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#otp: tonight just be the death of me
wolvesandfoxes25 · 15 days
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The beauty of forgiveness..and how it tied together two storylines.
So, I did make a post on Jean saving Reiner but as I cooked dinner tonight, I thought back to one of my main otps...Destiel. And how Castiel saved Dean from hell. And...I thought back to Jean saving Reiner, and it clicked in my brain. Like a bulb flicking on.
TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide attempt gif from AOT and talk of suicidal ideation. PWC (proceed with caution.)
Anyway, we all know that Reiner was suicidal in Season 4. He was being eaten alive by guilt.. Not only that, but his ENTIRE life had been a lie. Not to mention, he was the only one in his group to return home. There's a lot of layers to Reiners tragic character. Self hatred, survivors guilt, insomnia, PTSD, weight loss, etc.)
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All of these events came from him waiting for death.
First gif was after the declaration of war. He wasn't going to fight, he was waiting for it to all be over. He even says.."Just let me...die in peace." Suicidal ideation.
Second one..he attempts suicide. The ONLY thing that stops him from pulling that trigger was Falco and the future child warriors. That's it.
Third one: Waiting for Falco to eat him after Zeke transforms everyone. Didn't fight, or struggle, just wanted to be eaten and done. That's suicidal ideation.
Honestly, I could probably tack on more, but those were the BLATANT tries at killing himself. Not to mention, he allowed Jean to beat him to a bloody pulp and probably would've let him beat him to death, too. Yes, I said allowed.. he didn't make any sort of attempt to fight, didn't put his arms up, no shielding his face, nothing. He wanted that beating because he felt he deserved it. That's why he didn't fight back. Honestly, a part of me felt like he goaded Jean, he knows his temper (hair trigger) knows it's a sensitive subject. Knows nothing he says will make it better. And kept going, anyway. But that's just MY theory.
^^rough scene to watch. Because it makes Jean feel so fucking badly.
Part 2: Forgiven?
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Jean says he forgives Reiner, but it still feels...empty? To me. But hell, maybe that's JUST me. Cause Reiner doesn't forgive himself. I think he's relieved to some degree that they UNDERSTAND the plight he, Annie and Bertolt went through. But is that forgiveness? Or just understanding?
Part 3: Reiner played a big part in Jeans story.
It's been established during training Reiner was held in high regard by the other scouts. Which is exactly what Reiner was trying to portray. A fake personality. A fake sense of security for those around him. And Jean wasn't impervious to this. He, like Reiner, had his own facade. Being a smart ass and overly confident. Which...as we know covered low self-esteem, low self worth and fear. Man, sounds like someone else we know, huh? Few things we know of Jean and Reiners childhoods..
Both bullied
Both 'sweet boys'
Both sensitive
Both mamas boys (I don't like Carina)
I'm gonna just add this. I LOVE how a lot of the men in this manga all really love their mothers. Jean, Eren, Armin, Levi, & Connie. I digress though.
Jean wanted to iminate Reiners' strength, perseverance, confidence, and skill.
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^^bisexual panic 😋😋
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"That beautiful bastard."
Continued on Post 2...
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flyingfish1 · 1 year
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I don’t think Dean HAS been looking for Cas. YET.
I think what he’s actually been doing is – and I say this with all the love and hope in my Deangirl, destiel-otp heart – fleeing in the opposite direction.
Because –
Mary: I don’t regret what happened [when we were closed into a room with only one exit, with an antagonist pounding on the door, trying to get in and kill us, and romantic feelings were expressed]. But with everything going on […] I – I’m not sure what I’m ready for. So, I – I just need time. -1x08
Lata: You know, I just – I can’t believe you haven’t been in touch with Anton. -1x09
Mary: Um, can I ask you something? About you and Tony’s dad Ali [an interspecies romantic relationship]? Ada: What would you like to know? Mary: Well, going into it, you both knew you were from different worlds. Ada: Mmm-hmm. Mary: But you went for it anyway. If you had the chance to do it over again, would you? Ada: I followed my heart. I don’t think that’s ever a mistake. Mary: Even if you’re scared? -1x05
Carlos: Listen, um – I’m, I’m sorry I never called you after our date. Anton: Don’t tell me the big, bad hunter got scared. Carlos [smiling]: Maybe! [Pause] Carlos [serious this time]: Yeah. -1x09
But it’s okay. It’s okay, because –
Ada: I followed my heart. I don’t think that’s ever a mistake. Mary: Even if you’re scared? Ada: Especially then. It’s just part of falling in love. -1x05
Mary: It’s okay to be scared. In fact, it’s good to be scared. [She glances at John.] You can’t be brave if you’re never scared. -1x05
Carlos: But, um. I’m not afraid to ask you on a second date tonight. -1x09
[Mary walks up to John and kisses him] John: What – I – I don’t understand. Mary: I don’t want to think about the Akrida. Or whether the world has a future. I want to be with you. Right here. Right now. -1x08
Mary: Listen, before you go, I have to tell you something. John: Tell me when you see me again. -1x13
Ahh, classic supernatural destiel narrative parallels, where would we ever be without you? seriously though, the instant that kiss happened – that “locked together in a room with only one exit, with death banging on the door, right before it gets sucked into an alternate realm” kiss – I just knew that Mary’s reaction would tell us SO MUCH about Dean’s reaction to Cas’ love declaration.
And I really think it did! but it goes so far beyond just that one scene. so many of Carlos’s reactions to Anton, and so many of Mary’s other reactions to John, are SO telling as well.
And I think, looking at the narrative parallels, it’s all laid out clearly:
Dean’s been scared. He doesn’t regret what happened – he’s glad that Cas said what he said – but he hasn’t known how to handle it. Of course, in the immediate aftermath, Cas was gone, and there was no relationship to handle – but after learning that Cas, it seems, is out of the Empty, Dean was confronted with the certainty of coming face-to-face with him again and having to deal with the consequences. Things that may have been distant thoughts were now extremely concrete possibilities. And it was overwhelming.
He needed to take some time to process his feelings and to figure out what he was ready for. The idea of following his heart to where his heart wanted him to go – the idea of a relationship – scared him. Maybe also the intensity of his feelings scared him. And Cas is an angel, and that element of the relationship – the two of them being from such different worlds – was intimidating too. What if something goes wrong? What if he messes it up somehow? This is Cas. This is important. So Dean avoided Cas for a while, and then he stumbled onto the Akrida threat, and it was just too much for him to deal with all at once.
But he’s looking for Cas now. Maybe he’s still scared, but he’s trying to be brave. He’s going to follow his heart. He has to tell Cas something.
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jadeittic · 2 years
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Please, can you make a fake instagram with Alanis Guillen? harry x reader
if you like my work, you can visit my account and look at my stuff! :)
(i was blasting harrys house while doing this hehe)
harry styles x reader
fc: alanis guillen
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yourinstagram here lies the lyrics that never made it in the album. harry's house out now.
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9 people you'd like to get to know better <3
Tagged by @itsana004, thanks bestie <3
1- Three ships
I don't have much really shippy ships XD so these might actually be my only genuine ships. Highsidershipping (Placido/Yusei qpr), Korokara (Korosensei/Karasuma), and I'm gonna have Don Thousand/Ena as the third (I hc them as Astral's parents). I'm also going to add Rio/Trey because I think that's the only other OTP I have XD
2- First ever ship
I have no idea, my ships have always been rare. I feel like maybe Danger Mouse/Penfold but then again I didn't really ship them (aside from platonically)
3-Last Song
I've had enough by Melina KB 😆 (and then immediately before that are a bunch of theme tunes from 2000s cartoons because I was playing them to annoy my mum and sister and for nostalgia)
4-Last Movie
The fact that I don't remember tells me I need to actually watch movies more often XD. Either it was Legally Blonde (I love that movie) or it was Howl's Moving Castle (I love that even more)
5- Currently reading
Frankenstein by Mary Shelly (trying to annotate it- half the annotations are me calling the characters gay BECAUSE THEY ARE OH MY GOD-) and Death Note (I have a copy of the first four volumes in one). I also have an abandoned read of Jane Eyre I should finish XD
6- Currently watching
Ohhh boyyy. Black Clover, The Apothecary Diaries, Naruto, My Hero Academia, Star Trek the Original Series, technically Yugioh Duel Monsters, and that's all I remember.
