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the-halcyon-gays · 1 year
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what do you do when your friend who was a little bit drunk last night kept telling you how pretty you are and how much she likes looking at your face and then saying she was confused and for the last year she’s been saying she’s confused about her sexuality and she was being kind of flirty with you and you kind of maybe have a little crush on her but she has a boyfriend and also she was drunk so maybe she didn’t know what she was saying but the next morning you casually brought it up and she remembered saying those things and seemed a little embarrassed and you’re just really confused and you don’t know if you even like her like that. what then. what do you do
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namelessgirlblogs · 2 years
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Intro to the “nameless girl” blog
Never did I expect myself to become a “blogger”. Which, I know i’m not considered one yet...or am i? Who knows, but I am excited to start this journey! I have always wanted to be a blogger, or influencer in some capacity. I always see girls sharing their lives and think of how cool that would be. Im not particularly interesting but some people may find me entertaining right? Anyways I have always been extremely shy- like painfully shy sometimes. Especially on the internet where there is so much judgement and criticism. Ive never been one to share “selfies” or videos of myself talking and adding it to my story on instagram. So I think that this will be a safe platform for me to express some thoughts and gain some perspectives from others without giving away my true identity.. and my name! To be honest the real reason that sparked my interest to start a tumblr came to me while watching the case about #ElisaLam. You may have seen in my description I mentioned wanting to talk crime- but I am BEYOND fascinated with crime, and any sort of true crime stories. Mostly serial killers from the 70′s and 80′s. I have been watching Investigative Discovery since I was old enough to understand it at least- I am not sure why but it is something that I could watch all day long and be content as depressing as it may sound. Anyways, the Elisa Lam case truly fascinates me- and all of the conspiracy theories that tagged along with it. Thank you for joining me and tagging along in my journey! :) 
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ravemey · 2 years
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Journal 12 - 4/5/22
So I am officially moved out from one temporary home to another temporary. I'm horrendously exhausted from the amount of work but I'm done. Just have to focus on work, relax on a couple of weekends to get settled initially and think of ways to get out of this block I have going on. Today I came across a new Tarot deck and have been thinking about using it all day. The artwork is lovely and reflects my softer side, filling each card with pastels and simple but beautiful artwork.
On the other hand, this move has been affecting me mentally and I have been struggling to keep myself afloat and try to get through the day without having a breakdown. I can't help but think to myself, "This isn't a home for me... I don't come back every day to a home but someone else's livelihood..." and I can't help but feel like a nuisance. I feel trapped, I feel claustrophobic. I have a system to my chaos and I cannot unleash who I am in this place. I don't know how long I will be here nor do I know where I will end up in the future, but it's pulling me farther and farther from the things and people I love. I just want to go away for a while and do something different. Alone. By myself. No distractions. I never achieve that normalcy and I no longer expect to have it anymore. It's like I'm not allowed that luxury and it's truly frustrating.
Anyway, enough of my complaining, I will be here still, just need to get my feet back on the ground and figure out a game plan. Relax (which is difficult all in itself when it shouldn't be) and get some sleep (which is also almost impossible). This was my rant, I hope all a good day and bless those who are struggling as well. May we all have a pleasant sleep tonight.
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dontcaregrl · 2 years
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i cant hang out with my beloved’s asshole partner any longer, i get paranoid that they secretly know im a system and make fun of systems on purpose around me
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trungles · 3 months
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Another free Patreon post that I’m cross-posting!
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calling-the-angels · 2 months
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I was reading an article from CNN about journalists in Gaza (link) and this particular paragraph stuck out to me...
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I was initially a journalism major in college so I understand the background of why an organization like CNN would require this style of reporting (i.e. "both sides" representism). However, these inserts of Isreali "viewpoints" that have been shown to be barefaced lies in an article about Gazan journalists risking their lives is just piss-poor optics.
If anyone wonders why people have lost faith in traditional media sources, this is a perfect example. In an article centering Palestinian voices, the organization still requires that Israeli talking points be linked as well and often, in the same paragraph. It reads like: 'here's a quote about a personal lived experience of genocide but nah uh, here's isreali propaganda claiming they are lying and bc they are an ally, they should be believed'. It's American/Western exceptionalism at its finest because "why should we believe a Palestinian, they aren't paragons of truth and justice like we are?"
I don't know if I quite explained myself like I wanted but this particular article just made me so angry that CNN and other Western media were once considered 'trustworthy' sources of information and now are parroting isreali lies. AND telling their readers that Palestinian voices on the ground telling first-hand information are not "good enough" sources of information.
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mind-of-mud · 8 months
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the barbie movie has slowly made me realize that maybe i never hated being a girl. maybe i just hated the way i was treated for it.
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ohgeesoap · 6 months
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Soap's journal entries concerning dogs. Typed out under the cut in case they're difficult to read.
Consider me a cat man now.
We overcame ultranationalists, chopper crashes, danger close with gunships, but a goddamn dog is what'll get me into an infirmary? Rabies, ridiculous. What a waste of time. Obviously can't tell Price or Gaz. Nikolai seems capable of keeping a secret. Probably keeps vials of vaccine vaulted with manifest intel, secretive bastard.
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And no, I haven't exactly been on my booster shots. Think Nikolai said every two years but didn't think I'd be back in Russia so bloody soon. So yeah, was happy to follow Price and Roach over the net. Not just because it meant I was far from the mutts, but because I got to listen to the two of them working together like we once did. There was the same option: take out the target or let them him pass. Nice to hear Price taking Roach under his wing. Know the effect it can have.
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blueprint-9376 · 14 days
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15.03.2024 [😉]
⏰️: 새 키보드를 장만했다/ I got a new keyboard!
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camilicy · 27 days
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Have some new stuff up on my store! 💓🌼 my salchicha plushie preorder is still open (it was delayed due to lunar new year) 🥺
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marttapav · 2 months
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the-halcyon-gays · 1 year
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january 10, 2023
hey. so. uh. it’s been awhile. a lot has happened in the last year. i got into college. i’m on antidepressants. my sea monkeys died. i got a job. i’ve done a lot of self reflection.
i don’t think i know how to form relationships normally. i’ve never had a normal friendship. i like my friends, but my relationships with them aren’t how other people’s relationships with their friends are. i’m not really sure how to describe it.
there’s a girl i kind of want to be friends with, but i really don’t know how. she recently left the popular group, and she seems happier now but kind of alone. i feel like we’re kind of similar. but i have no idea how to even approach her. like i said, i don’t know how to make friends normally.
i’m learning greek again. hooray!
i should be asleep right now.
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geryone · 3 months
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If you’re a poet/writer/artist looking for a place to submit your work submissions are open at the online journal Riggwelter! They accept submissions of poetry, short fiction, short scripts, visual art (of any kind – photography, collage, traditional art etc.) experimental/mixed media, essays and reviews!
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souldagger · 4 months
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oh octavia butler's notes on writing we're really in it now
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dontcaregrl · 2 years
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oh. everything’s changed. i wasn’t even there to know it
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1-up-shroom · 10 months
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We need more female directors... PERIODT
Male directors are only filming their fetishes & I am honestly getting sick of it..
I am talking about you Sam Levinson. Your aesthetic is cool but you have to dial down sexualizing every damn thing that moves.
We need a female pov on "The Idol".
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