#or maybe I’m just craving cakes idk

[kyxworld]

https://www.tumblr.com/kyxworld/744684586514169856/idk-im-scared-maybe-not-me-just-aware-but-what

<3

Yes I know it’s already peaceful but my identification with thoughts cloud the peacefulness and I know I’m the silence behind it all but that’s it ? I know it’s not something big because I’ve always been THAT so when I remember it’s normal because well.. it has always been here but what I mean it’s here you say nothing appearing as something, for me I don’t get it, maybe intellectually ok but I don’t KNOW like oh yeah right it’s nothing and I appear as something

I know it’s not a method to get or experience something but isn’t my existence an experience ? I’ve always experienced everything but it was not consciously but know can’t I experience what I want consciously ?? I’ve read RW Instagram posts and he said when you know who you are you can mold reality like you want

And maybe you’re right I’m limiting myself, I know when we don’t rely on senses when we want something like from the moment we think about it we experience it but why it doesn’t feel like it ? It feels like oh yeah I experienced it but later I’m like why it’s not here but I can’t say that because it’s an unfolding moment not hoping it’ll happen.. maybe there’s still misidentification but how to collapse the duality ? To not take one experience as more real than the other ? But like TO KNOW both are the same ?

Oof. hold on, there’s a lot to unpack here, but a lot of contradictions as well. there’s no point in intellectual knowing. intellectual knowing is more or less trying to verbalize, understand in human terms what “ ”, you’re technically trying to see another illusion, through another illusion. you know it’s not a test here, you’re trying to intellectually understand, is someone here trying to test you? 🥹

also the myriad of contradictions is crazy here, i think most of y’all, say you understand it? then come here with questions. if you “know” you wouldn’t ask a question. you’re the absolute authority, and come here ask “oh why can’t i see? oh why isn’t it here?” if you know, you know.

using senses as a form of validation ❌

thinking if you don’t see it with your “eyes” it’s not here ❌

contradicting heavily, i know i’m “ ” but…. ❌

letting baseless thoughts and doubts and taking the mind’s narratives too seriously ❌

how do you collapse duality? you just do 🧍🏻‍♀️. just by realizing that. okay let’s see, imagination -> something in your head -> something? -> nothing -> “ ”

reality -> very real -> through senses -> what are senses though? -> illusory -> ultimately “ ”

the common foundation, denominator for everything is “ ”. something cannot exist in your visual field without you being aware of it.

ex: you want cake. now it’s all in your head yeah? you imagine a cake, you literally think of/visualize eating it. you can taste it almost. very real but you get sidetracked by thinking “oh i’m craving it now” you’ve choices either go out and buy it or don’t do anything abt it. BUT WHAT TAKES PRECEDENCE OVER ALL THIS? before you even intellectually, before even your neurons connected to send a signal “i want cake” it’s “ ”

lastly, please stop thinking too much 😃. the recipe to drink water is take a cup, fill it w water, drink it. y’all do it like, take the water from a well or sea, reverse osmosis it, UV filter, carbon filter it, pour it, drink it. when you can simply just drink water you have at home.

(again, please feel free to chime in 🧍🏻)

#guys been where you are #so just calm down #it’s okay 😭 #awareness #non dualism #asks!

[thistle-and-thorn]

thank you @st-clements-steps and @attonitos-gloria !!!!!!! Friends!!!!!

3 ships you like: I like so many people. Roman/Gerri for Succession; Tormund Giantsbane/Jon Snow from ASOIAF; Theo/Tom Cable from The Goldfinch

First ship ever: I thought that the parents in Disney’s Sleeping Beauty were the definition of true love (they appeared together for maybe a total of ten seconds but I was Captivated and imagined deeply angsty situations for them for years)

Last song you heard: Summertime, George Gershwin

Favourite childhood book: I was very much an Anne of Green Gables girlie but I also think that Patrice Kindl’s The Woman in the Wall permanently altered my brain chemistry

Currently reading: My New Year’s resolution was to read Tolkein and so I’m reading the fellowship of the ring now (as an audiobook) and really enjoying it. “You do not allow for the inquisitiveness of friends” is a quote that ruined me btw. I’m also finishing up a book by Mary Beard called The Emperor of Rome which is about the role of the emperor in….well, Rome.

Currently watching: I’ve been watching many different things in a very hodgepodge way—making my third attempt to watch Girls lol, then watching Call the Midwife that’s airing in the US now, and trying to figure out if I should watch Baby Reindeer

Currently consuming: a pear 🍐 also, skincare; I’m so optimistic about my executive functioning being able to cope with these things

Currently craving: my job had a bunch of weekend events and there is currently a giant platter of cupcakes that fell and collapsed in on itself so we couldn’t serve them but!!! Now we have them!!!! For ourselves!!!! and I want to just plant my face fully into the mess of frosting and cake like an animal

Also, idk, frankly some alone time. I’ve been around too many people recently and will be around too many (new!!!!) people in the coming weeks

Tagging: @coffeeandorange @gardenarcana @palominojacoby @winterrose527 @charmtion

#thistle simulations

[nullians]

Tagged by @agroupofcrows and @sakvnosuke, thank you both!!

Rules: answer the questions and tag 9 people you want to know better/catch up with!

Last song: Fighter by The Score. I’ve been shuffling my ninja playlist and ended up on this one. It’s one of those songs that suit my 2D guy (Midnight) so much I have ambitions to do an animatic for it but uhhhh. Maybe during summer vacation…

Three ships: Can you believe I’ve actually blanked out on this one for a while. Idk, sth sth past my shipping prime… Well, the ot5 of naruto online protagonists is what occupies me these days (they really do need a name @celeryw, we gotta coin it; yes, I’m tagging you separately 💜), besides that there’s also Shouyou x being alive (<- delusions) and I guess Odasaku/Dazai? Whatever the nature of their bond was anyways, because bsd is airing and I’m feeling very strongly about Oda… again…

Currently reading: The Classic of Mountains and Seas (for ninja lore purposes) and The Poppy War by Rebecca Kuang. The second one is taking all of my patience but hhhh. I will get through it. Eventually. Oh, and The King’s Avatar novel if I were to believe my status on here… too bad it doesn’t look like a success this time either XD

Last movie: I think it was Princess Mononoke!

Craving: Some soft cake. I don’t like sweets that much but the circumstances really make me want to indulge myself… Please, I need some sugar to deal with the horrors

Tagging: @crazymadredfox, @owls-den, @itstimetodrew, @sorvete-de-pacoca, @emurinnartist, @torchickentacos, @creoterative, @scp-10000, @mephxles. Just a nudge, no pressure! 💜

#tagged in #tumblr games #thank you it was fun to fill out!

[spookiat]

TAG 9 PEOPLE YOU'D LOVE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER

Tagged by @yahargulian, thanks! shfhfh man I haven’t done one of these in. Near a decade at this point?? Maybe? It’s been a while

Three ships:

- Jongerry!!!! (And also jongerrymartin) from TMA

- jmart also from TMA

- Jasico from PJO

- Taakitz (bonus non ‘J-name’ ship!) from TAZ

But like i can never remember what I’ve seen or read or even like so!! There are probably other ships that changed my very brain pathways that I just can’t remember rn fhfhf (this is ignoring my own characters of course bc they’re all that’s filling up my mental real estate rn)

First ship:

Niche but probably Teorenzo, Teo and Lorenzo from the Undrowned Child but also like Percabeth bc come on. They were the first big fandomy ship. (Or was that… Tamaki and Haruhi???? Who Knows, the passage of time and my past is a mystery even to me)

Last song:

My Frankenstein from Dead end paranormal park!

Last film:

Interstellar ???? I think. That was in cinema at least. God, my memory is awful. I don’t knowww.

Currently reading:

ignoring all the Danny phantom and batfam fics and going for actual books I think probably The Book Eaters by Sunyi Dean??? Was very good!! I need to find smth new to read but focus is hard

Currently watching:

His Dark Materials!! I need to watch the most recent season but I am still watching it. But also Horimiya and Buddy Daddies bc I’m ready to let myself get baited by anime again. Tbh before the mid Jan anime kick idk what I would have said I haven’t been watching much TV…. Uhhh also owl house?? I guess?? I’ve been meaning to rewatch Batman Brave and Bold, or Danny Phantom but alas. (Oh my god I forgot I was rewatching kimi ni todoke)

Currently craving:

Nothing Really but damn it would be nice to eat gluten-y ramen. Or a soft cinnamon sugar pretzel. But illegal food aside…. Lemon poppyseed cake. But specifically my friend’s wedding cake recipe bc I did not eat enough of it and her mum bakes real good.