7- Currently consuming
Everything BUT the shows I'm watching /j. Okay YouTube videos of either reaction YouTubers like AugusttheDuck, or currently deep dives of frutiger aero, weirdcore, dreamcore,liminal spaces, ect.
8- Currently craving
Not at the moment but I'm sure at some point tonight I'll crave ramen as usual. I just had a grilled cheese sandwich and tomato soup 😋
9 people to tag
@lavenderr-starrs, @kcuf-ad, @thundermarisol @pinkprimrose05 and I'm not sure who else to tag that hasn't already been tagged by this point 😅 Anyone feel free to join please!
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turtle-sister-april · 3 months
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I just finished watching episode 8 of Hazbin Hotel and that was amazing!✨
Going to ramble a bit here and obviously spoilers below, so if you don’t want to be spoiled don’t click keep reading.
Honestly at the beginning of the episode Charlie could have worded it better by saying “We may not survive tomorrow but let’s live tonight while we can.” But she did get the point across at least. Then there was the adorable scene between Charlie and Vaggie that they would always be with each other no matter what because they love each other. I said it before I’ll say it again, they are my (current) favorite OTP.
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But the battle scene was so cool. It made sense Charlie didn’t want to hurt anyone that much so she protected with a shield. Angle Dust’s guns changed from the glowing pink spiderwebs to silver signifying that they now had angelic steel in them same with the silver around Husk’s cards.
Unfortunately I can’t decide which part of the battle was my favorite between when Charlie finally showed her true demon powers or when Lucifer saved her then just toyed with Adam.
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I knew a main character was going to die which is why I’m glad it was Sir Pentious. Through out the season I never did grow any attachment to him and I think Vivziepop planned it that way so when he went we wouldn’t feel as bad. Plus he found redemption and ascended so he still exists.
At least they did it better than how RWBY did it. I can use Pyrah as an example since she was supposed to be killed in the first season only to be killed in the third season, but I think Penny is a better example. From the start Penny was a secondary character not shown very often which is why her first death, while impactful to the story and hard to watch, was not too bad. Then they go “oh yeah she’s a robot” and bring her back making her a main character for all of 2 seasons just to kill her again! We watched her get some interesting character development only for the writers to be like “Oh yeah she’s too interesting now so we need to get rid of her and make her a symbol like we did Pyrah.”
Sorry that went on a tangent and I can discuss my thoughts on RWBY another time.
Back on topic, this episode of Hazbin Hotel was great, in fact I’ve really enjoyed every episode of Hazbin Hotel so far and can’t wait to see what they do next.
If you’ve actually read all of this then have this picture of me and Mayhem as thanks.
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dcbbw · 2 years
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Deja Vu (#Please be Prompt event)
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This out-of-nowhere fic was born of a TikTok video of all things. It isn’t even a good video, but it sparked an idea (you know where that went), and here we are. This will also be my submission for the @choicesficwriterscreations​ #please be prompt event.
I will be using the following prompts: I’ve seen that smile before and Do you like what you see? They will appear in bold.
Rating: I have never given any of my stories a designation before, so going with M/Mature for content matter. The storyline is dark, odd, hopefully descriptive … but not graphic (at least I hope it isn’t).
Ta-Da! Yet another story no one asked for. (Quelle surprise!) It’s a hybrid of original content, sci-fi (maybe?), and my TRR franchise OTP … so whether you know me/my writing or not … please be open-minded and go easy on me. (The story makes so much sense in my head)
Huge THANK YOUs to @angelasscribbles​ for bouncing ideas with me, asking the hard questions, already plotting out part 2, and reading every effing word of this story multiple times. And to @ao719​ who performed the beta! Love you ladies!
Please excuse any and all typos, missing/extraneous words, and/or grammatical errors. MS Word Editor rates this story at as 99% error free.
THANK YOU to anyone who reads this. Your likes, comments, and/or reblogs are appreciated more than you know!
Content Warning: Descriptions of death/killing; some slightly inappropriate NSFWish scenes
Liam and Riley belong to Pixelberry.
Song Inspo: Perfect Dress, Collar
Word Count: 3,007
The newly risen sun beams down warmly on my bare back as my arms and legs sluice through clear, blue water. I reach the end of the infinity pool, touch the wall, and began journeying my way to the other end. This is my fifth lap, and last for the day.
I step out of the pool naked, rivulets of chlorinated water falling from my hair before running in clear trails down my neck, and along my chiseled chest and abs. I eye what I can see of my body appreciatively: muscled, virile, my skin a burnished gold from summer sun.
This body … this life …. I haven’t lived this well in eons. And I have lived a lot of lives.
Two things never die: True love. Pure evil.
All that’s missing is her.
I wonder who she is in this reincarnation. I wonder where she is, and why I haven’t met her yet.
We meet every lifetime. Without fail.  The Fates decree it, and I am curious what either of us has done to deserve this gift.
Or curse, depending on one’s perspective.
I finish toweling off just as the merest hint of her scent wafts beneath my nose. I look around, startled yet excited.
The thought of her eyes widening in recognition when she realizes who I am, the softness of her hair threaded through my fingers before my hand cups her neck.
I have never felt such bliss.
The feel of her strong fingers as they curl around my wrist, her nails digging into my flesh.
I miss her terribly.
Our breaths, harsh and ragged as we begin our age-old dance in the bid for dominance.
I always win.
I close my eyes and exhale an anticipatory sigh before opening them.
But no one is there.
I should have expected that. Her smell is far too faint, muted by distance and miles.
I stride into my bedroom through windowed terrace doors, pausing to toss my damp towel into a hamper. An urn of hot coffee sits on a side table, along with fruit and breakfast breads. I pour myself a cup before sprawling in a stiff, wooden armchair as I recollect our first encounter.
We are in Ancient Rome, in the Year of our Lord 62.
I am a Senator, part of the regime planning a coup against that whack job Nero; my countenance is comprised of obesity, wealth, and an extreme dissatisfaction with life in general.  She is a slave girl at a privately-owned bathhouse: Young with a lithe body, and the most beautiful blonde hair.
Our meeting tonight is not the chance encounter she assumes it to be. I’ve been planning this night since I first saw her thronging amongst the Marketplace, selling fresh fruit for trinkets and coins. I am curious if she has a family to care for; surely working in an elite bath house such as this affords her a decent wage.
We are both nude, and she certainly does it better than I. Serpentine bands of gold encase her upper arms as well as her ankles.  
The room is in near silence, the lapping of the water the only sound in the cavernous area. Carefully placed candles illuminate the space with flickering light.
Her scent wafts around me as she scoops handfuls of steaming water down my back. It isn’t unpleasant.
“How many have you bathed today?” I grunt as her fingertips massage into the tops of my beefy shoulders.
“Not many,” her breath whispers across the nape of my neck as her nipples brush against my skin.
“Aren’t you afraid? You know there’s a madman loose in the city, murdering slave girls.”
There is a slight hesitation before she speaks again. “That was at the public baths, sir. And the streets have been quiet the past fortnight or so.”
I say nothing as she moves around to my front. She bends to gather a cloth and a bar of soap; my beady eyes admire her graceful form and slender ass. Feeling my gaze upon her, she looks up at me with a smile I end up remembering forever: small, soft, yet illuminating with the merest hint of allure; a dimple appears in the cleft of her chin; and her eyes, the color of dark honey, glint.
The water is heavy, my body big; I struggle slightly to stand in the rather shallow pool. I covertly watch the girl for her reaction, but she doesn’t frown in disgust, nor do her eyes avert in pity or embarrassment. Rather, she extends her hand to help steady me.
