#or sisters idk yet lol

[galaxyseclipse]

what? I'm a day late?

nah, y'all were just a day early

happy Mar13 y'all!

okay being real I definitely could have had this done yesterday, but I wanted to do this

with custom face emissive textures for the freckles, but for some reason texture paint mode refused to work last night

I got it to work today, dunno what I was doing wrong before

#might make some for the charger too idk yet #probably fiddle around with the hair as well #make actual ones instead of just recycling the team color texture lol #my art #3d art #3d render #blender 3d #splatoon #splatoon 3 #marie splatoon #splatoon marie #squid sisters #splatfest

[cold-neon-ocean]

Okay so I'm in a real right spot at the moment so I'm gonna open up for a few regular commission slots! Anything is on the table just no full backgrounds! I don’t normally advertise commissions over here but I’ve been unable to properly work for a while due to looking after my family’s animals :’)

I truly don’t know how tumblr deals with posts with links but I’m shooting my shot where I can so here’s the form and my carrd that has all my prices and info if you’re interested! Reblogs are very much appreciated!

#Art Commissions #[ idk what to tag this sorry lol #my sisters' cats who moved in like a month ago brough ringworm with them #and that has just been.. an ordeal #i just life here yet I've been dealing with all these animals that arent mine since last year #and the cats just made things 10xs more difficult #so I've just slowly been bleeding money because I haven't been able to properly work for so long ahhh #figured I'd might as well give a try advertising over here as well :'D ] #Neon Ocean Art

[itspileofgoodthings]

If Jane Austen could write about my family from the outside and I could read it then maybe I would be healed.

#moving out has helped! but is there is not a new social life/core for me yet #maybe ever? idk #but within the actual family unit there is ….. so much going on #so much suffering. so much change. unbelievable levels of stress and anxiety and depression #like I really cannot emphasize enOUGH how much #and my parents are essentially full time caregivers #and I both want to help and be a stabilizing factor and I also want to be honest about how much of a toll it takes on me #because i think it’s A Lot #but also I don’t like modern rhetoric on any of these difficult topics and I reject it even though I use a lot of the language #hence why I need Jane Austen to do it for me #to bring this full circle #anyways if you could say a prayer for us. for my parents especially but also my sister #well all the sisters and my brothers! #anyway reflecting angsting etc. #tbh I would love to know the medium of the average family’s unhappiness and stress #Because I think ours is off the charts #But idk. Would love to know more tbh #I would love to know if a lot of it just the human condition! But sometimes I’m just like this is not normal lol #thanks for listening

[heybaetae]

hi

#hi #i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full #so i think i might have to unpause it soon #maybe tomorrow idk yet #just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭 #it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!! #i apologize if you���re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless #please keep using my tracked tag for your creations #i will be back for real eventually #my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time #it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage #i’m still not getting a ton of sleep #my brain is just Bad things all day #it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃 #i hope you are all well i miss you #i will respond to messages at some point too #there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol #it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally #hopefully i get there #bye again for now 💕

[tj-crochets]

The strawberry hearts quilt is complete! It’s about 36” square, and it’s my first quilt where I designed the pattern myself (well, not counting plain squares lol)

I think it turned out adorable!

#sewing #handmade #quilt #quilting #strawberry hearts quilt #so named because the center heart block is all strawberry printed fabric #this quilt is tentatively for my cousin’s baby #but idk for sure yet? they might have a nursery theme #my other cousin (this cousin’s sister) was absolutely adamant nothing pink for her daughter #so…we’ll see lol

[fandomfluffandfuck]

I've made the executive decision that nail polish must happen

#black nail polish #I've never painted my nails before #my sister did it for me once when we were kids #then my dad got mad at us #so #i haven't done it since then #I've just though about it before #now is the time apparently #between finals 💀💀💀 #I'll post pictures #maybe #idk yet #lol #personal #thoughts

[gattskin]

another self indulgent toontown oc? you betcha

#toontown #toontown corporate clash #TTCC #toonblr #cogblr #toon x cog #toontown oc #yes shes ridges sister idk a name yet kinda wanna call her fair brown in honor of an old oc of mine lol #gattskin art #gattskin ocs

[louismygf]

just recently watched this is us with my college friends

#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭 #the louis clips were so not enough #ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add) #one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭 #the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭 #my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol #anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior #i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth #my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it #UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only? #but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼 #anyw back to my review. #simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off #im from the future i Know things #<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart #i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭 #it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol #they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭 #they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd #i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think) #OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious #didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔 #maybe... i am too much of a hater #i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔 #the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭 #<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/