Apparently I also need to get to know me better bc idk any of the answers fhfhfh… anyways!!!

I’m tagging whoever wants to!! Bc why not! If you’ve read this far you’re tagged

Aaaand @rawplutonium, @sapphichoneymoon, @honeyconsidered, @catboyparrish if y’all want and any other mutual who’s up for it!

#tagged #me

[notalk-justthought]

Tag 9 people you want to get to know better meme

Tagged by eliph @alpislazulo (thank you!! 🥰)

1. Three ships: these are just from the top of my head bc I can’t think of any others. Takemura/V from Cyberpunk 2077, Alex/Sebastian from Stardew Valley, and Riza/Olivier from Fullmetal Alchemist.

2. First Ever Ship: Honestly probably L/Light from Death Note lmaooo or Mello/Matt

3. Last Song: Sad Girls by Mihka!

4. Last Movie: Brokeback Mountain 😭

5. Currently Reading: I’m in the middle (like 50-100 pages in) of like four books and I just got two books from the library today that I have to read in three weeks 🧍🏾‍♀️so let’s go with Gideon the Ninth (it’s been more than 6 months since I started this book)

6. Currently Watching: Cyberpunk Edgerunners (will I actually finish it? who knows :) )

7. Currently Consuming: coffee cake

8. Currently Craving: something that I don’t have in my kitchen. Idk what but something. Or maybe a burrito idk

Tagging: @sasukdyke @shetheycock @holtzmann-af

#the way I tried to just @ and then put y’all’s names instead of your urls #about me #oli talks

[vvanessaives]

1, 3 and 5 for both vesper and fenix >:))

not lying when i say question 1 had me pensive for HOURS, under the cut because..it’s long. while you read this you need to imagine me sobbing

1.Is your muse a romantic? Do they dream of love and marriage?

okay first thing. i think that both aren’t the most romantic people on the world, fenix is a bit more romantic than vesper but not that much. both never dreamed of love: vesper has been alone for most of her life so she would dream of companionship, any form of it, she didn't have anyone in the world for so long, love was never her first concern. fenix never thought of love, probably didn’t even know what the word meant, to him love was just another form of betrayal (his parents abandoning him when he was a kid, his own brother being a complete awful man), he didn’t get the bare minimum of family love, he wasn’t going to experience any other kind of love, he just knew it and he didn’t care. 

i’m not being dramatic when i say that they first started dreaming of love when they met each other and slowly fell in love, which made the way they fell apart more hurtful: i said this before but fenix started acting more and more distant because he was scared of being that vulnerable with someone (trauma huh?) and vesper only got heartbroken by that, thinking that probably she just didn’t deserve to be loved at all, by anyone in the world. just...falling in love with someone each day a bit more and watching that person slip from your fingers the more you love them...UGHUGH UG H I WANT TO HIT FENIX RN but i forgive him just because deny yourself the love you crave isn’t a easy thing too.

so marriage. hm. i’m pretty sure vesper thinks marriage isn’t something for her, mainly because she’s scared of repeating the same dynamic her parents had. she thinks that there’s no way for her to escape that kind of destiny because she would replicate the only and first example of love she ever witnessed. she thinks she is doomed. fenix thinks marriage is...fenix doesn’t think anything of marriage tbh. mostly because he didn’t have any reason to think of it, he was never going to fall in love. well clown nose on you man, YOU ARE going to think of it. i do think that at some point they both thought about it but while vesper went “haha. yea no.”, fenix went “haha...WAIT WHAT IF”. they joked about it too and he playfully called her “my sweet wife” a few times until it wasn’t a joke anymore. i do believe that fenix would propose, cross on my heart, it would take him idk what kind of herculean strength to do that but i think he would after thinking of it for so long. now thing is...i both think that vesper could straight up refuse or say yes. i mean UGHHH. she surely is scared for multiple reasons + what if that's heartbreak 2.0.? yes she gave him a second chance but you know, there's fear there. MAYBE..MAYBE she wouldn’t give an answer on the spot, she would probably be speechless and then going “wait i need to  t h i n k”. (cut to fenix experiencing 300 heart attacks because of this). fuck it i say she would agree in the end, probably fenix would have to reassure her a whole damn lot but i say WE ARE GOING TO HAVE THIS WEDDING.

this needs me to spend a few words on a possible wedding too because do you know how long italian weddings last? you basically need a whole damn day. A FULL DAY. you sit down to eat at noon and finish eating at like, midnight. a buffet, two first dishes and second dishes, fruit, the cake, all of this alternating dancing moments and other entertainments. i don’t think neither vesper or fenix would care too much about a BIG wedding but they want to follow that vibe, fenix already doesn’t have...anyone to invite, be it friends or family, SO LET’S GIVE HIM HIS ITALIAN WEDDING. vesper would probably wear a dress, something she hates to do but fuck it, fenix would dress fancy but god forbid he wears a necktie. the only people invited are probably daniel, nader, panam, viktor, vittoria (vesper’s first ex, they are very good friends <3) and whoever very close friend they have, no family because yea..we know. daniel should be vesper’s..bridesmaid jfkjfh but since...fenix is huh..he..he doesn’t..yea (sobs) he doesn’t have anyone else, daniel is going to be his best man while panam is vesper’s bridesmaid. no dad so daniel is going to do most of the things their dad should’ve done for vesper, this is actually very sweet i’m (sobs). generally that would be ONE HELL OF A DAMN PARTY and i’m sure something would get broken because these people are damn crazy and what's a wedding without drama. the lunch would be one HELL of a meal please invite me too i love italian wedding i love eating. and just yea. just i think there would be some tears involved because woo look where we are after all the shit we went through but lots and lots of fun and I JUST HAD TO PUT ALL OF THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM THANKS (explodes)

3. Is your muse good at kissing? Are they experienced?

vesper is a shy kisser at first but quickly gains back confidence the second she gets confirmation from partner that everything is good, that’s something they want too. i would say that she is experienced a good amount. for someone that acts cold and tough most of the time she sure gives those kind of kisses that make you feel all fuzzy and loved and warm inside (miss i love you miss i-)

fenix huh yeah, i mean. he’s a passionate kisser, needs to have his hands do something too while he is kissing because that only adds to the experience and he needs to be a menace every time he does anything. BUT i wouldn’t say he’s experienced, dropping this bomb here but vesper is his first serious relationship. he had a few night stands in his past but never liked being kissed by strangers when doing that, he really is out there drawing the line at kissing strangers on the lips. man.

5. Is your muse comfortable with public displays of affection? 

vesper HATES pda, especially if it’s her brother that is hanging around when someone is trying to be affectionate with her, especially fenix because he always goes overboard. fenix loves pda fhkjsdfhkj yes he’s showing off his love, yes he’s going to kiss and hug and god knows all the things he is capable of in public. they fight about this and vesper every time tells him to quit it but he gets on his best behaviour for five seconds before going back at it

ask meme || oc page

#ask games #ask #nuclearstorms #oc: vesper #oc: fenix #THANK YOU BONES YOU UNLOCKED MY PANDORA'S BOX I WANT TO CRY AND SOB I'LL DISAPPEAR NOW #thank youuu for the ask MWAH MWAH <33

[dykesynthezoid]

Hiiii I got tagged by @youandthemountains (sorry if this is a little late) but this was v fun 💗✨ th for tagging me!!

3 ships:

1. Lawrusso bc I’m predictable. It is what it is. They just come in so many flavors that at least one is bound to drag you in

2. Samtory 💗 they’re just so !!!

3. Hmmm idk,,, Obviously I have plenty more I like, but none of them that I’m way more attached to than the others. I will say though, I do like coming up with rarepairs that have a funny dynamic just for the pure comedy of the experience. There’s something beautiful about it

1st ever ship:

This feels like such a difficult thing to pinpoint in terms of Ship Feelings, but I’m pretty sure the first pairing I ever read fanfiction for was Artemis Crock and Wally West bc Young Justice had just started airing. (Sometimes I look back upon my life and go hmm. Maybe shouldn’t be surprised rivals to lovers has the grip on me it does).

