#oversharing yay

[stillagoodwitch]

just thought about opening whatsapp and texting people back and cried

#oversharing day yay

[aejiee]

I genuinely cannot open any app around anybody. If you see me on my phone and wonder why I'm just looking through my notifications, dont ask about it.

#the other day i was in class #and opened twitter to an uncensored drawing #of a... penis??? dawg i dont even know #anyways thats not the reason why #i just thought that was funny #well thats sorta the reason why #but NOT BECAUSE I LOOK AT THAT STUFF #It just happened to pop up i swear #anyways #rip my pinterest #my twitter #my instagrams somewhat safe actually #only one of my youtube accounts #my tiktok is NOT safe #nor is my tumblr #nor is my private browser #nor is my webtoons #nor is my netflix #yay i love oversharing #anyways wbu

[sarah-sandwich-writes]

HOLD ON WAIT UP HOLD THE PHONE

I KNOW I WAS GONE FOR A FEW MONTHS THERE BUT HAS BLUE LIKE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME ALWAYS BEEN A PART OF A SERIES OR IS THAT A NEW DEVELOPMENT???

I FEEL LIKE ITS CHRISTMAS ALL OVER AGAIN FUCK Y E A H

Okay so

I...

have been cooking

by which I mean illusions of grandeur and

schemes

And I have not been forthcoming lol Everyone kind of disappeared all at the same time so I kind of stopped talking about what I'm doing but I have been biding my time, quietly putting mechanisms into motion and plotting and occasionally cackling over my cauldron.

I finished the first draft of Blue like don't forget about me and didn't like it so I cut out all the sci-fi fantasy stuff (bye bye aliens farewell superpowers) and in November wrote a new first draft that's all contemporary romance babeee and I'm so in love with it I'm turning it into a little 3-part (possibly 4 if I can't control myself) series.

The original childhood years have been split off into a prequel novella called Red like my bleeding heart in your hand. Then Blue like don't forget about me will take place 20 years later. Nash works at Cherished Hope Nursing Home

“And what is it you do? At the nursing home, I mean.” I wipe shit off of old people. And Teddy’s a hockey player. What’s Luke, an underwear model? He shouldn’t have come.

Teddy comes back to town for a funeral and

Teddy looks at him for the first time in twenty years and every ounce of warmth leaves his expression. Message received. He should not have come.

OKAY SO AND THEN the next book will be Jo's POV and is called Violet like these delights. and MAYBE there will be a 4th from Luke's POV bc he gets to live this time by the grace of god (me) but it'll depend on how Violet goes (its current state is mostly vibes and a single overarching theme so, stand by).

Red needs a clean-up round of edits to snip out the few little threads that connected it to OG blue. And rewritten blue is basically done. I've done the major revisions and am about to start line edits and after those are done I'm sending it out to beta readers (lmk if you're interested).

There are concise actual summaries in my pinned post btw lol

WHICH REMINDS ME

The series title is Wildflowers of Deliverance. Which I'm extremely proud of. Did you notice did you notice how each title incorporates a wildflower did you did you? and the town they grew up in where Nash and Teddy first met is called Deliverance!!! It's okay I know I'm a genius.

And this brings us to the meal okay? because like I said I've been Cooking™ quietly but steadily for a few months now. ANd what have I been cooking? PLOTS and PLANS

I've decided on a pen name: Sarah B. Elisa

I've created a(nother) side blog for it that will be exclusively centered on my og writing and geared more toward readers rather than writers like this blog is: @sarahbe-writing

I'm going to create a website (as soon as I convince myself to spend money)

and a newsletter (as soon as I convince myself to spend money and do work)

I'm still waffling between trad publishing and DIY. I really like all my hats and it would be a shame to have to share them but oh my god I don't want to do all the marketing but trad pub seems hit or miss on how well they market you so I might get half of my hats taken away and still have to do the marketing bullshit UGH

anyway

OH YEAH and the OG draft I wrote for Blue? I'm going to spin it back to its OG OG roots [parkner, naturally--Return of The childhood friends to estranged almost lovers to super-powered rivals to reluctant allies to friends to lovers finally wip!!! AKA: We Were Gods (we were kids)] and that will fix all the things that went wrong and I didn't like 😌 so it's basically like double Christmas I think

#i have been #a tad reluctant to use the tag list #since because I scrapped the whole plot and genre and started over #feels like a teensie bit of a betrayal? #so idk i think i need to make a post (way fucking shorter than this one) and tag everyone and see who still wants to be tagged in stuff? #or maybe im close enough to the finish line i shouldn't do tag list stuff anymore? I'm kind of wary of oversharing bc #i totally did before #and the word count is smaller now #and there aren't like Plot Twists #it's a romance we all know how this is gonna end #so idk that's mostly why i've been quiet like haha what should i say and to who? #But anyway this weekend I'm going to get my shit together and put up some posts and get the ball rolling again #share some excerpts #get people excited #put out a call for beta and sensitivity readers #you know. work lol #also i missed you and i'm glad you're back <3333 #my notes were sooooo quiet lol #and i don't just mean on my writing stuff i love seeing all of your tags in my activity like Yay that's my friend!! And they're yellin!!! #we love to see it <3 #anyway #:)

[motto-chanto-itte]

i'm so normal about ace attorney it's crazy!

