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im-only-here-for-the-fandom · 11 months

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Baby Lost, Baby Found

so first time posting on tumblr, i got inspired by the idea of danny phantom being jason todds father from the story apartment 31c by @faeriekit

its going to be a bit long so,

I headcanon that ghosts can asexually reproduce but it takes some time to make sure that the baby is stable than if there was two ectoplasmic donors so its not commonly done or well known . so when vlad tries to clone danny he doesn’t know that he’s actually growing a lab baby and in the test tube while its forming the baby splits, becoming two babies, one more ghostly (ellie) the other more human ( jason ).

Danny feeling a strange tug at his core urging him to find something, something very important to him and he has to find no matter what, searches for weeks before he finds ellie and jason before vlad ages them up and he falls in love instantly. he looks at his beautiful daughter and son, cradles them carefully and takes them home olny telling jazz, sam, and tucker about their true origins, his parents lecture him about ‘how irresponsible he was for bringing two children into the word’ and ‘how hard it is to raise them’ and ‘how much personal time you have to give up to take care of them’ despite them not noticing that he had disappeared for weeks or that they spent all day in thier lab only coming out for food and bathroom breaks or to put a sample in the fridge because the basement fridge was full {they still haven’t noticed he’s died} . the babyies needed a steady intake of his ectoplasm or pure ectoplasm to stabilize so took them to school with him, not trusting his parents inventions to not accidentally shoot at his kids but thankfully the ghost have calmed down with their attacks ever since he got the kids only going after him after school and during holidays and toning down thier destructive acts.

During the summer holiday vlad invites the fenton family to a cruise ship no doubt trying to enact one of his stupid schemes with jazz unfortunately (or fortunately) unable to join because she was joining a charity for helping less fortunate kids as a volunteer so that she could add it to her resume also because she’s just a really good person and wants to help defintley not to get out of the holidy cruise with val of course not . During one of the cruses resocking pit stops he has to change ellie’s diaper because he’s a goid dad, so he leaves jason with his parents reluctantly after the insisted that he would be perfectly safe with them, jason having a dormant core barley exhibits any ghostly traits while ellie having an active core regularly floats, so his parents were less liely to think jason was a ghost tgan ellie, not knowing that as soon as he left the box ghost came to cause mischief, his parents immediately entering ghost hunter mode forgetting about baby jason.

Enter Sheila also on the cruise running a fake pregnancy scam on multiple people, getting desprate when few men fall for it but needing more proof from her, she decides to steal baby jason who was conveniently unattended to in the chaos happening and leaves before the cruise before the ship departs. She successfully registers the baby as hers saying that she gave birth to him on a cruise thats why she has no previous medical records and naming him jason based on the custom onsie he’s wearing that had in bold Baby Jason written on the chest and starts her scam once again. This time she’s more successful in her scam getting large amounts of money from different men, her having blue eyes, the baby having blue eyes, most people having black hair made it much easier, but now the baby was getting older and its harder to scam people with a larger baby so she doesn’t want him anymore so she hands him over to the only man stupid enough to believe that was truly his baby, Willis Todd, she dumps him in gotham and leaves.

Back at the cruise ship danny finishes changing ellie only to come out to the aftermath of the box ghost and search’s for his parents so that he could get his son back only to discover that his parents have once again neglected another child, their grandchild, in favor of their ghost hunting ways. danny feels devestated his baby boy is gone and the ship had already sailed a long way out from their last stop, he should have never trusted his parents, he didn’t care that they neglected him, but thier neglect now cost him his son. he leaves ellie with jazz once they reach home and follows the tugging in his core once again trying to locate his son, but this time it’s harder it took him weeks to find his kids the first time and that was when they were stationary, now sheila keeps moving meaning the direction of the tugging keeps changing and it throws him off the right track, until she reaches gotham and the tugging suddenly STOPS, danny is floating in the middle of nowhere when his connection with his baby just disappears without a warning. and danny is just terrified, he doesn’t know what has happened to his baby.

Jason is in gotham now, which is a ectoplasm deadzone, despite it being heavily covered in death energy. any time ectoplasm is formed its immediately sucked away by those who have recently died, barely being able to take enough to pass to the afterlife, and with the amount dieing in gotham the amount of ectoplasm is barely able to sustain jasons baby core. he has stronger senses and a better immune system from his ghost half but other than sharper canine teeth he doesn’t develop other ghostly traits over the years growing up, if he able to seemingly disappear in the shadows and move as silent as a ghost, it’s attributed to gotham strangeness.

jason is now 15 and dies waking up briefly in ghost zone only for the ectoplasm to kick start his core and kicks him back into his body six months after his death, back in to gotham the ectoplasm deadzone now unable to support his active core leaving him catatonic for talia to find and dunk in the lazarus pit. he spends three years in with the league of assassins before returning to gotham mad with pit rage and the need for revenge against the joker.

danny, now the ghost king , has never given up searching for his missing, despite not being able to locate him his bond reassuring him his son was alive, having moved out with his daughter and sister when she turned eighteen and cut off all communication with his parents. he’s in a meeting in the ghost zone when he feels his bond with his son flare up strongly only for it to disappear from the ghost zone not a minute later, leaveing him no time to search for him, but the bond is there, if barely, but it disappears again when jason is dumped in the lazurus pit, his signature corrupted from how it was when he was young. danny’s core aches from the sadness he’s feeling, the bond he has with his son is seemingly gone, he doesn’t know what to do now.

A year passes and jason is now nineteen a year after he came back to gotham, having reconciled with his family. but now the justice league is facing a world ending supernatural threat and they need someone or something powerful enough to face it, so who else other than the benevolent and kind ghost king.

constantine has the main league members do the ritual with him batman, superman, wonder woman, flash, green lantern, because the requires a lot of power. so they chant his titles, The Benevolent and Kind, The Great One, The Gate and The Keeper, The Guiding Star, The High King Of Infinite Realms, and a portal starts forming and slowly danny emerges in full royal garb, white hair swaying whisply in an invisible breeze, eyes a glowing green galaxy, crown and ring on full display. Danny opens his mouth to speak only to close it when he feels a weak, sputtering bond from someone standing at the back of the room, he cranes his head searching for the orogin of this bond and spots a young man, then it clicks, thats his son, that’s jason. he can’t believe his eyes, he finally found his baby, after nineteen years, he sinks to the floor and sobs.

Jason had always felt a strange feeling if longing that never seemed to go away, at first he thought it was from a lack of care from his parents, but it didn’t seem right to him, so after he bacame robin, and found out about sheil he thought that was where the feeling of longing was coming from, but then she betrayed him and he died at the hands of the joker. and in that one minute in the realm of the dead everything felt right only to wake up in his own grave and then get dumped in the pit. After getting dumped in the pit the longing was gone, and in its place was rage, like he had lost something very important to him and this made him unbelievable angry, so he went to gotham to exact revenge, and ended up reconciling with his family.

a year later he’s stading at the back the room as the justice league summons the ghost king, and as the king emerges the feeling of longing that was gone since his death starts sputtering to life, he looks at the floating man and the longing gets stronger, they lock eyes and the man shudders and sinks to the floor sobbing, he wants nothing more that to run to him and hug him, hold him and never let go, he has never felt such intense emotions towards someone in his life.

