#one sent me a chaotic voice noice that was precious in all honesty

[imnameim]

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#i know i come here and complain a lot in the tags about shitty friendships or some people not giving bavk the same in return. #but i also want to say despite those few little hiccups and friendships that are sour and i am in a constant cyle of doubt bevause of them #like i genuinely have some of the most amazing friends both irl and online. #like its easy for the bad to outways the good because we as people just look for the negatives since we already tear ourselves down #but like i have been home for the past three days and one of my best friends took my to the grocery atore with her through pictures #another one sent me photos of him on a hike and at the beach #another one sent me a video of her walking with bubble tea #one sent me a chaotic voice noice that was precious in all honesty #like im surrounded by great people and it took me a long time to get here #sometimes i feel selfish when i make my litrle moody tag posts about not being appreciated or being lonely #and i wish i could alqays be content with what i have rn and i am still working kn that #but genuinely im very thankful for the frkends i have that do ho out of their way tk chevk on me send me things in hopes of making me smile #also!! another one of my friends showed me their ateez;; monsta x ;; md wonho albums #like ita the little things #idk kt just made.me really happy even as small as all those thibgs might've seemed they meamt a lot #so thank you if you are on of those people it means alot #some just chatted with me to keep me company and that's more than enough. #amd im thankful #because i know it cant be easy to stop whatever you may be doing to tlak to me or any one for that matter but you do #like im happy but also sad because you realize whos really your friend even when jt doesnt benefit them and you see who isnt #but nonetheless thank you #sorry for the long ted talk #and if you send me ask even on anon this includes you #like you dont have to do these thibgs especially to me someone you barely know but you do and thats more than i can say for a lot of people #suni.txt #ily💘