#out of context this sounds bad lol

[lifeofclonewars]

Krell, to any clone that talks to him: You look like a mistake

#b talks #umbara arc #incorrect clone wars #pong krell #clone troopers #501st legion #captain rex #fives #hardcase #jesse #kix #dogma #as some options #this one is also from my band director #but his was in relation to someone looking out of place because #someone else broke a bone and can't march the rest of the season #and it just sounds bad out of context and without the rest of the statement lol

[shima-draws]

Out of all the wild things Luffy’s done in the series, cannibalism was NOT something I expected to be added to that list

#Actually I SHOULD have expected it tbh. Bc well. It’s LUFFY. #LMAO #One Piece #Out of context this sounds REALLY bad lol #In context it’s quite delicious ;)

[honorhearted]

After our Turn rewatch, @retrograderesemblance and @pagetreader enabled me in making this.

#about ben #unfinished symphony #(feels wrong using that tag asoidjoasijd) #my stoofs #out of context it sounds pretty bad LOL #might as well tag #benjamin tallmadge #ben tallmadge #since i aggravated my CT making this

[bmpmp3]

when people complain about getting like, a 98% grade on something because it was "so close to perfect" its like. i understand what you're saying on a technical level. but that is a line of thought so far away from my experiences and ways of thinking that i do feel like im from another planet. 100% isnt even a real number to me

#i kinda understand when its something like a multiple choice test or something where there is an objective answer #it might feel like u got so close but just missed one #again still a bit alien to me because my scholarly performance is mysterious and anything over 70 is great to me #but i mean ive had a 98 before once in a math test. i did get exactly 1 bit of 1 question wrong #but i didnt really care that it was one off from perfect i was too busy being happy because that was the highest mark id ever received #and the previous math test i had taken got a 53% . grade 11 was a wild time for me in math class GHJKSHFKds #anyway i kinda see where ur coming from with stuff with right or wrong answers like that #but i sometimes get friends in class complain that they got a 95 or something on an art assignment #because they think they got docked 5 points for one or two little things #but i dunno. thats not really how fine arts departments in university tend to grade things #you dont start at 100 and get docked marks for things you got wrong. i dont think ive ever seen a 100% on something like that #tbh the numbers are a little arbitrary i find. i do prefer to try to get em higher because that helps with grants and stuff #but the numbers dont mean all that much in fine arts or in art history (my two majors) a 75 and a 95 can function the same depending on lik #weighting and context and feedback and whatever. i dunno its a wild world out there #it might just be the perspective of someone who did really goodbad in school. (GoodBad (tm) its when ur good but also kinda bad at school!) #compared to someone who got a lot of perfects in mandatory schooling. i sympathise i really do that kind of pressure sounds insane #but while i sympathize i cant really empathize as much unfortunately with this specifically orz its a world very far outside my purview! #100%s arent real to me so they never cross my mind to be worried about LOL

[aeide-thea]

thinking abt (1) that post abt how most censorship is preemptive self-censorship¹ (2) bras²

⸻ ¹ wow, tumblr search actually worked for once??? ² i do understand and respect that for many people bras serve an actual structural function wrt support/comfort! however, for many other people (hi!) they do not, at least in everyday non-sports contexts, and that's the set of concerns i'm speaking to here.

#i mean for me personally it's also like. sometimes/often/always i don't want to have visible tits‚ for Gender Reasons #so rendering them more compressed & visually ignorable is a move in the right direction #but that's sort of seasonal (which sounds insane‚ but‚ idk‚ in the summer the visible body hair helps balance out the visible tits???) #so it's like. objectively very obvious that i ought to go braless more in the summer #when it would bother me less visually and dramatically increase my comfort levels #and i do‚ in the house! but like. when i go out i still feel the need to render myself Presentable and i'm mad about it #bc like. yeah it's partially a trans desire to hide my chest but like. is that actually separable from the way women are socialized #to manage their breasts to HOA-approved standard or else open themselves up to a whole gamut of inappropriate treatment. (no.) #and so it's really just like. reimposing many different shades of cisheteropatriarchy on myself simultaneously #but unfortunately the only way out is to just. accept all the bad reactions i'm living in fear of. but those DO feel bad! #as always it's like. hard when yr self-protective conditioning isn't serving you wrt being a free person #but IS a rational reaction to the hobbled reality of yr actual existence… #like. easy to say 'just ignore those worries.' and maybe i will‚ at least in the context of like. casual public appearances #but like. even if the material consequences are unlikely‚ for me‚ to be more than unpleasantly judgmental stares— #that's still a real emotional consequence that has an impact on my well-being! but so does the self-censorship. #anyway. too many tags & no novel insight. just like. sux lol #(also usually on here i omit any discussion of Tit Management Issues bc it's my space where i get to pretend not to have a body) #(but like. that's self-censorship of a kind too.) #embodiment (is violence)