Last song:

Not sure what my exact last song was but I’ve been listening to all my silly little playlists… mostly my fic writing playlists and also one I have for one of my dnd ocs

Currently reading:

I’ve been making my way through The Bloody Chamber by Angela Carter bc. I mean look at me.

Last movie:

Me (terrible at finishing movies): do half-finished movies count

I still need to finish Home for the Holidays (1972). Christmas horror TV movie starring Jessica Walter and Sally Field? Of course I jumped on that

Currently consuming:

Had some tea and apple cake earlier and will be having a croissant blt for dinner

Currently watching:

Cobra Kai season 5… Like, I already know what happens but I keep going through it really slow so that I don’t get worked up about the stuff I don’t like. Also every time I do get mad I make myself watch a super ridiculous fight scene from a 70s B movie. I highly recommend, it’s like. It resets my brain from all the karate drama and the bad writing and reminds me to laugh it off

Currently craving:

You know Ben & Jerry’s non-dairy fudge brownie ice cream… Bc it’s. Life changing.

Tagging @vampiretory @eightyfours @cookietastic @its-toguchi-do-now @carmendiazbian and @thebentleyao3 feel free to ignore ofc!! But if you feel like it ☺️

#youandthemountains #tag game

[alistonjdrake]

Ranking My Wips (so I’ll work on them)

*all under the consideration that I finish SWD this year and have a slot open

I’ll be using a system of cheesecake slices since I am currently sick and that’s what I’m craving the most. This will work based on my effort to work on. I have a small stomach and can eat about 2 and a half before I make myself sicker. 10 is the whole cake and thus will take the most effort (purely creative/mental) to work on. However I will also include a much needed medicinal tea break since my throat is desperate. This will represent either what I think or know my readers want/how much they want me to work on it.

Is this complicated? Yes. Whatever makes my day interesting since it’s raining and I feel like a breaking down car muffler. 

The Sorcerei of Cokumpoint

wip intro here: bleep I haven’t posted about it in at least a year. I have 35k words written and I occasionally think about it from time to time. Because it’s a more fantasy rewrite of a story I wrote years ago (and a standalone version) I have it basically all figured out and I don’t think it would be hard to work on if I just sat down. So it gets a good one cheesecake slice. Maybe a bit of the second one since I’d just have a few more worldbuilding things to flesh out. 

On the reader side, however, it hasn’t garnered a lot of interest and it is a bit outside what I usually write by just a hair so Idk how well my audience will cross over if I start working on it next. So. Don’t think it’d get many offers for tea. 

We Heard the Devil

wip intro here: boop

While also outside of my usual being non-fantasy kinda horror vibes and the only full length novel I plan to write in first person, I have to give it a few tea breaks as I’ve had more than one person ask me when I’ll continue it. People want me to write it and I have been trying since 2018 so I’ll give it like 4 maybe 5 cheesecake slices. I have the whole thing outlined  but given how I tell the story I have a few concerns about the difficulty of pulling some things off/how certain parts will be written. I wonder if this will be a project better suited for when I’m completely done with ORG/TSS and have more time to focus.

Silk and Hysteria 

wip intro here: boonga

Also gets a bunch of tea breaks since people have not only asked me to write this but I had a whole taglist going. However, it also gets a whole cheesecake because I’ve done very minimal world building, character work, some outlining so I would basically have to sit down and figure everything out because I do not have much of the story there. I’m very much attached to this idea though (probably because of my love for harem dramas and also I am always game to write another political fantasy) but I would need to find a cave to hide in so I could do all the world building. 

I’m not including anything that’s not a full length novel on this list for the sake of my sanity or that I don’t have a least a basic idea fleshed out (I have way more backburner projects than this but there in such early stages it’s not worth it to mention).

#june trash #writeblr #writing progress #I think after writing this I'm gonna end up leaning more towards tsoc #just because of effort #not that I won't write everything eventually #but I try to do easier things first

[sunsetsimon]

hihi ˙ᵕ˙

I don’t really know how I feel about today? I took a shower this morning and I was proud of atleast getting up out of my bed today. I even did my skincare routine and brushed my teeth. but idk I guess cuz I started my period so i’m just all in a funk. I ate something and my mom made it but I didn’t finish it because I don’t really have an appetite and the food texture made me nervous and i’m also feeling a lil gloomy today too.

anyways enough about me,, I hope you are having a better day than me. I hope you ate and is hydrated also. ⭐️

hi my love im so sorry i’m answering this so late! it makes me so happy to hear that you were able to do a couple things for yourself! even if you’re a bit gloomy and can’t eat, you can still be proud of the other things you did :) what foods do you enjoy eating? maybe having some of your favorites or cravings will make it a bit easier to get something down

i had a fucking shitty day today honestly! i guess i had way too much to drink last night (which was odd because i was at home and only had 2 and a half, plus i ate dinner and had a good 2.5 hour span but whatever i guess) so i had the worst hangover after puking my guts up at 3am. i was supposed to be helping my sister make my brother in law his bday cake but i was so woozy and had to go home, i laid in bed for literally 5 hours after that just trying to sleep. i had to force myself to get up and shower and get ready for work, and it was crazy busy there of course. and then as im going to lock up for the night, THE FRONT DOOR WAS BROKEN??? the owner is out of town right now too so i stayed there an extra 30 minutes just waiting to hear back, and then had to rush to a dinner that i was now going to be 45 minutes late for. then my hangover headache started to come back so i had to leave after an hour. and now that i’m home i just had to call the non emergency line to report a drunk guy who has been screaming from his balcony for about 3 hours straight. now all i want to do is sleep, so im hoping i can pass out within the next hour or so. luckily i have the next 2 days off so im hoping to recoup a bit after this shit show lol

it felt good to get that off my chest ugh ive been so sick of everything recently

check in whenever you can, im thinking of you constantly 💗

#ask sun ☀️ #-⭐️

[tessbev]

Our one full day in krabi

Recounting the day always feeels like we did a million things. We started the day with a little boat trip to railay beach, about a 10 minute scoot on the long tail boat. Spent the afternoon wandering about, swimming, and throwing the football. Saw some monkeys hopping from rooftop to rooftop, didn’t manage to snap a pic but you can use your imagination for this one :)

We all got a little sunned out quicker than we usually do so we called it a day and took the boat back around 230/3. Had a little quiet time before setting out to find myself a papaya salad. These are my favourite so far. It’s unripe papaya, carrot, tomatoes, green beans, and peanuts. It’s cold and crunchy and unripe papaya has a similar vibe to cabbage but better. It’s in this light tangy sweet dressing that I could drink. I looked it up and it’s mainly lime juice garlic, sugar and fish sauce (I ask for no fish sauce, I like it better without). I always ask for one chilli which is the perfect amount of heat. The spiciness here feels different from home, it feels more intense but also way more enjoyable if that makes sense? Like the flavour is just that much more complex. Idk I’m not a food critic but I like the spiciness lately.

After the papaya salad craving was sufficed we walked down to the beach to watch the sunset. I’m trying to make a point of seeing as many sunsets or sunrises that I can. I love how different they all can be but also how similar. Ugh and the lighting, I could cry I just love it. The perfect time to sit and reflect and appreciate all of these experiences I’m having. We finished watching the sunset at a beach bar while playing a couple rounds of pool. The balls here are so much smaller and the table is huge and that is why nick is beating me every round and the only reason!!!!!

We wandered over to the night market for some live music and some uno. Got myself some of the same sushi from last night and tried my first mochi. These are really a Japanese dessert but I’m using this whole trip and an opportunity to try things I normally wouldn’t. If you don’t know what mochi are they are these rice cakes/rice balls that are usually filled with something. Traditional ones have taro or sesame but obviously I got Nutella, Oreo and rainbow flavoured (what is rainbow flavour?? Sprinkles maybe!!??). Theyre super soft and light and I really wished I liked them but they’re super gelatinous and not at all my cup of tea. Rainbow flavour btw was not sprinkle filled it was fruit with chocolate inside (my worst nightmare).

Finished the night with more uno and some fun music back at the hostel. Woke up this morning around 5/530 to go for a run before the heat. Whenever I’m getting a bit testy I know I need to go for a run. When Alison and I travelled Greece she would notice when I would start getting moody and tell me to go for a run and sure enough it resets me completely. So with my battery reset we’re headed off to phi phi island. Finally meeting up with Jenna today, our final member of the gang!!!

