#once again tg is a nightmare to color

[h7jfangirl]

TGS THEORY TIME! ✨

After seeing today's uptade, a little weird idea come to my mind, so~ I decide to share it with you all! I hope you like it and so sorry for my bad english.

Okay, so with watching that Hyde started to fall apart in liquid darkness inside his mind I got a funny memory about this chapter's cover

LET'S SEE

Hyde is in a deadly dark blue, similar like some NIGHTMARES have this pallette of color in the finale of the chapter 7

But this dosen't need to just focus in the dark ones, theres also even in more colors! Like you can see better in chapter 9

And in chapter 10

The case is that Hyde looks more solid than a nightmare would do... Or at least just in the cover

If you look closely, that black liquid was drawed with the same type of pencil that the artist use for the dark forces in the cover, but they aren't liquid like ink, they are energy (kinda similar to fire) and also this things are not escaping from his body, but instead their are some how attacking him

As you can see in his expression, he didn't espect this, he is totally surprise and also kinda angry about it. And coming back to the nightmare point, we realise that his eyes and mouth blows like the nightmare's do

But also I need to say something, a thing that I didn't see anyone saying it, but I wanna talk about the little red blow that covers Hyde

Who the color red represents in this comic? Our beloved Henry Jekyll

But WHY red!? Red means dangerous but they didn't use a shine red, instead a almost darked one

JUST TELL ME THAT YOU LOOK TO THAT RED TONE AND YOU DON'T THINK ABOUT JEKYLL, DO IT!

Oh, I remenber now! We also saw energys similar to fire, in the begining of the comic and with Hyde DOING THE EXACT SAME THING WITH JEKYLL

Just in that case Hyde had completely control of it, that was just a planed hallucination from Edward towards Henry, who was in the real world, and also the only thing Hyde wanted was to convince Jekyll to let him go to the blackfog, his intentions weren't more than "I wanna go out to shopping and have night aventures!"

But now Hyde is inside his mind, without knowing what to do more than letting himself to fall into the deepest part of his mind, where he dosen't even know if he will ever go up again.

So now, here is my theory:

Hyde will not gonna die, but somehow he will turn himself into some kind of nightmare in some weird state, so he will see this as a oportunity to get the body back and even ruine Henry's night if he needs it, becuase now he thinks he knows what he is, something evil like he always was told, and now he is in his more powerful form and nothing will ever stop him again

But then something happend with Jekyll and we finally discorved what exactily he leard in his mind, showing that as Hyde used to do, he can make his own mind tricks

But the diferences is that Hyde is still in the mind-escape so that mind tricks and not actually tricks and CAN ACTUALLY hurt him and even worse

So once again Hyde will pay his mistakes inside his mind, while Jekyll is in the exhibition trying to save the society.

I don't think thats gonna happend exactily but let me be. Also I wanna see your coments!

Thanks for read and sorry for my bad english 💖💕✨.

#the glass scientists #tgs jekyll #tgs #tgs hyde #tgs update #chapter 12 #I LIKE VILLAIN JEKKYL DUDES OKAY!?!?!?!?!? #but i'm still nervous for want to see what will happend now! #dude omg #PLEASE #but also i wondering... what is hyde doing #LIKE WTF DO YOU WANT NOW #or more like #DONT DIEE PLEASEEEE THIS COMIC WILL HAVE LIKE SIX CHAPTERS MORE AGUANTAAA

[clandestinestardust]

“And I’ve got to tell you, there’s one funny scene, and I always pick on him about it, because he always liked to pick on me on things, too. But in the steam shower scene, okay? Check that scene out. With Val kind of with his back up against the steam room wall and like a cat scratching his back on a post or something. It’s so endearing in a way, but it’s so Val.”

                                           -Rick Rossovich on Val Kilmer [x]

#val kilmer #rick rossovich #tom cruise #anthony edwards #iceman #slider #maverick #goose #top gun #top gun 1986 #top gun maverick #quotes #about kilmer #once again tg is a nightmare to color #sigh #*mine

[an-army-of-nightmares]

Porcelain Jekyll au

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This is gonna be long so heres a tldr

TLDR: Jekyll gets taken to a sort of real nightmare party full of dolls, if he misbehaves they'll kill him and if he's a perfect gentleman he'll turn into a doll. There's a branch where he's rescued and two where he turns into a doll