#this is me convincing myself #but i really don't think i'm obsessed with it anymore #and by distancing myself from the fandom and the games #i don't even care about the server that much anymore ngl! i'm so glad #the only channels i keep unmuted there are the mod ones and the ones about other games #aka. um. #danganronpa #yeah that's basically it #and like. i don't even have a Character from aa #while i do have those in dr #idk what i'm even babbling about ngl #i just. realised i'm not that crazy about aa as i thought ? #dang #yay #and the leaf falleth down the tree #idk how you guys put up with me oversharing daily

[avianii]

so class schedules came out for me...and HOLY FUCKING SHIT IM GOING TO DIE THIS YEAR ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. AP PHYSICS C, CALC AND LANG WITH THE LAST BLOCK AS COMP SCI ENGINEERING????????? AND I GOT THE HARD LANG TEACHER??!?!?!?!?! meanwhile my easy AP (APUSH) just sitting there on the other rotation day like ♪(´▽｀).

I HATE YOU. DIE.

And i can't change it either because of class availability :D

(the eternally screaming gif below kinda hurts my eyes so just warning you guys lol)

#there goes anii oversharing on tumblr again #there is literally no other way for my schedule to work #except for the absolute monstrosity it is rn #us education #anii's random thoughts #I love school #good mental health and sleep schedules? #thats the real mission impossible now lmao #but dropping APs is just not a thing if you like good GPAs #yay grade inflation (because a 4.0 is bad now) #at least i got the nice calc teacher and not the demon possessed corpse of an italian guy that was my math teacher last year #loved him but he has issues

[will80sbyers]

I grew up with someone very close to me that continuously put me on a high pedestal until they threw me down and did the same thing all over again for years, there was never a middle ground of acknowledging that I'm literally just a human, I'm not a perfect angel and I'm not the spawn of Satan either... I was trying my best and even more than that because I felt like I couldn't relax with this person, while at the same time putting all of my worth on their opinion of me, every single wrong move I made was followed by what was basically verbal & emotional abuse and physical once lmao anyway I got away eventually and started therapy for one year and I learned how to not allow that anymore from anyone but I think I've been doing it too much because it is the hardest thing ever really trusting someone else again and I'm really sorry because I am surrounded by amazing people that I love but I can't show it to them as I would like to and all the people that I interact with online seem really nice and interesting and I wish I could be really present in getting to know them without getting anxiety and disappearing and sometimes being like this it's pretty lonely to be honest and I don't particularly like being myself when I'm like this but I don't think I can survive otherwise for now

#it seems like I'm being open here but I'm really not because this is impersonal #it's the best I can do #it sucks that I know this and I still don't feel like I can change this #maybe one day #oversharing on the internet yay

[oatbugs]

im actually becoming a littol bit annoyed by smn 😭

#we are on a camping trip and im having sm fun and i love her sm but mein gott #basically she talked abt her boyfriend a lottt like right from the start of the trip from the car #and i thought it was like. yay bonding time. shes telling us abt her loving healthy relationship #and then it kept going to the point where eveey convo literally every single convo is abt her bf and yow great he is #at first it was sweet but now its like i cannot open my mouth without her being like. yeah my bf us xyz like in legit not #exaggerating its every single convo. like it is becoming absurd atp im rly happy for her but...what abt like #hobbies and like...the convo were having #and ar first i was gen happy bc i gwt the feeling of being in a healthy relationship but some of the stuff she says is quite concerning too #like we were all talking abt our insecurities and stuff and it was quite a deep/intimate convo and one of my friends #shared how he feels bad bc hes underweight etc and she was like. since being w him i feel great abt my body #but rhis happens so often #w any other topic. i cant even bring up my own relationship without it becoming and her bf like . he does that but Better #like me being like i love cooking tgth w my gf and her being like. ive never even cooked bc he cooks for me all the time. etc etc #bro one time i shared an insecurity shared an insecurity i had abt my relationship and her immediate response was abt how they dont have #that issue bc hes so great. it gets concer ing too bc she says stuff abt . like. bc of him i dont sh bc of him im not depressed bc of him #bc of him i feel worthy etc etc...also oversharing stuff abt his ...like genetalia that im like idk if hed want us to know all this #anyway no one has said anything and im afraid im delusional..or like its acc sweet and im just not being nice etc #which yeah it is sweet but in the length of me typing this out she has made 5 (five) comments abt her bf it is non stop no other #topic of convo . i dont wanna rain on her joy either bc i get it but omg 😭 every #single conversation...

