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worldrusher · 1 month
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u know ur fucked when u split ur own trollsona
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intersex-idiots · 1 year
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if we keep splitting i swear to all of the fake gods i will actually kms /srs
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roots-system · 9 months
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experienced a trauma recently? you may be entitled to: a new fucking guy in your head
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divinerapturesys · 3 months
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If u rp and u also have did, it’s never just as simple as “I’m really in character now” is it
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ghosthouse-sys · 4 months
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Minor inconvenience happens
Split
Minor inconvenience happens
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Minor inconvenience happens
Split
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furiousgoldfish · 8 months
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I miss the person I was but that person would not have survived this
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sovereignsystem · 2 months
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If you get mad at systems/headmates for having problematic sources I wish you a very die
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runby2 · 11 days
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Good morning to all,
This is a special greeting to anyone who may need to hear this,
Despite the many suggestions online, that you must only seek what makes you happy and avoid what makes you uncomfortable, sometimes we do not have the luxury of being able to understand what we may need - and/or who truly cares for us. Especially in cases of low empathy. Love is nuanced, and not truly black and white; no matter how alluring that concept of love is. We may want to run away from, and hate, those who we may not completely understand or have control over. We do not need full control over another person to be loved by them. We do not need to understand why they care about us. We are not obligated to completely reciprocate the amount of love and care someone gives to us if we are not comfortable doing so.
Do not push away well intentioned love that you do not personally understand. You deserve it. You can trust it.
Have a lovely day.
-🍷 Kristoph
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thecataclysmic6 · 1 year
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plural-affirmations · 5 months
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Here's to new system members!
A large part of being plural is gaining new headmates, whether intentionally or otherwise, so I think they deserve some recognition!
Shoutout to:
People who don't know anything about themselves yet
System members who have known exactly who they are since they formed
Anyone feeling confused or overwhelmed right now because they're new
Those who need help from others to figure out how things in their life work
Headmates that feel like the system's friends aren't really their friends yet
And everyone else who just got here recently!
You might not have been around for very long right now, but you're an incredibly loved and valued member of your collective regardless! Everyone deserves to feel like they belong, especially you! Yes, you! Even the person reading this who doesn't think it applies to them... it does!
I hope you have a wonderful time here on Earth, and that everything goes smoothly for you from here on out! I'm so excited to see who you'll turn out to be!
Stay safe!
🖤💜💙💚💛
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antiendo-sysboxes · 1 month
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“this system has a low split tolerance”
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infernal-collective · 1 month
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Hey! This is a message to singlets who know they are singlets:
Hey, we know you like making jokes about having"multiple personalities/ other yous / multiple personalities for different situations". But please if you are not a system or questioning system please...dont joke about it. Especially if you don't believe systems exist or think systems "are weird and/or evil".
Why do we say this?:
A women we were in group therapy with was talking to me (as I was pretending to be the host). She said
"I don't know its just like...at night I'm a whole different personality, a different person even."
We suck at tone and context so we assumed it wasn't a over dramatization or joke. We stupidly took this as a sign she was a safe space (we knew her about a week) as she seemed to acknowledge "different personalities" exist.
So I the cohost, told her that I was in fact not the host, that we were a trauma formed system, and I was just pretending to be the host. ( a huge mistake, but not a costly one as we only knew her for a week before we left the group therapy)
Believe me when I tell you she looked at us like we were a horrid abomination, disgusted and looked at us like we were a horrible thing deserving of hate. Her response was...
"Okay....? 😐🤢😒"
Like??? Huh??
We share our honest experience with you but you act disgusted and horrified at the fact we aren't a singlet. Not only that but you base your perception on systems on the movie SPLIT.
Just don't make jokes like that, you just end up looking uneducated and someone who finds systems either non existent or freaks. And we both feel awkward at the end.
-🥩
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criminalprobs · 5 months
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So, um...
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pyxsysboxes · 2 years
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Some system struggle related userboxes, based on ones we personally experience
(P.S. As a reminder, all systems will have unique experiences overall, and some of the individual things you may experience that make you nervous may actually be more common than you think. It's normal to worry about these things as well. At the end of the day, we are all different, and we don't need to fight to justify our validity in existing, or the validity of our experiences. We are here because of trauma, we don't need to justify our existence to anybody. <3)
[Text 1: This system struggles with worrying that they need to justify splits and alters existing]
[Text 2: This user gets anxious when the rest of the system goes quiet while fronting]
[Text 3: This system has many alters without clear or active roles and is afraid that it makes them less valid]
[Text 4: This system's alters worry about not being able to fulfill a clear role]
[Text 5: This system gets anxious about unusual and/or frequent splits]
[Text 6: This system is afraid that their experiences aren't normal and that others will judge them]
[Text 7: This system is still working on learning self-acceptance no matter their experiences or how their system functions]
[Text 8: This system struggles with worrying about faking but is getting better at avoiding those thoughts and worries]
(Like/reblog/credit if used! ☆)
[Read our DNI before interacting or using, NON-TRAUMAGENICS AND SUPPORTERS FUCK OFF]
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theswiftheartsystem · 3 months
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We got posted on r/fdc let’s discuss.