Can’t wait xx

[aotvfilm]

Holiday Pal is here! Bringing you presents and good cheer! :D So sorry about my late replies, my late asks.... grrr. I would like things to mellow out, now!

It was quite a short rainstorm, unfortunately! Rain is my favorite too-- do you enjoy doing anything in particular when it rains outside?

I am sorry to hear about family things; not too serious on my end, just that my mother is freaking out over the holidays and my sibling and I must do a lot to make sure things go smoothly for her. I hope that when the holidays are over, I can be here for you if you ever need to vent or just want to chat! :Dsdlkjfskjf!!

I am going to read this fic ASAP it looks so amazing, thank you Becky!!! <3 I have something for you toooo x wish i was good at art, but I was wondering if I could write you a little drabble for when I reveal myself! And that could be a little Christmas gift for you!

If you might be so kind as to tell me some favorite tropes or some prompts, I'd love to give you something genuine and full of love!

Questions!!

Cinnamon or ginger? I loveee ginger, so ginger haha! I did buy nutmeg and cinnamon today for something special hehe!

Jam or buttercream? Buttercream because it's really wonderful-- it's the frosting on certain types of cake!

Favorite kinds of food, either savoury or baked goods? CAPRESE IS SO GOOD OMG! How do you prepare it? Yes riceeee!

My answer is so different lol, because I very much like savoury foods and I like meat a lot ! But veggies are really good too, so I'd say anything salty with meat and potatos and veggies

4. Do you bake/cook any special meals for the holidays? I'm so sorry about your neighbour, that is a truly kind gesture! Yeah, for me it's gingerbread and cranberry sorbet which takes a full day to make, ummm potatoes au gratin, and this year is beef of some kind for the central dish. I did want to make a yule log but I always get shot down because it's "too much work!" haha!

Are you listening to any good music right now or podcasts? How are you feeling about the holidays coming?

Sending you more love, and that you can expect better and quicker answers from me!

<3 <3 <3 xxx

HIII HOLIDAY PAL IVE MISSED YOU <<<<3

i love when it rains because it’s cloudy and dreary and idk it just feels right to me. maybe that sounds sad but i’m a mellow person so the whole atmosphere feels nice. i’m jealous that you had a rain storm! we’ve had an awful lot of snow lately. i love snow too but rain is my favorite.

hopefully everything calms down for you & your family! it’s so sweet that your sibling & you try to make the holidays easier for your mother. have you done all of your holiday shopping?

i hope you enjoy the fic!! :) and oh my gosh i would love a drabble!!! you are the sweetest ever. i’ll have to spend some time thinking of a gift back to you! as for my favorite tropes: i love famous/famous or famous/non famous. i also love any iteration of exes/friends/enemies to lovers! or anything canon that gives like a little peak into what life might be like or was like for h&l. but really i’m willing to read anything though so don’t feel constrained! i’ll be more than happy to read whatever you write x im so very excited :)

what did you buy nutmeg & ginger for? are you making a treat? 🍩 🍰 🧁

i think i’ve only had crappy store made buttercream frosting. i bet homemade is much better though!

i love caprese sandwiches! i toast part of a baguette the put pesto & argula & mozzarella & tomato & balsamic glaze! now i’m craving one haha

haha, we’re complete opposites with our favorite foods! i dislike anything salty & im a vegetarian. what’s your favorite type of meat though? i always loved fish (ik ik not technically a meat but im counting it. i don’t eat it anymore tho ): )

ooo, a cranberry & gingerbread sorbet. i have never had anything like that. send me some in your next ask, ok? and go for the yule log!!! it’ll be a fun experience and maybe a new tradition for you!

as for podcasts/music: i struggle with finding podcasts i like! my favorite is ancient history fangirl though. i’m a history nerd! how about you, what podcasts do you listen to? any recommendations? not gonna lie, i listen to fitf about once a day. when i’m not listing to louis i’m usually playing sam fender. he just released a new live album so i’ve loved hearing some of my favs recorded live. oh and i’ve been listening to a band called mac saturn! i just bought tickets to see them in february so i’m excited. have you been listening to holiday music?

for me it doesn’t really feel like the holidays are coming. my partner & i exchanged gifts already so all that’s left is to give a few to my younger family members. plus, i work the 24th & 25th so it’s like ehhhh. i miss being little & looking forward to christmas so much. are you excited & ready to celebrate yule? :)

sending you all of the love back x i cant wait to hear from you! and i’m so excited for your drabble. xx

also i just reread my answer before posting it and it made me laugh how all over the place it is. we have so many lines of conversation going - i love it!!

[dumbnojutsu]

i ate and hydrated !!! but i too wish i had like idk some soft cake, gosh maybe chocolate, carrot cake or or or strawberry idk what’s ur fav cake? also mood i should be writing but instead i’m on pinterest and rewatching tvd and then i’m suddenly braiding my hair

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤkeke list: ate ✓ drank ✓ cute ✓ craving more ✓

oohhh you know this one needs some thinking because i only really started eating cake in recent years, there was a moment in life when for some reason i simply. did not eat cake. i can't remember why but they were very bleak sad times those kakdlfks. there's birthday cakes from childhood that consisted of: vanilla sponge cake, filled with a coat of dulce de leche and then a coat of whipped cream with either chopped strawberries 🍓 or peach 🍑 those were god and not appreciated enough, they don't make them like that anymore 😭 then there's chocolate cake a la matilda, red velvet cake i only had it once or twice and fell in love i swear, ricotta cake, cheesecake also had it once or twice and liked just without the berry fruit on top any berry that's not strawberry is disgusting akdjfk, on my list to try: carrot cake and lemon pie <(￣︶￣)> i was curious looked up tvd on netflix (tv) and found out it's not there anymore kjj i'm not curious enough to get speaker for my computer so i can look it up there tho so:

#maybe later i'll be interested enough to try KDJF #or simply watch with subtitles #ah well #we should get all the cakes #anyways got distracted watching jackass #LSJDF #keke tag #i'm pretty sure i was gonna say more but the thoughts flew away from me #😩

[feuqueerfire]

Cherry Blossoms After Winter Live Blogging

This one’ll be the last in my string of kBL/kGLs, hope it’s a good one. Don’t know much about it except it’s adapted from a manhwa and one of them (probably MC) is bullied and the other one (love interest) stands up for them? I remember hearing about ep 3 or something having a fight against the bullies and it being hard to watch? But apparently it’s also soft.

Episode 1 (May 22)

not the squealing classmates again, dang it

guy who has only watched high school kdrama True Beauty: wow, this high school kBL kinda reminds me of True Beauty

it doesn’t actually remind me much of True Beauty, just the vibes kinda

Zooming in on Taesung’s angry fists lmao Arthur?

Interesting choice to film the taking money scene with like unsteady camera.

Speaking of, why bring all the money to school knowing they’re gonna take your money bro?

I guess it’s not necessarily that Haebom is the MC and Taesung is the love interest because we’re getting both their POVs.

Episode 2 (May 22)

idk if it was me, I would’ve much rather Taesung just give the money back but I guess the gift + sharing is cuter

Waitttt he used his own money for the cake and returned Haebom’s money okay, this is really cute now

Their interactions/conversations are kinda awkward and stiff but I think it’s supposed to be that way, so I’ll let it slide

I like the mom!

Seeing young Taesung yelling “I don’t want him as my brother!” reminded me oh yeah... they’re in kind of a brotherly situation, aren’t they? But Haebom calls Taesung’s mom ajhumma/maam and they don’t think of each other as siblings, so I will not be bothered

I really like that Haebom occasionally tries to stand up to his bullies but is then thwarted because they’re just stronger (+ he was alone in defending himself until Taesung came along). He did manage to leave this time though, despite having taken that punch to the gut, so good for him. I guess the fact that it’s not just him but also Taesung’s book that was harmed really pushed him.

Oh dang, Taesung really zoned in on that bully, huh? 

