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zushimart · 1 year
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hey gay 🫶
mdni. hiii everyone we are discussing sub scara's top kinks. written w modern au in mind. gn!reader w/ a dick i think, and also probably trans!scara. ok anyway. not in any particular order, but:
1. praise/body worship one of scara's biggest personal issues is insecurity. he needs some reassurance that you like him, that you love him... and what better way to remind him than utter devotion to his mind and body... it can either be meticulous and embarrassing, like kissing every inch of his skin, lingering around the places he's most sensitive, hot breath ghosting the crook of his neck or the insides of his thighs as you whisper both tame and unholy little compliments... maybe even cockwarming him for hours... OR it can be rough and mind numbing. his body hot, squirming from overstimulation, pushing your head away from between his legs... scolding your one-track mind... your fixation on counting how many times he can come undone before he breaks. he enjoys how much you enjoy him... not only does it get him off, but it makes him happy, too.
2. exhibitionism back to his insecurity, i think he has a little worm inside his brain that enjoys proving to people that he's likable, lovable... fuckable!!! it's the reason he's obsessed with marking, scratching, and biting (even if the day after, he's silently panicking over his turtleneck not being long enough to cover the hickeys). he likes risky sex... nothing that'd get you caught... just the idea... like sending you nudes when you're out running errands or even calling you on the phone and letting you listen to him touch himself. it's why he likes photos and videos of him for later. yeah, he'd invite someone else into the bedroom just to let them watch you fuck him... let them see how well he takes it and how you're only giving it to him because he's just that good. he always puts on a pretty show when he knows he's being watched.
3. humiliation ( a. giving & b. receiving) ^ mix with the above for a delightful drink... a) king of scathing back talk. yeah, once you get him far enough, he's babbling about how much he loves you, begging for you to fill him up, etc. but before that!!! he's so mean ("you have no self control, you're like a dog" "i could do better with my fingers," etc.). it's just because he's embarrassed (and can never say what he actually means till he's intoxicated by lust) and he knows it eggs you on. makes you try even harder (or idk, manhandle him into shutting up or something). b) mix being mean with being nice. a voice drenched in fake pity telling him he's such a pretty cocksleeve, your favorite toy. maybe he's not the sweetest or the kindest plaything, but the pussy's so good he's still your #1 (weird power trip for him). great way to incorporate picturesss like above... make him make a mess of himself (unfocused eyes, sweaty and panting, lips swollen, bangs stuck to his forehead, covered in cum and snap a little pictureee). the sound of a condescending laugh makes him throb. he's not good with hardcore humiliation or anything, though... the most you could do is like... very gentle body writing.
4. corruption he's extremely inexperienced and the idea of being taught how to be a slut is a mind blowing fantasy for him.
5. honorable mention is. hate sex. NO I WILL NOT ELABORATE!!! but i do love this idea with ex bf scara a lot. haunts my dreams. OMG!!! i almost forgot cumplay. anything to do with cum but specifically inside him. ...swallowing, snowballing, creampies...
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shes-a-badkid · 1 year
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Thoughts while reading “The House of Hades” with my nephew-
1. My girl Hazel already being a boss, you got this girl!
2. Annabeth saving her seaweed brain, nothing new there. And I love to see it. (Seriously, if you don’t love them together don’t even talk to me)
3. Rick- we have talked about you messing with my son Leo. Just let him have a good day with no bad dreams or guilt
4. Kelly is still the worst
5. I adore Frank with everything I have and I would love to be able to change into a dog to sleep too.
6. Okay- someone give my children therapy, because the amount of guilt they all have for things that they shouldn’t is out of control
7. My poor Nico, everyone always feels all weird around him, now I need to go hug my kitten named Nico
8. Frank needed to vent by killing all those monsters, and honestly that’s a vibe
9. I am obsessed with Bob. He can be with my loves Tyson and Ella 🖤
10. “Do you have a pen?” “You’re kidding, right?” “Yes, but can you actually write with it?” “I… I don’t know.” The exchange I feel like everyone wanted to happen at some point
11. Hades playing all coy with Hazel, I love to see it
12. Ohh Bob! I adore you!
13. My girl Annabeth did it once again, got Rachel her message, and my boy Grover came along with her
14. Octavius continues to be the worst
15. About halfway through this book and Piper is borderline set dressing at this point. Like I loved her when she first appeared, but man in the last book she kind of annoyed me and she’s like not in this. I am disappointed. I know she can do so much more! Give it to me!
16. Okay, is it possible for a satyr and a cloud nymph to have kids? Because that’s what I really want to happen for them
17. Seriously why does everyone hate on my poor sweet Nico? I know he’s the son of Hades and like death aura or whatever, but he is my son and I need him to have love
18. Oh Nico, it’s okay. Everyone had a crush on Percy
19. OH MY GOD! I somehow missed that they named the cat Small Bob and I love it so much
20. Honestly, Annabeth pissing off someone into doing what she wants them to do is such a vibe
21. Damasen my poor sweet peaceful giant. I will collect all my little misfit toys in this series!
22. FINALLY Piper does something! And in the most mean girl way! YES! This is what I’ve been wanting from her! This is the Piper I missed and have been waiting on
23. My boy Leo is so fucking smart and I will never get tired of it, I mean he like made a make shift helicopter or whatever as he was falling from the sky!
24. Sassy Leo on the beach might be my favorite
25. Okay… Calypso and Leo… I kind of like it. If she does anything to hurt my child I will RAGE! You hear that Rick?! I will rage
26. They got married!!! And I was right! She’s pregnant! Yes! I love it! 🖤🖤🖤
27. And he brought in Clarice! (And I will defend my love of Clarice until the end of time, she’s a ball of rage and I vibe with that) I just love Coach Hedge so much
28. Frank being a badass, I am always here for it
29. Not me tearing up over Bob being the best and holding the button
30. “Who knows what will be?” Are you kidding me?! I’m not a crying mess! Shut up
31. My Hades babies 🖤 I adore my kiddos of the dead
32. I really like Jason being Nico’s buddy. Like yes! Give my sweet boy someone he views as a friend
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tellmegoodbye · 2 years
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Thank you @suchagallabitch for tagging me to do this Fic Writer Interview!
(I also did some picrews at the bottom)
1. How many works do you have on Ao3?
34
2. What's your total Ao3 word count?
127,463
3. What are your top five fics by Kudos?
My top three are all three of the shameless fics that I have written, 4th and 5th are fics from another fandom.
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try to! Sometimes there's only so many ways I can say 'thank you' to someone so I won't respond to every single one, but I definitely read all of them.
5. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
I would say all three of my shameless fics have happy endings, allthough shut the door and let go is very bittersweet when you know what happens next in canon.
If we're talking non-shameless fics, I did write mcd in my other fandom (nothing too crazy) and you can find that fic here.
6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
When all is said and done definitely has the happiest ending if we're talking about the context of all three of these fics. Most of my other fics have pretty happy endings as well.
7. Do you write crossovers?
No. Not my thing.
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Not necessarily hate, but I have received some weird comments in the past.
9. Do you ever write smut? If so, what kind?
Yep! I never used to so you won't find it in any of my old fics, but all three of my shameless fics have smut in them so.....character development. 😂
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of.
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No, but that would be cool!
12. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
I've cowritten several fics with my girlfriend! My favourite of ours that we did is for the rest of our lives. Not a shameless fic, but I'm still proud of it.
13. What's your all time favourite ship?
I'm about to betray my branding here, but just because of how much time I spent in that fandom and how hard I was hyperfixating (and still am, let's be honest) it still has to be Dan and Phil.
If you have problems with that I don't want to hear it I've already heard it all and I'm tired okay thank you.
14. What's a WIP you want to finish but don't think you ever will?
I had planned out a whole chaptered fic to write and then completely fell off for months after getting overwhelmed. I still really love the idea but the task was a little too much for me and I just don't think I have chaptered-fic writing in me anymore.
15. What are your writing strengths?
I'm really good at coming up with different ideas. I also really love going into detail and trying to describe everything I see in my mind. I can see my fics play like movies in my brain, so sometimes it's a little overwhelming trying to get it all into words.
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
Transitions. The less a scene has going on in it, the harder it is to write. I also suck at time management, and consistency in general.
Cries in haven't posted since March.
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
It's cool. Haven't done it myself, wouldn't be opposed to it though.
18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?
It was very small and hasn't been relevant for years so I'm just gonna go with the first fandom I actually published anything for, which again, was Dan and Phil.
19. What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?
I breifly considered heartstopper (shortest hyperfixation of my life) but I'm kind of already over the obsessive stage. The fandom is fucking awful anyway.
I also considered arcane but I would have to go full on AU (which isn't a strength of mine) because I don't know nearly enough about that universe to write anything canon compliant. I also just didn't really get to the point of actually wanting to write something for it.
20. What's your favourite fic you've written?
Out of my shamless fics: lover, please stay
Out of my other fics: unequivocally yours
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Tag 2: Thank you @grumpymickmilk and @vintagelacerosette for tagging me to do this picrew! I did this picrew as well even though I don't think anyone tagged me, I just really liked it.
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I'm tagging @sunoficarus @gallawitchxx @heymrspatel @auds-and-evens @traenawrites @squidyyy23 and @sleepyfacetoughguy to do either the questions, the picrews or both!
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the25thviolence · 1 year
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Last update (01-13-23)
Its weird that as a writer I keep some stories to myself.  I’ve talked about little characters I’ve made up before.  Like the shadow character OC that would of existed in My Hero Academia universe.  I explained it generally but actually I day dreamed an extremely detailed story about that character (honestly its pretty fucking R rated so I’m never writing it down).  All my little day dreams have like detailed stories that play in my head.  
I don’t know.  I never got like big into writing fanfictions or AUs or whatever.  Surprisingly all my stories are original.  But I still day dream like fan content into my own brain. 
Like in the midst of my early morning about to wake up ease dropping on my brain.  I was having a dream, than a dream about a cosplayer realizing her boyfriends kink by dressing up as Maki Zenin from Jujutsu Kaisen, than another dream.  I woke up like “why the fuck was there 30 seconds of that in my brain while I was dreaming????”.
My brain just drifts away while I’m asleep or awake.  I could be sitting down or driving my fucking car.  I just drift into a fucking story in my brain.  I can’t like stop it from starting but I can pull myself out when I want to.  I can start them when I want to too but like most the time my brain is like “lol bored making up a 300 year history of a made up kingdom for the next 5 minutes”. 
And I’m just like....
Eyes squinting.....
“What the fuck....”
Honestly its probably why I’ve loved sports games so much since I was a kid till right now as I play a sports game while writing this.  I think of weird funny little stories about what’s happening in my game as I’m playing.  I play franchise/association modes so I’ll be playing a decade+ of a team’s lifespan creating little sports stories in my head.  
I remember one year I was tired of my players getting hit hard so I put in my big running back to “punish” teams all season to wear them down so my star players could get more room.  
I could try and write down all my little day dreams.  
But often I feel like I day dream so much because I don’t really experience my dreams.  And dreaming is supposed to help you deal with your like life problems and come to terms with things.  So when I day dream I’ll just be randomly trying to come to terms with my life.  
SCENARIOS
ALL THE GOD DAMN SCENARIOS. 
They just pop in my head. 
What would happen if this happened.
What if they showed up. 
What if this person disappeared.
What if I died.
What if my family had a real problem.
What if someone tried to rob me.
What if my car broke down.
What if there was a fire right now. 
What if I wrote a book.
And like these long drawn out storylines play out inside my head till I snap out of it. 
Like simple one.  What if I wrote a book.  Oh no no no.  Not just the book.  Not the simple shit.  My fucking brain imagines the what the book is about.  The publishing people I deal with.  The conversations I have with my family about it.  Random questions strangers ask me about the book.  EVEN FOLLOW UP WITH THE PUBLISHER ABOUT WRITING ANOTHER BOOK AND MY BRAIN STARTS TO BRAINSTORM WHAT THAT BOOK WOULD BE ABOUT.  I LIVE A LIFE.  I GET MARRIED.  I OWN A HOUSE.  I IMAGINE MYSELF SITTING A TABLE LIVING COMFORTABLY BECAUSE THE FIRST BOOK SOLD WELL. 
My brain just feeds me these scenes one after another.  
I know its kind of sad.  
But like.
I’d much rather dream like a normal person than have a brain that works this way.
I’d much rather not have the experiences I’ve had that turned me into a writer. 
I’d much rather dream normally, not write, and just see a therapist twice a month. 
I wonder what my life would be like with a normal brain.  
P.S
My brain started thinking up a story about how many people would miss this version of me but I stopped it by yelling “Shut the fuck up none of those people are here now so who fucking cares what they would think.”
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The way some people write certain letters and numbers stresses me out irrationally... like why the fuck you gotta write 8 like that your scaring me
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babyyweebbitch · 2 years
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slashers with a fem! s/o like Mileena
so i got bored and decided to make a slasher version of the yautja with a fem! s/o like mileena.
trigger warning: gore, blood, cannibalism,
disclaimer: i do not own or claim to own Mileena, mortal kombat, michael myers, thomas hewitt or bo sinclair. this is simply a fan writing for entertainment purposes only
**here is mileena (for those who forgot)**
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michael myers
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the way you both met was you beat him to a group of people before he did. you both were watching the group but you were faster in both getting and killing them. you took note of the man standing there and decided to toss him one of the peoples arm’s assuming he was hunting them because he was hungry, you gathered a few of the peoples limbs and teleported away just as fast as you came. michael was interested in you now and now he wouldn’t stop searching for you for the next two months. when he finally sees you again he kinda picks you up (after you get done clawing the fuck out of him) and takes you home. he basically kidnapped you — congratulations
after dating michael for a week or two michael found out very interesting details about you, that you weren’t human and that you’re actually way stronger and faster than him which surprised him. he went to grab you since you were trying to leave so you can go to tarkata or wherever it is you go. you managed to body slam him on the floor and hold your sai to his neck saying “you cannot keep me here against my will. remember who is stronger here”. michael two things right now — genuinely flabbergasted that you did that, nobody dared to do that to him and he’s even more attracted to you. now he never dares to stop you from leaving (mainly because you’re the only person who can actually kill him if you wanted to)
he hates whenever you go to tarkata or the other realms to do your work. not that he’s not supportive it’s just he’s scared that what if one day you don’t come back? what if you die or you decided you wanted to leave him and used tarkata as a hiding place from him. please reassure him that you’re not leaving him
there are times you ask him to go to tarkata with you, to meet the people there or help you fight in the other realms. he always says no because he doesn’t wanna leave Haddonfield, he’s never really left haddonfield because it’s all he’s known his entire life, he’d feel weird if he left
there was one time he accidentally walked in on you eating someone in the basement, this was the first time he’s ever been weirded out by something for one of two reasons. you were absolutely going to town on that person or he’s never witnessed/done cannibalism before. now he will never try it 😀
thomas hewitt
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the way you both met was you actually had been living in his workspace for about two months before he finally discovered you, you were eating one of his victims like you haven’t eaten in 5 years. you two kinda stared at each other before you offered him a piece of the victim. he had no idea what to do. should he tell luda may? should he kill you? should he let you stay there? after a while of thinking he finally decided to let you stay
over the next few months you and thomas grew close and you stayed in the basement since it was nice and dark and nobody besides thomas came down, he let you have whatever the family didn’t eat (like the guys, brains or whatever went bad and they couldn’t eat). next thing you knew you were dating and now it was time for you to meet the family. Hoyt was being hoyt saying how you’ve been living in the house for almost a year rent free while Luda may was actually happy there was another girl in the house.
