Devastating
I can make an altar
To all the ones kept under
With these white bones that crack and break
Cased in the dark my organs make
I can carve them beautiful
With this sharpened rock chisel
And on these bones I’ll keep the match
The stolen key to the gate latch
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I am my own devastating god
And I am my own tragedy fuelled plot
And I am my own ruin and rising
I am my own bloody uprising
I am my own devastating god
And I can take all that you’ve got
I am my own victory dwelling
I am my own vengeance unquelling
I am my own devastating god
I am my own devastating god
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I can keep a secret
And know why i should keep it
And these dark schemes that flow and crawl
The promise given to us all
I can hope that we will win
Through this suff’ring, through this sin
And on that revolution dawn
The fire will burn on and on
———
I am my own devastating god
And I am my own tragedy fuelled plot
And I am my own ruin and rising
I am my own bloody uprising
I am my own devastating god
And I can take all that you’ve got
I am my own victory dwelling
I am my own vengeance unquelling
I am my own devastating god
I am my own devastating god
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To be, to be a woman is
To feel, to feel so powerless
But love, but love, I can tear this world apart
But love, but love, I can carry up my heart
I am the type of woman who
The whole galaxy’s my children too
To feel, to feel, the pain of giving birth
To feel, to feel, love winning every earth
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I am my own devastating god
And I am my own tragedy fuelled plot
And I am my own ruin and rising
I am my own bloody uprising
I am my own devastating god
And I can take all that you’ve got
I am my own victory dwelling
I am my own vengeance unquelling
I am my own devastating god
I am my own devastating god
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hi there! you can call me castor. i post my oroginal artworks (graphic design, sketches, paintings), poetry and more. yes, im trying to be that one aesthetic tumblr user okay
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Come Find Me
Come find me
Through the whispers just grazing your mind
By the tears of a willow tree frozen in time
On the shear of the blind spot within your eyes
Come find me where wonderment lies
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Come find me
In the drip of a pulsing pinprick
Beyond the bold glint of a golden gimmick
Next to the hint of the careful cryptic
Come find me regarding the mystic
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Come find me
Near ideas which have lost their lives
Among the misfits who still somehow survive
Hidden in the midst of a misty archive
Come find me with the flaws that thrive
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I stood in the middle of a field,
Rain pouring,
With my hands outstretched.
In one hand i held a champagne glass
And in the other, my heart.
And though i had long since emptied both,
I took a sip.
And found that rain water had replaced the tears.
~it is only me this time, for i am not hers at the moment
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CONFUSION
Confusion runs around my mind
A glade of emptiness blows behind
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A tide of existence and dissociation
A ride of insomnia and deep exhaustion
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I wonder and I wonder aloud
I fill my thoughts without a doubt
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Would pain bring it all away?
Would pain keep the fear at bay?
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My wonderment takes me to my kitchen
My astonishment knives at my inhibition
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If I sink it in my skin?
Do I let my demons win?
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I write as I lie awake
I thank my poems for my sake.
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One way street
I check on you everyday
Good morning, good night, are you ok?
When you don't feel good
I been over backwards to change that
I notice the little changes
I send a reminder that I'm here for you
But you ignore me
You often forget to send me good morning
Or night
You don't ask if I'm ok
You see the big changes I directly send you
You ignore them
You see me suffering and talk about yourself
You don't even ask just to be polite
Then you go to sleep
And i feel released i don't have to
Take care of you
Specially in the middle of my own crisis
Maybe I should feel more guilt to feel that
But i don't
Maybe it's my fault for thinking it was love
Or believing in your words
But i actually thought you were different
That you wouldn't use me for you own good
And discard me when I need help
I thought you cared
But you are like everyone else
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I’m Happy, Apathetic
People are dying
But my life is fine
The earth is bleeding
But I don’t have the time
Souls are scraped raw
I say it’s not my business
Workers are screaming
But I could not care less
Children are fearing
I have what I want
Families are ripping
But I won’t confront
My land is a graveyard
Of hopes and of dreams
Of souls and of lives
Of joy and of peace
The whole world’s a graveyard
But I live my own dreams
But I don’t see their lives
But I think I have peace
And it’s unspeakable, all of it
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