#orion sadposting

[jonbinary]

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#*cries while making french fries* the duality of man #iam ok just #freaking out over the possibility that i have covid #bc apparently some1 at my sister’s wedding did #so now i have to get tested #as if my life could not get any worse rn #im so fucking stressed im going to just go cry again #i dont want to go alone im so scared #orion sadposting #delete later #tw covid 19

[jonbinary]

iam sorry @ ppl who have sent me asks/messages i am. there are zero spoons in my drawer and im dying

#my day be. so fine then boom chronic pain #as if today could get worse???? #i legit just want. one good day you know? #like one single day that #even if things go wrong #i dont have a meltdown over it #or end up engaging in The Bad Coping Mechanism Of The Week #honestly thinking abt therapy again #bc as much as im terrified by it #i really think i need it #i just dont know how to tell my parents and i cant afford it on my own #my back hurts :( #im going to take some ibuprofen then go to sleep #orion sadposting #delete later #maybe

[jonbinary]

supposed 2 go grocery shopping today but all i want to do is take an unnecessarily long shower and go to sleep

#i sure have clinical depression <3 #work wasnt even hard i just. see tag 1 <3 #ok gna go shower and stop oversharing on the internet #orion sadposting