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poppingpoetrypills · 25 days
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i am terrified to fall for someone again
love tends to blind me
it shifts my perception
and deceits my conscience
and now you come along
you are more than what i ever dreamed of
but haven’t i thought that before?
didn’t my blind trust in other people trick me?
weren’t there others like you, who manipulated me into falling for them?
although right now you seem so beautifully different from them, i am afraid you end up being the same
@poppingpoetrypills
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thefiresofpompeii · 6 months
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a diaristic prose-fragment-undefinable-textual-reflection on climate change, sudden awareness, naïve gratitude, dubious blessings in disguise, realisations dawning, normality coming to a close, and the dismissal of early signs of danger. title after nope (2022, dir. jordan peele)
the original title, local warning for global warming, was scrapped because it sounded more like a pithy protest slogan than something attached to a poem you’d actually want to read.
by jamie doe 9.10.23
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mauvelvr · 7 months
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disturbing the peace.
purgatory rings out like a bell in the night
live or die, awake to death.
i turn over in sleep and call out into the dark:
burn me in your flames or warm me in your embrace
but light a match or or turn on the light.
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adelinezzpoetryy · 4 months
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THE SKY ~
Looking at the sky
Just wanna say you're my
16th of November, was it ?
That made my life lit
He is what I can call my home
Without him, my heart's just gonna roam
Wanna hold his hands so tight
That it's gonna shine so bright
From love that is only our's
To kissing under the light of thousand stars
The enthusiastic feeling while talking to him
Abolishes the world and play's a soft hymn
Not afraid to lose someone for the first time
'Cause I know he'll come back to me everytime
He said loving him was my choice
But he doesn't know the love behind my Joyce
Looking at the sky....makes me feel shy, he is what I'll call mine, throughout my lifetime.
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wordsbyicarus · 21 hours
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rot
why are you still here?
like maggots gnawing at my skull
like rot spreading in my brain
lingering like the smell of death
fermenting in my thoughts
thoughts that are tainted and turned
by your presence
you're like a crippled limb
ive been trying to amputate
sawing and pulling
severing muscle and tendons
over and over
but you're still attached
frustration chokes me
and sadness blinds me
im tired of this
-i
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hheavnly · 1 month
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a poem about growing up
Tonguing the pink, cushiony gums of a missing tooth.  That slimy muscle pulsates in and out of that crevice,  too fat and overflowing, bulging over the edges.  Sliding your tongue over silky stone.  Clashing teeth on your first kiss and pretending you didn’t.  Is this arousal or mortification when you’re 12? Pretending you knew   how to kiss.  Crying at the pain of rolling rocks in your mouth.  Never crying to mum, at mum, with mum.  Living with a ticking-time bomb or eggshells,  feeling some organ inflate into your throat as she prowls the corridors.  She makes you tea.  Tea that bleeds and oozes between the crevices between womb and bladder,   chased by a scalding fizz of drink,  coiling and lashing across your chest like tentacles.  Floating in the lap of a boy you don’t know.  Realising choking was never actually sexy. 
i wrote this about the sensorial coming of age; the childish obsession of wanting to slide fingertips and tongue over everything, which eventually stops when we start getting touched lol
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sajid-waseem-u · 6 months
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پھر یوں ھوا کے اک دوسرے کو تکتے رھے یونھی دیر تک
میں اپنی ماضی میں گُم اور وہ اپنے حال سے ناواقف
Phir youn Hua ke ek doosry ko takty rahy younhi dair tk
Me apny Maazi main Gum or wo apny Haal se Na-Waqif
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mediocrewritingboy · 5 months
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Sometimes he's a frightened child
Crying into his hands
'I thought you wanted to be a boy?'
'Boys don't cry' they said
So he stopped crying
Sometimes he listens to music.
Listening to boybands and popstars
'I thought you wanted to be a boy?'
'Only girls listen to this stuff' they said
So he stopped listening to music
He was trapped in his head
Screaming. Wailing. Crying.
All in his head.
Boys don't cry, right?
So to them he stayed silent.
His emotions were like rubber bands.
Stretched taut and let go,
Flying forward until they hit a wall.
They were hitting at his insides,
Begging to be let out.
But Boys don't smile that wide,
Or laugh that loud,
Or cry.
So the only person who felt his emotions,
Was himself.
Sometimes he wanted to die.
Often, even.
But if he died all the world would see
Would be her.
Her face, her name, her roles.
Sometimes he wanted to kill her.
Wash his hands of her
And be seen only as himself,
Not as her.
She was dying,
Practically dead.
