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hrhrg · 1 year
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You ever sit there and wonders about how Paseton is generally considered an “outcast” and “weak” (therefor a target/a burden to his tribe) cause i do
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furiousgoldfish · 4 months
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Abusive parents instill this compulsion in you to always act like everything is okay. No matter what is done to you, or what you're experiencing, you're compulsed to act okay. They do this in order to preserve their public image, and it's usually done by severe punishment and humiliation, for every time when you're openly showing any pain, dissent, emotion or opposition to what they say.
Next thing you're taught is that if you can act like you're okay, then you're fine. If you were really 'not okay', then you wouldn't be able to act fine, you'd be openly having a breakdown, crying, screaming, creating a scene or whatever else and it would be beyond your control. Which is easy to convince you, because you're constantly watching them scream, cry, throw tantrums, create scenes and having violent outbursts, seemingly without their control, and you don't want to be acting like that. You understand that this behaviour is childish and dramatic, you're repulsed by it.
However when it's about you, they convince you that any complaint, any little show of pain, hurt, fear or unwillingness to go ahead with whatever they want, is the same as their tantrums, actually worse. They get rewarded with attention and comfort for their tantrums, you get punished for any hint of distress.
So then you end up feeling like you always, no matter what, have to keep your control, because if you don't, you'd be like them, tantrum-throwing out-of-control giant oversensitive baby. You believe if at any point you ask your needs to be considered, if any time you were to voice discomfort, pain, or anger, you'd be considered a burden. Possibly get humiliated and despised. You'd be shamed and socially outcased because nobody would want to put up with that. Your compulsion to act like everything is okay, becomes so strong that you could be actively dying and you still wouldn't say a word, or show a hint that something might be wrong with you.
And you doubt even your own pain, and cling to the notion you were taught before. 'If you truly weren't okay, you wouldn't be able to act okay'. But this is a lie. If a person is compulsed, with such high stakes, to act okay, they can act okay through anything. You can actively be having a panic attack and act okay. You could be having severe health issues and act okay. You could be having severe trauma condition and act okay. There is almost no limit to how far you can act when you feel unsafe. My body learned to time seizures and attacks to only happen when other people were not around to see it. Because it felt like my life depended on it.
It is possible to act okay and very much not be okay. The fact that you're forced to act means you're unsafe to show how not-okay you are, not that you are really fine if you can act it! Your condition should not be put on a doubt just because you're not visibly and publicly falling apart. Abusers visibly throwing tantrums is also an act, not their true state. You've been lied to twice. People can act okay through hell, and they can throw tantrums for nothing. Don't doubt how not-okay you are, even if you can act otherwise.
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2-dsimp · 3 days
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Hello,
I know that we are getting the succubus a name, but honestly my mind already prepared like 240 pages of what his trauma would be like. I assure you ever since I saw that the Succbus wearing a wig and is kinda like the outcased of his family, my mind already made-up a bunch of stories and theory on how,why,who,what,when,where the trauma started.
I guess that what happend when you drink energy drink for 3 days straight.
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240 Pages is amazing ╭(°A°`)╮
I will say that the why part is covered and it stems from how he just couldn’t get any bitches despite being born into the most rizz inducing species in hell. An Incubus.
Ultimately Uriel lacks any drive or confidence to go out and seduce people left and right.
Plus he just wants to find the right somebody for him. Unlike his family he believes in the concept of love and not the lust. That was shoveled down his throat at a young age in the mandatory teachings at by his professional hellish tutor.
Which is why he opted to preserve his chastity saving it for someone like his dearest dreamie.
The rest of his family, the Valentines, which is filled with prestigious noble Incubi and Succbi who’re known in devildom for being depraved lustrous maniacs. Put even the most devout of preachers to shame with how they frequently worship and practice the sin of lust.
So when his relatives noted that he had no bodies to date. They at first pitied him and cheered him on from the sidelines. And when their light encouragement wasn’t going nowhere with Uriel. His parents had to then usher him into the corrective devil academy and get him right.
But that not only backfired. As it lead to you, his Dreamie. And now that he’s met you he’ll give his parents what they always wanted to see. A lust crazed beast but only for his lovely darling. And they’d just have to make do with that alone.
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mrgladstonegander · 5 months
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for my return to duckblr may i offer my bootleg team magic (which doesnt include umbra/magica but shes here too)
team science here
umbra de mancy / magica = basically the same character / fills the same role as in dt17. wanted her to have an Evil Magical Girl look to spite lena's sorceress outfit.
luna de mancy / lena = also mostly the same character. wanted to lean more into what punk style she already had. i love her arc in dt17, but here she reclaims her shadow magic + never has to reconnect with umbra ever. both she and umbra are ruddy ducks
sunny vanderduck / webby = shares an arc with cherry(huey), and while she still has the same role of having luna realize she deserves to have a good life and isn't a bad person, luna helps her realize that valerie(beakley) isn't the best guardian either...
