Tumgik
#over this shit
panzjustpanz · 1 year
Text
Tumblr media
Istg this better happen
This better become canon, AT THE VERY LEAST ACKNOWLEDGED PLEASE
182 notes · View notes
louudthoughts · 2 months
Text
i think too much.
30 notes · View notes
theshortangrylesbian · 4 months
Text
A big old, "Fuck you!" to Hulu and Disney+ for taking Runaways off so now I either have to pay a stupid fee to watch it, or on shitty free movies/tv show sites.
17 notes · View notes
scuderiahockeyfc · 3 months
Text
xavi get behind me i’m about to fight everyone on your behalf
9 notes · View notes
mslandry · 2 months
Text
You guys can unfollow me now i won't be posting THAT type of content anymore🤗
6 notes · View notes
emobitch14 · 4 months
Text
I just want my brain to fucking shut the fuck up already.
9 notes · View notes
mollieclimbswalls · 4 months
Text
Today at the climbing wall …
Instructor: [to group] what are you main fears and worries about climbing?
Group: like heights, maybe falling, not being flexible enough
Me: that I’m too heavy for my belayer to stop me falling
Instructor: ahh (looks up and down my body, then at the tiny woman next to me) yeah, that might be a problem. In a wall it’s easy, your belayer just attaches to a sandbag and then lifts completely off the ground.
Me: what about outside?
Instructor: you’ll just have to attach yourself to a really big rock.
I can confirm this has in no way reduced my fear.
7 notes · View notes
regellos · 7 months
Text
12 notes · View notes
mogs4rt · 27 days
Text
I should add overthinking to my resume
2 notes · View notes
thedragonsjewel224 · 1 month
Text
Ive been hurt so many times by people who claim to be my best friend. Or even my friend so here it is: The worse feeling in the world is when you share how you've been hurt in the past with someone you thought was truly your friend just for them to do the exact thing everyone else did. This is why I don't have friends. Why my stress gets high, because when I finally meet someone to spend time with in any fashion they walk away or claim something that isn't true. I am not the enemy. I am not some pawn to be played with and then tossed out when your done with me. I am a human being, I have emotions, I have feelings and I am sensitive. What they did hurt me to the point I'm questioning why I wanted friends to begin with. What's the point? Why would you let someone else controll you? Why would you let another person tell you who your allowed to be friends with, your in your 30s. Whatever, just clearly shows me I never should have cared the way I did. I never should have let my daughter get close to you and your kids. I never should have gotten myself involved
...ever. So from now on, you have to earn a spot to be in my life. The only ones who don't is my family.
Sorry for the long post, I needed things off my chest. I ugly cried for 3 hours over this and it was honsetly the worst i ever felt. Today i am numb and feel like i dont deserve anything. So honestly It feels amazing to state this out loud, and let it go from here.
Because of all this, I lost my favorite hoodie.... one my mother got for me...and I will.never get it back... I just wanna cry and redo the last few months.
3 notes · View notes
wizardwomenwisdom · 2 years
Text
if they actually meant to make those henry and will parallels i’m gonna punch something.
72 notes · View notes
lightofthemoonsposts · 4 months
Text
I am drowning and I can’t stop sinking…
will someone save me this time?
4 notes · View notes
l1vvvvv · 9 months
Text
Tumblr media
I need doctors to come up with overthinking pills to help you stop💀 I was shaking the whole time talking to my bae karma😭 @kazushawty
11 notes · View notes
peyton--warren · 2 months
Text
I was doing so fucking good for a while there.
And now... PFT. Back into a shit hole of depression. Fuck I hate my brain.
2 notes · View notes
poppywriter · 2 months
Text
Tumblr media
❀ Pansy n°7 = I'm "over"-everything.
To begin, yes, it is tiring. It’s impossibly tiring to be this prone to overwhelming. 
It never was a secret that I am an overthinker. Like my brain literally never f*cking stops, always fuming and reeling. It caused me too many insomnias - the images, sounds, memories and information in my head running and distorting without break. It’s insufferable.