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•The au starts with Jekyll going to sleep, timeline honestly doesn't matter as long as Frankenstein, Jasper, and Jekyll are all around. Could start where tgs currently is? But Jasper doesn't accidentally wake Jekyll up in his panic

•"The Party of Dolls" is basically a supernatural nightmare? I haven't found a better explanation but basically it's a nightmare that's real and happening, while still "just" being a nightmare. It takes you to like a different dimension while you sleep basically? (The party of dolls isn't the only one but that's not relevant)

•The dolls invite specific people, they invite people who want to be perfect. People who dont want anyone to hate them or find a flaw. Jekyll fits this perfectly

•Jekyll is taken to the party. He tries to be polite despite being unnerved. There's another human at the party, he doesn't learn the man's name before the man gets ripped apart by the dolls for shouting

The dolls target specific people, but they can still take "fodder", people they know will immediately break the rules. So that their actual guests can learn what happens if they are impolite. The dolls also surround guest on all sides, and have them in the exact middle, so that the guest cannot just run out

•Jekyll is terrified, now knowing he'll die if he does something wrong, he tries his best to be perfect

•Unknown to Jekyll, if he's "perfect" he'll start turning into a doll. Ultimately it's a die or die situation

•Jekyll does start to notice the porcelain creeping up him, its be hard not to. He is very much (silently) panicking. But,, the more porcelain on him the more calm he becomes, the more he acts as if this is a simple party and nothing is wrong

•Eventually he reaches a point where he'd actively resist being taken away from the party, but still not fully covered by porcelain

A quick note, Hyde can't do anything about the situation. He wasn't invited and the dolls are suppressing him so much he can hardly even tell what's happening, or leave the mindscape. He's absolutely terrified about this because he can Feel something is wrong and everything is just becoming more and more suffocating

Now onto the branches! There are 2 and a half branches for this au!

Branch 1: Jekyll gets rescued

(Assuming this takes place at Chapter 11 Page 8)

•Jekyll is asleep on the couch, Jasper rushes in the room like his panic on the page except this time Jekyll does not wake up at Jasper's sudden entry. Jasper, noticing Jekyll is asleep, silently contemplates on if this problem is really worth waking Jekyll. Because on the one hand he's probably overreacting in his mind, but on the other Jekyll is really the only person he can panic to?

•He decides not to wake Jekyll, and wait until it's properly morning or noon?, now that the panic is a bit subdued he probably still has stuff to ask Jekyll

•He goes up to find Jekyll is still asleep, and Zosi frantically pawing at Jekyll's chest, occasionally nibbling him, and seemingly really wants to wake Jekyll up. Jasper tries to wake him up but it seems no matter how hard he tries Jekyll stays asleep

•Seeing how Lanyon probably isn't in the Society at the moment (and besides Jasper is pretty sure Robert dislikes him) and he's currently avoiding Rachel. Jasper cant ask Jekyll's friends if this is normal behavior. Why doesn't he ask the lodgers? Maybe a combination of they all seem busy and still being a bit intimidated by them? So he goes to his last best bet, Frankenstein. She's, kinda a doctor and has traveled quite a bit, so she may know whats up with Jekyll and why Zosi is panicking

Note: This whole decision happens in like a few seconds while Jasper is panicking

•Frankenstein does not ease Jasper's worries

•Ah, I guess there has to be some sort of tell, something that makes it clear someone is in one of these "supernatural nightmares" and that Jekyll is specifically in the party of dolls. Idk yet what that tell would be. But Frankenstein knows and thats all that matters

•They take Jekyll back to the attic, lock the entry, and make preparations for a rescue mission

•Frankenstein will be going in to try and distract the dolls while Jasper will be looking for Jekyll. Creature is there as plan B in case the dolls get hostile towards them (as Creature is fully capable of lifting them all up and running out of there. And the dolls are very likely to get hostile towards them)

•They get in, how? I have no clue. But they do. Probably a potion?