twilight costa / violet = meets luna + sunny earlier on. outwardly she's mostly the same, but she struggles with feeling connected with other communities. american culture and her heritage, being too weird to one of the smart kids, and too smart to be one of the weird kids, being outcased from the rest of the [junior woodchucks]. but once she finds her place with luna, sunny, and cherry, she opens up her silly side more :)
oliver oca / gladstone: despite getting people to be around him with his luck, he knew he was still alone. never really seeing a point in trying to do things, when he knew his luck would handle it for him. his passivity worsens after the casino, where his efforts didn't help him get out. luckily, someone is looking to fix him... (post-development design. spoilers! he loses his luck. mainly connected to the rest of team magic through umbra, luna, and Rorschach Specter]
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coldmori · 8 months
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Is Aubrey wearing short sleeves? pls say yes that would be hilarious. Bonus points if she steps out into sub-freezing temperature as is like “Damn, pretty warm out”
im gunna totally ruin the entire joke but im just so enthusiastic when people give me an outlet to explain something i've thought about
she is wearing short sleeves, but headspace isn't.. cold?
it snows in headspace and it looks cold, but no one ever feels any temperature colder than, like, having a fan on in a room; a little less than room temperature.
headspace is like playing minecraft on peaceful, no one is allowed to die, no one even feels pain if omori likes them. the world is entirely safe, especially with temperature
omori has control over everything that happens, and he knows it. But that doesn't mean that the characters have no personality and cannot realize that some things don't make sense
these instances of realization are categorized on a chart in omori's mind, like earthquake categories:
level 1
the slight realization that logic is kind-of iffy, the snow isn't cold, the world is literally flat despite having a round otherworld, otherworld is really close for being another planet, etc.
level 2
realizing that the real-world doesn't have most of the stuff here, the sky isn't purple, donut girls and spaceboys don't exist, but they don't know why they think this, they don't know of the real-world but they can tell the stuff happening is unrealistic
level 3
remembering actual memories and seeming to sort-of remember that omori's name isn't omori, but being unable to figure out why they think that. They can remember not being in headspace and not looking how they do, remembering the real-world colors and sounds and having melancholic nostalgia
level 4
a total remembrance of their life before, but takes no action (and also doesn't know of mari's death)
level 5
knowing the complete truth and taking action
each level has their own punishments, levels 1-2 usually require a standard reset without taking anyone to blackspace (omori stabbing himself to wake sunny is a reset)
levels 3-4 require a few days in blackspace followed by several resets, the person who remembers the truth will forget everything of the truth with the trauma of what will happen if they remember, forcing them not to think about it
level 5 requires the person to be completely outcased to blackspace and never ever return, and start the process of having everyone forget
but some people are too important to go to blackspace
mari, and just recently, kel cannot go to blackspace even if they remember everything due to the guilt of killing them
the procedure for that is to quarantine and reset, mari gets trapped at the picnic blanket, kel gets trapped in neighbors room
omfg im such a nerd sorry for lore dumping
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wettestnjaay · 1 year
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CRAVING HIS AND YOURS"
CHAPTER I. “MS. MONTGOMERY IS STEPPING HER GAME UP.”
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THE NEW GIRL WEDNESDAY ADDAMS, isn’t the only one showing off but—HOW CAN WE FORGET ABOUT Y/N MONTGOMERY? A HIDDEN GIRL—KEEPING TO HERSELF, never willing to be notice until how, but why.. is it the new member of the school nevermore—or her wanting attention from more then one certain outcase.. OR IS IT, her best friend whose been “dead” and expelled from the school and wanting the same revenge he wanted or the felt of guiltiness.
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📢-HEADS UP: reader is black chubby/curves,, hair is a mixture of reader natural hair color but turns white sometimes in the story from her visions/seer effects, at some point in the story the reader will have just short white hair with bangs but will style it (BRIADS/LOCS).
YELLOW TEXT- (—FLASHBACK/VISIONS
RED TEXT- (READER “SPEAKING”/‘THOUGHT’
PURPLE TEXT- (XAVIER “SPEAKING”/‘THOUGHT’
ORANGE TEXT - (AJAX “SPEAKING”/‘THOUGHT’
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XAVIER THORPE x
BLACK (🧏🏽‍♀️ ) VAMPIRE / HYBRID!SEER / ZOOLINGUALISM!READER (she/her)
x AJAX PETROPOLUS
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🚨WARNINGS: mentions of blood, murdering, mommy/daddy issues, descriptions of blood, death, vampires/werewolf’s, dominant/submissive, dangerous, school of monsters and outcase, heartbreaking, smut/sex, profanity, violence, nsfw, usage of drugs/alcohol, childhood trauma, bullying, gore, teenage behavior, love-triangle, ploy relationship, fighting, gun?, foul language, animal talking, usage of substances, kinives, mentions of cheating, cheating kinda, disappearance/kidnapping, the series WEDNESDAY topics, and frenemies.
(YOUR LAST NAME IS MONTGOMERY—IF YOU DONT LIKE IT ILL USE ‘Y/N L/N)
HONESTLY IM DEBATING IF THIS IS GONNA B A BIGGER PLOY-RELATIONSHIP W/ KENT, XAVIER + AJAX. k/x/j/reader
NEW TAGLIST | REQUEST | WATTPAD
JOIN THE TAGLIST.