As he slowly walks towards the ritual, danny lifts his and revrently utters his name “Jason”

#dp x dc crossover #dp x dc au #dp x dc prompt #dp x dc #dp x dc fanfic #danny phantom #jason todd #Baby lost Baby found

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buckgasms · 1 year

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Hi! So I'm still new to requesting. Normally i talk myself out of it because I don't wanna upset anyone or get harshly rejected but I really like your stories and they often help with my stress and anxiety. Anyways, if you are still taking requests but if not it's totally okay. I was wondering if you happen to either have something already written or be able to write my idea? Again it's totally okay if you don't want to.

Basically my idea is a Mafia X Alpha Bucky thing where he's really stressed and ends up snapping at reader olny to realise she was just wanting his attention and to show him the improved nest she made. I'd love to see what you come up with but please feel free to ignore me if you don't want too or if you aren't taking requests at the present moment. Bonus points if it's a little spicy or as much spicy as you want at the end.

💞 Baby angel 💞 thank you so much for sending me this request, I frickin love it! You are always welcome to send things my way!! Thank you for your kind words, it means the world to me 🫶🏻

I hope this is what you wanted ☺️ also there will always be spice here 🌶️

You let out a little giggle of happiness when you placed the final blanket in your newly decorated nest. It was perfect in every way.

There was just enough room to fit you and Bucky, but a little tight so you had the excuse of smooshing right up next to him. The pillows were squishy, the blankets soft. You sneaked in a few of Bucky's old workout t-shirts so his scent was ever present, even if he was at work. Your teddy sat in the corner, which again was scented with your alpha and you'd even managed to install a little canopy over the bed so when you got in you felt so safe and protected.

Letting out another joyful giggle you gave your teddy a kiss before heading off to Bucky's office to bring him to you. You had texted him a few times but he hadn't responded. So the only thing to do was go and get him!

🌸

His heady sandalwood scent was emanating from his office, as was his voice which was raised, telling someone off for something. It didn't really bother you. You were carried onward, knowing he always had time for you. If anything his dominance made you feel even more happy, knowing you had the best alpha ever.

You entered his office, which was packed with his associates, all chatting about some job or other that was about to go down. You waved at Steve and Sam, but ignored everyone else and slipped through the room towards your alpha.

He glanced up at you in surprise, gave a quick smile then returned to the conversation he was having. Your omega within bristled at the lack of acknowledgment, so you pushed his shoulder and tried to take your usual place on his lap.

He actually had the nerve to tut a little as he adjusted you to let himself keep talking. When there was a pause you nudged his scent mark with your nose and whispered, "Alpha... I need you to come with me and see something really important..." You pulled at his jacket and pressed a little kiss to his neck.

"Baby I'm busy at the minute" he said and you pouted. "So? You said whenever..." But he cut you off and made you stand up, standing with you and towering over you. "Not a good time ok?" And he even had the nerve to duck walk you back to the door. "Later ok?"

You pushed his hands off you and glared at him, tears welling in your eyes. "No! Don't bother, you've ruined it now! Was gonna show you our special new nest" you sniffled as his face fell a little. "You're not allowed in! Hope your stupid job goes terrible" you sob before running off.

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You were curled up, your tear stained face pressed into your teddy, all alone in your lovely nest. You had wanted to tear it to bits, but it looked so pretty you didn't have the heart.

It had been ages since you had yelled at Bucky and he hadn't appeared, which had made you even more upset. He'd never brushed you off like that, and you'd never shouted at your alpha before. But he was completely in the wrong. He'd always had time for you, so unless it was life or death, he had no excuses.

Eventually the bedroom door clicked open and you watched him walk in, head bowed in shame. You didn't say anything, just blinking big tears from your eyes.

"Oh omega... It's beautiful" he sighed as he walked over to the bed. His heavenly scent soothed your nerves, even though you were still super mad. He went to sit on the bed but you shook your head.

"Told you.. not allowed in" you mumbled as you prodded him with your foot. His shoulders sagged before he knelt down on the floor instead and put his face level with yours.

"Y'know, I've had a terrible day omega. We did the deal, it went well. Even got more than I wanted. Couldn't have gone better. But all I could think of was my pretty omega being upset with me. Because I'm a giant asshole."

You smiled a little, reaching out to stroke his handsome face. He held your fingers to his cheek before pressing a kiss to your fingertips.

"And look what my omega did for me hmm? Made a pretty nest for us to snuggle up in, smells so good and everything..."

A little tear dripped from your lashes as he spoke, your omega instinct desperate to reach out, drag him in and comfort him. But you didn't move just yet. He had to make it up to you.

"You were so mean Alpha" you sniffed and wiped some tears away before he tutted and leaned in a little closer.

"Baby I'm so sorry" he whispered, pressing kisses to your wet cheeks and stroking your hair. "Promise I'll never do that again, you always come first omega, I swear..."

His lips had traveled down to your neck, pressing at his claim and soothing you from within, until you couldn't resist him any more. You wrapped your arms around him and pulled him to lay on top of you, before his lips claimed yours in a deep, hungry kiss.

He peppered your face with kisses, interspersed with apologies and telling you how pretty and perfect you were. You whispered out a forgiveness and told him to never, ever do that again.

He chuckled as you whined when you couldn't get your hands on him properly so he sat up, pulling his suit off piece by piece. Deciding that was far too slow, you untangled yourself from blankets and tugged at his shirt and tie while he kicked off his trousers.

You were already wearing a skimpy silk pyjama set that seemed to have melted off by the time he was back in your arms. You purred as his warm skin pressed against yours, relishing in his touch over every part of you. "Alpha" you whispered as he returned to kissing you, this time his lips traveling further down your body, lavishing attention to your breasts, your tummy and thighs.

"Gonna make it up to you omega, I swear... Make you feel so good..." He growled as his hands roamed your body, lips sucking bruises on your sensitive inner thigh. He kissed his way back up to your lips, your hands sinking into his thick hair, hips unable to stop grinding against his cock as he teased you.

"Present for me pretty omega" he muttered and you whimpered as you rolled around burying your face in the blankets as you pressed your heat back against his body. His thick fingers probed at your soaked heat, slick already running down your legs.

"This all for me?" He said as he curled a digit making you cry out. "Yes alpha...please??" you begged as he hummed in pleasure. He worked your body just with his hands, reaching under you to squeeze your nipples, as he dragged you to a quick, powerful orgasm.

"Good girl" he said as he pressed kisses to the back of your shaking thighs, before pushing you onto your back and lining up his cock. "Gonna take my knot baby? Wanna be filled up like a good little omega?" He sunk in before you could answer, leaving you to gasp out something unintelligible.