•Jasper quickly finds Jekyll and tries to convince him to leave. Much to Jasper's concern, Jekyll doesn't want to leave, and keeps brushing the danger off

Frankenstein and Jasper dont know much about the nightmare. Its likely all they know is that its filled with dolls and people who are "invited" are never seen again/found dead

•Frankenstein's distraction consists of pointing out flaws in how the dolls act. The dolls keep finding excuses, but eventually become agitated with her

•Japser notices the porcelain on Jekyll and loudly panics, attracting the already agitated dolls attention

•Creature picks them all up and runs towards the doors. Jekyll is greatly struggling against this rescue attempt, but once they get out of the building and onto the stretch of yard before the exit Jekyll calms down significantly

Jekyll did not actually calm down, but rather Hyde managed to weasel control after they left the building. Hyde absolutely does not want to be at this party, and Jekyll's struggling could've jeopardized the rescue

•They get back! Whatever porcelain was on Jekyll falls off him with ease. He's angry for maybe half a day or more. But when the doll's control completely leaves him, he's nothing but relieved

Sidenote: It seems reasonable that this whole experience would leave Jekyll with a fear of going to sleep. Perhaps give him something that can deter these types of nightmares? A desire for the comfort of another person, at least in the room, while he's asleep?

Branch 2: Jekyll fully turns into a doll

•Well either Jekyll went to sleep at his own home or some place where no one would think to look for him, as if he was right in the society they'd certainly take notice that something is wrong

•Jekyll fully turns to porcelain. Once he's a full doll they give him new clothes (the sand/beige colored suit I tend to draw porcelain Jekyll in)

Previously, Jekyll had been wearing the suit he wears at any formal party, like the ball in An Army Of Nightmares

•Porcelain Jekyll gets back to the real world. This is not entirely out of the ordinary for the dolls to do. If a guest was reasonably young or famous they'll be returned once a doll, to make themselves more known or respectable before they "die" and go back to the party full time

•Zosi notices something is Wrong while Jekyll is asleep and tries to wake him up to no avail, Zosi can't bark for attention and he's scared of leaving Jekyll alone, the few times he does go out to find someone he's largely ignored or avoided, or they misinterpret what the zombie pup wants. When Jekyll does wake up, Zosi immediately notices that it's not Jekyll, at least not anymore. Zosi knows he's supposed to get rid of any evil creatures, but this was once Jekyll. So the pup runs away and avoids him instead

•ooo I dont want to describe this whole branch? This has already taken way longer for me to write then I want XD, just check out this reblog chain about it bsksndks

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Branch 2 ½: Jekyll dies

•Jekyll fully turns into a doll, however instead of entering the real world his real body simply dies. He's found rotting in bed. "Jekyll" however, is still in the party. (Fun fact, this was the original plan for the au)

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Extra notes:

▪All the dolls in the party were once people, except for maybe one or two? A handful? But it has long since been lost who's who. And it never mattered

▪Lanyon would not have ever been invited to the party. He doesn't seem to want to be a gentleman, and he knows too much about etiquette to be fodder either

▪Jasper is a proper candidate to be invited, and in branch 2 "Jekyll" is giving him alot more lessons on how to be a proper gentleman, planning to invite Jasper to the party at some point

▪The party always has a host that they cycle though, the host talks to guests a bit more than everyone else

▪Porcelain Jekyll gets to keep his new clothes when returning to the real world

#porcelain Jekyll au #the glass scientists

[beelzebbvespertilio]

TGS peacock spider Jekyll

An AU of an AU... Wow

Still @an-army-of-nightmares 's au, BUT Jekyll is a peacock spider. Once again the colors are shit, he's supposed to be colourful and handsome... And yeah, he's doing the nuptial parade thing :D

#tgs au #spider #peacock spider #tgs fantasy au

[phoenix-downer]

Charm

Sora can’t look Kairi in the eye as he hands her lucky charm over.

It’s broken. In pieces. He’s kind of broken and in pieces, too. That’s what Xehanort does to people. Tears them up and spits them out and throws the broken pieces down on the ground to stomp on them some more.

“I’m sorry,” he manages to say, but it’s not enough. It will never be enough. The charm is a sign of the promise he and Kairi made, and he broke it. He’s broken. Nightmares haunt him at night, flashbacks during the day. There’s no escape from what he’s done, from what he was forced to do.

She takes it from him, wordlessly. He ignores how soft and warm her hand feels in his. The soothing touch that spreads from her fingers up his arm. He doesn’t deserve to be soothed, he deserves to be punished and yelled at and scolded for letting this happen.

But Kairi says nothing. She is silent when before she had so much to say. He dares to glance at her face, just for a few seconds. Her eyes are sad as she looks at the broken charm, and his stomach drops and his heart breaks all over again.

He didn’t think there was anything left inside of him that could still break, but he was wrong.

Her fingers tighten around the ruined charm, her thumb brushing against the one piece that remains somewhat intact, the part of the shell with his face carefully drawn on it. The rest of the shells that she painstakingly wove together to keep him safe are in as pitiful a state as he is.