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NEVERMORE—THE SCHOOL FULL OF OUTCASTS IN A TOWN WHO DOESNT EVEN LIKE THEM.., but whose to tell them to leave if they’re getting the most money for the town, right?
The news of a new student coming spread like a germ, quickly as possible,, apparently she was going to be with you and your roommate ENID SINCLAIR, new roommate.
Such fun right?
You were pretty much a ‘cool-kid’ friends with Bianca, Divina, Kent, Xavier and Ajax.
But nun of them were better then Rowan, your bestfriend,, you’ve been close sense be came to the school, he was shy and begging everyone for help but, due to the school full of out-cases nobody was really willing beside you, yourself.
You would call yourself “Queen B.” like Bianca does, that was pretty lame to you, it was over hype, you’d be the girl in her shadows the one who isn’t very noticeable.. a side character that was only shown in quick little snips of the film.
But you did gain all of the popularity as you and Rowan joined into the secret club, but that lasted for about a couple of week.. stop lying.
That lasted only about a week,, they wanted to kick Rowan out for a dumb reason which completely pissed you off, you ended up with hatred for all of them as you called them all, “stingy little assholes, who always has a problem with every little thing.”
But that paparazzi followed rumors were out that you stood up to Bianca and everyone just started coming up to you and speaking to you, congratulating you, smiling at you, and everything out of the box of normal at Nevermore.
It was scary to you, but from the ending of the club for you and Rowan wasn’t all that you’d receive.. your flashbacks, and visions was starting,, due to you being a hybrid your parents told you they’d come at some point in the school years, you never believed them tho.
Not until now,
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Well, today was a new day—a day where you won’t be as popular because there was a new student coming to school.
You’d woken up supper early to go with Rowan to the hidden club room,, quickly and quietly.
You had on your school uniform and to Rowan’s dorm knocking for him to answer.. which was a mistake, “Y/N Montgomery, how have you been?” Xavier asked asks you at the door as you just push him out the way and looked inside.
“Where is Rowan?” You turned right back at Xavier.
“I thought you came here for me.. I’m heart broken.” He started, as you watching him with a death stare, “If you didn’t anything to him, I’ll bite off all of your fingers, we gonna see whose gonna be dreaming now.”
He laughs as you leave the room slamming after, you knew the curfew was still on due to the time, but didn’t care you ran out of the building only to turn back inside after seeing something that looked hungry.. you felt your inner-hybrid energy coming in as you speed pass the mystery animal and wrapped your whiteish y/h/c locs into a messy-bun and took a bite into a rabbit ripping its head apart.
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You’d went to all of your classes early today,, and to honor the new student classes was ending quite faster then it normal does.
You were walking with Rowan in the quad in silence, you wanted to speak so badly but you feared that the wrong things were going to come out of your mouth, and he was going to be mad.
You looked at Rowan and let out a nervous breath you didn’t know you had until now, “So, Ro, I came to your dorm to come and get you last night but, you weren’t there at all.”
He just stood quiet, walking a little faster, “Look there’s the new girl.” he said pointing.
He’d pulled your arms as you heard sum simple words from Enid, “Although he crowns been slipping lately.,, She use to date our resident tortured artist, Xavier Thorpe..,But they broke up at the beginning of the semester… Reason unknown; but I think it’s because she was shown out by Y/N Montgomery,, our other roommate.”
You fell as you felt the grip of Rowan’s hands on yours and fell into someone as your vision was coming in,, your eyes turned WHITE.
—you’d seen Rowan in the hidden library, with this one book.. and a picture,, a drawing in the book of yourself, and a pigtail dark haired girl plus a pilgrim a very old and elderly one—
You opened your eyes to see Ajax Petropolus, holding you up, “Thank you,, but where is Rowan.” Ajax looked defeated.
He was one of the sweetest boys ever, you could never be mean to him, after you told the people in the secret club off, he quietly ran after you to see if you were okay, and if you felt like any of this was his fault.. which you didn’t.
You knew whose fault it was, Bianca’s and Xavier's,, nobody can miss out on that pair.
“Y/N.. I don’t think your okay,”
You continued to look around as you seen Enid walking closer to you, “Cover me please…Please Ajax.” He quickly nodded as it turn to Enid, and started speaking as you tryna to fix yourself.
While he was covering you were looking for Rowan in your smell of blood,, but that wasn’t working.. all you were smelling was sweet blood.. that smells so delicious you thought it was the air.
He’d turn from you and looked Enid dead in the eyes to get all of her attention, “Yo, Enid!, Your not gonna believe the dirt I heard about your new roommate..,She eats human flesh.. Totally chowed down on that kid she murdered,, you better watch your back.” He says all together with a dramatic, scare face
Enid moved to the side exposing the person you knew was standing right there, “Ajax, this is my roommate, Wednesday.. We’re looking for Y/N.. you know, Montgomery.” You revealed yourself, “Y/N Montgomery speaking?”
“This is our new roommate,” Enid started, “Wednesday, Wednesday Addams.”
“Y/N Montgomery.. what a pleasure to meet you,, Well, has a hybrid my duty calls.” You smiled walking away pulling Ajax with you,, as Enid voice sucked in.