Your grip on the blanket below was like a vice, until he locked his fingers with yours and dragged them above your head. He claimed your lips again, biting and sucking at your swollen lips. His hips would snap against you, then suddenly you were tortured with slow drags, before he fucked you deeper than you thought possible.

"Alpha...alpha..I need it...need you..more..." You panted as he growled in pleasure. "Fuck 'mega, squeezing me so tight. Think you can manage my knot? Will it fit in that tight little hole?" You sobbed at the idea of him taking it away, even though you both knew you could, you would.

"Can alpha, want it...please" you begged again as his pace increased. You could feel his knot begin to swell as he released your hands to attack your clit. "You gotta come baby, then you can have it. Told ya, you come first angel..."

Your body went taut and a long groan leaves your body as you come, followed quickly by Bucky. The sensation of his knot filling you making your body shiver with overwhelming pleasure as his teeth scrape at your scent mark, over his previous claim to you.

He leaves you trapped on his knot as he rolls over, your trembling, satisfied body laid on his. You nuzzle into his neck as he drags one of the many fuzzy blankets over the two of you.

"Am I forgiven Omega?" He says, and when you look at him you can't believe how innocent and vulnerable he looks. The biggest mob boss in the city, and the biggest alpha is giving you puppy dog eyes!

You giggle and press a soft, loving kiss to his lips. "Yes alpha... Always."

#💌#darling nonnie #bucky barnes #bucky x reader #bucky barnes fanfiction #alpha bucky #abo bucky #bucky imagine #bucky smut #bucky barnes smut

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proth-blog · 2 months

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So i “redesing” 682 and 701 a bit and come up with mirth desing for the super hero au

682 as toe beans now because yes and mirth as embraced the unbratical almost bikini armor, to be fair he doesn’t need armor because some of his powers make him almost impervious to damage so he go an excuse to go tits out all day lol, the ambasador now not olny as mind powers thanks to their sugar daddy the hanged king but can make their flesh into does bandages/rope thingys they mostly use their mind powers because their power as limits since they do not have limitless flesh lol, 999 and 053 powers remain the same as the foundation being a super hero stufy and recrutment center thingy

#scp #art #scp fanart #scp art #scp foundation #scp shitposting #my art sketch #my art #alagadda #scp 701 #red lord #scp 053 #scp 999 #scp 682 #scp au #did i make this au just for drama and cool desing possibilities? yes i did #scp 2264

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r0th3freak4rtist · 4 months

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I...hungry.....Go tO sleEp!

A living nightmare who lives in pain

For her design I inspire on the nowhere king from Centaurworld and a little bit on the owl beast from The owl house

Here's a note I forgot to add, Ephialtes can also appears in the host's vision but olny for a short time since this can weak her

#sonic fan character #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #sonic fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #sonic fandom #digital drawing #ibispaintx #fanart #sonic the hedghog fanart #alternate universe #horror #digital illustration #character design

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supernaturalgirl31 · 6 months

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I agreed to marry you Tyrion because I fell in love with you

It was a few days till y/n and Tyrions wedding and Tyrion was try to understand why y/n would even agree to marry him in the frist place. He found y/n outside in the Garden and walksnover to her . "I hope I'm not Disturbing you ?" Y/n looks over and saw Tyrion. "Oh of course not my lord I was just haveing a bit of time to myself enjoying the nice day . I'm still not use to being here ". Tyrion nods and sits down across from you . "Lady y/n I must ask why did you agree to marry me ?" "What do you mean ?" "I mean you could of had your pick but yet you pick me " . "My lord I shouldn't need a reason to agree to marry you "

Tyrion looks at her ."I understand that my lady but it's just odd I mean given im not tall as others and I know you must of had Loads of suitors befor me " she put her hand up . "Lord Tyrion I hear what you are saying so I think its olny fair with what I have to say ". "Yes I have had suitors befor you but they were not as kind as you have been and your hight will I dont care about it . " "im Afraid i'm not understanding" "Tyrion I was Raised by the teaching of its not whats on the outside but on the inside that counts and I know that your a caring and Protective man on the inside and even out . " she smiled a bit and Tyrion was still confused. "But if you still need a reason my lord then here it is . "I dont care that this was a Arranged marriage I never cared about that . But if you really want a real reason its because I fell in love with you " . Tyrion looks at her . "You love me ?" "Yes I do".

Tyrion smiled and holds her hand I promise you one thing then . That i won't make you do anything you don't want to do ". "But the bedding ceremony " said y/n. "That is up to me if there's to be one and by the look in your eye you don't want one and I will tell my family this . " "but " Tyrion looks at her . "Y/n I'm not like the other men I promise you this " she nods tacks his hand . "We should head in for dinner " he nods

#tyrion lannister x reader #game of thrones

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2weebswrite · 1 year

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Hey, I wanted to ask if I could request a stray kids x oc, like idk if you want to write headcanons, short stories for each member, or pick olny one member, it really is up to you, my oc's name is Shiro and he is ftm trans and goes be he/they, and I would like to request something where Shiro is a kpop idol and part of stray kids, the member/s don't know that he is trans, and he doesn't want them to know because he is scared of how they would react, if they would accept him, since he is scared of them finding out he is basically binding 24/7, this affects his health a lot, and one day they find out, all in all just a little bit of angst, much comfort and fluff, thank you and have a nice day/night :)

Stray Kids x FTM Reader

Part 1

TW: Body dysmorphia, mentions of eating disorders (but no ed actually present), mentions of transphobia

A/N- Hi love, Crimson here. We don’t write for OCs, per say, but I am more than happy to fulfill your request with an x reader format that follows the same format you wanted- I hope you don’t mind. I also have to warn that even though I am a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I am not trans so I deeply apologize if I get anything wrong. If I do, please let me know as I’d love to fix it to represent you better! I also assumed you intended your request as platonic but please feel free to request romantic headcanons as well if that’s what you intended. I’m so sorry this has taken so long and I’ll do my very best to get out with the rest of the members asap. Have a lovely day! <3

Chan-

- Chan was definitely the first to notice something was up with you. After all, he’s your leader and incredibly attentive to you and your fellow members needs. He believes it to be his responsibility to ensure everyone’s wellbeing.

- He was worried, to say the least. He noticed how self conscious you were, how you never seemed comfortable in your skin. This fact, paired with your recent tiredness and lack of appetite made a lot of warning signals go off in his head.

- He started making little efforts- giving you extra food, offering snacks throughout the day…

- Chan is observative. He notices how you’ve been avoiding everyone recently. He’s worried, and for a good reason.

- The constant winces, the bags under your eyes, the weight you’ve slowly but surely been losing…

- Yeah, Chan is worried.

- He’s tried to subtly hint at you to come to him, he’s tried to be patient– but there’s only so much this man can take before he, against his better judgement, practically corners you to find out what’s wrong.

- He takes a calm and empathetic approach, but that doesn’t stop you from breaking down.

- Honestly, Chan is surprised. In between your begging for him to not tell JYP and your tears, he’s doing his best to calm you down. Making promises he’s not sure he can keep and overall just trying to soothe you.