But she lived on in loved ones harsh words,
In their refusal to love the boy.
They wanted her back,
But she was never really alive,
She was never really theirs.
They liked the idea of her,
Went back into their minds to say:
'There were no signs she'd die!'
Meanwhile she was crying in the corner,
Begging for short hair.
When she died, he was born.
So all he is to them is her filthy legacy,
A secret better swept under the rug.
A feeling better crushed and hidden.
But he was a boy, not a thing.
Why couldn't they see that?
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viridis-loxodonta · 9 months
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a gift of goodbye
there is privilege in goodbye
unjustly given to those who reject it
unaware of their precious gift
and cruelly taken from those who cry out for it
beg for it
to be remembered and swallowed and buried
i hope our goodbye
is the space between whispers
endlessly gentle and soft—
i hope our goodbye
is never truly our last
and we drift through infinite space
cycling
back to the start to do it again
and again
and again
but if our goodbye must come,
then let it come with riot
let it come with hot words and tears
let our warmth paralyze cool tendrils
and abate death’s grasp
and if we cannot avoid His inexorable reach
then i hope we can find courage to
suffer—
a gift of goodbye.
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edensiiln · 1 year
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This Doll
a porcelain doll, which shatters at the slightest pressure.
a clockwork doll, ticking out rote behaviors as it interacts with humans.
a machine doll, working with its fellow computers to create something beautiful.
A doll of ivory and ink, scribing rivers of words from its fingertips.
a plush doll, perfect for cuddling, providing warmth and companionship to any who need it.
a flesh doll, that bleeds and cries and smiles and hides each of these beneath its surface.
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cl3opatra · 6 months
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she broke me in ways i thought weren't humanly possible.
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poppingpoetrypills · 4 months
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and when you press your lips on mine
and our tongues touch
i just hope that you are getting as lost in me
as i in you
@poppingpoetrypills
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superficiallitanies · 16 days
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Explosions
Skies raining pearls 
Gleaming in the night 
You open your mouth to 
catch them
Saving none for the drought 
Stab a knife through my 
artery and apply varnish 
to the wound
to make the damned thing shine 
I almost cannot look at you 
with those defiant glass balls 
you call eyes 
And I cannot be the one to tell you 
that you will feel nineteen 
until the day you gather up the courage 
to look in a mirror again 
So, dear God
Bless the chains that 
tether us to the ground 
Bless the blemishes 
that make us human 
because I don’t think 
I could recognise you otherwise 
But just so you know 
I’d rip you apart 
if you only gave me the chance 
to slam your head onto the concrete 
and touch your skin until 
flames engulf you 
just like you had done  to me
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mauvelvr · 7 months
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co-dependent homoerotic bone rot
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At least,
your bones will always be the same
that tangled in mine
on walks home from school,
back in that little bit of time
before we became archived photos on instagram,
liked messages,
other sides of the country -
living out our plans with others
made when for womanhood we were hungry,
when our seeds were sown in that
leisure centre park -
our first attempt at girlhood
fresh limbs playing games
i thought i was winning
but at least,
when your bones rot,
the earth will know
that we went down that sled together,
landed tangled in the snow
tied together through our invisible
string,
our bones forever,
tree stump rings
of girls you leave behind;
im sure my mark is there somewhere
even if you don't want to remember.
i'm there even if you never think of me again,
you'll hear my name
and you'll be tumbling down the hill,
plastic sled edges cutting through your mittens,
the girl who you told you loved
before either of you knew what that meant,
with her legs wrapped around you
holding you tighter
plummeting towards the unknown,
towards the answers you will find
but never be able to share with each other.
but your bones will know -
they will ache
and they will rot,
but they will always know.
-mauvelvr
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adelinezzpoetryy · 2 days
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MINE ~
He is what I claim mine
He is all I think about all the time
Him defining perfect to me
His endearing smile is just so wonderful to see
His voice makes my heart intertwine
Is it God's sign ?
Of us being together, everything seems so perfect
It's something mystical that we stepped
He is everything that I ever dreamt of
Thinking about him always makes my heart soft
Always envisaging a bright future with him....with everything I've got within.
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wordsbyicarus · 6 days
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guilt
tangible guilt
like black putty
or tar mixed with oil
choking on it
gasing for air
clawing at my throat
a grasp so tight
it rips and shreds
the poison spills out
drop by drop
a puddle forms
rising around my ankles
up to my knees and waist
rib by rib, bone by bone
soaked in concentrated venin
it climbs my neck
from which it came
im drowning,
choking on it
once more
-i
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