#oni vents

[ko-eko-ev-go-ms]

Brain is braining too much me thinks

#thoughts #oni talks #oni vents #I feel like I’m being torn between 2 futures and I know one isn’t really realistic and is a thing of the past but it’s also like #not only does it feel like giving up but it also feels like I’d have to face the fact that I can’t go back and unexperience some things #that changed me as a person and I know me wanting to go down that path is me trying to go back to when I first started feeling hope for #life again (if I ever had that tbh) & it’s meant so much to me for so long and like I know that I 100% would not be able to have achieved #any of what I’ve achieved now if I hadn’t started that first path. the fact that the second one is even an option is because of the first. #I also wonder how much is on me & it compounds in the severe regret I’ve been having about some recent stuff in my life along with recurrent #realizations and nightmares of the past haunting me & just. it’s so painful I know maybe I’m being dramatic and there’s a possibility that #in the future if it will work out and I can have my cake and eat it too but I genuinely don’t know how realistic that is to achieve #I want to be able to recapture the feelings I had before but there are certain experiences that so thouroughly crushed the person I had #finally begun to build up that I don’t know if that’s truly possible & if I just have to accept that I need to change to face who I am now #I’ve been really stuck recently when it comes to getting better and I know why but I’ve also blocked out so much of it that it’s just like #hard to even work through things you just want to forget and act like they never happened because that’s easier & logically I know it doesnt #work that way but it still feels painful. I feel the weight of my mistakes on my shoulders again. & it’s been resulting in what I know is #a lot of self sabotage & I feel like I should be better than this but I’m not I feel like I’ve regressed & like it wasn’t that long ago that #I literally felt like I was a kid again it was so surreal and strange & gross & I just hate so much of what’s happened in my life but I also #know there’s a lot of good that’s come from it & so it’s hard to process all these awful things when I know if they weren’t there the stuff #that I do love wouldn’t be either. it’s really hard to hope for a future I’ve never experienced. I’ve been meeting so many new people & its #reminded me of how anxious I actually am as a person bc normally I don’t have to face that bc I am by myself or in specific scenarios I’ve #cultivated to be tolerable & i feel like I keep learning things about myself or my experiences that I just don’t want to learn or to exist #& it’s frustrating bc there’s also so much pressure not just from myself but other ppl that I want to be able to pull through & do things #I know are probably not the most realistic but then a part of me is angry at myself at being a coward & wondering if I’m just awful & broken #I’ve been trying to fight back in what ways I can and the results have (usually) been really good but they come with their own prices #I hate how easy it’s become to simultaneously prefer escapism while not feeling like things are bad enough or that there is no escapism #I hate that I keep having moments where I get things and then I just fall again & Ik I’ll get there eventually but I’ve lost so much hope #that I don’t know if it’s even possible to ever get back. the last year or so is just so many ups and downs and new things and idk #I feel so torn because this is a future I foresaw and even wanted at some point and now it feels so heavy & costly & I just feel #like I’m evil & irredeemable or smth & every time I get told the opposite a part of me immediately can’t accept it especially

[nyaskitten]

im v annoyed rn so take some doodles whilst i try to work out my PRIMAL , ANIMALISTIC RAGE!!! RAURRR !!!

#can u tell that my glasses broke and my wisdom tooth is growing but the appointment was rescheduled to oct and i had to do the dishes again #for like the 7th or 8th time despite having 4 able-bodied siblings and 2 able-bodied parents and now my shirt and arms feel weird and im #im just having one of those days okay. #prollyt shouldnt be. venting my issues in the tags of a tumblr post but i dont care #anyways someone should send me an ask about mystake as the oni of deception pls #ninjago #ninjago art #raine's art #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago mystake #mystake ninjago #venge ninjago #ninjago venge #they never gave the oni generals real names so im going off of what harumi said in the Resurrection Ceremony #ninjago ras #ras ninjago #lord ras #rapton ninjago #ninjago rapton

[ask-the-totally-real-peppino]

[Hey, I've seen you in posts about Red Pep! What do you think about this cute frog?]