you are the only one who can shut hoyt the fuck up and everyone is glad but when you aren’t there they threaten hoyt with “don’t make me call Y/N and have her knock some sense into you”
you come and go as you please, now that you’re apart of the family you can run errands for Luda may whenever she doesn’t want to. she always gives you a list of things to get from the store at from the city like “whenever you get back from takin care of your business, please get the stuff on the list for me?” you always come back with way more than she says not that they’re complaining. they also don’t try to stop you after you almost killed Hoyt for actually grabbing you and saying you can’t leave. (top 10 near death experiences)
bo sinclair
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the way you two met was the traditional “i need gas” situation but you weren’t driven up by Lester like usual which threw bo off for a second. you were trying to live a humans life for a bit so you can get away from your normal tarkatan/edenian lifestyle. you wore a mask to hide your teeth and normal human clothes to fit in. you walked into the gas station and asked for gas which Bo obviously said the pumps didn’t work and that he can take you to his house to get some. never in your years of life did you think you were gonna be asking for gas in a old town like this. he took you to the house and this is when shit went the complete opposite of what Bo wanted. his plan was to lure you into his house so Vincent can kill and make you wax but you outsmarted the both of them. after finding out what you actually were Bo thought he wouldn’t have to kill you but he could keep you so you can help around the town and help with luring victims into town or getting supplies for him in the city (this was longer than expected-)
after a year into being at Ambrose and helping around you and bo got close and started dating, when you first left ambrose to go back to your normal life of fighting and killing to survive Bo was genuinely scared that you actually didn’t go to tarkata and was convinced that the cops were gonna come and find out their secret. when you actually came back with no cops he was one, relived and two confused. that was your perfect chance to rat them out but you didn’t. he asked “why didn’t you rat us out…?” which you responded “i wouldn’t rat you out, i’d just eat you and burn this place to the ground” bo literally sat there like 👁👄👁
just like how you’re the only person who could body michael myers in one second, you’re the only person who can withstand Bo’s anger issues, bad temper and can actually shut him up whenever he’s yelling and breaking stuff. you also protect Vincent alot too even though he doesn’t really need it’s he’s been dealing with Bo’s horrible temper since they were kids but you think it’s not fair that vincent can be minding his own business and then bo is getting bad at him and picking on him.
you’ve tried to get Bo to go to tarkata with you but he said he doesn’t wanna leave ambrose unattended, you always suggest Vincent or Lester can do the work for you while you both are gone. you actually kinda convinced him to go with you once and oh lord this man almost got mauled the first 5 minutes of being there. you had to keep him next to you at all times or else Bo would be dead and Tarkatan food. after you two got back he said he’s never leaving ambrose again
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✨bonus questions!✨
their favourite thing about you?
michael: the fact that you can body him every easily. not many people can do that because he’s stronger than an average person
thomas: your beauty. he can’t seem to take his eyes off you whenever he’s not busy. he’s so in love with you that he’s gonna drown in it
bo: the way you hold him whenever he’s not feeling okay. i have a headcannon that whenever Bo breaks down finally he wants to be held, it reminds him of how his mother would hold him on rare occasions. you hold him like you’re protecting him from the world (mainly because you are in a way)
their favourite activities to do with you?
michael: going out on hunts. he likes to see you in action and likes to watch you kill, it’s one of his favourite things to do
thomas: cuddling. thomas is a cuddle bug whenever he can be with you. with how your lives are (especially you) you two barely have time to just lay down and cuddle like you want to
bo: teaching you how to work on cars/work at the gas station. for bo working at the gas station/working on his car is a way to escape reality which is why whenever he’s done being angry he goes to the garage and works on cars. this is amazing for the both of you because you’re curious and he’s happy to teach you
if they go to Tarkata, what would they do?
michael: if he didn’t know how strong tarkatans were and how fast they can body him he’d try to kill one. but since he knows this information now he’s going to stay close to you and not fuck with anyone after meeting you he learned his lesson (surprisingly😀)
thomas: he most likely won’t go, after meeting you he couldn’t imagine how the other species would react to a human being there. he’s kinda glad you didn’t kill him and his family
bo: poor man almost died the first 5 minutes of being there, in tarkata they didn’t fuck around, if you even talk to one of the people the wrong way they won’t hesitate to fuck you up. so after that experience the entire two days you were there he didn’t leave your side at all, he actually held onto your arm or shirt just incase (this man was TRAUMATISED. it’s safe to assume he’s not gonna go back any time soon)
✨ bonus yautja (bc i didn’t do his in the yautja part): his attitude wouldn’t change at all but he would be extra cautious around them, he knows he can handle himself so he doesn’t really need to always be with you but he stays with you whenever you are exploring just in case
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yay i finally finished it! 😎😎 it took a few hours but i did it! — nova
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Werewolf! Kirishimia Eijiro: A New Meaning to Golden Retriever Boyfriend.
Thank you so dearly for this request, it was so much fun to write. Prompt #16 “Not this again.” For the fictober event. If you have a request, please send me an ask I would love to write it. 
No warnings, fluffy and cute.
"You've got to be kidding me, not this again." You looked down at your phone, a long paragraph typed up from your boyfriend Eijiro in the same format as last month. An excuse, an apology, canceling tonight's plans, and about two more apologies. Tonight he's claiming stomach issues, but you know the truth. You sigh and check your bank account. If he would just tell the truth you could tell him that it wouldn't be a problem for you to pay for the movie tickets tonight! He makes good money, he must really spend over his budget. He's so chivalrous and sweet, it might insult him to try and pay for things sometimes. You don't mind, if only he'd just open up.
You decide that enough is enough, you're going over there and you're going to put an end to the lying! He's going to let you pay for the date if you have to drag him out by his ears. You throw on the outfit you had planned for your date, cleaned up your hair and head down the street into the night air. Eijiro's house is just outside of city lines in the suburbs. He has a nice end lot with a large field behind it. You're so jealous of his view. You hop on the bus and ride with head phones on, listening to a playlist he made you. The bus can be a little scary at night, but nobody is on here except for you. It's kind of peaceful just listening to music and staring at the full moon. It's large and round face is staring down at you like a caring grandmother.
 Another text pops up.
"Are you okay? I'm sorry I disappointed you. I have to get some sleep, I love you baby." You rolled your eyes. It's just past 10pm! You're not letting him sit and sulk in the dark alone all night. You resisted the urge to throw your phone into your bag in frustration. He is such a wonderful boyfriend 99% of the time, but he always seems like he's hiding a part of himself. What is it? A bad childhood? A gambling addiction? Is he secretly apart of the mafia??? The bus halted to a stop and left you outside of his neighborhood, you stomped all the way down the sidewalk to the end of the line of houses and stared at your boyfriends place. The porch light is off, but the lights are on inside. You know where he keeps the hidden spare key and jam it into the lock. You almost kick the door down as you shout for your boyfriend.
 He was sitting on the couch, tying his shoe laces. He's putting on hiking boots this late? "Hey! You're awake!" You slam the door behind you and scold your red headed sweet heart. "Babe what are you doing here? It's almost midnight!" His voice is shaking. He nervously looks at the clock on the wall and stands up. "You have to go baby, I'm really embarrassed! My stomach is-" "Stop lying! Your stomach is fine!" You want to raise your voice and yell, but his giant puppy dog eyes are so cute. You jam a finger into his chest and scrunch up your mouth, doing your best to look irritated. "I knew I would get here and see you're not hunched over a puke bucket!" He put both hands on your shoulders and gently rubbed up and down on your arms. He's such a large man, he's practically a wall he's so solid. Yet he always has the sweetest touches, making sure to be so gentle with you. His callused finger tips brushed against your skin and gave you goosebumps.
 It took every ounce of restraint in you not to fall right into his arms. "I'm sorry honey, but you really can't stay here tonight. I need you to head back home." He said hardly above a whisper. He kissed your forehead and you shoved his chest with all of your might. He didn't budge, but understood you wanted him away from you so he stepped back. "Oh I'm sorry, is your booty call on the way over and I'm interrupting?" You felt like someone had stabbed you right in the heart. It couldn’t be true, he has never showed any signs of being disloyal. You’re just tired and confused.
 Eijiro looked panicked. "Oh god of course not! No, no its not like that I swear!"  He swallowed you in his arms pushing your cheek against his pecks and kissing all over the top of your head. "There is nobody other than you, I could never even think of betraying you, you're my soul mate." He said between kisses. You wrapped your arms around him and snuggled in. His warmth overwhelming. "Well then what is it...?" You whined a bit, it's getting later and you want to just fall asleep in his arms. "Are you going to turn into a wolf at midnight?" You chuckled. His hand stopped running through your hair and he stiffened completely. You look up at him puzzled, he's staring down at you with a look of panic. "That's crazy why would you even say that?" He says all too seriously. You nervously laugh. "What's wrong? I was just joking. It's not like I really believe you're about to start howling at the full moon." Eijiro stared off into space, like his brain was loading and he couldn't think of what to say. "Right...?" You cocked an eyebrow at him. "It might be a little bit like that." He scratched his head. 
You two sat in the quiet for a little bit. Every time he tried to elaborate he ended up getting caught up in his own words. You two sat awkwardly in his living room until its about 5 minutes til midnight. "I- I'm going to go to the bathroom." He quickly dismissed himself, running to his bedroom and shutting the door. You followed quickly after him. Is he insane? Does he really expect you to just sit out here while he hides pretending to shape shift to get out of movie night? He's obviously  having a difficult time, maybe his money troubles make him feel emasculated? You softly tap on his bedroom door and it slips open. The bathroom door is closed shut with the light peaking out under the crack. You walk past his bed and dressers and hear weird scuttling sounds the closer you get. You knock again. "Hey honey, why don't you come out so we can talk about this? It's okay if you didn't want to go out because of money..." You leaned against the door. "It doesn't make you less of a man to let me pay sometimes." He's so wonderful, you don't think there could be any other reason why he can be so flakey.
The sound of shampoo bottles and shaving cream canisters falling to the ground startle you. "Babe are you okay?" You turn the door nob. The door flings open, a large shape tackles you, knocking you to the ground. You let out a large wheeze, the wind escaping your lungs. "What the fu-" Your face was assaulted with a large flat tongue, licking all over you. Slobber flew across the room as a giant red dog panted and whimpered as it gave you kisses. "You're a dog! Oh my god you're a dog!" You pushed your monstrous boyfriend off of you and took a good look at him. He's huge, and even a little scary looking. His fur is bright crimson and his eyes are a daring shade of yellow. But he sat there, panting like a normal dog. You waved in front of his face. "Are you in there babe?" The dog playfully nipped at your finger, trying to pull your hand into his mouth. "Hey! No bites!" You retracted your hand and held it close to your chest. His fangs are giant. 
The wolf man got down low to the ground in the stance you've seen puppies do right before they-
 He takes off, zooming across the floor and into the living room at full speed. Pictures that lined the hallway crash to the ground. You rush to your feet and chase after him. "Wait!! Down boy! Down!!" You shout. He's already on the couch, gripping a throw pillow between his powerful jaws and shaking it. Cotton stuffing flies across the room, coating the floor. "No! Bad Eijiro! Bad doggy!" You try to wrestle the pillow away from him and fail. He topples over you, knocking you back down onto the floor and taking off across the room again, this time to the kitchen. You tenderly rub your arm, you landed on it weird and it's a little sore. Another crashing sound prompts you to get up onto your feet and run after him. The trash can is toppled over on its side, trash strewn across the floor. His snout was pushing around the garbage, looking for something to swallow. "Are you kidding me? What is with you?" You grab the wolf by the scruff of his neck, and pull him to the other side of the room away from the trash. "You sit!" Eijiro whines and sits down, looking up at you with the saddest eyes. "Oh don't look at me like that. This is not what I thought a werewolf would be like." Eijiro's large head pushed against you, rubbing his face all over your stomach as you pet his head. "You just need to burn some of this energy off." 
You can't help but love the silly thing. He is still your boyfriend, even if he is a little different than usual right now. He followed you down the hall,  staying right by your side. He takes up most of the space, his large frame almost tipping you off balance with small bumps into your hip. You dug through a pile in his hall closet until you found an old baseball and plastic toy bat. Wow, he really needs to clean up his closet, you think to yourself. "Okay babe, let's go-" He looked up at you with all of the love in the world, hanging on your every word. You crack into a smile. "Let's go outside and play you big goof.
"The two of you trampled through the tall grass behind Eijiro's house, he seemed to use little to no effort at all. His massive paws stomping down the weeds like it's nothing. You decided you were far enough away from the neighbors and took a strong stance. You haven't hit a ball in ages, but this plastic bat is wide and should make it a little easier on you. The baseball flew high into the air, you focused and swung the bat, smacking the ball across the field. Your wolf ran, faster than any animal you had ever seen after the small object, passing it and having to loop around with a terrifying pin point turn. He grabbed the ball off of the ground so quick you barely saw the motion, and in a flash he was back at your feet. You could do nothing but shake your head and laugh. "Are you kidding me? You're amazing!" Eijiro looked pleased, so you scratched his neck fluff.
 "Alright let's see if I can hit it a little farther." 
Again, and again, and again he chased the ball across the field and back happily dropping the ball at your feet. He only made you wrestle for it once, he could probably keep the ball away from you forever with those intense muscles, but that's not as fun for him. Seeing how pleased you looked when he brought it back was filling the beast with all the pride in the world.
Eventually your arm got tired, and he seemed to have about run out of energy too. He laid down in the field and looked up at the moon. You laid your head on his stomach, the rhythm of his breathing so comforting. You just talked to him, venting about life and how weird things are in the city now. You found yourself thinking about how a simple bus ride was starting to feel too far away from him at this point. "I know you don't really understand me right now, but I really love you. I know we've said it before, but I love you. I think you're my forever person." He was laying on his paws, looking up at the starry sky. "I know you felt like you had to hide this from me, but it doesn't scare me, or weird me out." You talk quietly and close your eyes, snuggling deeper into his fur. "If I have to come throw a ball for you once a month, I'll do it. I've got friends that deal with way worse with their boyfriends." You smirked, thinking you're pretty funny. That'll make Eijiro laugh in the morning, you'll save that for later. 
The rising sun burned your eyelids, scaring you awake. You hadn't meant to stay out here for the rest of the night, but it was so late and he was so comfortable. He's much more familiar to you now, he slept peacefully as you rested on his chest. He looks worn out, but the two of you can't stay out there forever. You gently tap his face. He popped one eye open and looked around. "Oh man!" He gasped and looked down at his hands and feet. "I'm so stupid! You could get sick staying outside all night!" He put a hand on your face and cupped your chin. "Are you alright my love?" He asked with the soft voice only you get to hear. "Yeah I'm fine. How are you feeling?" "I feel fine. I'll be a little more hungry today, but it's no big deal." He looked down at the ground with a sheepish smile. "Thanks for staying with me all night." "Aw come on, it's no big deal. You're... a good boy." You teased while ruffling his hair.
 "Hey!"
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dauntless-gothamite · 3 years
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Prove Them Wrong [5/?]