Food as love language is truly arrow to the heart, first episode was the cake and now Taesung giving Haebom the cream bun (which has memories and promises attached to it)

I want a cream bun or eclaire so badly now T.T I’ve been craving a custard bun for a few days. Nobody better bite the other end like Haebom did though um

Episode 3 (May 22/23)

Nooo I was worried about homophobia and it’s there written on the board? T.T

Wooah, the lack of reactions + bully having to erase the board was satisfying

Haebom’s “it’s okay/I’m okay” and Taesung returning “I’m not okay (with it)” is so >.< Trying to remember which other drama did this (18 Again maybe?) but it was >.< there too

Taesung reminds me so much of 18 Again Seo Ji Ho - not necessarily as a character but more like... mannerisms? and maybe the actor’s looks?

lol Taesung’s friend being like bro you’re such a guardian angel fine i’m getting butterflies too atp

Naurrr Jia tryna reassure him all “not to worry! Taesung used to have a gf and is definitely not gay! :)”

Is the other girl who’s going camping with them Taesung’s ex? 

Oh I see, not an ex. Thus the touchiness from her side

lmfao Jia is seriously making Haebom go through it, saying Taesung’s ideal type is seriously like a girl version of Haebom

Some of the r/boyslove people commented that it’s really anticlimactic how the friends seem to just know that Haebom and Taesung live together and I agree lol like what, these friends were literally questioning why Taesung’s suddenly so close to Haebom but have no reaction to being told they live together?

The second half of this also felt like it was kinda slow/dragging. 

Episode 4 (May 23)

What is this transition from them drinking and laughing to Haebom crying about missing his parents 

One party crying and/or going through something and the other person kissing them for the first time is seriously one of the most annoying tropes

Episode 5 (May 23)

Taesung’s guy friend is so funny cuz one moment he makes me squint at him at the slightly homophobic reaction to Taesung asking how he’d react if he asked him out and next moment I’m cheering him on as he asks the group how they’d react if he asked them out just to test Haebom’s answer for Taesung’s benefit. funny lad, especially his reaction when Jia’s like “Haebom, if I was you, I’d be asking out all the girls” and tries to set him up

oof i acc hate how taesung’s not taking no for an answer and is tryna force kisses on haebom. everything’s been so soft and cute so far, wtf is this

the mother was like hey, stop it! to seeing taesung kinda strangle haebom but all is well the next morning? no conversation in the middle?

the rest of the episode was pretty good but I don’t know, I’m not like >.< at cute moments

I’m looking forward to their college life, hopefully that’ll pull me in again

Episode 6 (May 23)

This show does awkward too well, I’m sitting here like wow this is too awkward I can’t watch. Whole time Haebom’s also sitting there being like “this is awkward, this is awkward”

Woahhh Haebom rescuing Taesung this time from the sunbae

Girl what are any of them even majoring in?

I like seeing them dating! Established relationships are so good to me

they won’t make the mom homophobic right? right?!

Episode 7 (May 23)

ayo the infamous jump. haebom just jumping and wrapping his legs around taesung’s waist is >.< they seem so comfortable and domestic

is the mom against it because of homophobia or she thinks it’s kinda incestuous or because taesung’s dad & grandpa will be against it?

guy who has only watched like 3 non-BL kdramas, one of them being 18 Again: oh this scene where Taesung just keeps taking shots after going through it that’s likely a very common trope sure reminds me of 18 Again

It hadn’t seemed like Taesung and his mom hadn’t gotten along thus far so I don’t get his comment

They’re actually sooo domestic

Episode 8 (May 23)

I’m glad Haebom stood his ground and was like I’m happy with Taesung when his mom was like you can’t be together

this episode was just a lot of grand expressions of feelings (with the mom, then with the friends, then with each other) and I’m way more into the simpler words, casual domesticity. I had to kinda fast forward a few times because I can’t handle these big words of love lol. They’re cute but not really for me.

This was cute, had a more coherent story than a lot of the other kBLs, it looked good, there was good characterization. I liked that we got to see 3 episodes of them dating because I like established relationships and domesticity. Not a higher rating because I probably won’t think about this show much and also the last episode (aka lasting impressions) was kinda meh for me since I’m not into so much grand expressions of feelings. 

Rating: 6/10

#ep by ep commentary

[moankasa]

Mikasa and her week of Wonder

One day Mikasa accidentally met a boy near the Forbidden Forest. She never saw him before, and she sure that he is not from the village.

Eren, his name. And he told Mikasa that he can show her magnificent things! And led her to play along took little journey with him for a week and she agreed.

Poor Mikasa, one thing that she didn’t knew that Eren is not a Human.

Trigger Warning: Manipulative-Mean!Eren, Loss of Virginity, Intoxicating, Mind Break, Impregnated, etc.

Disclaimer: Idk, i wrote this after open pinterest to download some dollete picture and found Valerie. Englsih is not my first language, I’m so sorry bcs there will be lot of mistakes!

~~~

She always been a good girl, sweet, nice, and innocent. Juvenile Mikasa at least that’s what people called her.

But who knows her purity and beauty drag her into a trouble, something craving for her chasity, want to break her mind, destroy her ethic, and makes her to be a woman.

Wednesday, in the middle of summer.

Mikasa just get back from her aunt house not far from her home, she just had to walk by the river bridge and then the market. Everybody who met her in the street greeted her with a big smile and red cheeks.

“Oh well hello my dear”

“Hi Mikasa! Where are you going?”

“Mika i baked an apple pie at home, do you want to taste it?”

She felt really grateful that everyone in the village were kind to her. But sometimes a bad thought come to her mind, if people treat her nice because she doesn’t have a parent. When she look at the little girl who crying at the corner of the street and her mom came to cheer her up it’s makes her heart hurts little bit.

But no matter what life must go on, she even doesn’t know what her parent looks like. All she know that she was raised in the church by the nuns. One night when the rain is pouring full with thunder, hear a knock from the church door. When the priest open it, he was surprised that someone put a baby inside a basket on the ground with just white cloth wrap her body and there’s a little note that this baby were name Mikasa.

At first everyone hated her, some people think she gonna be a curse to their village. But soon when she grew up and became to be a lovely girl, with enchanting beauty and nice personality everybody start to accept her and loved her.

Oh the aunt? Mrs. Kuchel is not really her aunt not blood related. Kuchel is the Priest’s sister and have a son that ten years older then her named Levi.

“Oi Mikasa!” Mikasa turn her face finding a brown hair girl with a potato in her hand waving at her. “Sasha? What’s up!” She walk over to the potato girl with a wide smile. “I just wonder if we can make a strawberry cake again in my house. Connie just harvest his strawberry field and bring me two bucket of strawberry isn’t it great?!” Her eyes bulging out of her head. The last time they made strawberry cake together were disaster honestly , it’s look messy but taste good and it was really fun. They can’t stop laughing when the cake were over baked and start to cracking.

“Really? Awsome! But i think i can’t right now or this day, not in the mood for baking. Maybe next week? Or when Levi come, we will make him the tastiest cake ever and sure not failed like the last one” not gonna lie the potato girl lil bit disappointed but she not going forced her friend and agree to do it later and they change the topic “Oh Mikasa, don’t you know three grown up man died yesterday and found it near the Forbidden Forest?” The raven haired raised her eyebrow.

It’s not the first time but this thing rarely happen, the last one is like sorta seven years ago and only take one life.

“Some people said they were looking for firewood and maybe they were too close to the woods and the Creature is mad about it” Sasha whisper to her ears “but there’s a thought that maybe that thing just want to play around, it’s so scary you know” Mikasa nodded with heart beating so fast she try to act calm.

~~~

She know she’s so dumb right now, but how can she go to the wrong way! Mikasa remember she turn to the left but how can she be in the front of this damn forest. Well it’s still one pm, the sun is shining so bright at the sky but this forest, somehow give her goosebumps.

It’s so quite and that’s what makes her shiver. The forest is not like what people think like dark gloomy vibes, no, it’s like ordinary forest like the other but like.. you know? There’s something fishy in here and Mikasa doesn’t know why. Is it because the beautiful purple flowers along the way? Huh? What the matter with the flower? Mikasa doesn’t know she just feel that it was strange. Giving her unreal feeling, surreal, like a fever dream.

That it’s! Like a fever dream, this forest is like a dream that always appears when you sleep at day light but you immediately forget about it when you woke up.

“Hey” a strange voice makes her jump and turn her body, Mikasa almost scream untill she find out where the voice come from.

A boy..