He feels like a failure. No, he is a failure. He couldn’t keep himself safe. He couldn’t keep her safe. He couldn’t even keep this charm intact, couldn’t return it to her whole, couldn’t return himself to her whole.

She had to rescue him. Had to put herself in danger to save his poisoned soul, his darkened heart. And what for? All she got back was a bunch of broken pieces, a shell of who he once was.

Her lower lip trembles and her eyes water. Yup, he’s officially hit rock bottom. He’s the scum of the earth. He wants to crawl back into the pit she drug him up out of, because that’s where he belongs. Not here by her side.

He turns away because he can’t bear to look at her anymore. Can’t take her disappointment and sorrow. Walks away and climbs into his rowboat and rows to the Main Island so she can’t see the tears in his eyes and the regret in his heart.

When sleep comes to him that night, he sees her face in his dreams. Hears her voice in his head as she calls out to him in the darkness.

He runs away. The darkness has no business being around the light. Xehanort’s gone but the darkness is still here inside him. His heart is dripping with it now. It seeps into everything he touches and poisons it, breaks the lucky charm into pieces over and over again till he wakes up covered in a cold sweat.

This is his life now. Regret and sorrow are his constant companions, his new best friends.

At least he’s not alone.

Something brings him back to the Play Island the next day. He doesn’t know what it is.

No, that’s a lie. He knows exactly what it is. He’s scared of seeing Kairi again, and yet he wants to. Wants to hear her berate him like he’s berated himself so many times already. He’d rather face her wrath than see her heartbreak.

Maybe, just maybe, she’ll finally snap. He’s been nothing but a disappointment, after all. Leaving her behind. Breaking his promises. Breaking her charm. Breaking her heart. He was too much of a coward yesterday to even face her. He owes it to her to do at least that today.

So he sits on the paopu tree and waits. Somehow he just knows she’ll come. He waits all day and it doesn’t even faze him, because this is the only thing that matters anymore.

The sun is getting low in the sky and the colors of the sunset are reflected on the water when she finally does. She doesn’t say a single thing, just sits on the paopu tree a safe distance from him. Good. He’s a dangerous guy to be around. She should keep her distance.

“Sora,” she begins, and he’s listening. He can’t bring himself to look at her yet, but he’s listening. “Why did you run from me?”

It’s a good question, and it deserves a good answer. But he has none. So he tells her the truth instead.

“I was afraid.”

“What were you afraid of?”

“Myself.”

She makes a humming noise, like she doesn’t buy it. “Were you afraid of yourself, or were you afraid of disappointing me?”

He considers this but says nothing. It’s all too complicated to put into words.

“Sora, when I saw the charm— yes, I was sad. Yes, I was disappointed. Maybe even a little bit heartbroken, if I’m being honest.”

She pauses, and he flinches, waiting for the rest, bracing himself for the worst.

“But I wasn’t disappointed with you. I was angry at Xehanort. I mean, he was the one who broke it, wasn’t he?”

She’s wrong about that, and that’s what makes it so much worse. But he has to set the record straight, even if it means she’ll never forgive him.

“No, it was me,” he says. “He made me break it, but it was me.”

“That’s what I thought.” Her voice is pained as she continues. “I was heartbroken that he hurt you like that, that he used me to hurt you. How could I not be, after everything we’ve been through?”

His heart pounds. He can’t believe his ears. She isn’t upset with him, she’s upset for him. What a difference that makes.

He steals a glance at her, and one hand is resting on her lap, the other on the paopu tree.

“You didn’t break your promise, Sora. You brought my charm back to me. Broken, yes, but broken things can be fixed. Broken things can be mended.”

“Can they though?” His eyes flicker up to hers, finally managing to meet her steady gaze.

“You tell me.” She scoots closer to him and reaches into her pocket. She finds his hand and places something in it. Something familiar, something that rests in his palm like it belongs there. Like it’s supposed to be there.

She removes her hand, and it’s her charm. It’s the broken pieces put back together and combined with several new ones. Lots of tiny stitches weave it all together to form one magnificent whole. The brokenness is still there, it isn’t gone, but she’s turned it into something new and intricate and beautiful.

“The coming battle is unlike anything we’ve faced so far,” she says. “This charm will make sure we won’t be separated again.”

