"To Lose Himself In Vengeance" (from the Ophelia soundtrack) is such a bautiful song and i am cannot stop thinking how good it fits the fern and himmeln relationship (except for the title, of course)
At first i thought it could definitely be from Himmeln to Fern, but now that have read more i am starting to doubt it, because she holds such a deep and quiet love for him, she remembers even the slightest details about him and they make me want to start crying all of a sudden
he thinks music sounds better on vinyl, and that you look twice as hot wearing lacy lingerie he bought you.
“so fuckin’ pretty,” he mutters, hands running down your thighs. “knew this would look good on you, sweetheart. saw it on the mannequin and thought how sexy you’d look in it.”
it’s not uncommon for ryan to give you random gifts: he pays for your nail and your hair appointments, will order whatever you’re craving from a restaurant.
“you deserve to be spoiled,” is what he says whenever you tell him it isn’t necessary.
it makes you feel so special, walking around with his initial on a necklace he bought you, with hickies from him hidden underneath your clothes.
he fucks you hard, the panties he bought you pushed to the side for easy access.
“you like your present, sweetheart?” he asks.
“yes,” you whimper. “thank you.”
“good girl, thankin’ me,” he says, breathless as he gets close. “always so good for me, so pretty—”
while ryan is rich and pretentious, there are moments where he is so down-to-earth, so undeniably sweet and generous and human. like, when he pulls out of you before he cums, fumbling to get it on your body and not your sheets, his cheeks flushed and his hair messy.
in his clumsy state, he managed to get his cum all over the brand new panties, and you both couldn’t help but laugh at the mishap.