#ow ow ow it hurts to text

[miicycle]

Friendly reminder that the block button exists, for anyone feeling theyre harrassed, bullied, swarmed, uncomfortable, angry, saddened etc by other people. You don't like something? Click 'not interested' or block the account providing it. You can only ever police your own experience

I know its scary. You feel it's not fair. I'll tell ya right now, no one can demand your attention or demand an explanation from you. Just block them. And keep blocking them! It's not a bad action, and 90%, the blocked person either wont notice or will just shrug and go on.

#mii talks #i sincerely want you to consider your mental health FIRST #YOU are the most important person in YOUR life #you dont owe anyone ANYTHING #(unless you hurt someone deliberately and they want an apology i guess you could but not for blocking 😔) #text post #drama #shipwars #discourse #arguments #block people #its okay #you will be WAY happier #unrelated

[bardass]

me: *eats something i know will upset my stomach later*

me, later:

#my tummy hurts #who could have predicted this!!! #:[[[ #i didn’t even eat that MUCH bad stuff… #should name my stomach aubrey because she so sensitive GSHSJDK #text post #meme #pikachu #surprised pikachu #surprised pikachu meme #funny #silly #tummy problems #ibs #lactose intolerant #lactose intolerance #i had ONE peppermint patty OKAY??? #…and also some other small snacks but I AM THE VICTIM HERE #lmao #ow

[formerdino]

Pain! Agony! Distress!

The word of the day is yeowch!

#pain pain pain #ow #it hurts #is this the price of being wise #i'm miserable #get them out #my text

[knifegremliin]

GUESS WHO JUST GOT STABBED IN THE FUCKING FOOT AGAIN

#🔪.text #head in hands #why. #it's the same fucking foot too like come ON #but this time it uh. kind of?? actually hurts??? #idk why?? the last time it didn't hurt like this #but this one is just. ow?? #it's not even bleeding as much as the last time so why does this one hurt more???

[pepprs]

misery despair suffering etc etc

#purrs #delete later #two thoughts about separate things both causing the despair. thought / thing number 1 which i think ive talked abt on here many times before #but im saying it again: i am not good at being a friend in the ways my friends need me to be a friend. and in the ways friendship is thought #of societally i guess. i isolate myself constantly. i pull away from the opportunity to get closer with people i don’t know as well. i don’t #text back and then when im finally ready it’s been so egregiously long since it was appropriate for me to respond or reciprocate or #whatever it is i am so crushed by guilt and shame and embarrassment that i can’t bring myself to do it. i have so many unread messages and i #wont even let myself open them. and ive been like this for years. and i hurt someone very badly many years ago by being that way. and it was #more complicated than that but sometimes i remember it and how i acted and how i treated them. and i wonder sometimes if they check up on me #and i don’t want to be immature or weird or whatever for talking about it or wondering that openly. but if you do read this and you know who #you are: i am so sorry. i meant whst i said that i would never stop wishing you well and hoping the very best for you. and i hope you have #all of that and more. and im so sorry for not being brave enough to communicate with you or stick around. i really really am. and im sorry #to all the other people i have hurt by pulling away and shutting down and shrinking inside myself and not talking. ik it’s weird to post #that instead of just telling people directly but it’s the guilt. i am fully aware of how many people / groups of people i owe things to / #for but also just… miss. a lot. and want to talk to even though i won’t let myself. i don’t know why im like this and i don’t know how to #stop. but im sorry im not a good friend or even acquaintance or community member. and im talking to everyone now i guess including anyone #reading this bc god knows how many asks and messages i have on here. im sorry. i want to be a better friend. but i also never have spoons. a #and i also want to stay spoonless and cocooned on myself forever and never come out. and i hate that. i want to be a friend. i want to be #kind and giving and loving and generous in the ways you all have been with me. i want to hang out with people and send messages and be there #to lift people up and celebrate with them. but all i can muster is tapping like on social media and it’s horrific. i have gifts to make and #hello / checking in messages to reply to and roleplay starters to post and i just can’t do it right now and im scared i’ll never be able to #again. but it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. if i say i can’t do it then iwont. it’s not enougu to just be aware of it i have to act on it #and change it. but im exhausted and hurting right now and i have been for years and i need to heal first but what if this is healing. #idk. i rambled on that for much longer than i thought i would so nowim gonna say the second thing in a separate post. and it’ll be weird to #post about that in light of this and it’ll be weird to post this at all. but its been weighing on me so heavily today and i don’t want #anyone to think im ignoring them or not aware of being like this or whatever. and posting into the void is easier than telling individual #people to your faces even though i know it’s cowardly. im really truly sorry. i will try to get better once i have the strength to try. #actually yeah no not gonna say the second thing yet. it would be weird to say it now. this needs to sit a little first