I’m surprised at her kindness and matter-of-factness. I’ll repay it the only way I know how.
My member is aroused and erect from both her body and in anticipation at what will happen next; she notices and raises an eyebrow in question. My eyes bore into hers as I run sausage-like fingers through her slightly dampened hair; the pad of my thumb traces a path across her cheekbone and along her jawline before my hand cups her swan-like neck. Her eyes close in pleasure and she moans as my palm presses against the hollow of her throat.
“Look at me,” I mutter.
Her eyes meet mine; I watch as pleasure gives way to wariness, which gives way to fright as she sees the blackness in my eyes, the blankness of my expression. Her scent, a hybrid of honeysuckle, greenery, and soap, is now infused with fear.
I feel my cock jump at the smell.
I am the madman.
Despite the terror in her gaze, her body is filled with fight. The previously calm water churns as her legs thrash in her struggle to free herself. But my height and weight put her at a disadvantage. Her teeth are bared in a snarl as her nails rake scratches down the wet flesh of my arms; thin streams of blood redden my skin.
My hand now encircles her neck; I squeeze harder. Her cheeks redden and her breathing is labored gasps and gags.
This is better than I ever thought possible. She isn’t sniveling or groveling for her life. She doesn’t offer empty promises, she neither bargains nor pleads. No, she is fighting me for something that isn’t mine to take and hers to have.
Our macabre dance plays out in silhouette against marble walls.
It is the most satisfying kill I have ever executed, and I want to prolong the act as long as possible. But I promised to repay her earlier kindness. I won’t prolong her suffering.
Our eyes meet, and she manages one word: “Why?”
My answer is to snap her neck.
As life leaves her body, an orgasm releases from my cock; thick ropes of white disappear into the pool. And I fall a little in love with her.
Her spirit, her fire, her kind nature.
Her death.
There were no more murders of bath house girls after her.
I nibble on an apple as I sort through my wardrobe, choosing outfits to wear on my upcoming trip before methodically folding and placing them in a suitcase. The flight departs today; I’ll be leaving for the airport after breakfast. The destination escapes me for the moment, but it’s to be expected. In this life, I’m an extremely busy man. Over the course of my lifetimes, I’ve lived many places: New York City, Baltimore, London, Las Vegas, San Francisco, Paris, Berlin, Kalamazoo, Tokyo, Denver, Hong Kong, Chicago.
Chicago.
The city, the lifetime I realized that our encounters were not mere happenstance. I have made no deals with the deities to guarantee that I re-live the lust, the satisfaction, the love I get from killing her. Yet, we always meet, with the same results. It must be the Universe or other cosmic forces that pull us together.
We are soulmates. Of a different sort.
She is my destiny.
I am her damnation.
In 1940s Chicago, I am an insurance salesman. A bachelor who goes home to a cat and a TV dinner every work night. I attend church on Sundays, but gin makes me sin on Friday and Saturday nights.
The country is at war.
The city is on edge.
Someone is killing the women of Chicago. There’s neither rhyme nor reason to the murders: Housewives, bachelorettes, shop girls of all races and weights and heights. Their nude bodies have been found in trashcans, alleyways, back seats of cars.
The only connections between the victims are they are all young with dark-colored hair and wore red lipstick.
They were never shot; either strangled or stabbed.
The police have no clues, no leads.
This particular night finds me in the city’s South Side at a supper club that caters to Chicago’s black community. It features a local jazz band, show girls, and the best fried chicken in the Midwest. When I enter the establishment, my steps falter slightly; my nostrils are filled with the unmistakable scent of her. I look over the crowd: It’s filled with men and women with skin of various hues, mostly brown and black; there is raucous laughter and conversations peppered with slang I am unfamiliar with. I carefully study faces, looking for her smile; gender doesn’t matter. We’ve both returned as the opposite sex.
I enter the darkened lounge area and find a small table to the left of the stage. Her scent is stronger, and I feel my crotch bulge. A waiter takes my dinner order and brings me a drink; the undiluted gin is strong and burns my throat. The lights dim, and richly purple-colored velvet curtains lift just as my dinner is brought to me.
I glance up at the stage while I wait for the food to cool off some, and I see her. I swallow heavily as my heart rate accelerates.
She is a showgirl with skin the color of ebony. Everything on her is voluptuous: lips, hips, breasts. Her hair is hidden beneath an elaborately feathered headdress, and her shapely calves are encased in fishnet stockings. Her near-naked body sparkles with strands of pearls and rhinestones that dust the top of a pair of sequined shorts. Her nipples are covered with pasties.
Her chin dimples as she smiles brightly into the crowd.
I’ve seen that smile before, across several lifetimes. I would recognize it anywhere, on anyone. My cock throbs painfully.
I want to take her right now.
I push my plate aside, suddenly no longer hungry.
I watch the show … watch her … marveling at how easily and flawlessly she moves in sync with the other dancers, her skin gleaming beneath the bright overhead lights. She passes my table as she shimmies across the stage; she’s so close, I see the beads of perspiration dotting her nose, and where her red lipstick has seeped into the creases of her lips.  
Her eyes travel quickly over the tabletop before meeting mine; hers show no recognition upon seeing me, but she winks cheekily. I smirk as I deeply inhale her perfume that does little to hide the aromas of honeysuckle and soap.
I wonder why she never recognizes me until it’s too late to save herself.
Probably a small mercy afforded her by the gods.
At intermission, I stand and stretch my legs; the showgirl is at the bar, talking and laughing with a small group of her fellow dancers. She’s removed her headdress; a dark braid falls against the nape of her neck.  I make my way to her, giving her a polite smile in response to her inquiring look.  
Her brow knits briefly as I stand before her; she points her index finger at me, wagging it as she speaks.
“You didn’t eat your food! That’s wasteful and Minnie the Cook’s gonna be mad about that,” she says in a tone that is slightly accusatory.
“Please, give Minnie my apologies. But it’s your fault … you took both my breath and appetite away.”
My eyes roam her body appreciatively before I ask if I can buy her a drink.
“Do you like what you see?” Her eyelashes flutter coquettishly.
My thumb runs along her jawline as I lean in closer to her.
“Do you?” I breathe into her ear before drawing back to stare into her eyes.
And then I smell the fear permeating her fragrance and pheromones; her eyes widen in terror and recognition.
“We meet again, my darling,” I whisper as I take her hand and kiss her palm.
Two days later, early on Monday morning, her body is found in a dumpster behind the supper club. Her throat had been slit.
I call in sick to work that morning. My eye is blackened, my lower lip is split and swollen. Scratches from her nails mar my cheeks and neck. I wouldn’t be able to satisfactorily explain the injuries.
It was worth it.
No more women were killed after her.
I stare out the plane window, barely able to contain my excitement as we draw closer to New York City. I sit up straighter when the city’s skyline appears piecemeal beneath thick, gray clouds.
I need to see her again.
I think I am in love with her. She is the only one who can satisfy my needs, my cravings.
Every lifetime.
We have met time and again throughout eternities: While most of our encounters have been transient, we’ve also been siblings, parent and child, husband and wife. And each time, she shows me a care and kindness … a friendliness I have never experienced anywhere else, with anyone else.
But it has never been enough. It will never be enough.
In this life, I haven’t killed anyone. Yet.
But I’ve wanted to.
I don’t want to kill her this time.
But I will.
It’s the entire purpose of our love story, the only reason she’s the one for me.
My friends and I stride through the terminal, our luggage being pushed on a cart by an airport worker. The weather is cool and cloudy; the streets and pavement filled with rain puddles.
After we’re checked in and settled into our hotel rooms, we decide to go out and explore. I hire a car, and we do an abbreviated tour of the usual touristy sights. As we cross over the Brooklyn Bridge, my attention is drawn to the Statue of Liberty, a lone sentinel in the expanse of water.
I’m fascinated by the iconic monument. In all my lifetimes, I’ve never seen it.