The face piece stares up at him. Tells him that if it can be repaired, so can he. And not just repaired. Made stronger than ever before.

His fingers close over the charm. “Thank you, Kairi.” He could say a lot of other things, but he doesn’t need to. The charm is a symbol of his promise to her, and with her magic, nothing in all the worlds is strong enough to break that. Trying to put all that into words is unnecessary because she already knows.

He tucks the charm into his pocket, and it rests there like it never even left. He might still be broken, he might not be entirely whole, but he knows he’s ready to face whatever lies ahead now.

Because he’s not alone. He’s not completely broken. She’s by his side. She’s helping him put the pieces back together, and nothing will ever separate them again.

That’s what helps him move forward. That’s what drives him to the final battle. If anything is worth fighting for, it’s her.

And after it’s all over, when they’re back home and the worlds are safe, he hands the charm back to her. There’s no reason for them to be apart anymore. They weren’t separated then and they sure won’t be separated now.

“We’re back,” he says softly.

She smiles. “We’re home.”

“It’s over.”

“It is.”

He stares out at the sea and sighs. “Our journey’s over now, too. Yours, and mine.”

“Yes, but now we can start a new one.” She leans her head against his shoulder as they watch the sun rise over the water. “Together.”

He smiles at that because she’s right. The pieces are all lined up. They’ve put them back together into one beautiful whole.

They make a new promise after that. No, not a promise, an oath. They swear to always be together and seal their vow with a paopu fruit. And as they do, the charm that kept them going strong all this time rests between them, reminding them of the bond they share, of the promise they made.

It wouldn’t feel right to have things any other way.

This story is dedicated to @angel-with-a-pipette! Thank you for always leaving me such lovely feedback and for giving me the idea to have Soranort be the one to break the charm. The recap videos with Chirithy have hinted that someone is giving someone else a (new) charm in KH3, and while we don’t know for sure who it is yet, it would make sense for Kairi to be the one to give a new charm to Sora. I wondered why that was, and what made the most sense to me is if something happens to the original. And thus the idea for this story was born. 

Just a few quick notes. Sora’s quote at the end is from the Memorial Leaflet, and I based it off of goldpanner’s translation (with a few tweaks). Kairi’s quote about the charm is from the recap videos with Chirithy, and I also used goldpanner’s translation for that.

Screenshot is from the TGS extended trailer.

AO3 link here. FFN link pending. 

#kh3 spoilers #kh3 #kingdom hearts 3 #kingdom hearts 3 spoilers #sokai #kingdom hearts #sora #kairi #phoenix writes #phoenix downer #soranort #post soranort #recovery #healing

[sunny-jac-blog]

i got tagged by @philippcarlyle tysm!! this seems like fun!!

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 people!

a- age?: 16 since October !

b- birthplace?: the most violent town in oklahoma (luckily i live away from it now)

c- current time?: 5:44 AM, i should be sleeping rn

d- drink you last had?: an entire glass of milk at 2 AM like a heathen

e- easiest person to talk to?: my aunt. she's been there for me since day one!!

f- favorite songs?: The Village- Wrabel, Little Did You Know- Alex and Sierra, Hotel Ceiling- Rixton, The Other Side- TGS soundtrack, and Top Of The World- Greek Fire

g- grossest memory?: i once saw my principal in shorts and a backstreet boys t-shirt. his legs haunt my nightmares.

h- horror, yes or no?: no thanks. the only 3 horror films I've ever enjoyed were A Quiet Place, Cabin In The Woods, and IT (the 2017 one)

i- in love?: im tragically single but id love a gf!!!

j- jealous of people?: i try not to get jealous, but a lot of my friends have money while my family struggles to buy food a lot. sometimes im jealous but only when we're going through a hard time.

k- keyboard smash of choice?: the classic HSHHDHSHSD is always a good choice

l- love at first sight or should i walk by again?: as a hopeless romantic gay girl, i 2ish i could say love at first sight is something i believe in. unfortunately for me it only applies to cats in my book

m- middle name?: Danielle

n- number of siblings?: i have two younger bros that i would take a bullet for

o- one wish?: i wish i could help my family out financially more

p- person you last called?: i call my grandmother every day!!