Fandom: Divergent Pairing: Eric Coulter x Fem! Reader Summary: Y/N is a Dauntless transfer from Erudite, and she has a drive, an ambition that sets her apart--it always has, even back in Erudite. She brings her perseverance (and need to prove others wrong) to Dauntless when she transfers, and she uses her mind to make her way through the initiation process. Along the way, she makes friends and enemies, and she finds herself comfortable around the man most people in Dauntless avoid at all costs: Eric Coulter. A/N: I am so glad people are enjoying this so far! I am having a great time writing it, and I am excited about the chapters that are yet to come. I’d love if you let me know what you think of this new chapter, but no pressure, enjoy!!
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The next morning, as all the other transfers ran laps, you made your way to the infirmary for physical therapy. When you got there, the doctor who had stitched you up the day before waved at you in greeting. “Hello, Y/N, how is the leg doing?”
“Better than yesterday,” you replied with a small smile. 
“Glad to hear it,” she replied. “You’ll be working with Andre today, he’s one of our physical therapists,” she said and pointed to Andre, who was standing a few feet away and waved. 
“Alright, thanks,” you said and started walking towards Andre. “Nice to meet you,” you said and stuck out your hand.
“Likewise,” Andre said and shook your outstretched hand. “So the program I have designed for you focuses more on keeping your leg muscles engaged without running the risk of tearing your stitches open more than recovery because the injury is serious but ultimately, it is just a deep laceration.” You nodded in understanding, and he led you over to a stationary bike. “For the next half hour, you are going to ride this bike. I want you to work your leg muscles and cardio system, but do not put more strain on your legs than necessary, the last thing I want is to tear those stitches or for your leg to start bleeding. Here is a set of headphones that hook up to the bike’s electronic system; I know riding a stationary bike for half an hour can get boring, so feel free to listen to music while you work. I’ll come get you in half an hour, but you can call me over at any point.”
“Sounds good, thanks,” you said before getting on the bike and connecting the headphones to browse the music selection for a little while before settling on an upbeat song with a strong bass beat. Then you got to pedaling. 
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You were sweating--not as much as you did during regular training, but you were still getting a good workout in--when the thirty minutes ended. Andre walked over to you and helped you get off the bike, and it took you a second to adjust to the solid ground beneath your feet. “Good job,” Andre said. “It really seemed like you were pushing yourself while still respecting the boundaries set by the injury. That’s smart, if you keep this up, you’ll probably heal quickly. Most dauntless go all out and reinjure themselves, so it takes even longer to heal. But I see you have some brains, a good quality for future dauntless.”
“Thanks,” you beamed at him.
“Y/N,” someone said, waving you over from the entrance of the infirmary. You turned to see Four standing there, and you furrowed your brow; you were supposed to be at physical therapy for another half hour before going back to the training room. 
“What’s going on?” you asked as you walked over to him, Andre right behind you.
“Eric changed the plan, we are working with crossbows today instead of fighting, and since you can participate in this, I came to get you while he explains what's going on to the other initiates,” he explained. “Although, perhaps leaving them alone with him wasn’t the best idea,” he said, half-joking, earning a smile from you. 
“Alright, let’s go then. I’ll see you next time, Andre,” you said to the physical therapist as Four walked with you back to the training room. “So… what’s up,” you said to fill the awkward silence that settled between you and Four as you two walked. He looked at you, amused. 
“Oh, you know. Training initiates.” You laughed at his bluntness. 
“Right,” you chuckled. “So, why did Eric change the plan?” you asked cautiously.
“I’m not entirely sure,” Four shrugged. “Though I suspect it has to do with the fact that he’s particularly… grumpy today, and he probably wants to shoot arrows at someone.”
“Well, that does sound like a very real possibility,” you agreed, and the two of you reached the training room to see Eric walking up and down the line of initiates holding crossbows and aiming at targets, aggressively yanking them into the correct positions, yelling all the while.
“Finally,” he snapped as you picked up a bow and walked to the end of the line, lining yourself up with the target. You closed your eyes to prevent yourself from rolling them at his comment while he continued roughly moving arms and legs of different initiates, sometimes making them wince in shock, surprise at the force, pain, or all three. When he got to Tris, who was right next to you, he looked her up and down, moved her arms, and said “Back straight, initiate! With that posture, you’ll shoot yourself in the foot, assuming you even get the arrow out of the crossbow!” He waited for a second for her to move, but he quickly became frustrated and yelled to Four, “Four, you deal with this one, I’m going to catch Y/N up, since she has finally graced us with her presence,” he said sarcastically. Tris made eye contact with you, and you knew she was wishing you luck, making you smile a bit. 
“Alright,” Eric said, turning to you. Turn sideways, aim down the line, legs shoulder distance apart. Don’t lock the knees, but stand straight. Non-dominant arm straight, other arm pulls the string back once the arrow is notched, pulling with the middle three fingers. Pull the string all the way back to your ear, look down the line, and shoot. Go,” he said, stepping back and watching with crossed arms. You took the stance Eric had described as well as possible, and Eric’s hands landed on your hips, turning them just the slightest bit. Then, as quickly as they had landed there, they were gone. “Same thing as with the punch, initiate. The angle of your hips matters; it’s where your legs and torso connect, so there’s a lot of power there. You can use your core to help your arm pull the string back further, allowing you to aim better and send a more forceful arrow.” You nodded, notching an arrow, pulling back, and looking down the arrow towards the target. Without hesitation, you released, and the arrow landed mere millimeters from the bull’s eye. “Good,” Eric nodded, walking away. 
As you reached for the next arrow, Tris said, “What the hell just happened?”
“What do you mean?” you asked. 
“Eric. He made us run fifty laps, then he changed up the plan and told us all to take an archery stance. Then, he walked up and down the line, pushing and pulling people into the right positions--I think he almost sprained Al’s shoulder! And then, just now, he just… what, turned your hips? No yanking or bending at unnatural angles or anything!”
“It’s probably just because I got injured yesterday and he doesn’t want to reopen the wound,” you shrugged. 
“Maybe,” Tris said with a sigh. “But still, that was… weird.”
“As opposed to the way Four helped you?” you countered, and she blushed. If she thought you hadn’t noticed the way Four had helped her by taking a softer approach than Eric, she was in for a surprise.
“It’s better to try and get into a position you have a hard time with when you exhale,” she defended, knowing you’d heard Four’s suggestion of a quick breathing exercise. 
“I know,” you smirked. 
“Ugh, let’s just get back to shooting,” she said, and you laughed.
“You two, shut up and get shooting,” Eric’s voice called out, quieting your laughter and causing both Tris and yourself to fall silent. You both made eye contact though, took aim, and released your arrows at the same time, each sending a swift arrow into the center of your respective targets, pride for both yourself and your friend rising inside of you.
“Ten more minutes,” Four called out. “After that, you will retrieve your arrows, put your equipment away, and get to lunch. So give it your all!” 
You took a deep breath, and each arrow you shot for the next ten minutes was aimed with extreme precision, resulting in a pretty crowded center of the target when Four called for everyone to stop. It also made the job of retrieving arrows easier since they were all in one area, which you were grateful for as you pulled each one out of the target. 
As you and Tris walked over to the storage cabinets to put your bow and arrows away, Will and Christina jogged over to you guys, having already put their stuff away. “How was physical therapy this morning, Y/N,” Will asked as he came to a stop. 
“It was good,” you replied, “I just rode a stationary bike so I could get a cardio workout and engage my leg muscles as well as my core in a more controlled setting.”
“That makes sense,” he nodded in approval. “I’m glad it went well. The rest of us had to run around here fifty times!”
“So I heard,” you said, still surprised at the number of laps your friends had run that morning. “And this one here,” he put an arm around Christina’s shoulders, “was one of the first people to finish!”
“Congratulations!” you said with a smile to Christina. She had set a goal for herself to improve her cardio, and it would seem she had reached it. “I’m proud of you.”
“Thanks,” she smiled, blushing slightly at the contact with Will. “So, wanna get out of here and grab some lunch?”
“That sounds great to me,” you nodded, ready to go. 
“Y/N,” Eric said loudly from across the room as he strode towards you and your friends. 
“Yes?”
“Before you go, I want to take a look at your leg; there’s a first-aid kit in here and I want to see if it needs cleaning seeing as you sweat earlier. The last thing I need to deal with is an infection.”
“Alright,” you said and walked over to the bench, your friends following you. You rolled up the leg of your sweatpants, and thankfully, the wound didn’t look too irritated. 
Nodding, Eric said, “It looks good, but make sure to clean it well later. Use soap and water, and halfway through the day or between workouts, I would recommend disinfecting it.”
“Is there anything I can use now? Just to be safe?” He nodded and grabbed the first aid kit from a shelf on the wall, opened it up, and grabbed a hydrogen peroxide wipe. 
“Here,” he said, handing it to you. “There is also some cream here which you’ll be glad to have once you feel the sting of that wipe,” he said, handing you some ointment. 
“Thanks,” you said as you ripped open the hydrogen peroxide wipe and cleaned the wound. 
You hissed as it stung, and Eric sounded further when he said, “Told you,” since he was putting the kit back. You grunted in acknowledgement, and after wiping the area down, you put some of the ointment on, which was a much nicer way of keeping the area clean. Then, you rolled down your pant leg, stood, and made to toss the ointment back to Eric, but before you could, he said “Keep it.”
“Thanks,” you said, surprised as you pocketed it. Eric simply nodded. 
“Now get out of here,” he said, “go eat lunch.” And with that, you were swept out of the training room by your friends. 
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“So, we missed you at dinner last night,” Christina said as you and your friends sat down at a table in the dining hall. “Although I totally get that you had other things to worry about. You did get to eat though, right? We wanted to save you some food, but it was pasta night, and everyone had to fight just to get their fair share.”
“That’s sweet of you guys,” you said. “Four tried to do the same thing, but he was too late. “Luckily, Eric had a backup plan.” 
“Oh my god, did you eat dinner with Eric?” Tris whisper-yelled, making eye contact with Christina, whose jaw was hanging open. 
“Yeah, last night was a lot. I waited in his apartment while he got me some sweatpants, which are really comfy, and then he got back and made ‘low-carb enchiladas’ for dinner.”
“Of course they’d be low-carb, Will said, rolling his eyes.”
“Were they good?” Christina asked.
“They were so good,” you nodded. 
“How was the company?” Tris asked.
“Honestly it was fine. I think that the fact that we didn’t talk because we were both tired prevented an argument from breaking out.”
“That’s good,” Christina said. “I’m glad he wasn’t completely horrible to you after you’d just gotten hurt. Although, I have to ask, why wasn’t he completely horrible to you today? I didn’t think he’d have that long of a ‘grace period’ after injuries.”
“He probably didn’t want to reopen the wound,” you said, repeating what you’d said to Tris earlier. “Why are you guys so interested in him?”
“Because he is the scariest person here, and he just gave you some ointment for your leg, which is the exact opposite of what it seems like he would do!” Will said. 
“You do have a point,” you admitted. “Look, I don’t know, but it doesn’t really matter. Besides, we still have to talk about the way Four keeps eyeing Tris,” you said, smirking evilly as you turned the attention away from yourself, launching a new line of questioning, this time aimed at your friend.
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S/o Loses Memory and Quirk | 2
Aizawa, Hawks, and Dabi HCs
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Warnings: Language, violence, Dabi catches someone on fire, talks of killing, sadness, mentions of hospitals, fire in general
A/N: CONTENT? ON MY BLOG? Wild. But seriously, I had fun writing these! It was nice to finally write again :,) I hope y’all enjoy it as much as I did! I did kinda do something different for Hawks, but I hope that’s okay Anon. Happy reading!
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aizawa shouta | eraser head
It was quite the transition for you going from single and not a teacher in your mind to in a serious relationship and a teacher of upcoming heroes
It was also quite the transition from being able to fight with your quirk to only being able to fight with your hands and maybe a weapon
But lucky for you
Your man was there to help you out
Of course you only know the things about your relationship that he has told you
But hey
Things could be worse
Of course you were off work for now
And yeah a lot of it had to do with the fact you don’t remember anything 
But the main thing was a new handicap you had developed 
It hit you out of nowhere about a week after you were getting adjusted to your new old life
You were at Aizawa’s... or uh... Shouta, he said you could call him that
Still a little weird calling a man you barely know by his first name so you get tripped up sometimes
But anyways 
You were at his school sanctioned apartment
Because Recovery Girl thought it would be a good idea for you to be monitored for a while and obviously 
Aizawa jumped at that
He made sure you were comfortable with it though
And even offered to stay at your school sanctioned apartment
And you appreciated it
But honestly
You still thought he was crazy attractive 
And there could be worse things than staying in this man’s apartment
So you said yes
And you’d be lying if you said you didn’t enjoy staying with him
He was very attentive
And just
Really nice
So you were lucky that you had someone like him with you
Because one day you were cooking
You decided to make something for him instead of the other way around because you wanted to show your gratitude for him
When suddenly 
You got the worst pain you have ever felt in your head
It was a headache but a headache at the base of your skull
So bad in fact that you collapsed 
It about gave Aizawa a heart attack
He was by your side in like .5 seconds
He heard you fall and RUSHED
He picked you up and hurried you to his room all the while asking what’s wrong
You couldn’t really answer because the pain was pulsating
So you just groaned
And that freaked him out some more
He laid you down super carefully
And all you wanted him to do was lay down next to you and pull you as close to him as he possibly could
Why he wasn’t was a mystery to you at this point in time because HELLO SHOUTA TAKE CARE OF ME
“(Y/n) I’m gonna call Recovery Girl, okay?”
You whimper 
And your eyes are squeezed shut
Needless to say Aizawa is so scared
He calls Recovery Girl immediately
And mans is a little frantic
But before she even gets there
The pain stops
It’s gone
It went away?
And what went away with it was every thought you had during that little... attack?
You open your eyes
And see Aizawa staring at you with The Most Concerned™ face
It was kinda cute
“…Shouta…?”
“(Y/n)…? Are you okay? What happened, what’s going on? Did you faint or-”
“I’m fine… I think… I don’t know what happened I didn’t pass out or anything my head just… hurt. Like, a lot.”
“Oh… oh.”
There’s a silence between you two
But you note how relieved he looks for a moment before it immediately turns to concern again
“Um… Recovery Girl is on her way here. Maybe she’ll be able to help?”
“I hope so.”
Recovery Girl
Could not help
But!!!
This was new information
So she sent you to the hospital
You got an MRI of your brain
The part of your brain that seems to just be shut off at first was the same as before
Not Working
But
Luckily and unluckily you had an attack in the MRI Machine
And the doctor’s realized that when the pain was happening
That part of your brain started functioning again
That’s what was causing the pain
All the blood vessels in that part of your brain started to dilate 
And it caused you extreme pain
The upside, though, was that your brain was fighting to work against whatever had happened to it
But damn you were tired of being randomly rendered absolutely useless because of the amount of pain you were in
Every time it happened and Aizawa was around, though, you were immediately comforted
Every time he would just pull you into his arms and stroke your head until it stopped
It was comforting to you and him
And it’s helping you see why you fell in love with him in the first place
It was about a month after the incident and you were still basically living with Shouta
And every week the pain got worse, lasted longer, and happened more frequently
And every week Aizawa took more time off of work to look after you
And for some reason the both of you noticed your memory was getting even spottier
You seemed to be forgetting things you recalled weeks ago
This deeply worried Aizawa
And he always had his eye on you
Literally always
But the FEAR this man felt at a month and 4 days of you living with him so he could monitor you
Rivaled the fear he felt when he first saw you get hurt
It was like any normal time you got one of your headaches
Except this time
Instead of you snapping out of it
You just stopped moving
You weren’t making noises
Your eyes were still open but you weren’t responsive
He FREAKED the FUCK out
He sped to the hospital
And they took you in and checked for anything that could be wrong
The portion of your brain that wasn’t working was trying to work again
Which meant you were still in extreme pain
And the pain was so bad that you were unable to do  a n y t h i n g
The hospital gave you heavy ass sedatives
And some hardcore pain killers
So you were unconscious and ~couldn’t feel a thing~
And Aizawa found himself sitting next to you
Holding your hand
Fucking Terrified
The worst case scenario found it’s way into his head
What if you never woke up?