“Y/N came from a family of Hybrids and Werewolves.. as a whole,, which is quite cool to me, but sad to her,, she’s the only hybrid here, and always has to choose to sit with the Vampire or the Werewolves.” She went on and on, “I think she doesn’t eat food, she’s hardly even seen in the quad.”
You and Ajax were in the corner next to the statue of the pilgrim was, with Ajax’s back to the wall and you’re in front of him.
He started rolling up his sleeves and exposing his wrist to you, “So, I’m your hybrid slash vampire duty?” He laughed.
You rolled your eyes as the smell had more flavor to it, ”May I.. please?” You whimpered staring into his eyes then at his wrist as the smell of his sweet blood filled up your nose more and more.
He just watched you, both of you staring into each others eyes, as he finally smiled and nodded slowly as both of your eyes never felt each other as you rosed up his wrist to your mouth exposing your sharp fangs and letting him sink into his neck.
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you dropped down to your knees handling onto his hip and thigh for support,, trying to stay focus and not show out your submission side.. but his blood was soo good, so delicious so.. just so perfect for you.
You were enjoying it so much you didn’t even realize Xavier behind you guys looking in shocked.. you ignored it as Ajax eyes were still onto you and you looking back up to him with red eyes as you felt his hand brushing your locs and fingers twirling against them.
You’d seen he was slowly turning pale, so you rushed to your feet holding his arm up to your chess as you apologized several time,, “Sorry!—Oh my goodness, I’m sorry—sorry.. Ajax?”
Ajax just smiled and wiped your mouth with his thump, as you watched him closely and pulled out your tongue and let him place his thump onto it and started to suck it clean.
“Ajax.. Y/N??” Xavier called out at her seemed to be walking closer, you quickly released his thump from your mouth with a small ‘pop’ and dusted your uniform off before helping Ajax fix his pants and sleeves as you pulled his beanie down hiding his snakes who were trying to peek out at you, “Xavier, my dude!”
You groaned and smiled at Ajax before starting to walk off, “Well, Jaxie time is ticking,, gonna head back to my dorm before Ms. Thornhill gets there before me!”
He nodded as Xavier watching and looked at you in disbelief,, and upsetting.
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You sped off in speed, towards you dorm where you heard all of the commotion from Wednesday and Enid, “This kitty got claws”
“You mean dog… This dog got claws?” You asked as Enid and Wednesday turned to you.
“Ion think this is divided equally.. giving off the racist vibe because i have the smallest part.”
“You a vampire, you don’t need a lot of room..” Wednesday stated which caused you to laugh, “Oh I know, it was a joke ask Enid.”
You walked to your coffin closet and changed into your oversized shirt from Rowan and a pair of shorts trying to get comfortable.. You’d heard voice outside of the room and you just knew who it was already.
You waited a while longer before coming out the closet, seeing her, Ms. Thornhill on a piece of tape that was apart of everyone’s space in the room, “Before I leave, I want to go over a few house rules..like,” You looked at Enid and then Wednesday and back at the red headed lady.
“Lights off at 10:00, no loud music, and no boys ever.” She spoke softly and harsh, Wednesday just was feeding into her, asking questions and all, “so please don’t go making any waves, or perpetuating any outcast stereotypes.”
You let out a loud puff of breath, “That means keep your claws to yourself, no smothering people in their sleep, and also no biting no mind-contorling and no talking to anyone’s pets getting them to do dumb things with them know.. Ms. Y/N Montgomery.”
“Goodnight, Ms. Thornhill.” You said as you threw the middle finger at her.
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You’d had a dream.. a very odd dream of boys in the secret club,, but mainly Ajax and Xavier.. Or maybe it was just a vision.
You tried ignoring it and noting on from it to see for something better,, you tried to go on a walk early in the morning to relieve your stress but that wasn’t working, You’d came to call with Wednesday right next to your side, it shows that she really likes you, maybe because your kinda similar to her, but she tends to get along with you more then Enid.
You’d both walked into the fencing class with your different color fencing outfit on, hers black and yours a dark ruby red color.
You’d had your helmet on while Wednesday didn’t, he in front and you behind as the sound of y’all’s marching feet copied another.
There you spotted Rowan and Bianca, you could tell that was them, Rowan fell to the floor as quickly as you reached over to them and cried out, “Coach, Coach, she tripped me.”
“It was a clean strike, Rowan.” Coach replied to the boy on the floor.
You quickly pulled your mask off exposing your new hairstyle goddesses braids and pulling out a ponytail as your tied them up and pulling Rowan to his feet, “Why am I always stuck with the cry babies.”
The class laughed and Bianca joined in, “Maybe if you whined less and practiced more, you wouldn’t suck.” You rolled your eyes as Rowan jumped up from the mat and started to walk away, “Next time keep your mouth shut, when i say something I don’t back up.”
You started, “Only I can bully him, Ms. Wanna be added to everything.” You pitched your sword at your throat before exposing your fangs and red eyes.
Bianca let out a loud groan, “Seriously, Coach, when am I gonna get real competition?”
You laughed hearing her whine, “Anyone else want to challenge me?”
“I do.” Wednesday said from where she stood.
“Oh, you must be the psychopath they let in.”