- In the end, Chan keeps quiet about the debacle and even offers to help as much as possible- he’s very protective of his members- but he probably feels bad that you didn’t come to him sooner about it.

#crimson writes #stray kids #chan #bang chan #trans ftm #stray kids x reader #skz #skz x reader

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meatybear2009 · 4 months

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Undertaker head cannons

-so at the Aroua society on the ship we get a face reveal. However up to that point undertaker looked somewhat grimy

-i propose that undertaker is grimy and he olny cleans up when he has some bit of modivation

-all his funaral lockets are from someone deeply importent to him

-he wore the first one around his neak and after this death he begain to want to run away from the shinigami life, or sleep all the time

-it took him a very long time to do so.

-undertakers hygine and weight fell off as soon as he had no higher ups makeing him take care of him self

-he cleaned up a lot with claudia but he still felt like their was a hole inside him

-the olny time it gose away is when he is laughing

-undertaker became a undertaker after cladia died, he count'nd bring himself to fully walk away from the phantomhives

-he was vincents godfauther

-undertaker still needes to look and smell somewhat ok for his costomers

-dry shampoo and purfume are his go tos

-he forgets to cut his nails untill they become painfull in his shoes

-before getting on the carpanthia he cleaned up fully, even trimming his banges and takeing a long bath. Afterwards he held ceil's corps. And cried over how similer his face is to cladia's.

-he was forced to stay clean to keep his cover during the school arc

-he offten sat in the princibles office and wondered what he did to deserve eternal life

-he established all the blood collection sites right after being exposed by ourceil, he was a bit manic with how well his reasherch was going.

-this did lead to the glaring weak points that allow our heros to take down the sites so quickly.

-durring the green wich arc and music hall thing he crashed and went full hermit. He mostly slept and olny got up to give realceil care or when something forced him too.

-tanka made him bath the secound he set foot in the manor

-tanka was friends with him back when vincent was alive and is the sole reason undertaker dosnt roll around the mansion looking homeless.

-partly because it would look bad on the phantomhive name but mostly because he worries about him

-undertaker has depression thats all thank you for comming to my headcannon sinaagines.

#black butler #undertaker

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junawashere-art · 1 year

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IMG1 original photo / IMG2 generared imagen / IMG3 edited result

the owner of the company where i work called to show us the "cool new ai tech", he say everyone will replace in the future, not olny the artist but writers and designers :V and while looks really cool i wonder if this were learned from a stolen art? from now on should i be suspecious of this type of artstyle? why eveyone generated is so white? why winter time?

meanwhile i will polishing my edit game for when they notice that can't change bits without re-generate all image (i signed this, but i feel dirty...should i?)

hire me to edit your stolen? art *wink wink*

leave me a tip <33 | buy a print $$

#supernatural #spn #destiel #castiel #dean #winchester #edits

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wind-becomes-lightning · 2 years

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Another KakaYama week thing thing :) It's very devotion heavy or so I think at least, I don't know what readers may say. I only did 3 days out of that week and I'm still terribly busy, but hey at least 3! Instead ive been reading a lot so thats also cool. Anyway, here.

Hatake Kakashi x Yamato | Tenzo

3773 words.

Ao3 Link [x]

for @kakayamaweek2022 Day 7: Vows.

When Kakashi risked his own life, reputation and career to help Tenzo escape from the clutches of Root, Tenzo vowed to follow him wherever he went.

The boy's life leading up to the event had been turbulent and chaotic, a mix of indoctrination and harsh training, when all name, all recognition, all emotion and all humanity was pushed out of him thoroughly. He’d wanted to be nobody, just wanted to be a vessel to be used, just as Danzo-sama wished he was. Tenzo was too eager to comply with the man who had gotten him out of the tube, who had shown him the tiniest bit of fatherly compassion just to turn around and use it against him again. Tenzo did not care who he was or what his powers were used for, good or evil or right or wrong, that was at least until he met Hatake Kakashi.

Just a chance meeting, two people on the same mission on opposite sides, but Tenzo had not gotten Kakashi out of his mind afterwards. From the very first time their ANBU masks laid eyes onto each other their fates seemed irrevocably connected to each other, like it was destiny that they were to be sent away together, to chase Orochimaru for different gains, to meet and fight alongside each other to save Yukimi’s innocent life, to give her a future.

Tenzo had watched this, the passion Kakashi put into everything he did, the fluid motion of his fighting and the light in his eyes. He was stern and had conviction, but not in any way Root operatives had. Kakashi was human, every one of his actions was bathed in his humanity. His desire to help, his desire to fulfil his mission, his desire to be a good shinobi in every aspect he could. It was fascinating. Tenzo wanted to see more, but before long they were both separated again and he didn’t know when he could see Kakashi again.

And once they met again, when Tenzo was rude and aweful to him, convinced killing him was for the greater good, Kakashi showed nothing but his humanity, his kindness. He was not shy of calling Tenzo a friend, taking him in like an old acquaintance and taking care that he was safe. Nothing Tenzo had done would have required such an action, in fact, Tenzo couldn’t have blamed him if Kakashi had just let him die, especially after calling him the rude and untrue nickname the villagers had made up for him. But in his reaction to being called a murderer, Kakashi was just human again, slouching forward, eyes falling and most of all, he did not disagree. Maybe that was when Tenzo knew that Kakashi was everything that he’d ever want to be.

The boy had been ready to die to let Kakashi survive. He knew Danzo would never allow such a blatant disregard to his orders. He had seen other children get the curse mark, swallow their tongue and die. Danzo was not playing around with his elite squad. Tenzo was weirdly unafraid about it. He knew it was well worth it if Kakashi was going to have a life, because he desrved it, because he deserved growing up and learning to disagree when people falsly called him a murderer. So while Tenzo was afraid of Danzo just a little deep inside him, he was ready to be sacrificed. It was one of the first choices he’d made for himself and it felt good.

But Kakashi was there again, by his side, pulling him away from the danger. In those moments in which Tenzo followed Kakashi through hallways of Root facilities, watching his hair fly in the air behind him, the way his arms moved and his hand grabbed Tenzo’s, he knew that he’d never be able to repay this debt. After Lord Third, a man Tenzo had olny known as an incompetent old guy, leading the village into the ground, at least according to Danzo, stepped in an officiall released Tenzo from his burden of being a vessel and nothing else, the first piece of humanity that Tenzo freely felt in this short life of his was his devotion to Kakashi. He’d always follow him, he’d always be by his side, he’d always be his support. Until the day either of them died and beyond.

***

When Kakashi was swaying a little on their way back to their apartments after they had cleaned up the bodies of the Uchiha massacre, Tenzo vowed that he’d always be right by his side.

They’d been called out at a late night and brought here, to the Uchiha district of the village, which was littered with dead bodies. While ANBU life was generally more enjoyable than Tenzo’s previous life in Root had been, it was not free of gruesome missions either. ANBU was the elite assassin and clean up squad directly under the hokage for a reason, and Kakashi’s team, that Tenzo belonged to, was the most elite of them all. So when the entire Uchiha clan had been murdered in one swift swoop in a night, they were called to the scene to assist with the cleanup.