[hella1975]

the complicated sibling relationshipcore of it all. like there is something so specifically fierce about the way siblings love and hate each other. it's so intense and personal and cruel and fond. there's an element of solidarity there that isn't inherent to other familial relationships because this person isnt supposed to be a guardian or even a role model, they are your equal, your comrade. they are messy and imperfect and you know exactly how ugly they look when they cry and you didn't choose them. they are you and you are them, every awful fragment, the best and worst of you condensed into another living breathing snarling human being, and they are everything you aren't too. you hate the parts of yourself you see in them and you hate the parts of yourself you can never see in them. i dont think we were ever designed to love our siblings completely. i dont think it's possible to hate them completely either. you are looking at a mirror and shattering it. you are cutting your hands trying to piece it back together. they will come downstairs while you're washing the blood down the sink and ask you if you want to rewatch merlin for the eighth time, and you'll turn off the tap and reach for the remote

#this is specifically for younger siblings and siblings with small age gaps #double homicide fr #i just think i could go decades not seeing my sister and i could show up at her doorstep of the home and family she has built for herself #and i would still wholeheartedly believe that i had more right to her #does that make sense? #idk. im thinking #like i will never be able to unstitch myself from her nor will she ever be able to unstitch herself from me #and i think that's why we can both be so mean. because we didnt choose each other and we wouldnt have chosen each other if we could #but we're here now. stuck. and all we can do is keep making it work #i love her a lot i really do #im at once so proud of everything she achieves and filled with the need to tear it all down #her successes are my successes are my failures all in one #a few years ago i was talking to my mum about my sister and i said 'i love her. i wouldnt have chosen her' and it rlly stuck with me #literally just said it and now it haunts me like babygirl maybe dont just say shit next time lmfao #she makes me mean and no one has hated me more before than she has at times in our lives #our relationship is one tormented by the past and so so much negativity #and we genuinely make each other worse lol #but every single time one of us asks to watch merlin no matter how catastrophic the argument #we always say yes #like to ref fleabag it's rivalry and bitterness and yet also 'the only person id run through an airport for is you' #and natalie diaz's 'this is my brother and i need a shovel to love him' #and do not get me STARTED on 'am i my brother's keeper?' #girl help ive been looking a lot into genesis (cain and abel) and exodus (moses and rameses) lately for a wip & it's making me insane #writing ig #this is free to reblog nothing's acc happened im literally just thinking lol

[zukos-tiny-burnt-ear]

Drew this up as a tattoo idea for me. Been thinking about this one for a while and just finally got around to drawing it lol, probably because I've been thinking more about legend of zelda lately

#my art #legend of zelda #of course this is without shading and i would plan to get it shaded but im not worrying about it now #ill let my tattoo artist worry about it once I have the money to get it lol #but no i finally started playing botw so ive just been rotating that little twink in my head #and then i remembered that i hadnt gotten around to making this yet #ryn rambles #kinda #was thinking about putting it on one o my upper arms but then my sister suggested my upper back #and now i feel like its just gotta go there thats like #perfect #idk #we'll see whenever i save up the money for it

[caramelmochacrow]

CLING CLING CLING D4DJ TUMBLR WAKE UP THERE'S ANOTHER NEW UNIT??? HELLO???

#crow talks #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #they look really interesting.... #idk anything abt them yet but they remind me a bit of afterglow #their music sounds cool from what i heard in the pv tho #i can't read their names very well but i know one of them is named neo #HELP MY SISTER THOUGHT THEIR NAME WAS ASS WIPE BC OF THE FONT #we're getting spoiled at the 2nd anniversary lol #i need to catch up so bad...

