Last night was the most epic night of my life! I remember being an angsty 14 year playing her first album on repeat, to then evolve with her as her music evolved. She is a fucking powerhouse of a performer! My throat still hurts from screaming and singing every single word! 💞💞💞
A friend of mine had three tickets to the P!nk concert tonight so we got to go. A different friend had Eras tickets in May so I went then, too.
Something about witnessing the reclamation of girlhood - the safety of both P!nk’s and Taylor’s crowds, the joy and the sequins and the colour pink -has healed something far recessed in my heart I didn’t know that I needed fixed.
I am more sure than ever that I’m a transmasuline person (most likely trans man but that’s a gender crisis for a different post). But…I had a girlhood, (and I don’t know if that’s breaking taboo as a trans person, to talk about my Before but I’m doing it) and it was flawed and it was scattered and the man I am still needs to work on healing the little girl I started out as. Because for over a decade I was a little girl.
But when P!nk sat down to sing Don’t Let Me Get Me and the lyrics “my parents hated me” tore themselves out of my throat at mach “Jesus take the wheel” something…….changed. Something shattered - splintered and disintegrated and I sang the rest of the song with my whole chest; all of it every “I’m a hazard to myself” and each “doctor won’t you please prescribe me something” warbled out of me at notes I can’t really hit anymore and something put itself back together
I….got my prescription to be someone else. I inject it once a week and I am experiencing a boyhood I thought would be lost to me…and I am healing the little girl I was then. These incredible talented women, *All Too Well* and *Blow Me One Last Kiss* and *Fearless* and *Never gonna not dance again*-ing out here is special. It’s shining and beautiful and golden and the little girl I started as is being seen. I can see her, and she was beautiful. And she’s grown up into a man who is trying his best.
Guys I’m going to a pink concert…. This Sunday and idk any of her songs I was invited m to go 😭 please does anyone knwo any songs I should memorise in advance
To answer the request for me to do another Alan & Ellie edit. Their song choice was Just Give Me A Reason by P!nk. Beautiful song! Got to add I'm loving the black & white on this! I have another in the works! And if you guys have any requests for others just let me know! Much Love xXx
I just spent the last two and a half hours in the presence of this queen! When I tell you it was everything, I mean words could not do it justice. Along with Eddie and writing, music is my passion. It is absolutely everything and there is nothing better than live music, dancing, singing at the top of your lungs, being surrounded by people who love it as much as you do. It gives me breath. It gives me life. And this woman just breathed so much life into me that will carry me for a while. I may need a coffee as big as my head tomorrow but it was so worth it.