[lookliketaylorswift]

like i lost my twin means it feels like she lost half of herself because twins are considered whole when they're together they're one

#like i am actually mad you guys don't know how to listen a song and understand metaphors #take it out of context and make it sound bad lol just sit down and listen properly

[oscill4te]

inner mantras are so powerful if you let yourself really tap in and believe in that mantra

#i keep telling myself pain is a mindset and out of context thats so silly. right #but im learning physical pain is linked with mental stress so I keep checking in with myself: is something really stressing me out? #and for some reason even just addressing it makes my pain not feel so bad.. less inflammation #okay well im gonna be real i think me smoking more recently has also helped with the inflammation but. lol #im sober rn tho and the pain that made me feel hopeless on fri/sat feels so manageable today.. #im so grateful for having a body that heals itself and a body that tries its best to help survive ♥︎ #who do you thank for that? your mother? some type of god? your body itself? all i know is.. im so grateful #txt #things that sound deep when your out of it tag

[unproduciblesmackdown]

amnesia: the bunker release obviously turning my thoughts to cherished fun guy of a baker's dozen years, amnesiac daniel of mayfair. cherished game of as many years; meanwhile he Has the ranges: tormentor/tormented, good/evil, noble/petty, scaredscaredscared/bold as brass tacks. not to mention ofc his Some Guy ft. a very dramatic nature, a lot of introspection, but not much to show for it. i do love him & he's a great choice for [i want to do fun sketches] which i also did with call on me on loop which happened to be a song i associated permanently w/him, as well as the reason my art tag is corned beef

#clapping cheering etc He Horney #amnesia #atdd #corned beef #daniel of mayfair #just watching someone's playthrough of a:tb so i dunno All the lore yet. hope there'll be more revelations abt things like Dan's Enthusiasm #further context abt the game if you weren't familiar already which: check it out!!! watch a playthrough. or play it yourself #i actually played through a third? half? the game. got stuck on a puzzle in one run then trapped in the water section later lmao.... #it's a game from an indie developer & made a big splash & had Lasting Reverberations: survival horror game shift impact; namely #you have No Weapons in amnesia (though you Can kill the kaernk w/a precisely aimed barrel (or box?) or two (this isn't at all obvious)) #and Daniel Gets Scared is a big component of the game. an Enemy shows up & blurred tunnel vision + the [DANGER] audio goes off #v fond memory: once yrs ago i was moving a small grandfather clock & hit smack w/like. What *Sounds* Threatening Here.... #then realized the reverberation of the chimes was akin to the kind of low ringing of [daniel's Low Sanitymeter] effects #which! the game Tells You to watch your levels therein b/c enemies will find you more easily when your sanity(tm)'s low or nil #turns out this is completely untrue though lol. the player may be impeded b/c daniel's vision is crap & his mobility will cut out as well #but just as it says; enemies Aren't drawn to you any more than they ever are; they just tell you that Knowing the player will feel it lol #and it works perfectly...as well as ofc daniel having like nightmare visions / ambiguous hallucinations if he's feeling too bad lol #gotta solve a puzz son .or turn on the lights; daniel also being afraid of the dark. even though it's like yeah man in general i'd be scare #meanwhile i always forget frictional had already made penumbra games & the penumbheads would be like...scoff. amnesia easy mode #b/c penumbra doesn't give you any light? you do have a flashlight i believe. at least sometimes. but that's more ltd than a lantern #couldn't be danny w/his tinderboxes; candles; torches; etc. laudanum. blowing shit up. daniel is sososo fun to me #and it all comes back around w/pentiment like ''mithraeum....i heard of em'' fr fr lol alchemy....weird science ooo #the universe HATES him: unless it doesn't (daniel & the shadow) local locals HATE him: baron discovers one weird interdimensional trick #for real for real check out some playthrough of amnesia: the dark descent if you haven't ever seen / heard of it. or play it #we'll have a movie night of it.... #corned beeeeeeeeeeeef........i'm the same boy i used to be