(I am not sure of this 'Red Pep' you speak of! Unless you mean Red and Oni of @onippep ! Since they are the only Peppis I have seen that consistently wear red, but I do not recall them ever mentioning me or this blog

If this is not what you meant, then please let me know!)

#ooc post #I will give my thoughts anyway bc that blog is very cute and funny!!! #I really enjoy the dynamic between Oni and Red with Oni's crush on Red being both charming and adorable #but they both care for each other very much!!! #and Oni's empathic connection to Red is super interesting! and the lore that recently dropped about it being a lap 2 of sorts of Red!! #ALSO ONI GOT A LITTLE TAIL!!! #also also the art style is real cool with lots of fluidity and motion! #it does get a bit more body horror than I do but that is not a negative! #but I have also not gone completely horror mode... Yet...? Hehehehehe #squeaking of horrors Oni is unfortunately the first on the list of 'Fakes that Pep would fight to the death' #due to how Oni reacts to clones and it's reflection #so there may never be a crossover episode with them #anyways long story long check them out! Oni's currently chasing anons through vents hehe

[jads-taleblr-hc]

Redraw one of my first digital arts

This au is called vent oni and is based on heta oni which is based on ao oni

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#taleblr #vent oni #taleblr johnny toast #taleblr johnny ghost #taleblr pie #taleblr au #taleblr fanart #johnny ghost fanart #johnny toast fanart #fred spooker #spooker soup #colon #chris colon ghostie #papa acachalla #sally acachalla #gertrude acachalla #billy acachalla #sue Acachalla #spencer acachalla #gavin toast #jimmy casket fanart #jimmy casket #gavin toast fanart #johnny toast #johnny ghost

[onippep]

...Hey everyone. Good work in here. Lookin' great. Let's finish on up, gather your things, and leave in about an hour. Bossman's heading home.

#((jester anon making the pizzeria more fire-preventative is so funny to me. thank u jester anon #((be very. VERY glad. that oni was very far away as to not feel the Horrors red felt today #((otherwise this wouldve been a Vent Arc Part 2 #;pizzasks #;cleaning buddies #;gerome speaks #long post // #((adding alt text to this one is gonna take a bit #;second lap #OH GOD THE FORMATTING FUCKED UP ON THIS BAD. SORRY GUYS THE ASKS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE LINED UP IN COLUMNS)) #editing the post slaps it back into legacy mode so i cant fix that. SORRY))

[angrybatgaming]

So, uhh....yeah. The last colony got BAD. I loaded it up and chlorine had suddenly taken over one dupe's entire room, making it uninhabitable. And the carbon dioxide was really getting out of hand. Trying to dig down to make pockets would have created death traps. So I started a new file.

Pretty sure these were my starting dupes in the recent colony, and they insisted on sleeping together on the floor. It was so cute!

Short post. I'll try to remember to take pics of the current colony. This one's sorta better. Working on a carbon skimmer to get rid of as much carbon dioxide as possible. We'll see how that goes.

Also how do you get more blueprints for customization? I got a few after installing the game, and have no idea how the system works.

Might offer to let people name dupes (if ya'll want). It'll be first come, first served. I'll post a picture of the dupe with its stats, and whoever can claim it first gets to name it. Also one dupe per person.

I dunno. I just like renaming dupes for fun.

#screenshots #Oxygen Not Included #ONI #the chlorine vent was nowhere near the room the gas formed in #so no idea how that happened

[m0rb1dspade]

a demon

#demon oc #demon #oni girl #oc #aquamarina ros (oc) #vent art #original character

[vaultingfist]

Me if I were in Teyvat watching my favorite Oni get flanderized, belittled, and be nothing more than a punching bag for the sake of making Shinobu look cool and competent

Seriously the character assassination of Itto needs to be studied.

#🚬 reyntime #vent #cw slavery #as his number one fan it hurt to see him go from a dorky loveable but responsible man who risked everything to save Takuya #someone who made his granny proud and took care of his gang #to become a bumbling useless idiot who still makes very funny jokes #Takuya and granny Oni apparently don’t exist anymore and I hate it

[ashtraysystem]

Oni👹: I feel... sadness.. and apathy? Why? What is?

