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aspiring-apparition · 7 months
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(I bring a sort of “Everyone has inherent worth regardless of their productivity” Vibe to every conversation that ableists don’t really seem to like)
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awetistic-things · 10 months
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noise cancelling headphones aren’t enough i need everyone to die
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lizardsaresmexy · 1 year
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fuck me, it’s true.
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themaskedlady · 11 months
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projectbatman193 · 1 year
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Reblog with a character you'd like to bestow this honor.
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niknikkii · 17 days
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happy autism acceptance month!!
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peachestoon2016 · 3 months
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Being an autistic person at school:
comes with a lot of stress, mainly because it involves masking, which is a coping mechanism where I mask my autistic traits and try to behave more neurotypical. It’s very draining and requires a lot of energy, and it’s still not enough.
comes with w lot of stress because of sensory overload, e.g bright lights, increased sensitivity to certain sounds, crowded spaces, loud noise, bad smells and textures. Each of these factors make my daily life harder, I feel irritated, tired and overwhelmed/overstimulated.
comes with a lot of anxiety, because I have trouble communicating, I take things literally sometimes, I find it hard to know what someone’s tone of voice means, or their expression. It makes me overthink and overanalyze details in order to come up with an appropriate response.
comes with more increased pain, my period cramps, headaches, pain in general are stronger, which often leads me to a sensory overload and is invading my daily life and makes me unable to to concentrate on basic tasks. It also makes me unable to participate in PE classes sometimes.
comes with a lot of emotional dysregulation, since my body can’t regulate my emotions the way the neurotypical one does, it’s harder to do so. This makes it harder to write tests, complete excersises in class. It can take a toll on my mental health and grades.
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rewcana · 7 months
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List of Traits that are Common Amongst Autistic People
i compiled a list of traits, symptoms, behaviors, etc (largely sourced from the book "Unmasking Autism" by Devon Price) that occur in autistic ppl at high rates. it's crazy how many of these i identify with. i think having them all in one place may be helpful to some people.
List:
-Substance abuse & addiction
-Eating disorders
-Rejection sensitivity
-Digestive issues
-Sleeping disorders
-Depression
-Anxiety
-Social anxiety
-Eczema
-Dyslexia
-Dissociation
-People pleasing
-Personality disorders
-Audio processing problems
-Joint issues
-Issues with coordination
-Stimming
-Executive dysfunction
-OCD
-ADHD
-Gender dysphoria
-Difficulty with emotional regulation
-Frequent crying or never crying
-Hyperfixations
-Sensory issues
-Sensory overload
-Extreme burnout
-Safe foods
-Safe / comfort items
-Self harming behaviors
-Difficulty regulating noise level
-Being non binary / gender nonconforming
-Difficulty understanding people's intentions / feelings when communicating
-Melt downs / break downs
-Shut downs (akin to dissociation)
-Nonverbal (completely/ partially)
-Diluted sense of identity
-Paranoia
-Catering and changing personality/ behavior to match a social setting (form of masking)
-Studying and analyzing social behavior to mimic it / understand how people are feeling
-Hypervigilance
-Insecure attachments
-Fear of vulnerability
-Prone to abusive relationships
-Special interests
-Rigid schedules
-Difficulty dealing with change in plans
-Sensory seeking / sensory avoidant behaviors
Following are quoted directly from "Unmasking Autism" by Devon Price
-Intense studying of a new favorite topic
-Needing to know exactly what to expect before entering an unfamiliar situation
-Not noticing sounds or social signals when focusing on an engrossing task
-Sticking to a very rigid schedule, and rejecting deviations to that schedule
-Taking a long time to think before responding to a complex question
-Spending hours or days alone sleeping and recharging after a socially demanding event or stressful project
-Needing “all the information” before coming to a decision
-Not knowing how they feel, or needing a few days to figure out how they feel about something
-Needing a rule or instruction to “make sense” before they can follow it
-Not putting energy toward expectations that seem unfair or arbitrary, such as wearing makeup or elaborate grooming
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pinksmonkey · 3 months
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Being an Autistic Byler Shipper - My Experience
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Does anyone understand? Have you experienced this?
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braindamaged007 · 2 years
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😳😳
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a-freemaniac · 6 months
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We meet the doctors for the first time.