q- question you're always asked?: "how,,, do u pronounce your name?" HINT: jacque sounds like 'jackie'

r- reaction to a compliment?: i freak out omg. i go blushy n laugh really weirdly

s- song you last sang?: Speechless by Dan + Shay

t- time you woke up?: 4:25-ish

u- underwear color?: like,, gray with black dots

v- vacation destination?: the favorite ive been to was galveston, TX, but i would love to go somewhere in the Caribbean!! ive researched a lot about wildlidlfe there and just,,, it's so pretty and the cultures are amazing to learn about aaaa, but I'd also go anywhere i can see an orca in the wild!!

w- where you feel safest?: my bedroom and my Ag classroom

x- x-rays: ive had one like once when i broke my ankle at 2 years old

y- your favorite food?: quesadillas!!! both authentic from my Mexican family members and the taco bell ones

z- zodiac sign?: libra

Tagging- @nerdy-snowflake @circus-playwright @phillip-cheesesteak @i-stole-barnums-hat @xanderdanfandomman @charlestratton and anyone else who would like to do this!!

#tag meme #me #about me

[dustystarlite]

For @nique10me 

1. I came home to find you covered in blood and you’re seriously trying to convince me this is ketchup? FemShiro would buy it. Nope I can she her freaking out and checking Nagare over from head to toe. Before giving him the speech of “If you are ever hungry and I’m not here please don’t forget about rules # 1: One must wash up before a meal or after. 2# I refuse to help you hide the body.

2. You love the summer, you’re always outside and of course I fall for the one human you loves the fucking sun. I love the movie called “Vampire Effect 2003″ ( https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0351887/ ) If you never got a chance you watch please do. If vampire movie your thing.  I can see Nagare trying weird “sun cure” just to join FemShiro on their first date. 

3. You saw me watching Twilight and now you won’t speak to me, I swear it was on that channel when I turned the T.V. on! I can see them both being nerd for this fandom. Watching all the movie and complaining about how it does go with the books. (My sister a fan and when she made me watch them. That’s all I heard) 

4. You bought me a coffin shaped bed to sleep in, I hate you. I can see FemShiro freaking out over this. Not a fan of being close inside a box. “I love you but I refuse to sleep in that.” Nagare sitting on the lid smiling ear to ear. “But...” semi whining. 

5 You keep asking why I usually only visit late at night and why I always wear so many layers of clothes during the day. FemShiro thought it was odd but didn’t want to be rude and ask after the first few dates. Nagare was a ball of nerves trying to explain it to her.

6. You always do that stupid Transylvanian vampire accent when I’m mad at you, oh my god you’re doing it again, please shut up I don’t talk like that!  Nagare just stand there arm cross making the cuteness “I’m annoyed” face until FemShiro finally does stop. 

7. I would never use my mind control on you for anything serious, but I’m so making you clean out the pool this year. Nagare uses mind control like he some Darth Sith Lords from Star Wars.  He just doesn’t use on FemShiro unless she does the fake accent without stopping. I can see him using it to make her react “Swan lake”.

8. You keep levitating in your sleep and when I fell asleep on top of you I always roll over and end up falling back onto our bed. FemShiro had enough of free fall nightmare that she force to sleep in his own bed at night. 

9. We spend out weekends binge watching vampire shows and movies and calling out all the inaccuracies.  Nagare has his top five list of never happening vampire movie. FemShiro was joke if he happen to be the vampire from “Once Bitten” would he live a long life or die right here. Nagare could only shake his head at that.

10. You bought those glow in the dark vampire teeth and actually scared the shit out of me when I came home. FemShiro hanging upside down on their bed frame until Nagare woke up. What happen next was never speak of again. High pitch scream could be heard miles away.

1. We had to take the kids on a canoe trip and I jokingly tipped our canoe to scare you and oh shit we both just fell in the lake. I can see Femshiro doing this. 

2. There’s a bird in my cabin and you brought a broom and a nerf gun to get it out?! Nagare banned FemShiro from ever helping with that again. 

3. You were supposed to be helping me with the Arts and Crafts activity, and since you copped out to sleep I’m gonna cover you in glitter glue. I can see them both cover in glitter glue. Nagare many colors of green and orange. FemShiro pink and silver. 

4. We were on a hike and I lost a kid so please help me. How they first met. They were the kids who got away for their adventure time to slay the dragon in the forest. 

5. You and I are kitchen staff, and we’ve already done prep–did you just throw an egg at me? Oh you are so on! Nagare threw the first egg with some type of egg joke. 

6. Listen I know the ghost story was fake, but I’m gonna sleep in your cabin tonight so you aren’t scared. I can see them both holding on to each other with a flashlight and glow sticks. 

