.” I snorted. The idea that he found me beautiful at all— “You are,” he said. “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I thought that from the first moment I saw you on Calanmai.” And it was stupid, stupid for beauty to mean anything at all, but … My eyes burned. “Which is good,” he added, “because you thought I was the most beautiful male you’d ever seen. So it makes us even.” I scowled, and he laughed, hands sliding to grip my waist and tug me to him.

I. JUST. FREAKING. DIED.

My face warmed, and I smiled at them. My—family. “Now that we’ve settled that,” Rhys drawled from behind me, “can we please eat? I’m famished.” Amren opened her mouth with a wry smile, but he added, “Do not say what you were going to say, Amren.”

I REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT SHE WAS ABOUT TO SAY AHAHHA

With Rhys and Mor gone, Cassian and Azriel came to stay at the town house as they continued to plan our inevitable visit to Hybern. After that first dinner, when Cassian had broken out one of Rhys’s very old bottles of wine so we could celebrate my mating in style, I’d realized they’d come to stay for company, to dine with me, and … the Illyrians had taken it upon themselves to look after me.

awWWWWW THEY’RE LIKE I LIKE AH I SHIP THEM ALL AS BEST FRIENDS LIKE LUCIEN THEY’RE EVEN BETTER THAN LUCIEN I STILL HOPE LUCIEN COMES AROUND AH - MY HEART MY BABIES I LOVE YOU

Someone on the bridge vomited, then kept running. But I could not break my stare from the golden queen. Or from the Attor, who swept through the hole it had made and alighted atop the blood-soaked lamppost. “Regards,” it hissed, “of the mortal queens. And Jurian.”

FUCKING QUEENS I KNEW THEY COULDN’T BE TRUSTED

Where are you? Rhys’s voice sounded distantly in my head, through the sliver in my shield. WHERE ARE YOU? The Attor was getting away. With each heartbeat, it flew higher and higher— WHERE— I sheathed the Illyrian blade and fighting knife through my belt and scrambled to pick up the arrows that had fallen on the street. Shot at my people. Ash arrows, coated in familiar greenish poison. Bloodbane. I’m exactly where I need to be, I said to Rhys. And then I winnowed into the sky.

AWWWW RHYSSS FUCKING IDIOT FEYRE JESUS I MEAN

When I emerged from wind and shadow, I was right atop the Attor.

YOU STUPID STUPID IDIOT I MEAN YOU HAVE WINGS BUT YOU DON’T FREAKING KNOW HOW TO USE ‘EM IDIOT PURE IDIOCY YOU BETTER HOPE RHYS GETS THERE IN TIME, IDIOT Ohhh I hope Rhys isn’t too mad at Cassian... since Cassian didn’t make sure she went back to house...... cause she decided to be stOOpid....

“You chose to fight for them. For Velaris.” He kissed my neck. “I don’t deserve you.” My heart strained. He meant it—truly felt that way. I stroked his hair again. And I said to him, the words the only sounds in the silent, dark city, “We deserve each other. And we deserve to be happy.”

YUS MA’AM ALSO WHO ELSE THOUGHT OF “DANCING THROUGH LIFE” FROM WICKED???

“My mother gave me that ring to remind me she was always with me, even during the worst of my training. And when I reached my majority, she took it away. It was an heirloom of her family—had been handed down from female to female over many, many years. My sister wasn’t yet born, so she wouldn’t have known to give it to her, but … My mother gave it to the Weaver. And then she told me that if I were to marry or mate, then the female would either have to be smart or strong enough to get it back. And if the female wasn’t either of those things, then she wouldn’t survive the marriage.

HAHAHHAHAH SO BASICALLY “the girl who marries you is gonna have to be one tough cookie. If she can’t pass this test, then she deeefinitely won’t be able to handle YOU for all of eternity.”

Also I freAKING CALLED IT

5/14/20

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whatmakeshimharry · 7 years

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I was tagged by @istealifly @pinkislouder @loveloveolivia and @justlookatthehearteyes to do this. 92 questions are intimidating ahah let’s go! Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

THE LAST… 1. Drink: Water

2. Phone call: My mum

3. Text message: A text to a friend that has an exam tomorrow

4. Song you listened to: Something just like this by Coldplay

5. Time you cried: I cry a lot. Happy tears? On Monday during the Coldplay concert. Sad tears? Yesterday before going to a party.