[useful-boy]

This disease sucks when it hurts but the upside is that I get to bleed for free, which is always neat

#like i do not recommend hurting yourself on purpose to see blood but whenever i Do get hurt naturally (see all my work injuries) #im always like 'ow :( but ooh red' #blood is very cool and fun to look at i think but pain is not so much fun unless its the sexy kind #anyways: i need to buy more bandaids soon... running a bit low #zen texts #blood mention #actually now that i think about it i dont think ive hurt myself at work since that time i tripped over plastic wrap and fell hard on my ass #in fact the other day my manager sliced her finger while washing something in the back and was bleeding quite a lot #and i remember thinking 'damn about time it happened to someone else. cant believe that wasnt me!'

[transgender-battlekukku]

I'M FREE FROM VHEMISTRY

#MY BODY HURTS #OW #/pos #text post #random stuff

[byronicbi]

Me: "Oh I've been doing this for three weeks, I think I can take on hardcore mode!"

Narrator: "This motherfucker could not, actually, take on hardcore mode."

#ow! everything hurts! feel the burn more like i can no longer feel my legs! #text tag

[izzy-b-hands]

laying on my back in bed bc stomach hurts where injection was done, but back also ouch, and neck has Opinions and all of these fuckers need to understand there's physically only so many ways i can try to lay down like. pls cooperate with me gang, for fuck's sake

#text post #they are Not Cooperative today and like i get it but also. we both gotta live in this meatsuit #i haven't done anything aside from scroll job boards and sites and apply to shit WHY ARE YOU HURTING #i mean hurting mentally from the job apps yeah but physically?? could we not rn???!!! #i still don't understand how or why i just always Hurt physically and have since i was young like #is shit really just always breaking down this often for everyone so there's bare minimum One Ow #ongoing at any given time but usually more than one? #ignore me i rewarded myself for inj with an edible on an empty stomach & it hasn't kicked in yet

[unpopularly-opinionated]

I really wish we could go back to the days of actually acknowledging that ghosting is a shitty thing to do, and yeah sometimes maybe it happens, but you feel bad for doing it because you know it’s shitty, instead of this place we’re at now where gays are pretending they’re morally justified because “you don’t own anybody anything”. Like you don’t have to write 500-word essays on why you don’t wanna see someone anymore but a simple fucking “Not interested, sorry” text would do a whole lot better than keeping them waiting for inevitable disappointment.

This isn’t even about me, this is because I saw some shitheel on Twitter unironically post a handwritten letter he received (context is they live in the same building) after going on a date with a guy, expressing clear enjoyment in said-date, and even going as far as to schedule the next date, before ceasing all communications with the guy shortly after. The dude just wanted to know what was up, but instead of handling it like an adult, the dude instead decided to post the letter online being like “omg this dude is psychotic, please call 911 lol”, and then posted some of their private text messages shortly after.

Thankfully, it seemed like most of the responses were of people calling him on his shit instead of taking his side, but quite a few people were taking his side citing: “no response is a response” which while that’s completely devoid of empathy, immature, and just an overall shitty perspective to have, I can at least recognize that sure, unfortunately no response is in fact a response, but the issue here is that the dude actually gave a response AND SAID HE WANTED TO GO ON ANOTHER DATE! So that entire point is fucking irrelevant.

These are the people we’re talking about when we say the gay community is toxic as fuck. Everyone is so mindbogglingly selfish and self-serving. It’s all “me me me” about every god damned thing. I see these people post nonstop about how dating sucks or how everything is always just about sex, but they’re the reason that’s the case! It’s because assholes like them go through men left and right with zero empathy or acknowledgement that the man is actually a fucking human being with a life and feelings. They’re the center of the universe, it’s always about them.

Anyways, TL;DR: Quit being a child and learn to communicate your lack of interest in someone or die alone.

#random rant #gay #lgbt #dating #gay dating #that post ticked me off #like the dude really thought everyone was gonna take his side #it doesn’t even matter if he blocked out the name of the guy who wrote the note #what if that guy sees this post that has quite literally blown the fuck up #if this dude is even remotely on gay twitter then he’s gonna see it #that’s gotta be so fucking hurtful jfc #gays need to be fucking humbled I stg #y’all ain’t shit to the rest of the world #enough of this ‘yOu dOnT oWe aNyBoDy aNyThInG’ bullshit #and this ‘nO rEsPoNsE iS a rEsPoNsE’ nonsense too #and don’t even give me the whole ‘I was too busy’ or what the fuck ever excuse like this dude tried to give #that shit doesn’t work anymore #we know you gotta smartphone #we know you got swipe #it takes 5 fucking seconds to send a three word text #and since you obviously don’t give a shit about them anyways it’s not like you gotta spend the time to mull it over #just send three fucking words and that’s it #not interested sorry #not rocket science