7. We just found some kids making out when were patrolling and why would tell them the place where we make out?! FemShiro was hoping it would gross them out. Nagare wanted to throw himself in the lake. 

8. I know this is just a game of Capture The Flag, but I’m on team red so don’t talk to me until this is over. Nagare is the Captain of Team Green and TG never fails. 

9. Everyone at camp gets nicknames, even the counsellors and ours happen to be a iconic duo and everyone wants to know why. <-- I don’t know how to answer this one. 

10. You were making friendship bracelets with the campers and one of them made ones for us…with beads in the shape of hearts… They wear those with pride to this day.  (Aw wouldn’t that be the cuteness thing ever)

11. You suggested singing songs around the campfire, since when can you sing–wait you have a guitar too?! Nagare has a lot of hidden talents. He always wanted to be a rockstar or Idol growing up.

12. You asked me to help you bring the Kayaks to the shore and I swear I didn’t mean to hit you with an ore…twice. Nagare has ninja move and she never touch him. 

13. I told you that I haven’t had a s'more before and you called me a fake counsellor before dragging me over to the bonfire. Nagare is the s’more master. 

14. I tried to scare the older kids on the hike, but you got scared too and sucker punched me. FemShiro has a nasty right hook. 

15. We forgot to lock the back door to the kitchen and oh my god that’s a lot of raccoons. First awww I love raccoons <3 FemShiro totally scream like a girl and leave poor Nagare to defend the kitchen by himself. 

#redflames.ask

[xellzios]

Occlusal Dissonance

Don’t read if you’re in a fluff mood. Actually, this is not at all TG related but it gave me Kaneki vibes and might give you a preview of what is to come.

Have you ever questioned what was the purpose of your life?

Have you ever wondered what role you really had in this world? Would you be one of the masses – stuck in the status quo built by generations of humans? Or would you ever think of forging your own path?

Did you even know what you wanted to do? Did life allow you to explore your options?

Life had a strange, twisted way of putting you into an unknown territory – to let you roam and wander, to seduce you into thinking that you would adapt, respond and eventually once again follow that path you thought would be meant for you.

Life would grant you gifts, shower you with love and it would make you think that it was beautiful – flowers do bloom in a variety of colors, the sky changes from the darkness of twilight to the light of dawn, birds chirp excitedly, people whispered as they went on with their lives – a laugh, a song, a smile. A father would smile as he held his newborn daughter for the first time, the mother would cry upon seeing a life she had kept safe for months in her arms. It was all a part of the process, beautiful – but also devastatingly scary.

Because in the other side of the coin lived the darkness. Flowers wilt and birds retreat to their home to shield themselves from any danger, the once clear sky gets enveloped in darkness when night came to play. And lastly, you’ll realize that life had the power to create, and it had the power to destroy. People die every day. And whether it was because of a natural occurrence or the work of a demon, the cycle never stopped. Sometimes you’d find yourself a spectator as a person lost a loved one, and sometimes it was you who would find yourself holding the hand of a person you had known all your life – only to see her last tear while she breathed her last. You’d continue holding her hand, you’d continue to believe she would wake up. Life would eventually take away what it had given, it was the rule of the world that you would never have a power to stop.

And just when you thought things wouldn’t get worse, they did, oh they did.

At first you’d find yourself lost, confused and afraid – totally exposed from the world, living in denial that this was just but a nightmare, that you’d wake up and find the smiling faces, be enveloped in their warmth. Then you’d realize that the pain was real, it was both physical and emotional, and you’d hurt as your body slowly deteriorated into a coping mechanism that would try to revive you from your sorrow. You’d try to hold onto a light, to a person, an object; but you’d get pulled back into the darkest pits of your mind eventually. And then comes the hallucinations – sometimes you’d see yourself dying just to get rid of the pain, and on other times you would use it to continue dreaming of what should have been, what could have been.

It was your fault, always your fault – your fault that you were not strong enough, your fault that you lost them, your fault that you’re on this endless cycle of death and grief. And before you knew it, you could never get back.

Look at yourself in the mirror and see how the opposite smiled sinisterly, urging you to become one with the darkness that had long lingered. You’d look down, contemplate and break your heart – realizing that this was what you had become, what you had chosen to be.

It was here when you finally grasp it. You’d always be in occlusal dissonance – the dance created by the discord of you and your shadow.

And then, you fall.

#personal #shar.writes life