Cole🥾: That's depression buddy, welcome to the club. *hands him a drink in the headspace*

Oni👹: oh :(

#needless to say he's not a fan lol #he'll get through it #we're just going through a rough patch in general #but we've been through and survived much much worse #just gotta teach the body not to freak out at little stressors #cole🥾 #oni👹 #vent #rambles #inner system #inner system convos #system convos #and to be clear the 'drink' is a nondescript possibly alcoholic beverage #since i cant really drink it through the body without consequences i use the power of the ✨mind✨ #aka i just sit here sipping on nothing being moody #as ya do #i'm posting this convo to kinda show him that he isnt alone #that hes heard #and that his problems are real too #and that he can have feelings #but also to not be too bogged down by them

[peachyninjago]

woe. various school doodles from the past month be upon ye

(click for quality :D. or to. like. see them aufaugai)

#ninjago #lloyd garmadon #morro wu #lloyd ninjago #morro ninjago #harumi jade #harumi ninjago #zane julien #zane ninjago #zane is in exactly 1 (one) image #my art #top left has stressed rumi. full on Oni lloyd. obligatory Morro. wing experimentation. 1 (one) zane. and various ducks <3<3 #top right has Lloyd experiening MY back pain bc hes MY little vent oc <3<3 #middle left is supposed to be Morro being revealed to possessing lloyd in my mute Lloyd au. he fear wator #middle right is. kids :) #bottom left is hypothetical pirate au (i wanted to draw rumi in a corset and i spiraled from there) #and bottom right is morro w Many Scars that got vv crinkled in my backpack <3<3

[ko-eko-ev-go-ms]

I really really wish dreams were easier to understand/interpret

#thoughts #oni talks #oni vents #I keep having dreams/nightmares about repressed memories &/or memories in general or like investigations or smth #like my dreams will be point blank referencing something going so far as to literally tell me that in dream but either I don’t know what or #I don’t fully understand why? like some stuff is obvious and easy & usually I figure it out in dream or right after #but other times it’s just like ???? or it’s like I have some of the pieces but not all of them and I have no idea what picture I’m supposed #to be trying to put together for the puzzle either? sometimes dreams are just cool adventures with like messaging or processing #other times it’s memories and I can tell I’m in a memory but I either can’t tell which one or why or it’s like a hazy remix of several ? or #sometimes it’s like there’s someone else there with me guiding me through it? sometimes it’s like another me or a demon or a ghost or a god #I’ve also noticed a huge uptick in dreams/nightmares where it’s like I can tell the time period they come from and it’s been getting #like progressively younger? like I had some post grad then high school then middle #and then last sleeps one was elementary or younger maybe bits & pieces where I was slightly older? #I remember going through different places i lived in order to figure out my ideal living area but there was a memory block on one area #& I remember exploring like my childhood home & I know I was a kid because I was short and everything looked like it did when I was little #everything was bigger & I remember there was I think parties? & AU versions of my family some supernatural #ik there was an investigation w/ me & an Alt ver of my sis bc smth happened to both of us & it was like a whodunnit while a cooking comp was #sort of in the back ground? think iron chef but supernatural it went between that and parties where I was the only kid there so if I go #based on that there’s at least 2 maybe 3 hazy memories of parties my siblings had? 1 was in upstairs bathroom which was hazy but I remember #I was alone with this one girl in the bathroom at some point who I think later died if it’s the same girl & then the other one there’s hazy #memories of I think me showing one of my sisters friends around the basement? around the same area as the dream too #I also keep having dreams/nightmares of the same house ik I had one before where it was abt how me+siblings have ties there that will keep #leading us back & I think my dad was trying to sever it or fix it from the afterlife? I’ve had a lot of dreams about him & the house #he’s usually either dealing w/ smth there or stuck or needs my help or it’s just memories/easier there but occasionally he gets really creep #like I had a nightmare a while ago where he was this scary shadow man at the end of the basement hall I didn’t actually know if it was him #but bc dream logic I wanted it to be him so I ran towards him & it turned into an older version that wouldn’t have been there normally #also weird coz it’s normal to have nightmares abt certain members of my family but the recent one was very different than they normally are #I’m not usually as young like I’m often younger (sometimes older) but not usually that same feeling and time period #I think the last time I rmemeber having nightmares like that was when I WAS that age back when I used to have nightmares every night #+ ofc occasional sleep paralysis (thanks tonsils) it’s like my brain is trying to remember all the stuff I’ve blocked out over the years

[zerwolf]

Just some personal (vent) art.