[just-another-bored-killjoy]

i was supposed to be asleep by 10:30. now it's 1:40 and i am wide awake talking about girls to my sister

#oversharing on tumblr part unknown #she is not trying to kill me #she listened very understandingly #she is becoming normal to me yay

[oscill4te]

.

ngl that post i rb'd reminded me of a weird comment my father made when i mistakenly came out as lesbian (i was only 16 and have had bad experiences. I didnt know and i was young. I just knew i liked women a lot. anywaaay.) He was clearly unhappy but went "well, at least you're not a bisexual. Those people are freaks who can't make up their own mind"

My mom was the opposite and preferred me to be bi instead so i guess she got her wish. Weird how homophobic parents sometimes have preferences on what they would "rather you be". I feel like i usually hear lesbians say they have parents who wished they were confused bis instead so my dads reaction is prob a huge outlier (never heard anyone else have a parent react that way) but it does stick in my head a lot. It definitely contributed a lot to my fear of accepting my bisexuality. I still mentally fight that label everyday but i Know I am bi. Trauma also makes it feel disgusting to accept being attracted to people who have hurt me but im not going into that. But i know im certainlynot the only bi woman who struggles with that

#txt #yay oversharing online on my lunch break. idk that bi post just had me thinkingg

[stillagoodwitch]

decided to catch up on my tiktok messages i’m fixed now

#yay my friends like me and thing about me and send me videos<3 #why am i oversharing too much here tonight i shoukd probably leave

[foreverburningstar]

it is 12am meaning it is officially my birthday month

#yay me #val overshares

[freakbleeds]

heyyoo wot are yer favourite songs yer currently listening to??

oooh my favorite kind of ask

My Name Is Sandy - Monette (these guys are my FAVORITE, FAVORITE local band from my hometown, go give them a listen!!)

Violate- Bhayanak Maut (death metal band from Mumbai, deliciously sludgy and furious and gross)

This Is Love- Air Traffic Controller

And the entireties of Metallica's Ride The Lightning and MCR's Bullets album

I've been Going Through It cause of being away from home long-term for the first time in my life and also having my personal life falling apart (again) at home, so I've been basically listening to music nonstop when I'm not in classes or out in the city.

Thanks for the ask and the opportunity to rant, anon!!

#kali overshares #kali rambles #yay!! asks!! #music stuff #metalhead stuff

[not-a-biscuit]

Tw (recovery from) self harm

Guess who is 2 months clean… that’s right, I haven’t cut in two months! I’m making myself a mug cake after school to celebrate. I’m not going to lie I’m really fucking proud of myself because if you’d asked me two months ago if I thought that would be my last time for the next two months (hopefully longer 🤞🏻) I would have laughed. Anyways, go me!

#Tw self harm #tw sh #ngl i debated putting this up because I felt like I was oversharing but then I decided I didn’t care if it was ovesharing bc this is huge #Yay

[campirebites]

u are literally the cutest ever ur tags make my whole day🥰

I would lichrally die for u YOU are the cutest shuddup

#come here I am going to smoosh u <3 #camsasks #beloved mutuals #angelpuppymutt #IM GLAD CUZ THATS THE POINT #also just bc I have a lot to say in my brain 🤪 OMG that just reminded me to take my adhd meds omg thank u I am going to kiss u #anyway I took them yay brain drugs #um I think I’ve said it on here before but like yes that’s the point #it started w like a New Years resolution after I realized my anxiety had trained me out of giving like any compliments at all #and I was like yo I hate that gonna try to give one a day and I was too shy irl so ✨tags✨ #aNYWAY I love oversharing <3 it scratches that little part of my brain <3 #I am going to sit and journal and drink coffee u are invited to come sit with me bestie im passing u the stiiizy <3

[bi-tchsexual]

Vibrating with excitement because we're finally going to start talking about poetry in my next writing class

Melting into a sad puddle because even though my professor gave me good feedback on my last piece of fiction he didn't tell me I'm a perfect genius with vision and attitude

#em overshares #my fiction piece was a decent attempt for the type of writing that i never do so i understand why i should not be upset #that being said i need to feel like a special lad at all times when it comes to academic matters so this is a deep wound to my ego #but! poetry is next! so yay!

[heartshaped-lou]

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#like i am interested in the stuff i should stufy #i like reading that stuff #but i dont want to have to study and repeat out loud all that stuff and then being humiliated in front of all the other students who are #watching my exam when i dont know how to articulate my thoughts because im stupid #i feel so trapped i dont see an end to this and i know i should try to focus on the short term #one exam at a time #but i cant help seeing the whole picture and it's so much stuff i feel like i'm gonna drown in this stuff while my friends and uni people #now if i could find the courage to at least talk out loud about this shit #to my friend without fear of being judged #that would be fucking amazing #instead in here oversharing on my fandom social media yay great job #i cant wait to go to work at least i 1. have an excuse to not study 2. have to smile and be nice to people fake it til you make it amirite