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#out loud in the car as I was driving home bemoaning this situation and ugh
leverage-ot3 Β· 3 years
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...am I finally going to do it?
am I finally going to make a β€˜their story’ video for the leverage ot3 while I’m on winter break?
#the world will never know#convince me to make this pls I need motivation and validation. ENCOURAGE ME IF YOU WANT IT#my leverage as vines compilation sitting unfinished on my computer: πŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒπŸ™ƒ#im sitting in the bath thinking about leverage#trying to get hyperfixated on it again#I’m bad with editing and idk where the big gig flash drive my dad got me is bc I don’t have enough space on my computer for all the episodes#also... update on the girl I asked out for those following my sapphic journey: SHES SAID MULTIPLE TIMES THAT SHES EXCITED/LOOKING FORWARD TO#GOING TO THE BOOKSTORE CAFE THING I FOUND WITH ME#GUYS SHES SO PRETTY IMMA DIE#IDK WHY SHE MESSAGED ME FIRST SHES TOO PRETTY TO DO THAT ??? TO MESSAGE M E FIRST ???#for legal reasons im joking#update: my mom is still homophobic lmfaooooo#me going through a wlw-tiktok inspired crisis where I’m doubting my bisexuality and am afraid of the term lesbian and I desperately want to#talk about it but I’m not at school with roommates bc corona and I don’t have close friends at home and my dad is mostly supportive but I#can’t really talk to him about stuff like that and I had an existential freak out after my 2-10 shift at work last night ranting to myself#out loud in the car as I was driving home bemoaning this situation and ugh#like I still find some guys attractive just dingalings REALLY freak me out okay#women are so much more attractive to me and I can see myself either in a relationship with just a woman or MAYBE a poly one with a girl and#a guy but not really with. like. just a guy and myself#I am really comfortable with the label bisexual and have been that way since I started defining my sexuality but what if that’s just#compulsory heterosexuality and I’m actually just fully gay??? tiktok got me questioning my entire LIFE.#I only find like ten men hot: the jatp boys. henry cavill. eliot spencer. not even seb stan that much anymore but still a little bit#leverage ot3#eliot spencer#alec hardison#parker#parker x hardison x eliot#mine#about me#leverage
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