What if this was slowly killing you this whole time, and he just watched and let it happen?
He should have done more to save you
The fact you’re lying basically comatose in a hospital bed is all because he wasn’t there to protect you
He was sitting there
Staring at the ceiling 
Holding your hand
Silent tears streaming down his face
These thoughts running around his head for hours
When suddenly he felt your hand squeeze his
He looked at you
And he saw you give him a small smile
The sparkle you would get in your eye from looking at him that he hadn’t seen in a month was in full force
“Thanks for taking care of me while I fought back, Sho.”
He could have screamed
But instead he just hopped into the bed with you and hugged you as tight as possible
“Okay there, babe, I can’t breathe.”
He hears your giggle and his heart literally skips a beat
He loosens his grip on you
“Sorry, (Y/n). I just… I really missed you. So much.”
You swear you’ve never seen him smiling so big
You’ve also never seen him cry so much
Honestly, it moved you to tears as well
“What are you talking about? I was always right there with you.”
You put yourr hand on his cheek
Wiping away some of the tears pouring from his eyes
“No, I know that, but… I missed you. I missed hearing your giggles any time I did something stupid, I missed hearing you say ‘I love you’ every time you left the apartment or when you were dozing off and absentmindedly hummed it, I missed when you would run your fingers through my hair and detangle it to help me destress when the kids were giving me a hard time. I just missed you.”
“Well, I’m back. And I’m not leaving any time soon, I can promise you that.”
The doctors did some more tests
And the part of your brain that was dormant was now fully functional
You did suffer some memory loss, though
A lot of the time you had forgotten was when your brain wasn’t functioning properly
But you and Aizawa were both fine with that
And of course you still had to stay in his apartment with him until the doctor’s were sure you were back to normal
Which was so nice
And you honestly didn’t even want to go back to living on your own
(Spoiler, you didn’t, you moved in)
Oh
Your quirk also returned
And you were back in your classroom as soon as possible
And unbeknownst to you
Aizawa has this villain on his radar still
And he cannot wait until he sees them again
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takami keigo | hawks
It’s been a month and a half since you’d lost ability of your quirk and your memory of the last two years of your life
And the whole time
Keigo has been trying to find the perfect opportunity to ask Dabi who did this to you
So imagine how crushed he feels when he finds out that villain had died
The villain who did this to you just so happened to piss Shigaraki off and
Well
Yeah
Asshole is now dust
I mean they totally got what they deserved but uh
No one can fix your memory now
But we’re getting a little ahead fo ourselves here
Rewind to when you first lost your quirk and memory
You’d figured out your memory of the last two years was gone pretty damn quick
And then in typical you fashion you lowkey told off the doctor for not telling you about it sooner
And went on all your socials only to see that you were in fact in a relationship with Hawks
Which was wild to you
Because holy SHIT you got HAWKS???
You were very pleased with that 
But you were also kinda sad
Because you don’t remember anything about your relationship
You practically memorized every picture the two of you had on your social medias
And every tweet you made about him
Every video of him online talking about you
Every text the two of you had sent
You were recovering in the hospital for a while and didn’t have anything else to do
So you, for lack of a better word, studied up
Keigo came in the next day and you immediately threw a stuffed animal at him
“And why didn’t you tell me we are technically in a year long relationship, birdbrain?”
“You just answered your question, dove. I quite literally have a bird brain, there’s nothing I can do about it.”
The two of you sat and talked about your relationship for the rest of the day
“Yeah, uh… we do live together, by the way. We figured it would be the safest option for the both of us being pro-heroes and all… and you also got tired of me picking the lock to your window in your old apartment every night. This one time you were having a ‘cool down night’ and I, not knowing this, came in through the window but I tripped and made a very loud banging noise and the next thing I knew someone who looked like my girlfriend but had a charcoal face mask on and a knife in hand was ready to fight. I may have screamed. Loud.”
He smiles after you chuckle at this
Then he frowns when you frown
“What’s wrong, little bird?”
“I just… I want to remember you.”
That sentence made his heart do a hurt
“Tell me more…? Please?”
He just told you stories for the rest of the night
Until you got tired and he had to leave, that is
And then he vowed to find this villain and get your memories back
This happened every day until you were released from the hospital
But even after that
You moved back into your shared penthouse with Keigo
And when he was home and not at work he would spend every minute with you
He would try to jog your memory by talking about the smallest things the two of you had done
Of course it didn’t work
But he was trying as hard as he could
You knew about his plan to get your memory back
And that’s why you were thoroughly concerned when you came home from the grocery store one day to see him laying face down on the couch with his wings just kind limp at his sides
“Kei? What’s wrong?”
He perks up when he hears you
But then he frowns and sinks back into the couch
“Okay, yeah, that was telling that something is definitely wrong but I still have no idea why there’s a soggy chicken on my couch. Care to explain?”
He sighs
And turns his head to look at you
“They’re dead.”
“What?”
“The villain. The person who did this to you. The only person who could reverse this. They’re dead.”
You’re quiet for a moment
“…Oh.”
There’s a heavy silence between the two of you for a while
You were upset
Really, you were
You just wanted to remember Keigo
The stories helped, sure
But you wanted to remember all the memories you made
“I’m sorry, (Y/n). I was supposed to fix this, and look at me now. I can’t believe the dinosaurs devolved into whatever the fuck kind of failure I am.”
You frown
“Stop that, Keigo. You’re not a devolution you’re literally an evolution of the human race.”
“And so were you until I fucked it up.”
“Keigo.”
He just sighs
Finally sitting up
“Sorry. I just… really wanted to get your memory and quirk back for you. You don’t deserve this shit.”
“It’s okay. Honestly. I am a little bummed about it, obviously, but… I still have the most loving and caring boyfriend in the world… so… I can’t really complain.”
He feels the corners of his mouth perk up a bit
But he still is upset
He knows all you want is to remember all the things the two of you shared
Hell, you don’t even remember him asking you to be his girlfriend
And yeah, he tells you the stories all the time
But there’s something different about hearing something and seeing something
Living something
And that
Is when our lovely birdbrain remembers something
“I’m gonna go for a quick fly. Just to take my mind off some things.”
“Okay, well, I can tell you’re still upset, so be ready to eat some chicken when you get back. I’ll order from your favorite place.”
He snorts
“This. This is why. My order is-”
“Oh, honey, I know. We’ve ordered this place like seven times in the past two weeks.”
“Thank you, dove!”
And with that he’s gone
You shake your head with a smile
But order the food immediately
And little do you know
He flew back into your place very quietly
And went in the closet
He pulls out a shoe box and then takes off again
He goes to the rooftop that he asked you to be his girlfriend at the first time
And opens his little box
Thank god he’s secretly the sentimental and soft type 
Because he has pictures of so many of your dates
And little keepsakes from multiple of them
And all the notes he’d ever written you
And all the gifts he’d ever received from you
All of it
And he starts setting it all up
Putting it all together
He’s ready to sit there all night with you
And just tell you absolutely everything you want to know
All the stories behind the pictures
After he thinks it’s all perfect
He flies back to your place
And at good timing too because the food just got there
“Hey, Kei! Your bird instincts are really sharp, everything just got here, do you wanna watch a move or-“
“I wanna take you somewhere. Bring the food.”
“Oh? Okay, let me go grab my shoes and-“
“No need. Come here.”
He opens his arms
And you just raise an eyebrow at him
“You mean… you’re gonna fly me?”
“Yeah!” 
He looks so excited
You do not
“I promise, you’ll love it. I know you will because you gave me that look the first time I asked already and then you ended up asking me to go for joyrides every second we had. Now, come on.”
You sigh
Grabbing the food in the little baggies and walking over to him
He wraps his arms around you
And before you can even think of backing out
You’re in the air
And he was right
You do actually kind of love it
“Close your eyes!”
You roll your eyes, but close them anyways 
You’d be lying if you said you weren’t excited to see where he was taking you
You feel your feet touch solid ground again
And you feel Keigo let go of you
Which is kind of upsetting to you because >:( why he let go??
But then he guides you somewhere, and you hear him shuffle away to stand a few feet in front of you
“Okay… open.”
And you do
And you’re honestly shocked
You see a bunch of pictures of you and Keigo
A bunch of little things that are obviously from your relationship
And you just stare at him speechless
“(Y/n) (L/n)… I know you lost your memory, so I present to you all of our memories, but this time in picture and object form. Now this is actually hard for me because it shows that I have a very big heart and I’m not the playboy the tabloids like to make me out to be, but I trust you to know this. Because I fell in love with you, and even though you don’t remember falling in love with me, I’ll do everything I can to make it happen all over again. So, with that being said, will you be my girlfriend, (Y/n)?”
He knew the answer would be yes
But he had to ask just so you remember him asking
You losing your memory was sad
But it wasn’t going to come between the two of you
You were his
And he was yours
Always and forever
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Dabi got the answers he wanted from Shigaraki
He learned about this new underground hero
And he was READY to find this fucker
After Shigaraki told him everything
He went back to his room
Where you were alone now and hugging your knees to your chest
“What’s wrong, doll, you’re acting like you can’t remember who you are or something.”
Dabi isn’t funny
He knows this
But he copes with shitty jokes
“Ha. That was funny, asshole.”
“I try.”
He goes and grabs his coat
Slipping it on his shoulders
“Are you going somewhere?”
He looks at you
And sees that you’re staring at him
You’re also doing that thing you do when you get upset where you play with your sleeves
“Cheer up, doll. I’ll be right back, I’m just going to find the person who did this to you and get them to fix it before burning them alive.”
“Oh. Well, um… come back soon, I guess.”
He frowns a bit
He knows you must be overwhelmed right now
And yeah, he should stay and comfort you
He does kind of want to
But he also wants to get your memory back
And get your quirk back
And get his doll back in general
He sighs and walks over to you
Placing his hands on top of yours to stop them from moving for ten seconds
“I’ll be right back (Y/n). I promise. I just need to find out who did this to you and get it reversed. I know you just woke up, but I’m sure you’re still pretty exhausted considering you were dying on me a few days ago, so take a nap, alright? And stop sitting like that because I had o stitch you up on your abdomen and I don’t want to have to do it to you while you’re awake because I don’t want to deal with your annoying whining.”
He cares about you
But he still needs to be an ass
You can’t know just how much he’s in love with you
Not yet at least
“Damn, you’re one romantic son of a bitch, huh?”
“Romantic? no. Son of a bitch? Yes. Go to sleep.”
He places a quick kiss to your head
So quick that you question if it even happened
Before he’s out of his room and about to leave the hideout
“And where are you going, Dabi?”
Dabi rolls his eyes at Toga’s nosey tone
“Out.”
“Out? But (Y/n) doesn’t remember anything, I would have thought you’d be in the mood to make her remember. If you know what I mean…”
“You’re one fucked up 17 year old.”
He doesn’t wait to hear her answer before leaving
He figures the easiest way to catch this douche would be to start a fire and wait for the heroes to come 
So that's exactly what he did 
He went to the nearest apartment building and just ignited it without a second thought
And since he’s pissed
It went up in flames fast
And of course everyone knew it was him with his blue fire and all
He wondered how many more innocent people he would add to his death toll with this
But he honestly didn’t care in this moment (like he would care anyways)
All he cared about was getting this new hero on his case so he could fuck them up
And he got exactly what he wanted
Without a doubt
This new hero came onto the scene to stop him
“Dabi.”
Perfect
“Asshole. What did you to (V/n), and how I can undo that.”
The hero laughs
This fucker laughed
“Oh, I blocked the part of their brain that contains their long term memory. They won’t be getting their memory, quirk, andy of that back any time soon.”
Dabi basically growls
Then he gets a brilliant idea
And his snarl turns into a grin
Then a full blown smile
“So you did this to them, which means you can undo it.”
“Yeah, obviously. But I’m never doing that, so-”
This new hero really loves to talk
And this new hero also really underestimated what Dabi could do when he was pissed off
The next thing that happens is this heroes legs are on fire
Like just burning up
And of course this bitch can’t move
Just screaming
Because OW
LEGS ON FIRE
The last thing he sees before Dabi knocks him unconscious is Dabi’s laughing face too
Talk about terrifying
Lucky for our hero, Dabi put out the flames and then transports him back to the hideout 
When back, Dabi ties him up
Waiting for him to wake the fuck up so they can fix this mess
And equally as ready to have some fun when this hero refuses to do what he tells him to
“Who’s this?”
He turns to you
You look like you just woke up as a big yawn breaks out after you ask and you rub your eyes
“This is the fucker that broke you. He’s also gonna be the fucker that fixes you.”
“Wow. You got him real fast.”
“Damn right I did.”
“Sounds like you’re pretty damn soft for me.”
“Fuck off.”
He fights back the smile that wants to spread out across his face when he hears your sleepy giggle
But he does not fight pulling you into his arms for a hug
He needs that right now
“You smell like burning flesh and pine needles.”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
The two of you are interrupted by a groan coming from our lovely hero
Dabi’s head immediately snaps towards him
And the hero nearly shits himself when he realizes where he is
“Look who decided to wake up.”
The hero is just kinda quiet
Just staring wide eyed at the two of you
He’s also staring at the rest of the league excitedly watching to see what was about to happen
“What’s wrong? You were so happy to talk earlier.”
Dabi’s voice is full of venom
Literally with every word he is seething
The hero just kinda opens his mouth to say something, but nothing comes out
“Eh, whatever. Your voice makes me homicidal anyways. Besides, we only need your hands, so get to work.”
Dabi grabs your arm and walks forward with you
And this is when hero man finally gets a voice
“You’re crazy if you think I’m restoring their quirk!”
“Well I’m not exactly sane, tough guy. And if you don’t restore their memory and their quirk I’ll make sure I burn every limb of yours so bad so you can no longer use ‘em but you’re still alive and useless until I finally take pity and watch as you burn to death.”
“Oh! Oh! Can we make s’mores with him?”
“Shut up, Toga.”
Dabi lightly pushes you towards the hero before grabbing the ropes that are securing his hands and burning them
And yes
This did leave a mark on the guy’s wrists
“Now, fix this. And don’t even think about killing them because if you do, I’ll make sure it takes at least 10 years for you to slowly succumb to your injuries.”
Dabi smiles at him before leaning in to whisper in his ear
“And I’ll make sure your family is there to watch, Takeda Toru. Oh, and don’t worry, I won’t forget about your girlfriend either. She’ll be the first to go.”
The fear that flashed on this man’s face caused Dabi to cackle
And sure enough it did the job
Who said diabolical threatening couldn’t get you what you wanted?
You collapse after a few quick jabs from the hero
And Dabi catches you
He frowns when he sees your unconscious face
“What did you do to them.”
“I undid it! I swear! Their brain is just resetting they’ll be out for a little while!”
Dabi makes a grunting noise
“For your sake I hope you’re telling the truth.”
He then knocks the hero out again
And takes you to his room
He was just hoping it didn’t take as long as it did for you to wake up the first time
And good news
It didn’t 
You actually woke up after about two and a half hours
“Touya? What the hell happened? Why am I in your favorite hoodie, you love to make sure I don’t wear this because you’re a dick.”