Tall wearing green cloth with brown pants. He has long brown hair framing his sharp features face, green glowing eyes like a snake, and golden tan skin. He seems to be dangerous and that suspicious grin makes Mikasa gasp when he smirk. That boy giving her “Run girl run!” Vibes but still Mikasa can’t move her foot.

Afterall he’s so handsome.

“My name Eren, nice to meet you Mikasa”

~~~

This going to be parallel plot (if I’m not wrong) the original text is present and the italic one means flashback.

“So you not from the village? Then where are you come from where do you live?” She asked curiously. “I’m from here” he replied “There’s a house in the woods, i live there”.

Doesn’t matter how many times Mikasa told Eren about this dangerous place, that boy still think this forest are a beautiful calming place.

“Shush-“ Eren caress her cheek “You must be patient my love” as he try to calm her down.

“Please Eren i need you, i-i really need you” she begging grab his wrist tightly to makes him know how desperated she really is.

Tears rolling down, and her cunt can’t stop dripping making her pantie soak with her own cum. Eren doesn’t do anything yet and she already this wet “Tell me, what’s wrong with you and how should i help you?” He asked her just to makes her confess that how needy she is. Mikasa bit her lips and close her eyes hold the embarrassment, she can’t say that. 

“There’s lot of things that you don’t know about this place, sweetheart” the way he spelled that word makes Mikasa almost fell to the ground, is it because she never been called like that before? “Don’t you know deep inside the forest there’s a waterfall, and if you turn to the left just like fifty step from there you will see a rare white deer” he explained.

Her eyes sparkling imagining what Eren said, she never see a waterfall before nor the a deer especially the white one.

“Tell me again Eren!” Mikasa lean over him “Everything that i never know about this place” the green eyed boy pull his smile turn into a smirk.

“I can do more better than that, i can take you to all amazing spot in this place. Give me a week straight taking you to all places that will please your eye” and she agreed.

Eren is a boy who keep his promise.

They do lot of fun things, walking through the river where she can see a shadow and she sure that is a siren that Levi have talk about. She also meet a tiny people who have wings, Eren called it Fairy. Day after day and they going to closer.

In the fourth day Eren told her a story;

Once upon a time there live a beautiful princess who fall in love with her gardener. The king knows and get mad, told her daughter to get rid of that pathetic feelings and match her with a prince from another kingdom. Too late their love already that deep, and the only ways to stop princess love to that commoner is to kill him.

She desperated, her love will die soon. She pray to God but he doesn’t gave the answer, yet. Then she heard the maids talking about Him, the devil the one who will grant your wish faster than God but there will be a price that you must paid. The princess gather her courage and come to Him and beg to save her lover life. The devil want to help her with one condition if they had a daughter, they will give it to him and she Agreed.

“Why Mika? You don’t need my help anymore?” Mikasa shakes her head “So why don’t you tell me about your problem?” Seeing her helpless laying on the bed with burning skin makes Eren want to tease her more.

“It-it was your fault!” The day when he kiss her, is the day when Mikasa felt this strange feeling, the urge to get fuck by him. He laugh raised one of his eyebrow “Me?” He asked.

Mikasa doesn’t know what happen to her, that time when Eren kiss her, when their lips met, the tounge touch each other, and she can taste his saliva. All part of her body start to burning, especially her inner tight. She clueless she never felt this things before and she know this is wrong, this is not right. But how and why? Does people get turn on just by the kiss? The fact that she bold enough to touch herself when she got home is beyond her limit. Imagining that her finger was Eren long finger that thrust into her womb and fill her.

“OH GOD EREN! Just please fuck me already!” Finally she let it out, she doesn’t care about the sin, the fact that she horny head over heels to a boy that she barely met, she turn her face to the side feel embarrassed and doesn’t want Eren to see her miserable face.

Here she is, coming to Eren’s house with soaking pants and red face. She want to meet him, again.

But Eren want to see it, he grab her chin and face her to him and humming “You want me to fuck you?” She nodded with close eyes.

Doesn’t see Eren horrifying grin.

Mikasa is laying on the bed while Eren on top. He caress her tight and slowly touch her clit that cover with her white underwear that already soak “Do you really mean that? But what about the Holy Mikasa that everybody know?” He pinch her clit makes her gasp “Knowing the fact that their sweet innocent Mikasa is secretly a whore to the boy she just met for a few days?” Eren like to tease and mock her just want to see how she react.

“Still want me to fuck you Mika?”

“YES! Please Eren- Ah!” she whinned when he start inserting his finger to her cunt. It’s hurt but its also felt good. “My pretty Mika” his eyes start glowing give her deadly glare that’s makes Mikasa more wet and wet “Even when you know that I’m a devil?” His green shirt slowly disappear showing his well build body with lot of marks and some strange symbols that Mikasa never seen before.

She nodded without thinking futher “Then, ask me nicely and i will give what you want” he rub her lower lips with something bulging from his black pants that makes her moan, yeah maybe Mikasa was crazy, but she can’t hold it anymore.

“Eren ah! Please i need y-you to fuck hng! Me- right now. I ne-need you”

Shit, he also so damn hard right now. He smile and kiss her forehead “Good girl, now let me treat you something that you will never able to forget” Mikasa is wet enought, after he insert two of his finger stretching her, Eren start to get rid of his pants and rub his hard cock to her crotch. Her face turn red when she see Eren’s hard big cock hanging with some veins on it, now she’s doubt that Eren’s dick would not fit her, it will just tear her apart.

“I thought i lost you Mika. But how grateful i am meet that three man were talking a beautiful kind girl name Mikasa and I immediately know it was you. Black hair and eyes just like your mother, but you have short hair i see and that’s fit you so well” Eren start pushing the tip makes her whinned “No Mika, you’re not going to wrong way, but faith who led you come to this forest, come to Me” with one thrust all inch of his dick already push inside her.

“Eren!” She widen her eyes, toes curled up, tears start dropping again from her swollen eyes, Mikasa can’t describe what she felt. Blood dripping from her cunt, her virginity were stole by the devil that her mom made a promise from. Eren start moving his dick in and out roughly because her pussy feels like swallow his cock tighly. He groan he never felt this good before “Can you see Mikasa? Our body is heaveny match. Damn! I can fuck you all day long!” He put one of her leg to his shoulder and he lean to her so his dick can get deeper and touch her cervix.

Mikasa lost her mind, it’s fucking hurt but also fucking good. All she can do is moan and calling his name with her sexy voice. She can feel how Eren’s tip hitting her g-spot over and over makes her cum again and again. She also can see something bulging from her stomach, proof that how big he is. Mikasa cry feeling the satisfaction that she never felt before, so this is sex? Or it’s just because she doing it with Eren?

While thrusting her tight womb, Eren press her lower belly that he can feel his own cock pumping her while Mikasa moan out loud and came. The fact Mikasa already cum over and over while Eren haven’t come yet makes Mikasa a little bit scared how long they will be doing this thing.

He kiss her tasting her plump lips “Dont worry my love, i will never stop untill I’m tired, I’ll make you even can’t sit properly and i will make sure to fill your belly with my seed, and make you my bride”.

Lil sequel from this fic

#eremika #mikasa ackerman #eren jeager smut #eremika fic #eremika smut #eren x mikasa #aot fanfiction #aot smut

[xoxo-teddybear]

Adorable - Bakugou Katsuki

Bakugou x f!reader

Warnings: Fluff, Crack, Cursing, slice of life, Bakugou kinda ooc but still lovable

Summary: Honestly it’s just some scenarios of Bakugou and Y/N being an adorable couple. It’s also just some moments in their lives as a couple

“Annnddd....done!” You squealed as you got your setup ready. You were currently setting up a cupcake tower on a table after you spent days baking. UA needed some funds so they set up a little event to raise money. Students could either participate in raising money or giving money and Y/N chose to do a little cupcake sale to help out. What a sweetheart.

“It looks amazing Y/N,” Mina said as she tried to grab a cupcake. You smacked her hand away before she snatched one. “Ow!”

“Those aren’t free Mina, they’re important too.” You explained as you picked up a stack of flyers to pass out.

“I know they’re important! They’re gonna save my life! I didn’t get to eat breakfast and I’m starvingggg.” You laughed at your best friend before you took a few steps away from your table to pass out the papers.

“Well unless you pay for it, you can’t have it. Besides, I put a lot of work into them. I spent a week in the kitchen and I just spent 4 hours setting up the table. Cant let them go to waste and just give ‘em for free.” you said as you gave away the flyers.

