Working on the designs for some of my marine ocs and here is my Noise Captain! Still unsure of his name thats usually the last thing I make for a character dsfhj
fellas. Is it gay for him to be the only person that can stand to be around you, to fuck his wife bc that’s as close as you can get to him, to brawl and press your bodies together but still pull your punches bc you could’ve easily killed him? To spare him from knowing what it’s like to hold a dead child? To be the only other person who knows what Really Happened, to remember his favorite cigarette brand after 10 years of not seeing him, to hold in his guts with your bare hands for hours after he saved your life? well.
Something that really pisses me off is when older people are talking about something from their youth and I ask what it is because I'm genuinely interested and their response is some shit like "oh, you're just a baby, how is it possible you don't know this, you're too young to understand us, ask us when you're older haha".
And it pisses me off because they make me not want to ask out of curiosity anymore and then they get upset because I'm not interested in their stories.