#only rb if we're friends/mutuals pls !;;

[dameronalone]

mack/mav, 22, autistic & adhd. aroace & in the best qpr ever. any pronouns tbh. I write I shitpost I sometimes make edits you can tag me or send me asks whenever I don't care man I'm just here to have autistic fun on the internet

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-> entering my miguel o'hara era <-

house rules

technically I am not strictly 18+ only. I do tag 18+ content under nsfwish or 18+ or nudity. if you aren't comfortable with me following you let me know and I can unfollow or you can just block me

however I reserve the right to block anyone for any reason and not have to explain myself. we're all strangers on the internet. chill

if we aren't mutuals please don't send me or comment nsfw content, especially posts that arent nsfw in nature. (if we are mutuals, I'm sure you probably already have given me nsfw content in some form. pls carry on moots)

if I reblogged an ask game or a writing prompt list please feel free to send me something. don't feel like you can't just if we aren't mutuals I love to hear from folks I'm not mutuals with :3

post with details about reader fic

blank blogs are getting block+reported. it's nothing personal but can't afford to risk a bot following me. PLEASE give yourself a fun funky icon or something to denote real life

feel free to ask me to tag something if it bothers you and I'll see what I can do :3

now I've got sideblogs, more info, and fun stuff below

-> @poedameronthighs

I reblog and archive reader x character content on the above sideblog. this blog is strictly 18+. since I've decided to write and post from here, my main, this sideblog will function in place of a taglist and as a way to keep things organized. I'll reblog comment rbs to my main

-> immolationfox

i linked to it earlier but this is my ao3. it's kind of my catch-all, typically I cross post everything and if it's not on my tumblr its definitely on my ao3

-> 100 word drabble challenge

im doing a challenge where you send me one of these available hundred words and I'll write a one hundred word drabble. if you give me your ao3 I can gift it to you there.

-> Fandom + ship list

this is by no means extensive, it's a constant work in progress, and intially started with the intent of being used in tandem with the 100 word challenge but mostly i wanted to sort things and make a list. if you know I've blogged about them before but it's not on the list you can dm me or shoot me an ask and we can verify

-> tags

personal posting. basically anything thats not a shitpost for fandom related. often pretty venty. tagged for the purpose of blacklisting if u don't wanna see it

shrink posting. blogging abt my experience/thoughts during the process of getting my autism + adhd diagnosis. feel free to blacklist

dameronalone reader fic. this is gonna be what you're gonna want to blacklist if you aren't interested in reading my reader fic. I'll be posting all of my fics under this tag. however right now I don't have a tag for reader fics I reblog. I'll update this list if I make one

i tag most stuff by either fandom ship or character. I try to make sure I'm tagging gifsets with flashing gifs by using the tag flashing gif. I post about star wars, poe dameron, disability, autism, history, art, and my friends.

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well that's all for now folks <3 gifs on this post and my header are by my favorite @zoriis

#pinned post #personal posting

[diggersofgraves]

im gonna rant here, but if anyone wants to give me advice 😭

so. there was a girl i used to talk abt a lot here. i might rb a few things that i mentioned her in. anyways. i had a big old crush on her in hs. but i moved away for school and that was that. what might have been during hs was kinda dropped. i still saw her when i came back for holidays it summer, but she was more of my bffs friend than mine by the end of hs, so i only saw her once in a while. and by the time i finished college. ig i still remembered the crush i had on her, but i felt like i had gotten over it.

the thing abt this girl is she's a very big jokester and kinda deflective. shes kinda like. an elementary school kid who has a crush on someone and only knows how to handle it by being mean to them? thats kinda her. but with jokes??

well, i never took ANYTHING she said abt us srsly bc. its just what she does. she jokes.

and a few weeks ago, my friend invited us to a little kickback and she was there. i made a post abt it i think, bc obviously everyone needs to be in my business. but quick run down. she made a joke abt kissing me. when i didn't go along with it she said, "why didn't you lean in?" and that's the moment it kinda hit me that she might be fr 😭

and the she got "defensive" again and she told me she was gonna talk to the cute girl over there or w.e.

(and im not a jealous person when im not in a relationship with someone. even if i like them, im not gonna play jealousy games with ppl, sorry, so if she wanted a reaction from me, she did not get one)

okay, we've seen each other a couple of times since then. nothing big. someone realized i had a little crush in her bc apparently i act a FOOL, a SIMP, even when we just talk abt her.

now the NEW MAIN PART OF THE STORY (sorry that was all suppose to be a quick recap lol).

my close friend always throws a big old costume party for her birthday since she's an october baby, duh. and shes make a deal of inviting anyone she was ever cool with. so some ppl from hs, some ppl from shows she goes to, shes knows a lot of ppl. and ofc this girl is gonna be there (lets not talk abt the fact that my ex and her new girl was there lmao, i didnt mind, i just had no idea how to react)

and me? im a little loose from the alc. i dont even remember how we ended up hanging together, but we did. we played beer pong (and ofc we're both amazing so a lot of celebration hugs).

and i think from there we stick to each others sides. kinda close. right?

and she says things I once thought were jokes, but now im like 😳 u think my beauty doesnt compare fr ??

well by the end of the party we're making out. again, i dont remember how it happened. just that it did.

and we went home and I have not texted her since then and vice versa.

i had a conversation with ANOTHER friend yesterday tho. who told me while i was in the bathroom and they were all drunkenly hanging out outside. she told them she's been having a crush on me since hs and she's always been too scared to do or say anything. now lets forget abt the fact that my dumbass is living through a 7 year slow burn with a apparently a shit ton of mutual pining. lets forget abt that. or else ill punch myself.

point is, she has yet to contact me and i have yet to contact her. and im scared if i do she'll pass everything off as a joke. which will hurt. but i still want to reach out. i just dont know what to say. i dont talk to her much outside of in person situations. i should've stolen her sweater so i could have an excuse to give it back 🙄

anyways. that was my little rant. im still stuck on what to say. if anyone has advise. ill give u a little digital heart or smth idk.

the solution might literally be so simple, but i dont have an outside perspective rn, i have dumb dumb lovesick brain rot >:(

PLS DO NOT REBLOG THIS THANKS

#do not reblog this #i am so fragile rn #jk i am so strong #emotionally #physically #i am strong for my size #i think #but still pretty weak overall #my confidence is the only thing saving me from #anything #fake it till u make it?? #if this post comes back to haunt me istg

[yamuraiiha]

I wanted to post something for tdov but unfortunately this is the only picture I have of myself so just.ignore whatever my face is doing askfjcjdhxfk Anyways happy tdov everyone!! Hope y'all have a great day!!

✳️Any but she/her✳️

#jay talks #only rb if we're friends/mutuals pls !;; #alao wow a face reveal after over a year damn #click for quality ig??? idk what else to say