#or if ill just go to brissy

[29121996]

im thinking about her Constantly

#lol sike not gojng to brissie i wanna see taylor #thd girl im sorta dating NSNDNDDN #i keep thibljng about her and how kissing her felt and just aaaaaaaaa #i literally wanna go even tho i Know #ill hage so much tims to spend with hwr #so #dunno #i just get Really Attachrd to people i grt crushes on its a terrible thing

[the0ther-side0f-dawn]

starting to feel depressed

bc i was gonna use the money i get from the stimulus packages to be able to afford to move out, but now there’s a good chance most of it will be chewed up by medical expenses and bills

#ive got rego due in a couple months and my car will need servicing again #and then im going to need a surgery #and if i cant get that by the end of the yr then i'll need to start paying health insurance #bc my mum's only covers me until my bday in november #and i probably need braces but also maybe surgery on my jaw #bc my overbite is getting worse and now my lower teeth dig into the gums behind my top teeth #and literally this is the result of not getting braces as a child #bc if u dont take preventative action it worsens #and every dentist since i was 6 says i needed #but my mum decided that's vain #and if im so vain i can pay for them myself when im an adult #if u cant afford to care for kids you shouldnt have them #im also having more expenses bc i have to pay for the course im studying #and im definitely going to take a midyear holiday #idk if im gonna go up north #or if ill just go to brissy #or maybe ill go south #i did make it a goal to visit melbourne before the end of the yr #but i need to find someone to travel with if i go to melb #i am going to make sure that when i do shop that its mostly for things for my future home #so that my expenses are lower when i do move #and i proba wont be able to move anyway or get a job #bc the economy is shit and also i need surgery

[smuttylewds]

day28

Currently 4:13am holy i have soksksksskslslslslsososososososso much to write

Today first woke had a niceass sleep went to calvs finished my bio notes then returned for uqkiss welcome bbq oh my god

Long story short one of the best decisions i ever made it was sossosososos good met sosososossososo many nice ppl and instantly made a group with the ppl i was sitting with

So at first i sat next to this girl called willow white girl damn shes quiteeee pretty and we just talking and as dinner went on i started getting more hyped and cos i drank soju beer and stuff and kpop music playing i was pre hyped rapping and stuff and then the convo became group with me willow kitty leaih and amila

And it was pre fun throughout welcome bbq they played couple of games i went up each time AND FUCK MISSED OUT ON WINNING A UE BOOM BY ONE PLACE it was to drink a shot through this long ass thin skinny straw kinda thing took AGES came 2nd place damn it but ye

And this white guy next to me 4th best friends with uqkiss president only came to support friend but at first he was cool but he kept tryna make me drink more and more was kinda creeepy but the girls i had made group with willow and kitty fuar these wholesome girls were like nonomomp jayden drink water and even before the guy tried to make me drink more they saw i turned red and were like nah slow down drink some water jayden but tbh i was already refusing the guy and drinking the water myself but the fact that thes girls who i just met were being so caring fuar damn gooddd shit

but ye had couple of songs where i was just being complete dumass shoutinf raps and lyrics and stuff probably came off drunk LOL

But ye and then near end idk why 3 girls came over 2 japanese exchange reika and shiho and brissy girl winny

But ye the 3 girls were like hey come clubbing with us and i was lil reluctant cos the white dude was like ye comee so i just gave em my number and told em to tell me when where and ill see cos i was leaving with kitty willow and co first

ohH and saw daniella there too idk i get really big sister vibes off her i love seeing her its quite comforting shes like this chill older person whos pre sik

But ye left with kitty and stuff walked around myer centre and then parted ways

OH but ye bonded pre well with these girls all love kpop and stuff so it was v easy talk once we got into it

But ye then texted reika and shiho for deets and then met em at maccas in the valley and we just chilled talked until 10 and surprisingly convo was decent

And then ye went to sky lotus but Wtfuck it was empty so we left to go to prohibition ans that shit was LIT the lights above the dance floor were epileptic jesusususus and there were this dancer girls in bikinos and feathers and a dude playing saxophone it was FUCKING LIT

Then went to GPO and when we wnet in it was so empty but we went upstairs and thats where everyone was then we moved to otherroom where there was another dance floor and we went there for a while

Then after that went back to sky lotus and it had filled up finally so we went top floor danced there and then went to the lower one for better music and fuar it was packed as fuck and basically spent next like 2-3hrs alternating top and lower floors

But ye walked the girls to the bus stop then walked home holy my feet dead as fuck showered writing this now and yea

Fucking love clubs its lit and this time when i was at clubs i was completely sober didnt have a drink at all well i had a gin and tonic but that did nothing and completely sober entire night for clubbing

Holy was actually one of the littest most fun nights met so many good people

Kitty and willow and stuff i think that groups defs gon last cos organsing meet up and karaoke and meet at uni that kind of stuff already already made nicknames called me a fucking fairyLOL i haveno idea why they so chill they already bantering i was out clubbing and since i didnt reply to any messages they were like lol hes probably passed out from all the rap solos and the soju shots LOLthey are such funny ppl

#diary