Tenzo was still struggling a little with expressions and emotions, but even he could feel the chill when he saw the bodies of children and adults, old people and infants, going up into the hundreds. Bodies, everywhere. They began the clean up, they were told the village was not to see what had transpired once they woke in the morning, and so they hurried. No time to hesitate and give a proper burial, no time to stop and mourn the loss of many innocent lives, no time to hold on and think of who could be so heartless.

When most of the dead were burning on a mass fire, a very undignified way of burial, Tenzo thought, but orders were orders, they finally learned who was responsible for the carnage. “Itachi”, Kakashi said defeated, shoulders slouching forward so far as they only did when his humanity became too heavy for him to carry, “He killed them all and disappeared.” Itachi had been in their squad, he had been young, a child basically. He had been good and kind and a fast learner and it was almost impossible to think that someone like him was capable of such a horrible action. However, it was undeniable, because the only survivor had given an eyewitness account.

Kakashi was affected that it was the Uchiha that were murdered, memories heavy of a friend he had had as a child that had gifted him the sharingan eye he was now carrying, but Tenzo knew that his captain was also struggling with the fact that it had been one of his squad members that had done it. “You couldn't have foreseen it”, Tenzo said softly, one hand stroking over his senpai’s shoulder. “None of us could have suspected Itachi to be this monster.”

But Kakashi took it to heart, of course he did and so his eyes became empty and tired and stayed that way for a long time. Tenzo held him up, took him home, made sure he was showered and got some sleep and as he watched his senpai struggle against nightmares he thought of it again, the promise he had made to himself that he’d never leave him, that he’d always give his all to make him feel better.

***

When Kakashi left the ANBU squadrons, while it was a shock, Tenzo knew it was for the best. He vowed to himself that he would always watch over Kakashi from the sidelines, and be his shadow bodyguard when necessary.

In the years following the Uchiha massacre, Tenzo watched his senpai’s mental health deteriorate slowly but surely. He got more reckless, more violent, more strict. He stopped going out with his team, he stopped team bonding, he became an empty shell of the man Tenzo had been so fascinated with as a young boy. Kakashi was losing the thing that Tenzo loved so much about him: his humanity. IN fact, in those days, Kakashi reminded Tenzo more of a Root member than a normal Konoha shinobi. This was amplified by Danzo himself, who in every meeting they had with each other pointed out that Kakashi would have been a great agent for the foundation.

Tenzo wondered what could be done, mostly because he himself had a hard time working through his own emotions, but Kakashi had other friends, arguably better friends, that were watching him from afar and noticing the change Tenzo had noticed. They had known each other as children, even before Kakashi’s father had died, before his best friends and teacher had died, before Tenzo ever laid eyes on his Hound mask, and they were sure that there was a way to get the older version of him back. Tenzo heard them talk, he saw them speak to Kakashi, Gai even stopped him to talk to Tenzo directly, ask for advice and he was happy for his senpai, that he had so many people that cared for him, but he was also jealous, because it was something he could never provide.

And so, when Lord Hiruzen finally dismissed Kakashi against his will, Tenzo was both relieved and scared. This was good, Kakashi needed to get away from this place, he was not like Tenzo, he wasn’t only half human half experiment, Kakashi was a full fledged human and the cruelty and darkness of ANBU life should not break him. But there was also this fear that Tenzo could not completely quell, that Kakashi was now out of his reach, that he would no longer be able to stay by his side and help him in case that was necessary, that he could no longer fulfil his promise.

Kakashi came by the day his discharge came into fruition. He sat on Tenzo’s couch and looked miserable and angry. He did not know then that his friends had been detrimental in getting him out of ANBu, he did not know then that this choice in his life would ultimately be very good for him, that he would be so much better in just a few years, but Tenzo knew, or at least he had a feeling. That day however, he sat by his senpai’s side, listened to his complaints, told him, when he wanted to hear it, that the discharge was unfair, and just was trying to be a good friend. Tenzo wasn’t Kakashi's only friend, no, but he was the one who could understand how his life in ANBU had been like, how hiding behind the mask had been like and how hard it was to let go of that now.

Side by side with his long time friend, his saviour, Tenzo’s fear of abandonment subsided slowly. He remembered what he promised himself, that he’d always be there for Kakashi if he needed him and even in his new life, away from ANBU and Tenzo’s squad, he would continue to be a presence that could uplift and support Kakashi.

***

When Tenzo returned to a destroyed Konoha and heard that Kakashi had died and then been resurrected while he was gone, he vowed to himself that he’d never go away far from him again, at least not if he could help it.

Tenzo, now called Yamato by some that were not his senpai, was taken to trail Orochimaru to find his underground facilities now that the snake himself had been dead. Tenzo dreaded Orochimaru still from when he was a child, but it had been what he had been tasked to do and it was for the betterment of the children he was now looking after, so he left, leaving Kakashi alone in the village. They’d been separated for missions before, of course, but after Kakashi had been recently almost killed in his face off with the Akatsuki, Tenzo was hesitant to leave him alone again. Not that Kakashi knew any of his friends’ internal struggles.

Konoha was about 3 days behind them, they’d moved agonisingly slow to avoid possible traps or detection, when the numbers started appearing on Tenzo’s hand. Soft lines of kanji that insinuated that Naruto’s nine tailed fox was taking over his body. The fear crept back into him, the fear for his student, for the village that had just given him a normal life and for Kakashi, who would not have a chance against the fox on his own, not without Tenzo’s mokuton there. So he abandoned his work, hurried back, running and running, eyes on the palm of his hand for the changing numbers until they eventually disappeared, which left him dumbfounded.

He only realised what had happened when he arrived and looked at the crater that used to be the village he was sworn to. It was almost entirely wiped off the earth, only a few houses stood at the outskirts asif nothing had happened. People walked around in tents, back and forth, injured, crying, but he noticed instantly that there were no bodies being carried. An explosion of this size must have killed at least a few if not shinobi then civilians, but nobody seemed to be dead. That was when Tenzo heard the rumours, the mumblings of people around him, that all the dead had come back to life in some odd twist of fate.

Hurrying to find Kakashi he met Sakura, had her tell him that her teacher had in fact died a few hours ago and since been brought back to life, that Kakashi was now resting in his own tent. “His wounds are completely healed,” she said in awe. “It is like a miracle.” IT was, objectively, but Tenzo’s stomach felt like a pit and he wanted to throw up at the idea of Kakashi dying while he wasn’t around. He ran to the tent Kakashi was in to convince himself of his health or not. HIs senpai sat there, back upright, a book opened in front of him, as if it was nothing but a routine checkup. Tenzo felt tears burning in the side of his eyes, something that had never happened to him before.

They talked, quick exchange of information on both sides Kakashi had fought valiantly, had made the conscious choice to let himself get killed only to be brought back by a reanimation technique that was somehow related to Naruto. The Uzumaki boy had always been a little bit Tenzo’s favourite, his enthusiasm and excitement was so infectious that he just couldn’t stop himself from loving him. Now he felt like finding the boy, pulling him into a strong hug and thanking him over and over again for his kindness, his bravery, his personality, because it had brought Kakashi back to him.