What you didn’t realize was that behind you at your table, Bakugou and Kirishima had stumbled upon your cupcake table and silently went in to grab one. Unfortunately, they weren’t the most graceful and tipped over your entire setup. They looked at each other in shock and quickly scrambled to fix their mistake as you were distracted. The boys picked up the table and quickly went to gather the cakes.

“I put a lot of time into them. There’s sugar free, dairy free-“

“Do you have any that are just free free? I’m really hungry.” Mina whined and you gave in.

“Fine, I’ll let you have a cupcake if you help me with the sale. You can make sure the table stays neat and tidy!” you bargained to which Mina agreed. However, as you said that, Bakugou had tipped the table again after he bumped into it while picking up cupcakes and Kirishima gave him a look that screamed ‘duuudeee seriously?!’ As he was on his knees picking up the sweets.

“Hey, maybe we can get Bakugou and Kirishima to help us too!” Mina offered.

“Ehh, I don’t know. They’d probably just want to eat everything,” you warned as you hung up one flyer.

“I doubt they’d put food in their mouths if it meant helping the school.” She tried to defend them but behind your backs, the boys panicked when they didn’t know what to do and just stuffed the cakes in their mouths. They left evidence all over their hands and face.

“Well, let’s get this bake sale started!” You said and when you both turned around to face your table, you saw it on the ground along with a few cupcakes. The rest of them were in the hands and mouths of Kirishima and Bakugou as you both watched them continue to chow down on the desserts. Once they noticed you guys staring they froze, dropped the cupcakes, pointed towards each other, and spoke with full mouths at the same time.

“.....he did it.” They both said with frosting and cake all in their hands, mouths, and faces.

—

Here’s the situation. Y/N has been directed to keep a low profile due to her being targeted by a few villains. She wasn’t down for that especially since her and Bakugou were a duo. She knew Bakugou could handle himself but it made her feel better knowing they were both looking out for each other on the field. And so, to keep fighting by his side, she went under an Alias hero name, Blaze, and gave herself a new look for the time being. She wore a very subtle and natural wig, different makeup, and wore a bandana mask that covered half her face.

Bakugou of course knew who she was, along with the rest of the former students in 1-A, but they went along with it so that Y/N can continue to fight. Unfortunately, “Blaze,” grew popular as people began to notice Bakugou’s “new” hero partner and eventually, the duo got an interview that wanted an inside scoop on all things Blaze. So here we are at that interview.

“You know Dynamight, I think I like this new partner better than H/N,” the interviewer said. Bakugou and the rest of 1-A grew a shocked and fearful look on their faces once those words left the poor man’s mouth.

“Excuse me?” Y/N aka Blaze said.

“Well, Blaze, I think you just have this special something that H/N never had. And, I think you’re more talented than her.” Ironic since the man is speaking to the same girl just with a different name. Once he said that though, the former students all grew shocked faces that were the embodiment of “😧😯” as they awaited for Y/N’s reply.

“Heh...what?” Y/N laughed trying to play it off and not be detected, “H/N is brilliant. You have no idea what you are talking about,” Y/N said with a slight smile but 100% attitude. Bakugou looked at his girlfriend with hesistant eyes as he was worried she would kill the man.

“I think I do,” the man started, “see, you just bring this fresh new look for Dynamight that H/N never brought.”

Bakugou was pissed this man was talking about his Y/N like that but he was in the eye of the public and had to keep a cool cover and so he quickly jumped to try and save this interviewer from Y/N’s wrath.

“H/N was also fresh! Heh..some might even say that H/N and Blaze have the same amount of ..fre-freshness.” Bakugou tried to counter but the man kept going.

“Well in my opinion, Y/N L/N wasnt an impactful or important part of your success at all. She was overrated.” And Bakugou’s face grew worried and shocked as his head snapped towards Y/N to gaze her reaction.

“Huh! What do you know?! You don’t fight villains or save lives!” Y/N aka Blaze said as she stood from her seat and walked towards the man. “You just sit there with your over-gelled, swoopy hair as you read and ask stupid questions off of stupid cards!” She said and took the cards out of his hands and threw them at the man.

Bakugou was quick to stand and try to take the attention away from the scene. “Hey uh..my-my team will be coming out with new Dynamight merch so stay tuned for that!..heh...”

“And another thing,” Y/N said as her intense stare never left the interviewer’s. “H/N has worked too hard to be treated with such disrespect! Am I right everyone?!” She asked the crowd in the audience as they all cheered in agreement.

“See this is what I’m talking about!” The man said as he stood up with you and Katsuki. “This is that exact fire that Y/N lacks!”

“Oh I’ll show you fire!” You said as you went to jump the man but before you got a chance Bakugou was quick to grab you and throw you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. He turned to the man and apologized and created a casual conversation as you hung from his shoulders, fist-pumping with the crowd as they cheered on your alias name.

“Goodnight everyone!” Bakugou screamed as he ran off with you and out of the building. He took you home and you both had to take a breather from the insane night.

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“Baby?” Bakugou screamed into your dorm room as he couldn’t find you. He just got back from a training session in the forest with Aizawa and had been looking for you all day. He just wants to see his teddy bear.

“Baby?” Checked the common rooms..nothing.

“Babyyy?” Checked the kitchens...nope.

“Y/N?” Checked the school..not here either.

“Teddy Bear?” Checked the gym..you already know. Bakugou got tired and went to the rooftop.

“TEDDY BEAARRRRRRRR!!!!” He screamed to the world. He still got nothing but then he heard feet running up the stairs and the door bust open. He turned in hopes of it being his loving girlfriend but instead he saw his 4 friends.

“BAKUGOU! SHUT UP!” They all screamed at him.

“Oh shut up idiots! I’m trying to find my girlfriend here!” Bakugou said and as he was getting ready to yell again, the Bakusquad shut him up and dragged him to his dorm room.

“Did you check there?!” Mina asked and she and the rest of the squad walked away. Bakugou walked in and saw you peacefully sleeping in his bed and out of nowhere his annoyed thoughts all left him as he smiled at your slumbering state. He took off his bags and shoes as he jumped into bed with you and smothered your face in quick kisses.

You finally woke up to the ticklish feeling of your loving boyfriend and giggled as he assaulted you with his love. “Hey baby, what’s up?”

“I’ve been looking for you Princess,” Bakugou said as his lips were on your cheek. His face was smooshed into yours as he inhaled your sweet scent. He loved it here.

“You need something, love?” You asked as you turned to face him. You watched as Bakugou just nodded his head and poked his lips out. Yes. Bakugou Katsuki did all that searching and yelling for a single peck on the lips from you. It was all he craved for and he was gonna get it. You smiled as you rolled your eyes and gave in. The sweet peck was enough to make Bakugou combust as he sighed in satisfaction and flopped onto his bed, bringing you down with you him.

“Thank you!” He said with shut eyes and a contempt smile.

“Sure babe, anytime,” you said as you cuddled into him and drifted back off to sleep. Katsuki following you, dreaming about giving you even more kisses.

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Y/N had been meditating. Due to her quirk, it was good that she’d get some R&R during these peaceful and quiet states. Until her boyfriend walked in. Bakugou Katsuki, who is very much the opposite of peaceful and quiet.

“Baby?” He asked. “Is there anything I can do to help?” He said with a pretty chirpy attitude and a small smile.

“Go away,” you smiled sweetly at him for a second before turning back around.

“THAT’S JUST MEAN!”

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A/N: idk I thought this was cute :/

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Happy Birthday Remus part 2

Part one Happy Birthday Remus!

Warning : Smut, this is just smut. Minors DNI, Switch!Sirius x Dom!Remus x Sub!Reader

Edging, slight over stimulation kinda idk, oral, food mention and I think that’s all of it

Wolfstar x Fem!reader

Summary : Sirius is mad about the little stunt Remus had you pull the day prior, so he breaks Remus’s rules and plays with you how he sees fit. 

Word count :1826

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You awoke to the sun gently sweeping across your face as you separate yourself from Sirius’s chest. The only thing that could be brighter than that hazy yellow pouring in is the smile you gave while looking at Remus spooning Sirius. His arms wrapped around him tight, like the only security blanket left in the world. Not wanting to interrupt the sweet sight you got up to go get ready by yourself. 