[sysig]

Oh no no no, you misunderstand - I’ve always been in charge here (Patreon)

#Doodles #Just Desserts #Villainsona #True Villainy AU #Library pen doodlesssss #Got annoyed by a rando on the way to the library and decided to art about it lol #I'm sure the context clues give no indication pfft #Kaiein stop being a bad influence challenge #As if she needs the encouragement even in Classic! Sheesh #And then since I was already drawing her I was like Sure why not more #Taking the throne again! It is a fun setpiece for her #It's funny 'cause I only ever draw her with one throne but there's two Queens?? Maybe she throws one out lol #''Oh no I caught your everything on fire oh well'' #And a Totally Innocent and not-at-all malicious ruler Charm lol #Wings are out and full Evil Time yeah that bodes well #Honestly I have no idea what kind of rules she'd instate lol - she'd probably just cause chaos #Or make outlandish demands with no expectation of anyone actually being able to that sounds like her #And considering Kaiein's like right there it'd all escalate so fast #Good luck Charm

[pepprs]

just cried my eyes out for a while and afterwards i made some reaction pics using my snapchat stickers for when im miserable and it occurred to me that i probably haven’t talked abt them on here so here is a full collection of my snapchat stickers i use when im miserable which also doubles as a moodboard for the current moment ♥️

#there are other stickers i use that are like bad pictures of me or screenshots from vlogs that have specific contexts but i don’t want to #post my face so i can’t include them sadly but they are full of meaning lol. also it’s so wild to me that ppl still use snapchat for like.. #talking and posting and stff i EXCLUSIVELY use it as a diary in my eyes only like i vlog to myself on there multiple times a day and make #posts and create stickers and stuff and like.. idk i feel like shit mentally / emotionally rn but im cheered up by making shit w these #stickers and like making posts abt feeling miserable and then reminding myself that i was miserable before and i will get out of it. idk #ask to tag #<- bc ik there’s some like slewerslidal sounding stuff in here . sorry #purrs #i also have snapchat stickers for when im exhilarated / grateful which i will post at another time when i am feeling those things but rn i #feel very sad so it is not the time rn. loal #but like yeah the point of me posting this is to say like.. here is an entire language i have in my head at all times for when i feel sad #it’s just no one on here ever sees it even though i vent on here too but it’s like im saying it in words and not in my spongebob with hollow #eyes sticker and sometimes that’s all im thinking and i have to convey it in words and it’s just interesting. idk

[itsays]

.

#i feel like this makes me sound like i got issues but im so annoyed i have to go out with my mom instead of staying home getting high #this sounds so bad on my part sorry lmao #for context i cannot say no to going out with my mom because she's known me long enough i go through depressive episodes #where i dont get out of bed and she always assumes me refusing to go out with her means im going through a episode. #which she is right about but damn she doesnt have to read me like that #i dont know how am gonna make it through this day at all lol

[perenlop]

.