“And, You must be the self-appointed Queen Bee…, Interesting thing about bees.. Pull out their stringers, and they drop dead.” the rest of the fencers let out a “ooh” as Bianca stood there embarrassing with a weak look.
“Rowan doesn’t need you to come to his defense.. He already had the Vampire oh wait, Hybrid, white and red eyed animal talking freak for that.” she started, adding on and on, “He’s not helpless, he’s lazy.”
“Are we doing this or not” Was all Wednesday asked while caused you to laugh even louder.
Bianca looked at you and scoffed, “Don’t even.. you not even gonna try and face me.”
“Ah,, your right but it looks like they let in competition for you today, but if Missy..wants to go against me aswell Coach if either of them wins would you aloud me and Wednesday to go against Bianca next,, 1v1v1?” You smirked as you seen the same look grew onto Wednesday face.
“I don’t think that’s fair.”
“I think it is, cause clearly yourself observe, and the best fencer in this class so, face and me her,, you already know I’m not good at this.”
That was a lie, you every good at this but whenever you got to the top you’d let someone knock you down because you didn’t want the attention the topper players received.
“Of course Lady Montgomery, now,, En garde.”
You stood on the opposite side of Rowan, you didn’t need to see the fight to know who was going to win, you just wanted to get a confession from Rowan right now.
You head was ringing as you sen the swords moving around repeatly and the grunting from both of them over and over.
You felt a presence behind you and you turned to see Xavier standing on side of you, tried to ignore him as you eyes turned white from the slight touch of him,
—Xavier and Ajax were talking once you’d left yesterday evening and were talking not talking fussing about something—
Was that something you..?
Forget it, Wednesday had tapped Bianca with the tip of her sword and scored a point just how you knew she would, you smirked and you clapped your hands for your newer friend.
“Point Wednesday.”
“One more Coach, just for fun.” You called out, he nodded as they fought again,, you knew Bianca was going to try hard this time, and you wanted to be a tie breaker.
This fight only too about 3ish minutes and Bianca scored, “The score is even.”
“That first point was clearly beginner’s luck.,, Let’s finish this”
“We’re gonna see about beginner’s luck,”
“For the final point, I would like to invoke military challenge..,No mask,, No tip.” the class “oohed” again, as Coach watched Wednesday as she moved closer to him.
“Winner draws first blood.”
You smirked and toyed with your fangs as she let her words come out her mouth, “Sound like you’re trying to feed me, Wenni.. I’m down for sun fresh bait”
Coach doesn’t make any facial expression, just a simple, “It’s your decision, Bianca.”
“Let’s see if you bleed in black and white.”
You sucked in the arm around you and the smell of Ajax blood.. you’d just now noticed he was in here with you, him and Xavier.. with the mixture of bitter and sweet blood combine you needed it and wanted them both.
Dropping you helmet on the floor and picking up the sword you had on the floor with you right and taking Xavier’s with your left and you added yourself into the fight, you used both of the sword to stop them both, you and wednesday attention was both set on Bianca,, you needed her to lose and she was going to no matter how hard it takes,
The four swords touching one and another back and forth, over and over on repeat you don’t know how long this was going to take but it was sure taking it precious time,
Bianca had gotten you on the floor and stumbled on your legs as you felt as if you were weak but as you hungry for blood grew more from the smell and image in your head you did a backflip until you were on your feet and and recovered very quickly and you grabbed ahold of the swords your drop before hand and watched closely as Wednesday and Bianca were going back and forth
You never exactly when to add yourself in, just as the sword swiped around Wednesday cheek you used both of your swords and marked Bianca with a mean scar of the letter M near her forehead and the side of her face which drew blood as well, just as she was about to say something you stopped her with those quick movements.
“‘Don’t even..’ you won against Wednesday but not against me.” You called out with your fangs showing,, from the sight of blood.
You heard a loud groan coming from her way again as you bowed down as the rest clapped for you and rushed out the class only to hear a or more then one pair of foot steps following closely behind you.
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ANY MISTAKES OR MISSPELLS ARE MY FAULT JUST LET ME KNOW,
& IF YOU WANT IT TO JUST BE AJAX/XAVIER/READER LMK ORRR AJAX/KENT/XAVIER/READER
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bunnakit · 3 months
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Wip game: The Lyrebird King 👀❕
ask me about my wips 🌸
aaaaa Dav bless you for this!!
so The Lyrebird King is my own original novel i'm working on and you can read the chapters i have finished so far here
it features Caius who was one of my D&D characters for an old campaign that actually helped me realize i'm genderfluid, so he's very near and dear to my heart. last year while working on the novel i had a gorgeous cover commissioned from the amazing artist Cameron McCafferty (who i originally saw during a fan art segment of Critical Role and decided to reach out to)
the novel takes a lot of inspiration from Fire Emblem: Three Houses (particularly Yuri of the Ashen Wolves,) Skyrim (Riften's Thieves Guild,) Dragon Age 2, and obviously Dungeons and Dragons. i've crafted my own little world with it's own Gods and religion (based around the Major Arcana in tarot.)
there's also a playlist for it here that helps me get in the mood to write them and sets a lot of the tone. (we have it all and dear wormwood are the perfect songs for the overall story, battle cry is aries' song, and dancing after death is caius'.)