So we knew this was going to happen, and rather then being sad about this, we’d like to point out flaws in the arguments. Obviously warning for fake claiming.
also warnings for: talks about trauma and abuse, splitting, mental health episodes, psyche wards, ableism, making a joke out of exorcisms.
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First off, “disorder salad” on that introduction post we only talked about things we were medically recognized as having or diagnosed with. Also the “it’s always the anime ones” it’s a picrew? A lot of Picrews are in a anime style, and if you go to Louise’s actual alter intro she uses not just picrews.
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This one is just making fun of us. I don’t think we have ever fully posted why we are so connected to the character, but I’ll explain now. So when we were little we went through a lot of abuse and trauma. We had a lot of DVDs and a couple were CareBears. And we felt safe when we watched silly little characters like that. It brought us relief. We aren’t sure why we are so attached to Swift Heart specifically, but we have a little who is obsessed with the color blue and rabbits that formed around that time. We even own the original 80s plush which we found thrifting and means so much to us, plus a few other things of the character. We named our system this, not only because it represents our trauma, but also it represents safety, a light in the dark.
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When did we self diagnose???? Also in that post we state that we intend to talk about the bad sides. We don’t think this is fun. Yes we portray ourselves a certain way, but we actually have constant flashbacks, panic attacks, and BPD episodes. It’s sometimes a daily thing. For around 2-3 weeks we would split at least once a day. We don’t think thats fun. But also sometimes you can enjoy life and enjoy being plural. When you live like this you learn to enjoy what you have and what you are living with. If we didn’t we wouldn’t survive. How parasocial do you have to be to think A TUMBLR ACCOUNT shows how we are 24/7.
Going back to the Self Diagnosis thing, We were being treated for DID before anyone put a label on it. We were talked to about “how when someone has many parts of them, sometimes fusion can help them feel more whole.” And asked when dissociating and acting strange who we were regularly asked who we where. When we we’re 15, we had gone to the Psyche ward for the 2nd time, and they couldn’t diagnose us, because of our age at the time, but they strongly suggested we get tested for it when we were old enough. And to get them to recommend anything, they have to talk to all the therapists, doctors, and psychologists, especially the ones who work with you. It’s been years since then, and guess what? We still have DID!
Finally the last claim out of the first comment, the Sub-System thing, that wasn’t in the original post, and I’m unaware who edited it in, but the reason we are confused if they are a subsystem, is because they are plural as it’s where dormant alters are stored. They speak as one and it’s quite strange. Not sure how to explain it.
Okay, comment 2:
The difference between DID and OSDD-1 in the DSM-5 is it’s nearly DID but isn’t quite. (Bad explanation, but these people need simple explanations) often times, it’s the alters are not distinct enough from the host, or a lack of blackout amnesia. This isn’t always the case but that’s what they were referring to. Also have you read the DSM-5’s entry on DID and OSDD-1?.. We have, many times actually. Guess what? it’s purposefully vague FOR A REASON. Because disorders are complex and wouldn’t be able to fit everyone if it was to specific.
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This is just ableism. We have been told this by people and our life (luckily nothing was done), and we have heard stories about systems going through this. This stuff is incredibly traumatizing to the people who go through it. This kind of rhetoric being treated as a joke is disgusting.
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We aren’t online everyday (also you, the person who commented this, have posted 10 times in the last 11 hours)
The stuff we are “faking” are often co-morbid with DID?!?!
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I’m pretty sure this comment is trying to be like “they are doing it for attention to deal with their trauma that’s so sad 🥺🥺🥺”
If that’s the case, you are adding onto the problem
if you believe us and feel bad for us, thanks, but posting it on that subreddit just boost the post which can lead to harassment.
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That’s literally the words that was told to us. By our former therapist. We believe it’s C-PTSD, but we put that instead of that because some reason we struggle to believe we have PTSD more then we do DID at this point.
Anyway, yeah, we’d thought we debunk/explain why the argument they have is stupid, they have a platform, but so do we.
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