#paiinnnn!!!!

[birdricks]

no birdrick. writing my suicide letter now

#rnm spoilers #JOKINGGGGGG #ooh man thoooo. i like that ep TBFH #warrggghh… the fact morty stayed in the hole so long w the diane situation specifically bc like he KNOWSSSS rick wld leave him Nd doesnt eve #doesnt even consider it odd #paiinnnn. #reqatching. nowwwwww

[electricwalkman]

“And if I only could, I’d make a deal with God and I’d get him to swap our places”

#I AM IN SO MUCH PAIINNNN #DANA WHYY?!!??? #the owl house #toh spoilers #the owl house spoilers #toh fanart #the owl house fanart #raeda #eda clawthorne #raine whispers #art tag

[j4degoyl]

actually hold on a sec, let me get more into the complex relationship will has with love: it's quite clear that even at a young age he sees how his parents struggle with it & I think when John leaves eventually it only confirms for Will that somehow it wasn't enough. that his father didn't love his mother as much as she loved him. Will is also the one who becomes a witness to her pain, who sees her heart breaking beyond repair after she's left behind. And I think that triggers a deep fear in Will, both of feeling so strongly one day and of being the one who inflicts this heartache.

With Clara things are so easy, so safe. Will is so terribly afraid of messing it up, of repeating their parent's mistakes, that they start to play a part, at least to an extend. He tries to be the best partner, but in the end the facade still crumbles & in the confusion that follows the transformation into a goyl & back they still break up. And while Will knows it's for the best guilt still haunts him & the horrible thought that he isn't better than John Reckless after all ("Would someone someday beat him up for the pain he had caused Clara?").

And I believe Nerron challenges everything he thought they knew about love in a different way. For the first time Will is allowing someone to see all of him & he isn't judged for it at all, quite the opposite actually. But it also scares the heck out of them to have these strong emotions, because they saw how it can go if you love someone this deeply. For me this is also a main reason why Will hasn't talked about his feelings for Nerron yet (barely even acknowledges them in his own pov). This is simply a door they aren't ready to open yet.

#♦ ( headcanon. ) tell me where to put the anger. #I AM IN PAIINNNN #there's just so much to unpack here & i haven't even touched on the abandonment issues :)))

[respected-demon]

Hi besties!!!!

Okay, so I want to make my best friend watch merlin but I’m also convincing her that the ending is totally fine and not horrible and it’s actually this fan vid where nothing is trash soooooo

What episodes should I make her watch so she can understand the fun and the characters and the drama but not the paiinnnn (well not ALL of the pain)

Love you!!

#Merlin #merthur #arthur pendragon #bbc merlin #Merlin rewatch

[me-be-bubbles]

Painnnn 😭😭😭

Paiinnnn🤬🤬🤬

Painnnn🫠🫠🫠

Work😵😵😵😵

#grambles #paint it in blood #beyond comprehension me flies

[kj-munch]

AMEN TO THE FUCKING HOT ASS WEATHER i am not a sweaty girl by any fucking means but ive had enough of this heat too everyone was comin in super crabbt because of it and my ac to my car has been busted <3 for years <3. so i get SI SWEATY on the drive home but thats okay becasue im so sexy forever. were in this together sprayjay

FUUUUUCKKK PAIINNNN. we have the opposite problems i think my car ac works fine but MY HOUSES DOESNT. its enough to drive a grown man crayzay. crayjay if you will.

#SPRAYJAY....................................... #not art

[scribblingonsky]

Sometimes the scenarios i make up in my head amaze me.

They are so beautiul, so dreamy, so perfect, so much *needed*, it makes my heart ache from the thought that they can never come true, not ever in the exact same dreamy manner as they do in my mind. I would never find that perrffectt person and never will those deliberate- indeliberate touches and talks and gazes and moments happen...

It leaves me longing and hopeless, I guess my expectations from life , at moments, become too far-fetched.

The only way out, to turn them into reality, is to-

write down the scenario,

develop a story that is actually comprehensible (paiinnnn),

write a novel,

knock doors of publishing houses,

get it published,

work to make it a bestseller,

become a filmwriter and director,

find a producer,

get external validation for script and find rest of the crew ;))

find the perfect music that goes with my fantasy,

find the handpicked perfect cast,

and make it into a adaptation movie.

