#or if it got lost in the mail jsjdj maybe i said smth wrong and she 😌 hates me

[boydivisiongf]

every day i get up to check for letters :((

#and what !! jury summons that im not sure i can be excused from #oh to receive a handwritten love letter 👉👈 #or a handwritten hate letter thatd be so funny oh my god #maybe if i don't sleep tonight i can fix my sleep schedule 😌 i dont know if im too anxious to ask ****** if she's got the letter i sent her #or if it got lost in the mail jsjdj maybe i said smth wrong and she 😌 hates me #ive decided if schools dont open in jan i will either bleach or cut my hair #ooh im looking forward to my oxford rejection :) #ahh. i am insufferable ( the cure is a hug 👉👈 ) #or a stim toy jsjdjs