He just stares at you for a moment
“Hello? Earth to burnt popcorn, did I like almost die or something?”
Your memory was obviously back
It just seemed like you had a gap where you couldn’t remember what happened when you had amnesia
And honestly he can live with that
And imagine your shock when he tackles you in a hug and kisses you like you could disappear at any moment
“Welcome back, doll.”
He explains what happened
And then you get pissed
“That fucker took my memory?!”
“Yeah, he did.”
You sulk for a second before looking at your boyfriend
“Can I kill him?”
“Only if I can help.”
“Deal.”
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hiiiii i love your stuff - could u do one where the readers ill but they have stuff to do and tom has to look after her. maybe if they were just friends before too but both pining? thankuuuuuuuuu
should I be writing this instead of revising? clearly fucking not. Did I make this little blurb req ridiculously long purely to procrastinate? Of fucking course.
but also this was v cute! I assumed u meant famous!reader, sorry if that's not what u were after at all anon x
summary: Tom Holland turns into the readers knight in shining armour when they get ill during promo
warnings: fainting / feeling ill
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It couldn’t be today. Of all days, why today? You’d been at home for two weeks doing absolutely nothing, before this trip. And yet it’s when your itinerary is packed to the brim, people moving heaven and earth just speak to you. Two weeks of unrelenting press for Marvels next big ensemble movie. 
Your manager was speaking to you, reeling off a run down of todays activities but instead of listening you nodded along blankly - head rather cloudy with this heavy mist that was not shaking off, no matter how hard you tried. 
“You got that Y/n/n?” Lucy pointedly spoke, eyes almost physically knocking you backwards as if her eyeliner was battery rams. Fumbling with your thoughts, your answer wasn’t particularly cohesive earning you just a disappointed head shake. 
“I um… yeh I think. Who-who did you say I was paired up with?” 
“Y/n please for the love of god. Tom, like I said the past fifty times.” And to be fair to Lucy she wasn’t wrong. It was the first major major promo tour for the both of you and after just two days so far - you were both exhausted. She was more than allowed to be a bit short tempered. 
“But we-we hardly know each other? The chemistry won’t be there and-“
“As I said, I tried to re-jig it but Kevin is of the mind that acting is your job.” Her tone was sharp but as she glared across the opposing seats, in the little mini van Marvel had hired for you as transportation, her eyes softened. Lucy had been so wrapped up in her own stress she may have overlooked quite how gingerly you were sitting. By the time she had arrived at the hotel, your stylist had already managed to half save your ghoulish looking face, with sunken under eyes and tired skin, so it wasn’t so blatantly obvious how crap you were feeling.  “Is everything okay with you?” 
It felt pretty puny to say that the jet lag from flying to Tokyo had been weighing you down further than you wanted, or that the local cuisine top chefs had kindly prepared for you last night wasn’t siting well in your stomach. To be honest, even you thought it was just your body being a bit overdramatic. So in response, you put on your best happy-go-lucky face feigning a smile.
“No no I’m fine, just want to give the best interviews I can and you know…. I’m awkward as hell as it is, then pair me with the most talented actor that I share about two minutes of screen time with…it’ll be interesting.” 
The way Lucy reacted with a weird slow nod, eyebrows furrowed, meant it was quite apparent you had perhaps overplayed that one. Had you not been so over the day before it even began, you would’ve tried again to give a more believable act. But as you were, you turned your attention back out to the bustling streets of Tokyo and the high rise buildings bordering each pavement. 
You didnt have a problem with Tom, far from it in fact. Tom was hilarious and the times you had met him, you’d both built up this weird and sarcastic competitiveness with each other. It was a game of who could get the last laugh, each of you pushing each other with the Mickey taking just a little further. Of course, not in a malicious way, just the way you’d both lived pretty similar but parallel careers - when everyone drew comparisons between the both of you, it was nice to make it a joke. 
Like Tom you’d also started out on stage, had a ‘big break’ movie as a kid and then spent your teenage years on and off film sets - till marvel happened. Then everything blew up to epic proportions, changing your life forever. Actually, it was so similar to Tom’s story, plus the fact you were also from the south west of the UK. It was bizarre your paths hadn’t crossed more - He probably could’ve been a useful ally in the the whole ‘becoming famous’ thing. 
And yet, you could probably count on two hands the amount of conversations you’d had with him. 
Now that, that was the issue. Right from the beginning you learn what the press want and when you are publicising a movie you cater into it too. They’d all be asking for the insider scoop on set; what pranks you’d pulled on each other; what was the most annoying thing about each other. Which is hard if you’d only had 5 or 6 days actually on set together. 
By the time the cab had wormed its way through the Tokyo traffic and you arrived at the PR hotel, it was already 9:30 - making you 15 minutes late (blame it on the traffic). Instantly then you were ushered straight to the interview room for the evening, no chance of green room chat or grabbing a drink before. The place was stuffy, everything was draped with black curtains except the poster board that Tom was already sitting infront of. 
He’d scrubbed up well, no doubt about it. He was wearing statement-ish burgundy suit trousers, teamed with a black knitted but collared shirt thing - that was clearly tailor made for the man. As soon as he noticed you scurry into the room, his face broke out into a warm smile, jumping up to greet you in a friendly hug. It was brief, and as you pulled back you accidentally bumped your head on one of the overhanging lights. No doubt someone had spent a ridiculous amount of time configuring them so they were positioned perfectly, which you had just ruined with your big head. 
“Oh shit!” Tom just laughed in response, shaking his head slightly as he lead you the two steps across to your pre-positioned seats. 
“Making an entrance as always I see!”
“Yeh, you know me, a bit of chaos just to keep everyone on their toes.”
“Oh is that why you’re ‘fashionably late’” With a playful wiggle of his eyebrows, you just rolled your eyes, fidgeting on the chair to find a position that didnt aggravate  your stomach so much.
“I’m ready now though! What did I miss? Just having to pretend to be your friend for 15 minutes?” You stressed the words as though the thought of conversation with Tom was the absolute worst thing in the world - which you definetly didnt think. Scowling like you’d insulted his dog Tessa, it was almost visible how the cogs were turning in his head looking for a comeback. Unfortunately for him though, he was quickly shut up but the organiser bringing the first interviewer in . 
For what would, no doubt, be a long day. 
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Everything had started off so well, the banter was flowing between you and Tom, no major spoilers revealed that meant Marvel would have to make the journalist disappear. It was once you hit an hour of back-to-back interviews that everything started to crack bit. Because yes, it had only been an hour but that was enough to exhaust you on this particular day. When Tom joked around you got slower and slower, similarly the  energy was zapped from your own answers. It’s not very compelling when someone says ‘you have to watch this movie’ in a monotonous voice with sullen eyes. 
As the interviewers were swapping in and out, Tom actually lightly nudged your shoulder.
“Everything alright? We’re trying to sell tickets and you’ve got a face like thunder.”
“Oh no-no sorry I just, I-um.”
“You want some water?” Now looking at your with more concerned eyes, as if he was just nervous he’d actually offended you for calling you a boring bastard. And you would’ve picked up on it and alleviated his concerns, if it weren’t for the fact your eyes were glued on the water bottle he was holding out to you. You were thirsty. You knew that, that wasn’t the conundrum. What you weren’t so sure about was whether your stomach would accept it, or more violently reject it. In a very non ‘we’re-trying-to-sell-a-movie’ style. 
But the lightheaded fogginess in your brain won out, as you nodded jerkily, taking the bottle and taking a little swig - too cautious to take anymore. 
Now concerned with how Tom thought you were being a Debby-downer too, you managed to perk yourself up for the next four interviews. They were easy, asking questions without any activity and though you did rely on Tom beefing out and adding to your answers, it was okay. Then the next interviewer came in, who you recognised as being from the BBC, Ali Plumb, that had interviewed you a number of times. From the way Tom jumped up to give him afirendly bro-hug, you guessed he also was familiar with him. As soon as he took a seat the cameras were already flashing with the red light, demonstrating his 7 minutes had already started. 
“Guys! It’s been a while.” 
“How are you Ali?” You started it off with the pleasantries, Tom echoing, before the speccy dirty-blonde asked his first question. 
“So the last time I spoke to you guys the universe was in chaos, Peter Parkers on the run and Aurora Blake was trying to strip her own powers, so I guess my first question is how are you both doing? We can use this as a therapy session if you guys need.” His very typical nerdy joke made Tom laugh, nodding as he leaned forward and repositioned a bit. 
You didn’t share the same humour though, more focused on this invisible blanket of stuffiness that seemed to have been thrown on top of you. It made you feel groggy, incredibly hot and so unbelievable nauseous. The lights weren’t helping either, it felt like you were pouring with sweat from your forehead. You thought Tom was answering Ali, even if you couldn’t really hear  - everything had merged into a deafening roar. Adrenaline coursed through your veins, unconsciously making you fumble yourself to standing, desperate to get somewhere with fresh air. The last thing you saw before your vision tunnelled into darkness was Tom, reaching out to try and catch you. 
Because next thing you knew, you were on the floor, wires from all the cameras and lights digging into your back as you looked up to see Tom on one side and Lucy on the other - both wearing a similarly panicked expression. You knew you hadn’t been out long, seconds if that, going by the fact everyone else was in the ‘oh my god’ phase of panic. It was a bit weird how calm you where, but then again all your life you’d been the ‘class fainter’. Waking up on the floor was something you were long since used to. 
“Y/n? You awake?” Rather stating the obvious Tom asked the question as you bent your head up - allowing you sight of all the concerned facing oggling you. With a defeated sigh, you flopped your head back. 
“If this is a dream then it’s a real bloody nightmare.” This time Tom didnt seem to appreciate your joke, looking at you without almost dumbfounded eyes, as you blinked repetitively and groaned. 
“Why didn’t you say anything?” Lucy appeared to want to lecture you, which to be honest wasn’t the most time appropriate. You were still on the floor, legs crumpled up under you, so ignored her. Instead you pulled yourself up into a sitting position, taking a moment to blink away the blotchy haze that threatened to takeover your vision once again, whilst the pair above you both cautiously rested their palms on each of your shoulders -trying to be useful. The room still felt cramped and stifling, as everyone around were no doubt looking at you. 
It took a few minutes but your body seemed to get over itself, sitting up normally and trying to make small talk with Ali - who, by the way, was still sat awkwardly in the chair. Still nestled on the floor, your back up against the chair you had been siting on as you raved with Ali of the Harry Potter theatre show. In a natural lull in conversation, Tom perked up - from the door where he’d been muttering with the organiser as Lucy bit her nails nervously. 
“Y/n you need to go home.” 
All of you knew what Tom said was impossible. Not being egotistical, but you were too important. Although you hadn’t been paying masses of attention for Lucy’s run down of your itinerary - you knew it was packed. 
So you just looked up and rolled your eyes at Tom, earning yourself a strong glare, before locking the organiser in eye contact.
“How many have we got till lunch?” 
“Um this gent here” He gesturned toward Ali, who was almost squirming in his seat now “then two more.”  
“And then lunch?” 
“Yes, then you have a personal appearance at a dinner, so transport will be coming to pick you both up.” This poor guy seemed obsessed with the clock and his timetable, looking at your with a mixture of panic and frustration. You should know this stuff, you should’ve listened to Lucy. 
“How fars the drive?” 
“At this time probably an hour and a half.” 
The plan was clear in your head, you’d sort yourself out in the car and be fully fine by the afternoon and evening engagements. Plus you felt almost fine now. So with a sigh, you hauled yourself up onto the chair, patting for Tom to sit back down. 
“It’s half an hour and then I’ll sort myself out at lunch - come on their waiting.” The way Lucy pouted showed she disagreed somewhat, except a stern look kept her from protesting, as Tom walked toward you. 
“Are you sure you don’t loo-“
“Let me stop you before you insult my appearance.” Snickering slightly at his worried face, you laughed it off , knocking his side with a gentle murmur of ‘don’t worry about me’. 
In fact after that little episode you did feel a little recovered, which meant you were properly noticing the change in the boy sat next to you. Throughout the remaining three interviews he’d done a complete 360 from earlier. Rather than trying to get little digs at you, he had become fiercely protective - jumping in if a questions wasn’t particularly appropriate or relevant to the movie ( meaning when an awfully crap man asked what underwear you’d been able to wear in your suit) ; taking the heat of the conversation as well as just watching you like a hawk. Each time you answered his beady brown eyes were watching you from the side, you got the impression it wasn’t only just because of the risk of spoilers. 
Quite remarkably, you survived the rest of the day pretty well, after a power nap in the car on the way over - even if it was a bit difficult when you had your manager watching you like a hawk from the seat across. It was as if Lucy had never seen anyone ill before, she seemed concerned that you were going to spontaneously stop breathing and die at any point. 
Though by the time all the official business at the dinner was done, your body and willpower had reached the end of their tether. You and Tom were both on a round table, surrounded by 6 CEOs and execs of what seemed to be a multimillion pound business enterprise. With the language barrier meaning you had to speak through the two people on the table who were fluent in both japanese and English, the conversation was already pretty jilted. Though to be fair, the six did seem to be enjoying the evening - something you werent able to reciprocate. Thankfully, five minutes after the main course dishes had been collected, Tom spoke up from his position opposite you.
“This has been lovely and we really appreciate your time and generosity but me and Y/n have a really early start tomorrow so I think we should probably get back to the hotel.” You swore in that moment you could’ve kissed him, and it looked like Tom could tell - by the way your shoulders sagged and you let out an exhale of pure relief. Apparently even if you’d managed to convince the hosts you were enjoying the evening, Tom easily saw through the performance. After some hurried goodbyes, Tom led you out of the hall with his hand hovering over your lowerback, trying to make sure your exit was as discreet as possible. 
Away from the bubble of chatter and activity, in the deserted hallway, Tom stopped you - lightly holding both hands on each of your arms. 
“Wheres your team?” 
“Um Luce is back at the hotel, she was trying to see if she could reschedule any of my stuff tomorrow.” You winced at the way he sighed, realising you were all on your own in some random business event hall in Tokyo.
“Harry -my brother- is waiting in the car at the front - is that okay?”
“No Tom, don’t worry abo-“
“Yeh well I am and I think you feel ten times worse than you’re letting on.” He spoke harshly, like a school teacher telling you off - except the hint of a kind smile at the end was a dead giveaway. 
“You sure?” 
With a relieved nod (Tom had thought you might be a bit more stubborn - you obviously were really really ill) he wordlessly shrugged his suit jacket off, wrapping it round your shoulders. He muttered something about not wanting you to catch a chill but to be quite honest you were a bit distracted by the woody cedar smell of Toms aftershave that enveloped your senses. Maybe it wasn’t so bad being fussed on by him? To be fair he wasn’t wrong either, you were in a strapless evening dress - you would’ve preferred to be in joggers, but Marvels press team had other ideas. 
After a quick pit stop at the toilets, the two of you managed to make an unnoticed escape out the building - into a big SUV which had seconds prior pulled up onto the steps. You literally melted into the nearest window seat, body hunching over as you probably crumpled Tom’s jacket beyond belief. 2 seats along from you, a frizzy haired boy gave you a sympathetic smile, which you returned weakly whilst muttering a ‘hi’. Meanwhile, Tom pulled the sliding door shut, sitting across from you. 