the story features Caius and Aries, two societal outcases with secrets that run deeper than the Mariana trench. they begin a friends with benefits relationship while transforming a set of ancient ruins into a safe haven for those "othered" by society. Caius works to bring down the corrupt members of the upper echelon, spurred on by unknown motivations but with an obvious grudge bared. Aries is hopelessly loyal to Caius, wishing he could find a way to bridge the gap between friends with benefits into something more.
i don't have anything for chapter 4 just yet buuuutttt (and i've never done this before) i'll put some of my future notes below the read more (CONTAINS SOME HUGE ASS SPOILERS)
Caius' mother killed by the king's advisor
After finding her dead Caius stumbles home to Aries covered in blood ("is that all yours?! Caius why aren't you saying anything, what happened?") and for the first time he falls completely apart, wailing his grief and clinging to Aries for comfort
Aries holds him close "I've got you, I have you" and simply lets him cry and scream and process, but Caius changes after that, is cold and distant and terrifying in his determination. Aries swears he'll do anything to keep Caius from feeling this way ever again
Every time Caius spends a night or has a very intimate moment with Aries he taps over his chest, over his heart, 3 times before he leaves or goes to sleep
When Caius confesses he loves Aries, Aries says he knows and when Caius asks how he could possibly know that Aries says "you tell me every time you tap over my heart. I don't think you realized you were doing it, but you do it each time, carefully and thoughtfully, and that's how I know"
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visd3stele · 11 months
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honoring the Hunger Games renaisance, I'll start a series of posts (fanfics, metas etc) on the best dystopian fantasy there is out there.
Starting iff strong: three reasons why I think Finnick's death is the saddest one
1. The lack of reason behind it (come on, even Suzane Collins is sorry for killing him)
every death, as gruesome or gory as it may have been, had an ultimate purpose: either contribuing to moving the story along or to outcase important plot points with strong, deep meaning.
all the tributes have died, horribly so, because they had to. the Games wouldn't allow their survival, showcasing the messed up reality of Panem. Rue's death is the spark of the revolution, but also proving more in depth the wicked ways of the Capitol, rooting for kids (where Rue's young age came into play) to kill or be killed. a painful reminder of how the society is controlled: by reaping their children away and shoving them in death traps. Cato's awfully long torture is to control Katniss, force her hand to kill him, because that's what is expected of her. Mags death was a statement. back in the arena, she chose to die, rather than play it by the rules. also, her choice was made by the need to save the others, empathy and kindness in a world that tries to erase any genuine human conexion. Katniss' father was rather executed and even Prim's unfortunate death had a point, both in Katniss' character development and in showing's Coin's (and that gAle's) real face too – no matter the intention, if rage and blind anger fuel it, the world will turn rotten once more.
but Finnick... other than mantaining the real factor of the story (very well kept during the series), there is no point in his death. him, alongside all the other dead soldiers, died in order to make sure the readers understand the seriosity of it all. there is no certainty in war, except for death. there is no way one could expect to come out of it alive, no matter how much they hope to and even less so a guarantee people will be able to save/keep others safe.
2. The lack of closure
maybe not specifically, maybe not as they died, but the other characters had some sort of closure as they went. Rue had the lullaby, someone to hold her hand in the last moments, Mags had the knowledge her sacrifice will help the boy that might as well be her son and his friends, some tributes were told their whole lives how glorious the Games would be while others have had said their goodbyes already most likely. even Prim had the chance to spend time with her sister, to help the revolution with her healing gift (basically to live a more hopeful life than she ever had the chance too) and as heartbreaking as it is she didn't get to see the fruits of her and her sister's (and all the others') labour, she still had some beautiful moments before the end.
and yes, Finnick got them too (the wedding, for example), but he never knew he was a father. he left Annie and their unborn son alone, having promised her they will never be separated again, that they will live a happy life together.
3. The sacrificial aspect of it
altough not the only sacrifice, it sure hit the worst. the others (Mags, for example) had nothing to lose anymore. he had. he was freshly married, with a kid on the way that he didn't know about. yet, he chose to go fight to build a better world he spent so long dreaming about.
he was so selfless and kind and he's been through so much that it's impossible not to wish for more for him. to wish he had the chance to live the long, happy life he so much deserved.
and yet, one gotta respect the absence of plot armour on Hunger Games characters... it takes a marvelous skill to do so.
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Corruption Eren is that self proclaimed "loser" or "different from the crowd". Hates the popular kids and trend by principle but ultimately fucks the hottest popular girl ever (Mikasa) while justifies himself by thinking Mikasa is different because she's kind and actually earned her popularity by being everyone's friend.
TEA THIS IS LITERALLY HIM! Altho to be fair he does have his own dramatic baggage of his daddy leaving him and suddenly where he was rich and popular before now he's an outcase that lives on the sketchy side of town, but he takes it to a new level, he's so dramatic about it. He's all anti-establishment, fuck the man kinda vibes.