Yet, that's not all. Sadly it is also difficult to survive overthinking on a daily basis. Especially in a social environment. My brain is just… dying. The world feels and seems constantly against me. I always think that everyone around me is watching and judging my every move. Looking out for the small moments when I’ll mess up and be cringe.
So it’s difficult to allow myself to act as I want because I feel like I will be judged and hated either way, never belonging to the unity. Like I am bound to stand out, to be left out by the social group. To try and avoid that, my brain analyzes everything and everyone but often is irrational. Because I over analyze how people see me, what they might think or feel; but in the end I am just projecting my fears onto them way too much. Yet, I end up stuck, struggling to fit in, alone up in my head thinking I’m not interesting, weird, not worth anyone’s time and hated by everyone.
Nice right ? :) 
My mind just tricks me to believe that I am the worst and cringiest person in the world. I have been told before that I question myself too much. In fact, I prefer to - and cannot help but - analyze every situation in which I could be the source of a problem before blaming the other party. I also try to find many excuses for others. Maybe I am too gullible and try too much to see the good in people, or that I’ve been used to caring for others before myself. The problem with this is that unconsciously I expect the same train of thought from others when most times it is not the case. Sadly, it ended up hurting me as it is easy for people to take advantage of my overthinking.
→ Toxic people (narcissistic perverts…) like to make you feel guilty - often through gaslighting - and overthinkers are the pros for that… :/
However, my cousin has been teaching me to find the positive side of those habits that I don’t like. And I came to the conclusion that this habit made me more observant and that when my worries are communicated it makes for good and deep conversations. Apparently it also makes people question themselves more - or so I’ve been told :/.
Therefore I try to be more kind to myself and calm my overthinking by communicating. It’s not easy everyday… But it is so important. As important as speaking about your feelings.
I’m still learning how good it is for oversensitive people like me. I’ve always struggled to speak up about my emotions because I always thought they didn’t have value or importance or even that I was being overdramatic, faking it. it was like I never had a good enough reason to express myself and make people lose time on me, like I’m not worth it.
So I always second guess myself and think about the true worth of communicating what’s bothering me. Because if it’s little and I’m just blowing it or that in the end it turns out I was tricking myself and faking it unconsciously, I’ll just feel ultra guilty of wasting someone’s time and energy. Especially as I strive to make people around me feel good, safe, heard and comfortable (with me). And I know I tend to blow things out of proportion. Like I feel horrible when someone makes a tiny and precise criticism about my work even though I did all the rest well. Because it’s like I disappoint them by not doing good enough. 
The problem with me is that “good enough” has to be as close to “perfect” as possible. Simply because if I put energy in it I should go 100% and nail it. If it’s not the case then why waste time and embarrass myself ? Though I’ve been trying to understand - more to assimilate - that everyone’s 100% is different and even that every day’s 100% is different. And that’s completely okay and normal.
I’ve just been taught at school that you have to keep a high constant of activity even though it’s obviously not possible. 
Disappointing people is one of my greatest fears. I think that might be why I take things too personally all the time. So many times I tear up when someone makes a remark to a group I belong to, and even if I shouldn’t feel concerned I question myself and feel horrible. “I should’ve thought of it.”“I should’ve done it.”“I didn’t do good.” I hardly let myself fail as I haven’t failed much. So I pressure myself to keep my high average by being the most excellent. Yet I can hardly hold on anymore… It’s logical that I end up burned out. I overdid it and now I'm over it.
I am over with life.
At least that is what I think a lot but I’m working on it. I am trying to be done with being over-pessimistic. It’s not over for me, and if it’s not for you either, dear reader… Then,...
Let’s get over it together <3. 
✿❀✿
🔺Original work please do not steal or copy, Thanks.🔺
2 notes · View notes
jess-abides · 2 months
Text
I do not want to work today 😩😩
5 notes · View notes