Your legs were quite tender from the night before, not that you were complaining. You made your way to the bathroom to start your routine, but when you stepped over the edge of the tub to take a shower your sore legs betrayed you. With a not too painful, but still solid plop you hit the floor landing on your bum. 

“Ow.”

“Y/N?” A voice resounded in concern.

The sound of rushed pattering made its way to the bathroom. 

“Y/N! Love are you alright?” This time you could tell it was Sirius who asked.

Giggling the whole time you responded, “I’m okay I promise! My legs are just sore from last night.” 

Sirius gave a huff as a reply and simply walked past to fill the tub as an alternative for your certain destruction, while Remus scratched the back of his head and mumbled his apologies before retreating briefly.

Sirius pulled you from the floor and set himself in the tub with you nestled in front of him. You tilted your head back against his shoulder in absolute bliss as he rubbed his hands up and down your thigh.

“Y/N love?”

“Yes darling?”

“I just wanted to say I’m sorry. I know you enjoy being submissive, but last night taught me not to take advantage of that. Please remember to let me know if I’m pushing your limits.”

“Baby, we have a safe word for a reason! I love you so so much and appreciate you checking in. I promise to let you know if you ever make me uncomfortable. There’s no hard feelings and to be quite honest I definitely prefer when you boys dominate me.”

You shivered as one of his hands wrapped around your waist while the other enclosed around your throat pulling your ear to his hypnotic lips. 

“Well that’s good to hear, cause I’d be remiss if I didn’t get to leave you absolutely decimated tonight after your little show yesterday.”

The twang of pleasure that shot straight to your core only increased when the hand that rested on your waist found its way to your clit. 

“Yeah, yesterday you talked a big game, but it looks like you’re already dripping for me puppy.”

You whined softly, but were quickly muted when Sirius’s hand engulfed the lower half of your face. He knew Remus’s rules quite well and touching what belonged to him without permission would certainly get him in trouble. However, the prospect of teasing you all day, toying with Remus’s precious puppy under his nose was thrilling. In short he loved making you squirm. So he wasn’t about to let you ruin his fun so soon.

“None of that now, Moony would hear and ruin our fun for touching you without permission. If you want to cum at all today you’ll be a good puppy and keep your mouth shut and obey. Are we understood?”

You nodded weakly already so close to your release. 

“Aw baby your legs are shaking bet you’re close huh, does my pretty girl wanna cum?”

You let out a muffled yes against his hand and he just chuckled. “Too bad I can hear Remmy coming up the stairs, maybe another time. Remember to be a good puppy.”

Before you even got the chance to pout Sirius released his grip and went back to rubbing your thighs while Remus entered holding a tray with three cups of tea and three plates of leftover chocolate cake. 

“Sorry love, I just thought it would be nice if we had breakfast in the bath.”

“Good thinking Rem, less moving around for her that way. What do you say sweetheart?”

You did your best to hide your guilt and smiled sweetly at the man you adored. 

“Thank you Remmy.”

He just smiled back at you and disrobed so he could join you all in the bath. Sirius didn’t dare make a move while Remus was there and he was much better at hiding the previous occurrence. You couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable since last night wasn’t exactly gentle and Sirius made sure you were extra sensitive to any touch. You were puddy in his hands, perfectly malleable and so in your tired bleary mind state you only craved to do what was asked of you. Despite it being a conflict of interest between obeying Remus, and obeying Sirius. 

(Remus is clearly the big boss around here, anyway) 

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Luckily it was a Sunday so you had nowhere else to be, but it was also just as unfortunate considering Sirius would be able to keep you in his clutches. Every time Remus left the room he had his hands on you. Sirius made sure you were adorned in his biggest t-shirt (your usual lounge wear) so he could have easy access without arousing suspicion. His hands always found the most delicate places while his mouth wreaked havoc on your even more so delicate mind. 

“Be quiet sweetheart, don’t want Remus to find out you’re not his good girl, his obedient little puppy.”

“Bet you’re just desperate to cum, I can’t even keep count of how many times I’ve edged you today.”

“Beg and maybe I’ll be generous, come on pup beg for it”

Of course it didn’t matter how many times you would cry out, only for it to be muffled by his hand. He was not planning on giving you what you so desperately needed anytime soon. Sirius loved the sounds he’d pull from you. He was just such a glutton for your punishment. The prospect of breaking Remus’s rules thrilled him, that he was touching what didn’t belong to him. He knew he was risking punishment, but the feeling of you clenching desperately around his fingers only spurred him on.

Meanwhile Remus was confused by your jumpiness and reaction to touch. You had never been like this the day after. Usually all you wanted was to be held and take it easy, but you basically rejected his touch and he was so afraid that he pushed your boundaries too far last night. Poor Remus wasn’t aware of that tight coil in your stomach that Sirius had created, that made any lingering touch almost put you in overload.

You were all settled on the couch and little to his knowledge under the blanket you had covering your lap Sirius was slipping his cock between your wet folds. Course you knew your only job was to sit still and keep him warm, but that didn’t make it any more uncomfortable. You had been denied orgasm time and time again with just his fingers and now his dick was buried deep inside you and you weren’t allowed to move. It was infuriating. 

“Y/N, love? Can you come and cuddle me now please? I’m getting cold over here.”

Sirius’s grip tightened on your waist as a low warning, so you were forced to hang your head and shake your head no.

“Sweetheart did I do something to hurt you last night. Please I feel like you’ve been off all day. If I caused you pain in any way I’ll never forgive myself. What can I do to make it up to you.”

In a rush you got up and straddled Remus’s thigh. You just couldn’t take it anymore and started clutching his shirt and nuzzling your tear filled face side to side against his chest.

“Puppy what’s wrong, what did I do?”

You only shook your head and started rutting against his thigh. Your body acting of its own volition answering for you. 

“Darling hey hey hey slow down what’s going on.” He glanced down and his eyebrows raised at the sight. You were absolutely soaking and he had the new wet patch on his pants to prove it. 

“Daddy I need to cum so bad it hurts.”

He then made eye contact with a very guilty looking Sirius, then decided your needs were much more important than whatever Sirius had to say, he’d deal with him later. 

“What’s wrong precious, what happened pretty girl”

“Siri-” you choked out a sob, “Siri told me he wouldn’t let me cum and he said I wasn’t your good girl and- and daddy it hurts in my belly I need to cum so bad.”

“Oh Y/N you’re always my good girl, my precious pup. Do you want Daddy to make you feel all better? Siri is just a meanie come on let’s go to the bedroom.”

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Remus had you sprawled out on the bed, making sure your head was supported by Sirius’s lap. His head was between your legs, eating you out like a starved man. Your incessant mewls and whines broke his concentration.

“Come on what do you want love Daddy can fix it for you. Do you want Daddy’s cock?”

You managed a pitiful nod and soon enough your wish was granted. 

Remus kept a steady pace as your fingernails clawed into Sirius’s legs. He could tell by your trembling you were so close.

“Fuck Y/N” Sirius groaned, “I’m sorry baby I didn’t mean to make you wait so long, but you look so pretty fucked out like that. You’re such a good girl waiting so patiently”

“That’s right puppy, you’re such a good girl taking my cock so well, come on love cum for me.”

As the sweet relief of your climax finally being within reach you sobbed in ecstasy. Your orgasm left you breathless as  the immense pleasure could rival a tidal wave crashing over you. Remus would normally chase his own high, but you had been overstimulated enough so instead he pulled out and stroked his length while eyeing Sirius angrily. Sirius gulped.

Even in your exhausted state you still could use the manners they trained you to have. 

“Thank you, daddy.”

“Of course good girls always get to come. Not selfish gits who break my rules though. Tell me pup, how many times did Siri edge you today?”

“I- I lost count, Remmy.”

A wicked grin covered his face, but his fiery gaze remained unyielding.

“That’ll be a good start then, okay pretty girl can you grab the bonds for me? It seems our naughty boy didn’t learn his lesson yesterday.”

How lucky were you, to be taken care of in so many different ways by the two men you adored above all else.

“Yes Daddy”

Before you did what you were told you couldn’t help but relish in the fear and anticipation on Sirius’s face. Wondering, and craving for what would happen next…

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