#old school emo

[rachymarie]

Fellow autistics or sensitive skin babez please I need to know (buckle up this gon' be a long one):

Have you found that your skin has gotten more intolerant as you age or have I just been masking how in pain i am for like the majority of my life out in public wearing normal people clothes??

I just had to go out grocery shopping etc with stockings on under my (what would have otherwise been super comfy) sweat shorts (the blue Pantone ones from Boohoo, oh how I love them) bc I hadn't shaved in a few weeks and didnt want to put the public eye thru that lol (idc what other people want to do with their body hair, just do what makes you feel happy but I admit I just can't fully shed the social conditioning I grew up with to keep my own legs and pits hairless if they're gonna be on show) - and it was somewhat excruciatingly itchy at first and I don't think it truly died down, but with all the distractions of shopping etc I did kinda get used to/forget about it a little. But as soon as I got home at the soonest possible moment I changed back into pjs, one of the only type of clothing my skin can handle anymore.

So yeah I've either lived a whole life in pain/discomfort, spending a lot of energy and distractions masking it until I was used to feeling horrible all the time (I used to wear predominantly tight clothes for a large portion of my life), or my skin has gotten less tolerant as I suspect.

Or do we just grow less apt at masking our discomfort as we age?

Younger autistics please bear in mind - and I'm not really even THAT old yet but I am a decade+ older than teenage years now - well, when I was growing up I feel like it generally wasn't "cool" to be autistic?? Or any kind of neurodivergent, unless you count emos bc a lot of us were depressed and it was made a cool thing but i feel like people weren't getting disagnosed/the help we needed, instead self-harm was trendy etc, it was kinda problematic af. and I feel like most of us went undiagnosed (for a lot of issues, actually), especially women and other afab. And now we're just trying to get our struggles recognized/a name for our struggles and failure to be "normal" all these years, and maybe even some bloody help for it, rather than being told we don't matter bc we're "over the hill" now or something and only kids struggle with autism? Lol

Do any kiwis have affordable suggestions for pants I can buy that don't look like pyjamas? If I could cut damn Polyester and the likes out of my life for pure fabrics I would in a heartbeat, but it's not so easy.

The best pants I ever wore were my first pair of Peter Alexander (summer) pj pants - which I still have and are still intact, but can barely fit - back before the brand's quality went to complete shit (granted I have a few pieces that are great, but it's really hit and miss if you will actually get what you bought in one piece/without defects. I finally decided it's not worth it to buy Peter Alexander anywhere near full price. They're good with refunds but the quality control is like worse than Shein/Temu).

Those pants were 100% cotton and idk how they did it but they were like heaven in a fabric and I wished I could just wear them everywhere. Honestly felt like the first time I wasn't in any pain or discomfort at all wearing bottoms.*

Apologies this turned into a ramble with several tangents (even a brand review) but maybe it resonates with someone out there and hopefully it brings me some answers in time

Thanks for reading if you got this far <3 now I'd better tag some trigger warnings etc and then it's time to finally nap, feeling sick again after all the activity

*ok so as this ramble developed, it sparked a tangent ramble (rambleception), and another ramble on top of that, which I felt needed to be their own posts. Will link them below once posted:

[Tangent ramble 1] [Tangent ramble 2]

#actually autistic #autistic #afab autistic #afab autism #autism in women #ageing autistic #sensitive skin #highly sensitive #disability #schizospec #tagging schizospec just in case it's a schizospec thing #tw self harm mention #tw sh mention #self-harm mention #late diagnosed autistic #sensory issues #rambling #schizospec rambling #thinking out loud #Rachel rambles #harmful beauty standards #beauty standards #autistic masking #90s kid #old school emo #2000s emo #2000s emo things #autism struggles #the autistic struggle is real #the struggle is real

[omg-pink-kitty-cat]

🖤🩷💅

#emo #emo girl #emo fashion #scenecore #scene kid #scene girl #scene fashion #emo scene #plus size emo #plus size scene #alternative #alternative girl #alt girl #alt #plus size #plus size alternative #soft grunge #old school emo #me

[aquiloneblu-000]

DESPERATLY looking for Anna Green's other fics besides throam

(Yes, I know it is 2022 and i am late and out of style but like,,, i know i am not the only one)

I can't for the life of me figure out how to use the way back machine, i only managed to find the first two chapters of the black rose season.

Does anybody have links that work with the way back machine or like a pdf file??

Please i am b e g g i n g i can't recover from throam and i need more

#annagreen #the black rose season #posing in a ballroom #how a resurrection really feels #throam #a kingdom by the sea #wolves vs hearts #over the tracks #the heart rate of a mouse #emo #ff #old school emo #2008 #2009 #2010 #arctic_gray #beggarsnotes #anna #green #brendon urie #ryan ross #spencer smith #panic! at the disco #p!atd #jon walker #gabe saporta #william beckett #patrick stump #pete wentz #andy hurley

[thejaymo]

Some random has put my teenage emo band's entire discography up on Youtube. Pretty wild as our album (from 50m50s) never even came out!