“Oh Y/n this is Harry and Harry this is Y/n.” In unison both of you replied with an ‘I know’ eye roll. Your response was somewhat more shocking to both Holland boys, you could tell from the way they had this whole nonverbal conversation with their eyes - they were very clearly brothers. Needing to explain you continued. “I like to keep tabs on my castmates, I’ve seen you on Toms instagram.” That had both boys smirking, Harry presumably just because you knew who he was; Tom more smugly, you’d just given away you slightly stalked him on instagram. 
Silence reigned for a moment, as the driver put his foot down slightly. 
“How you doing?” Tom asked. 
“Mhm…” you thought for a second, how to eloquently describe the sensation. 
“shit.” 
Both boys chuckled a little and even though you had closed your eyes in an attempt to dull the throbbing behind your temples, you could feel the eyes on you. 
“You want the music off?” Harry asked, referring to the indie-rock coming quietly out the speakers of his laptop, which was resting on his lap. With a shake of your head you refused, even if really silence probably would help your head, you were already causing the two Hollands enough trouble - no need to bore them during the journey back into central Tokyo, especially when you weren’t the most enthusiastic company ever. 
Thankfully the music stayed on a low volume, whilst the car seemed to settle into a comfortable silence. With a long exhale you fluttered your eyes open, seeing Tom focused on his phone, before you rested the side of your head against the black-out glass. Taking some relief from the cool glass, you huddled further into the corner of the car against the door.
Floating in the space between sleep and wakefulness, you were kind of aware of your head occasionally bobbing and jerking about - but really didn’t have the energy or willpower to do anything about it. Instead, the thing that perked your attention was hearing some supposed-whispering from inside the body of the car.
“I know she said she didn’t care but she was clearly lying-“ 
“Like you know! You’ve been desperate to try and spend some time with Y/n- maybe you poisoned her just so you could be all knight-in-shini-“
“Turn. The. Music. Off.” Tom sounded scathing now, and with a grumble from your other-side the cheery drum beats ceased.
“Happy now?” …and Harry was sarcastic. 
“Swap places with me.”
“What?”
“Just do it.”
“Why?”
“So she can lie down.” 
“Well no because you would still be in the way if we swapped.”
“Yeh but she can lie on my lap idiot.”
“She can lie on me.”
“She doesn’t know you!”
“Well for 1, barely ten minutes ago she said she did know me. And 2, she doesn’t know you any better!”
If this was their version of whispering, you would love to hear what volume ‘shouting’ was. There was no reply for a short while, you imagined the two brunettes locked in some intense staring match.The next time Tom spoke he sounded more defeated - almost begging. 
“If I admit you beat me at the driving range the other day will you-” 
“I KNEW IT!” Harry yelped, the volume making you jerk, eyes flying open before reflexively closing because the light was too bright. There was a little mutter of an apology, then silence again. 
Once agin you must’ve drifted off because it felt like absolutely no time had passed when a firm but gently hand on your shoulder nudged you awake. 
Sure enough the boys had swapped position, Tom now sitting along the seat from you, Harry looked a little sulky from across the way. It was Tom who was reaching over, a gentle and peaceful smile on his face.
“You wanna lie down? Don’t want you to strain your neck.” He wasn’t wrong, adding to the throbbing headache, the cloudiness in your brain and the unsettled feeling in your stomach… now your neck hurt. Just bloody great. 
Had you been your normal witty and perceptive self, you might’ve teased Tom as to why him and his brother had done a switch - but everything hurt and all you wanted to do was sleep for a hundered years. So with squinting eyes you jerkily nodded, missing how Tom chuckled to himself. The guy undid your seatbelt, then sat back to let you balance the back of your head on his thigh, looking up at the roof of the SUV. Already your eyes were closed again, you kicked off your slip-on heels and bent your legs up to lean against the backrest - occupying the position you had been sat in before hand. You felt his hands reposition the jacket, pulling it round so it was now like a blanket tucked under your chin. 
To be fair it was much more comfortable than sitting up and you weren’t even aware of how quickly you dropped back into sleep. 
Though it wasn’t quick enough to miss Harry’s very sulky sounding comment, presumably meant only for Tom’s ears. 
“Still think you’re being fucking creepy bro.” 
<33 lemme know what u think! (would make me feel less guilty for not doing all the work I rlly should be doing aha)
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Honey we need to talk - Steve Rodgers x little!reader
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AN:///Hey this is my first fan fiction so please don’t be that hard on me lmao. also i just wanted to say that this isn’t a kink and I don’t write any kink related stuff. PSA age regression is a coping mechanism. If you like my work please like <3 also my asks are open so feel free to ask or suggest stories if you like :)
Word Count: 2k
(Y/N) POV
The surviving Avengers were finally coming back to the tower. Life had already changed just within the hours of the blip, but (Y/N) was alone and did not know about the blip. (Y/N) had been home at the tower safe, protected, from the terror that the avengers were fighting. She knew about Thanos and how he was trying to get all the stones, but the Avengers are the most powerful superheroes ever, they have to win, right? F.R.I.D.A.Y had been keeping watch of the currently sleeping (Y/N) making sure she was okay. The Avenger’s tower was known to be soundproof to keep the bustling sound of the city outside, which is why (Y/N) hadn’t been disturbed. The screams, screeches of cars, and general commotion of the people were not heard by the sleeping girl. F.R.I.D.A.Y did know what had happened when she lost contact with most of the avengers. She did not want to alarm (Y/N) since she had been extremely stressed out and with stress came her age regression. F.R.I.D.A.Y just did not want her to panic without anyone to physically console her since almost everyone she loved was gone. She would just wait till the remaining avengers arrived back to tell her what happened and so she could inevitably regress in the comfort of someone’s arms.
(Y/N) woke up with a yawn surrounded by scattered stuffed animals and ruffled bedsheets. The first thing that she wanted to do was to check her phone to see if Bucky, Steve, or Peter texted her to check up or send a picture of them together happy and coming home. Peter was a regressor like (Y/N) and they would always play together in the toy room conveniently located next to (Y/N)’s room. But, when she tapped on their phone it would not turn on. Even the dead battery screen that would pop up if she did forget to charge her phone the night before didn’t even pop up. So, she decided to ask F.R.I.D.A.Y what was wrong with the phone. “I am sorry (Y/N) I can not seem to turn on your phone, there doesn’t seem to be any issue with it” F.R.I.D.A.Y states. “What do you mean nothing wrong? It won’t even turn on. Ugh I guess I will have to go and get a new phone then.” (Y/N) says. That is when F.R.I.D.A.Y quickly responds “I am sorry to tell you this, but I have been advised to keep you inside for your safety.” She let out a huff and decide that she might as well get dressed. She doesn’t even know when everyone will be back, but the night before Steve called and said that they would all probably be back the following day. All she wanted to do is color and play with stuffies with Peter while Steve sat in the chair in the corner of the shared playroom reading a book.
Steve’s POV
Bucky disintegrated right before his eyes. His best friend, gone, all from a snap. Thanos had disappeared and left Steve, Natasha, Wanda, and Bruce enraged, however, what could they do. The flight back was solemn and quiet. No one dared to cry in front of each other despite the trauma accumulated today, save for Nat who sat quietly crying. Steve only looked forward to seeing his favorite person, (Y/N), which he cared for most of the time due to her tendency to regress when he is with her. He did not mind at all, in fact his caring personality just made him gravitate more towards being (Y/N)’s caregiver. His brain was going a mile a minute just thinking of how to tell (Y/N) that half the population was gone, including some people she loved so much. The avengers were informed by F.R.I.D.A.Y which avenger had sadly been blipped. That only caused the already somber mood to become worse. Steve just sat there staring at the many buttons on planes’ cockpit thinking about how (Y/N) would react to the news of Peter being gone. He was her only little friend, he was always there for her when she was having a hard day and needed to regress. They were best friends, just like Bucky and I. ‘I think I will just tell her as an adult and then take care of her if she needs to regress’ Steve thought. They then eventually started descending onto the landing pad on top of the tower.
(Y/N)’s POV
It was now about 8 pm. You kept youself occupied by cleaning since oddly enough the usual cleaner never showed up.You thought that it was weird, but assumed that the cleaner may have had the day off or something. The T.V. was also broken, like your phone it wouldn’t turn on. You could not watch the news or a movie, so you were pretty bored the whole day.  You were pulled out of your boring thoughts when you heard keys enter the lock on the front door. Steve entered first looking panicked as he looked around to see if you were there, alive. You smiled at him and gave him a big hug, which caused him to hug you tighter almost as if you would disappear right before him. Immediately, you knew it was a hard mission. I mean they were gone for weeks so it had to be hard. However, He had a look on his face that you had never seen before. “Honey we need to talk” Steve sighed. They both walked into your bedroom to talk in private. You sat down on your bed hugging your stuffed purple fluffy bunny that was won by Bucky at a fair one year. Steve got the chair by your desk and moved it to be in front of you and then sat. “So, I am sure you are wondering what happened today?” Steve asked. “Yeah kinda. I haven’t heard anything since my phone is broken and the T.V. was off” you huffed. “Sweetie there really isn’t a good way of putting this...” he hesitated for a second but then started talking again looking at you straight in the eyes, “So Thanos got all the stones and snapped his finger which caused half the population to disappear.” You then started hugging your bunny as he continued to explain which avengers were gone. Tears were already starting to spill as you shut your eyes tightly. When he mentioned that peter was gone that is when you let out a loud pained cry. Steve had to hug you, to comfort his princess. He was not sure if he should have told you that a ton of people were gone, but you needed to know. If he didn’t and you would have asked about Peter, it would probably cause him to burst into tears. You started to regress, he could tell because you started sobbing and rocking. He knew that he needed to comfort you better than just hugging you so he decided that distracting you might be better. “Princess, I know you are sad about what I told you, but I just want you to know I am here for you.” Steve calmly says. “Bu-But I wan Pete n buck” (Y/N) blubbered. “I know baby, you can cry as much as you want,” He says while placing your head on his chest. Tears stain his shirt. He was tempted to cry with you, but he knew he needed to save his tears for when he was alone. Now was the time for his princess to grieve. After you crying for about twenty-five minutes Steve grabbed your paci so you could sleep. He could tell you had regressed. He placed you on your bed to lay down with your favorite bunny stuffie in your arms. Steve decided to sleep in the chair for the night just to watch over you in case you woke in the middle of the night in need of some comfort. He sat there staring at your sleeping form silently sobbing just because of all the stress of the day. It just hit him like a wave, but he eventually fell asleep. You woke up at 2 am to use the bathroom. You looked around the nightlight lit room to find Steve passed out in a chair located in the corner of the room. You slowly walked over, stuffie in hand, to wake the superhero up. You could not go to the bathroom by yourself since she was scared Thanos would be outside her door. Not even the bravest stuffie you owned could calm your fears. You poked Steve’s thigh to wake him up. Steve looked around in a panic only to see your puffy face. “Hey doll, what does my little princess need?” he asks. “I need to go potty, but I scared to go alone...” You shyly stated. “That’s okay, come on baby.” He escorts you to the bathroom and back. “Um Stevie, could you pwease cuddle me to sleep. I scared to sleep myself?” You sheepishly ask. ”Of course my baby.”
The next morning
You had woken up small. You could only speak like a three-year-old. That was okay with Steve though because he loved caring for you. He carried you into the living room and went into the kitchen to make himself a cup of coffee and you a sippy cup with strawberry milk with a plate of mini pancakes. He turned on your favorite Disney movie while he cooked for you. Caring for you was a needed distraction. He needed to feel like he was making a difference and obviously, the events of the previous day made him feel like all his efforts of protecting America or the Earth were all for nothing. But, taking care of you was rewarding and therapeutic. “Stevie, thanks for the pancakes, dis milk is so good too!” (Y/N) exclaimed with a cute little smile. “Aw, you’re so welcome, sweetie.”
5 years later
Time had passed, (Y/N) regressed more often than ever. She was rarely ever her adult self. Thankfully Steve had set up a group talk therapy session with some survivors which (Y/N) joined every time they had a meeting. She would only talk about missing Peter while hugging a stuffie she would bring. The group members never judged her though since they all had their own coping mechanisms if they had any. She was usually really shy in front of the group since mentally she was three and really did not have that much to say in front of the strangers.
Eventually, Bruce hatched an idea to bring everyone back, which caused you to be alone again. You just stayed in the playroom alone playing with barbies or watching a movie. Steve would call you from time to time to check up on you, luckily F.R.I.D.A.Y was a great caretaker and gave you your basic needs. The Avengers were now successful in bringing everyone back. Sadly, Tony had passed away though. You attended his funeral with Steve at your side. You still hadn’t seen Peter yet but did not want to interrupt his grieving since Tony was his main caregiver and mentor. Tony was the only father figure he had and he was just gone. Steve decided it would be best to have you pick a stuffed animal at the store for Peter to keep during this hard time. You decided on a red bear with a gold ribbon on his neck. Steve had the red bear in his hands ready to gift to Peter, while you had a new Pink bear with a white bow around its neck that you named Poppy. Once the funeral was done Steve held your hand to walk up to Peter. He looked so small and in need of someone to care for him. Steve then spoke, “Peter, I am deeply sorry for your loss. I know how you feel and if you need (Y/N) or me, don’t hesitate. (Y/N) thought that she should get you this special bear for you to give you comfort.” He handed Peter the red bear and Peter just hugged it close. Steve knew that he was going to have to take care of Peter and (Y/N) from now on, but he was ready for it. He loved you both dearly. “I hope you like the bear Peter, I thought you would like him since he’s your favorite color. See I have a pink one like yours, we’re twins!” You said trying to distract Peter. Peter rarely ever spoke when he was little, and this wasn’t any different. He eventually accepted your gift with a tight hug as his tears fell on your shoulder. 
Time skip: a couple of months
Peter eventually moved into the tower and got a room next to yours. Steve now had two regressors to take care of now, but at least he had the aid of Bucky who would just baby sit. You were currently in your room putting on one of Steves old shirts with black leggings. His shirts made you feel even smaller since it was so baggy. Steve then quietly knocked on your door for permission to come in. “Yes?” you asked. Steve then opened the door and stepped in with his hand in Peters. Peter had a smile on his face for probably the first time in months. You smiled back and then turned to face Steve who obviously wanted to ask you something. “Are you little right now (Y/N) or are you big because Pete wants to play blocks with you?” Steve asks. You beam and excitedly say, “I wan play blocks! Pete can we make a town wif da blocks and cars and my dollys?” This just caused Peter to run and hug you. You two ran to the next room to play together. Storage containers were quickly opened and blocks were scattered to begin construction on the town. Steve watched you two play from the door with a smile on his face. 
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DROP THE ACT(FT.HONGJOONG) (PART 5)
“The very essence of romance is uncertainty.” -Oscar Wilde
You and Hongjoong couldn’t stand each other…right?
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RIVALS TO LOVERS AU, IDIOTS TO LOVERS AU, Not exactly Enemies, but kinda, FAKE DATING AU
Warnings: Cursing, talk of snobby families, kissing, mentions of alcoholism, arranged marriages, breakups, partial smut, blatant classism.
Word count: 3100
Genre: Fluff, Angst, Eventual Smut in later chapters
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You excused yourself early that night, only pausing to text Hongjoong as you drove home. Hongjoong himself only realised you were gone when Seonghwa was looking for you and he offered to call you. As he took out his phone, he saw your terse text.
- Hey
- I’m not feeling too good, so I’m going to head home
And immediately, he felt dread overcome him. It just felt...off. 