We are now in Brooklyn, and my comrades are complaining of hunger. Tariq and Maxwell want steaks and fine wine; a sullen-faced Drake wants a burger. They begin to bicker rather loudly amongst themselves.
I don’t care what we eat. Her scent is stronger now, and I am discreetly adjusting myself.
She’s within reach.
The car cruises through a neighborhood rife with pubs and bars; a storefront advertising a variety of burgers and wines catches my eye, and I instruct the driver to let us out. Tariq is still whining about steak, but I ignore him as we exit the vehicle. I lead the way to the eatery when a passing woman piques my attention.
I don’t know why. Perhaps it’s the thought of her consuming me. The smell of her scent arousing me. Or perhaps the reason lies in the fact that in this life, this body … there is no anonymity. Not for me, nor my potential victims.
The passerby is short, Korean, and her eyes are fixed on the ground. Her hair hangs long and dark against the back of a pale pink shirt. She wears a khaki-colored utility skirt and sensible shoes. This isn’t the woman I seek … the stranger smells only of fried grease and Avon … but she’ll do.
For now.
I abruptly turn around so I am facing my friends, telling them I forgot something in the car. No further explanation is necessary since they are walking past me and into the bar. Once the door closes behind them, I sprint after the woman; once I catch up to her, I tell her I’m a tourist and lost.
She ignores me.
I notice she wears a name tag; she works at China Café and her name is Nan. I assume she’s a waitress. I swiftly change tactics, offering her money to relieve my raging hard-on in the nearby alleyway.
One hundred dollars.
She appraises me suspiciously; apparently, I’m too handsome and well-dressed to pick up strange women on the street. Her eyes stop at my crotch, where my tell-tale protrusion gives veracity to my story.
She leads the way to the filthy alley.
Five minutes later, she’s propped up against the outside wall of the bar where I will be joining my friends, her neck broken. My underwear is filled with sticky semen, and I am breathing deeply from exertion, release, and relief.
It’s been far too long.
I hurry into the restaurant; I need to at least wash off, but upon entering the establishment I am almost knocked over by the overwhelming mingled aromas of honeysuckle, greenery, and soap.
Her.
My eyes search frantically around the room. I see a waitress at a booth, speaking with Drake.
She’s average height with blonde-highlighted dark hair. She’s biracial: Asian, possibly Thai, and African-American. Her lower lip is tucked between her teeth as she scribbles furiously on a pad.
I watch for a moment, taking her in. No one else sees the scars from the deaths I’ve inflicted upon her.
Only I can see her soul.
I straighten myself to full height and stride authoritatively towards her. I reach the booth just as she’s turning to head to the kitchen. We bump into each other.
“Oh, I’m sorry!” she gasps.
I chuckle disarmingly. “It is I who should be apologizing.” I extend my hand. “I’m sorry, Miss …?”
She smiles that smile that haunts me when she isn’t near me. “I’m Riley,” she says.
“Well hello, Riley.” I bend to kiss the back of her hand. “I’m Liam.”
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FIVE SONG OTP PLAYLIST
tagged by the darlings @adelaidedrubman, @leviiackrman, @marivenah, @dihardys, and @shellibisshe! ty so much you all! and saw @risingsh0t do this as well!
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BAD HABIT // STEVE LACY
kinda mad that i didn't take a stab at it / thought you were too good for me my dear / never gave me time of day my dear / it's okay things happen for / reasons that i think are sure, yeah / i wish i knew, i wish i knew you wanted me
DAFT PRETTY BOYS // BAD SUNS
i don't like you / you look so pretty from afar / i despise you / why you so f*ucking perfect on the outside? / she's dressed in sunrise dressed like dusk / going out she's getting into something / he's going all or nothing
SWEET TALK // SAINT MOTEL
you might want me to drop dead but i don't even care / sweet talk / everything you say / it sounds like / sweet talk to my ears / you could yell / "piss off! won't you stay away?" / it'll still be / sweet talk to my ears
MAKE ME YOUR QUEEN // DECLAN MCKENNA
i know that i mean nothing to you, babe / i'm in your grip from which i can't escape / and i can't help but think that i mean nothing to you babe / so make me your queen
EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED (TAYLORS VERSION) // TAYLOR SWIFT
all i know since yesterday / is everything has changed / come back and tell me why / i'm feeling like i've missed you all this time / and meet me here tonight / and let me know it's not all in my mind / i just wanna know you better
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KILLER // FKA TWIGS
dancing in the dark, i can feel it in my heart / you're a killer, but i didn't want to call it / something in the way you put your hands on my waist / pulled me nearer, no, i never wanna call it / didn't wanna call it, didn't wanna call it / took your love for righteous / and now i'm in a crisis with a killer
MARKED FOR DEATH // EMMA RUTH RUNDLE
who else is gonna love someone like you that's marked for death? / who else is gonna be with you when you breathe your last? / who else is going to take my place and hold and keep you safe? / who else is going to stay? who else is going to stay?
DREAM GIRL EVIL // FLORENCE + THE MACHINE
am i your dream girl? / you think of me in bed / but you could never hold me you like me better in your head / make me evil / then i'm an angel instead / at least you'll sanctify me when i'm dead
HIT ME WHERE IT HURTS // CAROLINE POLACHEK
maybe there's something going on, i'm not insane / if i'm already out of time, then make it worse / go on and hit me in the heart hit me where it hurts / go on and hit me in the / blindspot, achilles' heel / vertigo, vertigo / high stakes, popped ears / promise one day / you will hate me
THE LIAR // MARRIAGES
oh mother they say, they say he was made for me / just you wait a while, just you wait and see / he tattooed with the devil's eyes / idle hands so kind / that lies / but he lies / you lie, you lie, and suffer my name / it's mine, it's mine to give or take it
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GEMINI // NIGHTS
lust only pops in mysterious ways / sleep over don't get invested / fall in love and then i pay her rent / hustle and hustle and hustle and die
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS // CHET FAKER
you don't know what love is / do you know how lost a heart fears? / the thought of reminiscing / and how the taste of tears / lose their taste for kissing / you don't know how hearts burn / for love that cannot live yet never dies / until you've faced each dawn with sleepless eyes
MONEY // TARA CAROSIELLI
love me like your money / i just want you for myself i put on a show / love you better than the others, you don't even know / tell me why you're never here and always doing road / baby when it's time to leave i don't wanna go / i just want you for myself did i say it too late?
I HEARD (FT. THE DREAM AND VORY) // DJDS
and still i wait up, i stay up, i wake up / i pray about you / i know i f*ucked up, throw my face in this cup / can't live without you / but he lies like i lied, but my lies were sweeter / he lies 'cause he wants you / and i lie 'cause i need you
TRY ME // THE WEEKND
better try me / don't you mess with me / don't you mess with me / the way i kissed your scars / the way i fixed your heart, oh / don't you miss me babe? / don't you miss me babe?
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MY TEARS RICOCHET // TAYLOR SWIFT
you know i didn't want to have to haunt you / but what a ghostly scene / you wear the same jewels that i gave you / as you bury me / i didn't have it in myself to go with grace / 'cause when i'd fight, you used to tell me i was brave / and if i'm dead to you, why are you at the wake? / cursing my name, wishing i stayed / look at how my tears ricochet
WHERE'S MY LOVE - ALTERNATE VERSION // SYML
old sheets / but where's my love / i am searching high / i'm searching low in the night / does she know that we bleed the same? / don't wanna cry, but i break that way / did she run away? did she run away? i don't know / if she ran away, if she ran away, come back home / just come back home
WALKIN' AFTER MIDNIGHT (FEAT. MAURA DAVIS) // KI:THEORY
i go out walkin' / after midnight / out in the starlight / just hoping you might be / somewhere walkin' / after midnight / searching for me / i walk for miles / out along the highway / well, that's just my way / of saying i love you / i'm always walkin' / after midnight / searching for you
EXILE (FEAT. BON IVER) // TAYLOR SWIFT
i'm not your problem anymore / so who am i offending now? / you were my crown / now i'm in exile, seein' you out / i think i've seen this film before / so i'm leaving out the side door / so step right out, there is no amount / of crying i can do for you / all this time / we always walked a very thin line / you didn't even hear me out / you never gave me a warning sign (i gave so many signs)
IN YOUR LIKENESS // WOODKID
watch my fears unravel / can you see the truth of me? / i don't want the light required / for this endless walk on wire / i know / i'm not made in your likeness
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I posted 15,116 times in 2022
That's 9,814 more posts than 2021!