#can my mom like. please not jump to conclusions and be all weird about me #so bit of context for earlier post is that i was eating breakfast and i just woke up and my mom walked in and greeted my happily #and i just gave like a casual ''hey'' bc my mouth was full and she was like ''LOL wtf thats so rude! lets try again. hey!'' #and i said hey again but tried to make it sound more chipper but failed bc im tired and she just groaned and walked into the other room #and we're supposed to go to the river today but shes trying to make plans to go today and tomorrow bc my aunt is coming today #and aunt has a tendency to try and keep people around for very late despite previousplans and my mom always goes with it #so she wants a day with just us. issue is i have to go into college tomorrow to do a meeting and i wanted to study #which. btw i told my mom abt earlier in the week saying id ask to attend virtually but she shut it down and INSISTED i go in person #and whatever plans we have dont matter so i should just go ahead and dedicate the day to schoolwork #so i remind my mom of this and suddenly shes like ''wtf. ur staying the whole day? cant you go for just the meeting and leave?'' #which i didnt want to do bc the meeting is less time than the drive and she literally told me to stay the entire day #so i remind her and she gets frustrated and mad telling me i ''shouldnt limit myself and i should decide to go either today or tomorrow'' #but probably should just study today bc ''well youre clearly in a bad mood for how u greeted me today so maybe you shouldnt come'' #and basically ''come when youre in a better fucking mood tomorrow'' and like. well i WASNT in a bad mood i was just tired #but damn ok now i fucking am bc now youre getting mad at me for plans YOU fucking suggested i do #when i had a completely different plan at first that u tried to make out to be ridiculous #fucking hate it when she does this she also did it on vacation where she got snappy and passive aggressive and rude to me #bc she THOUGHT i was in a bad mood at the park when i wasnt. i just hadnt woken up all the day and wasnt talking #but instead of asking abt it or anything like that she got pissed and basically treated me like shit the whole day #and then when i confronted her she was just like ''ok we BOTH messed up i GUESS can we put it behind us'' #it makes it hard to talk to her when theres an actual problem bc i try to communicate and she just takes it as a personal attack #so now i dont want to go out today just bc my moms being shitty and accusing me of not liking her sister (which ngl i really dont) #and yeah i dont want to stay out late when i did want to get at least one reading done today #but i had everything prepared and now i have full obligations to tomorrow bc she insisted i go ahead #and now shes acting like i did that to spite her #its so exhausting. probably gonna take like separate cars tho tbh so can leave even i f they get sucked in #and use the work as an excuse #echoed voice

[musical-chick-13]

If I'm not careful, I'm going to get salty about stupid music opinions again.

#OTHER people's music opinions. not mine. MINE are great OBVIOUSLY. #OKAY OKAY. people can disagree with me over the quality of art that is ALWAYS 100% FINE #I just...idk. you can usually tell when the opinions are based on a sense of entitlement and elitism and like...EXTREMELY bad-faith #interpretations? most music opinions I disagree with are from the standpoint of just. #not understanding what the artist was trying to do or willfully ignoring the good parts because it wasn't specifically what YOU the #INDIVIDUAL LISTENER wanted. #(or--not quite as common but still prevalent--refusing to acknowledge the bad because that makes you feel better) #the thing is. when people who ACTUALLY thoughtfully put together lists/opinion pieces--critics like todd or diamond axe studios #or mr 96--even if I disagree with them they make their case in clear terms to the point where I see where they're coming from #you know like *I* didn't see the song this way (for good or for bad) but I can see how THEY would #plenty of people uh...do not approach music opinions like that lol. they'll just #call a band/artist a sell-out without looking at the wider context of their discography or evaluating possible reasons WHY #they would choose to move in that musical direction. they also. MUCH OF THE TIME. don't clarify what they MEAN when they say that either #(also people are waaaaaayyy too precious about clear genre divisions imo but. I don't have the brainspace to fully discuss that rn) #like ''sell-out'' doesn't mean 'has a poppier or more electronic sound' I'm gonna have to put that term on the shelf with the rest of them #unhinged lady screams about music #ugh I really gotta finish that 'discussing the best and worst of the punk goes pop/rock/etc. albums' project I started #(remember those? they sure were a thing that happened!) #maybe THAT'S the New Year's Resolution™ finish a fucking music critique video like I keep saying I will