His brain went into overdrive. Shit. Were you that upset about the kiss? Things did get weird only after the kiss. Granted, with the way your parents had been glaring at you, he did have to kiss you, but he’d be lying if he said most of it wasn’t just him wanting to kiss you. And he did. He did lie to you. Partly because he was afraid of your reaction, even if you did get caught up in the moment and kiss him back. Mostly because he was terrified of what it meant. He hated you. He hated you and your family with his entire soul. How could he want to kiss you? 
No. It was just a temporary lapse in judgement. Call it the moment. Call it confusion. Call it whatever. But he most definitely did not want to kiss you. Even as his hands were aching to hold you again, that night, in bed, he told himself over and over again that he did not want to kiss you.
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It was easy for you to avoid Hongjoong for the next few days, as there were no parties or galas. Of course, you could have texted him. Or he could have texted you. But neither of you did that. You threw yourself back into work. At least, you tried to.
A week after you last saw Hongjoong, you snapped your laptop shut after reading an email from the marketing team about your new cologne launch. It had a ‘woodsy’ scent. Fucking hell, of course, it had the one thing you associate with him. Okay, maybe not one thing. Maybe every perfume note that smelled like him sent you spiralling, which was inconvenient since you sold perfume for a living. You groaned and leaned back in your chair, marvelling at the situation you got yourself into when you jumped hearing someone knock on your door.
“Come in.”
The door swung open, and a very familiar head of short, wavy hair popped in. In seconds, your expression went from tired to complete and utter shock. 
“Mirae?!”
She shut the door behind her and smiled nervously as she pulled you into a hug.
“Y/N!”
You stared at her, still in disbelief. You missed her. Of course you missed her. She was your best friend. Is your best friend. No matter how upset you were with her for disappearing for three years, you still loved her. But were you pissed as hell? Yes.
You raised an eyebrow as you stared at her.
She took a deep breath before coming to sit down in front of you.
“I know, I know. I’m sorry.”
You turned and looked around.
“Oh, are you talking to me? I’m sorry, I thought you forgot how to talk.”
You gave her a pointed look. She gave you a sheepish one.
“Are you done being petty?”
“Nope. You’re going to hear about this for a really long time.”
“Fair enough.”
The two of you sat there in silence for a few minutes before she broke it. 
“Can I at least explain why I disappeared?”
You nodded.
“Do you remember, around 4 years ago, I started dating this guy called Kim Hongjoong?”
You tensed immediately but simply nodded in agreement. 
“Well, I never wanted to date him. My family…well, let’s just say that business wasn’t going well. My dad looked around and became fixated with Hongjoong. He was rich and was new to the business, so he didn’t know about my dad’s drinking problem. So, my dad forced me to date Hongjoong. He tried to force me to marry Hongjoong.”
Mirae paused for a second, clearly finding it difficult to talk about.
“I couldn’t. I just couldn’t. Not that Hongjoong was a bad guy. He was great. I just…I didn’t love him. And I did not want to marry him. So I made plans to run away. You remember my cousin Kiara, right? Yeah, she let me stay with her. Just before I left, I told you he broke my heart and I told him you forced me to break up with him. I’m sorry. I was desperate. I texted you before boarding the flight and yeah…I disappeared.”
You stared at her wide-eyed.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“…I don’t know. It was just hard to admit that my family is that fucked up.”
You quickly hugged her, feeling awful. You weren’t even able to help your best friend when she needed it. What kind of a friend were you?
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry Mirae. I should have been there for you.”
“No! You were there for me. I was just having a tough time talking about it.”
“Is it safe for you to be back here?”
“Yeah. My mom covered for me. And they just got divorced the other day. So yeah,” she turned to give you the happiest smile you’d seen from her in a long time, “I’m staying with my mom.”
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The two of you spent ages catching up and only when she left did it sink it. You had no reason to hate Hongjoong. You didn’t even have to feel guilty about it anymore. Just like that, so much tension left your body. You knew there was something there. There had to be. You knew it wasn’t just you. And maybe, maybe like you, Hongjoong was also conflicted. Maybe he didn’t know what to do, since he thought he hated you. God, you had to tell him. You absolutely had to tell him. You two could finally drop the act of hating each other and just…be you.
You drove to Hongjoong’s office, knowing full well he wouldn’t go home before 6.
You walked down the hallway of the empty office, the employees having gone home for the day, and with each passing step, you felt your heart lift with a kind of elation. It was freeing to stop pretending to hate him. And you knew. You knew deep down you had always liked him. You didn’t have to suppress it anymore. 
You quickened your step. 
Hongjoong had to feel something. He could also give up the ridiculous farce of hating you. He kissed you for god’s sake. He even stayed with you the night of the storm. He took you out on a picnic just so you could relax. There had to be something there. There absolutely had to be. 
And that was when you saw the open door of his office. 
You frowned. That wasn’t like Hongjoong. He had the most peculiar habit of locking every door he could find. Suddenly, you started to feel uneasy. Peeking through the door, you felt your skin crawl as your instinct was proven right. 
Hongjoong was there, sitting on the couch in his office. But he wasn’t alone. There was a topless woman straddling him, with his hands wrapped around her waist as she unbuttoned his shirt. You wanted to claw your eyes out because of the sight of Hongjoong with another woman…you were desperately pinching yourself to take away from the pain in your chest. Yeah, you knew he met a lot of women, but to actually see it…it made you feel sick. And that’s when you heard them.
Hongjoong was trying to kiss her when she pulled away with a glare. He sighed and rolled his eyes.
“Jia, that’s not true.”
“Oh, so you mean to tell me you’re not dating Y/N?”
“No, I’m not.”
“Then what is that all about?”
“It’s just another ploy by an ice-cold, money-hungry bitch who is terrified of parting with her money.”
There was silence for a minute before Jia burst out laughing. 
You could feel your knees get weaker. That was what he thought of you? That was why he thought you were doing this? You dug your nails into your palms hard, drawing blood.
“I see you still think of her the same way.”
He leaned back lazily.
“Of course. She made Mirae break up with me just because I didn’t come from wealth, like her.”
“So... is this all just to prove something?”
“I mean, it is a massive fuck you to her family’s snobbery, so that’s a plus.”
You couldn’t breathe. All this while, Hongjoong thought that was why you hated him? And he still thought of you the same way? Even after getting to know you? Even after you thought he had worked past it? Even after pretending to care? Everything he was doing was just to prove a point? A ‘fuck you’? All the time you thought you shared something was just that? 
And just like that, the way he called you princess made you sick. 
You walked away as quietly as you could, eyes screwing shut when you heard the moans behind you. As you walked to your car, you felt this overwhelming weight. 
You should have known. You really should have known. 
Even as you sat there in your car, trying to calm down before driving, as you told yourself that he was an asshole and it didn’t matter, you knew you were lying. Hongjoong…mattered. And yes, seeing him with another woman hurt, but it was the fact that he thought you hated him because he didn’t come from wealth that killed you. All of a sudden, you were frantically rethinking every interaction with him and trying to see what you did that made him feel that way. 
The princess thing, the picnic…it was all just a ‘fuck you’ to your family?
It was nothing new. They all left in the end anyway. Sunwoo? He left. Mirae? She left. Your parents? You laughed. You never even had them in the first place. Why would Hongjoong be any different? You shouldn’t have been surprised. Yet, you were. Because you thought he knew you. You thought you knew him. And most of all, you thought he would stay. 
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Your eyes were listless as you stood in your parent’s living room, sipping on water, deliberately ignoring the obnoxious conversations happening around you. You didn’t even bother looking up every time you heard pointed digs at your love life or pointed nudges about Sunwoo. In fact, if you had been okay, you would have noticed that your mother was unusually warm. But you didn’t. 
Her insistence on you coming home for dinner, her warmth, everything…it all fell into place when you saw Sunwoo walk through the front door with a bag of food. He froze when he saw you. Dressed in his old grey hoodie and black puffy jacket from high school, he clearly was not expecting to walk into a family dinner. His wince when he felt your aunt’s nails on his arm gave away the fact that he was very much unhappy about being there. You heard your mom voice out confirmation for what you knew she had orchestrated. 
“Oh, Sunwoo! Is that the cake your mom sent?”
“Uh…yes.”
“Sweetie, why don’t you join us for dinner?”
Your mother hugged him and looked up at him in a way that made it clear that it wasn’t a question he could say no to. He could only gulp and nod. 
He almost immediately made his way to stand next to you, leaning back against the wall. He tilted his head towards you and smirked. In that moment, a flash of memories flooded you. All those parties where you and Sunwoo would stand like this, quietly whispering and warning each other about potential boring and judgmental adults. He leaned in and conspiratorially whispered,
“They got you too?”
And normally, you would have played along, but you were so tired. You were so done. You were so alone. You simply nodded. 
The way Sunwoo turned to you immediately knowing something was wrong was almost frustrating. He knew you well. Too well. 
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An hour later, you were seated next to Sunwoo at the formally laid out dining table. It was always formally laid out. No one was ever there to mess it up. No one ever rushed with warm food and accidentally spilt some over in their enthusiasm. No one ever fought over who got more food. No one ever laughed over the table. It was always cold and isolated. And your family liked it. They liked that it was a house, not a home.
You were forcing yourself to eat the food on your plate, tuning out from the conversation around you when you heard Hongjoong’s name. No one had said anything too direct about him, so immediately, without even meaning to, you started paying attention. It was your father’s brother who started it. Of course. 
“Thank god I didn’t have to go to that party by Aurora Mists. That bloody upstart Hongjoong. I don’t think I could have kept a straight face.”
Your gaze stayed down on your soup. No one would have known a thing about how you felt. Except for Sunwoo. He saw your grip on the spoon tighten, and he watched you carefully, knowing you were upset.
You heard another voice chime in. And another. And another. It was too much for you to take in. You could only make out what was said last.
“He makes such a fool of himself. And oh my god, his clothes. They’re so trashy.”
Your voice was quiet when you replied.
“I like his clothes.”
It was so quiet that none of them heard you. No one other than Sunwoo heard you. He reached out to hold your hand, just about managing to comfort you, when you heard your mother sniff.
“His background really shows in his lack of taste.”
You slammed your spoon down, relishing in the stunned silence that followed. Your voice was louder this time around.
“I like his clothes. I like his taste. What’s so wrong about it?”
Your father looked aghast. 
“But Y/N, he…”
“What? He what?”
“He doesn’t come from a good background.”
“You mean he can actually earn money without bribing half the politicians in the city?”
You looked around again, daring them to say anything. 
“Don’t ever talk about my boyfriend this way again.”
You stood up, the sound of the chair grazing the floor making your mother flinch. It was exhilarating, doing the very thing she rebuked you for all your life. And you walked out of the room.
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You were standing on your balcony, grateful for the peace of your locked room. You could sneak out down the tree and get away from them. You just needed to stop shaking first. 
Subconsciously, you registered the rustling from the tree, but you still jumped when a figure landed on your balcony. You turned towards them, moving away when the figure stepped into the light.
“Relax, it’s me.”
And you did. You did relax the moment you saw it was Sunwoo.
Trying to keep the mood light, you forced a smile.
“You couldn’t knock?”
And for the first time since he got back, you heard him sound angry.
“Don’t.”
“…Don’t what?”
“Don’t pull this bullshit where you act like you’re okay.”
You stared at him in silence, registering what he said. He moved towards the wall and sat down, waiting for you to occupy the spot next to him. You did. He stared at you, finally back to the old Sunwoo you knew, with no filter.
“What’s going on with you and Hongjoong?”
You couldn’t look at him when you answered.
“We were faking being in a relationship to avoid a merger with you.”
Whatever Sunwoo was expecting, it was not that. He blinked twice.
“What?”
“Your family wants to merge companies. I don’t want to. But I’m under family pressure to merge. Hongjoong…he has his reasons.”
Sunwoo just nodded, staying silent. You knew he was waiting for you to continue. 
“I caught feelings. And I thought they were mutual. But he hates me. And he thinks I hate him like my family does.”
You turned to look at him, and his heart broke at how tired you looked.
“I can’t do this anymore Sunwoo. I’m so alone.”
His voice had the slightest tremble when he said,
“No. You’re not.”
You couldn’t hold back the biting laughter.
“But I am. I don’t have my family. I don’t have you. You left and you never fucking kept in touch. I don’t have Mirae. And I definitely don’t have Hongjoong, but I was stupid enough to think I did.”
Sunwoo stayed silent for a minute before he turned towards you.
“You know why I was trying for the merger? I couldn’t care less about it. I just thought it might give me a shot with you.”
You turned towards him, confused.
“You know why I was trying to be flirty and suave? Because I was desperately trying to impress you. You want to know why I didn’t keep in touch? Because I panicked.”
He was pale and looked nervous enough to throw up, but determined to continue. Your gaze flickered down to the vein straining against the skin on his neck. He was clearly upset.
“I panicked because I’ve fucking been in love with you ever since I was thirteen. So, no, I’d say you definitely have me.”
His eyes went down to your lips before turning away.
“My parents won’t push it if they see you with Hongjoong, so I’ll make sure they’re there at the next event you attend with him. You don’t have to put yourself through this anymore.”
Your mind was blank. You really couldn’t comprehend what just happened. But you did know Sunwoo was upset and out of reflex, you pulled him in for a hug.
“Sunwoo, I’m sorry, I”- 
He hugged you tight, desperately trying to take in every bit of you.
“Y/N, it’s-it’s okay.” He took a shaky breath. “I know you don’t feel that way about me right now. Maybe you will someday. Maybe not. And I swear we can put this behind us. Things will go back to normal, no matter what you feel for me. But '', he looked up at you with feral eyes ``use me. You can use me to get over Hongjoong.” He brought your hands to his chest. “Use me however you want to get over Hongjoong.”
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itsbeenahellofayear · 3 years
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what we got, it don't come easy
Summary: Some things are easy, some things aren't. It can take time to learn what is important.
Warnings: Smut. Maybe not as much as you'd expect from a story thats pretty much only about sex. Some feelings. Language.
Author's Note: It took a while to get this one across the line. The first segment has been written for weeks, but I lacked inspiration, motivation, and was a little burnt out on anything Leaf related for a little bit there. RIP 2021 season....
Thanks to all of you who kept checking in and were enthusiastic about the little snippet I posted. Kind of kicked my writing into gear today!
I crave your feedback - this is weird and disjointed and very personal in a lot of ways, so I'd love to hear what you think!
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Sex with Auston is easy - that's never been the issue between you.
This thing started with sex - you connected on tinder, got to talking for a couple of days, then went out for drinks.... That wound up with him in your bed, having arguably the best sex of your life.
That first night, lying hot and sweaty and completely satiated, you'd be lying if the thought didn't cross your mind that you could do this for the rest of your life.
It was that good.
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You don't keep a list of things to try, but you kind of keep a list of things to try.
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Some things that make the sex with Auston so good:
He's the first guy to encourage you to use your vibrator on your clit while he's fucking you - it's not every single time - sometimes coordination isn't possible when he's fucking into you so good but those times when he's pressing deep into you, hands on your breasts, grip firm just the way you like, and you've just got your vibe pressed to your clit on a low setting and you just shake apart.... Those are good times.
His dick is huge. Like he's big to start, but then he grows. It honestly took a bit of work to find angles that didn't have him ramming your cervix each time, but once you did... He fills you up so good.