185 posts created (1%)
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I tagged 6,754 of my posts in 2022
#favorite shows - 1,901 posts
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Longest Tag: 137 characters
#one of those sets of brass knuckles with lil blades on them sort of like a dyi wolverine thing just with shorter blades for sneak attacks
My Top Posts in 2022:
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tap on my window, knock on my door (even if saving you sends me to heaven): a ship playlist for eddie munson and chrissy cunningham from stranger things
1. starving - hailee steinfeld & grey ft. zedd 2. lil red riding hood - bowling for soup 3. treat you better - shawn mendes 4. rock god - selena gomez & the scene 5. just so you know - jesse mccartney 6. king of my heart - taylor swift 7. she will be loved - maroon 5 8. hold on to my heart - w.a.s.p. 9. sex on fire - kings of leon 10. this side of paradise - coyote theory 11. your guardian angel - the red jumpsuit apparatus 12. better than drugs - skillet 13. you belong with me (taylor’s version) - taylor swift 14. the middle - jimmy eat world 15. craw-fever - elvis presley 16. telescope eyes (original version) - eisley 17. you’re beautiful - james blunt 18. scotty doesn’t know - lustra 19. what the hell - avril lavigne 20. i want to know what love is - foreigner 21. little talks - of monsters and men 22. crush - david archuleta 23. nothing else matters - metallica 24. hold my beer - aaron pritchett 25. good girls go bad - cobra starship ft. leighton meester 26. eighteen - anarbor 27. eddie my love - the teen queens 28. in the air tonight - phil collins 29. broken smile (my all) - lil peep 30. this is what you came for - calvin harris ft. rihanna
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more than death or mortal strife: a playlist inspired by the locked tomb book series by tamsyn muir
1. reborn - colin stetson 2. fire temple - bobby krlic 3. let me hear you scream - ozzy osbourne 4. everybody’s fool - evanescence 5. dear john - taylor swift 6. ribcage - andy black 7. battlefield - jordin sparks 8. dead is the new alive - emilie autumn 9. paul’s dream - hans zimmer 10. the king - robin carolan & sebastian gainsborough 11. where is my mind? - yoav 12. my beloved monster - eels 13. virgin state of mind - k’s choice 14. i love you - woodkid 15. unholy - sam smith & kim petras 16. body - mother mother 17. kiss with a fist - florence + the machine 18. just as much - delaney jane ft. virginia to vegas 19. organs - of monsters and men 20. baroquetech - saunder jurriaans & danny bensi 21. skeletons - brothers osborne 22. the sound of silence - disturbed 23. emo girl - machine gun kelly & willow 24. nothing else matters - ramin djawadi 25. yellow flicker beat - lorde 26. i’ll sleep when i’m dead - set it off 27. god ends here - abel korzeniowski 28. hand of sorrow - within temptation 29. abracadavre - treyarch ft. elena siegman 30. i will follow you into the dark - death cab for cutie 31. don’t fear the reaper - gus black
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sentence starters inspired by bdylanhollis on tiktok (part two)
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#2
“You don’t think I’m a bad person?”
“All I think is that I love you.”
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sweeethinny · 2 years
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OTP ask game, Hinny. 19, 20, 31, 34. Not sure if I can ask four, but I will ask anyway
hi anon! thank youuu, and you can ask as many you want :)
send me more OTP ask :)
How do they feel about PDA?
I feel like they love it, that's all. I think Harry hates other people's PDAs, and he himself isn't one for showing affection in general, but with Ginny (and later, with their children, because I imagine Harry is a father who loves to embarrass his children by showering them with kisses and hugs) he just loves it! a part of a one shot I'm writing:
''OI! Could you two stop? Ginny, there's space on the couch here!'' Ron interrupted them, but honestly, Harry didn't give a fuck. He chuckled softly, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear and kissing her once more. ''Don't move,'' Harry whispered to her, kissing the tip of her freckled nose and once more her lips. ''Don't you dare move away.'' ''Only in case of death,'' Ginny cupped his face, showering him with loud kisses just to annoy Ron, Harry knew, but who cared, he got delicious kisses and honestly, now he was a pda's fan as long as he and Ginny did it.
Choose one song that perfectly describes their relationship.
My Favorite Part - Mac Miller ft Ariana Grande Don't know why thinking of him makes me smile… Said, you just don't know how beautiful you are And baby that's my favorite part You walk around so clueless to it all Like nobody gonna break your heart It'll be alright babe, see, me, I got you covered I'm gon' be your lover, you might be the one If it's only tonight, ayy, we don't need to worry We ain't in a hurry, rushin' into love Said, you know I know who you really are, ain't need to lie Said, the universe couldn't keep us apart Why would it even try? Yeah, said, don't let them hurt you ever I know you far too smart Before things come together, they have to fall apart If you wanna stay, we're taking it slow baby Cause you and me, and I got enough on my mind But I can make time for something so divine
Can they sit side by side without touching the other or are they handsy? (lacing fingers, touching knees, etc.)
I really doubt it, I've already written a fanfic about Harry being a man of touch, so I doubt they'll be able to not touch each other for a long time (in innocent ways, just clasped hands, hugs…) I think Ginny relaxes him enough to know that it's okay to like these things.
Who's more likely to tell a dirty joke or story to make the other blush?
well, I think this is hard I feel like they would have a competition with each other over who can make the other blush the most. But I think it's Ginny who had it easier in the beginning, so she got the upper hand, Harry maybe took a while to get comfortable with that.
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chocobothis · 2 years
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5 OTP Songs
I was tagged by @aceghosts and @whateverthefuckyouwantiguess to share five songs for my OTPS. Since I saw other people including lyrics I’m absolutely jumping on that part too. Because I am nothing if not a giant fucking sap. I’m doing four ships including breaking down some polyships into smaller parts.
Tagging: @thebisexualmandalorian, @thebubbledragon, @heavensong, @thuriweaver and anyone else who wants to do this! Seriously, anyone not tagged that wants to jump in please do so. Because I adore OTPs and songs about them.
Y’all don’t know this but you are so proud this isn’t like 50%+ Taylor Swift.
PelnaVren (Pelna Khara x Vren Avitus)
(They’re my darlings from FFXV, my fandom before Resident Evil took over, and I am forever going to be in love with how in love they are. Literally, he’s Vren’s very first love so there’s such a sweetness to it no matter how many years pass. He calls her “Sunflower” as a pet name. Vren’s so much light that flowers may as well grow toward her. It’s at odds with someone born only “half-alive”. Her strongest type of magic is also lightning.)
Sunflower, Vol. 6 - Molly Tuttle
Sunflower, my eyes want you more than a melody
Let me inside, wish I could get to know you
Sunflowers sometimes keep it sweet in your memory
I was just tongue-tied
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Wondering headshake, tired eyes are the death of me
Mouthful of toothpaste before I got to know you
Line By Line (feat. Karen Morris)
Love's too big for a love song
If I tried to sum it up I know I'd get it wrong
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Four chords, three minutes, you'd never fit in it
So I just take you line by line
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
I'll be writing about you for the rest of my life
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Like I'm still not convinced that I won't be too much for you someday
Ready To Love -KSHMR
I hope this will last forever
You are more than just a phase
Your smile brings me out the darkness
You are all I need tonight
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Flowers hanging in the window
Match the color of your eyes
Dancing in a ball of fire
Each move with no compromise
I can't live the same without you
Your heart makes me come alive
You bring joy through all the sadness
Let's not do it unless it's done right
Favorite T-Shirt (Acoustic) - Jake Scott
I been sittin' here tryna figure out
What did I do right to be with you right now?