And Dr. Holmes certainly made an entrance.
Not that kind of " wow what a guy " kind of entrance but more the " what the f..." kind of entrance.
But we first meet John, a thing I love and prefer in stories because he is always the best entry into a new story.
Like a really good supporting act on a festival right before the more interesting but arrogant superstar arrives.
John is a warm up who makes you feel cosy and secure and together you wait for the storm.
And the storm arrives indeed.
Dr. Sherlock Holmes new medical superstar a patent already made and sold, is he the new neurosurgeon and within weeks he has a reputation for being rude, difficult and brilliant.
The brilliance is as obvious as the arrogance and John is equally surprised and annoyed.
But he is also a tiny little bit fascinated and is not quite sure why...
They work and clash in the OR one day and while others are intimidated by Sherlock’s behaviour is John simply annoyed and says so.
In a contest of getting the upper hand John is our winner.
We getting glimpses of the real Sherlock a bit later when he proceeds towards John again and ask for help.
Here we see a shy and insecure man who is obviously wrestling with a truth he keeps very well hidden, and we see the huge amount of trust in John approaching him in that matter.
A very moving part and what I call 
a man child moment.
Because Sherlock is a very sensitive person and John is obviously the only one he can go to which makes the moment precious and yet sad.
Sherlock’s confession being on the spectrum is groundbreaking.
For Sherlock, John and the story.
Sherlock is clearly ashamed and telling John this because he needs his help to make a medical failure accusation going away is a huge deal for a man who likes to be seen cold, talented and untouchable.
I love that all the thoughts we readers might have are in John's head too.
John is our conscience, our bond to Sherlock early knotted but unbreakable already.
Together they go and investigate a little to help Sherlock’s case, a case I won't go into detail because if you haven't read the story yet I'm not going to spoil the fun for you.
But the help John offers comes with a payback.
That's at least what Sherlock thinks and acts accordingly and much to John's surprise I might add and to mine:) 
Here we see a first behaviour of Sherlock that seems unusual and inappropriate but it also seems he simply doesn't know better and he doesn't have these natural social skills that forbid us to act in such a direct manner.
No right or wrong or any judgment coming from my side.
This is just what I observed.
And so did John luckily and doesn't give up on Sherlock, although after certain events Sherlock is back at his usual cold self with a brick wall around his emotions.
But good old John finds a way and he also realises that he finds himself attracted to the new neurosurgeon star.
And slowly but constantly they find a way towards each other because Sherlock opens up for the first time and John sees behind the mask of arrogance and indifference.
This first piece sets the standard and the curiosity for more.
I was lucky enough to discover the series after Jill completed it.
So I didn't have to wait lol.
Reading this first part and knowing there will be more makes you wonder what will happen and how this story will heading and you know for sure that you are in for a ride:) 
Link to the series here:
@inevitably-johnlocked @7-percent @jbaillier @totallysilvergirl @keirgreeneyes @discordantwords @lostinsherlock44 @8redskittles @axl-is-stoopid @jobooksncoffee @johnlockiseverywhere @kettykika78 @cvdiee @manyofnine @jazzthecat00 @pucketdog @deelaundry @neinknives @helloliriels @dizzyone55 @thetimemoves @bewitched-bullet
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awetistic-things · 10 months
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the pipeline of :
finding out you’re autistic —> becoming hyper aware of your autistic traits —> having imposter syndrome because you think the hyper awareness is actually just you faking it
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madfantasy · 2 months
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Dear blogging
Wish you peace, always. Considering all, it been extra rough. My guardians were sick, and my fragile of a stability was about to break— but it okay now, and the pendulum of consciousness returned swaying in my head.
Somehow in the middle of everything, I was starting to feel okay and accept that this is the best it can get for this non verbal Mani. I honestly I stopped living as if there was tomorrow maybe the majority of 2023, zero drive or hopefulness, and lately started to accept that there's no denying that I'm not made to survive this life, and dropped all pretence that I'm able, set a 5 years counter. Because if mere looking at people's faces distress me so much that I blank out &/or go mute, since childhood, no amount of me forcing myself to watch videos/ pictures over and over can fix that. That's simply how I'm made and I know that now, and in a way it's bringing me peace.