Seeing Kakashi bandaged up, imagining him broken up beneath a pile of rocks without anyone to help get him out or save him, Tenzo reminded himself how he had promised himself to be his bodyguard and how he had failed the task. He told himself he would not make that mistake again and silently left a tracking sapling under his senpai’s skin.

***

When Tenzo awoke from his Infinite Tsukiyomi dream and Kakashi was right there next to him, holding his back up, making sure he was alright, even though he was injured himself, that was when Tenzo vowed to himself that no matter how hard it would be, he’d always care for Kakashi as he cared for him.

The beginning of the war saw the two separated, no matter how much Tenzo had not wanted to be parted from Kakashi again. Naruto needed his help and Tenzo loved the boy, so he went with him, not because the mission demanded it, but because Tenzo wanted it. To help Naruto learn to use his power, become stronger, was a vital part of their success against Madara and his moon plan in the future, Tenzo believed deeply in that, even when part of the reason Naruto was shipped off was just to get him to safety. Tenzo let the tracking device on Kakashi, to be alerted at any sight of danger.

But it never came that far, instead Tenzo was the one who was in danger first. While Kakashi was preparing for his task as a commander in the fighting forces, Tenzo did his job making sure Naruto could learn and grow and he did a good job at that, until he was attacked. Suddenly encircled by a big snake, swallowed and taken away by a man called Kabuto, thrown to the ground and tied up, Tenzo found himself a vessel again, all rights of humanity taken from him, nothing but a mokuton user. Somehow they put him into a deep, dreamless sleep and used his body against his own wishes. To them he was nothing. It was like working for Danzo again.

He woke up later, how many days later he did not know, utterly disgusted at himself and the world around him, unable to grasp immediately what had happened to him. That was when he saw the light in the sky, the bright, shining genjutsu that reflected off the moon. Before he could understand what had happened or what was happening he was out of control of his body, back in a deep sleep. This time he did dream, however, a convincing, real feeling dream that while feeling oddly wrong also felt entirely correct. Kakakshi was there, he showered Tenzo with praise. Everybody was happy, nothing hurt. Tenzo was at Kakashi’s side again where he belonged.

Once the dream ended the reality flooded back into his mind. Tenzo sat on the ground, surrounded by other shinobi who were slowly waking up, finding themselves again, but he could barely feel his body. It seemed so strange and foreign to him, that he took several minutes to look at his fingers before he realised that it was actually him. He’d been used and then forgotten, he’d been left out. Nobody had come for him, nobody admired him, that was all just a genjutsu in his head. It shook him and for a moment he felt like throwing up. It was like all the humanity had been taken from him once that snake had swallowed him.

Then, before he could notice, Kakashi’s hand was on his shoulder. Tenzo recognised it by touch alone that it was Kakashi. “Are you alright, Tenzo?” Kakashi said and squatted next to him. Tenzo grabbed his hand, pressed it against his chest and Kakashi let him do it, stroking with his finger over Tenzo’s thumb softly to assure him that it was alright. There weren't many words spoken, Tenzo only learned about what had happened much later, but just their presence next to each other soothed Tenzo’s wounded soul. As if he suddenly remembered who he was under Kakashi’s touch, under Kakashi’s watchful eye. Tenzo was Tenzo again.

That was when he knew to name the feeling he felt deep in his heart, what it meant to follow Kakashi to the ends of the earth, to the edges of death and through a war. Later he would say it hit him like lightning, but in truth it had just grown slowly, steadily, and taken root all over Tenzo’s being. He’d always be with Kakashi, no matter where they’d go next. He had, after all, promised it to himself.

***

When he leaned over the desk in the Hokage office, one hand under Kakashi’s chin, the other hand pulling down his mask to kiss him, Tenzo vowed to himself that he’d always love him like this. All encompassing and devoted.

No, he hadn’t loved Kakashi immediately when he met him, it had started with admiration and adoration, a childish crush on an older boy that he just wanted to impress, that he wanted to be liked by. Slowly, very slowly though, this admiration had turned into more, a stubborn devotion and silent love, that Tenzo had barely noticed until it was already there. He wanted to be by Kakashi’s side, always, he wanted to be the one by Kakashi’s side. Tenzo learned that love brought jealousy, that it brought hurt and confusion as well.

Kakashi needed time, he’d been through too much during the war. Tenzo could only imagine how it must have felt like to see an old friend come back to life only to die again. Tenzo had his own issues of course, violent dreams and disgust at his own body, so while they spent tons of time together, lifting each other up, staying by each other’s side, they didn’t let whatever was sprouting between them bloom until they’d both gotten better. When they finally let themselves feel again, feel what was there, what had always been there it was an evening of light touches and soft spoken words and breathed kisses. They were careful, as if either of them could break apart if handled without care.

It shook Tenzo that Kakashi loved him just as much, that the roots in Tenzo’s soul ran deep in Kakashi’s too. Kakashi cherished Tenzo’s body when Tenzo could not and Tenzo loved Kakashi for all he was, his past, his present, his future, when Kakashi lost himself. They decided to be together, in any capacity possible and so Tenzo became the right hand man to the hokage. Finally, his wish was granted, his promise had come true, he’d be by Kakashi’s side all the time, at work and at home. With Kakashi’s hand close to his, Tenzo always felt like he was human, like it had been worth that he’d survived the experiment, like he was worth the abilities he’d been granted.

He remembered then, when he kissed Kakashi that day in the Hokage office, the day he had promised to follow Kakashi wherever he would lead him. He remembered when he decided to always try to help Kakashi no matter what. He remembered when he decided he would never leave him, when he decided he’d never let him get hurt and when he decided to be with him, no matter what the future held.

Tenzo smiled into Kakashi’s lips, letting their sweet taste sweep over his tongue into his soul. He felt happy, more than he’d ever thought would be possible. “I’ll always love you”, he said out loud, a little whisper between them that let Kakashi hesitate for a moment. Before Kakashi could ask why he had said that, Tenzo pushed their lips together again. It didn’t matter why, a promise was a promise.

He vowed silently that he’d always devote himself fully to Kakashi.

#fanfiction things #kakayama #kkym #yamakaka #hatake kakashi #yamato tenzo #kakayamaweek2022 #kakayama week 2022

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donanimee · 1 year

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The Ending of BELLE, Hints of what might had happened to the brothers.

Honestly, this is something many of us has felt when we either left the cinema after watching this film. Its not that its that bad, and the songs and characters are really good and the story gives a good enough Beauty and the Beast bibe. And the A Million Miles Away scene its a masterpiece. But the thing that bothers and kinda ruins the vibe of the film its that ending did left most us with a terrifying and unsatisfied feeling. Especially with What happened to Dragon aka Kei and Angel aka Tomo after that.