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You were kissin' my neck, you were makin' me nervous
And none of our friends would believe it
You were puttin' your hands up under my shirt
Makin' fun of the way I was breathin'
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And you look so good it hurts
In my favorite T-shirt
Electric Love - Paravi
Baby, you're like lightning in a bottle
I can't let you go now that I got it
All I need is to be struck (Oh)
By your electric love
Brightfield (Claire Redfield x Nico Bright)
(When Nico was younger Claire saved her from a zombie; Nico had survived everything up until that final one. It wasn’t a special zombie, just a generic human one, at the edge of the camp zone but she was so tired that when she fell, she thought that was it. Nico was in love with her a little then but didn’t figure that out until several years later. Her flipping love into a religious/holy experience is trying to rewrite the religious traumas of her youth; the fire and brimestone and homophobia that told her she’d go to hell for loving a woman. There was some agonizing on Claire’s part before they got together because Age Gap. But, then it ended up being so, so worthy.)
Haunt You (feat. chloe moriondo) - X Lovers, chloe moriondo
Loved you from the first time that I saw you
In the kitchen with your hair under a baseball cap
Couldn't find the words to say one single thing
Oh, I never knew someone could make me fall like that
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Now I can't picture my lifе
Without you by my side
Can't let you go
I'll nevеr let you go
Cherry - FLETCHER, Hayley Kiyoko
And your voice real low when you talking to me
You're saying something and I'm thinking one thing
Your lips when you bite 'em like this
And I'm blushing real hard, got me moving my hips
You're across from me and it's hard to breathe
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You're such a dream, I'm dying to see
Oh, if it's real, if it's sweet, if you taste just like a
Cherry
Bubbly - Colbie Caillet
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
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The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
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It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby, just take your time
Now holdin' me tight
religion (u can lay your hands on me) - Shura
We've been talking on the telephone for hours at night
Whilst I've been thinking about kissing you
I wanna consecrate your body, turn the water to wine
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It could be LA, it could be Heaven
If you're an angel, can I be your God?
You in all your glory, it's not confession
Baby, don't apologize
Fall Into Me - Forest Blakk
The day that I met you
The world had just spit me out
On my way to the bottom
Sure I'd never be found
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Fall into me
And I'll catch you, darlin'
We'll dance in the street
Like nobody's watching
It's just you and me
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I'd fall for you twice
If that's what you wanted
I'd give you my lifе
From now till forever
I'm falling in love with you
Ovеr and over again
Cleonight (Claire Redfield x Leon Kennedy x Nico Bright)
(They were independently together with each other before Claire was the one to go, “Hey, we’re already all dating each other...what if we just all dated as a unit?” Because the other two would’ve continued on like the dumbasses that they are without bringing it up. Leon’s got a lot of self-worth issues for many reasons. I add religious trauma as one of them. So, I think he also tends to view love as this thing he kind of doesn’t deserve because it’s holy. Claire and Nico work to correct him.)
Daylight - Shinedown
I was diagnosed with a fear of getting too close
Had to tell the ones I love I was on the ropes
I'm not the only one whose life's been pulled apart
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You saved my life, not once but twice
You keep me free from falling
You saved my lifе, make it all alright
When I don't feel like talking
You makе sure I always see the daylight
ANGELS - Chase Atlantic
Calling on my angels (Ooh, yeah)
It's getting darker and I'm starting to get anxious (Ooh, yeah)
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Pleasure and pain feel the same to me (Same to me)
I lost my faith, but I still believe there's something (Oh, yeah)
Blood in my eyes made it hard to see (Oh)
I went out searching for an angel then you came to me, my darling
Cloud 9 (ft. Tegan and Sara) - Beach Bunny & Tegan and Sara
I don’t wanna seem the way I do
But I’m confident when I’m with you
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But when they love me, I feel like I’m floating
When they call me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually to nothing
You will always be my favorite form of loving
Holy - Zolita
Worship your body as you walk my way
You're the only one who can make me pray
I fall at your feet, your breath defined
And underneath my skin's an intrinsic shrine
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I love you most, but I'm not worthy
I'll give my soul, sacrifice me
Cause your love is holy
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I'd rather drown in your ocean
Than wither on the shore
Undying devotion, feel you in my core
Veneration, this faith's got me high
Nothing without you, live for you till I die
Till I die, till I die, till I die, till I die, till I die...
Better Man - 5 Seconds of Summer
New friends again and again, gone when the morning comes
Demons I tried to defend, but I couldn't get enough
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Fading away, fading away
Wake up to someone with nothing to say
I'd never change, thought I'd never change
Then you come and change it all
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With your love, your love
I'm a better, better man
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Wrapped in your arms, I swear
I'd die for your love, your love
Briveira (Carlos Olveira x Nico Bright)
(They met through Claire, Chris, and being coworkers at TerraSave and absolutely did not mean to fall in love. They were just friends for a while which was more than enough. He calls her “Dandelion”, she calls him “bear”, and life was totally good. She was this little bright patch that showed up about 9 months after Jill “”died”” that made things a little easier. She even reminded him of a Jill a little; that Fire, Call to Action, Integrity, Intelligence, and Stubbornness. Also the tendency to just pick locks. It was something (beyond age) that had him agonizing over loving Nico romantically; was he loving Nico in her own right or as this replacement for Jill and a redo to keep her safe? The answer, according to Nico, is that he worried for nothing and she’s thrilled when he finally made a move. So was Claire who got to watch her delightful girlfriend pine over him. It was both cute and disgusting at how confusedly in love she was.)
Sunflower, Vol.6 - Harry Styles
I couldn't want you any more
Kiss in the kitchen like it's a dance floor
I couldn't want you any more tonight
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I don't wanna make you feel bad, but I've been trying hard not to act a fool.
Lover - Taylor Swift
And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear
Have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?
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Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out and take me home
-
I take this magnetic force of a man to be my
Lover
My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue
All's well that ends well to end up with you
Swear to be over-dramatic and true to my
Lover
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And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me
And at every table, I'll save you a seat
Little Things - One Direction
Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me…
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Oh it's you
They add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
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If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh
Heartbeat - Carrie Underwood
And tonight, I wanna drive so far, we'll only find static on the radio
And we can't see those city lights and I love the way you look in a firefly glow
Saying everything without making a sound
A cricket choir in the background, underneath a harvest moon
Standing on your shoes in my bare feet
Dancing to the rhythm of your heartbeat
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I wanna feel you holding onto me and make me hold my breath
You pull me closer, my head on your shoulder
Baby, we won't need a song
We'll make a fallen star wish, one more slow kiss
johnny & june - Zachary Knowles
They say finding love shouldn't be hard
That's when I knew, that's when I knew
I can't believe it's been like seven years
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So let's writе a story about what we do
I'll be your Johnny and you'll be my June
We'll last forever like superheroes do
Yeah, let's write a story, let's write a story
About me and you
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banishingsigils · 1 year
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I posted 5,216 times in 2022
That's 1,561 more posts than 2021!