[silenthillbunni]

🎂🧸🚬

#now my least favorite day has started .... >.< #i normally dislike my birthdays but this one... this one is rough. more than any before #and ofc i got to start this shitty day with a headache :D so idk how well i'll sleep #i just hate hate my birthday so much. there's nothing abt me being born that is worthy to celebrate #and ngl.. it hurts that im not important to anyone. no one to congratulate me.. my sisters wont. no family or relatives.. no friends #like i dont even exist. my mom hasnt even said anything yet #tho i lowkey hope she'll forget abt it bc i dont wanna think abt it. i hate this day. why was i born lol #and i am extra dramatic abt this i think bc i have never been allowed to think that my birthday matters or that this is a special day #everyone have always shown me how little i matter and how much they do not care abt me. or my birthday lmao #like im selfish and demanding if i even wish for just one congrats. im not allowed to want to feel special or cared for #so thats why im extra emo abt it lol. T-T #i just cant help but feel soooo fkn bad rn but i have no one to talk to or distract myself abt it #my mom wanted to watch tv and have it be quiet. it is night now i get it. but i feel so so alone #nd worthless and useless and uloved. i dont matter i dont matter i know! but i wish i did. i rlly wish that i mattered... #anyway... gnna try not to kms today. life goes on. even if it all fkn sucks and i never get to feel happy fkn ever

[todayisafridaynight]

what's also great about the ichi watch is that the gold and red goes well with the arakawa-inspo outfit i have..

#snap chats #aka the outfit im wearing right now BYE #its so funny that i have really accidentally stolen his clothes. like idk what to tell you #owning a grey suit and a three-piece black suit's commonplace i really did just need the shirt LMAO #did eventually find a scarf buried in my closet so i even have that on lock down 😩 perfect for fall ig LOL #POINT IS i do have that gold bracelet plus the gold-buckled belt but also the red shoes.. that i and everyone around me love.. #its perfect goku idk what else you want from me.. was meant to be even #what I want tho is food but i dont have time to make rice and im going out to eat in the city after class anyway #anyway love how i know im gonna preorder it but i havent yet because I Dont Know i like waiting until the last second i guess #ive reasoned with myself only to get the watch since as cute as the bag and wallet are #the wallet i have now is perfectly fine- plus my sister gave it to me. and i dont need a bag enough to warrant getting it #love how i never even considered the jacket LMAO LIKE ITS A CUTE JACKET just.. not $200 cute.. #that's what my puffer is tho.. dont tell anyone-- #ANYWAY YEAH <3 once i get the ichi watch i can stop wearing this bitch ass cringe ass watch my mom gave me #i just hope changing the battery in the watch wont be a pain down the line cause i dont think its solar powered WHOOP.. #it'll be worth it to me.... ok bye im gonna stare at the wall until i have to leave for class #i have all my commission stuff done for now and i wanna rest from drawing for the rest of the day. maybe. #might stream tonight but i also might be drunk LMAO we'll see #if i stream uhhhhhh dude i dont even know.... funny y3 stream ???? drawing stream ???? #we'll see what happens anyway BYE

[laurent-ofvere]

Maya spill the hot hot tea of what you think of Shadow & Bone series (I’ll say it cz I’m evil, it sucks—-except the cast, the crows in particular really look the part)

I mean listen ive only seen 5 eps of the second season, I haven't read the shadow and bone books to compare and im watching this season with maca who's the worlds biggest hater and we cant get through 2 minutes without her finding things to bitch about and it CLOUDS MY OPINIONS bc I try and think of a scene and all I can hear is her YAPPING

that being said okay mmm I really truly dont give a fuck about the shadow and bone plot, like I just dont care and borderline skim lmao the special effects when she does her light stuff make me violent + does ANYONE like her and mal?? anyone??

I hear nikolai is meant to be hot and charming and all that? physically he bores me lol he's just giving baby face frat boy and im not about it but like, I get it, I guess he does the job (I say as someone who's unfamiliar with his written character and dont know what the job is)

ben barns is hot hes HOT he's so hot and I would rather watch him sit in his dark vibey room and be mute and pissed off for 45 minutes than watch another scene of alina whine about thinks I dont care about and thats really the situation. also, I love genya and david is a punk ass bitch and I wish they went more into her trauma and fucked up past lmao

I so agree on the cast! I really think the crows are FANTASTIC, a way better portrayal than I would have expected. I just, like, we're all on the same page regarding the crows being the more enjoyable part of this show? yes?

im really enjoying how this season seems to be more about their actual book events (unless im remembering wrong? I feel like s1 was mainly made up stuff and backgrounds to tie them into the show and s2 is more book 1 stuff?) and for a story where so much of the oomf is in between the lines and in the "you need to read 600 pages of so many small things that alone mean nothing but together have such an impact" of it, I do think theyre doing a solid enough job. I do think that a lot of it can be quite cringey, but personally I feel like this kinda story and some of these finer dynamics are inherently cringey when on screen and more palatable when its on paper so thats not really a critique on them, more so just is what it is. I also appreciate and am endlessly surprised by how much screen time the crows get given its not technically theyre show. but thats probably bc its just the better story :)