I know they did felt rushed to the ending, but they could have at least included epilogue scenes in the credits like Ghilbi films and A Whisker Away. And even if some said tgat it was a bit realistic because What can a girl like Zuzu do in this situation besodes giving them support? But that doesnt mean they should leave that in the dark and the imagination of viewers ( either the dad was arrested or out into parenting and anger management classes, they confronted him and home, and Kei became an example of abuse survivors, even some say that the dad beated them to death while Zuzu was in the train back home) . Even in Wolf Children we saw what became of the siblings.

Even though i saw some things that might had a lead of small hints and theories of what might had happened to them.

1. The time that passed. I dont know much how social services work on Japan, but in the film said that when an abuse is reported they can't act or do something until 48 hours are up after the call. And seeing the time it probably took for Zuzu to get to the city and the rain of the scene, which might had either been morning or evening, and also that in wikipedia and some reviews said that she came back home the day after she protected the brothers,maybe she stayed with them when the 48 hours have passed and authorities could be contacted and act, especially since he had a phone.

2. The viral video: Something that my parents taught me its that what you put online its almost imposible to erase, and i dont think this case would have been an exception. Im not sure how the dad got the notification of that video, either the new video alert or a co worker, but even if he reported that video ( if THAT kind of videos can even be reported and especially if Hiroka used either her or an anonymous account) the damage was already done, and its most likely a bunch of people, maybe even some conected to authorities, saw the proof of his abuse and even IF it ended up blocked or deleted many must had already seen it and probably downloaded and either them or Hiro would probably reupload it and maybe even recognized him from the video Zuzu first saw them in when he pretended them to be a "happy" family. Anyway, his reputation its already been damaged and cannot be undone no matter what he do.

3. The patch in Zuzu's cheek: im not sure if this was something taken acccount of but Zuzu must had gotten patched up in the cheek she got scratch from by the dad and she must had gotten it somewhere. Im not sure if Zuzu had the age to have a card to buy it in a store, and if he had money she would have probably used it or had olny enough for the train ride. So there might be a chance that some authorities arrived and maybe did some first aid on her.

4. Kei's stronger courage and confidence: Many have said that he had already enough courage and that might never change things, but sometimes its not just about avoiding the storm but surviving and overcoming it. These two had tried speaking up to toher about what hapoened but it usually led to empty empathy, deaf ears, inaction, misjudgement, and them saying he had changed when he didnt. This kinda started to lead Ryu to the point of giving up ( on both other people and emotionally) and having a mental breakdown, which its probably why he became so violent, and the breaking point was when the castle got destroyed. But Belle/Zuzu's actions gave him the strenght he needed to get his confidence back, amd even if social services may or may not act and move them out, he said he will be stronger, maybe to the point of finally confronting his father without giving in into his, fear, fists and anger and maybe confronting him for his treatment and maybe even mention their grief over their mother's death, especially with the new side he saw of his father in the confrontation.

5. They now know the dad's "weakness": Tomo and Kei's dad is an example of bad coping mechanisms, his abuse and violent behavior probaly came from mourning the death of his wife, even though that its not an excuse for his mistreatment against his own children who were having the same grief and were the last things he had from her. Not to mention that he was a weasel by even pretending to be a good father in public while at home he was a complete different person. He was so terrible some even said he might be Justin's identity. He even dared to hurt Zuzu and blaming her of breaking their family apart when it was him doing it. But there is one thing i learned from Zuko's dad in the last airbender and AFO in My Hero Academia: their power doesnt come from their strenght or authority over others, but through their fear. Kei was the one who took the hits because Tomo couldnt and none had fought back their father, and if they did they probably still had fear visible and their saw and used this to overpower them. But Zuzu changed all that for him when for the first time someone didnt give in into or even reacted to his intimidating fist and anger and looked up to him without a glimpse of fear in her eyes. This is when we see him for who he truly is: not a invincible monster, but a weak amd broken coward who hurt others to deal with his own pain. This led him to have a breakdown and state of shock ( some even said he might even had a realization and tiny glimpse of possible redemotion, unlikely but it could) and it became too much for him that he run to the hills with his tail between his legs. We dont know if he was arrested or confronted by their new confident and strong children, but if it happened who knows how he could have reacted to it, sometimes people's reactions can surprise us you know. Most think he may had a last straw in temper but given his reaction there is also the possibility of him breaking down emotionally with how his power and fear over other is starting to fade away and with that video of abuse released he might had realized its all over for him. And if services do take action his wish of his children leaving might come true.

Even though a solid and comfirmed ending and epilogue would have been good in this film, so it wouldnt have to leave us with a bittersweet taste. in

#belle 2021 #ryuu to sobakasu no hime #belle movie #belle anime

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muerder-snail · 2 years

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Originally katano and Ekko were the same person katano having a split personality disorder but after doing a RP were they were separate people I decided to change their story to this…

Katano and Ekko used to be conjoined twin being stuck together at the hip ,Ekko was fused to katano. They had separate torsos having there own set of arms, and separated organs, but three legs two being katano’s the one Ekko’s . after giving birth to what she considered a monster there mother once sober for all of her other two kids lives now turned to drugs and alcohol to cope. Their mother thinking of them just as the same person and two different people with there own thoughts and feelings only katano had a name a name there father gave him thinking he only had one child from his wife’s pregnancy and not twins, Katano gave Ekko the his name (I gave Ekko the that name because it sounded like ego as in alter ego).

They grew up in the bad end of there town there mother abusing the twins because of them being a monster in her eyes because of there mother not wanting to take care of them she normally put them in a piss pore daycare. The attendance of the daycare didn’t really care for the children, katano got cut on some broken glass the cut getting infected because of the attendances not carring. Before this there was a time there mother just flat out left them at the daycare and didn’t come back for them till the daycare works called even then it was only because the twins annoyed to much. This lead to the twins having to be sent to the hospital and katano’s hand being amputated because of this incident there father was called since there mother had never taken them to the doctors or dentist or anything like that after there birth. There father got custody of them and helped katano and Ekko get proper help and get to know there two other siblings they didn’t know before.

There other siblings summer and Lukas where older summer being 14 and Lucas being 17 while the twins where now 7. They didn’t know there older siblings because of there mother. Katano and Ekko where split when they turned 8 along with getting prosthetic for katano’s hand and ekkos leg. They lived happily separated but still one in a way both came out as trans, both having similar likes and dislikes, the same way of doing certain things, even getting some the same piercing because of them being one for so long.

In there new life they met another set of twins when in jr. high named Sammy and Lou. katano immediately fell for Lou ,Ekko being good friends Sammy who had a small crush on him. They where good friends Lou and katano even started dating until Katano and Ekko’s big brother Lucas took that away. Lucas was mentally unwell becoming an accomplice to the famous purple guy killer, one day the twins caught him. Ekko set the building on fire by accident but this would both kill his older brother and get both him and his twin thrown in jail. Lou and Sammy visited them for a bit until stopping for some reason

When the twins where let out they where now 18 and found out Lou and Sammy had gone missing two months after they where thrown in jail. Katano went in to a depression because of this and turned to self harm but thankfully his big sister and twin brother where there for him.