154 posts created (3%)
5,062 posts reblogged (97%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@valleydean
@hamsahandprint
@wigglebox
@ltleflrt
@livebloggingmydescentintomadness
I tagged 5,215 of my posts in 2022
#ghost - 740 posts
#our flag means death - 688 posts
#text - 336 posts
#otp: i'd rather have you - 310 posts
#deancas text - 228 posts
#jensen ackles - 186 posts
#papa emeritus iv - 174 posts
#dean winchester - 174 posts
#video - 170 posts
#cockles - 163 posts
Longest Tag: 136 characters
#but it was literally only in the last year that i realized most (neurotypical) people can't define eras of their lives through interests
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
in 1x08 when “the chain” starts playing, the british officer is hitting his drum in time with the kick drum in the song, and it continues to line up in subsequent shots as the song continues. it’s such a small detail but it delights me every time
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#4
me: i don’t want to watch a movie tonight
also me: [rewatches nine of ten episodes of our flag means death]
me: oops
38 notes - Posted March 30, 2022
#3
me: [watches a tv show]
me: i’m about to make this my entire personality
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#2
what i keep coming back to re: lucius likely being alive in season 2 is the rule of three - a writing principle that a trio of events/characters in comedy is funnier or more satisfying than other numbers.
ofmd is still a comedy (even as it took a turn in episode 10, especially), so i think the rule of three still applies. lucius survived jim stowing him in a trunk (and just generally threatening lucius’ life) and his infected finger. lucius making it out of the water (and perhaps into one of the ship’s secret tunnels?) would round out that trio of events.
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My #1 post of 2022
listen, this whole interview is great and i think everyone has pulled out the relevant bits already, but david jenkins mentioning the sociological imagination was deeply important to my anthro/socio major heart
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n7viper · 2 years
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🎶 + Mihren, Mihri & Rylen, Lia & Garrus AND Lia & Tarquin oOoOOo I know you have multiple songs for everyone so I am choosing all of them
Send me a 🎶 + an OTP of mine and I’ll give you a song that reminds me of them.
Ohohoho so I actually didn't have any Mihri/Rylen ones (so why did I put their names there??), and I didn't have any for Lia and Tarquin either. But I have done some extensive research and have come up with some. I've got lyrics with these, so I've put everything under the cut to save everyone's dashes.
Mihren (Mihri & Cullen):
I mentioned this song the other day in another ask (not as an actual answer), but I'm gonna go ahead and use it anyway. As a note, I think the perspectives could change a bit for this song to fit them. Mihri wants to absolutely destroy him, not necessarily the other way around.
It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others, it'll go away Or maybe this is danger, and he just don't know You pray it all away, but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close, skin pressed against me tight Lie still, close your eyes, girl, so lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close, soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear, "I want to fucking tear you apart"
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do? Cause there's always repercussions when you're dating in school But their lips met, and reservations started to pass Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way, he wanted her, and this was bad Wanted to do things to her, it was making him crazy Now a little crush turned into a like And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
Mihri & Rylen
Not much to say about this one. She has, frankly, bewitched him. One of my favourite horny songs.
Her lipstick stains like acid rain Dissolving away my sense of restraint … Concealing the violence, I've been stung by the wasp So come to me No sense of restraint So come for me
Come with me and disappear without a trace Criminal, in how I crave the way she tastes I'm the rapture in her head when she attempts to sleep It's haunting, she kills me
No time or place to take it slow And my head aches but I refuse to go Her face as soft as snow She looks so lost but she feels like home
I will wait endlessly I will break you carefully So take me harmfully You fit so perfectly I will wait
Lia & Garrus
We've waited so damn long, we're sick and tired I won't leave any doubt or stone unturned I've got a collar full of chemistry from your company So maybe tonight, I'll be the libertine
Oh, show me your love, your love Give me more but it's not enough Show me your love, your love Before the world catches up 'Cause there's always time for second guesses I don't want to know If you're gonna be the death of me That's how I want to go
You've got it all worked out with so little time Memories that I'd black out if you were mine You've got a pocket full of reasons why you're here tonight So, baby, tonight just be the death of me
Lia & Tarquin
I have seen this used as an actual love song before, but I get missed opportunity/pining vibes from this. Lia and Tarquin are the FWB that catch feelings, but unfortunately they're both just too stupid to ever realize that they're both in love. And guess what? It doesn't matter because I don't do a Tarquin Lives AU :) Missed opportunities ahoy!
I'm a ghost in your eyes A shadow you can't seem to recognize I have a thought of you for every star in the sky But I'm scared, I'll never cross your mind Yeah, I'm scared
Will our stars ever align? Will two hearts beat in time? These words you should always remember To you, my heart I surrender Chasing love that can never be mine Maybe one day you'll realize These words you should always remember To you, my heart I surrender My heart I surrender
And I can't count the times I stayed awake pretending you were mine Now I'm left here with this emptiness inside Why can't I make you mine?
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youreaclownnow · 15 days
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O, P, and X for the Fandom questions! 😃
Oversharing for the askbox meme prompts tonight!! Without further ado, here is a huge block of text
(*^▽^)/★*☆♪
O: for a ship song I am choosing edge by reol bc it is just so domasia to me. Ofc I had to choose one for my truest OTP of all time here. https://youtu.be/FpwYVKN4w2U?si=vkRnHqOu_gIXBMUO
This was the first song that I came across after starting to ship it that made me really go "holy fucking shit... my otp"
Also I just really like reol
P: au time! I have done this in the form of the crackerbarrel posting but as far as non mostly a shitpost aus go I've been seriously considering a cracked out idea that is, combining the lore for fire force and g gundam and making some fucked up combo world where 90% of the events of each stay the same.
I really think it could work. The idea came to me like a vision when super stoned one day it was like I got a visual overlay of the events of both shows but overlayed above the other appearing in my head and it clicked into place.
X: 3 otps from 3 different fandoms
Gundam
THE otp of ALL TIME: domasia
I've been going fucking insane over them for the past 7 months. Hundreds of drawings, an even larger amount of screenshots, I've watched ep 45 over 100 times at this point and ep39 around 50 times and the full shinjuku arc (12-17) at least 20 times, not to mention the fucking gunpla and other assorted merch I've acquired. Legit I've been sent into an autistic frenzy over this ship like I've never known before. I think about them so much it could qualify as a full time job. The unforseen consequences of finding a pairing that checks literally every box on your list.
Special mentions
Charmuro (I like it best when they are divorced and or at least can't stand eachother. Kissmesitude or bust TBH its really just funny to me.)
Charma (not really heavy into the actual shipping itself anymore, but I was last year. Now it's more of a cultural curiosity for me, it has a rich history that I can't really compare to any other ship I've seen. I find it really interesting and still do love seeing fanworks and such. The cultural impact goes crazy)
As far as actual char ships that I like to think about romantically I gotta say I like char/q- *I am pulled off the stage by my PR team*
Yu yu hakusho
Not in any particular order here
Kurahi (I love hiei and kurama is gay as hell. They have height gap also which I adore immensely. Cute ship and a fun dynamic. Their designs also play really nicely off the other, so whenever I see them next to eachother I get supremely hype)
Sakyo x toguro (I don't think they fuck but I think they have massive unresolved tension that I want to see explored. I think they WANT to fuck, I just don't think either of them would confess it prior to their deaths. Also I do enjoy when elder toguro joins them and acts like a creep. I don't directly ship him with either but I do think he's a freak enough to try some bullshit with both of them anyhow, and I do want to watch such an event)
Yusuke x literally anyone in the show (I don't need to say more about this he's just so extremely shippable it's super funny to me. I've yet to think up a truly awful pairing that includes him)
And for the grand finale!
HOMESTUCK ITS APRIL BITCHES WTF ELSE WOULD I CHOOSE *screams and dies and flops on the ground like a fish out of water*
DAVEREZI (Red hot power couple ngl sickbeatsmaxxed and candypilled)
Stridercest (redacted)
Vrisrezi (now THAT is what I call toxic yuri🥰)
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shadowsong26fic · 8 months
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Coming Attractions!
First Monday of the month, so here we go!
As per usual, this is also an Open Question Night--anything I've posted about here or on AO3 is fair game; my askbox is always open but tonight I'll be keeping an eye on it and responding. I do take prompts, but no guarantees on how quickly I fill them.
Not a whole lot to report this month--mostly because moving took up A Lot of time/energy/etc., so I didn't get as much writing done as I would have hoped, so just a quick blitz through:
OTP Meme fills-- I'm still super behind, haha. I caught up on June, but I need to do July, August, and September for all five ships this month, so that'll be fun.