#demon #oni #humanoid #japanese demon #human #original character #sketchy #inks #webcomic #vent art

[arolesbianism]

I've been chipping at a new oni save recently and I have to say I have gotten way less ambitious with my teleporter planet over my past few saves. In a lot of my earlier saves Id dive right in there, but nowadays I find myself ignoring the teleporter for a good while before dipping in to set up some basic utilities there before leaving again and continuing to stall lol

#rat rambles #oni posting #probably because Ive been busy coring out my starting planetoid in my more recent playthroughs #I do want to do some space travel and setting up several colonies but Im not quite sure how Im going to go about it #Ill probably need to use my teleporter planetoid to set up my rocketry program since it has an oil biome but idk #I could in theory go for a steam engine until I get a radbolt engine or a hydrogen engine set up #which honestly Im not sure which I wanna go for since I havent rly played around with either #radbolt would probably be easier to rush but hydrogen would be easier in the long term I think #its all abt the difference between getting a radbolt generation system set up safely vs getting supercoolant #now I usually tend to mostly just stick to petroleum engines but thats because I lack ambition #I could be using that petroleum for power instead #although currently my power situation is actually going pretty ok all things considered #now its a very ducktaped solution given that I am procrastinating on actually properly taming the hydrogen vent Im using for part of it #rn Im using a cool slush vent to produce coolant for the area and using that heat to warm it up enough to be filtered without freezing #but thats a very unstable solution so once I get access to better options Ill likely just fully block it off and call it good #as for my alternative power source Ive recently set up coal generators after getting my obligatory sage hatch farm set up #Im still working on automating it all but itll do it's job just fine for now #I also wanna tap into my cold brine vent soon both for potential extra coolant and for another water source #currently Im fine on water but I wanna get bristle berry farms set up soon so I just wanna be sure Ill have enough #honestly the thing Im saddest abt is that I dont have any natual gas vents #I usually like to get a gas range running quite early so the combination of no natural gas vents and no oil biome is quite saddening #like there are other ways but none that seem particularly worth it to me #anyways Im still sick and exhausted so Im gonna go to bed now #just wanted to make sure everyone knows Im alive

[froggy-n-tired]

my stupid baka life creating stupid baka jokes for me as always

literally how do i tell my professors that not only was i sick before break so i couldn't do my work, not only was i sick during break so my time was spent recovering but once i did get better i got sick AGAIN so i literally can't submit things or go to class for the third week in.a row

#the poor guy at the school im student teaching at #like if a college student was gone one week before break for being sick then came back STILL sick it would seem unbelievablem #but what am i supposed to do #also i literally ony have one day of medicine since i took it all before break so maybe i'll just decay in my room idk #not so much venting as i am pointing out the absurdity of my current state

[onippep]

You might want to have Oni check the vents or something. There were a couple of us anons there.

Y-yeah, Gerome was telling me about this yesterday—

it’s Sunday, store’s closed, could you guys. Like. Leave? I’m at home and don’t wanna deal with that.

#;peppino speaks #((he’s also saying this for the safety of the anons bc like #((If oni gets in those vents who knows what’ll happen

[le-panda-chocovore]

There's too many things that make me cry these days, my heart can't take it anymore. Between Land of the Lustrous, Jujutsu Kaisen, Good Omens s2, Heta Oni--- how am I supposed to survive ??? Every single post I read is one of those and I'm just constantly in pain, send help T_T

#go2 #hnk #jjk #heta oni #heartbreak #personal vent