He loves to eat you out. You've had your fair share of mediocre oral, but there's something about the way he just goes for it, lets you twist your fingers in his too long hair, makes these little noises into you, that just really does it for you. He'll open you up with his thumbs and just dive his tongue deep inside of you, then move up and basically caress your clit with his tongue. If you're honest you can't even fathom what he's actually doing, it just feels insane.
He lets you ride his face. Now, it's not an every time thing, mostly because if you're going to expend energy on riding him, really what you want is his cock buried inside your aching slit. But sometimes, he'll settle himself on the bed, and you'll just climb on top of him, grip the headboard, and just ride.
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You might love him.
(Maybe that's why it's good)
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So the sex has never been the problem.
The problem lies in the in between bits.
In the moments when you're feeling insecure about his fame, and his looks, and the company he keeps. You're not a party girl - you'll go out to the bar once in a while, but people, everywhere, is not really your scene. You know he likes to go out, especially after wins. You know he likes to drink. And sure, sometimes he'll text you, and he'll end up at your place late at night. But sometimes he won't. And so you wonder.
It's also the moments where he just shuts down, internalizes, and won't communicate. You're not one for talking about your feelings, but you do believe in communicating when it's about things that affect someone else! Case in point: you send him a message in the morning on what you know is his off day - he doesn't even read it let alone respond until 8pm. You had asked him if he wanted to meet up for afternoon drinks.
It's also the moments when he says stupid immature shit, when you realize that, no matter how great a family he comes from, he's still a rich, entitled man-child that doesn't really understand the value of a dollar. And that irks you.
A lot.
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But.
You're just fooling around - keeping it casual.
But.
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He takes you out to the cottage with some of his boys. The season ended in heartbreak, they're splitting up for the summer, they want to blow off some steam.
You spend the days lazing by the lake, lying in hammocks in the yard, sneaking off for a "picnic" in the woods. And by picnic you mean Auston laid you out on a blanket and ate you out until you couldn't take it.
You spend the nights getting high sitting out by the fire, leaving unsubtly to go back inside to fuck.
It's probably around day 3 when you realize you're legitimately, 100% in love with this guy.
Day 5 you head back to the city, and haven't really talked to him about how you feel.
He leaves for Arizona the next morning.
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He's not your boyfriend.
He doesn't know you fell for him.
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The first night you had sex with him – the first night of the rest of your life – you remember thinking you've never felt this full.
Now, months later, you feel like you're empty.
Anytime you think of him, it's like your pussy just clenches involuntarily around what it thinks should be there, inside of you.
You want him so badly, so deeply, and you don't even have a real claim to him because you couldn't open up and tell him that something had changed.
You catch yourself scrolling insta late at night, looking to see if he's posted something that might hint he's out with someone else.
You hate that you're like this.
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(You never see anything, for the record)
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He comes back to Toronto in August.
That honestly catches you by surprise.
More so because you're just home on a Saturday afternoon, watching TV when he knocks on your door. Pretty much the last person you were expecting to see, but you can't deny that your heart ends up in your throat at the sight of him, tanned, bulked up, and looking at you like THAT.
"What..." you start.
"Faith" he breathes out.
You don't understand.
He walks forward into your apartment, crowding you back against the other wall of your tiny entryway.
You're still so caught up in him being here. The way he said your name...
You look up at him.
He just presses himself against you and crushes you to him in a hug. You feel him everywhere. The faint spicy scent of his cologne, the heat of his body, the puff of his breath against your neck where his head is pressing.
Engulfed - your brain provides.
"I missed you" he mutters into your neck.
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Your brain is going a mile a minute.
How is he here? Why didn't he tell you he was coming back? He doesn't need to be back for weeks. Why is he here? What is happening?
You push him back a little. Not off of you entirely, just enough to give you some space to breathe.
"Auston, what?" You try again.
He looks down at you.
Swallows.
"I..." He starts.
Swallows again.
"I needed to see you, Faith."
He looks... Nervous?
"Aus... What's going on?" You ask him, heart racing out of your chest.
He swears.
"I might be reading this thing wrong, this thing we have, but... I want you to be mine."
You feel like you've been hit with a brick.
All you can do is stare at him as your mind struggles to keep up. You feel yourself reaching for him.
"Aus. Yes. Of course."
He blinks. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
You reach for his hand and pull him to the bedroom.
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Sex is easy, with you and Auston.
You've never been afraid to ask for what you want. He's never been shy to ask for what he wants. And usually that lines up.
But for the first time since all this started, you feel almost shy with him.
Without discussing it, you both get naked pretty damn quickly. There's a second or twenty where you're just looking at him, drinking in his broad shoulders, his stomach muscles, his trim hips and his thick thighs. God, do you want him.
You might say that last part out loud, from the way he laughs and just picks you up and tosses you on the bed.
You've been soaked since you opened your door, and you're impatient to feel him again. He looks at you and you just whimper his name and he smiles, hitches up your legs, and slides slowly, so slowly, inside you
“Fuck, Aus" you hear yourself.
"You feel so good, baby" he groans out, letting you get used to him stretching you out, leaning down to press a filthy open-mouthed kiss to your lips. He bites at your lips as he starts to move, driving into you in a rhythm that makes you feel so good, hitting you just right.
It’s not enough.
But before you can say anything, Auston pulls back, and changes the angle that your hips are lined up with his and suddenly he’s impossibly deeper, and you just can’t breathe with how good he feels and his hands are on your breasts, and he’s pinching your nipples just right, and you are moaning his name almost like a prayer, and it just slips out.
“Aus, I love you.”
You don’t even realize what you said until he stills for a moment, eyes snapping to yours, and he makes this noise.
“Do you mean it,” he asks.
Its not the time for it, but you’re never going to be his open another time so… “Yeah.”
“God, baby. Yes. I love you too. It’s why I came back. I just wasn’t sure…”
He moves back so he can kiss you, deep and filthy. You feel him, deep inside you, and you just… cling to him. He starts fucking into you in earnest - hard and fast, kissing you the whole time, though it ends up being more like just panting into each others mouths but you can’t get enough of him.
“I’m so close,” you manage to get out.
Auston gets a hand between you and presses his thumb to your clit and you just hear yourself keening.
“I love how you feel around me,” he groans out. “Come for me.”
It doesn’t take long.
You shake apart underneath him, and you feel him pulse inside you and it’s just so much and you can feel tears leaking out from the corner of your eyes, and you just feel so much in that moment.
It’s so much.
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So sex has never been an issue.
But now it is so much more.
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random dialogue prompt list pt. 2
part 1
(more under the cut)
1. “I really like your brain. In a non-zombie type of way, that is.”
2. “I can’t think straight when you scrutinize me!”
3. “I don’t like the word ‘love’. It’s too short for the way I feel about you.”
4. “Well if you actually listened to the playlist I made you, maybe we wouldn’t be in this mess.”
5. “You make me want to listen to breakup songs and cry my heart out despite us never actually being in a relationship.”
6. “I love you too much to let you love me.”
7. “Please tell me you season your chicken.”
8. “I’m quite literally begging you to shut the fuck up.”
9. “Oh my, God. You two had sex, right? Like, you literally banged out your differences.”
10. “Wait don’t move, I want to remember the moment I made you my bitch.”
11. “We could always make out to pass the time.”
12. “I don’t think you understand. You’re the only person I’m willing to let break my heart.”
13. “I’ve known you for the longest time but sometimes I wish I could go back and get to know you all over again just to experience it.”
14. “You’re the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me.”
15. “I want you in every way possible.”
16. “I can’t remember the last time I made someone this happy, let alone the last time I was happy.”
17. “Something tells me you’re here to confess your undying love for me.”
18. “Weird way to propose, but okay.”
19. “I’d write a book about us but the world already reads enough tragedies in the news.”
20. “I don’t want to be associated with you!”
21. “No way, for a moment I thought I actually cared.”
22. “I swear to God, if you used all of the hot water…”
23. “You make me want to be a soccer mom. Minivan and all.”
24. “Oh, I know you’re a keeper because I’m not afraid to laugh like a hyena in front of you.”
25. “Please, for the love of God, shut the hell up.”
26. “Despite that being the worst ‘I love you’ confession, I think I love you more for it.”
27. “Just give me 3 minutes and we’ll never have to see each other again!”
28. “Please, just tell me you love me before you lose me.”
29. “Hypothetically speaking of course, if I asked you to go on a date, would you say ‘yes’?”
30. “Looking into your eyes makes me uncomfortable… in a good way.”
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migilini · 3 years
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Hiiii! I liked how you did the road trip one shot and was wondering if you could do a request for Charlie Gillespie where the reader and Charlie are dating but have been living in different states due to COVID and the boys do an Instagram live and the reader wants to be on the live with them and Charlie gets so excited and it’s fluffy?
So far apart - Charlie Gillespie
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A/N: ofc i can! Thank you so much, hope you like it :) I will proofe read it tomorrow.
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Tiredness was your new default state. College alone was stressful and hard enough plus it didn't help that you had to do it online from your little NY appartement that you shared with three other roommates. But you had too. You were in your last semester ever! That was motivation enough to pull through.
Currently you were trying to facetime your boyfriend Charlie. You haven't seen him in about four months but if someone would ask your roommates, they would say it felt like an eternity of you moaning and pouting about not seeing him. When COVID started, the two of you seriously debated about moving in together. However, at that time, your classes were not online yet and you couldn't move away, he also couldn't move to New York with you because he still had meetings with the JATP Cast.
You stared at your ringing phone, desperate to hear his voice. You knew that he should be awake, you had the time zones imprinted on your brain.
Sorry babe, have a meeting in 5… Will call you after okay? <3 the message that just popped up on your screen made you frown a little. You weren't mad, you just had a really awful week and missed him like crazy.
Sure thing <3 yout texted back and threw the phone onto your bed. Deciding that instead of waiting for him to call back, you could use the time usefully and start studying for your next test in two days. 
It was an hour later, you were completely engrossed in the textbook, so you barely heard the ringing of your phone. Maybe a bit too quick, you tossed all your books to the ground and launched yourself on the bed to find your phone. 
His pretty face filled your screen “Heyyy!” “Hello beautiful!” You two grinned at each other.
“How are--” A knocking on your door interrupted your question. “Yes?” The door opened and revealed one of your roommates Alexis with a sheepish look on her face “I’m really sorry to interrupt but Tara just broke off with her boyfriend and she needs a hug.”
You looked up at your red haired friend “She broke up with Tom?!” Alexis nodded “It's an emergency” she claimed. Charlie understood this as his clue to end the call saying a quick goodbye and a don't worry about it, when you shot him an apologetic look. 
This is how it went nearly every time. Something always came up, either you were studying non-stop and he didn't want to distract you or he had actor things and meetings going on. It was truly tiring. The last time you really had the opportunity to facetime was a couple weeks ago and even then you fell asleep inert 15minutes. When Charlie accidentally lulled you to sleep with a song he's been working on. 
Still the two of you made it work. Charlie had started writing you weekly letters with his perfume on it. And you being your crafty self, sent him a little care package with letters, some self made food and paintings, every now and then.
You just finished all your tests and essays for this semester and you felt free again. Taking a deep breath, you opened your bedroom window and put your school books away. Sinking down on your bed, you closed your eyes temporarily, enjoying the moment. You got up again to get yourself something to eat and a coffee. Your roommates were currently away, probably getting groceries or books at the College Library.
You mindlessly scrolled through Instagram, the sandwich you made yourself still laying next to you on the nightstand. Ever since Julie and the Phantoms released, the cast's accounts blew up like crazy and Charlie always showed you off like a queen so of course people found your page as well. You didn't mind though. Most of the people were really nice and respecting, protecting your relationship from all the not so nice guys
You just answered some DM’s, chuckling at a meme that Maddie had sent you, when you got a notification that Owen was live. Naturally you clicked on it, knowing that Charlie most likely will be in the live as well, due to the fact that he was currently at Owen’s with Jeremy.
You were one of the first ones. Owen grinned when he saw your name come up in the chat. 
“Guten Morgen everybody.” You chuckled when you heard your boyfriend singing in the background, writing in the chat that Owen should say hi to Charlie. “Are all of you streaming JATP?” he asked the live audience while you nodded to yourself, your laptop open beside you. It was a bit embarrassing to admit how often you saw the show, but every time you felt lonely you watched it. It had some really cute guys in it after all.
He read the chat “Do you like watching the show you participated in? Thats a good question. Charlie, Charlie! I have a question for you.” The camera turned and it showed the canadian boy you fell in love with. 
“Eh…” he said as he walked into the kitchen, Owen following close. “It was very weird at first. Guess I'm more used to it now.” he answered honestly. You weren't even listening, you just stared at your phone in trance, the light making him look so incredibly pretty.
Suddenly you got an invitation to join the live from Owen. You sat up a bit straighter and blinked a few times before accepting. 
“Helloooooo!” he screamed, making you laugh. “Hi Owen. Yall are up early.”
“Yeah… you know Char. That dumb early riser.” he complained. “Yeah I feel you. Though he lets me sleep so he must love me more than he loves you.” you teased making Owen pout in a childish way.
“Charlie! Who do you love more, me or y/n?” the statement made your boyfriend laugh and for a moment your breath hitched, it was music in your ears and once again you realised how much you missed it.
“I’m really sorry bud, but definitely y/n…I want to...” Charlie just wanted to explain why when he heard your chuckling from Owen’s phone. “See told ya.” It was truly a blessing that the camera was still turned to your boyfriend, making it easy for you to see his reaction. He nearly let the fork he was holding fall out of his hand, his eyes widening while his mouth grew into a big grin. “Is that y/n?” he asked cautiously. Apparently Owen nodded, because before you knew, the camera turned and you were face to face with your boyfriend. 
“Baby!” he screamed, a wide, toothy smile on his lips. “How dare you go on live with Owen but not with me!” he jokes. “How was the history test? As hard as you thought it would be?” you cut off his rambling “Hi! Nice to see you too. No, it was way harder than I expected. Let's hope for the best, I get the results sometime next week”
“I bet you killed that test baby! No, Owen you don't get the phone back… I don't care that it's your live.” The chat was freaking out over Charlie's happiness by just seeing you, talking about how they want love like that.
“Little explanation for everybody. Me and Charlie haven't really been able to facetime so were just really excited right now. Sorry if it's boring.” you explained to the chat. 
“Don’t ever say that ever again.” he said in a serious tone “it's not boring.” you held your hands up in surrender. “Sorry sorry. Can I talk to Owen again? I mean he is the one who invited me.” you teased, poking your tongue out. With a pout he gave the phone back to Owen.
“Are you also streaming the show today?” he asked you. Charlie was in the background, looking at you over Owens shoulder, making silly faces. “Of course! Who do you think I am? I’ve been watching it everyday since it came out.” Owens' face fell “You're kidding… that doesn't… that doesn't seem healthy.” you shrugged “Well i don't really care. I have this massive crush on someone from the show, just can't get enough of him.” 
The camera shook and a couple crunts later you were once again faced with Charlie. “I sure hope it's me or you're not allowed to wear that shirt anymore.” he pointed to the shirt you were currently wearing and that was in fact one of his.
“Not gonna tell you babe. My mouth is shut.” you winked, making him blush. “I miss you.” he blurted out with puppy eyes. “I miss you too. Can’t wait to see you.” he grinned at that excited for the surprise he had planned. 
“I think i'm gonna go, let you guys actually comment on the show. I love you Charlie.” You sent him a kiss and he pretended to catch it with his free hand.
“Eww that's so cheesy.” Owen muttered from somewhere in the back.
“I love you too.”
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