Tour bus blues.
• even the biggest of stars get nervous before shows :/
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It wasn’t often H felt nervous or anxious before a show, but when he did it was awful to see, his eyes which so normally so full of life and love were filled with a layer of gloss and worry.
Where his hands would normally wrapped around your waist or shoulders they would nervously be fiddling with the rings that sat perfectly on his fingers.
It was ‘one night only’ in New York, you and Harry’s team were backstage of the UBS arena frantically getting ready for the show, apart from Harry was no where to be seen.
It wasn’t until after 3 missed calls y/n was starting to worry, ‘cmon answer H please” she’d sigh while biting her nails in pure stress
“Any luck?” Jeff would ask
“No, none at all, I’m gonna go look for him” she’d stress.
While leaving the arena, not only the cool breeze of air hit her, but the sound of screams and chants of fans queuing up did, Thank the lord they were round the front and couldn’t see her, otherwise she would’ve been trapped in an obstacle course of fans.
Her eyes land on the tour bus, which is where they all spent the most time, she was hoping H was in there.
She creaked the door open and stepped inside revealing the dimly lit row of bunks inside.
“H? Babe you in here” she crooned
No reply.
The slid open the door to look in the lounge section of the bus. There it revealed her H sitting on the velvet sofa, hair messy, and head in his hands looking towards the floor.
“Baby” she murmured, with her gaze softening at the sight.
He looked up, eyes glossy and filled with tears, cheeks flushed and hands shaky.
Without a thought y/n rushed over to his side and knelt down beside him putting both hands on his thigh.
“M’baby, what’s got you like this?” She said, moving her hands to cup his face
He closed his eyes, and sunk into the comfort of her touch before answering.
“Cant do it..I cant”
“What if they hate it..the album” he adds
“H, what have I told you? Hmm the world absolutely loves it so far, people cant wait for your tours and shows and future releases”
“I’ve already heard about 10,000 people chanting ‘as it was’, people are gonna love it, in the short 10 hours of the album being out, they already seem to know all the words, hmm?” She continues pressing a kiss to his lips.
“You’ve worked so hard this baby, you deserve it so much” she stood up and offered him her hand to which he gladly accepted. Once the couple were stood up y/n took it upon herself to fix the mans tousled hair.
“Your gonna smash it out there, my pretty boy” she gushes running her hand through his hair.
“Hate bein this vulnerable sometimes” he says a small smile creeping up on his face.
“D’ya not love the extra lovin from your girlfriend huh?” She smiles leaning up on her tippy toes and kissing him once more.
“I love you y/n” he mutters
“Mm love you”
The what was a sweet moment was kindly interrupted by a frantic Jeff who slung open the door to the bus.
“Harry!! Y/n there you are” he pants
“Been looking for you everywhere!, now come on we have 10 minutes till showtime!” He exclaims running straight back out.
A giggle was left between the couples after that.
They locked hands and left to walk back into the arena, you both make into your shared dressing room, while allowing H to finalise getting ready y/n found herself on Twitter and was reading through all the tweets about tonight including the number one trend which was “NYC one night only Harry styles” a smile lands on the girls face at the sight of it.
Her thoughts were knocked when she felt a pair of arms snake around her waist, she leant back into his hold.
“Everyone’s really excited for tonight H, they say they can’t wait to hear the album for the first time live” she informs
He presses a kiss to her cheek. “Cant wait to see them all, excited for them to hear it” he smiles
“That’s more like it, it’s gonna be amazing”
The last 5 minutes were spent telling y/n how grateful he was just to have her by his side no matter what.
With a Goodluck kiss, he was off to start the show.
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