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: No.

7. Been cheated on: No thank God

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope

9. Lost someone special: Sadly, yes.

10. Been depressed: I’m afraid to say yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I can drink a lot without throw up but yes.

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

12. Blue

13. Green

14. Black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 12. Made new friends: Yes, I did.

16. Fallen out of love: I think yes in same way?

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes I love when it happens

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes...

19. Met someone who changed you: Not in a good way, though.

20. Found out who your true friends are: I think so.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: No.

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Mostly all of them.

23. Do you have any pets: No, I don’t

24. Do you want to change your name: No, I like mine

25. What did you do for your last birthday: I went to my favourite part of my city which is probably what I’ll do next Saturday since it’s going to be my birthday

26. What time did you wake up: 9 AM

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I was at a party with some people from work 28. Name something you cannot wait for: HARRY’S CONCERT!!!!! Also, seeing Alice and Sanne again but I don’t know when it’ll happen <3

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: She is literally in the next room

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: A lot? Mostly my way of treating myself

31. What are you listening to right now: There are some annoying people outside my building and can they please shut up annoying Italian people

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No. Whell if you mean Tommaso then yes.

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My thesis. My violin exam. My body and summer weather

34. Most visited website: Tumblr, Youtube and Facebook I guess

35. Elementary: It was okay

36. High School: I loved it, I made all my friends there

37. College/university: I am loving it, even if it gives me stress and anxiety about my exams and my future

38. Hair colour: Red

39. Long or short hair: Long

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Not really

41. What do you like about yourself: Ah ah ah nothing. Well, probably how sensitive I am? But this has bad aspects too.

42. Piercings: Only my ear, but I have seven

43. Blood type: I don’t know??? I should know, right?

44. Nickname: Vale and another one that my sister and my brother use BUT I won’t say it because I hate it and you’ll start using it SO NO

45. Relationship status: Single

46. Zodiac sign: Cancer

47. Pronouns: She/her.

48. Favourite TV show: Breaking Bad, How to get away with murder, I Medici

49. Tattoos: Yes, one. I’ll get a second in September 50. Right or left hand: Right.

FIRST… 51. Surgery: I have never had any

52. Piercing: Ears, again. Seven.

54. Sport: I played volleyball?

55. Vacation: In my grandparents’ house in the countryside because I was very small and weak and the doctor said I needed to go somewhere healty RIP

56. Pair of trainers: How am I supposed to remember that?

57. Eating: I’ve just had dinner

58. Drinking: right now, nothing

59. I’m about to: Read some fic

60. Listening to: Harry’s album

61. Waiting for: Having a few days where I can relax without thinking about uni or the music school

62. Want: A place in the universe where I feel like I fit

63. Get married: I want to.

64. Career: It’s complicated. I have a lot of things I want to be. (And that I’ll probably won’t become ah ah ah)

YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

67. Shorter or taller: Taller? Not that it’s difficult to be taller than me RIP

68. Older or younger: I don’t really care?

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Nice stomach I guess

71. Sensitive or loud: Loud because I am too sensitive and that would not... end really well ahah.

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Again, not too hesitant because I am.

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: No.

75. Drank hard liquor?: Yes.

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: More than I want to admit ahha

77. Turned someone down: Yes.

78. Sex on first date: No.

79. Broken someone’s heart: Yes, I hated myself for that.

80. Had your heart broken: Yes, hated myself for that too.

81. Been arrested: No

82. Cried when someone died: Yes, of course

83. Fallen for a friend: ...............................yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: HARD QUESTION. Short answer, no.

85. Miracles: It’s complicated

86. Love at first sight: I’ll quote Harry Styles and say that you can defintely be infatuated with someone the first time you met them but then you’ll fall in love with them after you know them

87. Santa Claus: YESSSSSSSSSSSS

88. Kiss on the first date: No.

89. Angels: This one is complicated too

OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name: I have three of them

91. Eye colour: Blue.

92. Favourite movie: Titanic I guess? (And Sanne, we still have to watch Love Actually ahahaha). Also, DUNKIRK

That was difficult ahahha anyway I tag @florelikeaflower @iamnotbeingsarcastic @reinventlou @crosstheuniverse @harrysgaytour and @alicedoesntsharefood even though I know you don’t want to do it I just feel like tagging you in this ahahah and also @cherrystreet if you want <3 <3

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