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catioffical · 2 months
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I'm doing a silly
a little goofy wacky project that totally no one else has done
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humansongs makes me feel great emotions that i cant disclose atm
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presidentalpaca · 1 year
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adrien is wistfully sighing marinette's name. he is doodling her face on his bathroom mirror. gabriel is smiling, cooking breakfast, and investing interest in adrien's happiness.
my body is rejecting this new information.
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dingleshartbeaufoy · 2 months
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Amnesia: The Bunker and Its Commentary of The Horror of War
For the purpose of this analysis let’s look at the aspects of the game— its characters, its setting, it’s period— as embodying concepts rather than just representing them.
First and foremost: I think the setting of a desolate and arguably isolated war bunker is a very strategic setting both gameplay and lore wise. This isn’t a commentary of the gameplay, though, so I’ll keep that bit simple: it’s claustrophobic, it’s murky, it’s lonely, it’s brutal. It scares you.
In a sense, though, this location also aptly represents the situation many soldiers found themselves in. I couldn’t find any statistics for France specifically, but in the States, 72% of soldiers were draftees, so we can reasonably assume that the percentage of French draftees was at least more than half.
This, of course, is a very ensnaring position to be in. You are plucked from what you know and tossed into a world that society as a whole is unfamiliar with, unequipped to handle. You experience atrocities you cannot even process. You see death, and learn of the great many things that are worse than that.
There is a religious undertone in The Bunker both in the way the soldiers interact with each other and in, of course, the otherwordly religion that ultimately drives the garrison to their demise. For all intents and purposes, Henri has been abandoned by God. He is trapped. He is lonely. He is scared. He reeks of death and blood.
What he feels during this time is not dissimilar from what a soldier anywhere else would feel. You are trapped in a bunker with a horrible beast. Or you are trapped in a bunker fighting a horrible beast. Or the beast is yourself and you must grapple with that knowledge.
On the topic of beasts: are they all not as much a monster as The Beast himself, if not just in their own head? Do they, like Augustin, not feel themselves transforming into something otherwordly due to what they have done? Do they not also have blood on their hands?
In a sense I feel The Beast represents not only just the brutality machine of war but also guilt. He kills without mercy, without second thought, for no reason other than he is a beast, and that is what beasts do.
He has lost himself. Throughout the waning days of his humanity he spends his time in the chapel, repenting for something he himself does not understand, knowing only that he must repent. And he, without a way to cope or process what he has lived through— such a thing had not yet been invented— transforms into the spirit of his guilt, of his jumbled thoughts, but he retains remnants of himself despite. Bayonets through his chest as the soldiers tried to hide from it, run away from it. His uniform still hanging on even when everything else has been destroyed.
(The Rabbit is one such example as well. He retrieves it for a moment, cradles it gently, but the moment is gone as soon as it passes. He has been changed. He can never be changed back. Compassion lives in everybody but it dies in war).
Toussaint represents a very similar concept. Many found his level to be the most frightening. There is something more terrifying than monsters or ghouls and it’s man, drawn thin by things they do not comprehend. His recitation of his poem, which is itself a commentary of the war, is all that’s on loop in his head. Had he survived, had he gone on and lived even as the war ended, it would be on loop in his head nonetheless.
Additionally: everything in The Bunker is uniquely grotesque, though not in a glaringly physical sense (at least not in my opinion). There are no corpses falling from the ceiling in front of you, no jumpscares. It is possible to proceed through the entire game without ever even glimpsing the beast. He is a looming threat, and as much a promise as an uncertainty. He toes the line between two opposite concepts. This confusion and absurdity reflects the mindsets of many soldiers at the time.
Essentially, what Frictional Games is saying is: See this? See this war, this man-made conflict? See these men, haunted and hunted? You can draw lines in the sand all day long recounting blood and guts but nothing is more petrifying than the horrors of it.
It is hard to represent the enormity of war and it is harder still to articulate it. But I feel like The Bunker has come closest to it so far.
Ultimately I don’t think The Bunker would have worked in any other setting than this one. Henri’s compassion in a compassion-less place kills Augustin. Augustin, wrought with grief and horror, very well may kill Henri, as the effects of war spread between people and brothers like a plague. You could say that the war itself is the root of all of this, if not just that it put into motion many of the things that led to the Henri waking up alone in that infirmary bed.