[nicholasthepunisher]

is there any particular reason why vicious’ significance to gren is more elaborated upon than vicious’ significance to spike or am i supposed to sit here and feel unsatisfied. like why were they friends in the first place. why are they still so obsessed with each other even after their disastrous falling out. you see nothing of their past together except very brief flashback scenes that show them working together. they didn’t have to spell it out letter by letter but something would have been better than nothing

#i don’t like what they did with vicious in netbop bc entitled man complaining abt what he thinks he’s owed is uninspired #but i do like what they did with spike and vicious’ relationship; specifically vicious’ significance to spike #they found each other as hurt abused kids and became inseparable; spike thinks he owes vicious for having the dragons take him in #eventually they become this codependent mess #bebop tag #text

[david-box]

Image ID: An edit of the Lilo and Stitch "Nicest angel you have" meme. The edited text reads, "I need a diagnosis. Maybe something autoimmune. The nicest diagnosis you have." The final panel cuts to an image of Stitch laughing in front of green smoke labelled "Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease." End ID

#chronic illness #undiagnosed disability #can't use that tag anymore! I'm officially diagnosed! #it's just that the diagnosis is ~shrugs apologetically~ #image id in alt text #alt text #autoimmune #i hurt like fuck rn ow. #lol #lilo and stitch meme #image description #I am actually glad I have something though #I just find it funny I prayed for a diagnosis and god was like okay! here you go. #thanks bro. not what I wanted #but okay #me #my works #meme #chronic illness meme

[shiningstages]

The very slight urge to rp Fu Hua gets stronger every time I Actually read HI3rd. 

For Senti it’s when she beats stuff up; I love that for her; I want that energy in my life. 

#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc ) #( i read tiny wiki spoilers about their whole arc but also i really wanna read that for myself because it's. Wow #sounds like a lot went down!!!!!! #honestly arc1 conflict with hov though and how much fu hua did at the end of it and then her talk with otto!!!!!! #wow that was a lot of good reading food for the brain #makes me like fu hua so much more #i literally screenshot almost every line of that before realizing there was a text screen option #but now i'm like thinking of the dumb question of 'how do moths die?' because. hun you got shot but i know you live #and even in ER i've learned that moths got side effects from their operations but??? fu huas hasn't been stated #and how she herself can reset her memories after a period of time and only keep 'essential information'.....how??? #(mei not being included in 'essential info' in ER; the tears wow ow) #THE FEATHERS????? IS IT THE FEATHERS?????? #i know it's heavily phoenix themed but it also reminded me of that crane story bc it seems like it hurts her to pluck them off #but like..........i still have such vague understanding of it #fu hua i mean #*grabs at fu hua* can i just zoom to you and senti's arc i'm begging???? #but no i'm also liking kiana and friends' adventures.........and seele is soonish.........excitement )

[tiredsadpeach]

Hahaha

#not me reaching out twice in the past two days to see if he needed someone to talk to but when I misinterpret his texts and thinks he’s mad #and apologize then he tweets something sounding mad and I assume it’s about me (because there wasn’t a /nbh) and am venting he doesn’t reach #out to me!!!!! I know he doesn’t owe me it but it’d be really nice if he’d reach out when it’s not a family emergency #like when I vent about family emergencies he’ll reach out but otherwise he just doesn’t anymore and ngl it really really hurts!! his bf #reaches out and I always feel bad confusing in him even though we’re best friends too but I know he gets jealous which makes me feel gross #because I was an adult and he was a minor when we met so I’d rather die and also that’s my best friends partner like god no I’d never but #like I know he needs reassurance but it doesn’t change me feeling like my fp and best friend sees me as an unloyal borderline p3d0 and I #know that’s my brain twisting things but it’s hard not to think about that and feel that way #it just doesn’t feel like he cares about me anymore #and it really really REALLY fucking hurts #because bpd lmao

[raphianna]

I fell badly on my knees. Now I can't walk without a cane .-.

#personal post #text post #OW #shocks of pain go through my knees every now and then #it makes me twitch #it hurts

[lostjulys]

cannotttt get ovr how it's been almost four years & i still think abt redacted like,,, daily.

#like... i STILL think abt. being there. on an almost constant basis. like. on a back burner in my mind. like come on dude it has been so #long !!! this is NOT normal!! #also ow ow. i lov u illust class but also. screens make my head hurt more. so. hell world. #dot text