#asks #shadow and bone #quick on the characters bc this post is long and doesnt need to me #kaz is great idc I was the most skeptical of him and yet im the most impressed #hes an awesome kaz maca if youre reading this you can suck my cock #Inej...... why cant I put my finger on you sister #I have nothing negative to say but im just not as !!! by her as in the books #im not by kaz either but idk #I think her kind of character is just the type of impossibly cool that when tried to be portrayed just feels too impossible lol #Jesper isnt as hot to me as in the books but thats on me lmao I cant make up someones looks then kick up a fuss when they dont look like it #characterization wise tho I think he's an excellent Jesper #wylan is adorable and pathetic so thats good news #Nina is WONDERFUL she's a delight #I love matthias!!! fuckin love him man #I wish they showed him/him and Nina/hellgate more #I really do love the relationships in this story #okay I think thats all

[onepiexe]

arrived at plant place b4 they open lol

#logbook #its raining i thought it'd take longer. .thats ok tho #so im just making lists of what i'm bringing over to abc's to leave. . #ive got a desk i'll never fit at rents now. mugs and tea. potentially my stereo set and vinyls?? #also plants. .for sure it will be a plant and music vibe space. #need a nice chair for it #and maybe one of my rugs even tho its carpet lol #i may bring my plant shelf over. or i'll find one somewhere else #havent decided yet. .i have shelves at home so. #home with rents* #there sure are several ppl walking IN with plants b4 it opens lol #yeah idk. ive just been having a good weekend. #yesterday 🦜 and i went and visited 🌼 at work and got him a pot and syngonium for his sister #ikkkkk we started drama bc he and i walked arm in arm and leaned on each other and passed a drink back and forth #meanwhile 🌼 is going hey this is 🦜 my husband lmao. #someone was like??? ian youre working? and i was like nah i drove 🦜 here for a gift and it blew at least 3 ppls minds lol #we're all enjoying causing the drama pool to spiral lol

[societyofsaintignacio]

🎂🍪🍟?

Apologies for the delayed response.

🎂: Has your OC have any contradictory interests or traits to the first preception people have of them? How do they surprise people?

Elijah is stern in appearance and disposition and the scarred side of his face draws a lot of negative attention. In reality he’s quite warm and protective towards his friends and family but his shyness around new people tends to conceal this fact.

His conservative views and stoic masculinity has strangers feeling surprised when they learn that Celestinos trained to be a ballet dancer before he went to seminary. He still maintains an interest and passion for dancing, despite not really having time for it or any formal training anymore.

Hendrik-Jan has a sweet and gentle nature and comes across as being rather naive, but he can be quite insensitive and unempathetic, which is something that manages to shock even friends and family at times.

🍪: What is something that is sentimental to your OC?

Elijah has tartan from Scotland that was hand made by the women in his family. He keeps it his closet and seldom wears it but it's one of his few treasured possessions.

Celestinos has an old pair of ballet shoes that his grandmother had bought him when he was a child. They're worn and have seen better days but he fondly remembers his grandma's support of his love for dancing.

Hendrik-Jan keeps a diary and keeps record of as much of his day to day activities and the people he cares about as he can. He collects photos and other small momentos that he keeps in one of the drawers in his dresser.

🍟: What does your OC admit to be their guilty pleasure? What actually is their guilty pleasure?

Elijah is too honest to lie and feels he’s too old to be embarrassed over trivial things that he enjoys. He was raised in a predominantly female household so he enjoys having a habitual skincare and hair routine regardless of how he might get mocked or teased for being “girly”. It feels good to take care of himself in that way but it also reminds him of his upbringing.

Celestinos admits to liking “chick flicks” but his actual guilty pleasure is trashy reality TV shows. He can’t resist gawking at the chaos.

Hendrik-Jan would say his guilty pleasure is something generic like enjoying pastries but he actually loves secular media far more than Christian ones despite any sort of “sinful” content or messaging in them. He always has had a fascination with non-Christian people and ideas.

#odd oc asks #elijah #celestinos #hendrik jan #Idk why i was struggling to answer the guilty pleasure one i was having a serious brain fart there oof #Elijah is a well groomed man lol his mama and sisters made sure of that #They didn’t want him to be yet another dusty cis man who doesn’t wash his own ass