A 20 year old the katano got a day job at a daycare and night job as a security guard at one of the Freddy fazbear restaurants while Ekko took day sift at the same restaurant having night school to be a mechanic. But remember there big brother Lucas ya he’s not dead his spirit now in a scraped version of foxy his favorite. Ekko, katano, and summer though disturbed by his killing let him live with them now knowing he was olny doing it because William said he’d kill Lucas’s family if he told anyone about the murder he saw and so became and accomplice.

And now In present day they two still work with the fazbear franchise katano working as a daycare attendant and Ekko as a mechanic for the sun and moon animatronics. The two practically live at the daycare having there own room in the back. It’s revealed similar to there brother Lucas sun and moon where once human in fact they used to be Lou and Sammy but there human memories not all there. Lou or moon and Sammy or sun only remember Ekko and katano from the scars on there cheek and nose they got from there mother. After this revile moon gets overprotective of katano and sun always wants to be around Ekko, and eventually their relationships were back to the way they once where and even more then that before the death of sun and moons human counterparts.

This is probably way more than what I should give as a backstory for a five nights at Freddy’s character but it was the first thing that came to mind and I kind of like it now also the sun and moon having human souls thing came from an AU that I made so yeah

#fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf oc #fnaf sun #fnaf moon

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asksintheapartment · 6 months

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how old I was -ca

i olny asumed u wwere a bit oldr then me i didnot say you were any age therfor tjat doesnot count try agian

#sbi apartment au #sleepy bois inc apartment au #ask #collecting anon #ca #aptau arc 3

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supernaturalgirl31 · 7 months

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Because your my mate y/n

Y/N was siting in her room trying to finger out why she could see castiels wings but her bothers couldn't. She went to the kitchen for a drink. "You know you shouldn't be drinking coffee at this hour " she jumps "castiel dont scare me like that . "Sorry where are the others . "There on a hunt i decided to stay back " . Castiel looks Concerned . Why are you staying behind?" "No reason i just needed to Recharge have a bit of time to my slef . " castiel sighs and gets some water . "Are all angels wings dark like yours?" Castiel stops and turns around. "What?"

Y/N looks up at him . "I said are all angels wings dark like yours ?" Castiel leans aginst the Counter. "No we all have different colors .so you can see my wings can you ?" She nods . "Yes i can what i want to know is why can i see them but sam and dean can't ?" "Y/N its Complicated to explain" "come on castiel you can tell me " . "The reason you can see my wings is because your my mate "

"Your mate?" "Yes like a soul mate y/n " y/n sighs "so ummm do my bothers know?" Castiel nods . "I told them befor i came here " "and there ok with it?" "Olny if your ok with me being your one and olny" . "What you mean Castiel?" "Y/n once you agree to this theres no turning back no Breaking up you will be mine for ever " y/n touched his chest and looks up at him . "I understand Castiel " he pulled her close "i have to put some of my power in you to mark you as my mate you may pass out . "Im ok " his hand glows and put it to her chest. She past out . He lays her on the bed . He kissed her forehead . And went down and saw the bothers. "She ok ?" "She agreed to being my mate i marked her . " sam sighs "so is she in more danger?" "No but you guys are stuck with me for life .

#supernatural #castiel x reader #cas+x+reader #misha collins

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definitelyuseless · 7 months

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'are you an optimist a pessimist or a realist' im all off them. except for the realist. is there one in between that doesnt involve being remotely realistic or reasonable? no but really all that positivity lovey dovey love yourself bullshit and all that other olny mildly or completely unrelated bullshit that just also happens to be really insufferable is actual such rubbish and insufferable and intolerable. 'im proud of you' shut the fuck up you dont even know me, like that is so absolutely totally bloody meaningless is that actually meant to make people feel better. and like those pretentious posts that are like romantcaise this, love that yada yada yada. love yourself think positive blah blah blah. theyre so annoying and bullshit and they make me hate evry form of optimism and also, like, 'romanticism.' but actually its like possible to be optimistic about stuff and like yourself and be in a good mood sometimes without being a infferable positively vibes poster (im talking about a picture with writing here not a person on social media but actualy that too) and just being normal about stuff, like naturally you have to feel good aabout yourself and like yoursef at least a bit, even if you also hate yourself. its normal to feel a bit of both, wwhich involves at different times feeling quite strongly about one or the othr. and its possible to be an optinist without being a bloody weirdo, like not wanting to give up and shit is normal human sentiment, just cause you dont go spouting it like a preacher. and thinking things will turn out alright eventually, like people literally counld not survive if they didnt believe that. ptuuing it insocial media posts is completely patronising howwevr. and on a different possible unrelated possible mildy related since theryre both about anoying infufferable people, like 'romanticising' things when people on the internet do it is so fucking annoying and pretentious and cringe. but like you can be like 'pretentious' and shit in a fun way which youd know if you ever read a book, theyre really pretentiosus and thstas pprobably in a good way. and like having emotions and stuff? thats normal humans do that im allowed to have emmotons without being a weirdo, and enjoy things and be annoying and pretentious. and like dramatic that was the workd was looking for. like the romanticism poets movment thing like about the beauty of the natuaral envionment. i mean they were soort of weird. but like being peotic and stuff, when youre relly bored and lifes really boring and you dont have any emotions cause you dont have a life, like feeling emotions by thinking like that is a normal thing you can do that can make you sane and feel a bit of enjoyment even though everythings rubbish

but like the point is why cant people have positive emotons and be normal about it and not annoying and not be like emotions are for annoying middle aged cgristian positivily juice women and teenaged girls who read books about vamipires. why cant emotions be a normal thing that people can be normal about having without it making you a girl or a woman especally a specific sort but also like in genral or a weirdo or a loser or a infuerable pretetious annoying loser. like obviosly im not going to be talking about having emotions and optinimism and stuff in real life or anything, but it can be in my head theres ntohing wrong with that except that imman annoying preetentious insuferable loswr but a dfiferent way from how hteye are like really im nothing like them i may be just as rubbish loser like whatever yeah fair enough but i cant explain why but in personality were nohting alike im not even being supioer except for the bits where i am i mean i did say i was better than them but thats just to me i personally think im better caue i like myself bterret i dont care what they think but the point isnt about being objectivly better its that i dont like them and im not like them even though were all people so we all have the same emotions its how they talk about them thats the point they see things really diferently and im thr normal one

#and my posts are incomphrhensible #lucky they dont need to be comphrended #and those opening lines are also completely intolerable by the way #i am at least a bit self aware about the second bit #im not even drunk i dont know why i sound like that #i think my fingers are stiff from typing hours of total bullshit #also my brain as well #'characters per block limit'#i could seperate it into peragraphs #but it isnt designed for anyone to read it duh and avtually im done now #that was litarally the last word i was goinhg to tyope #wait no it wasnt i had to get rid of some of the typos #they wernt on uropese #but they werent so not on peuopse that i bothered to correct them before #alright i split it up even though it was literally like three words over

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