(excuse the inaccuracy my process. i am not well acquainted with all this, at least not in this universe, but that is just how i imagine)

Then all my dreams *might* come true. Is it too much? or a bare neccesity for my dream to reality journey, i will never know i guess...

(this also totaly disrupts my path of pursuing STEM career, leaving another dilemma at my hand. Life just wouldnt stop being so *REAL*, now, would it ? :I Now my options are a) Reincarnation, b) discover multiverse and travel to the universe where i did write a novel and make a movie about it, by myself, and watch that.... arghh the things we do for the love of love )

this was just a thought, no self-emotions were hurt in this post (ok, maybe a few) (excruciating pain right in middle of heart, a major headache here and there.)

#spilled feelings #spilled thoughts #just me #life is strange #pain #dreams #fantasy #in my mind #heartache #movies #novels #my thoughts #all up in your mind #love #fantasy romance #scenarios #imagine #writers #dreamers #tumblr #tumblarians #blog post #my life #reality

[butchdykenormallen]

AUUUUUGGHHHHHH IM THINKIN ABOUT EM AUUGHGHH THE PAIINNNN

JOEL NO THE IMPLICIES!!!!!

#interactions.jpeg #shared_files #said like “the rammies bro”

[thesulliedone]

Oh god this is paiinnnn...

#TOO FUCKING HOT

[rapidhighway]

bean…

#bean beanchester… #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #art #fanart #digital art #brro clean lineart #paiinnnn!!!! #this is just a secret little art style test run don’t worry about anything ;0 #yeas I gave him gender

[neelaxy074]

thinking of them.

thinking of them before they split away from eachother )’:

#pleawse dornt seperate them ib eg of youu #immm in paiinnnn #im not too proud of OJs or Silver spoons new design but eh.. #inanimate insanity invitational #inanimate insanity #inanimate inanity the thinkers #the thinkers #thinkers #ii candle #ii paintbrush #ii yinyang #ii floor #ii OJ #ii silverspoon #hhHHNNNAAAAAAAGHHHHH SOBSSSS

[fluttershys-lament]

click if you wanna see what they say (?

ik i posted the last one before, but I still like it soooo jdkandka

bonus under the cut ig (and please tumblr don't ruin the post aaaaa)

not gonna bother finish this but yeah, it's just herbert calling klutzy his proud and joy c:

#myart #club penguin #I don't think that my letter (? is understandable but I don't wanna write all of that #but if y'all can't understand what I wrote then just say it and I'll write it again (?? Bdjansna #Help tumblr mobile for chrome is a paIINNNN

[libaeroh]

spark roster changes,,, pain ;-;

#BEBE RIA ADORA IM IN PAIINNNN #arianne.txt

[fantasydaydreamers]

OMLORSH! I BEEN TRYING TO FIND THAT DOM POST FOR 1B FOR HOURS! I saw it earlier in the day and only got to finish half. I liked it but realized I didnt have WiFi so it didnt show in my likes. And I was literally looking up all the 1B names. Not the popular ones bc that would just be harder so basically I looked up gorca so I could find your Toys post. I scrolled through the Tops and finally found it! I can be at peace!Ty for your amazing work!and btw I got to lazy to look through ALL my follows

OMGGGGGG well I'm glad you were able to find it!

That's happened to me before. There is actually a fic I've read before and it was on Tumblr and I haven't been able to find it in YEARS.

#it was when the knb fandom was still alive and well #but i feel your paiinnnn #i hope you like 1B #it was interesting reading about them #because i only really know monoma and tetsutetsu #ask miss fantasy

[briesidonielarsons]

my head is literally gonna split the FUCK open. im not a superhero im not fucking built for this shit

#im in paiinnnn

[cryptidcalling]

My back is in PAIINNNN

#it’s the kinda pain where it feels really bad and makes me nauseous #but isn’t so bad that I’m about to cry #aka ‘power through and lay down when you get home’ kinda pain #vent