If you listen to the whole thing from the beginning to end you can trace our evolution ... ages 15 though 19. We got a lot better. lol.

Across all the other videos online, playlistings and mentions on the lost emo server discord etc more people have now heard our music than they ever did in the 2000's.

What a wild time to be alive.

#satm #old school emo #emo #emocore #slingshot around the moon #uk emo #2000's music #2000 #2000s nostalgia #margate #Youtube

[xxx-und34d-m3lod1c-xxx]

a little edit cuz i was feelin’ cute 833!

#scene #emo #scene emo #scene girl #emo girl #scene aesthetic #emo aesthetic #emo hair #y2k #2000s internet #old school emo #adult emo girl

[astrosoldweb]

The chunky TV, the MySpace emo, Ouran highschool host club… those were the days.

#old internet #old web #2000s internet #animecore #otakucore #weebcore #2000s anime #ouran high school host club #2000s emo #emo core #emocore #2000s aesthetic #2000s nostalgia #2000s

[old-evanescence]

Evanescence on the French magazine Hard N' Heavy, 2003

#evanescence #amy lee #nu metal #early 2000s #2000s #2000s nostalgia #goth #2000s emo #oldschool #2000 #magazine #2003 #20 years of fallen #fallen20 #fallen era #fallen #gothic rock #alt rock #french #old school #old magazines #photos #photoshoot #fallen photoshoot #ben moody

[spiegelmama]

Finally, bardcore that uses classical Latin instead of church Latin.

#bardcore #card-carrying latin scholar #old school emo #no really old school #Youtube

[disintegreate]

⋆｡ ⋆⭒˚⋆｡ ⋆⭒˚⋆ Black N’ Pink!!!! ⋆｡˚⋆｡ ⋆⭒˚⋆⭒˚⋆｡

#scenekid #2000s scene #oldscene #scene girl #scene queen #emo scene #scene emo #scenemo #scene #my space #moodboard #old school #old internet #old web #scene hair #scene fashion #scene aesthetic #scene inspo #2000s web #black and pink #xd #2000s fashion #not my image

[vmpzvirgo]

#xd #rawring 20s #rawr xd #scemo #scenekid #2000s scene #oldscene #scene girl #emo #2000s #y2k #moodboard #acessories #scene queen #scene #old school #oldschool lolita #old emo #old internet #old web #old

[fartprinc3ss]

#myspace #mid 2000s #pink #scemo #old web #2000s emo #emo scene #2000s aesthetic #oldscene #scene aesthetic #old school scene #late 2000s #2000s scene #scenecore #2000s fashion

[dorianscary]

wrapped on this last week and wanted to do a nice little send off for these two. extremely grateful to have been a part of a project like this!! :’^)) wowee

#i’ve been so emo about it. hence the crossover lol #found a bunch of my old AT fanart from high school too like….damn. what a year!!!! #adventure time #fionna and cake #mine #mcr

[gorestar]

#my pictures #mine #lolita fashion #old school lolita #gothic lolita #lolitagirl #vkei #v系 #emo #emo girl #emocore #2000s emo #emo scene #scenemo #scenecore #scene girl #purplestainedglass #crystal castles #menhera #body mod #body modification #body mods

[webdiggerxxx]

꧁★꧂

#pants #punk #goth #emo #punk fashion #fashion #handmade #diy #crust punk #distress #saic #school of the arts institute of chicago #flickr #oldweb #old web #2008

[luciddreamexe]

About me!

Heya, I'm Erica (*≧ω≦*)

I am a 19 y.o. nude model and artist!! I also love anime and music 😝 I can be your girlfriend, bestie or psychotherapist (lmao) ♡ I am a kinky girl who loves hard sex and also has a lot of fetishes~

Check my other socials (I do nsfw content btw) -> click on me ♡ I don't sell services / don't talk on Tumblr. I do it ONLY on Fansly. I don't use cash-app, you can tip me through FANSLY only.

There you will find a lot of interesting things ♡♡♡ Feel free to DM me ~

#xd #rawr xd #old emo #emo blog #emocore #emo scene #2000s emo #emo kid #emo #scene girl #2000s scene #scenecore #scenekid #scene queen #scene #moodboard #rawring 20s #scemo #oldscene #old school #old internet #old web

[old-evanescence]

evanescence blingee

#evanescence #amy lee #nu metal #early 2000s #2000s #2000s nostalgia #goth #2000s emo #oldschool #2000 #old internet #old school #old web #web archive #web finds #blingee #gifs #gif #gifset #2000score #2000s web #y2k #early internet #2000s internet #amylee #evanescence gif #20 years of fallen #fallen era #fallen20 #fallen