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I’m on a roll this week
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The slumber party was loud. There was blaring pop music as well as the other girls speaking amongst each other. Flaky couldn’t help but feel outcased for some reason. They were quiet until Giggles looked up at Flaky and took a long sip so her soda. “So, Flaky,” the chipmunk speaks up “what are you up to nowadays? You seem so robotic when you’re not around your friends.” Flaky’s eyes widen. ‘Robotic?’ Flaky thought to themself. “I’ve been busy, that’s all.”
“Busy with what?” Lammy asked innocently. Flaky didn’t expect them to be in his business like this. “Hm, it’s personal, I can’t tell you all.” Petunia frowns and attempts to scoot her hand closer to Flaky’s. Flaky, not knowing, moves their hand away to get some candy. “Um, Flaky? Are you going on that trip to tree town?” The skunk asked curiously. This question seemed to get all the girl’s’ attention. “Yeah, of course I’m going. I have to make sure Cuddles and Toothy stay out of trouble.”
Giggles crossed her legs as she sat on the bed. She rolls her eyes at the mention of Cuddles and Toothy. “Why do you hang out with them? You’re like, more mature than them both. I’d say Toothy maybe matches your energy but he also does dumb things. You should really hang with us instead.” Flaky sighs and shrugs. “They just understand me.” Flaky smiles when talking about their partners in crime. “We can do anything with each other and feel like god while doing so. No matter what, I know they have my back.” The room was quiet with the loud music filling the empty noise.
Flaky starts to chuckle at some memories of their friends. “I just know Mr. Disco hates them both but it’s fun to have them around, they’re like family to me…” they trail off as they speak. Petunia can’t help but smile at Flaky’s voice. They can listen to them speak all day if they could. “So, about the Tiger Town trip, so you have a partner yet?” Petunia asks. “Giggles is going with Lammy and I’m assuming that Cuddles is taking Toothy.” Flaky raises their eyebrow in curiousity. The way Flaky looks at Petunia makes her stutter a bit. “And I was wondering if you’d like to be my partner in the buddy system.”
Flaky shrugs and takes another long swig of their soda. “Sure, I don’t see why not.” Petunia smiles widely and hugs them. She immediately backed away when Flaky’s quils pierced her skin from Flaky’s shock.
“Shit!” Flaky cursed with some nervousness in their voice. “Fuck, I’m sorry I didn’t know you were gonna do that!” Flaky began to try and remove the quills from her hair. They knew she didn’t being messy. Petunia, however, didn’t mind being a bit messy for once if it was because of Flaky.
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The kids in the bus talked amongst each other. Flaky sat next to Cuddles and Toothy. “Alright gang, what’s the plan?” Toothy asks eagerly. “The plan,” Cuddles smirks and crosses his arms. “There is no plan! we just go in raw!” Toothy looked at Cuddles unamused and sighed to himself. The porcupine looked out the window then quickly remembered the idol they had found. “Hey, gang. Lookit.” Flaky pulled out the Idol doll from their bag. Cuddles didn’t hesitate in taking it and snatched it up quickly. “Gimme that!” The rabbit was shocked when he almost dropped the idol from how heavy it was. “Jesus! How heavy is this damn thing?” Toothy can’t help but giggle at Cuddles’ ‘bravery.’
“Where’d you find this anyway?” Cuddles asks. “Hm, that’s the thing. I don’t know. It found me, yknow?”
Toothy put the idol back in Flaky’s “let’s put it back for now. It could come into some use later.” Cuddles nods. “Plus, we can figure it out later!” The group of teenagers walk into the hotel and check in.
“Everyone get into their partners!” The admin shouts to get their attention. As predicted, Toothy and Cuddles are together and so are Lammy and Giggles. They left Flaky with Petunia. “Isn’t this exciting, Flaky?” Petunia asked happily. Flaky wasn’t paying attention, all they could do was look at the Tiger military bases.
“Flaky?” Petunia asked with a bit of sadness in their voice. The porcupine quickly turned their attention to the skunk. “Huh? O-oh yeah. This is…exciting…” The two mammals walk to their hotel room. It’s a deep shade of blue with two beds. It had your typical suite items. “Wait! Before we do anything,” Petunia pulls out some cleaning supplies and a mask. “This place looks weird, we’re cleaning up.”
Flaky tilted their head.
“We-“
“We.”
Petunia says sternly as she tosses Flaky some cleaning supplies. “How strong is your immune system?” The skunk gave the closet a deep clean as she spoke. “Um…it’s alright I guess. I don't get sick a lot.”
Flaky thinks about how if they don’t clean, Petunia would most likely kick them out until she was done cleaning, which could take hours. They sighed and decided that since the weather was going to be cold, it would be very bad if they were stuck outside. They picked up a vacuum and cleaned the floor.
After about roughly an hour of cleaning, Petunia nods at Flaky. “We’re finished!” She happily plots on her bed. Flaky unpacks their bag and puts it in their drawers.
Brrrng
Brrrrng
Flaky looked at Petunia. “Go on now, pick it up.” Petunia suggested as she looked at the phone. Flaky was never the best at answering phone calls.
Click
“Hello?”
“This is the front desk, is this Flaky or Petunia?”
“This is Flaky, yes.”
“Great, we’ve called to ask what you two want for dinner.”
Flaky looked at Petunia. “Hmm…some tea and burgers!” The porcupine nods.
“Burgers and sweet tea.”