PodTogether-- It got posted! It ended up being not quite all I'd hoped it would be (our plans were a lot more ambitious than our execution, haha), but the three bits that did get finished/posted I think turned out pretty well. I do enjoy doing this event a lot; next summer should be less busy for me, too, so hopefully it'll go a little smoother/I'll get a little closer to whatever my partner(s) and I end up planning (although I think I might take Leverage off my fandoms list next time; we'll see.)
Other SW-- No real updates here, other than we at SWBB got an ask about next year's event already (signups don't open til like December!!!), so I'm going to dig up what I started last year and hopefully actually finish it so I can participate. I've been involved with that event for so long that it felt weird to only do modding/betaing/podfic and not Write for it this time. (Precipice!verse has the same update it has for the past several months. It will not die until I leave this fandom, but it hasn't been getting much/any active focus lately.)
BSG-- Signups are still open for GBB! We could use a few more artists and betas. Story detail submissions are coming in, and I'm excited for what I'm seeing. I also want to get a little more into actively working on TOB over the next few weeks/by the end of the year. It's been floating around in the back of my head for so long and I thiiiiiink I've named all of the people and patched enough of the plotholes to get started...of course, now I need to figure out exactly when/where I need to start (especially since...you know, need to introduce a bunch of OCs plus explain why Baltar ends up in a different position...so yeah XD) I do still have various crossover snippets that might get worked on (like the one I reblogged the other day; there's also the Zeb and Helo one that I thought turned out pretty well); plus The Blood of Angry Men which I do genuinely plan to write at some point, but structuring it is a complicated question XD (Zarek character study/backstory piece; mostly focused on everything that initially sent him to prison, told through the lens of him looking back on it as he faces down his execution in S4; some stuff about charisma and followers he's lost/led to their deaths; the balance between him believing in his rhetoric and wanting power/using that rhetoric to gain it...a lot of really interesting things to think about here, lol)
Les Mis-- P&J will update soon; I'm also working on Acheron which I'm super excited for. I've written snippets of dialogue for Provenance (companion to P&J) but that won't get posted until the main fic is complete (because it's probably more fun to watch Ari solve as much of the puzzle as is possible given modern-day available records/evidence before filling in some of the gaps with a somewhat more traditional-style fic, lol)
Castlevania-- Not really much to say here other than at some point I will pick up Incinctus; also when Nocturne starts airing I will probably be Very Tempted to do a more active/actual crossover with Vampire Chronicles (bookverse) because. Like. The Theatre is right there lol (I know the vampire rules are very different in the two canons; which is part of why Marius existing in Incinctus is only a quick Easter Egg cameo; also Alucard and Armand would hate each other so much lol and I love them both so I'm not...suuuuuper interested in writing about that XD) Anyway, we'll see how much Nocturne actually draws me in, but at the moment I'm looking forward to it.
...I think that about covers it! Moving is exhausting and expensive but while unpacking/setup is still going on we are Fully Moved at this point, so...yay! Hopefully next month will pick up some.
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annadoglover1 · 2 years
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Part 2 of Hunger Games Simulation Shenanigans: Vocaloid Edition
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Still no Mayu killing sprees but now we’ve got a child murderer. 
Also Luka you dumb bitch-
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Acting like you didn’t murder children last game.
Also I feel bad for complaing of nothing interesting happening last time because now, still on day 1 there is a FUCKING TSUNAMI
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Karma comes fast and brutally but jeez Len that’s just extra. 
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hahahahaha I love you wonderful idiots.
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LMAO WTF IS UP WITH THE KAGAMINES AND SHOTO MURDERING THIS TIME????
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Thankfully less causalities then expected (but still almost half of the roster is gone now)
The Crypton girls been treated extra dirty by this game tho, here are some of the other deaths I didn’t include for day 1 (most of which were caused by the tsunami... also ignore Oliver he didn’t die twice lol)
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To make up for that “natural” disaster the games feeds me crumbs of my OTP god bless 🙏🏻
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Aaaaaand back to the death. This death is specifically sponsored by Child Murderers™
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*Singing of Meltdown intensifies*
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But instead of Rin screaming it’s Gakupo lmao
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Also I feel bad for Flower they 100% do not want to be here in both games. They are going through the wringer. But let’s move on to that any more death tonight-
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Okay this was bound to happen I guess... Len doesn’t survive anything. Rin should watch her back.
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Brutal revenge for the last game. He’s gotta make up for being murdered by a girl who is only 10 apples tall.
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It was only a headcanon he convinced Rin to kill herself last game but now he attempts to kill her for real and fails horrendously. Instant karma.
But fuck that it’s feast time bitches-
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I mean I knew it was coming but Rin! No! At least someone put Flower out of her misery...
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Miki playing mind-games on the survivors (And good an Yukari for picking the one that just killed 3 other people, somebody has some priorities here) while Gakupo trains Maybe to avenge Rin?
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Thinking about Rin? SORRY YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO MY GAKURIN PROPAGANDA-
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Love how these two became allies as their tormentor blew herself up.
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And the next night the final three have each others backs sleeping in shifts like this... interesting...
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The next day Gakupo kills Lily with has Samurai skills, Yukari makes a fatal mistake... so that means...
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Rin would be proud T-T
Here are the final rankings. This second round was more fun. I also added to this post as I went so all of this was blind reaction, usually I don’t do that but this was fun. Have a good day all!
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queerfables · 3 years
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Will dreams of teaching Abigail to fish. He tells her that to catch one, you have to name the bait after someone who cherishes you. He names his lure after her, and he sends a killer after Hannibal. But he doesn’t truly understand Abigail, and she doesn’t cherish him back. Hannibal survives.
Will casts another line, and this time he’s the bait. He resumes therapy with Hannibal, trying to lure Hannibal into revealing his true self. But Will’s own sense of self is fragmented, and he’s losing track of what he really wants to catch.
Will dreams of binding Hannibal to a tree, and in the dream Hannibal tells him that knowing a person requires you to love them. Will kills him for saying it. He isn’t ready to know himself. He isn’t ready to know Hannibal. 
When Will names himself the lure, he again chooses someone he doesn’t understand, someone who doesn’t cherish him back. His heart is divided and he can’t accept his full self. Because of that indecision, Hannibal slips away to Europe, leaving Will behind. 
Will dreams of Abigail again, this time in a hospital, a kitchen, a church. She has scars on top of scars and Will understands her even less now. Maybe he understands himself better, though. She tells him the things he’s afraid to admit: that after all the bloodshed and atrocity, he'd still follow Hannibal. He wants to know him.
Will finds Hannibal in Florence. Who does he name the lure after this time? Perhaps no one. Perhaps oblivion. Perhaps there is no lure, just a naked hook and the dark affection of a knife. If oblivion loves Will back, it shows it by trying to claim him. He leaves with a bullet wound in his shoulder and a gash in his head, violence traded for violence, and still nothing on the end of his line. 
Will dreams of Hannibal again, and in this dream they blur like boundaries between them mean nothing.  
“I’m not going to miss you,”  Will tells Hannibal, when he casts his final lure. “I’m not going to find you... I don’t want to know where you are or what you do... I don’t want to think about you anymore.”
Will finally knows himself, and he finally knows Hannibal. “I don’t have your appetite,” he says, and he finally knows that every word of this is a lie. He’ll tell Hannibal one day, hand pressed to the glass that keeps them apart, and he’ll twist the confession like a knife because wounds are the language they love best.  
In a way, this part is a test. Will can love, and by loving someone he can know them. He can have all the understanding and acceptance in the world, but he'll never know for sure if someone loves him back until he casts the line.
“Name the bait on your hook after somebody you cherished.” 
“So you can say goodbye?” 
“If you the person you named it after cherished you, as the superstition goes, you’ll catch the fish.”
Will baits the hook, and just before he casts it, he names his lure one last time: 
“Goodbye, Hannibal.”
And Hannibal walks right into the arms of the FBI. 
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