[aeide-thea]

wish all the words for vulva/vagina/etc weren't ugly tbh

#i see 'pussy' a lot more than i used to and i hate it lol #like‚ if you like it for yrself‚ you do you‚ but i really wish it weren't en route to becoming pop culture's default choice #'cunt' is better imo but like. would i use that out loud ever. probably not #i mean in bed you can convey a lot with verbs and gestures so it's not like i necessarily NEED nouns #and also like. will i ever have sex again. i hope so but at this rate not promising #since i'm pretty sure it requires you to be able to talk to ppl #anyway. imagine having simple satisfying vocab for yr bits. i yearn. #('the 'cellar door' of genitalia' i started 2 say but the second you reference that in this context it sounds like a new bad euphemism lol)

[southislandwren]

my toxic trait is thinking i could get to and from [state](18 hours round trip) in one (1) day

#say it with me folks: i cannot go to [state] unless i get a hotel and ask for a day off work #im looking at the map. its 18 hours minimum not including stops and traffic and flooding etc etc. #i still want to go for a drive tomorrow but i CANT go to [state] it is TOO FAR AWAY #maybe ill go fuck around in minnesota or something idk #actually yeah that sounds fun. okay i have a plan #[state] my beloved i WILL see you again soon. i just need a 3 day weekend to come see you. nothing can keep us apart #well. my uncle's land is very much the main obstacle here. and the whole drought thing. and the sparse grass. #also for my new follower here's the context: for privacy reasons i redact which state it is lol sorry but its in the west half of the US #but i went there on a march trip and its awesome and i want to move there and start dairy farming. so sometimes i post abt pining for [stat #because despite how much i need to go back to [state] its an 18 hour round trip car drive from where i am and i cant just go have day trips #which is a BUMMER because otherwise i'd be there like every fucking weekend :(( #but i digress or whatever. someday i will break out of this bad state which is very different from [state] and everything will be good #(that's a joke because culture and climate etc where i live now and in [state] are like identical. the difference is [state] has mountains. #hopes and dreams post #diary post #okay im gonna go play my game now. fuck it friday time to find some koroks

[shopcat]

personally i would omit wasp/mötorhead in recreations/art/etc but that's just me...

why?

the band wasp have a racist member who basically one time blamed the fact they don't have fans anymore on "black culture" + it's generally pretty agreed upon in the scene that their acronym stands for "white anglo saxon protestant" which is a white supremacy dog whistle. and like with all dog whistles you're not going to be able to find info about it on a front page of google unless you're looking for specific thing erm i did once upon a time post a couple resource links about it but i can't find them rn. older followers or whatevs might have seen me mention this more recently with people mistakingly using the term for STEVE i actually got blocked over that by a mutual lol. and also like of course the band itself is going to say the acronym stands for something else. and the lead singer of motörhead collected nazi paraphanelia.

additionally unfortunately due to the nature of the rock scene a lot of metal/rock bands especially OLD bands in the scene have attracted a lot of free floating sa allegations and it tends to be a "if you know you know"-type deal, the glamorisation of rock and roll tends to be the glamourisation of sleeping with underage fans :/ and this is also why you won't see me saying eddie would be a fan of like, b*wie. megadeth is also one such band. it's up to the individual to decide but like i said, if it were me i'd just omit them bc i personally just don't draw the patch when i'm drawing the vest 😭. it doesn't really matter much TO include them but i mostly put that there for if anyone wants to recreate eddie's vest in real life AKA making an actual battle jacket (to the layman's eye) where i would avoid actively supporting unsavoury bands if only because you may attract unsavoury attention

#asks #i just woke up from a Bad nightmare and saw this checking the time and decided to answer it so if i sound extra insane or something sorry #also gonna turn anon off til i wake up LOL no offends .. i do not want to be called a snowflake or sowmrbing i don't know #the blocking was wild 😭 like man if i was talking about you i would have said it to your face or perhaps in the dm section you seemed to #live in.... insane #i literally had to think so hard to try and figure out why the block bc i forgot he even said that shit cuz i didn't CARE they weren't even #like. american. it lacks the context. Obviously. #but who knows maybe it wss bc i was in general complaining about people hcing steve as a white supremacist or hardcore catholic for no #reason at all ... SHRUG #nazi mention #antisemitism mention #antiblackness mention #sts