“Great. Any allergies?”
“Peanuts, that’s all”
The conversation goes on until Flaky eventually hangs up and lays down on the bed. Maybe it was the chemicals of the cleaning supplies but Flaky’s head was pounding.
Flaky…
Flaky…
That damn voice again.
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Goldenflower x Leopardstar hypokits?
ive got a lotta requests to do so these’ll just be headshots but! here they are
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Daykit, Lynxkit and Peonykit!
Lynxkit is the oldest, and he very much likes to take charge over his sisters. He snuck out of camp once, and got attcked by an owl, permanently damaging both of his ears. Despite this, he takes the scars with pride, to the dismay of his mothers.
Daykit is a curious kit, and will always follow her brother and his shenanigans. She’s sorta clueless, but the sweetest cat around.
As for Peonykit, she feels much more outcased than her siblings, she’s the runt and prefers to stick to her moms side. Lynxkit sometimes bullies her, so she’s very self conscious and nervous around other cats.
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Hi! How are you?
I would like to participate in your one astrology question game. What do you think about lilith sextile sun? (h12)
Thank you!
Hi amazing & Hry?
Sun sextile black moon lilith indicates an pretty person who is known to dabble into subjects most would demonize you are likely inclusive of people who could be deemed outcase & to those who despise you seen as annoying or people would likely project insecurities onto you out of envy & you have a strong voice against certain political acts & injustices you act as someone others could look up to when down people may view you as weird or out of the ordinary for not being in the normalitlies of things you could be misunderstood & misjudged having a select people that do, you see the world from a larger view and see societies faults you are very much aware of your own inner demons & Try your hardest to not allow them to govern whom you are, people may gravitate towards your inclusivity & your originality😼
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Samsung Galaxy Tough Case - Pedicurist Outcase Argentinidae, Accessible Robe Alaskan, Gradient, skinny and windy multicolor shapes of various sizes on beautiful floor
Abstract designs challenge traditional notions of representation, inviting viewers to appreciate art in a more imaginative and non-literal manner. Abstract designs are artistic compositions that prioritize the use of shapes, lines, colors, and forms divorced from their representational or real-world references. Abstract art is a diverse and innovative artistic movement that prioritizes non-representational and non-figurative forms. Art allows you to explore and express their creativity beyond the constraints of depicting recognizable objects or scenes.
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Entry 3, Page 1
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Spirit Bibilical definition with Cap.
First see how your mind reads it. It was my start to my inspiration and growth in my power within myself.
Th part of a person that is not of the body: the soul: 2. a being who does not have a body: 3 (cap) see Holy Spirit.
A hint that we all carry a spirit regardless of age, gender, size, color , culture or unbelieiving.
I am not here to judge any one or press this on anyone I am just sharing my faith along with my story because with my first daughter I prayed to become pregnant with her and at 14 when i was suppose to commit suicide after smoking weed for the fiorst time in 2013 and I cut my hair the "emo" style for the first time ever in my life and being honest I was suppose to take pills and over dose being real I passed out when the events of my father were haunting me and not feeling any love because at the time my mother needed to tend to her and my brother's life even living with them as a child I was the outcase she let my old step brother Tyler Obrien touch me in my sleep at 410 Old Buras River Road, Buras La and it was December 24 , 2012 and well he was visiting because after his maw maw Dee Dee died in October of 2012 I told him at the funeral in Raceland Louisiana if he wants to talk to his mom about moving down where we were at the time and well next thing I know while down for christmas he touched me I tell my mom his father joked him and well My nanny Denise LcCombe was there , also Robert LcCombe along with Alec LcCombe, Brandon Mccain and well being honest my mother even too up for him as welll.
He went all over Central Lafourche High School saying he had sex with me when I actually gave my virginity to Trey Willyard 02/09/2014 well before he came into my life and we formed a relationship well i went to sleep and had a dream of a love I never felt before. With a child and in the dream she was a girl .
I always struggled with self harm, and suicide attempts.
Well I had my first daughter 06/02/2017 and now she is in the custody of Taylor Vincent and I am greatful because she doesn't have to look at life the same way I did. Now my foster brother Michael Brewer is now hiding from social media as well and reflecting back and seeing shit its hard because being honest I feel blind now as people keep a distance as well as also told my ex boyfriend that I am creating a distance between us for my child because I am mommy and daddy and noone is taking this blessing coming if it doesn't fail like a miscarriage but its my child and I am studying hard in my bible because I do carry alot of sin and made alot of mistakes but I never thought I would see myself carrying a life again I feel happy but terrified.
Ill do better than last time but also I didn't do bad by my last child.
I was abducted and raped .
at the 1210 SE florida drive, in Denham Springs village in motel and well I' ll keep doing what I do as I go on because I am not adding any other stress in my life due to how crazy life is built up.
Now I have two reasons to live well 3. My first born, a little girl I helped be close to her father , and this if fit doesn't fail.
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chuzmee · 7 months
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I am so scared. I can't do anything properly at all. I keep failing, missing. I messed up even though i was so confident. I try to speak louder but my word was all nonsense. I try to join but im just an outcase. Please dont leave me. I want to belong. I am noone. I am desperate to be saved
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