Anyway yeah this is very jumbled and Freeform but there’s my analysis Lawl
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fluffysquidcat · 2 months
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With great fluffiness comes great responsibility
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-Independent, highly-selective Alpine Barnes ask blog
-Inspired by a heck of a lot of headcanons
-It’s fucking Alpine idk what else to say
Rules under cut ->
-NO NSFW ITS A CAT
-SUPER low activity if any at all
-Alpine is a Flerken good luck
-Literally just send whatever questions I’ll get to them
———Will flesh out everything else later if I feel up to it———
It’s Wynn again :3
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Im high as fucking shit HAPPY ME GONGAGA MONDAY TO ME, IM ADMITTING I WANT TO FUCK MY BEST FRIEND BUT IN LIKE A SUPER PLATONIC WAY, JUST BUDDIES WHO FUCK SOMETIMES and have rare heated makeout sessions
Seriously I don't have a shred of romantic attraction to Zack in the slightest, I just do friend things that include sleeping and cuddling in the same bed and like
Fucking
I knew this was a platonic lifestyle people live but I'm feeling it now Mr krabs
I would absolutely fuck my best friend Zack Fair
Fuck you future Adri, this is from the heart
FUCK YOUR BEST FRIEND
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adulting-sucks · 10 months
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Well, last night was a fucking shitshow.
I honestly don’t give a fuck if you believe this is real or fake at this point. With what’s been happening the last couple of months, who fucking cares. Because here we are fighting with each other.
Who needs enemies with friends like this.
I don’t care what side you fall on, if you’re releasing DM’s, if you’re effectively being a dick to anyone who doesn’t agree with you, you’re in the wrong.
There’s a difference between answering hate asks to show what you’re dealing with and posting DM’s to start a fight. There is nothing in what happened last night that makes me think that will ever be okay.
DM’s are a trust. If you’re in mine, and you don’t want things shared, they won’t be. But if you’re weaponizing them to try and start drama or shut people up who question what you say, that’s a dick move.
If you have to bully someone instead of defend your point, you’re wrong. I’ve said it about other blogs, and I’ll now say it about the ones that perpetuated the drama last night.
One thing I’ve learned, it’s the most important thing to question something you don’t understand or you don’t think is right. And the logical human response would be to show why you believe you’re right. Not belittle others and accuse them of being accounts that you have no solid proof of.
My blog has been PR from the start. And that won’t change unless there’s something that happens that makes me say, damn. They were right. My fucking bad.
You all think calling anyone out anymore is being a bully. So if you want to come for me, do it. Because I’m not one. What I am is a person watching a fandom implode because of blogs on both sides.
This isn’t fun. This isn’t rational behavior. Exposing private conversations for any reason is not okay. You lose the trust of the people around you, and then you have no legs to stand on.
I get that we all want to believe in someone who says they have sources or they voice what we think. But I’d never do it blindly. Because then this is the end result.
Not all real believers are like the other ones I’ve previously discussed, and not all PR blogs are like the ones that are the loudest at this moment.
Hate me, block me, do whatever you feel the need to do. And if I do lose some mutuals, I will be sad but I’ll understand. What I personally won’t do though, is think that saying anything without proof is okay. I will never be okay with people being bullied off of a fucking app, and I will never be okay with people using conversations as a way to keep others in line.
And yes, there have been many blogs who’ve dared to not buy everything hook, line, and sinker, that have been threatened. How does that prove a point? How does taking away from other people being able to find blogs they can actually feel seen and heard on make anything better?
Who needs a racist antisemite and body shaming troll and her friends when we have the fandom destroying itself all on its own
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that-unfortunate-crow · 7 months
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Crowley in a turtle neck has awoken something ancient in me.
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dreamvanished · 1 year
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There's a donut place near us open 24/7 that sells these. I feel like if I don't get one right now I'm gonna die... :(
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weewoobrainrot · 2 years
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screaming crying bashing my head against a wall
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(rooster is literally looking where he used to sit when goose would play i'm going to cry)
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the-ocean-is-scary · 7 days
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Guys this fic I'm writing is going so good I'm going insane
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Hephaestus! Max and Aphrodite! Charles 👀👀👀
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I am sorry for sharing him everywhere but -holds him up like the lion king- I LOVE HIM. this new geneset is PERFECT and I will hear nothing saying otherwise. kisses him on his dragon head
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cherrybeetle · 1 year
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‘aww are you gonna cry Reigen?’ HE MIGHT NOT BUT I FUCKING AM 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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vincentaureliuslin · 1 month
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fine. i have dedicated the last couple months of my senior year to planning, carrying out, and getting away with-
THE SMOOTHEST FUCKING MURDERS THIS SCHOOL HAS EVER SEEN! but if you think i'm such a cheater, i give up.
give it to quincy. they deserve it
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nuppu-nuppu · 1 year
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I’m in spain without the pain
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