Because I thought I'm bratting when I wore my headphones to cancel out noise that were literally going to drive me insane, or when I couldn't respond to messages knowing that I can articulate deeply in writing but ignoring all the endless times when I simply couldn't, and have forced myself to eat many things that set me days in nausea and abdominal pain while I only enjoy liquids more and get high off of fruits, I love them so much half my OCs are named after some.. and drew.. drew even before I spoke because it was my only outlit to express because how much I'm told I'm like a robot, I'm so expressionless and non reactive and disgustingly literal, even when they actively beat me black Nd blue to stop drawing, I couldn't.. where do you free those emotions when U can, i needed emotion displays and heartfelt trimmers, thrilling or killing, I needed to do them as if my life depended on it, and I haven't realised it back then, but my life was dependent on them, even when I had 'no talent ' , as I have always been told.
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(commissioned by precious Julia ♥️🖤)
And besides drawing my needs, I actually, physically, started to feel better when I didn't do what my body said it literally can't do, all my life:
-Walked away from my guardians arguments, my chest stabbing pains became less frequent.
Stopped "practicing" my voice &/or facial expressions, I talk for 2 minutes, immediately my whole face muscles hurt, voice is cracking and gone, I don't feel like my eyebrows hurt as much. I'm okay being the monotone no expresso train c:
-stopped eating what I "don't like" (I mean it's not like I have much choice, but stopped feeling guilty over refusing it cuz food be tight) Nd now I can actually drink more water, and my tummy aches are on lower levels now
-i stopped dealing with Discord, or group chats in general cuz I don't expect accommodation over things I can't deal with. Stopped stressing over doing engaging material that no body seems to care about, cuz I'm not a good judge of demand, or stressing over either I should be thanking everyone who spams me with likes or not, (while I appreciate it to the moon) 90% of the time they don't respond Nd Im forced to think like I've done something wrong. I'm now at more ease with posting — (literally I have to fight the urges to delete my socials daily) just with interacting with who addresses me (I lov U guys sm) and I've been more relaxed from it.
I returned to "speaking in riddles" cuz if I don't use the words my brain spews no matter how weird they R, a tire will pop somewhere on the other side of an AU- idk lo'
-i rock, hum and laugh OUT my maniacal laugh, hard and strong, continued loving and talking to my plushies as I used to do, the easiest thing I could do to feel calmer again. As everyone should do
.. I stopped saying the word sorry. It's a naughty Mani era.
Accepting these facts and many, even with having no will to live had me saner than I ever been, at least I hope so.
I just know that I have a few to be grateful of: that I'm still here somehow, even with my dwindling income, Nd my internet not worth costing 120$± I'm always grateful for the sudden one or two commissions that keeps me here and buys me coffee and pumpkins seeds..
I still struggle horrindously with sleep. But I'm grateful at least I'm at pure ease playing games. Games been my go to media for knowing basically all based on books they were made about, like Severus and Tintin, I still play their ps1 games! Tho I got stuck on this game & their sleep has given me so much ease lo
I'm at my happy place rn, heh.
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Bonus panel: ye they R hungry for that SHI- lo 🙈
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And an honorary appearance of my OC with Tintin hehe
Stay safe, don't feed the overconsumption machine, don't give up on your heartstrings's stringers, don't worry— there are people who think and feel like you always between the crowds, and I'm thankful that I share the same timeline with you♥️🖤
Sweet dreams 🌃 19.2.2024
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themaskedlady · 10 months
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projectbatman193 · 1 year
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Autistic communication at it's best 💪🏼🦇😜
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I feel like people constantly forget what "on the spectrum" actually means, so let me remind you.
I want you to think of an item that is purple. Any item, but make it purple in your mind.
Now if you add a lil more red to the purple, or a lil more blue, or you make it lighter so it's lavender or darker so it's plum or desaturate it a bit so it's more gray-purple or make it super saturated so it's a fushia purple, all of that is still purple right?
But if you make that item green, it is no longer purple. It is not "less purple" and the other item was "more purple". One item is purple and one item is not purple. Two purple items can look very different, but there is still such a thing as purple and not purple, and that line is pretty easily identifiable, especially by experts in color.
Now replace the word item with person and the word purple with autistic.
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